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oceanstide · 2 years
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absolutely amusing of Nightwing to say "Ra's Al Ghul is many things, a liar isn't one of them." when his sort of undead brother is literally right there and went against him one-on-one and Nightwing has no idea
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attapullman · 2 months
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Morgan, what can you tell me about miss ma’am’s first official date with Bob from Stats? 💁🏼‍♀️ It’s been on my mind and I desperately need to know!
Alexa!! I'm so glad you asked because it also has been on my mind I am so helplessly obsessed with them and his hobby horse so don't mind me getting very carried away.
First off, it's very important to note that since the homecoming barbecue that Bob has talked non-stop about the girl in the green dress. All his brothers have been ribbing him ever since, making the joke on every night out that "maybe she's into cowboys".
So when green dress girl becomes Stats Cutie, the frat house is practically up in arms about him making a move. Beyond lending a pencil.
Once all his roommates confirm that the girl who hasn't left his bedroom in three days is indeed Stats Cutie, the house is abuzz. Especially when he arrives at Monday chapter with his sweatshirt hood at a funny angle to hide the blossoming hickey on his collarbone 👀
After that first Stats class - where you sit side-by-side with indeed another borrowed pencil - he realizes he actually can't wait until Friday to take Stats Cutie out, so he casually asks if you're free tonight. Despite the fact you're way behind on studying, of course you clear your entire schedule.
You meet up at the fountain by the edge of campus at 6, after you've both had a chance to head home and shower. He can't handle how you look even prettier in this sundress, he's actually weak in the knees. And seeing him in a button-up has you drooling - how can he look even better than those beloved crewnecks? As he guides you to your destination, there's a comfortable silence as you subtly check the other out.
Starting off the night is bowling! You rent shoes and talk about how absurdly expensive bowling has become. He's blindsided by how good you are at bowling, already smoking him within the first few frames. Here he is trying to impress you, and you're blowing him away! If he wasn't appreciating how cute your ass looks wiggling in that little dress when you go up for your turn, he'd probably have already dragged you back to his apartment.
After you've absolutely smoked him in two rounds of bowling - a sweet yet passionate kiss by the return shoe counter - he promises loser buys pizza. The greasy pie joint near campus is pretty quiet for a Tuesday night, and he snags a table in the corner. Hours are lost as you talk about classes and potential future careers and how his sister reacted when she realized her hobby horse was missing.
Bob can't quite get over how when you laugh your eyes sparkle before disappearing because your smile is so wide.
You have class in the morning, so he's a gentleman and has you home before midnight. Kissing you against the brick column by the front door of your dorm, telling you what a great night he had. Blushing when you thank him for one of the best dates you've been on. Pizza and bowling was perfect. He's perfect.
It's only when your Resident Advisor knocks on the glass door that he releases you. Reluctantly. Bright red as he kisses your cheek one last time, giving your RA a polite nod and wave before making his way to his apartment.
As he walks home, he's already trying to come up with excuses to see you before Stats on Thursday.
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keicordelle · 8 months
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The Daily Inconveniences of an Au Ra: Horn Jealousy
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The megalotragus was, by all accounts, a very nice creature. Well, alright, Keshet wasn't really sure about the species as a whole, but this one in particular had always seemed rather polite, as far as giant, primordial goat-creatures went. Not once had it tried to eat him or even chew on his hair, and he was pretty sure it had bowed to him when he'd first stepped before it. And yet...
"Absolutely not. I refuse to sit astride such a beast." He knew it was irrational, but he couldn't help the way his lip curled up, baring his teeth at the creature in an unfriendly snarl.
"What do you mean you refuse to ride it?" Zena turned back from where she was untangling the beast's bridle, and Keshet hurried to rearrange his face into something a little closer to polite indignation. Apparently he wasn't fast enough. "This is about the horn thing again, isn't it?" she asked wearily but with no small amount of amusement, arching a teasing brow.
"It's not- Well, I mean, I- It's not my fault, okay?" he groused with a grimace.
"Keshet, it's a goat."
"I know that."
"It's not another Au Ra. The fact that it's horns are bigger and shinier than yours does not mean you are inferior to it in any way," she told him, struggling to bite back her laughter as he recoiled.
"Its horns are not shinier than mine. Just look at it! It's got-" Keshet shook himself, visibly forcing his attention away from the taunt and back on track. "Look, horns are a big part of our culture, okay? They’re a key feature, and having nicer horns than someone is a big deal to my people. I can't help that that sometimes spills over in irrational ways."
"Like during the Starlight Festival?" Zena needled, broad grin splitting her face.
Keshet flushed, looking away. "You're never going to forget that, are you?" he grumbled.
"It was a reindeer, Keshet. You know, magical deer filled with the spirit of giving, meant to bring joy and laughter to children?" She held her hands up to her head and spread her fingers to mimic its antlers, waggling them at him. "Oh, sorry," she continued, her grin growing sly as she dropped them again. "Wouldn't want you to think I was threatening your status as the horniest one here."
Keshet groaned, rolling his eyes and kicking at the ground. "You're not as funny as you think you are. And it wasn't that bad."
"First off, I'm hilarious," she countered, winking at him and making a gesture with her thumb and forefinger that he couldn't parse. "And second, you headbutted the reindeer."
"I did not headbutt it, I just knocked its horns with my own. Gently." For the most part.
"There were children watching."
"There was a child watching. And he was more than placated when I let him play with my staff," Keshet retorted, crossing his arms.
"Yeah, which is also bad, while we're at it. You do see how that's bad, right? I mean, I would have done the same thing, but still. Bad." Keshet huffed in exasperation, but she was grinning at him, mirth twinkling in her emerald eyes. "In any case," she added, tightening a strap on the side of the megalotragus's head, "reindeer have antlers, not horns."
Keshet scowled at her and she roared with laughter, delighting, as ever, in his embarrassment. He rolled his eyes at her as a slow smile spread over his own face, a chuckle rumbling through his chest despite himself. "I'll try to remember that." A pause as they both caught their breath, and then, "I'm still not riding that beast though."
She sighed, shaking her head in weary fondness and raising her hands in surrender. "Alright, fine, you can ride you own monstrous bird." She leaned into him, arching an almost conspiratorial brow as she whispered loudly, "And if it helps, I think your horns are nicer anyway."
"You're damned right they are." No giant, primitive goat-monster, no matter how polite, was going to outclass his horns. Even if its were bigger. And maybe shinier.
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iphoenixrising · 3 years
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DickTim Week 2021: Day 5 Winged!Talon Tim au
So. another dual prompt and I really regret nothing about this one tbh. I took tomorrow’s Talon and today’s Wings and made a Winged!Talon!Tim fic. Of course, I talked to the wonderful babes on Capes & Coffee about a what if combination and this just, whew. Careful, it might break your heart a little, but damn if it isn’t an interesting idea.
Not beta read, so don't be a hater :D
Previous Talon!Tim universe posts: The initial idea, Babe and I talking it out, Talon Training Ask, Ra’s vs the Court, Talon and Ra’s, Talon and Ra’s take 2, Talon and Shiva short.
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Watching B take on the new and improved Talon is really the entertainment of the year.
Once upon a time it had taken all of them plus more to take down as much of the Court of Owls as humanly possible. Of course, like rats, the Bats knew there would be no way to get the entire Court or all the Talons, not when the upper echelons of Gotham had spent the better part of 200 years creating, storing, training, and obtaining more.
Politicians were investigated, corrupt cops removed, and criminals burrowed underground once word of what the capes did to save the day got passed around.
For the first time in years, crime in Gotham was at an all time low.
But, as the coin flip dictates, nothing good lasts forever. Trouble is always brewing below the surface to eventually rise to the top and try to take over.
Case in point:
The Bats of Gotham have come up against a new threat wearing the signature Talon armor, and the call goes out to all available capes for help taking on the undead mercenary before another crime family ends up in the Obituaries rather than Blackgate.
The fact the Court is still up and running after the Batfamily took them down in a fiery blaze that ended with all their Talons gone, Sensei exposed, and most the ruling families imprisoned or poisoned by Lincoln March, is like a kick to the abdomen after they closed that particular book. Worse, with a new Talon soldier is sighted running around Gotham, another circus kid has been kidnapped and turned into the right hand of the Court of Owls. Dick, with his absolute survivors guilt, is the one to make going after the Talon and whoever is still behind the scenes a top priority.
Which is how they find themselves in the middle of Knight’s Stadium facing down a Talon that is too short to be March. Red Hood, Nightwing, Robin, Batgirl, and Black Bat pretty much got their asses handed to them in the first twelve minutes. Pretty hard to understand until you take into account the new and improved Talon facing them now is terrifying in a completely different way than most undead assassins are.
He knows them.
He knows them in ways that lets him fight fast and furious with vicious accuracy, striking at weaknesses few of the vigilantes of Gotham realized they even had.
He isn't as big as Lincoln or even Cobb, not nearly as old. He hasn't been kept in cryostasis waiting for the next generation to need his skills. He doesn't have creaks in his joints from being put on deep freeze too many times.
This one is silent and efficient, obviously trained in multiple types of martial arts, is highly proficient with or without the standard Talon knives, is a master tactician, counters the majority of their moves with alarming consistency–
and the fucking Talon has wings.
Honest-to-God wings.
Everyone had assumed the metal monstrosities on his back were weapons of some kind, but the glint of steel in the streetlight flash a warning before the lumps moved in an arch, extending far out past his shoulder blades, slicing into Red Hood’s body suit with a razor-sharp edge, shredding the armor like paper.
It’s not enough he’s got weapons obviously made specifically for his skill set, it’s not enough he’s an assassin and doesn’t hold to the same standards of non-lethal combat, it’s not enough that he can use his wings to fly or to fight like he’s using another limb to kick the shit out of them, and it’s not enough that he effortlessly counters so many of their attacks that he has to have some kind of inside information on all of them and their fighting styles.
The knives are definitely a thing when the Talon can throw them hard enough to penetrate parts of their suits in between armored plating, which further drives the theory that this is a person they’ve dealt with before. Intimately. Few people in the world know how their suits are made. Even more, few people know particulars enough when their suits are constantly reconstructed.
The only thing on their side that tipped the scales in their favor–
–the Batman.
The wings threw him off his game, obviously, but not enough to stop B from holding his own with swift and merciless force.
It's like watching a dance of fast and furious fists, blades in Talon's hands glinting deadly in the night, finding B's suit over and over and over until he's made it to blood and bone. He takes every hit the Batman can dish out, head snapping back, left, and right with the volley of jaw-breaking blows and bone-shattering kicks.
None of it gives the Talon pause. When a move makes him drop a blade, another is already in hand, cutting into their body suits, wings flipping out to defend or distract, sweeping moves and well coordinated attacks.
The unnatural appendages are like another arm, another leg, an extension working on the same central nervous system, regardless as to how the Court managed to make it happen.
A jump kick off a trash can is a lucky shot as a wing catches B in the ribs hard enough to knock him into the wall of Mike's Famous Hotdogs. The only thing saving the Dark Knight from a concussion or permanent brain damage is the plating in his cowl.
It gives the Talon enough time to make a final bid for a battered Nightwing, Red Hood, and Robin struggling to their feet again, eyes for their fallen mentor.
Before he can lunge forward to start the attack yet again, the Talon just stops, pauses like he’s stuck or something, and in the span of a breath, both wings extend fully, flap powerfully once to propel him up into the Gotham night.
O tries her best to track his flight through the city, but no one’s arms are working well enough to toss a tracker on him.
She loses him over Cape Carmine, slams her palms against her system in frustration, makes sure she gets as much footage from the confrontation as possible.
After some sleep and a whole lot of bandages and ice packs, the Bat family meets in the Cave to watch the footage, breakdown the Talon’s fighting style, his weaponry, and make theories on his identity.
O helps out with readings she has of electronic pulses she managed to capture coming from the armor over his wings. She thinks she might be able to use it to track him if they can get close enough for her equipment to ping the signal again.
B makes a trip to Arkham since Freeze apparently hasn’t stopped producing the formula used to put Talons in cryostasis.
It’s not until Gotham’s power grid has a massive surge that O and the Bats can pinpoint a possible location, all of them invested in one hell of a fight to get the last rats still scurrying in the underground.
The plan of attack comes together smoothly once they’ve scoped out the location, seen the shady activity, and together, they make one hell of a plan.
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And because, you know, Gotham, it is completely normal for the Court of Owl's headquarters to have a skylight.
Natch.
For this one, they've got Batgirl and Black Bat, Red Hood and Robin, Nightwing and B, a real family affair.
O's quiet voice over comms leading them through the maze of traps and empty rooms, abandoned libraries and spooky ball rooms. The laboratory isn't the most horrific they've all ever seen (because the Joker's summer place is literally the stuff of nightmares), but a few of them do gag on the smell alone.
The plan, however, goes horribly awry when the clear sounds of tormented screaming echoes from right under their reinforced bootheels.
Black Bat's fists clench hard, her breathing wheezes out when the tone, the utter agony goes right through her.
A shudder slides up Robin's spine as all of them turn toward the noise.
Without a flicker or a word, the Batman moves, strafing in the shadows toward the sound. He can't assume it's an innocent civilian with something the Court wants, but he's betting on the fact that scream will lead them to whoever is running the show.
The medieval room has bars and reinforced locks, implements hanging on the wall. The cement brick is stained rust colored with old blood, the vestiges of training, and the awful realization they've found another hidden niche in the city that always existed right under their noses is punctuated with the abrupt drop in temperature, with the sudden charge in the air, with the zzzzcrack snapping beyond the door, replaced with a muted buzzing Robin can feel in his back teeth.
B is already on his way to the roof, Batgirl down through the floor vent while Nightwing picks the locks with fast precision, knocking the tumblers around.
Robin and Red Hood stay close to the reinforced door, balancing on the balls of their feet, katana and .45s at the ready.
Black Bat takes the high road, ceiling tiles giving way under her Bat-a-rang. She gives a sharp nod before she's up and gone.
"All right. Ready?" Nightwing stands, cracks his neck, flips his escrimas in both hands, works his shoulders to prepare for the strain of each blow he plans to give.
"Ya betcha ass," Hood murmurs low, a cut figure with both guns at his sides, gloved fingers on the trigger guard.
"Don't disappoint," Robin snarls, "either of you."
"Nice pep talk, squirt," Nightwing snickers.
"Tt, back up your mouth with action."
"Better shuddap, Demon. Golden Boy ain't fuckin' 'round. Neither is the Bat. We get one more chance a' this asshole. We ain't gonna blow it again, ya feel me?"
"Finally, something we agree on, Hood."
"Other than N's shitty mullet?"
Nightwing swiftly glares at them both over his shoulder, unconsciously putting himself front and center of the trio, ready to be the first in once they get the signal.
– which is the sound of the glass raining down from the heavens.
Three booted feet kick the door hard enough to take it off the hinges, lying against the faded stains like a fallen body.
First step in the room is the complete opposite to what they'd all been expecting.
The two Owl masks aren't the usual, but a perversion of the originals, crudely drawn yawning mouths complete with fangs dripping blood.
But.
The boy on his knees, arms in a binder holding the appendages hostage at a painful angle, is dripping the real thing. Rivulets down his chest and where his back is partially visible. Some from the base of the wings going into the back of his shoulder blades where the skin is torn and raw.
The bar gag shoved in his mouth doesn't take away from the splatters on his chin, the bruising on his face, the swollen eye. But it's his wings that makes the Bats falter from the initial rushing attack.
His wings are without the armor, are bound straight up above his restrained body with hooks grotesquely puncturing through the downy softness, desecrating the beauty with blood and gore. The angle makes the pull to his back where the wings are part of him just another agony on top of atrocity.
"Fuck," from the first Owl mask, and a swift move frees the Talon's bound arms, the appendages flopping uselessly to the floor, only his trapped, tortured wings keeping him up on his knees.
The second Owl shoves the first back, "let him take care of them. Let's get out of here!"
The first Owl snarls out something low and foreign, the phrases rolling off his tongue.
The words lock into place, and the Talon's head snaps up, snarling around the gag in his mouth.
When his face is finally, finally visible, the protectors of Gotham are frozen in their tracks.
Familiar violet-blue eyes, too-long blue-black hair, cut jawline and pointed nose. Tiny scar on his right cheek from the time he caught Ra's al Ghul's ring across the face.
"Jesus Fucking Christ," is barely heard through the Red Hood's synths and in no way fully expresses his utter horror at what these dirty motherfuckers have done.
Robin wretches, bile burning the back of his throat once those eyes swing up to the masked parody of the Owls and his bare upper body is visible through the blood and sweat on his chest, when the scars peeking through on his collar bones form a half-visible Y-incision, when the coloring of the bared wings now makes sense (robin's wings, Damian Wayne thinks with his heart beating pitter patter fast, and his stomach in knots, they put robin's wings on him...).
And the hurt, agonized noise coming out of Nightwing's chest is the only noise he can make when those dimmed, dazed eyes swing from the Owls back to the vigilantes frozen in their spots, when there's no spark of joy or fondness or stubbornness he's so used to seeing staring him down.
The errant thought, the first instinct, is the only humane way to deal with this new Talon is to put him down for good wars with the man behind the mask that only wants to reach out, wants to pull the Talon into his body and curve over, to scream at the injustice of it all, to rail at himself for not even suspecting.
Another switch flipped and the hooks release his wings, blood splattering on top the old stains.
"Get them! Don't fuck it up this time or you won't get another chance," the second Owl shoves the Talon's injured shoulder in the direction of the horrified vigilantes.
They don't even bother to take the gag out of his mouth before setting him on his target.
A flap of wings, and the Talon is on his feet again, swaying only slightly. He's in the boots and pants from earlier, the rest of his uniform tossed carelessly behind him by his tormentors. A sweep of his feet and the knives glint in bare palms, a whisper of a sound.
The curved, clawed blade glints in the overhead light when the Talon raises it and cuts the strap of the bar gag in his bloody mouth, turns his head to spit it out without looking away from the vigilantes.
The Batman, grim and stoic in the face of this surprising turn of events, gives the barest nod. From her hiding spot behind the complex machinery, Black Bat takes off after the running Owl members, leaving the rest of the family to deal with their former third Robin.
The wings flinchingly flare out and their former bird hunches over, ready for the attack.
“Wait! Wait, wait, wait,” the Red Hood removes the helmet, leaves the domino underneath. He keeps one hand out in peace, slowly dipping down to put his helmet on the ground. “Is us, Tim. Timmy. Baby Bird. Is us. Yer family. Gotta lookit us, yeah?”
For the first time, the Talon speaks, “who’s Tim?”
And then he lunges.
**
The fight happens very differently this time.
The former power behind the punches is obviously dulled with the Talon’s identity reveal. He doesn’t hold back, is utterly ruthless with his attacks. He takes out B’s right knee, puts Hood down on the stained floor, knocks Robin into the wall with crushing force, and slams Batgirl’s head off the operating table.
He stands over Nightwing, wicked blade in hand and robin’s wings spread wide. He takes a knee, the sharp edge right above N’s adam’s apple, staring down impassively into the whiteouts.
“Timmy,” N spits blood, grunting when one knee pins his arm down. “Timmy, please. I’m sorry. I’m so so sorry. I love you and I’m sorry they did this to you.”
Those eyes don’t change in the slightest. “You should not have tried to oppose the Owls.”
“We beat them once,” Nightwing gasps, “and you helped us, Baby Bird. You were with us then, don’t you remember.”
“I was nothing before the Court perfected me,” the Talon replies emotionlessly.
“You were perfect before they ever touched you.”
“No,” and the Talon leans down, puts them a breath away. “The only thing you and those others do is put the criminals back in prison, back in Arkham for them to escape again, for them to kill and destroy over and over again. Like this, I can stop them permanently.”
“Oh Timmy,” and behind the whiteouts, Nightwing’s eyes spill over, his vision wavery. “Timmy–”
“Don’t call me that. Stop calling me that.”
“You know me, you know us. You have to remember–”
“Lies. All of it lies!”
Nightwing’s chest stutters, his fist clenching, “it’s not. None of it is. Not even this–”
And he’s fast enough to grab the back of the Talon’s neck, to lean up enough against the blade pressed against his throat, can bring their mouths together, can kiss him like he’s dying and the Talon is the only thing that can save him.
It’s sloppy and awkward because the Talon doesn’t know what’s happening, gasps against the vigilante’s mouth. The tongue sliding over his, the muffled moan in his mouth sparks something in the back of his brain where the Court of Owls could never touch.
When Nightwing pulls back, stares up at wide violet-blue eyes, when the blade falls away to clatter against the block, when the Talon’s mouth trembles and tears fill his eyes, when his wings flutter and falter, fold in on them both, when his voice goes hoarse with, “D-Dick?” Nightwing throws both arms around his waist and holds on.
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moonlit-ocs · 2 years
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Shadows
The Story of Young Justice’s Leila al Ghūl
a/n: there’s a non descriptive gore scene at the end ahhh
part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6
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GOTHAM CITY
August 25, 13:28 EST
2009
Everything in Leila’s life was going well, almost too well. Of course, that’s when her mother showed up in Gotham, send to do the bidding of Ra’s in order to bring her daughter back home. They stood across from each other on the rooftops, preparing to use their words or weapons.
“What do you want, Talia?” She called out into the sky.
“Talia? Am I not good enough for ‘Mother?’” Talia stepped forward to her biological daughter, seething with rage after seeing the woman in person again.
“No, you are not.” Leila met her in the middle, glaring up at Talia in complete contempt. “You were no mother to me.”
“I didn’t have a choice, darling. But I’m ready now. Come home, back where you belong. You can convince Bruce and we can be a family.” Talia reasoned with her daughter, attempting to affectionately grab the girl’s cheeks, but she quickly countered the action and swiped Talia’s arms away.
“It might be true that you didn’t have a choice, but I’ve made mine. I’m staying in Gotham, I will continue doing good, and I will continue to distance myself from the Shadows.” Leila sternly made it known, but her mother chuckled at the thought.
“Please, my daughter. For someone trying to distance herself from us, you picked an interesting name. ‘Demonspawn?’ That doesn’t have anything to do with your grandfather being ‘the Demon’s Head?’” She picked at the girl, almost trying to instigate a fight. Maybe this was a test, but Leila had known better than to engage with the likes of any of them if it wasn’t absolutely necessary.
“The name serves as a reminder. That’s all you need to know.” She was under Leila’s skin, and it took everything inside her not to engage in combat. Prove to the woman she could best her, but what was the point?
“What a shame.” Talia took a step back and looked at her offspring. “Look at you, so big now. I wish you would take off your mask so I could get a good look at my daughter.”
“You’d be better off leaving now.” Leila unsheathed her swords and her mother chuckled, sucked her teeth, and left the rooftop with Demonspawn frozen in place. “Batman? Can you hear me?” She tapped into the comms.
“I can. What’s the problem?” Bruce answered on the other line.
“Talia is in town.” She nervously told him.
“Is everything okay?” Batman asked.
“Everything is fine. She backed off.” Lei replied, beginning to pace around and turned her GPS to the nearest Zeta Tube in town.
“Are you okay?” Was the follow up question, but for some reason, Leila wasn’t. Facing her past like that just didn’t sit right with her.
“Yeah, I just need a minute. I gotta go.” She tapped out of comms and took off, running twenty blocks to the Gotham City Zeta location in an abandoned phone booth.
“Recognized: Demonspawn, A00.” The computer voice announced and sent her to her destination.
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CENTRAL CITY
August 25, 13:03 CST
2009
Leila knew exactly who she needed to see to shake her misery from the recent encounter. She dialed Wally without any hesitation and let the phone ring just a few long moments. No answer, but before she could call again, his number popped up on the screen. Typical speedster. “Hey.” She answered.
“Hey, babe! What’s up?” Wally was obviously chewing something directly into the speaker.
“Are you busy? I’m in Central City right now.” Leila sounded off, he could tell. Over these past few months, they’d grown closer and closer than she could have ever imagined. He brought out the best in her, encouraged her to let go, exercise her freedom, and she knew he’d always be there for her.
“No, not busy at all. I’m at home, you need me to come get you?” Wally was already halfway out the door at this point.
“That’s okay, Wally, I can get to your house myself. I just need to change real quick.” She hung up the phone before he could protest and walked further down the alley she ended up in, accessing the stash she’d left there a few months prior. Extra civilian clothes, weapons, suits, masks, and then some. Always prepared—like a true Bat.
After a quick change in this secluded area, she tossed her larger weapons into the crate and locked it up tight, making sure to keep her utility belt on and inconspicuous. First thing Batman taught her, never leave home without it.
The walk to Wally’s place wasn’t too far off, but she took it slow. Wally knew her backstory, she decided to spill it a few months ago, dying to let someone else know what she’s been through. Wally was a bit…enthusiastic over the new information, thinking it was badass that his best friend used to be an assassin, but Lei made sure he knew it wasn’t all it was cracked up to be.
Leila knocked on the door and was almost greeted by his parents, but Wally beat them to the door and let you in. “You okay? You didn’t sound too great on the phone.” He rushed to ask as you waved to Mr. and Mrs. West.
“Can we talk about it in private, please?” Leila requested and he immediately agreed, leading her through the house and closing his bedroom door, much to his parents dismay.
“Can you tell me what’s going on now?” He kicked some trash around to make a pathway and sat her down on his unmade bed.
“My mother showed up in Gotham while I was on patrol.” Leila mumbled, growing more upset as the words passed through her lips. That woman had the audacity to step foot in Gotham and try to recruit her young daughter back into a league if assassins. “She tried to get me to come back. Said me and Bruce could be a ‘family’ with her.” Wally’s eyes widened upon hearing the news, he never knew just how something like this would affect his best friend, but seeing in up close was not something he’d ever want to see again.
“Dude, that’s rough.” He ran his fingers through his hair and sat down next to her. “She really shook you up that bad?”
“I haven’t seen her in person in a while, but I think she wants to use me to get to my father.” Leila explained a bit more in depth. “She’s been in love with him for a while, but he want’s nothing to do with her while she’s in that line of work.”
“She sucks. Like, she really sucks.” Wally tried his best to comfort, but this wasn’t exactly a normal conversation. Wally didn’t have a crazy, heavy backstory. He wanted be be a hero, he became one. His family was nuclear, intact, and full of love. He wasn’t equipped for assassins, adoptions, and billionaires. “I don’t know what else to say.”
“There really isn’t much you can. I just didn’t know where else to go.” Leila balled her fists until her knuckles were white, completely unable to keep her emotions in check this time, trying every trick in the book to stay composed, but when Wally wrapped his arms around her, it was hopeless. They both fell back into the mattress while tears dripped down the sides of her face, something you’d rarely see with a Bat. Note to Wally: Mom is a touchy subject.
“Do Bruce or Dick know you’re here?” Wally quietly asked her.
“There’s a tracker on my belt, so yeah.” Leila unclipped the thing and set it aside in the bed. “Sorry I pretty much came out of nowhere today.”
“Are you kidding me? You make my day anytime I get to see you. Even the hard times.” Wally leaned on his elbow, assuring her that everything was okay. Lei didn’t like that he saw her cry, she really didn’t like it, and she didn’t like that smirk on his face when he saw her weak, either. So, she spread out her hand and pushed his entire face away, bursting into laughter to lighten the mood.
“I love you, Kid.” She told him, but not the first time.
“Love you, too, Lei.” Her chuckles died down and she stared at the ceiling in silence, noticing out of the corner of her eye that Wally was taking in her features. He absolutely had a crush on her, he sure wasn’t subtle about it, but there were obstacles. One, Leila wasn’t exactly ready for a relationship. Aside from the fact she was still young—they both were—she didn’t think she could juggle civilian life, crimefighting life, the looming assassin life, and a long-distance relationship all at once. Two, she didn’t really understand platonic love versus romantic love yet. And three, she loved her friendship with Wally so much, she wouldn’t change a thing right now.
He definitely broke her out of her shell. Like, really. She was affectionate and bubbly to the people she appreciated most in life. Hugs, cheek kisses, and meaningful goodbyes were commonplace and she owed it all to him. The reserved assassin needed a push in the right direction, and a few tumbles at high speed.
It was funny, though. They both had a feeling that their friendship would run deeper, but no idea how so. It was just a feeling. “Do you have any ice cream?”
“You want ice cream? What kind? I can go get some.” Wally eagerly questioned and she shook her head.
“No, if you don’t have any, it’s fine. I don’t need you bending over backwards for me.” During that sentence, her voice changed a bit. Accent resurfacing once in a blue moon and Wally just heard it for the first time.
“Ooh, what was that?” He sat up and wiggled his eyebrows. “That couldn’t be…no. It wasn’t your accent, was it?” Wally bit his lip from pure ecstasy, feeling like he discovered a new part of her. “I wanna hear more of it, it sounded pretty cute.”
“No. It was an accident, it just slipped out.” Leila shut him down, but Wally was the most persistent person she’d ever met.
“Okay, well, I’m gonna go to the store and get your ice cream, I’m betting you were gonna ask for cherry. Then you have to drop the Gothamite accent for at least ten minutes. Okay, see ya.” Wally rushed out before she could protest, making her wonder what made her love him so much. Then she got a phone call from Bruce.
“Is everything okay?” He asked before she could greet him. “You’re with Kid Flash?”
“Yes to both.” She confirmed. “If it’s okay, I think I’d like to stay out of Gotham for the night. She just…she really set me off.” Leila referenced her mother.
“What did she say?” Bruce did some detective work into the woman he somehow loved.
“She said she wanted me to come home, said that you, her, and I could be a family there. I know she doesn’t care about me, B. I’m barely a daughter to her. She just needs me to get to you.” Leila vented to her dad, who wasn’t a fan of seeing her upset. Seeing his daughter upset was such a rare occasion that he knew lines were crossed. But apart of him couldn’t shake that warm feeling he got hearing that Talia still wanted him. Guilt ensued.
“I’ll take care of her. Check in with me later. Just relax for now, maybe find some crime in Central City to take care of.” Bruce ended the conversation and by the time he hung up, Wally was standing in the room once more with a tub of ice cream in one hand and two spoons in the other.
“A deal’s a deal.” Wally told her.
“I never agreed.” She crossed her arms and swiped a spoon from him. “May I please have the ice cream?”
“You know what to do.” Wally pulled away, just asking to be punched.
“Hal li min fadlik ayis krim?” She spoke in her native tongue and Wally blinked.
“Close enough.” He handed it over and let her get the first bite before he felt the need to shovel scoops into him mouth. “Dude, this flavor is so underrated. I always forget how good it is until you make me try it again.”
“Yeah, I have awesome taste. You should listen to me more often.” She joked.
“In your dreams.” Wally offered up the last scoop of ice cream to her, knowing she’d appreciate him putting her first. “Last bite, you want?” Lei jumped at the chance before he could change him mind. “I bet you like cherries ‘cuz they remind you of me.”
“I like cherries because they’re good, Ginger.” She shot back and threw the spoon into the empty carton. “Hey, would it be cool if I stayed here tonight? Bruce said it was fine if I stayed out of Gotham until he takes care of Talia.”
“Oh, uh, yeah. I mean, I’ll have to ask my parents, but that’s cool with me.” Wally scratched the back of his head.
“Well, I know it’s cool with you, loverboy.” She leaned on his shoulder and he reached for her hand, squeezing it tight.
“Just so you know, Leila, I’d do anything to make sure those assassins don’t hurt you.” He made another attempt at comfort.
“Could you tell Talia to back off?” She suggested and Wally let go of her, walking away fro dramatic effect.
“I wouldn’t go that far, you aren’t that important to me.” He sarcastically blurted, getting Lei out of her mopey mood once again. He was great at removing the ingrained brooding from her brain. Just then, Mrs. West rapped a knuckle against the door. “Come in!”
“Hi dear, I was just checking in to make sure everything was alright. Leila, sweetie, do you need anything?” She offered like Lei was one of her own, which at this point she practically was.
“Thank you, Mrs. West, but I’m okay.” Leila assured her and Wally took the chance to ask the question.
“Hey, Mom? Would it be alright if Lei spent the night? She’s gotta stay out of Gotham tonight.” Wally gave her a look that silently told his mom I can explain later.
“Oh, sure. She’s always welcome here. Just as long as you know you can’t share the bed.” Mrs. West told them both and they agreed, Wally a bit more reluctantly.
“Can I at least sleep on the floor in the sleeping bag?” He tried his luck and she thought about it a moment.
“Okay, but only if you promise not to pull any funny business, young man.” Mrs. West warned as Leila hid her smile.
“Deal.”
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GOTHAM CITY
August 26, 23:30 EST
2009
Talia had been playing games all night, letting Bruce find her when she was finally ready. The two did the same dance they always did, feelings growing stronger for one another as Bruce chased down the woman he loved, only to be let down by the reality of their situation. Talia worked for her father, she was a ruthless assassin who would do what she was told without question. Bruce was a man of the people, the Batman who swore never to kill. The two were star-crossed lovers, wishing the other would give up their ways and give in.
Eventually, Batman and Talia had halted the chase at the Batsignal on the GCPD building. And at midnight exactly, they kissed. It was full of false hope and promise, but the love was true. Tender touch soon interrupted when Batman pushed her away. “No, this isn’t right. Not for either of us.” Bruce shut her down.
“Really? Because it certainly felt right.” Talia persisted, so close to what she wanted.
“I don’t want to hurt you, Talia, but we can’t be together,” Bruce began the let down, one he knew she wouldn’t take so well, “not as long as you serve your father.”
“That again! You cannot ask me to choose between you!” She turned away from him, crossing her arms to pout.
“I don’t. The fact that you see it as a choice says all that needs saying.” Bruce turned his back, too, and began to walk away. Maybe for good this time.
“Beloved, wait!” Leila’s mother showed her desperation, racking her brain with new plans to manipulate one or the other, convince him to stay.
“No, Talia. This is how it has to be.” Bruce’s decision was final, but Talia put up a fight for her future. She was heartbroken. That vision of a family was almost perfectly put together. Bruce loved Talia, he loved Leila. Talia’s daughter was in the care of her beloved, it was perfect. But so long as Leila was against her mother, the chances of Bruce fully submitting to love was null. “Stay away from Leila. She doesn’t need you in her life.” He warned.
“I will.” Talia promised, hoping she’d get credit for that, at least. But Talia was sent by Ra’s, who knew his daughters weakness and knew what he had to do.
Bruce parted ways with her and called Leila immediately. “I’ve taken care of Talia, you can come back to Gotham now.”
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CENTRAL CITY
August 26, 23:03 CST
2009
“Thanks…I’ll head to the Zeta spot now.” Leila hung up and looked over to Wally, seeing disappointment in his face as he kicked his feet down to halt the swing he’d been goofing off on.
“So, you gotta go?” He frowned and watched her get off her swing. “I can walk you over if you want.”
“Thanks, Wally, but it’s okay. It’s pretty late.” She checked the time and sighed, being just as disappointed as him that they had to part ways.
“Exactly, it’s late. Central City’s a dangerous place, no place for a young lady like you to be walking around alone at night.” He tried to convince the girl, but she settled for a goodbye hug right there and a kiss on his cheek.
“I’m an international ex-assassin, I’ll be fine.” Lei began her walk alone across town and into the alley, accessing the chest full of her Demonspawn gear and swapping the civvie clothes for something more “Gotham Chic.” Just as she strapped her weapons to her back, a unwelcome voice started to speak behind her.
“You know why I’m here.” The mystery man said, stepping further into the alley as she turned his way. “Your mother gave you a choice, now it’s my turn.”
“They thought that you alone could bring me in?” Leila scoffed at the insult, but this elite assassin was confident in his ability to take the 13 year old in, underestimating her greatly. Her eyes flickered from the Zeta point to the assassin, wondering if she could make a quick escape. Unlikely.
“Last chance, little girl. Return to your grandfather’s side, or I’ll have to make you.” Leila slowly reached for her grappling hook, then took a shot in the air and made a run for it. Not because she didn’t think she could take him, but because compromising that area would really get her in trouble. “I guess we have to do it the hard way.” The assassin scaled the wall and chased her as Demonspawn hopped building to building without fail, disappearing between two. While the Shadow investigated, she hopped from windowsill to windowsill without a sound and snuck up behind him, slamming him to the ground and sticking her blade against his neck.
“You were a fool to think you could possibly be a match for a Demon’s spawn.” She pulled down her bandana mask so it rested around her neck, revealing her mischievous smirk.
“Kill me, then. I refuse to be spared by the likes of you.” The assassin requested, a tempting idea. Leila hadn’t killed in five years, but her instincts still lingered. “I know you want to do it. No matter what the Batman taught you, you can’t take the assassin out of the girl. It’s wired into you.” Everything he said could have been true, but Leila had a better life than she’d ever imagined. There was no way she’d give it all up for him.
“So long as I wear this symbol,” Leila pointed to the patch with her father’s famous Bat symbol on her belt, “I won’t be taking any lives.” The edge of her blade trailed down his chest, leaving a few cuts on the way. Then she lifted it and slammed it down near his hand, making him scream at the pain. “But I can take a finger or two.” Leila lifted her bandana back over her nose and went back on course, grabbing a handkerchief from her utility belt to wipe the blood off the edge of her sword, discarding it before diving off the building and eventually making it back to the Zeta point.
“Recognized: Demonspawn, A00.”
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❦ welcome to ras bakery | pjs
↬ ꜱᴇʀɪᴇꜱ: tatts & cupcakes | chapter 1
↬ ᴘᴀɪʀɪɴɢ: park jongseong / jay x reader ft. all members + eventual appearance of i-land k
↬ ɢᴇɴʀᴇ: enhypen single dad au | ceo!jay | single dad!jay | baker!reader | single mom!reader | fluff | slight? angst
↬ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢs: none
↬ ᴡᴏʀᴅ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ: a little over 2k
↬ sʏɴᴏᴘsɪs: ↱ 25-year-old CEO Park Jongseong, better known as Jay, hasn’t lived an easy life despite being born into a chaebol family. His entire life changed when his ex-girlfriend left their sons, Sunoo and Jungwon at his front door 5 years ago and he was forced to take on the role of a single father. Ever since he took on sole responsibility for two fairly chaotic kids, they and the company have been his sole purpose for living. Due to his responsibilities to his sons and the company, Jay doesn’t have any time to date around nor does he want to date a woman who would just use him for his money and not care about his sons.
L/N Y/N has been trying to make ends meet ever since her parents kicked her out at 17 for getting pregnant. The only thing she’s ever been good at is baking and after a few years, she managed to make a name for herself in the baking field.  Now at 23-years-old, she just bought a bakery and moved to the busy streets of Seoul in an effort to better provide for her son and his education. After giving birth to Ni-ki, y/n vowed that she would do everything she could for him and since then has focused on baking. After Ni-ki’s father who wanted nothing to do with his son, y/n swore off men and has stayed independent every since.
When Ni-ki meets Jungwon and Sunoo at school, the three end up becoming best friends and constantly wanting to have playdates. And well… the two single parents find themselves developing a relationship of their own. ↲
As you walked with Ni-ki, your nerves just couldn’t be settled and you were holding his hand tighter than usual.
“It’s gonna be ok, babe,” you started to say to your son. “First days are always tough, y’know? But you’re strong and likable. If other kids don’t like you then just don’t pay attention to them. You’ll make friends easily and when you do, share your lunch because I packed you a lot today. I love you Ni-ki, you know that right? Mama loves you and you’ll be ok-” you were cut off when you felt a pair of arms wrap around your leg, stopping you from walking. Ni-ki looked up at you with a bright smile as you patted his hair and took a deep breath. Honestly, you were more nervous than he was, maybe nervous was an understatement. The one thing that you were glad for was that Ni-ki had his father’s confidence and not yours which was practically nonexistent.
“We’re here,” he said. You looked at the entrance of the school,
“Yeah, I guess we are. Let’s head to class, yeah?” Ni-ki nodded in response going back to holding your hand. You headed to Class B, talking to the teacher, whose name you learned was Choi Yeonjun slightly eased your nerves as you realized he was good with kids and promised to take care of Ni-ki. After seeing Ni-ki settle into the classroom, you left and headed to your bakery to start the day. Things were pretty smooth and despite being the 3rd day of opening, you had a decent amount of customers. After the lunch rush was coming to a close,
“Damn, welcome to Ras Bakery, huh? The line was so long I’ve been waiting for a whole damn hour,” a familiar voice said, causing you to look up at the register.
“Heeseung!” you said with a smile as he set his items on the counter. He smiled at you,
“Hey, you got time right now?”
“Of course I have time for you,” you said as you started making your way to the other side of the counter and heading towards an empty table to chat with Heeseung, your best friend.
“Ni-ki’s at school?” Heeseung asked. You nodded,
“I’m glad you were able to make it here today.”
“I should’ve been there with you to drop him off,” Heeseung said with a slight frown.
“I took pictures, wanna see?” you offered.
“Of course.” Throughout the years, Heeseung was your rock and a large part of Ni-ki’s life. When you had no one to turn to, Heeseung was there and was the person who encouraged you to open up Ras Bakery when you finally had enough money to move out of the market stall. Heeseung was the closest thing Ni-ki had to a father figure and you were thankful that he stayed. You didn’t know how long the two of you chatted despite having seen each other on opening day but it eventually came to the time where Heeseung had to leave and you had to go back to work. Since you didn’t hire an employee yet, you had to close the bakery to pick up Ni-ki from school. You also brought some pastries for him to eat just in case he was hungry. Once Ni-ki saw you waiting for him at the front of the school, he practically ran and you were met with another one of Ni-ki’s hugs. Your son’s hugs could never be replicated and were one way the boy expressed himself. You noticed two boys behind him, one slightly shy while the other gave you a bright smile, practically blinding you like the sun. They came to you with a wave,
“Hi?” you said as more of a question than a statement.
“Mama, can Jungwon-hyung and Sunoo-hyung come to the park with us? They said they were going anyways because that’s where their Jake-hyung was going to pick them up,” Ni-ki asked. Though you did tell your son that he was going to make friends, you were somewhat surprised to actually see it right now in the flesh. Still, you were glad and ruffled Ni-ki’s hair.
“I’ve got pastries do either of you want some?” you offered to the two boys. They nodded, eyes widening as they saw what you had brought and nibbled on their chosen treats while the 4 of you headed to the nearby park. The three of them chatted with each other mostly Sunoo while you listened in.
“Noona, what’s your name?” the boy named Sunoo asked as you sat down on one of the benches.
“Y/n.”
“Y/n-noona?” he asked. You were glad that you were still seen as a noona and not an ajumma despite being a mom.
“What’s up, hon?” you asked, your eyes glancing over to see Ni-ki and Jungwon by the slides then back to Sunoo.
“Ni-ki shared his lunch with us and I was just wondering… can you make me one too?” The little boy in front of you looked so much like the uwu emoji that you had to stop yourself from awing at his cuteness. You were somewhat surprised at the sudden request,
“Do your parents not pack you lunch?” you found yourself asking.
“Daddy does pack us lunch! But he never gives us dessert,” the boy said with a slight pout.
“I don’t mind having Ni-ki bring some extra pastries but I do need to make sure your dad is ok with eating them. I’ll give you a card and you can give it to him when you get home ok?” you offered. Sunoo nodded with wide eyes and you handed him a Ras Bakery business card with a “i sorta maybe gave your sons some pastries and Sunoo’s asking me to pack him some for lunch. give me a call or shoot me a text? ~ ni-ki’s mom” written on the back.
“Thank you, y/n noona!” the boy exclaimed happily as he went to play with Jungwon and Ni-ki. After what was probably around maybe 10 minutes of you scrolling through your phone but making sure to check on the boys as well, an elderly woman came and sat next to you. You bowed to her slightly out of respect to which she responded with a smile.
“Ahh, are you the mom of the boy over there?” As you saw that she was referring to Ni-ki,
“Yes, I am.”
“I’m the grandmother of Minjoo over there,” she said as she pointed to a boy on the swings.
“Aww, he’s cute.”
“Aish, you shouldn’t let your son play with the two boys!” she exclaimed with clear distaste at the sight of them.
“I’m sorry, what do you mean?” you asked, wanting some clarification as to why she said that. You just met Sunoo and Jungwon but they seemed like good kids.
“The two don’t have a mother and their father is always too busy working so he rarely picks them up. It’s usually a browned-hair boy or a black-haired one picking up the two. They’re dressed in luxury labels but what good is that when they’ll just outgrow it tomorrow? They’re probably spoiled to death with money since their father has nothing else to compensate them with.”
“What’s wrong with only having one parent?” It was clear that her words weren’t about the boy’s behavior but rather her own assumptions. She scoffed,
“It’s incomplete and lacking.” You couldn’t believe the ignorance you were currently witnessing and if you were being honest, it hurt your feelings. Sunoo and Jungwon were just kids and no one was here to defend them.
“Who are you to judge whether someone’s kids are spoiled regardless of what they wear? If anything, it’s good that they have a father who can afford them nice-looking clothes and they’re not flaunting it. Having a working father is better than a deadbeat one who doesn’t take responsibility for his child. I’m a single mom, does that mean I’m lacking in providing for my son? There is absolutely nothing wrong with being a single parent because someone needs to take responsibility for the life they’ve created. So if you’ll excuse me ma’am, my son and I will be leaving. Have a good day.” From your left, you heard someone calling Jungwon and Sunoo’s name and you heard excited,
“Jake-hyung!” from the two. You had no idea how long he had been there or what he heard from your conversation with the grandmother but if he did hear anything he didn’t show it.
“Ni-ki!” you called out. The grandmother left and sat somewhere else and you were left standing next to the guy named Jake. As he turned towards you, he gave a bow,
“Thanks for that, earlier I mean. Their dad does work a lot but he does everything he can for them.” You shook your head,
“I don’t know how much you heard earlier but I’m a single parent too so I get it. Sunoo and Jungwon are nice, I’m glad they became friends with Ni-ki.” It wasn’t until that you got a good look at Jake that a realization settled in you. As he extended his hand,
“I’m Jake.” You brought your hand up to your mouth in shock,
“Jake of 02z, that Jake?” He nodded sheepishly hand brought up and ran through his hair,
“That was a while ago, but yeah, I am that Jake.”
“I stanned you guys so much, I never thought I’d actually meet one of you in person, it’s an honor.” 02z was a trio under JinHit Entertainment that debuted years ago and consisted of Jay, Jake, and Sunghoon.
“Ahh, it’s nice always nice to meet a fan. What’s your name?”
“Y/n, this is Ni-ki, my son,” you said, motioning to Ni-ki. Jake smiled and your heart possibly stopped,
“Hopefully I’ll see you around?” you nodded,
“Yeah, hopefully.”
jay’s pov:
As the door to his office opened, Jay instantly knew who it was at the sounds of excitement that filled his otherwise boring day. His boys climbed onto his lap and he smiled at Jake.
“Thanks, man,” Jay said.
“Daddy, we made a friend today!” Jungwon said wide-eyed and happy. Jay knew that it was hard for his sons to make friends when their parents were telling their kids to stay away due to him being a single father.
“Yeah? What’s their name?” Jay asked as he leaned back into his chair, Jake sat in the seat across the desk and Sunoo decided to climb to him.
“Ni-ki or Riki? He said he doesn’t care which one. Y/n-noona packed him sandwiches and she walked with us to the park and gave us a pastry to snack on!”
“How was it?”
“Daddy, it tasted so good!” It was now Sunoo who spoke up. It didn’t come as a surprise to Jay that Sunoo said the pastries tasted good since he liked eating everything.
“Oh yeah! Y/n-noona gave this!” Sunoo dug through his bag and handed Jay the now crumpled-up business card. Jay looked at the note written behind it, then to Sunoo,
“Y/n-noona is who…?”
“Ni-ki’s mom,” Jake answered. “Speaking of, she’s really nice. Stood up for the boys when Minjoo’s grandma was saying some stuff that wasn’t exactly nice.”
“Really?” Jay asked somewhat shocked that someone was actually on his boys’ side for once.
“She was a fan of ours, even recognized me. She’s a single parent too. I’m gonna head out now, you gonna be ok?” Jake asked. Jay cleared his throat, carefully putting the business card in his wallet.
“Thanks for picking them up.”
“Yeah, just dogsit Layla for me some time,” Jake replied with a smile. As Jake left, a wave of impulsivity washed over Jay.
“Do you guys wanna go to the bakery?” he offered to his sons.
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2020 in review: kdramas (the heart fluttering, the disappointing, the saviors of 2020)
it’s december 31st! the new year is quite literally upon us (some of y’all are already in 2021) and my procrastinating self has chosen to upload this today. i’ve always loved these rec lists and I wanted to do one for 2020! this year was a rollercoaster for kdramas with some excellent ones and some not so excellent ones. i watched all of these in 2020 but not all of them were released in 2020.
if you want to use my questions to make your own list please do!! or give your favs in the tags, i’d love to read them. (fair warning, some of these have multiple answers bc i just can’t choose one!!)
drama that made me laugh
When The Camellia Blooms (2019)
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i finally got around to watching when the camellia blooms this year and it. was. so. funny. oh my goodness, the comedic timing in so many scenes was pure excellency and im kinda mad at myself that i didn’t watch this last year. this isn’t just a comedy for those who are interested, its a thriller/romance but its also so fucking funny. definitely watch this if you want to laugh (and be touched bc the emotional scenes in this one are beautiful)
drama that made me cry
Sweet Home (2020)
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hahah….. um this one is gonna go to sweet home friends. i went into this one with zero expectations and the first couple episodes didn’t really wow me? but i kept watching and holy shit fam. this show really picks up story-wise around ep 4 and makes the viewer love a lot of these initially unlikable characters. all i can say is that the end was devastating for me and i cried quite a bit. (warning, there are a lot of mature themes in this one so make sure you look for trigger warnings or send me an ask and i’ll list them all out for you) 
best OST
Itaewon Class (2020) 
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i loved the ost for itaewon class!! the music is just so inspirational and pump up music, its so good. my favorites are ‘you make me back’ by woosung and ‘start’ by gaho.
drama with chemistry royalty (aka the best couple) 
i have three for this one because i just cannot choose one. 
It’s Okay To Not Be Okay (2020)
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we recognize this one as one of the best things to come out of 2020. go moon young and moon kang tae have some of the best chemistry i have ever seen in a drama couple. i waited on the edge of my seat every single week for the next couple of episode just so i could fawn over these two. they work so well together, lift each other up, and so fucking funny together and support one another. while they’re not the chillest couple (lmao) they’re most certainly one with the most personality. they’re so cute and bicker and they just get each other. who could ask for more.
Flower of Evil (2020)
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our badass mom and dad 😭😭. this was another peak drama that came out this year and our married partners-in-crime-but-not-really had amazing chemistry. baek hee sung and cha ji won were so cute as a married couple but they were even more precious later on in the drama after certain things unfolded (no spoilers). they both just get each other and protected one another as well as on the most precious kdrama children this year, their daughter eunha. they were so wholesome, flower of evil is so very worth a watch.
Into The Ring (2020)
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this was one of the more underappreciated kdramas of the year but hoo buddy was the main couples chemistry top notch. they were so friggin cute and i just couldn’t. goo se ra is highkey one of the best female characters i’ve ever seen, she’s absolute chaos, lawful chaos, but chaos nonetheless. her other half, seo gong myung is opposite from her as lawful neutral. he’s just along for the ride that is se ra and loves her. they’re both so very fond and protective of each other and back each other up!! very very cute and you’ll definitely replay more than a couple of their scenes together.
most disappointing
Record of Youth (2020)
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it’s sad but true… i went into this one with so much hope and excitement (i was riding off that ‘psycho but its okay’ high) and i was vastly disappointed. the plot mostly focused on the male lead, and there wasn’t much characterization for the female lead which i didn’t like. honestly, i only cared about maybe 3-4? characters in the whole drama. the rest were absolutely terrible or plain boring and i ended up skipping eps 14 and 15 and just watched the finale. i would not recommend tbh.
drama you can’t really get through
Crash Landing on You (2019)
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this one is absolutely on me, i want so badly to love this one. but i just… can’t seem to get past ep 2? i’ve tried!! i swear, but i just cannot get through it. maybe in 2021, i can try again and i’ll enjoy it more.
drama everyone else liked but was meh
Kairos (2020)
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i though kairos was a bit predictable tbh. i know those of us who did end up watching it really liked it but maybe its because i watch so many crime/mystery shows that this one didn’t really do it for me. the writing is quite solid and everything connects well, i would recommend that those who don’t really watch thrillers, to watch this one. (also the friendship between the female lead and her two friends is suuuper cute and worth it alone to watch kairos)
favorite romance
It’s Okay To Not Be Okay (2020)
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yeah… this one wins again lol. what can i say, i just loved it so much and the main theme of the show is romance (its also a comedy and a mental health/healing drama) all i can say is watch this if you haven’t yet, its definitely worth it!! 
favorite mystery
Memorist (2020)  & Watcher (2019)
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i really enjoyed these two mystery dramas. both were super fun to watch and very kinda unique in their own ways. i liked memorist because it was lowkey funny and i liked the relationships between the characters, but most importantly i couldn’t guess the main antagonist by the end! i really thought i knew who it was and then i was completely wrong lmao. watcher was also very good, the main trio had really good chemistry and i really cared about all the characters. (also i’ll never say no to watching seo kang joon) plus the plot twists threw me a bit at the end which is always a feeling i welcome, i love being surprised and wrong (as long as it makes sense)
favorite slice of life
Hospital Playlist (2020)
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oh my goodness, i was late to the hospital playlist party and i regret it because this show is so. so. good. its just a slice of life following 5 friends who are doctors and work at the same hospital together but its so much more than that. this is honestly one of the first shows i’ve seen that are optimistic? in the show, every time i thought a plot was going to play out a certain way (usually negatively, as tends to be life unfortunately) it surprised me by taking the more optimistic wholesome route. characters in subplots changed for the better, became more understanding, chose to do the right thing, etc. if you want a feel good drama where the main characters have wonderful platonic chemistry and just care about each other but is also super funny, watch hospital playlist!! (season 2 is coming out early 2021 and im so pumped)
favorite fantasy
The Untamed (2019)
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this one is a cdrama but i watched it in 2020, mostly because of how many people on the internet were adamant that the rest of us watch this and ngl they were v right. the untamed was very very good and im really glad i gave it a chance and watched it, its also my first cdrama ever. the chemistry between the male leads is honestly what makes this show and its worth the 50? i think? episodes. to be completely honest the fanfiction for the show are peak and if you do watch this, go straight to ao3 and you will not be disappointed.
dramas that saved 2020
The Uncanny Counter (2020) & Run On (2020)
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these two dramas are among those that started airing at the end of the year and will go into the beginning of 2021 and absolutely saved the end of 2020 for me. while neither of these are finished, both have been excellent so far and worth starting. uncanny counter has the best use of the found family trope i have ever seen. i fucking love the four counters and their relationship with each other, how protective they are of one another. they all have amazing chemistry and the actors have amazing chemistry in the making films.
run on has one of the cutest couples that will definitely make my best chemistry list for next year. i didn’t put them on this list bc they actually haven’t gotten together yet but once they do, they’re gonna be freaking adorable, i can already tell. there’s no specific grand events propelling the plot forward, but just following the lives of these unique, interesting and relatable people who have casual yet entertaining conversations with each other. the show is super soft and the main couple are so straightforward and honest (plus theres mutual pining!!)
best dramas of the year
here are my best dramas (and one movie) watched this year, no further explanation given lolol. just watch them and enjoy because these are fucking excellent in the feels department. trust me 💞
It’s Okay To Not Be Okay (2020)
Flower of Evil (2020)
Itaewon Class (2020)
Hospital Playlist (2020)
One Spring Night (2019)
Midnight Runners (2017)
Hot Stove League (2019) 
I hope this gives you some fun stuff to watch!! or convince you to start that drama in your watchlists! 
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miss-choco-chips · 3 years
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Twisted Soulmate shorts.
Listen, I do plan on making a sequel eventually, but in the meantime, can I tempt you with some half assed bits of Tim’s life as Ra’s Bonded/Bride/Unwilling Sugar baby? All in the spirit of putting off studying for my finals :D
~.~
“We need some ground rules”, Tim stated plainly, staring at the fiery hell in front of them. By his side, Ra’s sipped his wine glass, as cozy in front of all the destruction as one would standing by a fireplace. He looked ready to break out the s'mores. “Some Do’s and Do not’s, with penalties for each one we break. So, you know. We don’t completely destroy each other.”
“Be honest with me, Beloved, would that actually stop you from infringing damage to my properties?”
In the spirit of good sportsmanship, Tim actually thought about it for a few minutes.
~.~
Or; Tim elopes with Ra’s and commits to his role as the world’s most unimpressed, reluctant bride ‘soulmate’. Featuring Pru (who is having entirely too much fun), four little minions (whoever catches the reference and knows which fandom I stole them from gets brownie points) and absolutely no sign of any bats to spoil Tim’s fun.
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The robe was green, and that was a problem. It wasn’t itchy, it wasn’t uncomfortable, it wasn’t restrictive.
But it was green.
Pru’s eyes found his in the mirror, a scowl and a smirk facing each other. Tim crossed his arms, the exquisite silk not even creasing, and his frown deepened. One of the robe’s sleeves covered him from shoulder to wrist, the other leaving the opposite limb completely bare. The intent was obvious enough, one mark on display, the others hidden away like dirty secrets. 
So why the need for that branding color? 
“Isn’t this excessive? Putting a collar on me may be easier, for his purpose.”
“Should I forward that idea to the Master?”
“Only if you want another punch to the nose.”
A snort, and Pru took the two steps keeping her at his back. Her hand dropped to his shoulder, and the expression on the assassin’s face changed to a far more serious one.
“Are you sure you want to do this? I could help you out of the base. Still owe you a few, we can call this one even for that time in Budapest.”
Tim’s scowl went away, a contemplative look on his eyes as they lowered to the ground.
“I’m not sure of anything nowadays, Pru. Except perhaps that I don’t want to wear this color.”
Her grip tightened for a second, two, three. Then, her eyes flew to the window and back to him before her next words came out, fake smirk back on place.
“Well then, the Master expects you to join him for breakfast. We’ll be moving bases soon, and I think he wanted to give you the tour before that.”
Tim’s eyes, that had followed hers to the window, stayed there, guarded and cold like they never were. He nodded.
“I’ll be there shortly. Just need to… fix my appearance a bit.”
She nodded, her smirk more sincere now, and left his bedchambers. 
The shadows jumped into the room before the door was even halfway closed.
A little over half an hour later, Ra’s Al Ghul looked up from the reports he was revising, cup of tea still untouched on the table, pastries and fruits perfectly distributed in front of him, to watch the Detective approach.
His robe was a curious maroon.
As if sensing his question, the young man took his place across from the Demon’s head, placid smile softening his features despite ice cold eyes boring into his.
“Oh, this?”, demurely, he raised the covered arm, accepting the coffee one of his servants provided. The sleeve slipped down enough to show three names on white skin, but Ra’s eyes strayed to the clothe. He knew that shade of brownish.
“I could have sworn I sent you green robes, Detective. I do wonder, where did you find a dye?”
“As I’m sure Pru can tell you, noses bleed a lot. On the bright side, you don’t have to worry about sending a clean up crew to tidy up my bedchambers. Nice morning workout, too, thank you.”
Amused despite himself, Ra’s threw his head back and laughed.
----.---
“We need some ground rules”, Tim stated plainly, staring at the fiery hell in front of them. By his side, Ra’s sipped his wine glass, as cozy in front of all the destruction as one would standing by a fireplace. He looked ready to break out the s'mores. “Some Do’s and Do not’s, with penalties for each one we break. So, you know. We don’t completely destroy each other.”
“Be honest with me, Beloved, would that actually stop you from infringing damage to my properties?”
In the spirit of good sportsmanship, Tim actually thought about it for a few minutes. “I mean, as long as you respect my boundaries, I won’t have a reason to show my displeasure.”
“And what about my boundaries? It’s only reasonable that for each rule you decide on, I get to demand one of my own making.”
“If they don’t conflict with mine, I guess I could learn to work around them. Considering what you do for a living, it’s not like you can ask for more.”
Ra’s tilted his head, as if saying ‘yeah, fair’. They watched the flames consuming one of Ra’s favored castles in silence for a while longer. The parisian authorities would be arriving soon, though no before they were ready to leave; Ra’s wouldn’t allow any interruptions. 
They were probably making the ninja standing guard behind them uncomfortable, with the silence, veiled threats and mind games. Except for Pru. She’d be thriving in her fellows’ fear. 
“Should we go somewhere more private to decide this rules, Timothy?”
A shake, long raven locks hitting the air like small whips, and the young hero turned on his heel to go back to the plane waiting for them.
“I need some time to think them over. I’ll let you know when I decide.”
---.---
Is the Demon’s Head, instead, who demands the first one.
“You will allow a squad of my people around you at all times, Detective, and you’ll let them tend to you as it’s becoming of my bride.”
“If you ever call me your bride again”, states the young man, calmly turning a page on the book he was reading, curled up in the armchair Ra’s had specifically made his men drag into his office for the sole purpose of tempting him into staying put and in Ra’s direct line of sight, “the next base I make go boom will be the one you’re in at that moment.”
“My soulmate.”
“Still creepy, but significantly less; I’ll accept it. What were you saying about bodyguards? The answer is no, by the way, but I thought it would be fair to let you explain your reasoning before shooting you down again.”
“I have no need for explaining myself; you were the one to suggest rules. This is merely the first one. As it is, and since you asked so nicely, I’ll tell you that, as my bonded, you have a price in your head so high even the purest of heart man would be tempted to hunt you down. It’s merely for your safety, as I worry so.”
The dirty look the younger gives him over his book shows him exactly what he thinks of Ra’s obvious jab at his abilities and strength.
“There’s also the matter of your lack of sleep, or the blatant underweight you’re showing.”
“I don’t need a nanny nor a bodyguard, Ra’s.”
“Maybe so, but what would my enemies think of my power if I couldn’t spare a few men to protect my bonded? You can think of it as a political tactic, if it’ll lay your worries at rest. It won’t be to spy on you, as I already have a team dedicated to that.”
Not even a blink, of course he knew, he’d be an idiot to think Ra’s was giving him wiggle room without someone hounding his steps. A hum, the flicker of something behind the man’s eyes that put Ra’s instantly on guard, but not enough to help him predict his next movement.
“You know that any rule you make, I can counter with one of my own.”
“I do, and am ready to honor, as it’s the nature of our deal. I’m a man of my word.”
“Okay then”, the detective finally conceded, sitting up straight, book closed on his lap and hands resting easily over the cover. “I’ll accept your terms, and won’t give my future clique the slip.”
Despite this small victory, Ra’s didn’t allow himself to relax; now came the detective’s countermeasure.
Calmly as still water, the slim man stood up, walking towards Ra’s desk, opening the book on its first page and softly placing in on the wood between them. One slice of paper, carefully folded, gave the Demon’s Head pause.
“Since you insist this is for show, and thus not requiring specific skills on the ninja’s part, I’m going to choose who will be part of my clique. After all, I’ll be in perpetual close quarters with these people, it’s only fair I get to decide who it’ll be.”
Ra’s eyes never left the icy blue ones staring him down. It’d be a fatal mistake to let one’s sight wander when there was a viper in the room.
“Prudence is already tasked with managing your schedule, she can’t be considered among these you selected.”
“She isn’t”, was fired back. “These aren’t fully fledged ninja, they have just begun their training. As such, I can make sure their progress aligns with my needs, something that will make them more useful in the long run if they are to be my shadows. A sniper that can socially blend in as a perfect camaleon. A prodigy, both in mind games and the technological world. A mechanic well versed in a caregiver tasks. A naturally born fighter, showed proficiency particularly on swords and hand to hand. I think those four tick every box you might want to fill, don’t you?”
A few seconds pass, while Ra’s tries to think back on every newish recruit who had the described qualities. He couldn’t come with a single one. Too many variables.
Despite himself, he nods. His bonded lifts his hand from the desk, and picks up his book on his way to the door, not looking back while Ra's unfolds the list.
He feels himself freeze. 
“Children?”
Timothy has already left the room. Ra's can't help but feel pride. As foolish as he thinks his bonded's mission to be, he has to admire his dedication to it, and Timothy had just spent the equivalent of a Genie's first wish with the purpose of freeing four young ones from the League's training and future.
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Tim is looking down at his three 'bodyguards', knowing he made the right call but still feeling the panic creeping up on him. Like, fuck, this was clearly an evil organization, as no self respecting moral one would allow him to be responsible of four impressionable, probably traumatized children.
L, P, H and K. 9, 7, 10 and 9 respectively. All sitting down, hands on their laps, eyes down. Ready to obey any order.
Fuck, he wanted to puke.
Breathing in deeply, he crouched in front of them. Tried for a smile. Too forced. Settled for a grimace.
“My name is Tim”, he started, “and you're safe with me. I'll train you, protect you from the League as much as possible, and try my best to help you escape if I find a better place for you.”
He doesn't bother lying for appearances sake. Ra's must know Tim's reasons for choosing children (too good, would be noticed soon by their teachers, would be under Ra's thumb sooner rather than later), but it didn't matter. Even if Tim managed to get them away, it was his right. For all intents and purposes, as far as the League was concerned, he owned them. Not that he was going to tell them that: if it made him sick to think that, he can only imagine that information on the children's minds. 
They don't seem to believe him, but answer honestly when asked questions about their past. L had (bravely, stupidly) sold himself into servitude to the League to help his family. P, apparently a smart cookie, was sold away by some scientific organization back home when she started asking too many question about the disappearance of her father and brother. One of H's mothers had left the League when she married, and her son was taken away as compensation in the middle of the night, when she couldn't fight back (luckily, as she'd have died and they would have still taken the kid). K was an orphan, sucked into the League too young, but saved by an older apprentice who took him under his wing: said boy was now missing, and K's obvious short fuse wouldn't stand for it long.
He wants to save these children so bad it hurts. Has to remind himself that whatever he will do about this (and he still has to think about it), he won't be able to do for a while.
----.----
He keeps some sort of schedule. Waking up in the morning, breakfast with Ra's unless previously canceled by the other man, training his new minions, break a fight between L and K, lunch, give them numerous tasks to get them off his back (keeping one close for appearances sake; they were his bodyguards after all, or would be after some training), wander along whichever base they were at the moment, tea with Ra's, picking up his brats, wander some more and some time for them to play like actual children, dinner, bed. Rinse repeat.
Some variations, however, were inevitable.
Groaning Tim rolled on his back, silken sheets under him and around his legs, to look at the four little heads waiting by his bedside, various degrees of alarm there.
“What is it?”
H's hand gripped tighter L's, who had the other arm wrapped around P. K was standing in front of them, dagger at the ready.
“The base is under attack. We await our instructions, Master.”
“Tim”, he reminded the child, before yawning.  “Who is it again?”
This time, the youngest and only girl talked. “We are not sure. Said something about The Demon's Head being their archenemy and/”
“Then it's a Ra's problem, not a Us problem. Let the man handle it, he has enough manpower as it is, and even if he doesn’t, he's due for a swim anytime now”, dropping his head and closing his eyes once again, he vaguely waved a hand in their general direction. “You guys go back to bed, just be careful and lock the door in case some of Ra's worst people let someone wander.”
“We can't possibly leave you! What if you're attacked? We'd be too far away to protect you!” K’s tiny hand tightened around his knife. “We'd fail our mission!”
Reigning in a groan, he gave it a thought. They had a point, in that were anything to happen, he risked not being close enough to keep the children safe. 
Sighing, he waved a hand again.
“Okay, you guys can stay, but we are not getting up. It's like five am, I went to sleep less than an hour ago.”
 P jumped in place and frowned at him. “We escorted you here right after dinner.”
“That you did. Anyway, cuddle piles anyone?”
L jumped right in, as he expected, worming his way under the sheets until he could cuddle to Tim's left side, dragging H behind him. P seemed to think about it, but if the dark circles under her eyes (and his informants) were to be trusted, she'd probably slept as much as him, most assuredly looking into her family's disappearance. She finally fell on his other side, instantly groaning.
K looked at all of them in disappointment, and stubbornly sat down behind P, his back to them and facing the door. Tim wondered what it would take to get the kid to chill.
Shrugging (you can't win them all), he went back to sleep.
By the time he really woke up, it was to an amused Pru holding hauntingly a camera and smirking down at him. All four kids were now cuddled around him.
“Shut up, Pru. Like you can talk. I saw you giving L that practice gun the other day, don't think I didn't.”
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magnoliasinbloom · 4 years
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Lie to Me - 1
There is room for secrets, but not for lies. Is there a place for their love?
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Is it the whisky that burns inside him, or the amber of her eyes?
James Fraser does not know, nor does he care, as he blatantly stares at the curly-haired goddess that sits at the bar in the pub, tipping back a tumbler full of whisky that almost matches the hue of her sharp gaze. Beguiled, he turns his chair to face her, mesmerized by the creamy skin exposed by her low-cut blouse and black skirt—an oddity in the frigid February air.
It has been a long time since he felt attracted to another woman. Jamie wishes he could stand up and go talk to her—ask her name, offer his own, buy her another whisky and discover if he has the courage to kiss away the taste of it from her lips. He sighs; there’s no use imagining things that will never come to pass. He is in no position to want or deserve her. Pulling his mobile from his trouser pocket, he scrolls through his work email, already planning tomorrow’s hectic schedule.
“Hey there!”
Jamie looks up, hoping it’s the brunette goddess, but instead, is met with a bewitching green-eyed gaze and red hair similar to his own. He offers a polite smile. “Aye?”
“My friend—” She gestures to the woman he has been ogling at the bar, and his wame does a slow roll. “She was wondering if ye would like to join us. Celebrate.”
“What’s the occasion?” He stands, picking up his own drink and twirling it in his hands.
“Ye should come over and find out. I’m Geillis, by the way.” With a raucous laugh, she leads the way to the tall stools that line the counter. A head of bouncy curls turns slowly and the tawny eyes he so admired roll upwards at Geillis, but her mouth—Christ, that mouth! —smiles.
“G, I told you not to bother him. I’m so sorry, we’re both a little past sloshed now.” A rich English accent trembles in his ears, and he’s absolutely enchanted; he didn’t expect she would be a Sassenach in Glasgow.
“No bother at all, lass. James Fraser, pleasure to meet ye.”
“Claire Ra—um, Beauchamp.” She extends a slender white hand to clutch his in a surprisingly confident grip.
“Well, I’ll leave ye to it. I have my sights set on that lad yonder. Let me know when ye want to go, C.” With that, Geillis saunters over to a dark corner of the packed pub, leaving them to get to know each other. He takes the vacant seat next to Claire.
“Yer friend said ye were celebrating. May I ask why?” Jamie signals the bartender for another round, which Claire accepts with a nod.
“My divorce was finalized this afternoon.” Claire smiles charmingly at his raised eyebrow. “It sounds terrible, perhaps, but it was a long time in the making. We’ve been apart for almost a year. I moved here from London to start over. My husband—ex-husband now—and I… turns out we were not as well matched as we had thought.”
Jamie tosses back the rest of his whisky. Desire, unbidden, pricks its way up his spine. “I’m sorry to hear that; how long were ye married?”
“Three years. I’m a doctor, he’s in politics. My career was also ill-suited for his plans to run for MP.” She crosses her long legs, and the tip of her shoe brushes against his trouser leg. He can’t tell if it was accidental or on purpose.
Jamie leans in, and catches a hint of her perfume. It’s intoxicating, but he manages to ask, “How so?” He cannot imagine that this vibrant, intelligent woman could be a hindrance for any man.
“He wanted me to be more of a proper housewife. He assumed I would give up my practice to support his political endeavors full time. He was wrong.” Claire shrugs, and finishes her drink.
She declines another when Jamie offers; instead, she turns the conversation towards him. “And you, James? What is it you do?”
“Jamie, please. I’m a solicitor. I work for my uncles’ company, Leoch Holdings. Publishing division, working out contracts and such.”
“I’ve heard of it. Quite an enterprise, isn’t it, tech and media and others?” Now it’s Claire who leans in a bit closer, and he is drawn to the delicate wings of her clavicle, and imagines what it would be like to trace them with his tongue when he realizes she’s expecting a response.
“It is, keeps me quite busy. They do seem to have their fingers in many pies.” He bites his lip, and deflects back to her. “I must ask. What is a Sassenach doing in Glasgow, practicing medicine? Surely London was big enough for ye and yer ex-husband?”
“A Sassenach?” Claire repeats bemusedly. “Haven’t heard that term in a long time.”
“Och, lass, I apologize, I didna mean it as an insult—”
“It didn’t sound like one. This Sassenach traveled the world with her uncle while growing up. He was an archaeologist; we lived in Egypt, Peru, India, Iran, Mexico, wherever there was a site to dig. When he died I returned to England, met Frank, married him. When we separated, I wanted somewhere foreign yet familiar. Scotland seemed like a good option.”  
“Indeed, Sassenach.” Jamie pairs the words with what he hopes is a dazzling smile, and he is rewarded with a silvery peal of laughter. However, Claire hops down from the stool before he can offer any assistance, landing gracefully on her high heels and pulling her skirt down.
“Jamie, I must be going now. Celebration or not, I’ll be pulling an all-night shift tomorrow and should get some sleep.” She offers her hand again, and he stands, towering over her, enveloping her delicate fingers in his warmly. He is disappointed the evening was cut short, but knows it must be this way.
“It was a pleasure, Claire.” He feels the strangest urge to kiss her hand like on the period dramas he secretly enjoys. “Do ye need any help getting home? I can call a company car to drive ye, and Geillis.”
“We’re roommates. I just hope G is through with that one.” Claire motions with her head at the corner where Geillis had gone, and sure enough the bright hue of her hair gives her away. Claire’s friend is—entangled with a gentleman. “I’ll call an Uber. Thank you.” Another dazzling smile leaves him in a fog, wanting to ask for her number, for a rendezvous, anything to prolong his time with her.  
But she walks over to Geillis while pulling on her coat without a backward glance. Jamie stares after her helplessly, riveted on the swing of her hips and the most perfect arse he’s ever seen. Claire taps her on the shoulder, and her friend drops the poor bloke, fetching her purse and waving goodbye at the lad. Jamie watches them as they leave the pub, making sure they are safely tucked away into an Uber before calling for a car to take him home.
X-x-X
Claire, Claire, Claire.
The encounter cannot have lasted more than half an hour, but she is all he can think of, consuming every one of his senses. Drunk on the whisky of her eyes, he manages the walk up to the flat. Once inside, the door snicks shut behind him. Jamie walks quietly into the guest bedroom.
Frowning while patting himself over, he pulls his wallet and phone from his trouser pockets, placing them on the nightstand. Stripping down quickly to his boxer briefs and undershirt, he lays on the guest bed in the flat that he shares with his wife.
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A/N: Story will update Wednesdays! Thank you for reading! <3
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shera-dnd · 3 years
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It’s here! The ultimate crossover poly ship we’ve all been waiting for!
But wait, there is more! This is a buy one get two deal, so there is a bonus crossover poly ship added there for free!
Also if you’d like your fic ideas to be written by me or just want to help me keep the lights on, consider donating to my ko-fi (rules over here)
alright with that out of the way. It’s time to enjoy some gay shit
“Sato, tell me again why we’re doing this,” Catra asked with a loud groan, shielding her face as best as she could.
It was a beautiful and sunny summer day at the park, and that meant Catra and Asami were suffering like the sad goths they were as they were dragged along by the ever cheerful Korra and Adora.
“Because we love them dearly,” Asami huffed, exhausted from the heat, “and we can’t just keep them inside all summer.”
“Ugh, are we going on a picnic with our girlfriends here, or walking our dogs?” Catra complained.
As if on cue Adora and Korra turned to look at them, energetically waving at them as they finally found a nice place to set up. Their smiles were so bright that Catra was happy she had put on sunscreen earlier.
“Both,” Asami said, adjusting her sunglasses.
Slowly they walked up to the over excited duo. Thankfully the two of them managed to find a nice patch of shade they could set up under, and not have to melt under the sun like a couple of angsty popsicles.
“Blanket?” Adora asked, promptly taking the leading and organizing position she was born for.
“Check!” Catra replied, getting a cheap picnic blanket from her bag.
“Water?”
“Check,” Korra answered, taking several bottles of water from her backpack.
“Sandwiches?”
“Check,” Asami said, before adding, “I made them.”
“And sodas?”
Korra shoved her arm back into her backpack and began yanking all the soda cans out with far too much enthusiasm. The three of them stopped and glared, getting her to stop before she could slam the cans down...again. As hilarious as it would have been to watch Korra accidentally spray herself again, they actually wanted to drink their sodas this time.
Adora gave them all a satisfied nod, before proudly declaring, “and with that, our picnic date is ready to start!”
“Wow, so romantic, Adora,” Catra rolled her eyes, “nothing makes a girl feel more special than a bunch of checklists.”
“Well I appreciate it when a girl comes prepared,” Asami countered, giving Adora a kiss on the cheek for support.
“Of course you do, Sato,” Catra shook her head and rolled her eyes.
The two of them stuck their tongues at each other for a bit, in what their girlfriends could only assume was their more...unique approach to flirting.
Deciding now was a good time to change the topic away from those two dorks, Korra approached the trio with her arms behind her back.
“Hey, Adora,” she called, earning a glare from Catra, who had nearly patented that line, “you sure we aren’t missing something?”
Adora checked her list a second time, even rereading the things she brought there herself, “I don’t think so?”
Korra smiled as she brought her hands forward, revealing the football she had been hiding behind her. Adora’s hands flew to her mouth to contain a gasp, and looked up at Korra as if she had just whipped out a wedding ring. Catra and Asami were extremely unimpressed.
They barely got to finish setting up before those two darted off to go run around and throw that ball like the pair of adorable goofballs they were.
“Looks like it’s just the two of us again, Applesauce,” Asami commented, sitting comfortably in the shade.
“Yup,” Catra nodded, sitting next to her. She allowed a long pause to pass by before adding, “wanna makeout?”
“Thought you’d never ask,” Asami replied, scooting closer and hooking her arms around Catra’s neck.
Catra leaned in, lips slightly parting as they came closer to Asami’s… before being so rudely interrupted by Korra clearing her throat. The two edgy idiots looked up at her, seeing her and Adora standing over them with crossed arms.
“Don’t we do this every day at school?” Korra asked, brow raised in annoyance.
“Yeah,” Catra replied, refusing to move away from Asami, “your point?”
“This is a date,” Adora added, hitting them with her most powerful puppy dog eyes, “can’t you guys please play with us for a bit?”
Both of them groaned and looked at each other. Asami looked ready to give in at the slightest hint of that adorable face, but Catra had years of experience with saying no to it.
“Yeah, I’m not doing that,” Catra answered.
“Oh well,” Adora sighed, “you asked for it.”
They were barely given a moment to process what that meant, before Korra and Adora hoisted them up, and tossed them over their shoulders like sacks of potatoes. Asami yelped loudly, but accepted her fate. Catra, on the other hand, kicked and screamed the entire way, nearly punching Adora in the face more than once.
“I’ll fucking kill you!” She shouted, “put me down, or I fucking swear!”
Adora simply laughed as she carried her girlfriend along to the nice open space where they were playing just a moment ago.
“Only if you promise to play with us,” she replied.
“Fine!” Catra yelled, “just put me down!”
Adora gently put her down and shot her a beaming smile. Oh she was lucky she was so cute, or Catra would have kicked her ass right now. Instead she just adjusted her clothes, fixed her hair so it would be the correct kind of messy, and huffed.
“So what exactly are you making us play?”
“We don’t need to play an actual game,” Korra answered, “we just wanted to have fun with you guys.”
Catra seemed unconvinced. They should have known she wouldn’t participate if she couldn’t make a competition out of it.
“Okay, how about this,” Adora offered, “we split into teams of two, and we try to just toss the ball between team members without letting the other two catch it. Whoever keeps the ball with their team the longest wins. Sounds fun for you?”
Catra pondered for a moment, seeming satisfied with these terms of engagement she declared, “I’m on team Korra!”
“What!?” Adora exclaimed, her expression one of utter and absolute betrayal, “why?”
“She’s the tallest one here,” Catra explained, casually, “it’s an obvious tactical advantage.”
“By an inch!” Adora countered, still stunned that Catra would ever abandon her like this...again.
“Don’t worry, Adora,” Asami said, putting a hand on her shoulder for reassurance, “we’ll make sure she regrets that”.
Oh no. Korra and Adora looked at each other as they both realized that they may have made a terrible mistake.
What followed was easily the most intense game of keepaway any of them had ever played. Though intensity was just about the only thing Catra and Asami were providing for this match up. Not that the other two minded much - they were genuinely just happy to play with their girlfriends for once - but they were starting to worry one of them was gonna end up doing something stupid.
It wasn’t long until they were proven right. Catra caught a ball meant for Adora and instead of throwing it to Korra, she decided the best strategy was to just run for it. The three of them watched stunned as she bolted off into the park like she was being chased by the hounds of hell. Asami gave chase soon after, so the assumption wasn’t all wrong.
Korra and Adora just stood there, watching as their girlfriends ran after each other, shouting insults at one another.
“We should have known that was gonna happen,” Adora commented with a defeated sigh.
“Well, at least we got them to exercise for once,” Korra offered.
“Yeah,” she nodded, watching those two for just a bit longer before adding, “wanna make out?”
“Sure,” Korra shrugged, “not like they’re gonna be back any time soon.”
~~~
Korra leaned back and closed her eyes, allowing herself to enjoy the cool breeze that blew past their little spot. She took a nice, long sip of her soda and let out a satisfied sigh. Yeah, this picnic was just what she needed.
“Water,” groaned the mostly dead girl to her side.
Catra laid there, sprawled face down on the picnic blanket, barely able to do anything but groan, and complain after completely draining herself like that. She couldn’t help but laugh a little, playing with her girlfriend’s hair before handing her the much needed cold water.
The poor girl groaned something sounding almost similar to a thank you, before chugging the whole bottle down in record time and then flopping back to her sprawled position.
“So what did we learn?” Adora asked, with that particular tone she had at times that made Korra wonder if she ever considered becoming a teacher one day.
“Never to exercise again,” Catra answered.
“No,” she corrected, “don’t over exert yourself
“Also don’t wear all black to a picnic,” Korra added, “I’m surprised you two didn’t cook alive.”
“We did,” Asami replied.
“And that’s why we brought all this water,” Adora said proudly as she handed Asami her own water bottle.
“What would we do without you?” Asami praised.
“We wouldn’t have gone out in this fucking heat that’s for sure,” Catra complained.
“Can you do something other than complain?” Asami asked.
“No,” she replied without a second of hesitation, “also scoot over, you’re hogging all the shade.”
“Sorry, Applesauce, but I won. I hold all the shade privileges now,” she proudly declared, earning a weak little kick from a completely burned out Catra.
“Don’t be like that,” Adora sighed and crawled closer to her girlfriend. She ran her fingers through Catra’s hair, scratching her in this very particular way that only Adora knew how to do, and soon it was like angry asshole Catra had never been there, now replaced with just soft asshole Catra.
“Asami is right,” Catra said, sounding so content with everything, “what would we do without you?”
“Oh, are we showing her some love now?” Korra asked, scooting closer and hugging Adora from behind, “mind if I join in? ‘Cause I got plenty.”
Following her example the other two joined in the PDA, Asami leaning against her shoulder, and Catra resting her head on her lap. Adora looked like she was on the verge of tears.
“Y-You guys,” she whined, trying not to crumble into an emotional mess, “I love you so much.”
“We love you too,” Korra answered, kissing her cheek. The others hummed in agreement.
“This means a lot,” she replied, sniffing loudly, “but you’re all really sweaty and it’s way, way too hot for PDA right now.”
Korra and Asami muttered some agreements and promptly moved away, fanning themselves a little to help cool down. Catra, on the other hand, refused to move and in fact even pressed a little closer.
“Are you gonna move?” Adora asked, amused.
“Nope,” Catra replied, “you’re too comfortable.”
Not wanting to disturb this rare moment of peace, Adora accepted her fate, and returned to her duty as Catra’s primary source of scratches.
After that initial burst of energy the rest of the day was surprisingly peaceful. Well, besides a small argument over who had the worst taste in music, and who should or shouldn’t be allowed to have the aux cord. But other than that it was a calm and peaceful day.
Slowly but surely, the shade grew a bit longer and the day grew a bit colder. Night was about to fall, and it was time to move to part two of their wonderful summer date. Milkshakes at the diner. Korra’s kinda sorta aunt Kya ran the place with her wives, so she let Korra and all her friends - and girlfriends - hangout for as long as they wanted.
The four of them greeted Kya before taking their usual table. Catra did not waste a single second trying to sit like a normal person, she promptly tossed her legs over Adora’s lap, and leaned back against the wall, phone already in hand.
“Hey, look at that,” she commented, “Blight dyed her hair purple.”
“Maybe she decided green hair was too straight for her,” Korra joked, “I’m surprised she didn’t go with blue.”
“Well, I think purple works really well for her,” Adora commented, “I mean, all her clothes are already black and purple.”
“All of your clothes are white or red, but I don’t see you dying your hair,” Catra commented, archiving the mental image of redhead Adora for later.
Adora opened her mouth to argue, but was interrupted by Asami, “babe, your hair is wonderful, don’t let her bully you into doing something stupid with it.”
Catra looked ready to throw her phone, “hey, I aint bullying anyone!”
“I see you kids are as cheerful as ever,” Castaspella greeted as she reached them, putting their food on the table, “here are your milkshakes, and the fries are on the house.”
“We really don’t mind paying for it, aunt Casta,” Korra assured her.
“Nonsense, let us spoil you kids a little,” Casta replied, with a wave, “besides, consider this a little thank you for helping our niece get a date.”
“Wait!” Catra interrupted, very confused for a moment, “Amity is your niece?”
“No, silly, I meant Luz,” she chuckled, “she was so in love with that Blight girl that she wouldn’t stop talking to Lilith about how amazing she was. It was adorable.”
Adora blinked a couple of times as she realized that meant that Luz and Glimmer were technically related now. She then vowed to herself to neverr let them find out, their power and chaos combined would be far too much for the world.
“Uh, glad we could help I guess?” Korra offered with a weak smile, completely unaware of the small crisis going on in Adora’s head. Aunt Casta laughed a little at the awkwardness, before leaving to tend to the other tables.
And now that they were left alone it was time to dig in. As usual Adora practically inhaled her food, and had to be stopped by Catra before she choked on something. Also as usual they were all dipping their fries in their milkshakes, with the sole exception of Asami.
“I still don’t know how you guys manage to eat that,” she commented.
Adora loudly swallowed a whole portion of milkshake covered fries in one go - earning an exasperated sigh from Catra - and answered, “it’s good!”
“Is it though?”
“What? Is this unsuitable for your refined palate, princess?” Catra teased.
“It’s…weird,” she replied.
“Hey, I’m weird, and you still love me,” Korra commented, leaning a little closer to her.
“You know what I meant,” she complained even as she leaned back against Korra.
“Don’t you wanna at least give it a try?” Korra asked, offering one of her own fries, “for me?”
That was a cheap trick, and Korra knew it, but it worked. Asami leaned in and took a bite of those fries without even taking them from Korra’s hand. There was a certain romance to eating food from your lover’s hands, or at least there would be if her two other lovers weren’t being little shits and snickering the entire time.
Asami glared at the two of them as she slowly ate her fries, trying to properly savor them, to fully grasp their flavor profile. Adora did a little heart with her hands and blew her a kiss in an attempt to mitigate her annoyance.
It worked better than she would like to admit.
“So how is it?” Korra asked.
Asami swallowed and paused, seeming to ponder her answer for a moment. “It was...better than I expected.”
Korra laughed and shot her a beaming smile, “told you it was good.”
Asami couldn’t respond for a moment as she was too busy being reminded that Korra was a blessing to humanity, and that she was so lucky to be able to call her her girlfriend.
“Well uh...thanks for making me try it,” she mumbled. Trying her best to save herself before Catra and Adora - especially Catra - could make any comments on her loss of composure, Asami dipped one of her fries on her milkshake and offered it to Korra, “here.”
Korra eagerly and happily took a bite off of it.
“That’s so fucking gay,” Catra commented.
“Catra, we’ve all been dating for months,” Adora countered.
“Yeah, your point?” She asked, sticking her tongue out at her.
“You’re the worst, you know that?” Asami replied.
“Complain all you want, princess. You all love me, and you know it.”
The table collectively groaned - Asami burying her head in her hand - all fully aware that she was completely right.
~~~
Eventually the conversation died down. It was late and they had spent all day with each other, but they all knew they’d have to part ways eventually. They all knew they’d probably see each other tomorrow, and the day after that, and the day after that, and every day for as long as they could. But that didn’t mean they enjoyed bringing the date to a close.
Adora especially seemed extra clingy today as she gave all three of her girlfriends tight, rib-crushing hugs. The others were far more subtle about it, but it was still there. In the lingering touches after a hug, the yearning looks after a kiss. It was that unspoken want to stay just a little longer, to never let go.
Maybe one day they’d all walk together to their own home, and cuddle together in their own bed, but today they all had different places to return to and they had to go their separate ways. In the end only Korra was left standing in front of the diner.
“Hey, kid,” aunt Kya called, “you want a ride back to your parent’s place?”
“You really don’t--”
“What did Casta say about letting us spoil you?” She interrupted. There was no arguing with her.
Next thing Korra knew she was in Kya’s car, watching the lamp posts pass by them as she took her home.
“You should bring them over more often,” Kya commented.
“I’ll try,” Korra replied.
“I’m serious,” she insisted, “you know we all love when you bring the girls over. It reminds us of the good old days.”
“The good old days?” Korra asked, somewhat amused.
“Back when we were your age,” she explained, “back then it wasn’t exactly okay for a girl to want to be with another girl, let alone two. But even then we knew we wanted nothing more than to be together, just the three of us, for as long as life would let us.”
Korra thought back to that idea of sharing a place with them, living every day with them, making days like this the norm. It all sounded so wonderful.
“Yeah,” she replied, “I think I get it.”
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She-Ra S5 E07 - Perils of Peekablue
There might be spoilers for the rest of the season in this post!
I’ll start by saying upfront that I pretty much consider this to be the weakest episode of season 5 (or at least one of the weaker ones), even though it does move the plot along significantly. The main reason is that, as I said before, I don’t care about the group on Etheria as much as the group in space (with the exception of Scorpia and possibly Spinnetossa), so an episode like this - even though I get why it’s important - just won’t interest me as much as what the gang in space is up to.
That said, it’s not a *bad* episode or anything. Let’s get into it:
- The entire beginning scene where Adora tries to transform into She-Ra and the others keep interrupting her is absolute gold and I love everything about it. Especially Catra, OMG! The way she shows up and actually asks “Are we messing with Adora?” - She’s not even pretending to be helpful and I love that she’s bonding with Glimmer and Bow over “messing with Adora”. And how she then just flings herself onto Adora’s lap and brushes Adora’s face with her tail while cheekily saying “Yeah Adora, concentrate!” - brilliant, absolutely brilliant 🤣. And I also love how Adora doesn’t even try to push her off and actually holds her. These two are too cute.
- I also wonder if the “You can’t let distractions keep you from transforming” line was intentional foreshadowing for Shadow Weaver telling Adora that Catra’s a distraction.
- I like Catra’s new outfit! Well, it’s pretty much just her old outfit with a few adjustments. But still, nice! And she looks really cute with short hair.
- I feel like this beginning scene is pretty much here for two reasons: It sets up that Entrapta is trying to reach the rebellion on Etheria, which will be relevant at the very end of the episode, AND it shows Catra’s new outfit, so we can have a new opening now.
- Changes in the opening: Time for some really exciting mid-season opening changes! Catra’s missing from the villains’ card for the first time ever. Instead, Horde Prime’s hands are now closing around a glowing orb (I assume that’s meant to be the heart of Etheria). At the part where Catra and She-Ra fight, Catra now has short hair, She-Ra is in her new form, and instead of a snarl the fight ends with a soft smile between them (I’m not crying, you’re crying. Best opening glow-up ever! 😭). In the final heroes’ shot, Adora back to being She-Ra instead of Adora, but this time in her new form. And Catra is *finally* in the heroes’ shot as well. GOOD STUFF. (In general, I just LOVE that they actually kept updating the opening in the middle of the season. That is SO cool. But the change that really gets me is how they updated Catra and Adora’s fight, because that’s been the same since the beginning of the show and now it’s SO SWEET.)
- Okay, so my biggest problem with this episode is that the plan to find Prince Peekablue seems... kinda dumb? So they’re planning to sneak into an underwater soiree undercover and abandon everyone else at the camp to find a “hermit” no one has seen in ages because he might know where Adora and the others are? As a plan it just seems far-fetched. I get that they want to warn Adora and company that Prime is chipping people (they don’t know that Adora’s group already knows that), but how would finding Peekablue even help them achieve that? He could tell them where Adora and the others are, but... that’s it. It’s not like he can also magically communicate with Adora or anyone else. And didn’t Swift Wind tell the others last episode that Adora’s coming home and that he can feel her coming closer? So shouldn’t they already know that the group in space are on their way home? (Granted, Swift Wind told that to Micah, Frosta, Spinnerella and Netossa - but I’m assuming the rebels communicate with each other and Micah would have also told Mermista and the others?) I mean, idk how much time supposedly passed between these two episodes, so maybe it’s been a while since Elberon? Also, when did they even figure out that Horde Prime is chipping people? Last episode, Micah still said they had to “figure out what that was”. And if they know about the chips now, it might have been a good idea to check the necks of everyone at camp right away - though to be fair, they maybe didn’t realize how the chips work yet. And yeah, I am nitpicking here (and obviously the rebels have to mess up so things can go south this episode, so I guess they have to make some bad decisions.)
- That said, I love all of their outfits! And I like that Scorpia’s alias “Lynda D’Ream” is a reference to the 80s cartoon.
- Netossa’s lucky that she wears an outfit with such a high collar - makes it hard to put a chip on her neck. (Also, idk if I’ve said this before, but I love Spinnerella and Netossa’s character designs and outfits. They’re both fashion queens.)
- Just the fact that it really is Spinnetossa’s anniversary and Netossa thinks that’s why Spinnerella is acting strange - I mean, what are the odds?
- “They are my people! Which means that most of them have sworn revenge against me at some point.” Okay, that is pretty funny. And getting to meet all of Sea-Hawk’s exes was pretty funny, too. (Yeah, officially they’re not his exes but just people whose ships he set on fire... but come on, the subtext isn’t really subtle here.) And I love the whole running gag of him and Mermista fighting all of them behind the bar counter with Mermista doing most of the work and getting more and more annoyed with it - but when they’re finally done, it turns out there’s also someone there that *she* doesn’t want to see, because she set their ship on fire. Comedy gold.
- Scorpia is me at a party :( I also find it super hard to socialize and get into conversations with strangers. Very relatable there.
- I also love how the sweet flowergirl Perfuma has absolutely no problem blending in with a bunch of criminals.
- “You’re amazing. You have the biggest heart and you could do whatever you put your mind to.” Aww. I’m glad someone told Scorpia that!
- “You should do things not because you’re good at them, but because they make you happy.” That actually is some really good life advice. People should keep that mind in general.
- (I love how Sea-Hawk and Mermista are carrying Admiral Scurvy away in the background while Scorpia and Perfuma are having their heartfelt talk 🤣.)
- “Repeat after me: I can do this. I can do this.” “Perfuma can do this.” 🤦 I feel bad for laughing, but... gosh, Scorpia has some serious self-esteem issues.
- Okay, time for an unpopular opinion: I’m... not that into Scorfuma. There’s nothing wrong with it and I’m not against it or anything, but it just doesn’t particularly grab my interest. That excited feeling you get when you ship something just... isn’t there for me with them, sorry.
(I kinda felt like I had to explain/justify myself, so I started to write a small essay on my ships here that doesn’t really have anything to do with the episode. Feel free to just skip this part.)
I consider myself a multishipper and while my #1 OTP is definitely without a doubt Catradora, I also really have a soft spot for Scorptra (to the point where I’d say it’s probably my #2 after Catradora). And, to make it short, Scorptra vs. Scorfuma is one of those “fanon vs. canon” things for me, where what you want to see happen in canon isn’t necessarily what you find exciting or interesting to explore in fanworks. Obviously Scorptra was never going to be canon because Catradora is a thing, and I’m perfectly okay with that. And in canon, Scorpia getting out of a toxic friendship, moving on from her unrequited feelings, and finding love with someone else (who treats her right) is the right message to send, so I’m glad that’s where the show went. But when it comes to enjoying a ship in fanon (which is what I consider “shipping” to be), then I don’t pick my ships based on how healthy they are in canon, but on how much their dynamic fascinates me and just on whether that certain spark that makes me like a ship is there or not. And in that sense, Scorpia’s dynamic with Catra, which was explored over the course of 4 seasons, is just infinitely more fascinating and spark-inducing to me that her relationship with Perfuma.
And even beyond Scorptra - if I had to ship Scorpia with someone other than Catra, my first pick would be Entrapta. (Yes, I do ship Entrapdak, but like I said - multishipper here. Also, Entrapta has two hands!) And my first pick for who to ship Perfuma with would be Mermista because I like their bickering and I have a thing for opposites attracting.
Anyway, I’ve been rambling about ships for too long now. The bottom line is: I’m fine with Scorfuma being canon and it makes sense that they fit together since they’re very similar people. I don’t dislike it, I’m just not as hyped about it as many people seem to be. On with the episode now, please!
- “I guess I don’t know what a hermit is after all.” Yeah, Peekablue was giving off Double Trouble vibes from the beginning, tbh.
- I love how Netossa is competitive even at planning anniversary surprises.
- Perfuma loudly supporting Scorpia when she ends up on stage is a super nice moment, though. And Scorpia’s performance? Amazing!
- I wonder if Double Trouble made up that whole “She-Ra in space” vision because they were pretending to be Peekablue and just got it right by accident, or if they actually knew that much from their time pretending to be a clone. I wonder how much time they spent as a clone and what exactly they saw.
- Scorpia realizing it’s Double Trouble and then tricking and unmasking them was an amazing moment. So much for Scorpia not being smart!
- I was so excited to see Double Trouble again! Tough it makes me a bit said that they refered to Catra as their “cash kitten”. While they never made a secret out of being in it for the money, I kind of like the idea that they did care for Catra after all. (Do I just ship everyone with Catra? The answer is yes.)
DT: “I know where your friends are. And I’ll tell you - for a price, of course.”
Perfuma: *grows flower arm canon*
DT: “... Fine.”
😂😂😂 Love that.
- “It makes for a very dull audience when everyone’s mind-controlled.” Okay, but that really is a good reason for Double Trouble to help the heroes out without really changing their motivation. They’re still a Chaotic Neutral who doesn’t particularly care about morals - but it would make for a very dull audience if everyone was mind-controlled.
- “Prime is angry. She-Ra showed up and stole his little kitten away.” Like I said before, I LOVE that that’s the reason why Prime’s so pissed in the first place.
- The confrontation between Netossa and Spinnerella is so heartbreaking, but when she said “show me your neck” it again made me wonder why they didn’t check everyone’s neck at camp before.
- “What a shame we can’t be together... in Horde Prime’s light!” Ooohhh, it’s so creepy and angsty, I love it!
- And Mermista’s chipped as well because obviously things have to go south here.
- The parallel confrontations at camp and at the soiree are really cool scenes. I especially like the Spinnerella vs. Netossa fight. And Micah’s chipped as well, because things have to go wrong and Glimmer mentioned being “a day away from meeting her dad” - so obviously that has to be ruined now, too.
- “A little help? I need to lift my hand to the heavens.” Gosh, I love DT.
- Scorpia’s sacrifice made me tear up 😭. (When I first watched it, I was scared she was actually going to die and not just get chipped - I’d never have forgiven the show for that.)
- Can we talk about how strong Netossa actually is? She fought off both Spinnerella and Micah by herself, made a big enough net to cover all the chipped people, and got herself and Frosta out of there safely - I don’t want to hear anything about her powers not being strong again.
- “Happy anniversary.” Noooo, now I’m crying again... 😭😭😭 It’s so sad, but so romantic... (I really love that this season gave Spinnerella and Netossa more screentime. And I’m always here for some angst!)
- And finally, Perfuma is able to contact the group in space and warn them about the blockade. I really like that scene. I like that Perfuma specifically says “You need to stay away”, since we know what happened last time someone told Adora that. And the whole grim mood of Perfuma apologizing and saying the rebellion is compromised, the shaky pictures, the connection cutting off, and then the shot of the ship all alone in space and the silence - amazing. Basically, this episode was “things go very wrong on Etheria, and now the group in space has a serious problem”.
This was a good episode, overall. Like I said, the main reason I consider it weaker is because I care more about the group in space, and they were only here for one scene in the beginning and one in the end. But this was still pretty solid. It had some funny and sweet moments, and then some really cool and dramatic scenes in the end. And of course, it was a very important episode for the plot because things are now really not looking good on Etheria. My favourite moment was Catra sitting on Adora’s lap in the opening scene, though.
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Beyond the Mountains - fic
Characters: Jon Kent, Damian Wayne, Ra’s al Ghul, Dick Grayson, Bruce Wayne, bits of Tim, Conner, Terry Pairing: jondami Summary: There was a new Batman in town, but it wasn’t Damian. No, Damian returned to the League of Assassins with his grandfather. Jon married him anyway. A/N: A batman beyond ‘verse kind of?? based on the comics! Referenced the two arcs Damian are in in Batman Beyond currently (like, 10-13 and 43 through current) a few times in here, but also changed a few of the canon details. Since the current arc Damian is in in BB is not yet out, I bs’d the end and I’m sorry it sucks. I imagine Jon being the hot/dorky high school teacher so...that’s what he is haha. Also reminder that I am nooooooo good at sex scenes haha. I worked a fuck ton on this, so if you like it, please consider checking out my ko-fi or patreon! 
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Jon was used to Damian breaking into his house in the middle of the night. He’d done it since they were kids. Jon had started breaking into Damian’s house right back when they began dating. It was a thing between them. Their thing.
But this time. This was different.
The bright light shining through the window woke him up first. It was blinding, and he had no idea what it was. Was it daytime? Did he sleep in? Impossible, his parents would have never let him, despite being nearly twenty-three years old, and a guest.
Next, he caught on to the wind, the sound of something hovering. The light was coming from an airship? Batman? Wonder Woman? One of the Lanterns? Was there an emergency?
But as he sat up, he saw a shape drop onto his windowsill. A familiar one, one that put his heart at ease almost always.
But…it didn’t this time.
Because Damian’s silhouette was wrong. There was no cape, or even pointy-eared mask like there should have been. In fact, he seemed to only be wearing what he always wore under one of those uniforms. Compression leggings and long-sleeved shirt.
“Damian?” Jon asked as he sat up, and Damian dropped to the floor. “What’s going on?”
“Nothing you need to worry about. But I’m not staying.” Damian explained quickly as he came into view. His face looked hollow, eyes dark. “I just…I just needed to see you before I left.”
“Left?” Jon kicked his blankets off, stumbling to his feet. Damian wasn’t the type to throw words like ‘left’ around easily. “What do you mean? You’re…you’re leaving?”
“Yes.”
“Wha…where are you going? What happened?” As an afterthought. “Is your dad okay?”
“He’s fine. In Gotham where he belongs. I…” Damian looked away. “I’m going with my grandfather.”
“No.” Jon stepped forward, grabbed Damian’s biceps. “You are absolutely not going with him, and I don’t care what he said or who he threatened, he cannot make you do anything you don’t want-”
“But I do.” Damian whispered. “I…I want to go. And I’m going of my free will. No one is forcing me.”
“No.” Jon was shaking his head. “No. I don’t believe you. You would never-”
“What my father is doing isn’t working, Jon.” Damian pleaded. “And his scope isn’t wide enough. His vision is today, not the future. But that’s what we need to work towards. That’s what my grandfather envisions.”
Jon was still shaking his head, still squeezing Damian’s arms. “No way-”
“I didn’t come here to debate.” Damian sighed, closing his eyes. Carefully, he wiggled his way out of Jon’s grip. “I just came to say goodbye.”
Before Jon could say anything else, Damian took a soft hold of his face and kissed him. It was heavy, desperate, but gentle, and so clearly apologetic. But even as Jon began to shift his arms to hold on to Damian’s waist, keep him there forever, Damian slipped away and was back to the window.
He looked back only once, then disappeared back into the dark.
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To say Jon was furious was an understatement.
It’d been weeks since Damian disappeared. Weeks. And when he first went back to Gotham to tell him what Damian had said to him, Bruce hadn’t been surprised. Said he knew, and that he was looking for Damian himself.
And for a while, he gave Jon updates. Called him every few days with his new leads or any evidence he may have found.
Then he stopped.
And when Jon showed up in Gotham a few weeks after, he saw some kid with Bruce, at Wayne Enterprises. Same dark hair, athletic build and eager face as the rest of them.
“You’re not looking for Damian at all, are you?” Jon snapped as he burst into the office, ignoring all security and secretaries. “You’ve already…moved on, haven’t you?”
“You know that’s not true, Jon.” Bruce countered, weakly standing in front of this new boy.
“Do I? You stopped calling me with your leads.”
“Because none are panning out.” Bruce promised. “I don’t want to get your hopes up.”
“Yeah, okay.” Jon huffed. “…All this time, I defended you to Damian. But here, it turns out he was right all these years. You never gave a shit about him.”
“Jonathan!” Bruce admonished, face filling with his own anger.
“Save it.” Jon waved him off as a security guard grabbed his shoulder and pulled him back. “I’ll just go find him myself.”
~~
Nanda Parbat.
He’d never heard of it before, not even from Damian. But this lead came from Tim, through Conner, and not Bruce, so Jon believed it. Especially with Tim’s own unfortunate ties to Ra’s al Ghul.
It was freezing here, and Jon was almost starting to doubt Tim’s intel of a secret village, when a barrage of arrows came out of nowhere in the fog. They barely missed him, just as he almost missed the bola swinging straight for his throat.
In the moment of being overwhelmed with weapons, he lost track of where he was going, and found himself bouncing off the sharp edge of a jutting cliff, falling out of the air like a crashing plane.
The landing was surprisingly soft, thanks to the snow that he plopped into. But when he rolled over and opened his eyes, he found himself surrounded by a circle of masked assassins, each one holding a matching sword to his throat.
“Um…ow.” He murmured, rubbing his head. Slowly he raised his hands. “I, uh…come in peace?”
“You should not have come at all.” A voice called further away. The assassins all backed up a step, and some shifted to allow him to see. An old man had spoken, older than anyone Jon had ever seen.
Damian stood behind him.
“Surely the Detective has told you.” The man – Ra’s, Jon assumed – said. “You are not welcome here, Superma-”
Ra’s trailed off as Jon sat up. As he slowly got to his feet and ignored the danger of death all around him.
“You are not the Superman I am aware of.” Ra’s countered. Damian, still silent behind him, let his eyes grow wide. Jon grinned back at him. “But the rules still apply to you, and you are as unwelcome here as the original Superman is…”
Jon tuned him out as he moved forward. One of the assassins stuck his sword in front of him, and Jon just bent it in half as his walk turned into a run, and he all but barreled towards Damian.
He hit him head on, like a freight train, almost knocked him over, really. But Damian caught him anyway. Wrapped his arms around Jon’s neck as Jon wrapped his around Damian’s waist.
“You’re here.” Damian gasped, shifting his hand to clutch at Jon’s hair. “You’re here, you…you…what are you doing here?!”
“Looking for you, obviously.” Jon smiled against his throat. “I mean…last I checked, you’re still my boyfriend.”
Damian’s fingers twitched against his head.
“Unless that lame ass goodbye you gave me was supposed to also be a breakup.” Jon smirked. “And if that’s the case, I didn’t get the message, and also don’t accept.”
“It doesn’t matter what you are to him.” Ra’s reinserted himself into the conversation. “We don’t allow visitors of any sort here, least of all unannounced ones.”
Jon backed up a little bit, but only enough to turn. He kept Damian in his arms. “I’m not leaving without him.”
“Then I’m afraid you won’t be leaving here alive, Little Superman.”
Damian was instantly between them. “A few nights, Grandfather. Please.” Ra’s narrowed his eyes at him. “He was unaware of the rules, and their strictness. He should not be executed for his ignorance.”
“We don’t make exceptions here, Damian. You know that.”
“I also know I am the heir to your throne, and as future Demon’s Head, can do as I please.” Damian countered. “I’m only asking as a courtesy, out of respect for you. Now, either you let him stay, or I let him carry me away, and decide later if I wish to actually return.”
Ra’s frowned. “Watch yourself, Damian.”
Damian merely raised his chin. It’d look regal, if he wasn’t still half corralled into Jon’s arms.
“…Fine. He may stay.” Ra’s spun away, waving to the nearby assassins to stand down. “This time. Inform him of the rules, and remind him that he won’t get this mercy next time.”
Damian glanced back up at Jon, who gave him his best grin. “…Yes, sir.”
~~
“Who told you about this place?” Damian asked. “Or how to find it?”
“Tim, technically.” Jon hummed from the bed, watching as Damian slowly walked around the room, lighting candles as he went. It gave the space a warm, comforting glow. “Well, I mean, Conner told me. But the info was from Tim.”
Damian nodded. “Guess I have to kill him, then.”
Jon laughed and rolled to his side. He couldn’t stop staring at Damian as he moved. He was graceful, yes, but it was more his clothes. Loose pants under an open, deep green robe.
Even in his pajamas, he looked royal. Like a king.
(Like his king.)
He himself was just in borrowed clothes. Offered the same as what Damian wore, but only took the dark green pants. Robes were never his thing.
“Well unfortunately, I won’t let you do that.” Jon laughed, ducking his eyes only a little when Damian looked back at him. “…He misses you, by the way.”
“Oh, I’m sure.” Damian said dryly. “He and Father both, right?”
Jon sighed. “…I don’t know what Bruce is doing, but Dick, Tim and them…they never stopped looking for you. In fact, I told them I’d contact them if I found you.”
“I’d rather you didn’t.” Damian hummed.
“Why, want to hide all the terrible al Ghul secrets from them?” Jon smirked. “I mean, doesn’t Tim already know most of them?”
“He does I suppose, but that’s not why.” He finished lighting the last candle and blew out the match between his fingers. He carefully put the smoldering piece in a nearby ashtray and turned fully towards Jon. “I want to spend time with you.” Damian admitted. “Uninterrupted.”
Jon felt his cheeks heat up instantly. He suddenly remembered that he was, gloriously, only half clothed. And that the only extra piece of clothing Damian had, the robe, was light and easily rippable.
“And you know if you contacted them, they’d attempt some kind of rescue mission, and come in guns blazing, etcetera, etcetera.” Damian drawled as he waved his hand around, walked towards the bed, and sat on its edge. “And that would just waste our time together, wouldn’t it?”
Jon smiled and flopped his hand out for Damian to take. Damian did so instantly, leaning down to drape himself across Jon’s chest.
“…You sure it can only be a few days?” Jon whispered as Damian trailed his fingers along his cheekbone. “Sure you really don’t just want to come back with me?”
“Want to, of course. We could get that log cabin in the middle of the forest you’ve always talked about.” Damian lamented, even as Jon dragged their combined fingers to his mouth and kissed them. “But I need to stay.”
“Why?”
“I can do good here.” Damian offered. “I can…learn things. Maybe one day put them to good use, or, heaven forbid, tell them to my father. Work together to save the world, and all that.”
Jon kissed at his fingers again. “And where do I fit in that plan?”
Damian hesitated, then sighed, attempted to pull his hand away and sit up, but Jon didn’t let him. Clung to his fingers, and wrapped his free hand around Damian’s back.
“It’s just a question.” He promised. “Not an accusation.”
“I…suppose I had hoped you’d take my last visit to you as an ending to our relationship.” Damian admitted sheepishly. “Not because I don’t-”
“I know.” Jon smiled, kissed his hand again.
“…I’d hoped you’d forget about me. Move on. Find happiness elsewhere.”
Jon grinned, pulling Damian down farther. “Impossible.”
Damian pursed his lips. “Well, it would have made my plan a lot easier.”
“I’d say sorry if I was.” Jon released their hands to hold the side of Damian’s face. “But we both know I’m not.”
He felt Damian’s smile as he pushed their mouths together. Damian melted against him immediately, hands running up his sides to curl into his chest.
Jon’s heart pounded, and he could feel the fast beat of Damian’s through his jaw. His hand twitched, nails just biting into Damian’s skin.
God, he missed this. Missed him.
“How…many?” He gasped as one of Damian’s hands found their way into his hair. “Days? How many days can I stay?”
Damian hummed. “Three at most.” He answered when parted for a quick inhale. “Four, if I begged, perhaps.”
“You, begging? I’d love to hear it.” Jon laughed as he shifted to begin kissing along Damian’s jaw. Damian pinched at his collarbone. “Any way we can extend my visit indefinitely? Or gain unlimited visiting access without potentially getting murdered?”
Damian hummed again, pulling back to lean thoughtfully on his elbow.
“…There are not many, I don’t believe. At least, not many that would apply to you.” Damian thought out loud. Jon reached up to tuck a lock of hair behind Damian’s ear, then ran his hand down to his shoulder, where he began to subtly push Damian’s robe off. “Members of governments and armies we are having dealings with and spouses are all that come time mind.”
Jon’s hand stopped on the curve of his arm. “Spouses?” He blurted. “People are married here?”
“Not many, but a few. Higher generals and some of the scientists, maybe. My bodyguard, Koru. He is. I’ll introduce you to some of their children in the morning, they’ll enjoy you.” Damian shrugged. “At least two of Grandfather’s wives stayed here in their lifetimes.”
But when Damian looked back towards Jon’s face he frowned. Jon was smiling.
“…What?”
“There’s our solution, then.”
“I beg your pardon?”
“We get married. I become husband to the next Demon’s Head.” Jon’s grin grew impossibly wider. “Problem solved.”
Damian scoffed, sitting up completely. Jon released him only reluctantly.
“That’s ridiculous.” Damian snapped. “You can’t marry someone just to have unlimited…as Todd would put it, booty calls.”
“One, rude that you believe I think of visiting you as purely earth-shattering sexcapades.” Jon pushed himself up onto his forearms. “Two, also rude that you don’t think I’d want to marry you because, I don’t know, I love you?”
Damian just glared at him.
“Don’t look at me like that, we’ve said I love you to each other before. Many times.” Jon countered. “I mean, I know we haven’t said it since, you know, you ghosted everyone for three months, but still.”
“Marriage is a big decision.” Damian countered. “And I’m not letting you make such a spur of the moment decision on my account.”
“Who said it was spur of the moment?” Jon demanded. “I’ve been thinking about this for ages.”
Damian snorted. “You have not.”
“Have so. Ask your sister.” Jon countered. “She was helping me for weeks to figure out what kind of design I wanted for a ring, and had scouted a bunch of jewelry stores in Gotham and Metropolis. We were planning on checking them out the weekend you disappeared.”
Damian just stared at him. But there was less annoyance in his face now, more wonder. His eyes glowed in the dim light from the candles.
“I mean, we never made it to the stores, so I don’t have a ring. But I’ll go fly out to one of the mountains outside and make one out of stone if you want me to.” Jon sat up completely now. “I’ll even get down on one knee if you want that too.”
Damian just stared up at him. His cheeks were rosy, and Jon wanted to kiss him again, but now that he’d started down this path, he had a feeling it would be awkward if he just stopped his weird admittance of adoration to make out some more.
“I always thought we’d have a giant wedding, you and me.” Jon whispered with a dreamy smile. “But…this is an opportunity. This is a good opening. We’re together, we’re alive. And it kills me to think about, but when is our next chance to be both those things together?” He looked down, and took Damian’s hand between both of his own. “I…forgot, until I saw you again, outside. How much I missed you. How lonely I was. How worried. How miserable. How much I…worship the fucking ground you walk on, Damian.”
Damian didn’t say a word.
“Is it a means to an end? Well, if the end is me not getting killed for just stepping foot here, then to some it may look like that. But it’s not.” Jon hummed, stroking his thumb along one of Damian’s knuckles. “It’s just…no time like the present, you know? Potentially getting murdered gives us a good reason to get it done. To not wait, or hesitate.”
Damian stared at their hands.
“And I…I realized. When I saw you again. I don’t want another day without you. I don’t want another day without being yours.” Jon squinted, feeling tears welling up in his eyes. “Even if marriage wasn’t a potential solution, and I mean, you said maybe, you didn’t even say sure thing. But even if it wasn’t, even if Ra’s locked me up for staying too long, or showing up again, that’s fine. I’d be here with you, so I’d be happy anyway.”
“…It’d have to be long distance.” Damian murmured, turning his hand in Jon’s grip. “I can’t leave here. But I refuse to damn you to stay in this place forever too.”
“I know. I have stuff I need to do back home, too. A job and hero stuff. I’m not going to stop helping people or anything like that. But hey, it might work in our favor. I can be your eyes and ears back home. Keep you in the loop in case anything serious happens, and you need to come back, if only for a day or two.” Jon tilted his head. “And now that I know where Nanda Parbat is, I can be here every week. Every night.”
Damian looked up at him, eyes wide and almost disbelieving.
“And it’s weird to say, but you’d be safe here. No one will be able to find you, except me.” Jon smiled. “My very own prince hidden away and guarded by an evil dragon.”
Damian quirked a smile at that. “…We’d have to do it quickly. The wedding I mean. Before your three day time limit is up. After informing Grandfather, of course.” His smile faltered. “You wouldn’t get the big wedding you wanted.”
“I didn’t say I wanted a big wedding. I just said I always imagined that’s what it’d be, with both of us knowing so many people, and, you know, being Superman and Batman’s sons.” He squeezed Damian’s hand. “I’m more interested in the act than the event.”
“Oh, the wedding night?” Damian teased, rolling his eyes. “Of course you are.”
“Stooop.” Jon drawled as he threw his head back with a laugh. “I do not want to marry you so we can have, as you put it, secret mountain village booty calls whenever I can come out here.”
He heard Damian laugh too. Felt Damian squeeze his hand. “…Yes.”
The answer was soft, almost inaudible. Jon lowered his head to look Damian in the eyes, the tears in his threatening to overflow. “What?”
“Yes, I will marry you.” Damian whispered. “It would be my greatest honor.”
Jon felt a tear escape even as he leaned forward and engulfed Damian in his arms. Felt Damian wipe it away as he twisted his head to kiss him. Felt Damian’s own tears drip onto his face as they fell back into the bed together.
~~
In the middle of the night, he reluctantly slipped out of the warmth of Damian’s bed and tiptoed to the door. He slowly slid it open and stuck his head out, glancing around for the one Damian called Koru, the bodyguard.
“Pst!” He hissed when he saw him, just down the hall. Koru narrowed his eyes, but quickly pattered over. “Can you do me a favor?”
Koru frowned. “No.”
“Why no…oh. Right.” Jon whispered. “You can leave your post, I promise I won’t tell. And I promise I’ll protect him in the meantime.” He let his eyes glow red as he pointed at them. “I’ve got heat vision and super strength and all that. He’s in good hands.”
Koru’s eyes had widened slightly. “…What do you want?”
“Go out and find the coolest stones you can find. As many as you want, but at least two.”
“What for?”
“A secret, but I promise it’s not a weapon. And I promise you’ll find out tomorrow.”
Koru hesitated for a moment, then huffed. “Fine. But if any of his blood is spilled, I will have your head.”
“Perfect.” Jon gave him a thumbs up. “Knock twice when you’re back?”
“…Yes, sir.”
“Cool.” Jon grinned at him and slid the door shut once more.
~~
In all his years, in all his fantasies of getting married to Damian, the one thing he never thought was that he’d be getting married by the one and only Ra’s al Ghul.
He was ordained. In at least six different religions, and all countries but Norway. Who knew?
Ra’s wasn’t thrilled when Damian barged into his quarters the next morning, Jon in tow, to inform him of their intentions. If anything, he seemed most annoyed at the fact that Damian had upturned his plans for the day, and entered the room without knocking or any of the formalities he was supposed to perform.
He didn’t seem surprised, though.
“His mother fell in love with the Batman, and he fell in love with the future Superman.” Ra’s sighed in answer to Jon’s question as servants suddenly swarmed the room, dragging Damian away for wedding preparations. “It follows a pattern. Why should I be surprised?” Another group of women came into the room and began pushing him out of it as well. “Your ceremony is at dusk. Don’t be late.”
He didn’t see Damian the rest of the day, but it’s not like he was given a chance to notice. He was fed and, awkwardly, bathed. He was presented with what appeared to be traditional robes, made of the nicest materials he’d ever seen in his life, and stood on a stool as the clothes were tailored and hemmed by some of the women – “Call us your grannies, little American boy.” The eldest of them said – for the rest of the afternoon.
It was…nice, though. The women were kind, and the assassins sent as guards were respectful. Jon even got a few of them to smile. The children who were following their working mothers chattered his ear off, in between drawing pictures of him and ‘Prince Damian’ as they jokingly called him, and creating colorful crowns and headbands for him from the scraps of fabric scattered around the room.
After a light dinner that, against the instructions and commands of all the adults in the room, Jon ate with the children, there was a quiet knock on the door before it opened to reveal Koru, Damian’s bodyguard.
His clothes were much finer than the battle-ready armour Jon had seen him in since he arrived, and he felt a sense of honor wash through his system at the thought.
“It’s time.” Koru mumbled. Jon stumbled to his feet, and practically ran after him. The women and the children cheered in his wake, sending salutations and well-wishes after him.
Koru led him outside and down a path that seemed to leave the small village completely. Suddenly, the path took a sharp incline into the hills surrounding them, and Jon felt like they were walking into the clouds.
The end of the path opened into a clearing of pure stone, a cliff jutting into emptiness. The sky around them was a deep orange, the sun, giving off rays of golden light through passing clouds, merely a sphere of blood red on the horizon.
It was beautiful.
But Jon didn’t even see it.
Because Damian was there, with Ra’s and Goliath, standing on the edge of the world. His hands clasped behind his back as he surveyed the cold earth below him.
He and Ra’s were in similar clothing, both green with golden accents, but Damian’s seemed a little more formal. The golden patterns a little more detailed, a sword fastened on his hip with a sash.
He looked a like a king on his coronation day.
And he was breathtaking.
The snow crunching under their feet alerted the others to their presence, and Damian spun around instantly. His eyes widened at the sight of Jon, and Jon had a feeling he was just as enamored with what he saw as he himself was.
Koru didn’t go with him as he walked forward, but he didn’t notice. He didn’t notice anything, Damian was the only thing that existed. Not the cold, not the assassins, not their superhero fathers.
Nothing.
“Stunning.” Damian breathed as Jon reached him. Jon smiled as he reached for his hands. Damian grabbed at them greedily.
“Those ladies know what they’re doing.” Jon laughed. He looked Damian up and down, then blinked, and looked at himself. “Oh…oh, that’s cute.”
“Hm?”
“The robes.” Jon grinned, nodding down to his dark yellow clothing, with green embroidery. “Mine’s the opposite of yours. You know, minus the sword part.”
“…Indeed.” Damian hummed, seemingly just noticing it himself. He smiled. “Very…cute.”
Ra’s suddenly cleared his throat. “Are you two ready?”
“Yes, sir.” Jon answered instantly.
“Don’t expect anything overly sentimental, Mr. Kent.” Ra’s warned, pulling a notebook from his own jacket. “This will be quick.”
“The quicker the better.” Jon grinned, squeezing Damian’s hands. Damian smiled warmly back. “Honestly, we can say our personal vows later. You can just skip the to ‘I do’ part, Ra’s and it’d be – oh!”
Damian frowned. “What?”
“I forgot.” He turned. “Koru? You still have them?”
“Of course.” Koru scoffed, offended. He reached into his pocket and pulled out something Damian couldn’t see, dropping it into Jon’s outstretched hand. When Jon pulled his hand back, Damian couldn’t help but gape.
Two rings, made out of the black stone of the mountains surrounding the village.
“Told you I’d make you one.” Jon said sheepishly.
“When?”
“Last night, when you were sleeping.” Jon laughed. “You’re a heavy sleeper when you’re happy.”
Damian’s face reddened with embarrassment, but Jon paid it no mind. Instead, he reluctantly let go of Damian’s hand, only to slowly slip the ring on. Ra’s took the hint, and began reciting the vow for Jon to repeat.
Jon didn’t hear a word he said. Repeated on autopilot, waited until he had permission to say the two words he wanted to most.
“I do.”
And Jon could have sworn that Ra’s said the vows slower for Damian, just to torture them both. So instead, he focused on the warmth of Damian’s fingers as he gifted him with the second ring. Laughed as Damian then reeled Jon in, wrapping his arms tightly around his waist.
He was already descending as he whispered, “I do.”
The universe restarted when they kissed; the second coming of the Big Bang. It took all Jon had not to clutch at Damian as tight as he could, and float off into the sky like a runaway balloon.
When they parted, Jon leaned their foreheads together. Goliath shrieked happily into the darkening sky.
“I love you.” He murmured, running his thumb along Damian’s cheek. “More than…than…I don’t even know what. Everything.”
Damian chuckled as Ra’s stepped away.
“You’ll both catch your death out here if you stay much longer. And it would be rude of you to die before your own reception.” He called over his shoulder. Jon leaned back, staring after the old man in confusion. Ra’s grinned. “The al Ghul heir just married. Even I am not so cruel as to say that’s not a time for celebration.”
Damian took his hand, tugging him along a few feet behind Ra’s and Koru. Goliath stayed behind them. “Why do you think no one else was up here, Beloved? They were preparing the food for the wedding feast.”
~~
The party was a blur. But the best night of Jon’s life.
There was music, and dancing. He danced with the women who dressed him, and even a few of the assassins who, literally a day before, had swords to his throat. Ra’s even shook his hand at some point in the evening, muttering a tender. “Love him properly, or I’ll rip your throat out with my own hands.”
He danced with Damian, and they both danced with the children. Jon watched in amazement as the kids swarmed Damian, presenting him with tiny gifts like a flower or drawing, or those cloth crowns they’d made him earlier. Smiled as Damian thanked each child individually, let them climb all over him and drag him this way and that.
He thought he understood why they called him their Prince now.
But the best part, the most magical part of the night, was when the party was over, and they went back to Damian’s quarters. When Damian lit all those candles again and then came to the bed and laid in his arms.
There was no sex. Jon probably wouldn’t have wanted it even if it were offered. There was just basking in the presence of each other. Staring at each other in the dim, warm glow of the candles. Holding hands that now bore matching rings. Holding each other.
“Beloved.” Damian whispered. Jon closed his eyes, and hid his face in Damian’s throat. Damian ran his fingers through his hair. “My dear Beloved.”
It was the best night of Jon’s life.
~~
He stayed for another two weeks. He befriended many of those living in the compound, and helped where he could, where he didn’t think his morals would be tested. Painting the kitchen and planting in the greenhouse, not sitting in on treaty negotiations or looking over scientific blueprints like Damian was with Ra’s.
But two weeks still wasn’t long enough, and saying goodbye – that he’d call, that he’d visit whenever he could, that he’d still listen for his heartbeat every second of every day – still ripped his soul out.
And Damian had smiled, but Jon could see the pain behind it anyway.
Because they both knew that along with missing each other, it would be hard. Because Jon couldn’t tell anyone. Didn’t want to tell anyone. Because Damian was his, and he couldn’t let anyone know he knew where he was. Where the League of Assassins was. Wouldn’t put him in that danger. Wouldn’t put those families and children he’d met and come to already love in that danger.
(Knew despite the acceptance of the marriage, if Damian got out of line, Ra’s would threaten Jon. Use Jon against Damian any chance he got.)
So he couldn’t brag about his husband. Couldn’t tell his parents he was married, couldn’t tell Dick, worried out of his mind, where his brother was. Had to lie about the ring on his finger. Yes, it was where you put a wedding band, but if he was married, he would have said something! Obviously! Besides, who would he marry? His last boyfriend disappeared into the wind!
And then most obvious problem. Jon was still a superhero. Damian the heir to one of the largest underground crime organizations in the world. Emergencies arose. Schedules were changed. There was never a promise of when they would see each other next. Never a promise that either of them would be alive tomorrow.
And that just sucked.
~~
It was about a year and a half later, and Jon was sitting at his desk. The final bell had just rung on a Friday afternoon, and his students were gone for a long weekend. He just had to finish marking down the grades of Wednesday’s tests, schedule a parent-teacher conference or two and then put in that maintenance request to Phyllis, then he could go enjoy the long weekend himself.
A three-day weekend in the mountains sounded great right about now.
So he was a little embarrassed when the gentle knock on his doorframe made him jump. But the embarrassment was quickly replaced by surprise.
“Dick?” He asked incredulously.
Dick Grayson, newly minted mayor of Bludhaven, stood there, a smirk almost hidden by the beard around it. Jon still couldn’t get used to that facial hair, no matter how long he’d had it.
“Howdy, Jon.”
“W-what are you doing here?” Jon scrambled to his feet. “Everything okay?”
“Fine, fine.” Dick waved off, leaning against one of the desks. “It’d just…been a while.”
“I suppose…” Jon trailed off suspiciously. “But I’ve known your family long enough to know that no one just stops by without reason.”
Dick laughed. “You always did spend way too much time with Damian. Sounds like something he’d say.” That smirk widened. “How is he, by the way?”
Jon’s heart sputtered, but he kept his face the same. “How would I know? I haven’t seen him since he disappeared, just like you. What’s it been, two years now?”
“Well, I mean. I just figured you’d seen him since then.” Dick shrugged nonchalantly. “With you being his husband, and all.”
Jon opened his mouth to respond, to give the same lies as always, when Dick suddenly reached into his jacket and pulled out a folded piece of paper. He unfolded it, and skimmed it before showing it to Jon.
A marriage certificate.
Jon knew there was one. Knew Ra’s and his League was able to pull strings and get one expedited for their cliff side ceremony. He’d signed it, Damian signed it, Ra’s and Koru signed it. Then it was discreetly put into the United States’ system. No fanfare, no newspaper or tabloid announcements, no one knowing it was even there to look for either.
Jon closed his mouth and gulped. “…How did you find that?”
“Being a mayor gives you some privileges, I’ve found.” Dick hummed, even as Jon came around his desk and took the paper from his hand. “And I found myself missing my brother the other day, so I looked him up. Thought I might find some more recent activity or sightings. And here this was, right on the first page.”
They stood in silence. Jon staring at the paper and Dick staring at him.
“Dick, I-”
“Why didn’t you tell us?” Dick asked instantly, the hint of pain in his voice. “Why did you lie about that ring on your finger? Hell, why didn’t you tell us at the very least where he was?”
“Because Bruce stopped looking for him.” Jon said coldly. “And don’t defend him, Dick. You know he did. He stopped looking when that McGinnis kid showed up. And I don’t blame the kid, it’s not his fault, it’s just how Bruce is.” A deep inhale. “And then you know how Bruce is with Ra’s. He already had a feeling Ra’s took Damian, or Damian went with him, or whatever, so even if he found Damian, you know he would have gone in pissed off and wouldn’t have listened. Would have jumped to conclusions. Would have potentially hurt him.”
“…Okay, I’ll agree to that potential.” Dick admitted. “But, Jon, why didn’t you tell me?”
“Because nobody could know, Dick. Nobody.” Jon said. “My parents don’t even know.”
“Famed investigative journalist Lois Lane doesn’t know?” Dick asked incredulously. “I don’t believe you.”
“Well maybe she does, I don’t know. But she took my word and hasn’t pushed the issue.” Jon shrugged. “If she and Dad are playing purposefully ignorant, that’s fine. That means Damian’s safe.”
“He’s not safe with Ra’s, Jon. I know you know that.” Dick countered.
“I do. And so does Damian. But he’s biding his time.” Jon explained. “He’s working from the inside. He wants to save the planet like Ra’s does, but he’s trying to manipulate the organization from within, make their methods more like Batman’s. Kinder.”
Dick shook his head. “He can’t do it by himself. He’s crazy if he thinks he can.”
“Well.” Jon smiled. A sad, lovesick smile. “Then he’s crazy.”
Dick frowned, ran a hand through his hair. “…I have to see him, Jon.”
“You can’t.” Jon stepped forward. “And you can’t tell anyone either.”
“Why the hell not?”
“Because even if Bruce doesn’t make a move, word will get back to the League that they’ve been found.” Jon’s eyes widened. “And they’ll know it’ll be through me. They’ll know it’s because I spilled the beans and then Ra’s will punish Damian for it.”
Dick pressed his lips together.
“You know he will.” Jon breathed. “And until…until Damian can change the League or until I can convince him to come back, that’s not a risk I’m willing to take.” A second to think. “And I’d hope it’s not one you would either.”
Dick turned his head away and closed his eyes.
“…On one condition.” Dick said after a moment. “You put me in contact with him.”
“What?”
When Dick looked back, he suddenly seemed like he’d aged ten years. “I just want to talk to my little brother again, Jon.”
Jon pursed his lips, spun that stone ring with his thumb.
Damian was going to kill him. It was a secure line for just the two of them. But…
“…Fine.”
~~
Most of the time, people were sick of snow by mid-February. Jon wasn’t though. And despite the fact that his school district had called for a snow day, he was up at his normal time. Only instead of rushing to the school, he took a leisurely walk to a nearby coffee shop to give himself a little reward for once.
A nice caramel-chocolate latte with extra whipped cream.
He was just exiting the shop, deciding to go to the park to have his treat. Just glancing up into the gently falling snowflakes.
“Beloved?”
Jon spun around so fast, he almost launched his coffee into a nearby window.
“Dames?”
And it was, Damian stood right there, looking far too fashionable than any human had a right to be. A gray pea coat with a blue scarf wrapped neatly around his neck. Black leather gloves, one of which held a bouquet of flowers, dark jeans and black combat boots.
Jon’s heart soared.
“Dames!” He shouted, running at him and jumping into his arms. Damian chuckled, returning the embrace. “What are you doing here?”
“I had meetings in San Francisco yesterday, and decided to stop by on my way home.” Damian smiled as he pulled back, and presented the flowers. “It seemed that it would be…rude not to, given the occasion.”
Jon took the flowers. “Occasion?” He sniffed at the petals. “What’s the occasion?”
Damian blinked, then laughed. “Jon, I think you’ve been working too hard, if you’ve forgotten.”
Jon closed his eyes. “It’s not our anniversary, I know that.”
“You didn’t have a party with your students?” Damian asked. “Or, I suppose that tradition ends after elementary school.”
Jon racked his brain. “The…Super Bowl?”
Damian laughed again. “Valentine’s Day, Beloved.”
“Oh my-” Jon gaped. He glanced into the coffee shop’s window. Paper hearts adorned the walls in decoration. “Oh my god. I forgot Valentine’s Day.”
Damian laughed for a third time, reeling Jon into his arms.
“I can’t believe I forgot Valentine’s Day.” Jon lamented, leaning against Damian’s shoulder. “Divorce me, Damian. I forgot Valentine’s Day.”
“Never.” Damian said warmly. “I know your classes were cancelled today. Have any other plans?”
“Honestly, I was just going to watch cartoons all day.” Jon admitted sheepishly. “But now I just want to spend all day with you.”
“That can be arranged.”
“…How long are you in town?” Jon whispered. “How long can you be in town?”
“Two days.” Damian returned, with a kiss to Jon’s forehead.
“Then we better make it count.” Jon decided, leaning up and capturing Damian’s lips with his own. When he allowed Damian to pull back, he smiled. “Hope you like take out.”
“Oh? Why?”
“Because baby, you are not leaving my bed for the next forty-eight hours.”
Once more, Damian laughed as Jon clutched his flowers and coffee to his chest in one hand, grabbed Damian’s hand with the other, and all but dragged him down the street.
~~
The phone rang in the middle of the night.
Jon didn’t jump, phone calls in the middle of the night weren’t new. And he didn’t bother to look at the caller ID. He supposed it didn’t really matter. If they had his number and they were calling now, it was enough.
Still, when he hit answer, he couldn’t help but slur, “Hm?”
“It’s me.” Damian whispered, his voice trembling. He seemed to hesitate, thinking what he was going to say next. “It’s done.”
Jon sat up. “Sweetheart?” He asked. “What’s done? What’s wrong?”
“Ra’s is dead.” Damian said simply. “I…I am now the sole leader of the League of Assassins.”
“Oh, Damian.” Jon cooed. He threw his covers back. “Give me thirty minutes, okay? I just need…I need to grab some pants and I’ll be there.”
And he was. In less than thirty minutes, really. Closer to twenty.
Koru was waiting for him at the compound entrance. He nodded solemnly, then silently led Jon to where he needed to be.
Jon could hear people wailing in the distance. Word must have spread already. And he’d forgotten – Ra’s was a monster. A villain. Evil.
But he meant something to the people here.
Koru led him to a large, ornate door. He opened it, and gestured for Jon to go inside.
The room was dark, but it didn’t matter. Even if he didn’t already see him standing next to that bed, the sound of his heartbeat would have guided him.
He only glanced at the dead body. It was Ra’s alright, and even without the lack of a heartbeat, Jon could tell by the color of his skin he was gone.
But he didn’t care, if he was honest. Never cared about that old man, never cared about what he was doing so long as it was held in check. He only cared about Damian.
Jon stepped up behind him, carefully wrapping his arms around his waist, pulled him back into his chest.
“I’m sorry.” He whispered.
Damian shrugged. “We knew it was coming.”
“That doesn’t make it hurt any less.” Jon tried. “You’re allowed to grieve.”
“There was no love lost between Ra’s and I, so there’s no need.” Damian pushed back. “I just…wasn’t ready.”
Damian pulled away and turned towards him.
“I…I didn’t have enough time to gain the loyalty I needed.” Damian sighed. “Many…many here do not trust me. Or do not believe in me.”
“I believe in you.” Jon offered.
Damian smiled sadly. “Unfortunately, Beloved, your opinion does not matter to the assassins now under my rule.” The smile disappeared. “I’ve already been visited by one of my grandfather’s most loyal scientists. He and I have never agreed, and he’s never trusted me. I sense that will get worse in the coming days.”
Jon frowned. “Do you want me to stay? In case he tries anything?”
“He won’t. He’d be stupid to do anything during these days of mourning.” Damian promised. “And Koru is more than capable. I am more than capable.”
“I’d feel better if I did, though.” Jon shrugged. “I don’t want you to be alone right now.”
Damian’s eyes suddenly twitched over Jon’s shoulder. Jon turned and found an older man passing by the door. He had white hair, and wearing an odd metal suit of armor.
The man glanced in at him and frowned at Jon. Seemed to frown at Damian too. But he didn’t say anything, just continued on his way.
When Jon turned back, Damian was looking at him again, his face warm. “You’re too sweet, Beloved.” He gently took Jon’s hand. “Now come. Since you’re here, you can stay for the funeral at dawn.” A snorted smirk. “Superman attending the funeral of Ra’s al Ghul. Isn’t the world a funny place?”
~~
Jon was woken by a rapid knocking on his apartment door. Damian must have heard it too, as he was suddenly trying to burrow into Jon’s side.
“I’m going to buy your building a doorman.” Damian mumbled as Jon reluctantly rolled away from him. “So then no one can knock on your door. Ever.”
The knocking continued. “I’m coming!” Jon shouted as he yawned. “I’m-”
“Hurry up, bro!” Jon froze.
That was Conner.
“Just give him a minute.” Another voice scolded.
Tim.
“Fuck.” Jon whispered, spinning around. Damian was still curled up in his bed, only half hidden by comforter. Jon quickly ran from the room, slamming his bedroom door shut behind him. He fell into the front door, opening it only enough for his face to show. “…Hey guys.”
Conner grinned. “Mind if we come in? We just had a killer patrol, and we’re starving.”
“Uh…” Jon hesitated. But before he could answer, Tim pushed his door open for him. “…Well, I guess.”
“Conner’s not lying. We’re starving.” Tim mumbled, bee-lining towards the kitchen. “I’ll reimburse you, I promise.”
As he shoved his head into the refrigerator, Conner smiled apologetically, clapping a hand on Jon’s shoulder. “How you been, Jonno? Feel like I haven’t seen you in a while.”
“I’m…good.” As Conner went into the kitchen himself, Jon glanced back to his bedroom door. “Summer vacation and all that.”
“I’d say you’re lucky if you got paid more during the school year.” Conner hummed around a piece of bread Tim handed him. “Doing anything for a second job this summer?”
“Just more patrols as Superman.” Jon shrugged. And more time at the League of Assassins compound in Nanda Parbat he didn’t say. “Some travel, if I feel like it.”
“You meet the new Batman yet?” Tim asked as he poured some orange juice. “Terry. He’s not bad.”
“No. Haven’t had the chance.” Jon mumbled. Hadn’t wanted to was the real answer. Because Damian was Batman to him, he still had that hope. Still believed Damian would return to the title one day, permanently. “So much for World’s Finest, huh?”
“Well, you know Bruce.” Tim shrugged. “He’s kind of hogging him anyway. We only see him at galas.”
“None of you work with him?” Jon asked. He tuned into Damian’s heartbeat for a second, found it still slow, so Damian was still dozing. He could only pray Conner didn’t use his same ability, and hear the same thing.
“Not really. We’re getting old.” Tim laughed. “I’m spending more time at Wayne Enterprises. Dick’s a goddamn mayor. Cass works at Steph’s practice. Jason’s doing…whatever Jason does.”
“But you’re working with Conner.” Jon smirked.
“I called in an old favor. Timmy can’t say no to me.” Conner grinned.
“Please.” Tim snorted into his glass. “I was bored.”
The two began to banter, and Jon found himself glancing back to his room.
God, what he wouldn’t give to be able to tell his brother, and someone like his brother, that Damian was there. That they were married.
That Damian was fucking alive.
And he wanted to bring it up. Wanted to bring Damian up. Ask if Tim remembered his brother, if they’d been looking for him still, if he cared at all. Or at least more than Bruce.
But he couldn’t risk that.
So he smiled and nodded and partook in the conversation, and didn’t mention a thing. Entertained the two for a half an hour or so before, luckily, they excused themselves first before he had to start leaving hints for them to leave.
As soon as he closed the door behind them, he dashed back to his bedroom, only to find Damian still sleeping, only now taking up more of the mattress, arms spread side to side.
Jon blinked then laughed out loud as he walked forward and collapsed back into bed. Damian groaned as Jon twisted their legs together, and he began peppering kisses along Damian’s shoulder.
“…Has my brother left yet?” Damian whispered after a moment. Jon pressed his head against Damian’s.
“Mhm.”
“…Did you tell him anything?”
“If I did, do you think you’d still be in here peacefully sleeping?” Jon smirked. “Tim probably would have come in here just to kill you.”
Damian hummed.
“But alas.” Jon sighed dramatically, curling his arms around Damian’s one. “You’re still my dirty little secret, Mr. Demon’s Head.”
Damian never opened his eyes, but he smiled anyway.
~~
“I think…I should feel insulted.”
Damian’s lips twitched up. “Most people would feel honored, I believe.”
“No, I mean.” Jon rolled towards the edge of the bed, glancing towards the drawing desk his husband sat behind. “You sent me a text that said ‘ASAP.’”
“I did.” Damian murmured, eyes following the tip of his pencil as he moved it across the paper.
“And here I came running because I thought you were in danger. That the mutiny you’re so concerned about finally happened.” Jon continued. He glanced at the candle nearest him, gently hovered his finger through the flame.
“That’s very kind of you, Beloved.” Damian glanced up, frowned. “Please don’t burn your finger.”
“But there was no emergency. You weren’t dying.” Jon sighed, flopping his hand down. He looked up through his lashes. “You just wanted to draw me.”
Damian smiled. “Like I said, most people would probably be honored.”
“I feel like I should be mad.” Jon muttered.
“In my defense, I did say as soon as possible, not right this instant.” Damian mused. “That was your interpretation.”
“Well, how am I supposed to stay mad at you, sitting over there looking like a…a goddamn angel in a wave of holy light?” Jon scoffed. “And you sit there worried about me burning myself? You bump one candle and your desk and drawings are all up in flames in an instant.”
“I doubt you’d let that happen.” Damian chuckled. “Now, despite your wiggling, I’m almost finished.”
“And what’s my payment?” Jon asked, stretching his leg in the air, curving his spine. He felt Damian’s heartbeat stutter a little. “For being your beautiful model?”
“Well, I hope some ice cream your so-called Grannies made when I informed them you were en route is satisfactory.” Damian suggested. “And…I can only hope my undivided attention is a suitable accompaniment.”
“I do love my Grannies and their cooking.” Jon agreed. He turned to his side and propped himself up on his elbow, gave Damian his most seductive grin. “And I definitely do love you a whole lot more.”
Jon watched the heat rise to Damian’s cheeks. The pencil suddenly began moving across the paper faster.
“I’m almost done.” Damian promised.
~~
When he saw it was Bruce Wayne calling, his stomach dropped.
“Jon.” He’d murmured softly. “I…I found Damian.”
Jon blinked.
“What?” And it wasn’t a faked question. He felt his heart speed up. Because if Bruce, if Batman, found Damian and the League then-
“He’s…alive.” Bruce whispered gratefully. “He’s…leading the League of Assassins, and I’m working on that. But…but I just thought you’d want to know. He’s alive. He’s…okay.”
“I…I didn’t know.” Jon lied. “Thank you. Thank you for telling me, Bruce.”
“You were…you are so important to him.” Bruce sighed. “You deserve to know.”
“Can I…Can I see him?” Jon continued. “Can you tell me where he is?”
“I…don’t think that is a good idea. For now.” Bruce sighed. “But. One day, Jon. I promise.”
When they hung up, Jon immediately took to the skies for the Himalayas.
He found Damian on their wedding cliff. He was staring out into the emptiness again. Back straight, hands clasped at the small of his back.
Goliath stood nearby.
“Damian?”
Damian’s head lifted and he turned. Jon instantly took in the new cuts and bruises.
“Jon?” Damian immediately moved towards him. “What are you-”
“Your dad called.” Jon reached out when Damian got close enough. He ran his thumbs over a blossoming bruise on his cheek. “Told me…the basics.”
Damian smiled sadly.
“We…reconciled, I suppose.” Damian whispered.
“You suppose?” Jon asked gently. “You don’t sound very confident about that.”
“It’s…it’s what we’ve always said. He didn’t come after me. He didn’t care where I’d gone. He replaced me.” Damian breathed. “He…he only came here after McGinnis. When he thought I was going to kill him.”
“Well. You clearly proved him wrong. You didn’t kill anyone.” Jon paused, glanced back at Goliath. “Where’s Koru? He never lets you out of his sight.”
“He is…recuperating.” Damian sighed, trying to turn out of Jon’s hands. Jon didn’t let him. “He attacked my father for a grudge I was unaware of. I had to take him down. He then attempted to set off missiles that I’d decided against. He needs…time to think about some things.” Damian closed his eyes. “…I have no control.”
“You do.” Jon said. “You’re doing…amazing things here, Damian. I know it. Your dad knows it.”
He paused, to run his hand over Damian’s hair.
“I could tell when he called.” Jon offered. “He missed you.”
“He didn’t look for me.” Damian reminded.
“But he’s protecting you now.” Jon said. “He called to tell me you were alive. I played dumb, I asked if he would tell me where you were and he refused.”
“That’s not protection, that’s shame.” Damian countered.
“Damian, change takes time. You know that. I know that. Bruce knows that.” Jon squeezed his cheeks a little. “I don’t think he would have called me to tell me you were alive if he was ashamed.”
Damian shook his head. “I don’t know if I can change the League faster than the coming mutiny.”
“I know you’ll do everything you can.” Jon kissed his forehead. “And I’ll be right behind you. I won’t let them do anything to you. I swear.”
“…Thank you, Beloved.” Damian whispered.
“Mhm.” Jon murmured into his hair. “Now, come on. I’m making an executive decision. You need a break.”
Damian merely wrapped his arms around Jon’s neck as Jon lifted them into air and turned towards Metropolis. Goliath followed.
~~
He should have been more alarmed when he heard the lock jiggle. Should have at least had his super strength ready.
But he’d had the flu all week. Him, having the flu. What the fuck.
“Just go ahead and kill me.” He whined as loud as he could. “Give the stuff in my fridge to my neighbor. I don’t want it to go bad.”
He heard the lock click and the door open, but didn’t even look.
“I might have some pizza you can heat up if you want.” He mumbled, closing his eyes. “If I even tried to eat it, it’s coming right back up.”
He didn’t hear anyone.
“If I puke on you, will you go away?” Jon drawled. “Oh wait, can you give me another blanket first? I’d like to at least be warm when you kill me.”
Suddenly there was a scoff, and blanket fluttering over him.
“Beloved, since when did you become so dramatic?” Jon looked up and felt tears well up in his eyes.
“Damian.” He cried. He reached a shaky hand up and Damian took it in his, kissing his knuckles.
“Hello Jonathan.” Damian smiled. “Still feeling bad?”
“Worse than when I called you.” Jon admitted. “You didn’t have to come all this way just because I’m puking.”
“Through sickness and in health.” Damian reminded. “It’s the same in all languages and religions.”
“Stop.” Jon called as Damian backed away. “Stop being so cute.”
Damian snorted. “You need fluids.”
“They won’t stay down.” Jon sighed. “…Wait, did I give you a key to my apartment?”
“No.” Damian hummed. “I could have just come in through the window, but I figured that might concern you. So I…called Grayson.”
“He has a key to my place?” Jon called. “Since when?”
“It’s Grayson.” Damian reappeared behind the couch, handing Jon a glass. “Probably since forever.”
“I hate your family.” Jon decided. “I barely even see them and I hate them.”
“I know.” Damian offered sympathetically. As Jon took the glass, Damian walked around the couch, and Jon found himself staring.
“What?” Damian asked when he noticed. “What’s wrong?”
“You’re in your evil leader garb.” Jon mumbled, gesturing to Damian’s green robes. “You didn’t change?”
“I came as soon as my meeting was over.” Damian shrugged. “So…I suppose I didn’t think about it.”
“…The Demon’s Head is making house calls.” Jon smiled weakly. “The new Ra’s al Ghul is going to make me soup.”
“Eventually, if you can keep that drink down.” Damian smiled, smoothing Jon’s blankets.
Jon felt his exhausted tears fall as he took a sip.
~~
It was like out of a movie.
He arrived in the middle of the afternoon, and gave a fake name to the hotel concierge. The man typed in the name, stared at the screen, then smiled, and handed Jon a key.
He took the elevator, inserted the key for the private floor, and stood in the corner. Smiled to the couples and families who stepped on and off on various floors. Tapped his finger against the lining of his pocket.
And when the lift opened into the penthouse apartment, Jon almost fainted. Almost swooned right then and there.
Damian sat in the breakfast nook, practically glowing in the early evening sun that shone through the window. He wore nothing but a silken robe, open at the chest, a book open on his crossed knee and a cup of tea in his hand.
“Damian.” Jon whispered carefully. Damian looked up and smiled. Sweetly, welcoming. “You’re going to need to put that tea down.”
He barely gave Damian the second he needed to that before he crossed the room and swept him up in his arms, all but throwing him onto the nearby bed.
Damian grunted as he bounced, but gave a laugh as Jon crawled up his body. “And here I thought you’d want to eat first after your flight.”
Jon just grinned and kissed him as hard as he could.
And that’s where they’d been now, for hours. The sun had set, but Jon had never gotten off of Damian. Not that Damian had let go of Jon himself.
“One more.” Jon whispered into Damian’s neck, remarking a hickey on Damian’s next that was already dulling. “One more round.”
“Oh?” Damian hummed sleepily, fingers locked on and tugging at Jon’s hair, the other arm was tight around Jon’s waist, just above where his ankles hooked together. Jon glanced up at Damian’s amused eyes. “I didn’t realize the last round ended.”
Jon bit at his throat, and thrust his hips at the barb. Damian groaned, his leg twitching involuntarily in pleasure, digging into Jon’s spine. He released Jon’s hair and ran his hand down to his chin, tipping Jon’s face up until he could kiss him properly. Jon smiled as Damian tried to devour him, tried to act like he was the one in control.
Well, that just wouldn’t do.
Jon shifted his weight upwards, changing the rhythm of his movements, drinking in every sound Damian tried to hide. He carefully took the hand Damian had under his chin and intertwined their fingers, pushing the hand into the mattress. Damian tried to push back, but Jon decided he wanted to cheat, just a little, and used his super strength to keep his hand down.
Damian noticed. Growled quietly, “You asshole.”
Jon looked down at him with half-lidded eyes. “You like it.”
Damian bit his lip, lowered his eyes. Jon felt him dig his nails into his hip. That was as much of a yes as he was going to get.
And that was fine. That was good. Because Jon wasn’t lying, he wanted this to be the last round. He was getting a little bit tired, and he could tell Damian was too.
Besides, sex was cool. Sex with his husband was great. But it wasn’t even his favorite part.
The afterglow. The cuddling. The staring into Damian’s eyes and seeing the universe. The warmth of his skin as he held him in his arms. The gentle sounds of them saying just how much the other means to him.
And they’d been at it for hours. They were slow, they were fast, they were desperate, they were sensual.
So he’d hoped he’d be forgiven for rushing now, ready for it to end. He bucked quickly, bordering on faster than the speed of sound, needed to stay in his head enough not to do that, not hurt Damian beyond pleasure, but he kissed slowly. Carefully.
Adoringly.
When Damian tugged his hand away, Jon let him. Felt his heart pound as Damian wrapped his arms around Jon’s neck, held him as close as their skin would allow.
They came together.
Jon collapsed onto Damian’s chest, shifting only enough to pull out. Damian kept his arms tight around Jon’s shoulders, his hand returning to stroke at Jon’s hair.
“There is a warm bath ready for whenever you’d like it.” Damian whispered. “And room service. We just have to call the front desk.”
“Hm.” Jon smiled. He found himself pressing more kisses to Damian’s throat. “I’m good right here with you.”
Damian laughed. “Jonathan, we’re disgusting.”
“I’m okay with that.” Jon hummed into Damian’s skin.
Damian snorted and rolled them to the side. He held the side of Jon’s face, staring into his soul.
“Happy anniversary, Beloved.”
~~
It was silly, and he was ashamed of himself.
Like, jeez, he was almost thirty, and here he was in the middle of the night, drowning in insomnia because he missed his husband.
Well…there were other things. But it was mostly that.
He rolled to his side, grasping for his cell phone even as guilt coiled in his gut.
The line rang only once. “Hello, Jonathan.”
“Hi.” Jon muttered. “You busy?”
“No.” Damian sounded amused. “It’s only seven in the morning.”
“Oh. Oh yeah.” Jon sighed. Timezones sucked. “Can you…video chat?”
“Sure.”
“Okay. Hang on.” Jon said a little too quickly than he meant. He pulled the phone away and tapped a few buttons. An instant later, Damian filled the screen.
He was still in his pajamas and dressing gown, but he sat at his drawing desk, the phone propped up on the top corner. When he realized the connection was made, he smiled. “Hello.”
Jon gave him a tight smile. “Howdy, handsome.”
“Is everything okay?” Damian asked immediately. “You sound…sad.”
“I miss you.” Jon mumbled into his pillow. “It’s been months.”
“I know. I’m sorry.” Damian sighed. “I’ve been swamped.”
“It’s not all your fault. I could fly out there any time.” Jon flopped back. “But being Superman…”
“Is far more important.” Damian finished for him. “I understand.”
“Cases haven’t been great lately.” Jon continued. “I haven’t really been saving the day real well.”
“But I know you did your best.” Damian soothed. “…Is there anything I can to make you feel better?”
“Come here?” Jon tried.
Damian laughed. “Anything reasonable?”
Jon glanced around his screen. “Are you drawing right now?”
“Yes.”
“Okay.” Jon smirked. “Draw me a picture.”
“And what would you like a picture of?”
“I don’t know.” Jon sighed. “A puppy.”
“A puppy.” Damian snorted. “Alright.”
He flipped over whatever he was working on and instantly the pencil started flitting around the page.
“I really do miss you, though. More than being bummed about the bad cases.” Jon sighed. “I think I’m just lonely.”
“It happens to the best of us.” Damian agreed. “Would you like me to have Grayson come visit you?”
“Nah, he’s busy.” Jon waved off. “I can call my own friends. Eventually.” He paused, listened to the pencil. “…What do you do when you’re lonely?”
“Call you.” Damian smiled. “And when you don’t or can’t answer, I call Maya while I draw you.”
“You draw me? When I’m not there?”
“Of course. I have an entire folder.” Damian admitted, turning his page. His hair, still unkempt from sleeping, fell into his eyes. “Koru calls me obsessed.”
“You’ve never shown me this folder.” Jon pouted.
“Because I was embarrassed.” Damian admitted. “And sometimes the children take the sketches as coloring pages.” Damian’s eyes widened a little bit, a blush dusting his cheeks. “The…less lewd ones, anyway.”
“Oh my god, if you want me to sext you, just ask.” Jon teased, the tension in his heart releasing a little.
“I prefer the real thing.” Damian chuckled. He made a few more lines across the page, then picked it up, twisting for the camera. “How’s this?”
It was a Dalmatian, with large dark spots and big eyes. Floppy ears and a doggy grin.
“It’s perfect.” Jon smiled. “Send it to me so I can color it?”
Damian snorted. “Sorry, it’s only available for pick-up.”
“Okay. I’ll come get it soon.” Jon yawned. “…Sorry.”
“Don’t be. You need your rest.” Damian hummed.
“…Draw me to sleep?” Jon asked. He felt pathetic, like he was begging.
“Of course.” Damian nodded, reaching for another piece of paper. “Want me to tell you a story as well?”
“Sure.” Jon sighed. “Tell me about your day yesterday.”
“Not that exciting, but if you wish.” Damian nodded.
Jon closed his eyes, and drifted off to the sound of a scratching pencil and Damian’s soft voice.
~~
Jon was in the middle of class, when he got the sense something was wrong. He tripped over the cord of his overhead projector, and his students laughed, but he told them to get an early start on their homework as he scrambled to his desk.
He checked all the news sites, but there didn’t seem to be anything urgent. No mention of his parents or friends. No catastrophe or apocalypse. Everything was fine.
But then he tuned in to Damian’s heartbeat. And everything was not fine.
It was slow and weak. And Jon had heard that sound before.
He’d heard the sound of someone dying before.
He jumped to his feet and out of the classroom, ignoring his students’ calls after him. He ran to the principal, rambled about a personal emergency, then was gone before his boss could ask any questions.
Jon waited until he was off campus before he took to the skies.
But there was a problem, he realized, as he neared Nanda Parbat. He could still hear Damian’s heartbeat, he was still alive, but it…it wasn’t here. The heartbeat was far away. Faint.
He slowed above the League compound, hesitating. He could see men running around, shouting, loading into airships.
He could also see a trail of blood, leading away. He could see where the trail ended, at a mess of claw marks.
Goliath.
There was blood. There were marks from Goliath. Damian was dying.
Where would Goliath take him?
It took him two seconds to realize.
Gotham.
Jon spun around and took off for a second time.
He knew he was on the right path when Damian’s heartbeat got louder. But it didn’t bring any comfort, because it didn’t sound like it was getting any stronger.
As he reached Gotham airspace, he got a glimpse of Goliath, flying behind some black dot, heading towards Wayne Tower. So he didn’t think. Didn’t decide. Let instinct take over and followed them.
He saw the assassins coming in the distance, and he felt his anger grow.
The mutiny must have happened. Damian’s worst fear.
He balled his hand into a fist.
He would not let them hurt him.
He burst into the building, hot on Goliath’s tail. He landed and slid across the tiles, destroying them completely. The black dot, Batman, spun around, stepping in front of Bruce, who had appeared in the room.
“What happened?” Jon bellowed.
“Jon?” Bruce asked. “How did you-”
“What. Happened?” Jon repeated. He glanced at Goliath, Damian limp in his arms. Blood oozed from wounds all across his body. He was unconscious. “…Can you save him?”
Bruce looked over. “…Yes. Goliath, over here. To the recovery tank.”
And Jon never felt so helpless as now, as he watched Terry McGinnis help Goliath lower Damian into water that looked far too much like Lazarus. As little robots swarmed his body.
He stood next to the machine, wishing more than anything that he could stick his hand in the liquid and hold Damian’s.
“…How long?” Bruce suddenly asked. Jon twitched and looked up at him. Batman and the little boy who Jon only just now noticed were tending to Goliath.
“What?”
Bruce pointed to Jon’s hand, to his ring. He pointed to the matching one on Damian’s hand. “How long?”
“…Seven years.” Jon murmured tiredly. “We eloped in Nanda Parbat.”
Bruce closed his eyes. “You never told me.”
“I never told anyone.” He tilted his head in a wince. “…Dick only found out on accident.”
“Dick knew?” Bruce asked. Jon nodded.
“I swore him to secrecy. I’m…kind of surprised he followed through.” Jon admitted. “I…you two were on bad terms. I didn’t want you going in there and potentially starting a war. Potentially hurting each other.”
“We saw each other last year.” Bruce whispered.
“I never stopped him from telling you. That was his choice.” Jon added. “…How did you not notice the ring then? Damian said he never takes it off.”
“He wore gloves the whole time.” Bruce shrugged. “It wasn’t something I was looking for.”
Terry reappeared then, and he and Bruce began to talk about the situation at hand. The city currently being overrun with assassins.
Jon didn’t care.
He had just crossed his arms, was tapping on his forearm, when suddenly, Damian burst from the water in a frenzy. He was screaming and disoriented, and he set his sights on the new Batman.
“Kill.” Damian hissed. Bruce tried to grab for him, but he was too slow in his old age, and missed. But that was fine. That was cool.
Jon was between Damian and Terry in a millisecond.
“I’ll…kill…” Damian breathed, fist still ready. Jon just smiled, and took his face in his hands.
“I’d like to see you try.” Jon mused, leaning down to kiss him. Damian instantly became putty in his hands.
“…You’re with family.” Bruce offered behind them, as Damian’s mind seemed to catch up. His spine straightened, and he reached out to hold Jon’s waist. “You’re safe.”
Jon pulled back, but continued to hold his face as he repeated, “You’re safe.”
“Well. For now.” Terry interjected. “Mind telling us what the hell is going on, so we can maybe save the world?”
Damian sighed, stepping away from Jon. But not too far. Not far enough where Jon couldn’t immediately hook their fingers together. “His name is Zeh-ro. But some call him Mr. Zero…”
~~
It was kind of cool, if Jon thought about it. There was a short ice age. Dick showed up, his daughter too. Damian played well with others. And Zeh-ro was taken down, his plan destroyed.
The Earth saved. Millions upon billions of people were saved.
“The League is yours again.” Jon hummed, watching Matt jump around the roof with Goliath. “…So, I take it you’ll be leaving again soon?”
“…Well, not necessarily.” Damian shrugged. “I mean, Nanda Parbat was turned into a launch pad, and is currently unlivable. The families there have been moved to safer ground, and those remaining loyal to me are all here or protecting the families, so.” He looked at Jon. “You’re stuck with me for the time being.”
“Great.” Jon smiled. He stepped to the side, winding one arm around Damian’s waist. “Better than great, actually.”
“Oh?”
“In fact, the longer you’re here, the more time I’ll have to think up a plan to keep you with me forever.” Jon smirked, bouncing his nose off Damian’s cheek. Damian laughed, and leaned into him. Jon looked across the roof. He could see Dick glancing their way as he spoke with Bruce, a warm grin on the old man’s face himself. “And I don’t think I’m the only one who might be happy with that.”
Damian looked over himself. “…You’re all a bunch of old, sentimental fools.”
“…I’m younger than you.” Jon reminded.
Damian pursed his lips. “Old, sentimental fool.”
Jon laughed out loud, the sound echoing through the city. Goliath responded with a happy roar of his own. Damian smirked as the McGinnis brothers, Graysons and Bruce laughed too.
It was a good day.
“…Welcome home, Damian.” Jon whispered.
Damian sighed, taking hold of the hand Jon had on his hip and leaning into his chest. “Thank you, Beloved.”
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ravenforce · 4 years
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Cheating Death VI
Warning/s: None
Summary: Natasha confronts you and finds out the truth. 
A/N: Now, shall end it at that? Also, stay safe. Stay home. x
Parts: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5
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“No,” Carol yelled at Natasha, making the team wince except for the redhead.
“I’m not asking permission, Carol.” Natasha continued to disarm herself, pulling all her guns and knives out and on the table, making everyone confused.
“Okay but you’re not going alone,” Carol tried to reason. “I’m coming with you.”
Natasha turned to her girlfriend and sighed. “I can very well take care of myself.” She’s trying really hard not to be aggressive with the blonde but Carol’s keeping her from being where she wanted to be longer.
“I know -”
“Then let me do this alone.”
“But that woman is dangerous.” The rest of the team couldn’t do much more than just sit and watch the heated exchange.
“She’s not gonna hurt me.” Natasha sighed, quietly remembering the moment your eyes connected. Carol crossed her arms and scoffed, making the redhead look back at her.
“You don’t know that.”
“You don’t know her,” Natasha countered.
“And you do?”
“I do, Carol! She’s my other Clint!” Natasha yelled in frustration. Carol opened her mouth but Natasha was already storming out of the room. Carol looked at the team and they all shook their head.
“If Y/N Al Ghul is her other Clint, there’s no force on earth or beyond that could stop Natasha from going to her,” Wanda tried to explain. Carol hasn’t been earth-bound long enough to see who Clint was for Natasha. They were best friends, partners, and Wanda knows by the look you gave Natasha a few hours ago, that the two of you are even more than just that.
***
Talia and Nyssa are having a drink by the bar at home when one of their guards announced that someone wanted to see them. They looked at each other and sighed. The breakfast fiasco with the Avengers rendered them in the mood for day drinking.
“Let them in.” Talia’s smooth voice reverberated around the room.
“Hello.” Natasha greeted politely. Nyssa cocked an eyebrow at her sister and took a swig of her beer. “I wanted to see Y/N. Is she home?”
“State your business with our sister?” Nyssa spoke with her serious CEO voice.
They’ve never met Natasha before but you have regaled them of so many stories about how you met in Budapest, how she had the most beautiful green eyes you’ve ever seen, how you have adventured through Europe with your other friend Clint until Ra’s caught up with you. They’ve probably heard it all, even after you’ve come back to the League, Natasha was still the topic of every whispered story you shared with your sisters at dead of the night when the three of you are sure that your father has retired for the day. They’ve never met her yet they feel like they’ve known her just as long.
“I just wanted to talk. It’s been more than a decade since I -” Natasha choked back a soft sob. Thinking about how much time has passed without her knowing that you’re alive hurts her like no other.
Talia sighed, Natasha looked tired like the big revelation of the day took years out of her life. “She’s not here, Natasha.”
Natasha bowed her head and was about to apologize for disturbing their time, again, when Nyssa spoke. “But if you know our sister, you’ll know where to find her.”
She looks back at the brunette and nod. “Thank you.”
***
“We’re being followed,” Natasha whispered as the two of you continued to walk hand-in-hand after just spending your first-anniversary dinner at one of your favourite restaurants in Scotland.
It’s been over a year since you two have me in Budapest. Your friend Clint called you for help on a mission, which you easily agreed to, to be away from your father for a while. The mission should have been simple enough for two highly skilled assassins like Osiris and Ronin but no one told you that you’ll have to put down the highly dangerous KGB agent Natasha Romanova. 
You didn’t know what possessed you to defect from your original orders but something about Natasha speaks to you even when she was doing her absolute best to kill you. Something in her eyes tells you she wanted the same thing you wanted most in life; freedom. You remembered it too well, the look on Clint’s face when you finally pinned down Natasha on the ground but instead of delivering the final blow, you offered her an out.
You remember the way she looked at you too like you just grew two heads. You told her about your predicament with your father, and how you wanted a life out of the league. Natasha was skeptical but she wanted nothing more but to get away from the path she’s on. That night the three of you decided you will be the masters of your own fate, and boarded the first train out of Budapest. 
Currently, you were living in Scotland but you will be moving again soon as to avoid being tracked for staying in one place for too long. The three of you didn’t mind, thinking of the situation as an opportunity to see the world rather than sulk about being fugitives from your own pasts and families. 
You shook your head lightly to bring yourself back to the present. You knew this day would come. You knew your time with Natasha is numbered. So you had put up a plan with Clint to ensure Nat’s gonna survive. 
“Y/N, where are we going?” She asked when you pulled her in the opposite direction of your apartment. You two are almost jogging on the side of the street for five minutes when Natasha recognized the route.
“Why are we going to Clint’s?” She sounded confuse and a little bit scared. You wanted nothing more but to stop, pull her in a hug, and assure her that everything will be alright but you don’t have enough time.
You nearly kicked the front door to Clint’s building off the hinges in your haste to get inside. Clint opened his door after three frantic knocks. 
“What the fuck is happening?” He asked confused after you went directly to his room without so much as a greeting.
“We were being followed,” Natasha answered while retrieving her guns that she taped under his furniture. 
When you walked back inside the living room, Natasha was baffled when you handed her and Clint a backpack. Clint shouldered his immediately. 
“Wait -” Natasha started to say. 
“You remember the plan?” Clint nodded. 
“What plan?” She yelled making you and Clint turn to her. Clint took her arm lightly and tried to manoeuvre her towards the front door.
“No!” She yelled and yanked her arm from Clint’s hold and run back to you. You easily caught her in a tight embrace. “I’m not going anywhere without you.” 
You sucked in a deep breath to keep yourself from changing your mind, and backing out of your own damn plan. “It’s -” you chocked down a sob. “It’s only temporary.” You pulled back to look at your girlfriend’s face. “I will find you, I promise.” 
A hollow laugh sounded behind the closed door. A laugh you’re so familiar with, you subconsciously pushed Natasha behind you. Then the door burst open, revealing your father’s smiling face. 
“Y/N Al Ghul, what did I tell you about making promises you cannot keep?” He stopped at the threshold, Clint moved sideways to help shield Natasha too. 
“I never broke a promise before, father.” You spat out. Ra’s just shrugged since he doesn’t really care. “Let them go.” 
Ra’s laughed before pinning you with a look like he’s trying to search something within you. “Okay,” he said simply. 
“Okay?” Clint whispered confuse but you didn’t pay him any mind. 
“Give me your word. No harm is to come to them.” 
“Give me your word that you will be the heir to my throne, and I will make sure that these two puny humans you so care about will be unharmed and even be put under the protection of the league.” 
You stared at your father for a minute as you mull the situation over. You can feel Natasha tugging at the ends of your shirt from behind. “I give you my word,” you said softly. Your father grinned so hard, Clint wondered how his face hasn’t split in half. 
“Very well.” You father stepped aside to let Natasha and Clint passage. 
You looked at Clint before the guy was practically dragging Natasha to the door. You didn’t dare look away from your father. You know him too well to trust his words. You know that it can’t be that easy. True to his nature, you watched in slow motion as he pulled out his dagger from under his tunic, and right when Natasha has her back on your father, he made a move to stab her. You teleported yourself behind Natasha, catching your father’s dagger between your chest cavity.
Natasha gasped and yelled. Her knees buckled as she watches you bleed out. She tried to come back to you but Clint stopped her by wrapping his arms around her torso.
You caught Clint’s eyes. “Run,” you mouthed and Clint carried Natasha out of his own building.
***
Finding you wasn’t as hard as Natasha thought it would be. You’ve always had the affinity towards the altitude. So, it was no surprise to Natasha when she found you on the top floor of the Empire State Building, legs dangling on the side of the building. She didn’t announce herself, she knew you well enough to know that you know she was there. She just stood there quietly watching your back for a minute, trying to figure out what she’s feeling exactly.
She missed you. If there was a God, and if Natasha believed in Him, He would know that Natasha has missed you for the last decade that she hasn’t seen you. She misses you so much but she’s also confused. She thought you were dead for a decade but there you are, in front of her, alive and well. She’s getting frustrated and angry too.
“Hey, Tasha. Long time, no see.” She can hear the teasing in your voice but this time, she can’t think it’s cute and funny. Your smile dropped when you heard her grit her teeth.
“I thought you were dead.”
You frowned at the New York City skyline. “I was,” you answered simply. Natasha knew you weren’t exactly human by your ungodly ability in combat, and ability to heal quickly but she didn’t know you were almost immortal. She didn’t know about the Lazarus pit, as well. So, you started your brief explanation with that.
“Why didn’t you find me then?” You can hear the hurt in her voice, as clear as a summer sky. “You broke your promise.”
You gripped the ledge of the Empire State Building too tight, your knuckles turned white. “I did not.”
“Liar,” she spat out.
“I found you, multiple times.” It was your turn to grit your teeth in an attempt to reign in your rising anger. “But it wasn’t the right time.”
She was about to call you out on your bullshit but you turned around and faced her. “The first time I found you, you were with Bruce at Clint’s ranch house.” You crinkled your nose at the memory of her looking so beautiful and soft that morning, wearing a robe, and standing toe-to-toe with Bruce Banner. By the look on her face, you know that she remembers the day too.
“That’s not -” she tried to defend herself but you cut her off. “Why didn’t you say anything?”
You chuckled mirthlessly. “I had a plan. Until it was finished, it wasn’t the right time.”
“Is it done?” Natasha couldn’t hide the hope in her voice even if she tries. “Is that why you’re back now?”
You only stared at her for a minute. You wish so bad that you could cross the small distance and kiss her senseless but you had to remind yourself that she’s dating someone else. “It has been done. It took a while to be strong enough to kill my father but it is done.”
“You what?”
“I killed my father, and disbanded the league to ensure no one will ever stand in the way of us ever again.” You frowned deeper. In the end, you have lost her to Captain Marvel anyway. “I killed my father to keep you safe and imagine my anger when I found out you came to fucking space and sacrificed yourself for mankind.”
Even with only the city lights illuminating your face, Natasha knows you’re about to cry. So, she finally closed the distance and pulled you in her arms. And try as you might, your body couldn’t stop itself from melting in her arms after not being home for so long.
“I’m here now,” she tried to comfort you.
“Of course you are.”
Natasha pulled back a little to look at you closely. “You didn’t come to Vormir, did you?”
You rolled your teary eyes at her like she should know the answer to that. “I can live in a world where you’re not in love with me but not in a world without you in it.”
Natasha wiped your tear-stained face. “I was never in love with someone else.”
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sunlightdances · 4 years
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Happy Mistake (College!Bucky x Reader Oneshot)
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Pairing: College!Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader Request from @jbbuckybarnes​: Being assigned roommates with modern!Bucky. He's a giant and looks like he's a bully, but he's actually so shy and soft. Author’s Note: *It’s been 84 years.gif* So sorry this took so long! Note: There’s note writing in this fic - italics are the Reader, and bold are from Bucky. PS - I listened to the playlist “Relaxing Classical Strings” on Spotify whilst writing and I highly recommend it. Disclaimer: I don’t own Bucky Barnes, Marvel, or any related characters from the MCU. Please don’t repost my work on any other sites (including collections or hosting sites) without my permission! Reblogs are gold. I’d love to hear from you if you like this!
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You’re sweating a little as you unpack your last box, wondering why colleges always pick the absolute hottest day of the year to have everyone move in.
You step back and admire your work - your bookshelf is organized and you’ve got one of your favorite scented candles burning on your nightstand. You can already picture yourself studying here, and staying up too late drinking homemade cocktails with your roommate.
Loud voices from the living room draw your attention, and you feel those nervous butterflies - you hope you get along with your roommate for this year. Last year was definitely an adventure, and not in a good way. You’re just praying this person is nice and considerate.
Heading out to the common area you stop in your tracks, seeing three guys lugging in boxes. They smile at you a little curiously, but don’t say much. You look around them for your roommate, but you have no idea what they look like. You’re a little embarrassed to admit that you can’t remember what their name is either - you lost that handy piece of information almost immediately after it was mailed to your parents’ house over the summer.
“Hi,” One of the guys says, holding out his hand. He’s tall, well built, with dark hair that looks like he spent an hour coiffing it just right. His eyes are the most distracting thing about him. “I’m James, but everyone calls me Bucky.”
You smile and tell him your name. “I’m waiting for my roommate - are you helping her move in?”
His smile fades. “Are you kidding?”
You feel your face get hot. “... No?”
He stares at you so intensely you can practically feel it. “Where’s your friend? Are you helping him?”
“Holy shit, dude.” His friend - large, blonde, and a smile out of a magazine - says, laughing.
James sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose. “We have to go to the RA. I think they made a mistake.”
You frown. “What are you talking about? How would you even know? You’re not--”
“Your roommate? It’s me.” He digs in his pocket for a letter from the University, handing it to you. Right there, in bold letters, it reads James Barnes, Easton Hall, 305.
Your stomach sinks when you realize what happened. “Oh. Right -- I don’t know how this could have happened.”
He groans, turning to his friend. “Remember when you said moving in for a second year would be easy? You’re a jinx.”
You fold your arms over your stomach, trying to stave off the urge to cry. It’s not your fault or his fault, but you just wished this wasn’t happening. You just wanted an easy year for once.
“Hey,” James’ friend says, looking at you with so much concern you almost believe you’ve known him longer than 5 minutes. “It’s going to be fine.” He holds out his hand. “I’m Steve, by the way.”
“God. Stop flirting.” James complains, elbowing Steve.
Steve looks annoyed, “Shut up. Let’s go fix this before one or both of you are homeless.”
The RA was almost zero help. They gave you plenty of sympathetic looks, but otherwise had no idea what to do to fix your situation.
Back in the dorm, you sit helplessly on the end of your bed, trying to ignore James on the phone in the common area.
You look up when he comes into the room, knocking lightly on the door frame. “Hey.”
“Hey.” You reply, wondering if you look as pathetic as you feel. Your insides are a twisted up ball of anxiety.
“The admissions office was no help. They said they’d have to sort it out and with everyone moving in, they might not have a free room for either of us for a few days.”
You nod, and he tilts his head slightly to one side. “Hey, this isn’t your fault.”
You huff. “I know, I just-- I wanted this year to be better than last year and it’s already off to a terrible start.”
His eyes are sparkling a little as he pretends to be offended. “Most girls would be excited at the prospect of sharing a dorm with me, sweetheart.”
You roll your eyes. “I guess you better get unpacked. Who knows when or if they’ll ever get back to you.”
He winks so you know he was joking before. “You can call me Bucky,” he says offhandedly. “All my friends do.”
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.
.
That was three months ago, and you’re still living with Bucky Barnes.
You’re making it work, but it’s still an awkward conversation every time you have friends over. You still haven’t told your parents.
You’re an adult, but you’re still sure your Dad would flip knowing you’re living with a very eligible bachelor. Very eligible, as you’ve learned.
You’ve never met someone who goes on as many dates as Bucky does. Some of them you’re positive are just friends, and he invites you out with them sometimes, but it still feels weird. Most of the time you stay in, opting to study instead of third wheeling it with Bucky.
You’ve taken to leaving each other notes around the dorm when the other one is out - the only way you can think to get a message across sometimes.
All out of milk, stop at the store on your way home?
You leave that message taped to the fridge in the morning when you leave before him, and when you get home in the afternoon, there’s a new note in its place.
Forgot the milk, but got chocolate chip cookies. Priorities? Then, scrawled smaller, (sorry. Will buy in the morning)
You roll your eyes, but eat two of the cookies while you’re doing your homework later that night after dinner.
The next morning, you hear the door a few times and are just about ready to open your bedroom door and throw a fit when you hear Bucky shush someone.
“Dude, can you please speak at a normal volume for someone at six in the morning? She’s asleep--”
“Sorry, I’m a morning person.” You recognize Steve’s voice and roll your eyes, rolling back over and hoping for a few more hours of sleep before your first class.
Meanwhile, Bucky follows Steve out of the dorm, trying to keep his steps light and quiet as he shuts the door behind them.
Steve chuckles, and Bucky glares. Pretty standard for this pair of friends.
“What?”
“Nothing. You’re just so worried about her. It’s cute.” He ducks away from Bucky’s punch.
“Shut up.”
“Really, dude. Don’t think I missed the way you looked at her on move-in day. When are you going to do something about it?”
Bucky runs a hand through his hair, “It’s a bad idea.” Steve scoffs, and Bucky continues, “Seriously. We’re roommates. If something happened and it didn’t work out--”
“How do you know it won’t work out?”
“Just drop it, okay?”
Steve shakes his head, but doesn’t push it any further. Bucky swallows his feelings down, down, down. He can at least admit to himself that Steve’s right about one thing: when he first met you and thought you were his roommate’s friend or sister or something, he was ready to lay on the charm.
You’re beautiful, and funny, and there’s something about you that sticks with him like glue. He can’t shake the feeling, and he really doesn’t want to.
But he’s afraid, too. Because what if it does ruin everything? If he’s honest, you’re the best roommate he’s ever had. And not just because the dynamic between you two is good, even though that’s definitely part of it. But you’re courteous, and you do small things like set the coffee maker up the night before so there’s hot coffee on mornings when he gets up earlier than you do.
You leave him a reminder on the kitchen counter not to forget his notebook, the one with the torn cover that he always loses. You check on him if he’s staying up too late and you make sure to buy the ice cream he likes when it’s your turn to do the shopping.
It’s like you actually care about him beyond just being his roommate, and he’s never felt that kind of connection with anyone before.
At that, he has to keep himself from stopping dead in his tracks as he walks with Steve.
Oh.
Oh.
Oh, shit.
.
.
.
Bucky comes home while you’re tugging on a sweater, getting ready to leave for your first class. You lean out of the door, smiling, but he heads straight for the shower and shuts the bathroom door.
You frown; it’s unlike him to ignore you completely.
You figure he’s tired after his run with Steve, but can’t get rid of the niggling worry in the back of your mind that something’s wrong.
The day drags on, and you find yourself nearly falling asleep during your last class - your mind elsewhere and attention lacking. Towards the end of class, you text Bucky, asking him if he’s going to be home for dinner.
No response.
Not unusual, but to your anxiety brain? You immediately start thinking the worst. You’re replaying every conversation from the last week, trying to remember if you’ve done anything that could have possibly made him upset.
When you get home, his bedroom door is shut, but the light is on. You try to go about business as usual, writing him a note that there’s dinner in the fridge and sliding it under the door when he still doesn’t come out, even after an hour of meal prepping.
Taking the hint, you take your own meal into your bedroom and shut the door.
After an hour or so, you try not to feel hurt when you hear his door opening, and then the sound of the front door. No matter how hard you try not to take it personally, you can’t help it when your stomach sinks.
He doesn’t come back that night.
Or the next two.
By day three, you’ve moved on from hurt and have settled on anger.
There are no more notes, no anything to indicate that he’s been in the dorm at all and has just missed you. There’s nothing.
This goes on for a few more days before you’re sitting on the couch, listening to a key being put in the lock. Your heart starts to race, and you sort of hate yourself for leaning forward, waiting for him to step into view.
It’s not Bucky.
Steve looks sheepish, even a little upset as he gives you a wave, shoving the keys in his pocket. “Hey,” he says quietly. “I’m uh-- Bucky asked me to get a few things.”
You don’t even know what to say. This feels like a break up, except you and Bucky have never been together, and you have no idea why he’s not sleeping here, or why he’s not talking to you.
Your throat starts to tighten as you fight off the threat of tears.
And it’s worse because Steve looks embarrassed, and he looks sorry for you and he’s so nice, and you hate it. You don’t want him to pity you.
You just watch helplessly as he goes into Bucky’s room, the sound of drawers opening and closing the only thing you hear for a few minutes before he comes back, rubbing the back of his neck.
“Look, I-- I told him he should talk to you. I don’t really know what happened--”
“Nothing happened.” You say, frustrated. “I just came home one day and he ignored me and he’s been ignoring me ever since.”
Steve’s jaw ticks. “What day was that?”
You shake your head. “I don’t know. A few days ago. When you and he went for a run early in the morning.”
Steve rolls his eyes. “I’m sorry. I think-- I need to go talk to him. Hang in there, okay?” He ruffles your hair as he leaves, and you realize he’s left Bucky’s bag behind.
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.
.
Bucky is staring at his phone when Steve comes back, slamming the door behind him. “Christ,” Bucky mutters. “What’s your problem?”
“You’re my problem.”
Bucky frowns, looking up to see his best friend looking pissed.
“I just went to your dorm. Your roommate was there.”
Bucky feels the familiar feeling of guilt and self loathing come over him, but doesn’t know what to say, so he lets Steve continue with his tirade.
“She had no idea you were here. She had no idea why you were gone, and she had no idea what she did wrong.” Steve puts his hands on his hips. “What the fuck are you doing?”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“You made it seem like you guys had a fight or something! And then she said you’ve been ignoring her ever since our conversation the other day. If you’re really pushing her away because I was giving you a hard time--”
“That’s not what’s happening.”
“Then why the hell are you sleeping on my couch?” Steve asks exasperated. “It’s not like I don’t like having you here, but come on, dude.”
Bucky swallows heavily, trying to get his bearings. “You were right, okay?” He says it quietly. “I’m-- getting attached.”
Steve watches him carefully. “I think you need to be telling her this, not me.”
Bucky rubs his face. “I know.”
Steve smiles slyly. “I forgot your clothes. Looks like you need to go home.”
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.
.
Bucky feels like an idiot.
He’s knocking on the door to his own dorm because he was in such a rush to leave Steve’s, he forgot his key.
And now he’s waiting for you to open the door, half sure that you’re going to slap him across the face when you see him.
The door opens, and he’s struck by the sight of you. You look sad. But you’re beautiful, and he has no idea how he thought he was ever going to be able to live with you, see you every day, and not fall head over heels for you.
“Bucky.” You sound surprised.
“Um-- I forgot my key.”
“Oh, sure. Uh-- come in.”
He follows you inside, and takes a deep breath. “I think we need to talk.”
You look apprehensive, and he hates himself for doing this to you. You sit down on the couch and he does the same thing, mirroring you.
“I owe you an apology. I didn’t -- I shouldn’t have just left. Or ignored your texts. I’m sorry.”
You shrug, “It’s not like-- you don’t owe me--”
“Yes, I do.” Bucky is adamant. “Look - when we first met, I was really unsure how we were going to get through this. Obviously we weren’t meant to be living together. But now I can’t imagine it any other way.”
You laugh, though it still sounds a little sad. “I thought you were this big, scary guy.” You look down at your lap, wringing your hands. “I was really wrong about you.”
Bucky wants nothing more than to wrap you up in his arms and make up for every sad feeling you’ve had over the last few days.
“I’m sorry. I never should have ignored you. I was-- I was kind of panicking.”
You tilt your head. Bucky thinks it’s the cutest thing he’s ever seen. “Why would you be panicking?”
He decides to just bite the bullet. “I think I have feelings for you.” At your quick inhale, he shakes his head, “No, I know I have feelings for you. You just-- crept up on me. And I freaked out, because Steve kept getting on my case about it, and--”
His rambling is stopped when you grab his arm, tugging him towards you before throwing your arms around his neck in a tight hug. Bucky freezes at first, but soon melts into you, sighing at your touch and burying his face in your neck.
“I missed you,” you whisper, and Bucky feels his knees go weak. How he ever thought you weren’t going to have him wrapped around your finger, he has no idea.
“I missed you too. I’m sorry.”
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6 months later
“Buck?”
“I’m coming--”
“We’re going to be late…”
“We’re not going to be late. We’re going to be early, because you think early is on time.” He comes out of the bedroom, pulling his leather jacket on. He grins at you, voice softening. “Look at you.”
You feel your face heat. “Stop it,”
“What? I can’t compliment my girl?”
“If we’re late again, Steve is going to roast you. And if he doesn’t, Peggy will.”
Bucky grabs your hand, rolling his eyes. “You worry too much. Come on.” As you’re walking, he’s muttering under his breath about double dates, but you can tell he’s happy to go out - the both of you have been so swamped with school, you’ve been shut up in your dorm for days.
The day after your talk with Bucky, you slowly but surely began working your way towards a relationship. It wasn’t hard - you were already close friends, and without the fear of thinking either of you were going to be rejected, it was easy to take the next step.
Now, as you walk through the building hand in hand, you’re so grateful that someone in the housing department screwed up.
From the spark in Bucky’s eye as he winks at you, you think he is too.
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flightfoot · 3 years
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Do salt asks bother you? Not salters' asks but people ranting about salt ? Because It'll be rude of us not to consider how you feel about them you deserve to enjoy the show without us bothering you .
Eh... mostly I get worried when I get too many that I’m becoming too repetitive. The asks themselves don’t bother me. 
At this point I find the “Ron the Death Eater” syndrome that I encounter nonstop in ML saltfics - so usually against Adrien, Alya, and the class, though with special guest appearances by Ms. Bustier, Principal Damocles, and Tom and Sabine, in order to emphasize how horribly they’ve wronged Saltinette and how badly they should pay for it - to be INCREDIBLY triggering, as in if I even see the summary of or promotion of one of those fics, of those concepts, see it still being treated as good and well-deserved, it’s likely to bother me for the rest of the day. 
I was actually having trouble sleeping because of it like... a week ago I think? And I had a day to a day and a half during this past week, if I remember the timing right, where I just felt really exhausted and like I was on the verge of tears because I’d seen promotions of these types of fics, the ones that have been part of an incessant onslaught for over two years now. Whenever I manage to go a couple days without seeing them and just sticking with fics that show them caring about each other, especially ones that emphasize that Marinette loves and cares about Adrien, Alya, the class, her parents, etc, it helps, since that helps to counter the narrative that’s built up over the years. 
To some extent, talking about it helps. It helps to reframe and recontextualize this never-ending warping and hatred I see against those characters, and the plotlines that were built to allow for that warping. Unfortunately just telling myself to stop caring about seeing this nonstop narrative about how everyone’s just taking advantage of Marinette, what horrible people they all are, that the only thing that matters is that they’ve ‘failed’ Marinette and the sheer contempt for them in the face of that failure, doesn’t really do much to get it to leave me alone.
When I’m actively doing stuff with the saltfics, like the commentary I did on TvTropes fandom-specific plots, that takes a lot of the bite out, since it’s showing why those tropes, those plots, that complete warping and bastardization of the characters isn’t remotely justified, how wrong it is. Because it’s not just seeing that these things EXIST that causes me so much distress, but seeing how many people adhere to it, and how deeply.
I’ve ranted about this to my mom repeatedly over the years. She keeps on trying to get me into something else, some fandom or show or something where I’m not constantly dealing with this stress and anger and getting upset every day. Which I’ve tried to do, to an extent. I tried to run back to the Trials of Apollo fandom last year, see if maybe getting back into that might help me cope better with what was going on in the ML fandom, since all my fandom eggs wouldn’t be in one basket. But then bashing started cropping up in that fandom and people started going after Rick Riordan and I wasn’t only on the VERGE of crying thinking about that but full on WAS crying and it just... it wasn’t worth it. I cut ties with the fandom for the most part and just stuck with the books, which thankfully I enjoy as much as ever (which is a LOT. Seriously, best book series I’ve ever read).
Even just last week my mom was proposing that maybe I take up shop in whatever corner of the She-ra fandom that my younger sibling has found, since that seems less distressing. 
But it’s not like I can trade fandoms just like that. It doesn’t WORK like that.
Plus... well there’s a major problem with that. 
I LOVE Miraculous Ladybug.
I LOVE the non-salt fics for it.
Like, more than for any fandom I’ve been in previously. And I’ve been reading fics constantly for the past 15 years, so that’s saying a lot. I just enjoy seeing the characters hang out with each other and fall in love and just... look I’ve never been this invested in reading fics where the characters just talk or have a date, but I am with this fandom. I absolutely LOVE them.
The newest restriction I’ve added to try to cut down on the salt is not looking at the ML AO3 page when I’m on my phone, not even with filtering out the most prevalent salt tags. For some reason my AO3 account is weird and I can only get logged in on my phone by going through my email, which limits what tags I can set up and actually leave open.
Unfortunately that still leaves a ton of fics that slip through that Ron the Death Eater people that aren’t part of the five or so tags that I immediately block, and then there are many fics with nothing I can use to filter them out at all, especially if they were started before saltfics were recognized as their own genre.
At this point I’m really hoping that either people drop the bashing fics or I can make myself stop caring. I don’t know whether either of those are feasible.
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we might be the outsiders (but the in-crowd is so out right now)
Geralt couldn't care less about the opinions of innkeepers but Jaskier won't hesitate to defend his witcher's honour with every fibre of his being, and it's always a bonus if it leads to improving said witcher's view of himself...
A/N: wrote this a week ago but forgot to crosspost so here it is in case anyone’s interested ^.^ title from outsiders by au/ra x
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“I’m so ready for a bath, aren’t you?” Jaskier asks pointedly as he and Geralt return from ridding yet another town of yet another monster.
“Of course you are, you smell like the inside of a dead man’s liver,” Jaskier continues as Geralt sighs, almost entirely unbothered by the blood covering his clothes - he doesn’t think he smells much like a liver at all.
But at least Jaskier hadn’t used one of his more creative comparisons, those were usually reserved for swamp-dwelling creatures. Not that Jaskier was often accurate about where to find what in his ballads.
“What was this one called again? A nightwraith?”
At that, Geralt glances at him with a frown. “Does it look like night to you?”
Where most men would shrink away, Jaskier just grins and waves a hand. “Alright, alright, a noonwraith then. At least I got the wraith part right.”
Before Geralt can say anything else regarding Jaskier’s fluctuating knowledge of monsters, Jaskier gasps and all but sprints ahead, then stops and turns to Geralt with a wide smile, something bright in his eyes forcing Geralt to offer him a small smile in return.
“Do you see that, Geralt? The town! No more crops and fields and corpses, we can finally wash away the wraith business!”
“Hmm.”
Jaskier rolls his eyes. “Well, I’m going ahead and ordering us a bath, don’t dawdle!”
As if Geralt would be seen dead dawdling.
Roach is tired and slower than usual though, so he hangs back and walks with her as Jaskier speeds up and makes a beeline for the nearest inn, the smell of honey and lavender fading as Geralt watches him go.
It’s strange, Geralt takes a moment to think, how Jaskier had so quickly made it clear he was sticking around, and how Geralt had almost just as quickly come to accept it. What’s even stranger is how much Geralt finds himself liking it.
The town, as it turns out, is still just as friendly as when they’d begged him to save their farmers, which is to say it’s quite possibly the furthest thing from friendly to currently exist.
Geralt sighs as he leads Roach to the stables closest where he can smell Jaskier, tying her to a post himself and glaring at the stableboy who has the nerve to cross his arms. “Touch her and you lose those arms.”
Sure that nobody will bother Roach, Geralt heads towards the inn, where Jaskier is still talking to the innkeeper. Well, talking at the innkeeper. Actually, it can’t even be called talking .
“-and it’s utterly ridiculous that you would so heartlessly deny the man who just saved your harvest the right to a bath! A simple bath! What kind of establishment is this anyway?”
“We don’t deal with his kind,” the innkeeper all but hisses.
From his tone, Geralt guesses that their conversation, if it can even be called that, has been going on for a while in the same way, with Jaskier being his usual dramatic and defensive self.
Jaskier places his hands on his hips and Geralt can imagine his glare as he inhales sharply. “You, sir, are an absolute disgrace ! How dare you plead with a witcher to come to your aid at a moment’s notice and then act as if you’re any better than him!”
“I don’t need to act, we are better than him.”
The small smile that had started to form on Geralt’s face at Jaskier’s words fades as said bard abruptly launches himself at the innkeeper.
Geralt can hear his nose break.
The inn is frozen as the two men topple to the floor behind the counter Jaskier had thrown himself over. That is, until the innkeeper curses and barks an order that causes commotion in the form of other men diving to pull Jaskier back.
Geralt doesn’t move until Jaskier is hauled upright by the bruising grip of a man double his size. Only then does he move from the doorframe, ignoring the shocked stares and glares thrown his way, focusing on Jaskier and the way he looks ready to both cry and break someone’s teeth.
Geralt can’t blame him, really; he’s tempted to break the hand on Jaskier’s arm.
“Jaskier!”
Jaskier’s head snaps to him immediately, the tension in his shoulders melting away as he looks over Geralt as if checking he’s unhurt, as if there’s any reason for Geralt’s wellbeing to be his priority despite his current situation.
“Take your scum and leave, beast,” the man holding Jaskier snarls, throwing Jaskier forwards so roughly that he stumbles.
Geralt instinctively moves to steady him but he’s wholly unprepared for Jaskier to let out a quiet growl, turn on the spot, and launch a tightly clenched fist at the other man’s nose before anyone can blink.
“He is not a beast !”
And thus, a second nose ends up broken.
“You little-”
Geralt pulls and keeps Jaskier behind him before the other man can retaliate, pushing him aside as he turns to the innkeeper with a glare so powerful it causes the man to step back twice.
He's glad Jaskier had managed to break bones because if he hadn't, Geralt would have broken every single one of everyone's bones for daring to call Jaskier scum as if he isn't the exact opposite, as if he isn't the most precious man in all of existence.
“If I ever hear you or any of your men even thinking about insulting Jaskier again, I will rip your tongues from your mouths and feed them to you as your last meals in this world.”
And with that, Geralt grabs Jaskier’s wrist as gently as he can and leads the two of them out of the inn, back to where Roach is waiting patiently.
“We’re leaving, you can forget about your bath,” Geralt mutters as he unties the ropes, even though he knows Jaskier didn’t really want the bath for himself anyway.
He's beyond angry that they have to leave yet another town in such a way but Jaskier is the one who's slowly changing people's opinions and there's very little he can do to protect his bard from the reactions of those yet to accept witchers. Unfortunately for Jaskier, most people have yet to accept witchers.
Geralt isn't so blind as to say that Jaskier isn't changing opinions, but even his charm can't work on everyone. Not yet anyway.
When Jaskier doesn’t reply, Geralt turns to him in concern.
Jaskier’s seething fury seems to have washed away into a sour sadness.
“Jaskier?”
But Jaskier only shakes his head, gesturing for Geralt to start walking, which he does. They don’t stop until they’re past the gates and far enough along the path for the town to have vanished from view entirely.
Only then does Jaskier stop and fall to his knees, letting his head fall into his hands.
Alarmed, Geralt kneels beside him. “Jaskier? Are you hurt? I don’t smell blood but-”
“They called you a beast!” Jaskier just about whispers, and Geralt realises with a jolt that the salt he’s been smelling is Jaskier’s tears , not remnants of spilled ale.
“It doesn’t matter,” Geralt says, wishing he knew more about how to help because all he wants to do is kill the men who’d made Jaskier cry.
Jaskier lets out a choked noise that sounds suspiciously like a sob. “Of course it doesn’t! They’re all nothing but idiots who wouldn’t know how to recognise a good man if he punched them in the face!”
Geralt blinks. “Then why-”
“I swear to Meletite, if you ask me why I care that they insulted you, I will punch you too.”
Geralt blinks again.
Eventually, Jaskier looks up and exhales loudly, wiping away tears with the back of his hand. “Do you really not understand why I’m so angry?”
Reluctantly, feeling as though he’s somehow disappointing Jaskier, Geralt shakes his head.
He doesn’t have time to figure out an excuse before Jaskier lunges at him, not to punch him as he’d said but to wrap his arms around him and hug him.
“Oh, you beautiful fool of a man, why don’t you see ?” Jaskier asks in a tone that suggests he’s about to answer that himself.
Geralt makes sure the two of them aren’t about to overbalance as Jaskier tightens his grip, his previous concerns about the liver-scented blood seemingly forgotten in favour of erasing any distance between them.
“Don’t you see that people like them only continue to prove that they are never going to be even half as good of a man as you are? That you, dear witcher, are truly kind at heart, so far from the monster they claim you to be? Don’t you see that it hurts when they insult you because I know you and I know they are so very wrong? Because you, Geralt of Rivia, deserve everything they do and so, so much more? Oh, my darling wolf, why don’t you see all of this with those gorgeously enhanced eyes of yours? Why…?”
Yet again, Geralt just blinks.
When he doesn’t say anything else, Geralt lifts his arms from where he’d been using them to balance and wraps them around Jaskier, something fluttering in his chest when Jaskier sighs softly, happily.
He thinks he might prefer this to inns anyway, when it's just the two of them away from the crowds and the chaos, where he can hear the comforting reminder of Jaskier's heartbeat with no interruptions.
“I don’t particularly care what they think,” Geralt admits eventually, “but I do find myself caring what you think, so... if you wish for me to believe you, I’ll try.”
Jaskier lets out a small laugh that may or may not be a sob in disguise but Geralt doesn't comment on it. He lets Jaskier pull back so they’re face to face, surprised when he sees Jaskier beaming up at him through his tears.
“Promise me you’ll keep trying to believe me?”
Geralt isn’t a huge fan of commitments but this one is the easiest he knows.
“I promise.”
The shine in Jaskier’s eyes is worth all the trouble this promise will probably cause him.
Jaskier is worth the trouble.
“Thank you,” Jaskier murmurs with a grateful smile.
Geralt hums, his hand going to brush away Jaskier’s tears before he can stop himself. His chest tightens again at how easily Jaskier closes his eyes and lets the same hands that deal in slaughter touch him.
Something else inside his chest reminds him that really, Jaskier is the only reason he trusts himself to use the same hands that deal in slaughter to do something so gentle, so careful, so soft .
“Thank you,” Geralt murmurs back.
Jaskier’s eyes flutter open again as he hums, encasing Geralt’s hand in his own and squeezing gently.
In that moment, as with countless other moments involving Jaskier, Geralt finds himself seeing what Jaskier does, seeing the effortless trust and respect between them, the connection they share that he has to admit borders on everything he thought he’d never have, borders on love -
Without warning, Jaskier’s face scrunches up as he winces.
“Jaskier? What- Did I do something wrong?” Geralt may or may not panic at the pain he sees flashing in his favourite blue eyes.
He wonders if Jaskier is regretting it after all, if he is simply a brute made only for violence as opposed to something as delicate as caring for Jaskier. He wonders if this is the day Jaskier changes his mind and sees what Geralt sees, if this is the day that everything falls apart-
But Jaskier shakes his head, glancing down at their hands.
“I forgot to protect my thumb.”
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seriously, this just kind of happened, turns out i’m just soft for these two...
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