#ragequitting the art because it’s take me too long and i’m too tired to do more

[talesofmetalandmagic]

Azir vs Internalized Ableism

After being freed from his entombment and dragged off by Kai’sa, Azir is so weak he cannot walk. He can take small steps, but running, longer distances and even standing for a long time is beyond him.

To acquaint for this situation, as he recovers, Nasus procures him a cane.

Knowing his little bird, he tries to get him a fancy one with carvings and lacquered art. Yet Azir’s eyes darken when he sees it.

“An Ascended walking with a cane. Have I truly brought them so low?”

The retinue exchanges tired glances. They know Azir can he obnoxious and snotty, but there’s a limit to everything.

“My lord, you haven’t brought anyone low. You just need help” Taliyah attempts.

“The Grand General of Noxus walks with a cane, and he’s a strong and remarkable man”, Samira says. He’s also a terrible person, one that makes Azir himself look like Soraka by comparison, but he’s strong and charismatic and that can’t be denied.

“Yes, that Jericho Swain.” Azir scoffs. “He’s a strong man, but a man. I’m an Ascended and an Emperor. We are not remotely comparable. I should… OH!”

And his legs give in once again, Nasus rushing to hold him and bring him onto a chair, bridal style. Taliyah is on the verge of ragequitting. Giving his behavior, Nasus should have just let him fall.

And he knows it very well.

“Why do you always have to be so haughty, Azir. He wanted to help.”

Taliyah is indeed the kind of youth who would scold an Emperor. His reaction, however, is more composed than expected.

“I’m not being haughty, child…” Azir wipes his brow and composes himself. His legs hurt so much, it's as if he ran for days without ever stopping. It's kind of what he did when Xerath took him, when he thought he'd never see his sweet Sivir again. "I'm merely trying to maintain my conduct in a way that befits my status."

"So befitting of you. Treating your teacher like this, when he just wants to relieve you of your pain."

Before Azir can scold her, Sivir interjects. She's grown fond of the young nasaaj, for she brings a honesty and genuine factor to the entourage that she cannot find in her stuffy ancestor. And she's not one to mince words.

"I would give my left arm to have a guardian like him. And you... tch. Give it time, and no one will want to help you at all."

"I am the Emperor. They must abide me"

"Oh, of course you are. I hope this comes handy if Xerath comes back and you're all alone."

Silence breaks in the camp, even Samira's spirit dampening all of a sudden. Everybody there knows that being a haughty jerk doesn't beget torture, and Azir' state is a clear source of shame.

For a while, nobody speaks. Nasus stares around, startled by the mention of Xerath. Sivir looks at Akshan and Samira, hoping they'd help, and Azir stares at his talons to hide the genuine panic that sprang.

I don't want to be alone. And if my status is what I pay for it... damn, they're all right. I truly don't deserve the throne.

It's Sivir who makes the first move.

"Azir, hey. I shouldn't have brought it up. There were probably other ways to..."

"No, sweet. You're right. I'm sorry. I was wrong."

He's WHAT?

"Nasus, Sivir, all of you... I shouldn't have treated you in such a mean fashion. You want what's best for me, and I..."

He shrugs, as if trying to hide underneath the feathers of his neck.

"I should appreciate all of you more."

Sivir and Taliyah exchange a glance, confused by Azir's new behavior. Maybe there's hope for him to change, or find something new to cling to after such a heinous treatment. It's much simpler for her too when Azir is nice: she's a good girl and disapproves of torture in absolute, and she refuses to have this principle falter because one victim of it is a jerk.

Nasus, however, walks forward and offers Azir a squeeze on the shoulder.

"Alright, little bird. I'll let this slide. Now let's see if this cane fits you."

"Thanks, dearest. Truly."

[Sivir did eventually apologize for having re-triggered Azir’s trauma and they hugged it out. Feathers are soft]

~ ~ ~ 

“You know what’s weirdest about him?” Akshan asks Samira as they prepare lunch.

“What is?”

“For an emperor of yore who’s all pride and grandeur, rising above the commoners and such… he’s not nice at all to himself too."

#lol #league of legends #azir #omah azir #emperor azir #nasus #taliyah #sivir #samira #akshan #azir's new groove #cw: internalized ableism #cw: ableism

[gally-hin-phantom]

Revamp of my Film Noir Au, now named Mafia Au 

Danny lives a double-life, but this time is an hitman instead of a superhero, and all ghosts (minus Clockwork) are his targets/victims

Because like you know I love Aus where Danny isn’t playing nice 😈

xxx

Additional Arts with Jazz/Vlad/Dani and Au Information below the “Keep Reading”

(Triggers Warning: mention of violence and death) 

——————————————————————— Name: Daniel James Fenton Nickname: Danny Occupation: Part Time Nasty Burger employee / Pro Hitman Age: 23 Codename: Phantom Kill Count: ??? Personal Gun: Smith and Wesson M&P 9mm Abilities: Smart, good liar, social skills, self-defense, guns skills, knife skills, first aid, parkour

History: 

Daniel Fenton is the youngest son of Maddie and Jack Fenton. His parents died when he was still in middle school, leaving him alone with his hospitalized older sister Jazz Fenton and a lot of debts.

In high school, he started to steal money to keep his parents’ house and pay for Jazz’s hospitalization.

One day, without noticing he was stealing drug dealers, he accidentally got caught in a shoot-out. After the slaughter, hidden behind a bin, he met “The Master of Time” a professional hitman. At first the hitman wanted to kill him in order to erased any witness but Danny begged him to spare his life and to teach him assassination instead. Confused but intrigued by so much will, and after serious warnings the hitman accepted Danny as his apprentice. One year after, Danny got his first mission and target, an ex-policeman by the name of Percival Walker.

In the beginning Danny only wanted to target dubious people, but after being call « monster » by one of his victim, and then killing the innocent witness Dorathea Legrand, he stopped caring and started to accept missions with innocents and even children.

Each mission usually brought him between 15’000$ and 30’000$, after the intermediate commission he stored the rest on 5 separate bank accounts with different names, and lied to Jazz about his current job, saying that their parents left them a lot of insurance money.

He approximately killed 3-6 persons a year but hadn’t killed anyone in the last year and started to run out of money. In April, he gladly accepted his next mission, a wealthy businessman in the name of Vladimir Masters.

Morals: 

Danny is now ok to kill people, after all animals kill to eat, humans also kill animals for food. Receiving money to kill somebody isn’t so different from receiving money to butcher a cow for steak. After long conversations with his vegan friend Sam, he concluded that animals' lives don’t worth less than human lives. Moreover humans kill other humans, for oils or other horrible beliefs (racism, homophobia etc…). At least he does it to help his sister and not twisted pleasure. Like he says “He didn’t have a choice and can’t go back.”

Danny used to but doesn't have regrets anymore, “What's done is done” and what he earns help him to keep Fenton Works and Jazz alive by moving her to a better hospital. 

He doesn’t have guilt either, the one to blame is the person who asks him to kill. The one to blame is the person who wants to kill, not the knife. Like a knife he is only a ‘tool’.

Even if he never sees a ghost he believes in a sort of afterlife, and isn’t scared of death. He only hopes to survive long enough until Jazz fully heals.

Memorable Kills:

Mission 1: Jailbreak Target name: Percival Walker Occupation: Prison Guardian, ex-policeman Cause of Death: Shooted in the head

Mission 2: Djinn Target name: ? Occupation: Secret mistress of a wealthy businessman Cause of Death: Stabbed in the throat Notes: Commissioned by the businessman’s jealous wife.

Mission ?: Specter Target name: ? Occupation: Teen therapist/counselor Cause of Death: Shouted several time all over her body Notes: Called Danny « freak » and « monster » right before death.

Mission ?: Plague Target name: Aragon Legrand Occupation: Heir of a powerful wealthy family Cause of Death: Shouted in the head Notes: Dorathea Legrand, Aragon’s sister, unexpectedly intervened during the mission, trying to protect her brother. She was also killed to avoid witnesses.

Mission ?: Lullaby  Target: Ember McLain Occupation: Diva Cause of Death: Burned alive in her house, to make it look like an accident

Mission ?: BlueBlood Target name: ? Occupation: Rich Young Heir of a wealthy family Cause of Death: Suffocated in his sleep Notes: Youngest target, he was only 8

Mission ?: Snow Target name: ? Occupation: Journalist & Books Critic Cause of Death: Shouted in the head

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Name: Jasmine Panthea Fenton Occupation: Hospitalized civilian  Age: 24 Nickname (by Danny): Jazz, and sometimes before her hospitalization Panny

History:

Hospitalized for a long time her health seems to deteriorate with each passing day, though moving to a better hospital seems to have stabilized her a bit.

Danny is making sure to visit her at least twice a week to keep her company and brought her plenty of books he lends from the library (even if she doesn’t always have the strength to read its, she is happy to have Danny to keep her company).

Though weaker, Jazz is intelligent and doesn’t believe one second the “insurance money” excuse, but she lets Danny has his secrets anyway until the day he decides to tell her everything. Little she suspects her baby brother, who smells like fried food and cheap burgers, has his hands covered with blood.

xoxoxoxo

Name: Unknown but his Initials are C.W. Occupation: Retired Hitman, intermediate Age: ??? Codename: Master of Time Nickname (by Danny): ClockWork Kill Count: ???

History: 

After teaching everything he knows to Danny, he got shot in the knee and forced to retire. He now uses his old connections to act as an intermediate to find him missions.

Clockwork knows Danny only kill to help his sister and is actually very protective of him. He tries to help him and keep him as far as he can from too dangerous missions, even if Phantom’s skills and abilities to kill fast without letting traces are highly sought-after, resulting in more dangerous missions and famous targets.

xoxoxoxo

Mission ?: Plasmius Target name: Vladimir Mikhailovich Masters Occupation: One of the wealthiest businessman of the world Nickname (by Danny): Fruitloop Age: 49 Note: The bounty for his head would be able to finish paying Danny’s debts

History: 

Vlad has a lot of enemies. He is a billionaire and is always on the right side of the law but also do a lot of devious stuffs in the shadows (child labor, ecologic disasters etc…). For humanity's sake, he is literally better dead.

Danny tracked Vlad for months before having the chance to point a gun on the almost untouchable man.

xoxoxoxo

Name: Danielle Masters Dead Name: Kim S. Occupation: Vlad’s personal bodyguard, keeps an eye on her master’s security 24/7 Age: 22 Nickname (by Danny): Elle Kill Count: ??? Personal weapons: Glock 26 and several knives hidden in her boots and jacket Abilities: Smart, good liar and actress, high class social skills, self-defense, guns skills, knife skills, first aid, parkour, high education, bilingual  

History: 

Vlad found her during one of his visits in a warzone country. In one rare act of kindness (?), he took her with him, raised her and paid for her « training ».

While acting as Vlad’s clingy and annoying daughter, she is in fact his close bodyguard. Dani is very devoted and would give her life for her « father » without an once of hesitation.

She usually wears a long jacket to hide her small thought muscular build and wears cloths comfy enough to run and jump.

#danny phantom #danny fenton #clockwork #jazz fenton #vlad masters #dani phantom #maddie the cat #gally draws #mafia au #lost time #or au where halfas have a double life #yes lost time :3 because I like this dynamic #danny is a good boy who don’t have luck #i kinda want to add more art to this au but it won’t really help me improve :( #and imma tired #wanted to redesign clockwork for a long time now #but I make an human design instead oof #ragequitting the art because it’s take me too long and i’m too tired to do more