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mimabeann · 4 years
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Breaking Ties
I don’t know why my muses are being angsty this morning, but they are. Fair warning, Raisa is sad... This is the first time she feels like she has to run from someplace that she had an attachment to.
In case I haven’t talked much about it (since I can’t write in chronological order to save my life), Raisa was taken by the jedi as a kid. She’s an empath and she’s always struggled with the “no emotions” part of the Jedi Code... And with the “no attachments” part too. Euan was her former mentor and master who she had a romantic relationship with.
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“Raisa, they know. They know everything. I’m so sorry, it just...” Euan’s voice shook. “It was the only way.” Raisa could feel Euan’s pain. Oh no, no, no, no. This couldn’t be happening... He didn’t. He did. He told them. The Council knew everything.
Raisa felt her whole body start shaking as her stomach dropped. “You told them it was me? Euan? You were supposed to leave me out-”
Euan cut her off, his holoprojection looking panicked, “I did what I felt I had to Raisa, they can help both of us-” Raisa felt anger building inside her as she clenched her fists, angry tears running down her face as she cut him off in turn.
“No! They can help you, Euan. You betrayed my trust and so did they. You promised Euan. You swore.” She sobbed, running a hand through her long hair, she felt herself sinking to the cold metal floor of her ship as tears started streaming down her face. “Good bye, Euan. Don’t come looking for me.” She switched the holocomm off. 
Another sob wracked through her. Stupid, stupid, stupid. You should have left earlier than this. Shouldn’t have gotten involved. Shouldn’t have trusted him. You shouldn’t trust people. Didn’t you learn that growing up? Idiot... 
Raisa squeezed her eyes shut as she tried to blink back the tears, everything hurt. She’d been laying on the floor for what felt like hours. You have to believe in something. Don’t give up on people. It’s okay. You’ll get through this. Find something to fight for. Keep moving forward. Change your appearance. Find someplace new. Something out there is worth this. You’re stronger than this.
She wiped the tears from her face and stretched before sitting up. Plot a course for the nearest planet... Corellia, if she was remembering right. Then cut your hair, change your name. Rayah has a nice ring to it. She smiled weakly. It’s a new start.
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rotgospels · 4 years
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Resources, Early Modern European Witchcraft:
Monstrosity and Womanhood in Early Modern England
Gender, supernatural power, agency and the metamorphoses of the familiar in early modern pamphlet accounts of English witchcraft
The Meanings of Magic
Dangers of The Night: The Witch, The Devil, and The “Nightmare” in Early Modern England.
International trends: The witch "she"/the historian "he"
Oedipus and the Devil: Witchcraft, Religion and Sexuality in Early Modern Europe
Witchcraft in Early Modern Germany: The Political Aspects of the German Witch Hunts
Witch Craze: Terror and Fantasy in Baroque Germany
Emotions in the History of Witchcraft
Early Modern Witches: Witchcraft Cases in Contemporary Writing.
Other books to check out if you can access them:
Stuart Clark, Thinking With Demons
Marko Nenonen & Raisa Maria Toivo, Writing Witch-Hunt Histories: Challenging the Paradigm
Charles Zika, The appearance of witchcraft: print and visual culture in sixteenth-century Europe 
Euan Cameron, Enchanted Europe: Superstition, Reason, and Religion 1250-1750
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mesuumika · 3 years
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Mima’s SWTOR OC Master List
Here’s my crazy long list of SWTOR ocs! Updated 3/19/2021. Classes and levels are in screenshots of my transfer pages under the cut. As you can see I have A LOT of beans.
Star Forge
Anth'e
Teth'rin
Zaryla
Blaa'ze
Nevassa Ela
Rhiannon Izaxna
Hadrianna Ryl
Z'aark
Jen-aden (clone of Rin’s boy, Aden)
Ysarik
Vragi Cerar
Brazz'lath'noc
Tyûk'ari Dzwol
Damien Nazair
Candela Fajra
Aquila Izaxna
Zhárko
Hestia Chandra
Varin'ius
Jen'eryden
Ayy Nolaa
Asier Itzal
Rol'vrei Tazen
Alkiri Ruul
Hirani Ruul
Muir Cadh
Reine Moor
Em'era
Elhark
Malakai Ewyn
Sulderyn
Re'luniss
Helia Kov
Fell Avra
Lóegaire
Brenn Avra
Euan Cral
Alodia
Zain'n
Hektor Fenn
Jitholl
Aelius Kaast
Er'yni (Clone)
Atil'ius
Emehir
Grim Dral
Calepine
Cenricc
M'uarim
Rohirri
Viole'tta
Ala'sdair
Rozenn Gwenn
Cassian Rel
Tul'lius
Hesperos
Lucius Melas
Reidar Cerar
Deryn Vega
Melaina Lux
Quin'tius
Pelagir
Remu's
Merrill Nyx
Hyraa
Sarette
Natoli
Sabela Ilse
Tiago Lok
Livi'us
Anssi Keir
Suibne
Ceadda Vec
Cygnus Erida
Nuallán Teer
Cressidia
Atlas Tela
Ke'vah
Hróarr Cerar
Lupinea
Satele Shan
Turrûl
Rai'sa Mari (clone)
Riloir
Ema'rin
Ail'bhe
Parth'galen
Gemma'ika
Lune'rin
Sun'rin
Hermi'na
Adrastos Ryl
Re'luniss (Clone)
Ceadda Vec (Clone)
Caxus Vari
Astond Rife
Ar'nen
Atiniir Galaar
Mirshko Galaar
Cadeyr'n
Nen'hithoel
Nerva Xal
Nae'sala
Aphel'ion
Sol'yc Vizla
Miru'idus'zoa
Caelinus Vale
Hrafn Avra
Pyrrhoss
Reign Fenn
Ettaine Cyn
Eraaven
Cyprian Rul
Skir'mir
Nrarr'izak'lirae
Ettaine Cynn
Hy'raa (Clone)
Bevin Naar
Halli Quell
Arkadios Reft
Neirin Wyn
Halo'sia
Rylla Fenn
Torr Ven
Korinna Reft
Risk'enath'erau
Kit Wren
Raisa Mari
Ruslan Cerar
Vassilis
Eskil Runar
Ruarc Lesk
Haalur
Teth'rin (Clone)
Sor'lynn
Andoraan
Fyraan
Iulius Vale
Akolûs
Alcyone Tauri
Cathalán
Ciaránn
Eraa'ven (Clone)
Arn'en
Alask'tal
Ima Renth (Clone)
Vissenta Cerar
Ilass
Carrann Panteer
Beskaryc
Fionn Caer
Teth Rin (Clone)
Ren'lea
Imerenth
Lau'rel
Res'nox
Emrysil
Darth Malgus
Eri'trya
Er'yne
Aullus
Avitus Rem
Rhu'n
Ow'el
Eri'tria (Clone)
Tav'vus
Kit Wren
Li'liru
Amellius
Quirin'us
Ranul'f
Anthelm
Li'laran
Inosyâ
Ina'rra
Finni'an
Vesper Regni
Be'sol
Fannar Reft
Tristen Vere
Tase Lynd
Seth'ezam'ocae
Callidore
Livia Kest
Cedric Val
Adelai'de
Nik Lorne
Ilias Graile
Ver'jesenek
Ephrai'm
Phyrun
Athonahll
Ja'hailir
Appius Pyris
Zorthull
Ajax Valis
Ywayne
Cyneheard
Osbeorn
Miryella
Alareiks
Veikko Isa
Lae'lius
Tyra Geirr
Haakon Geirr
Eero Keir
Fáelán
Akantha Pyxis
Gryffeth
Tal'cabur
Molyri
Win'anura'rasu
Ephraim Reft
Pét'a
Seren Corlan
Valerius Ryl
Ezran Vilka
Ness'avoza'nlari
Ingi Varr
Mael Vyr
Varr'o
Valteri Remyn
Zin'digoe'vristis
Gemma'ika (Clone)
Aritz Cerar
Cina Stae
Rahlos
Decimus Etha
Hâhsar
Tavroa
Kuvieryn
Rhairahn
Kasycla
Kurie Galaar
Sera'finna
Aurulius
Kavran Galaar
The Leviathan
Mihhir
Ridley Wren
Nayonna
Drara
Ilija
Zhivko
Zaharinka
Naakla
Rozalija
Aniketos Rem
Caolán
Asenor Rhautt
Nrarr'averi'veth
Ryvura
Aithan Blythe
Amali'ia
Cirun Nhit
Aedric Finn
Alistair Asante
Akato Dyy
Kallias Laruae
Emerens
Rennii
Aethelric
Nalia Rae
Rana Vizla
Ilesri
Phaidros
Nos'tellu'rasi
Eifion
Teo'ma
Amyn
Errond Nazair
Janaff
Ryl'enn
Gemma Vizla (Clone)
Gem'a (Clone)
Xahra
Cadoc Fynn
Calea Pyxis
Ruarí
Heli'os
Raghnall Cerar
Rohsyn
Sa'rinna
Quintius
Nikandros
Âkhuth
Ellody
Kosoa
Zsiga
Leyre
Fjollë
Adetta Kel
Xebrya
Eloi Resk
Kivie Isin
Aidelae Tarren
Taavet
Alkeides
Aladari Tarren
Ruke Xukel
Rhazein
Isenn Sotel
Emiel Ryd
Cross'inek'nizoe
Aisya
Alcaeus Rem
Cahir Cru
Kenina Nazair
Attros Fin'n (NPC Clone)
Levin Greil
Vlassis
Anatolius
Urtel More'n (NPC Clone)
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mimabeann-art · 4 years
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Back Story HC’s: Raisa Mari
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She’s got the sweetest face but she’s been through quite a bit, and in spite of everything she’s still trying to be kind where she can. She doesn’t stand for people trying to use her or others. And she’s fiercely protective of anyone she cares about (there are precious few people that she keeps close, she treasures anyone that she lets into her life).
She never knew her parents. Raisa’s earliest memories are of growing up on Rishi. She was raised by a pirate (part of the Nova Blades) who took an interest in her uncanny ability to be able to tell when people were lying or when they were looking to start trouble. 
Raisa was very uncomfortable around her care taker and their friends. She was often verbally abused and physically abused if she failed to notice someone’s ulterior motives or lies and alert her care taker (who expected Raisa to be “all seeing”).
Raisa was forced to use her abilities to tell whether the slaves were lying about planning escapes or undermining the pirates’ operations. This weighed heavily on her for a very long time (and still bothers her).
Around the age of 8, a jedi knight who was passing through the area took her from the pirate and brought her back to the jedi.
The jedi didn’t realize that Raisa had empathetic abilities for sometime and she was often scolded and fussed at for being “overly emotional.” Raisa did her best to hide her abilities, worrying that they would make the jedi dislike her more or cause them to use her as the pirates had.
When the jedi learned about her abilities, they taught her ways to suppress it (through old rituals and meditation) and whether they meant to or not, they made her feel guilty for her abilities. Her abilities only got stronger the more she trained to use the force.
Around the age of 18 she began her trials and was briefly romantically involved with her master, Euan Cral (he was 20 at the time, he was also one of her childhood friends). She completed her trials and broke things off with her master within the same year. 
The split was not a pleasant one. I’m not exactly sure what happened, but Euan betrayed her trust.
Just before her 19th birthday the jedi tried to push her into using her abilities (that they had disapproved of and told her to suppress) to tell if the twi’lek pilgrims on Tython were plotting against them and against some of the padawans that she had mentored (believing that the padawans might be in love). Raisa refused and they brought up her relationship with Euan, stating that “true jedi don’t let their emotions rule over them”. This was the breaking point for Raisa.
On her 19th birthday, she resigned her title, handed over her light saber and left the Jedi Order. 
She traveled around after this, working as a mercenary/hired muscle.
She had one other serious relationship after leaving the jedi, and it also ended with her being used and feeling pretty broken afterwards. 
She has definitely moved past it by this point. But she is definitely more guarded as a result.
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mimabeann · 3 years
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Aidrien Keyett for oc thoughts? - Kyber-Heart 💜✌😁
Thanks so much for the ask! I absolutely love Aidrien!
Let’s see, I have a lot of ocs that he’d probably get along super well with, but the top two that I can see are Sarette and Euan Cral (I haven’t actually talked much about Euan here, other than talking about how bad things were with him and Raisa, but he really is a sweetheart and a good guy, he kinda looses his way for a bit though). And interestingly, both Sarette and Euan know each other.
Sarette would be easy for him to meet around the Jedi Temple on Tython. She’s a very calm and non-judgmental person. She’d never pry into someone’s personal life but she’d be willing to listen if he ever needed to talk, she commonly offers words of encouragement to anyone she feels drawn to give them to. And she’s been known to pull people aside and invite them for tea if they look like something’s bothering them and they need company. She’s very LS aligned, but also a bit more relaxed in her interpretation of the jedi code. She certainly still respects the code and believes in it... She’s hard to explain in all honestly. She’s a bit of an ethereal/mystical for me to be able to put into words sometimes. She’s a very gentle soul, with a very strong connection to the force. She rarely ever fights and spends a lot of her time meditating, but she’s very connected to everything around her. She’s actually very drawn to people that struggle with the jedi path, she’s definitely had her fair share of struggle with it herself. And it seems like she’d definitely want to reach out and help him if she sees him struggling, through just encouragement or inviting him for tea. c: (She’s a good mom friend, and I think she’s around 37-39 at the start of the jedi consular story).
On the other side of the coin, there’s Euan. He’s a jedi with above average empathic abilities that has always struggled with keeping his emotions in check. He’d probably see a lot of himself in Aidrien and really respect/look up to him. Euan very nearly became a fallen jedi after things with Raisa fell apart but he went into more of a self-imposed exile on Tatooine instead, to find balance again. He doesn’t think he’s a good jedi at all, especially compared to his older brother, Roy (my partner’s oc actually) and he has a lot of doubts and fears that he struggles with. I suspect Euan is more of a quiet observer, but he definitely would be inspired by Aidrien and think that despite everything, Aidrien is doing great and he’d definitely be cheering him on from the sidelines (and probably a little awestruck if Aidrien ever talked to him). XD
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mimabeann · 4 years
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🎵 for Raisa?
Thanks so much for the ask!! I have a lot of songs that I listen to when I’m writing her, and they give me a lot of feels.
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I Am Not Nothing - Beth Crowley (Spotify Link)
I was trapped under your thumb Believing when you called it love
But I will forgive myself and start to let it go Accept that who you chose to be was out of my control And though it might be hard to begin again I'll write myself a brand new story with a happy end I survived, so tonight I am taking back my life And I'll show you that I am not nothing
I kept my head above the water 'til the moment When all the elements aligned And I could fly away to heal my broken spirit And leave my demons far behind
You always said that I was weak But the bravest thing I did was leave
This one just really hits home for her because this song pretty well encapsulates all of her feelings about leaving any of the people/groups she’s been with. A lot of these lyrics relate to how she felt after she and Euan broke up. Despite everything she’s been through, and despite being made to question her own feelings and instincts, she’s a really strong person and she knows when she needs to leave a situation. It hurts, she just wants to belong somewhere, but she’s not willing to bend and fit into a mold that she knows she can’t fill and being alone and rebuilding her life is something she’s definitely not afraid to do. Above all, she’s a survivor and she doesn’t want to let anyone force her into being something that she’s not, not matter how much she cares for them. I’m really proud of her honestly, and this song brings out a lot of bittersweet but also very confident feelings from her.
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mimabeann · 4 years
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Relationship asks 🌹💘💔 for both Aithan and Raisa
Thank you so much for the ask!!
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🌹 What is their idea of a perfect date?
Honestly for her, it’s just a night in on the ship with @wilvarin-chan‘s Vell. She just wants to hang around on the ship with Vell, she doesn’t really care what they do as long as she gets to hug her grumpy spy boy.
💘 What was their most serious relationship?
Definitely her current one with Vell! I don’t think it’s something either of them really expected at first, but they both see each other in their futures.
💔 What was their worst breakup?
Definitely her break up with her former master (she was a jedi for a while), Euan. For what it’s worth, they do eventually talk to each other again and talk things through. Things went wrong on both sides, though Euan is really the one that tore things apart. 
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🌹 What is their idea of a perfect date?
A night in, at his estate on Rishi. A walk on the beach, a good bottle of wine (or two), and dinner he cooked, followed by stargazing from the patio sounds about perfect to him, though I’m sure he’d be happy to let the date carry on past stargazing too.
💘 What was their most serious relationship?
His current one with @wilvarin-chan‘s Varna (which might have started under her then-fiance’s nose)... Prior to that? Anyone that his parents tried to match him with probably, but he never really took those relationships particularly seriously.
💔 What was their worst breakup?
He had a date throw her shoe at him, if that counts (he insulted her ex). He hasn’t had many relationships that didn’t come to a natural end in all honestly.
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mimabeann · 4 years
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88 for any characters!!
Thank you so much for the ask!!! Apparently my brain is demanding some angsty fluff this morning, since I haven’t written a lot of conflict for Raisa and Vell (lots of ideas for them putting the past behind them, but haven’t written much of it yet).
Lovell Kett belongs to @wilvarin-chan // Raisa is mine
88. “Look at me.”
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“Raisa?!” A familiar voice rang out over the chaos of the Corellian streets. Raisa froze and saw Dart tense out of the corner of her eye. “Raisa!” The voice called again as she saw Euan, the owner of the voice, moving towards her as several Green Jedi looked over curiously. An overwhelming sense of dread and danger set in. Her bounty could wait.
“We have to go. Now.” Raisa spun around and ran with her akk dog close on her heels. She didn’t look over her shoulder until she reached the spaceport. She should be safe from the lone jedi inside an Imperial controlled building. She glanced back over her shoulder but saw no sign of Euan. Dart cooed softly at her she she felt herself begin shaking. “Dart, where’s the ship?” Raisa felt overwhelmed and disoriented, but the akk dog licked her hand and herded her towards the correct elevator and onto the ship.
Raisa slid down the wall of her room and wrapped her arms around her knees to try to calm her shaking. Every fiber of her being still screamed that she was in danger. That the jedi were going to find her and take her away again. And that she was helpless to do anything. And Euan... Thoughts streamed back about the way she’d left him. Their big fight. The way he told the Council about their relationship after promising he wouldn’t... It had to be revenge right? Maybe he’d been there to take her back. Raisa’s breathing was erratic, her eyes locked straight ahead as she sat paralyzed in fear. 
Dart whined as he dragged a pillow over to Raisa and nudged her. She didn’t move. The akk dog huffed and trotted off to get a blanket. He returned and nosed Raisa again, this time she slid her back sideways against the wall, gently onto the pillow. Dart pulled the blanket over her, careful to leave her face uncovered as he pulled the blanket over her head. Her breathing calmed a little but she was still shaking and staring straight ahead. The akk dog sat in the doorway, guarding his human as he listened for Vell’s return to the ship.
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As soon as the door swished open, Dart ran full speed down the hallway, bouncing off walls as he went. He let out a whine as he rounded the final corner to the armory, knowing that was likely where the spy had gone to put away his gear. Dart grabbed the sleeve of Vell’s jacket with his mouth and whined before pulling him towards the room’s entrance.
Vell tensed. “Raisa?” He asked as the akk dog whined and gave his sleeve another tug as a response. “Take me.” The akk dog released his sleeve and ran back to Raisa’s room Vell felt a nudge on the back of his leg as soon as he entered the doorway. 
A sniffle turned his attention to the floor beside him where Raisa was laying with a blanket draped over her. She was just laying there, eyes wide, tense, and trembling. Concern and anger welled up inside of him as he sat down beside her and pulled her into his arms. “Raisa, look at me.” He felt her relax and sink into his embrace. “Vell?”  He nodded. “I’m here.”
Raisa wrapped her arms around him, letting her head rest against his chest as she tried to calm her breathing.  “Who did this to you?” Raisa tensed as she shook her head and held him tightly. “Please, just... Just stay here, please.” “Okay.”  Vell paused. “Let me know if you need any help getting rid of them though.” He felt her shaking calm as she cuddled closer to him. “Thank you.” She smiled softly against his chest as she relaxed her hold on him and gave him a light squeeze. “Right now I just want to be held. I’ll figure out how I want to approach the problem tomorrow.”
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mimabeann · 4 years
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Euan Cral ~
So, I apparently neglected to post about Euan and I feel like that needs to happen. Euan is an empath. He tries desperately hard to be a good jedi but he constantly feels like he comes up short. He has an older brother named Roy (who’s actually my bf’s jedi consular, but I’ve adopted him since the bf quit playing for the most part). Euan was Raisa’s master (he’s only a year or two older than her, but he’s been with the jedi a lot longer and passed his trials at a fairly young age). Euan loves animals and really wants to do the right thing. He’s a big sweetheart (and things with Raisa were complicated, they were young, and neither of them were really ready to be in a relationship, despite thinking that they were).
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mimabeann · 4 years
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SWTOR OC Snippet Master Post
I usually try to reblog everything over on my writing/art blog (@haryc-baalyc) but it definitely gets a bit hard to navigate because I’m terrible about remembering to tag stuff over there. But, I’ll try to keep this post updated too!
Anthelm (Anthe)
Prompt: “We all eat lies when our hearts are hungry” (Anthe & Ranul’f)
Untitled; Meeting The Crew Part 1 (Anthe, Ranul’f, Quirin, & Ywayne)
Quesh (Anthe, Ranul’f, Quirin, & wilvarin-chan’s: Cora, Nora, & Ari’wyatt)
Cadeyr’n
Chess Match (Cadeyr’n & Sor’lynn)
Gemma & Skir’mir
Prompt: Wounds
Confession: Rel & Essie’s Wedding (featuring Rel & wilvarin-chan’s Essie)
Prompt: Sharing a bed
Big Gestures of Love
Hyraa
All Helmet, No Head (Hyraa & Torian Cadera; This is AU now)
Lazy Morning (Hyraa & Torian; This is AU now)
Prompt: "Are we actually doing this? Are we slow-dancing?" (Hyraa & Torian; This is AU now)
Re’luniss (Rel)
Family Affairs (Part 1; featuring wilvarin-chan’s Essie)
Prompt: “I trust you.” (Rel & Essie)
Rhu’n
How the meet... (Rhu’n & wilvarin-chan’s Arun Asante)
A Short Snippet (Rhu’n & Arun)
A Confession and First Kiss (Rhu’n & Arun)
Tav’vus
Running Away Only Works with Physical Problems (Tav’vus & Hyraa)
Tul’lius
Prompt: Caring for Each other while ill (Tul & wilvarin-chan’s Ivory)
Prompt: “Oh my god, you’re in love with them! (Tul & an Unnamed Crush)
Hungover and Tired
Senek
Poems and Notes for Rubi (Senek & wilvarin-chan’s Mar’rubi)
Zaryla
Spite (Zaryla & Quinn; this is an AU now)
Ar’nen
Feelings (Ar’nen, Rohirri & mentions wilvarin-chan’s Numi)
Er’yne
When All Seemed Lost (featuring Eri’trya)
Call me? (Er’yne & wilvarin-chan’s Jen’aden)
Journal Excerpts (1)
Journal Excerpts (2)
Laying Low (Er’yne & Jen’aden, featuring Aullus, Amellius, Eri’trya, and Blaa’ze)
A Poem for Aden (Er’yne & Jen’aden)
Closure (Er’yne, Lenoir, & Jen’aden)
Lau’rel
Cold & Tired (Lau’rel & Aric Jorgan)
Teth’rin
Thoughts on Being a Jedi
Prompt: “Don’t argue. Just do it.” (Teth’rin & Theron Shan; This is AU now)
Raisa
Breaking Ties (Raisa & Euan)
Quiet Moments: Raisa & Vell (Raisa & wilvarin-chan’s Lovell Kett)
Valerius
Quiet Moments
Eraaven
Nightmares: Eraaven (Eraaven & wilvarin-chan’s Rautt)
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