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#random vent
nsaint1 · 5 months
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Men will sit here and get in these unhealthy relationships or situationships (whatever you want to call it), entertaining multiple women, have loads of women on their roster (women they don’t even like), trying to run away and distract themselves from the real issue which is the issue that they have with themselves.
We gear this topic towards women too often, about how some women can’t handle being alone while it’s normalized for men to always have a roster, always be dating or talking to someone.
These men don’t want peace because they do not know peace. They rather project their trauma or insecurities onto another person rather than face it themselves. Instead of acknowledging the problem at hand sitting with themselves, and analyzing the issue, they rather use another person to feed their ego and feed their pride.
You have an ego and a pride that you have to feed but yet can’t even sit with yourself?
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jaxypaxyhaxy · 4 months
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Does anyone else experience neurodivergent crash after long days of like… anything social
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evenceflux18 · 8 days
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Gee thanks for the help dude, This is my online income and you took that advantage...I'm no longer filtering your excuses at this point, you clearly such an opportunist
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mel-loly · 8 days
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-I'm back, my dear people! Did you miss me? :]
(I hope so, because it took a while for me to find time to come back- also.. sorry for the bad art😃👍)
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switchytransboy · 5 days
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the people who think being trans is a choice make me so ANGRYYYY
bc i get so much shot anxiety every week having to inject T into myself, like i hate doing that as much as i want and need to be on T for my life, happiness and identity etc
i just hate giving myself these shots and miss being on gel :(
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bor0wik · 3 months
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*over thinking mode on*
*attachement issues mode on*
I think that everyone is trying to leave me in some ways lately...
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lyr-caelum · 2 months
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I think I'm getting sick.
It's no surprise, it's always around February and around October that I wake up one random day feeling like a rag.
And yes, maybe I'm a little dramatic, but feeling like I'm not in control of my body is one thing I can't help but hate. I hate feeling like my body and mind are disconnected, I hate feeling tired when my head is focused, or that my brain is exhausted but my body isn't and I'm not able to sleep.
It makes me feel like an empty vessel. As if I am nothing more than a floating consciousness trapped in a shell.
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linklefr · 1 month
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I have the impression that the more I draw, the more I regress in drawing. My recent drawings are much less beautiful than the first ones and that stresses me out, I have difficulty posting new drawings because of that.
The more I draw, the worse it gets, I no longer enjoy drawing like I used to. I feel weird.
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unb1nding-t-b0y · 4 months
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Ugh being a trans masc in stem is hard. I have to do equations but all I can think about is how much I wanna get fucked rn. Like jist pounded into at least 3 penetrative orgasms till I'm whining that I can't take any more. That would clear my head I think.
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starzykaes · 3 months
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It kinda hurts to think Wilbur fr pulled a one direction. “I’ll be back” he said, “I’ll never leave you guys” he said. Only to call himself a past twitch streamer :/. I’m so goddamn proud of him but I miss late night tallulah runs and just chatting streams with random backgrounds. I always hate to be that person but it does sting sometimes. It’s so obvious that he’s so much happier. It’s hard to think he never really liked doing streams. At the end of the day he always says he won’t stream if he doesn’t want to, and he doesn’t ever want to now. If we don’t get streams whilst he’s on his touring break, I guess we gotta move on :).
(rip tallulah)
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intrinsicmotives · 1 month
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Progress update 💪🏽
I've hit some big milestones in my fitness journey and I'm so fuckin ecstatic. I'm ahead of schedule with some goals & right on target with others. Everything is slimming down/toning up how I want for the most part. Might be time to waist train tho to get things snatched.
I have this scandalous ass dress I bought to fit into as my 'final goal/you made it gift' and I can't wait. Y'all when I tell you ..It covers just enough, lol. My birthday is September 4th & my trainer says I should be at my goal by the summer. So I'm thinking of taking a trip to celebrate.🛸 Maybe something like the mountains for a hike or something sexy like Tulum or Vegas. 🤔
Also I'm apologizing in advance because I already don't know how to act sometimes. I just know I'm going to be a whole mess. 👯‍♀️🤭
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wilsonfanboy · 4 months
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I hate when cis people (I mean I have seen other trans people do this too but I just wanna call out cis people here) try to ‘fix your dysphoria’ by saying/posting shit being like “omg youre a real boy!!!! 🥺🥺” or even worse saying shit like “pretty boy” like its fine if you like it but god it just feels so condescending and annoying like BE QUIET PLEASE
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jaxypaxyhaxy · 4 months
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I can’t wait till I have a connection with someone that transcends words. I can’t wait to have someone that doesnt say things that feel forced even when they truly mean it. One day someone is gunna see im hurting and not need to say “im sorry your hurting” it’ll just be implied by them being there and how they act. They’ll just know what to do and they’ll be my person and I honestly can’t fucking wait.
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evenceflux18 · 1 month
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Dang it, they shoulda atleast gave me a time to rest tonight rather than overthink over another financial problem to deal with, and they had to trick me for that...
I already gotten scam on my one commission (I don't think they'll gonna show up not even an updates or anything..)
And now, even on my college, seriously? A very big disappointed sigh
They always expected me to always give them what they want on time and I'm getting frustrated how they think it was easy for me to earn even just a penny
I'm literally broke, why do they even expect me to pay with that kind of amount immediately...
And now it's going to be my fault for not paying them cause they gonna use my payment for their own use, when I literally said that I'm gonna pay them when I had the extra money and they hecking said "YES!"
Then what the heck is this kind of stunt they doin right now, c'mon😭
It's pretty rare for me to rant on my page but sometimes, when it's too much or it was overwhelming for me, I just wanna let it out here, sorry about it ya'll😔✌trying my best to keep it all together💖
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mel-loly · 5 months
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-Me spending almost 30 minutes writing a text and in the end I don't post/send it because it was too long/out of sheer shame/afraid of being judged:
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(Note: not only in texts but in arts too- arts that take at least 5 hours and I also don't post it for some of that reasons as well↑)
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switchytransboy · 6 months
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tbh i’m discovering that one of the hardest hurdles to get up and over when you’re new to polyamory is all of the unlearning of monogamy.
of course there’s the emotional rollercoasters as well as both a LOT of individual work/healing etc. and relationship work/learning/healing etc. to do with your partner.
but whenever i or my partner have urges to engage with someone else or to have my partner as well as someone else gang up on me (or me and another on my partner), the knee jerk emotions & reactions i experience i’m finding are just based in monogamous beliefs. that certain things are instantly cheating when… it’s not if it’s within boundaries. that the intense fears i get sometimes are just… due to change and moving out of a monogamous relationship dynamic which is all we are ever exposed to.
it’s just so wild. being queer, trans & poly are all about just saying “fuck you societal norms and traditions” that we have been taught and that are ingrained in us before we’re even BORN. i always imagine what life and what humanity would be like if these norms and rules never existed in the first place. if it would all just be about love and nothing else.
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