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The Bangtan Gal Chapter 58- Fan Sign

Chapter Summary: BTS attend a fansign and Jennie deals with more discrimination as OT7 supporters skip and ignore her during the fan sign. Jennie meets and hangs with Sam Okyere

Words: 5,000+

Genre: Some angst due to mean words from anti fans towards Jennie but ends in fluff!!

Author's Note: Not sure if they are still active on Tumblr but years ago the outfits were made by Darling-Illustrated! So credit to them! Thank you again for your creativity :) @darlings-illustrated

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Jennie sat near the end of the table, in between Rapmon and J-Hope for another BTS fan sign. The American had a love/hate relationship with fan signs because there were bad seeds that didn’t like her and only wanted to support the boys. Over the years she has tried hard to make a name for herself. She did not want to be some forgotten member of the group. She seemed to have done well, making an impact as an African American in Seoul but it was inevitable that people just did not like her.

Most of the time, she did not like attending these fan signs and wished that there could be a way that she didn’t have to go. There were usually some OT7 supporters that tended to ignore her and skip her at fan signs, making her feel some type of way.

It sucked and it hurt.

It is 2015.

Why are you still bitter that a young woman is with a group of guys? Professionally performing?

She didn’t do anything wrong but there were a bunch of antis that just did not like her because she was a girl in BTS.

What can you do?

It was the same reasons.

It’s a dumb idea, why would anyone want this?

This should not happen, it isn’t realistic.

No way in the world they would put a black person in K-Pop.

Jennie had a hard time putting on a poker face as it clearly looked like she didn’t want to be there and was mentally preparing herself for those who were going to skip her during the fan sign. Most fansites of hers would film her reactions and express concern that she looked somewhat troubled when fan signs are supposed to be a happy time.

The members would notice and give her reassuring smiles, hand squeezes and place a hand on her shoulder for support along with encouraging words, which helped her out.

While signing autographs, there were written questions for her as she wrote down answers on sticky notes.

‘On ALLKpop, there was a poll for who is the best looking foreigner in K-Pop. You weren’t on the list. How do you feel about that?’

Mentally preparing for social media to give their opinions on her answer, she wrote, “Honestly, I’m not even surprised but in reality, who cares about a poll about who is the best looking? As long as you know that you’re beautiful, that should be all that matters. No need for a poll to prove that. I wish they’d stop that, tbh.”

Some would probably say that she’s saying this out of spite because she wasn’t on the list, while others would agree and support her answer.

‘What male K-Pop groups have you been listening to lately?’

“I really like GOT7, they’re really cool and make some great music. Also, Monsta X and Seventeen. Ever since I came to South Korea, the members have been getting me into good movies, shows, and music.”

BTS had some unique fans and from time to time fans would like to ask Jennie this question, “Can I touch your hair?” and she would always respond with the same answer with a smile, “No, you cannot, hon.”

Jen liked to see male supporters of Bangtan come to the fan signs. Mainly groups have a bunch of female fans and it was a nice change to see guys pop up at fan signs. And those who were not from Korea. She loved the diversity.

“Jennie! Are you looking for any guys, yet?” one guy had asked her, intertwining his fingers with hers.

“Waiting for one to sweep me off my feet. Perhaps, it’s you?” she teased, making him feel shy.

“I-I hope so! Can we have a staring contest?”

She leaned up close to his face, staring closely into his eyes. As they stared each other down for a few seconds, Jennie ended up blinking and the guy happily celebrated.

When another male fan approached her, she sweetly asked questions like if he had eaten today and how he was doing.

“I heard you like to work out with Jungkook. Let’s arm wrestle to check out your strength.” he proposed

“All righty, you’re on!” she put her arm out, clasped his hand and they began.

Slowly, she brought his arm down and gave herself a pat on the back.

“Ahhh, you’re stronger than I thought. Jungkook will be proud.”

“I hope so too, I’ll be sure to let him know.”

As the fan sign went on, Miss Bangtan continued to write down answers to questions on sticky notes.

‘Who do you think is improving the most in BTS?’

“Jin.” she wrote. “He deserves more recognition. His vocals, his dancing. I’m very proud of him.”

‘Jennie, how did it feel to be a trainee for a short amount of time? Did you feel ready?’

“It was surreal for them to announce me as Miss Bangtan. I did feel ready because they gave me a chance and believed in me to be here. I won’t take it for granted. I will work hard, so keep being a great supporter and give BTS lots of love, mkay?”

When the next fan shifted over to her, Jennie smiled and greeted her. But, the fan rolled her eyes and went to Hobi instead.

‘And here comes the BS...’ she thought with annoyance as her doubts came back.

Jen had heard Hobi ask why the fan skipped her and the fan bluntly replied that she just didn’t like her at all.

“Well, clearly you aren’t a true BTS fan if you don’t support all the members.” Jen bluntly pointed out, causing the girl to get annoyed and toss the album she was getting signed at the table, storming off.

“Wow, really?” she frowned while the rest of the members looked irritated at the fan’s disrespect.

Everyone around them wasn’t too pleased with the behavior either.

“Sorry, munchkin.” Hobi smiled sadly, giving her hand a gentle squeeze

“It’s fine.” she shrugged.

When given another written question that asked, ‘What do you have that is better than the members?’

Jennie wrote, ‘A big booty. Lol.’

‘Ennie-ah! When are you dying your hair?’ was the next written question as she chuckled at the next common question she was asked ever since debut.

She wrote, ‘Good things happen to those who wait. I’ll dye my hair when you least expect it. Soon. I know everyone is anticipating it. It’ll be a color that’ll suit me. Please be excited!’

‘What’s your pre-concert ritual?’

“I used to do cartwheels but now I make sure to eat smarties and do jumping jacks to get the blood flowing. It calms my nerves. I also try to warm up my voice and pray before going on stage.” she wrote on the sticky note.

“I know you get flustered with things like this but I think you’re so cute when you attempt to do it. Can you show me some aegyo?” the next fan requested.

“Ah...” Jennie cringed. “Do I have to?”

“Yes, you do.” the fan giggled

“Okay. Fine.” she made a cute face which made the fan laugh.

When given another written question which was, ‘Would you date a fan?’

Jennie wrote, ‘Love is unpredictable. So yes, if someone catches my eye.’

‘Out of all the members, who would you date?’

‘Jin. He always takes good care of me and cares a lot. His cooking is great, who wouldn’t want to date him? Hahaha, we getting some serious SeokJen today, huh? Hope this feeds the shippers. I know what y’all are up to on Tumblr. Y’all crazy, lol.’

“Jennie, are you dating, right now?” another ARMY asked. When Jen shook her head, they added, “If you liked someone, how would you confess?”

“Hm...I think I’d be in denial first, thinking my mind is just acting silly. But I do want to be straightforward with the guy. I’m not quite sure how yet. Next time I’m asked, I’ll think of a better answer.”

“Who would you marry in BTS?”

“You,” Jen answered with a sweet smile, causing the girl to feel flushed.

The question, ‘Is it true you’re an advocate for Taehyung-ah being in Cypher PT4?’ was written on another sticky note

‘I’m REALLY trying to convince Yoongi but he’s not having it. I’m still persistent.’

‘Have you thought of marriage?’

Everyone liked to ask people this type of question, but Jen honestly did not have a solid answer and wrote, ‘Uh...not really. I'm trying to enjoy being young and getting my life on the right track. I'm not thinking of marriage right now.’

‘Do the members get mad at you if you don’t call them oppa?’

‘Nah. They’re cool about it. I feel weird calling them that. Plus a little disrespectful? But they’re understanding. I don’t like saying that word.’

The next fan approached her as Jen smiled and started signing her autograph.

“Can I ask you a question?” The fan asked

“Yeah, go ahead.”

“Can you leave BTS?”

“What?” she looked up in confusion, after signing her autograph.

“Can you leave the group?”

“Why would I do that?”

“Because you left a group before. You can do it again. Please do it again. For everyone’s sake. The members don’t even like you. I bet they’re so happy when you’re not around.” the female anti glared at her.

Hobi turned to the anti and frowned. “Hey, that isn’t true. If you have nothing nice to say, you should leave.”

“No, I won’t leave.” she turned back to Jennie. “Truth is, no one likes you, here. You are so irrelevant in the group. It’s so stupid to have a girl in this group. Coed groups never work. It should be seven guys and that’s it. And before you even think about calling me a racist, I’m not. I have black friends. You don’t bring anything to the table. Your singing is annoying, you will never be able to join the rap line, you can’t dance half as well as Jin or Rapmon and your guitar skills will never be great. You are slowing BTS down.”

Security stepped in, to try to escort the girl away but she stood her ground. “If there was going to be a girl in the group, it should at least be an Asian girl. Not no American. You stupid Americans take over everything! Now you wanna come here and take over K-Pop? Just leave K-Pop alone and go away! You are too dark to be in K-Pop. Americans shouldn’t even be in K-Pop. Leave already! You already did once.”

Jennie exhaled slowly, trying so hard not to slap the girl. It wasn’t worth it. But lately, people have been testing her patience.

“Exactly what did I do so wrong to you?” she looked at the Anti fan.

“You’re breathing.”

That was extremely uncalled for and not cool at all. Jennie became so upset that she was this close to grabbing the anti by her hair and dragging her across the table. But that wouldn’t be a good idea for the sake of Bangtan’s public image. She couldn’t do that to the members, no matter how much she wanted to beat the girl’s ass.

So much for positive thinking...

The members began to get upset at how rude the girl was and started to speak up, while the security guards escorted her out.

“I agree with her.” the next fan approached Jennie.

Wow, so this was all planned out?

Jeez. The Lord was testing Jennie today because she really wanted to attack somebody.

“Joining BTS was a mistake for you. I hate how you want everything to be in English.” They went on

‘I never said anything like that.’ Jen thought with annoyance.

That was just another bad rumor to make her look bad. Antis even had #MissBangtanIsCanceled trending on Twitter a few weeks ago.

“You are so rude, you don’t even call them oppa. You think you know everything. It’s like you want to be Korean but you’ll never ever be Korean. And I hope you don’t think you’re going to be dating anyone around here because why would anyone want to date a pig like you.”

“You done...?” Miss Bangtan raised a brow, trying to keep her anger in check.

“No, I’m not done! You don’t know anything about our culture. You are hopeless. I give you until the end of the year before you decide to leave Bangtan. Because all that you are is a weak little girl that decides to leave when things don’t go her way.” the girl stood up from the table and started to yell at her while security interfered. “How dare you waltz into K-Pop? You had such a short training period and that is unfair to all those trainees that worked hard for years and still don’t have a spot in a group. So what did you do to get a spot in Bangtan? Did you have to pay Big Hit for a spot? How can Big Hit choose someone like you? They should’ve made you leave after the whole GLAM scandal in the company. You should go back to your country! Go back to Africa or whatever ditch you came from! I don’t get why anyone would have a black bastard like you in K-Pop.”

It took the strength of God for Jennie to not punch her in the face. That made her angry and it got under her skin. It was also hypocritical of the anti to say that she didn’t deserve the spot in Bangtan when other idols had shorter training periods than her and still gets embraced by fans. For instance, Yeeun from Wonder Girls and even Baekhyun.

What was wrong with people these days? All of this for what?

What was the reason?

They had no solid reason to act this way about her. It was sad and pathetic.

“You know what? You’re making me upset. Take a chill pill.” Miss Bangtan responded. “You have no valid reason why you hate me. I bet the reason you’re doing it is because you’re following what others are doing and it shouldn’t be like that. It’s quite sad you’re acting this way. It’s also unattractive. You are so beautiful but no one is ever going to want to date someone with such a disgusting personality. I’ll be praying for you. I hope one day you can support all of Bangtan and not just seven members. Now, I highly suggest you get out of my face and have a blessed day.”

The girl didn’t have anything to say after that, stunned by her response and was kicked out of the fan sign. The members felt extremely bad about how much discrimination she was getting from those two antis.

Jen was so angry, that some tears began to fall and she quickly wiped them as the fansites continued to film.

“Jennifer.” Namjoon placed a hand on her shoulder.

“Are all Koreans, like this?” she asked and shook her head in disappointment. “Is this going to happen every time we have fan signs? ‘Cause this is very tiring and I don’t feel like catching a case on some of these bad seeds because one day I’m going to snap and beat someone’s ass. And I don’t want to do that but they really trying me, Namjoon. I’m so over this. If they think I’m going to leave because of a few bad seeds, they’re wrong. But this needs to stop, like, now. This has been happening for a couple of years now and I can’t take much more of this. I get it, you don’t like me. I don’t care, it’s reality, and not everyone is going to like someone. But do you have to be this unnecessary?”

As she ranted, Namjoon gave her a pep talk which helped her cool down. After a while, the next fan who approached her looked sympathetic and wiped Jen’s tears from her eyes.

“I apologize on behalf of those rude antis. They are not BTS fans if they can’t support all eight of you. Please don’t let it get to you. I don’t want to see my bias mad or upset.”

“Thank you. I appreciate it. I won’t.” Jen began to feel calm as she kept her head up high.

As the fan sign went on, Jennie continued to be in a better mood, having some stickers on her face thanks to some fans, and even was given a Captain American themed headband to wear, which annoyed Jungkook.

“Are you ever going to do any solo work? Like, create a mixtape or a mini album?” she was asked.

“I have a bunch of songs on my laptop that I made over the years but I want to rerecord them when my vocals get better and then I’ll think about releasing them. As of right now, no plans anytime soon. I personally feel like I am not ready for that, yet. I don’t want to release half-assed music for ARMY. Maybe in a few years.”

The next fan had given her a written question and once Jen read it, she chuckled softly.

“Wow. You guys are bold today, aren’t you?” she asked with amusement.

The question was a personal one. Extremely personal. It boldly asked if she was a virgin.

“You don’t have to answer. I just saw this all over the internet and was curious.” The fan responded nervously.

This has also been over social media ever since she debuted. All the assumptions are that she sleeps with the members since she lives in the dorm with them. It was just too much. So, hopefully, this will shut everyone up with the rumors and accusations.

Jen wrote, ‘Yes and I’m aware of all the not safe for work comments about me on social media. Y’all thirsty af. I also have seen the various assumptions about me. The first and last time I am making it clear that I am waiting for someone special instead of hooking up. Hooking up is not my cup of tea. I want an emotional connection with someone. Not something casual. And it is sad to see people look so shocked when they hear that someone like me is a virgin. I don’t think me being a virgin is a big deal. Honestly, who cares? I wish people would stop hypersexualizing black women.’

“Can you speak English for me?” one fan who approached her asked, shyly.

“Thank you for supporting Bangtan. It’s people like you that are the reason that Bangtan is here, today. Also, have you tried smarties? They’re absolutely delicious!” she responded.

“Ahhh your voice! It’s so different from when you speak in Korean. I love you, so much!”

“Aw, thanks, I like to be loved.” Miss Bangtan grinned and shared a laugh with the fan.

The fan had also given her smarties which made her day better.

Another question someone had written was, ’Would you ever get plastic surgery?’

'Nothing against those who get it but no, absolutely not. I don’t want to change anything about myself. I love how my body is, even with the flaws. I’m glad Big Hit loves my natural beauty, unlike one of the other K-pop companies that I auditioned for. One day I'll spill the tea. I'm glad I chose Big Hit, I’ll just keep it at that. To be blunt and honest, the beauty standards here make me sad. We should embrace our natural beauty and not feel obligated to change our looks because of what others want us to look like.’

‘Favorite brands?’ caused Jennie to smile.

‘Nike is my LIFE. It’s a must! As long as you buy me Nike stuff, I’m happy. I also like American Eagle and Forever 21. Oh, and Victoria’s Secret. I love how I look in their expensive af underwear, despite their prices being an arm and a leg. And I like how my butt looks when I wear them LOL. I dunno why but for some reason, I like how some of their red, black and yellow underwear looks on me. I look cute in them. My skin color looks great in those colors. Especially black, I love black. Oh jeez, I think I just gave you Tumblr imagine ideas. Should I be concerned? LOL. It’s cool, I don’t care what you do.’

“Hi, Jennie!” the next fan sweetly greeted her in English, with a bright smile on her face.

The fan looked about her age and was American, which pleasantly surprised her.

“Girl! You came all the way from the USA to see me?” Jennie couldn’t stop smiling at her.

“Of course! I finally get to meet my favorite idol! You are way prettier in person. And I am so happy that I get to tell you how you made me start believing in myself. Thank you for being you 100%. You are so real and I hope you never change. I hope you continue to work hard in Bangtan and stay in K-Pop. True ARMY loves and supports all members. We love you! I hope you know that.”

The fan's words almost made her tear up as she nodded and held her hand.

“Always.”

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A few days after the fan sign, Sam Okyere, whom Jen had been following for a few months now, reached out to her on Instagram via comment about wanting to meet. She immediately responded that she would love to meet him and quickly DM’ed him to figure out a good date to meet. Within the next day, she made her way to a private place where they wouldn’t be disturbed by any fans

After a few minutes of waiting, she felt a hand on her shoulder and she turned to look up to see Sam smiling.

“Jennie, hello!”

“Hi! It’s so nice to finally meet you!” she embraced him. She felt so happy as she felt a rush of positive vibes when in front of him. “You have no idea how happy I am to see you. I really enjoy watching you on Korean TV.”

“Really? Wow, thank you!” he sat down with her.

“I’m glad you reached out to me. I’ve been wanting to for a while but kind of chickened out.”

“We’re here now. Don’t ever hesitate to message me.”

As they got into conversation to get to know each other, Sam brought up, “I heard about what you went through at a recent fan sign. I’m sorry to hear about that.”

“Yeah, I don’t know what I did so wrong. I thought they would be so much more mature than that. The hostility is brutal. It often angers me and I want to yell and scream but public image is everything. How do you do it? I get so angry about this stuff, it’s really frustrating. I know racial discrimination is everywhere in the world. But is there advice on overcoming it?”

“I always think it’s best to try your best to know about the culture and language. Koreans think you’re standoffish if you don’t know Korean. How did they react when you spoke in Korean?”

“Boy, they were pretty surprised, I’ll tell you that. I would get compliments on it and everything. Some even talked to me more once they heard me speak their language. Normally people would hesitate and ask me if I know Korean because most don’t know English, just their primary language.”

“You see that they tend to open up all of a sudden when you know more about their culture.”

“Mm-hm. What’s the hardest thing you faced in Korea with racial discrimination?

“When I attended college, I really didn’t know much of the language then. I didn’t have any friends so I did feel lonely and upset. There was this black music club at the school and I joined as the first black person.”

“Wow.”

“There was this guy I knew and he said that he had studied abroad in Canada and he told me that he understood how I felt here in Korea. So he wanted to treat me better. He wanted to work on assignments with me that I had struggled with and wanted to eat together.”

“That’s really good that he feels like that,” she responded. “I always feel lonely when I don’t see someone who looks like me. Someone that I can relate to. But I do have friends who accept me for who I am and never treat me differently because of the color of my skin or being a foreigner. I hope that people here can learn more about the world and other cultures.”

Sam nodded. “I understand how you feel. It is frustrating. Although I experienced racism here in Korea, people ask me why do I stay. I say that it’s the word, us. Despite the bad experiences, I had good experiences, too. I made tons of amazing friends. Whenever I’m going through a bad time, they tell me, ‘Don’t worry, you can get through this because of us.’ Around Christmas do you ever feel lonely?”

“Lowkey, yes because I’m not with my family.”

“That is also how I feel because I get reminded about my family. Foreigners in Korea, they get the most lonely during Christmas. My friend, he asked me what I would be doing for Christmas and I would tell him that I want to go back to Ghana but the airfare is too expensive so I’ll be staying in Korea. My friend offered for me to spend Christmas with him and I was planning on leaving after the meal but stayed for three days.”

“Wow.” she looked on in amazement. “That is so sweet of him. With Bangtan...” she started chuckling and began to tear up.

All those pleasant memories she spent with BTS hit her hard as she tried to blink the tears away.

“People have no idea how those boys have made my experience in Korea so...painless. Taehyung was the first person I met when I came to Korea. I was a trainee then. He took time out of his busy schedule to hang out with me, show me around places in Korea, and even got me into trying various Korean foods. He is so incredibly sweet and welcomed me with open arms. Supported me while I tried out to try to be the Bangtan Girl of BTS, too. And Christmas with Bangtan...I miss my family but they make me feel like I’m at home. We exchange gifts, fight over who puts up the decorations for the tree, we make a mess, it’s just...pure happiness.” she explained. “And I’ll always cherish that. They always tell me that I’m never alone even if I’m in another country, away from my family. That I have them and good friends who love me for who I am and won’t discourage me. It makes me feel less lonely. “

As they continued to talk, Sam brought up, “I cooked some Ghanaian food.”

“Oh snap, you have? Right now we’re gonna eat that?”

He nodded and smiled. “Let’s bring it out.”

Plates of various foods were in front of them and she smiled. “All of this looks so delicious! Wow. I never tried African food.”

“Really? You are African American?” He asked

“Yes, born in America. All I really had was American food and the soul food that my family makes. I do enjoy eating different foods from other cultures as well.”

”I’m sure you’ll enjoy all of this. Have you learned of your ancestry from black racial groups in Africa?”

“I haven’t but would love to know actually.”

“I can help you look into that.”

“That would be great.”

“Let’s dig in. This is Jollof rice and fufu. But try the soup first.” he pointed out as she took a spoon and tried it.

“I like it.” she praised and took her chopsticks to pick up some meat to dip into the soup. “What type of meat is this?”

“It’s goat meat.”

“Ooh, first time trying this.” she took a bite and nodded in approval. “I like that kick.”

“Yeah, it’s a little spicy,” he responded and ate some goat meat with her.

“And what about this? Finger food?” she pointed to another plate.

“Yes, you eat this with your hands.” He responded and she took a piece and ripped a piece off before placing it in her mouth. “You have to swallow it.”

“Not chew?” she asked, surprised.

“Nah.” He chuckled. “We don’t chew it, just swallow, right away because it’s a soup.” he demonstrated and she mimicked his movements.

“This is so delicious! Thank you for this. I’m definitely telling my mom to try to make all of this.”

Sam licked his fingers clean and she did the same.

“My mom always tells me to not lick my fingers and to just wipe them off with a towel because it’s not polite,” Jen added. “But how can I not with this soup? It’s so good. I still act rebellious towards her and lick my fingers anyway when I eat.”

“I’m sure your mom won’t mind this time.” he laughed

Sam gestured to her to try the Jollof rice next, letting her know that it was somewhat similar to Korea’s kimchi fried rice. Jen took a bite, eating it with him while sighing in delight.

“Is there like some way you can come by Bangtan’s dorms and cook for me?” she teased and they ended up laughing. “Cause this food just reminds me of home. Like I never ate any of this but I just feel at home. It's so good!”

“I’m very happy that you do.” he beamed as he ate a small chicken leg. “With the chicken, sometimes I even chew the bones because it has flavor.”

“Oh, I have some family members that chew bones too. I never actually chewed on the bones. But I’ll try it today. My mom is a dentist so she was always up my behind on making sure my teeth were well cleaned. I’m sure eating a bone won’t crack my teeth.”

“She sounds very passionate about good teeth.”

“Trust me, she is. It can be so annoying!” she groaned.

“How are you in K-Pop? Are you held to unfortunate high standards?”

“Yes, sadly. I remember wearing a traditional Korean Hanbok and I was so nervous because I knew I would get a wave of criticism about it. And like I predicted, I did.” she shook her head. “Before I came here, I tried to make sure I was prepared and knew a lot of the language and culture. And of course, some claim I’ll be prettier with lighter skin. I will always be respectful here and respect their culture. But I refuse to live up to their beauty standards just because they don’t think darker skin is attractive. I won’t change myself for someone else.”

“I’m glad you have that mindset of not changing for anyone. Keep that. How are you in SOPA? High school in Korea hard for you?”

“You know it took a while for me to transition to their school system but overall, I’m one of those people who enjoys learning in school, so it isn’t that bad. But I still do get stared at all the time, no matter where I am. Being abroad, you learn about yourself and learn how capable you are. It’s a challenge. But I hope that my tolerance will grow as I continue to be here in Korea.”

After their meal, the two embraced, took a few selfies and she posted them on Twitter, ‘Thank you for everything!! It was so nice meeting you! I’m looking forward to hanging out with you again. #Jen’

After meeting Sam, Jen felt her loneliness and doubts decrease and she went back to the dorm with a positive attitude. She was eager to tell her family about learning more about African foods so they could enjoy it together when she was able to go back home.

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BTS Content Watchlist: January - May 2015

This list includes official fan content, member logs, and variety show appearances.

Master post: BTS Content Watchlist

January 2015

150101 [BANGTAN BOMB] After Countdown Show

150102 [BANGTAN BOMB] Who are the elders in BTS? Lol

150105 [BANGTAN BOMB] Rap Monster's performance class

150105 V's log

150106 [BANGTAN BOMB] Finding Jungkook by Jimin PD 2

150107 [BANGTAN BOMB] MAL dance by J-hope

150107 [BTS 꿀 FM 06.13] Christmas 2014 special voice radio

150107 [BANGTAN BOMB] Practicing for music core "Special MC"

150107 Jimin's log

150109 [BANGTAN BOMB] Like a singing room

150109 Hitmaker 2 (BTS cut)

150112 [BANGTAN BOMB] What are they doing [sic] for?

150119 [BANGTAN BOMB] Follow BTS! 2222 Jimin cam

150120 [BANGTAN BOMB] 95z dance time with a beat app

150121 [BANGTAN BOMB] always rhythmically

150123 [BANGTAN BOMB] Jin and Jimin's push-up time

150125 YinYueTai Idol Show Part 1 Part 2

150125 [BANGTAN BOMB] BTS at the 24th Seoul Music Awards

150126 [BANGTAN BOMB] The 29th Golden Disk Awards in Beijing

150126 [BANGTAN BOMB] Jin & Jimin's push-up time 2

150130 [BANGTAN BOMB] Forest of Dreams (by Kinetic Flow) in Beijing

February 2015

150202 [BANGTAN BOMB] BTS at the 4th Gaon Chart Awards 2015

150206 [BANGTAN BOMB] It's tricky is the title! BTS here we go! (by Run DMC)

150216 [BANGTAN BOMB] J-hope vs 95z

150216 BTS Now 2 in Europe & America

150217 [BANGTAN BOMB] Touch my body J-hope likes this song!

150217 [BANGTAN BOMB] Let's dry hair lalalala

150218 [BANGTAN BOMB] Boys Over Flowers

150218 J-hope's log

150223 Jin's log

150224 Rap Monster's log WARNING: LOUD WIND. Homie seems absolutely oblivious that you can't even hear him at times because the wind is so loud, and Bighit posted it just like this, lol

150226 Problematic Men 1 (RM) rip and good luck if you actually want to try and watch a full Eng sub version of this

March 2015

150302 [BANGTAN BOMB] UP DOWN UP UP DOWN (by EXID)

150305 [BANGTAN BOMB] J-hope's Robocop Jimin

150305 [BTS in NAVER STAR CAST] Rap Monster with Warren G (1/3)

150305 Problematic Men 2 (RM)

150306 [BANGTAN BOMB] BTS Jenga championship thanks to Twitter

150308 [BTS in NAVER STAR CAST] Rap Monster with Warren G (2/3)

150309 Suga's log

150312 [BANGTAN BOMB] V took an ARMY Bomb (fan light)

150311 [BTS in NAVER STAR CAST] Rap Monster with Warren G (3/3)

150312 Problematic Men 3 (RM)

150315 [BANGTAN BOMB] BTS' rhythmical farce

150318 [EPISODE] BTS SUGA B-Day present for fans

150319 Problematic Men 4 (RM)

150321 [EPISODE] Rap Monster 'Do You' MV Shooting (BTS members supported RM)

150326 Problematic Men 5 (RM)

150331 Rap Monster's log

April 2015

150402 Problematic Men 6 (RM)

150403 The Ark (hip-hop girl group) Boy in Luv cover – BTS reaction

150403 Jungkook's log

150403 Jimin's log

150405 Jimin's log

150409 [BANGTAN BOMB] BTS Multiplication table game!

150409 Problematic Men 7 (RM)

150412 [BTS in NAVER STAR CAST] BTS Trip to Namhansanseong Summit Self-Cam

150416 Problematic Men 8 (RM)

150418 [BANGTAN BOMB] Only J-hope's New Year's greeting

150418 BTS rookie camera director Jung Kookie :D

150423 Problematic Men 9 (RM)

150429 [Star Attack] Returning with 화양연화, Bangtan Boys

150430 Jungkook who's in his 10's asks the hyungs

150430 BTS – Bangtan Quiz Show, RapMon proves why he is the brain monster

150430 Problematic Men 10 (RM)

May 2015

150502 [EPISODE] '화양연화pt.1' jacket shooting

150502 [EPISODE]' I NEED U' MV shooting

150505 BTS – The Show MV Talk

150507 Problematic Men 11 (RM)

150507 [BANGTAN BOMB] After M!Countdown 1st place T-T

150507 After School Club 158

150507 MV Bank Stardust (I Need U)

150508 After KBS Music Bank 1st place

150509 Show Champion Backstage

150510 BTS 2nd Muster Invitation to ARMY

150510 Inkigayo traffic safety song

150512 Problematic Men 12 (RM)

150512 J-hope's log

150513 Jimin and Jungkook's log

150513 Rap Monster's log

150515 [BANGTAN BOMB] Jungkook's self-cam with seagull in the sea

150516 [BANGTAN BOMB] V's trot medley on the move to MV shooting place

150516 Star King 413 (RM & V) – link is to the RM & V cut, couldn't find English subs :\

150517 Section TV BTS cut

150518 [BANGTAN BOMB] Recording I NEED U chorus in BTS choir

150518 Crisis Escape No 1 – link is to BTS cut

150518 [BANGTAN BOMB] very handsome boy Jimin

150520 밥 먹는 김석진 The first Eat Jin!

150521 MV Bank Stardust (I NEED U)

150521 Problematic Men 13 (RM)

150522 Show Champion backstage event BTS cut

150522 M!Countdown backstage – winning message and ending

150523 [BANGTAN BOMB] look their face over using the camera lol

150525 Eat Jin

150525 Hello Counselor 223 (RM & V)

150527 [BTS in NAVER STAR CAST] BTS' Lucky Draw Ep 1 (Charades)

150528 Problematic Men 14 (RM)

150530 [BTS in NAVER STAR CAST] BTS' Lucky Draw Ep 2 (Video Game)

150531 Eat Jin – can't find subs but there isn't much talking

Let me know if a link isn’t working, or if you find something I missed! My ask box is always open, anon or not 💜💜💜

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bileomeogeul-ttalgiuyu · 7 years

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BTS Reaction: Seeing their S/O in a swimsuit for the first time. Part 2: Namjoon & Hoseok

Description: Going to the beach with the BTS for the first and they see their soulmate in a swimsuit for the first time.

*Sorry, I’m doing probably going to do two members at a time for this reaction or else this will be a really really long post.

Namjoon:

The both of you had been dating for about 8 months around the end of winter, now it was the middle of summer and burning hot. Namjoon and the boys invited you to a beach party to celebrate the end of their world tour. (Not following an actual schedule with the boys just pretend it ended around that time, lol.) Although Namjoon was known by many fans, his members, and other celebrities to be a bit perverted he has always respected your space since it was your first relationship.

Now here you are at the beach with Namjoon and the boys, however, you were just sitting quietly under the umbrella’s shade with Yoongi who was knocked out. Namjoon noticed your unusual behavior and uncomfortable demeanor. Worried about you he walked over asking about your behavior, “Hey baby girl, is everything okay? Why don’t you come play in the water? Or are you feeling ill?”

You shook your head and blushed slightly, “Uhm…I’m feeling fine...It’s just I haven’t gone to the beach for a while, I also…haven’t worn a swimsuit for a while either.” Namjoon was confused by what you meant at first, but quickly pieced it together that this being your first relationship and the fact you haven’t been to the beach for a while probably meant that you weren’t used to showing that much skin.

Namjoon chuckled lightly at your adorable innocence and pat your head as you shyly look up at him, “It’s fine. The guys are not going to tease you and if they do, I’ll teach them a lesson. Kay? And I’ll behave myself.” You giggled at his statement as you hesitantly give in to play with everyone else and took his hand as he helped you up, you unzipped Namjoon’s oversized jacket.

He turned away only for a second to grab some sunblock for you, not wanting you to get sunburned. When Namjoon turned around he froze and dropped the bottle at the sight in front of him. Noticing he dropped the sunblock you bent down to pick up the bottle. Namjoon couldn’t help but enjoy the view in front of him, maybe a bit too much. When you handed him the bottle, you found him having a big grin on his face.

He was really loving the red ribbon bikini you had on and the fact you were also wearing his jacket just made it even harder for him to keep self-control. He had been staring at you for a couple of minutes now making you squirm lightly under his gaze, until Jimin shouted out to him from the court. “Hyung! Is everything alright?!”

Namjoon turned around blocking your body from Jimin’s and the rest of the boys’ view. “Y-Yeah, everything is fine Jimin-ah. She just doesn’t feel like playing in the sun.” Jimin being oblivious just nodded his head and went back to playing volleyball with everyone else, Namjoon turned around to look at you as zipped up the jacket you were wearing.

He rested his forehead on yours and chuckled, “Uhm…I know I said I was going to behave myself. But...I...think I will not be able to contain myself if you took off the jacket. So, can I ask you to sit in the shade?” You blushed at what he meant and nodded shyly quickly moving back and sitting in your original position next to Yoongi.

*walking back to the guys and can’t help but smile while biting on his pinky, muttering to himself* “Damn, how can someone so innocent and adorable be so drop dead gorgeous and sexy?”

Hoseok:

Your boyfriend, Hoseok finally convinced you to go the beach with him as an apology for making you go to many of his practices with him ending up ignoring you for hours as he tries to perfect or learn new moves. So after you refused to go with him to practice and became upset that you weren’t really spending quality time as a couple, he begged and whined for a long time to go out to the beach until you finally caved in and agreed.

So now here you are sitting on the beach under the warm sun...alone...by yourself as your boyfriend is surrounded by many attractive girls flirting with him. However, Hoseok was completely clueless not realizing the girls were flirting or that your mood was turning sour by the minute. Trying to calm down you decide to go for a swim. You get up from your spot and take off the flowing summer dress, revealing a pastel yellow bathing suit.

To be honest you were hoping that the sudden movement would catch Hoseok's attention, but it didn't. Sadly after a couple of seconds of standing there ignored, you marched off to the water to cool your head off. While swimming in the cool clear ocean water it gave you time to cool your head and admit that it's not really Hoseok's fault. Giving up you head back to find him.

"He is probably still surrounded by girls." Sighing to yourself, you walk back while trying to squeeze all the water out of your hair. You hear a familiar scream, eyes widening you look up frantically to see Hoseok screaming while pointing in your direction and the girls scattering scared from his sudden scare. To be honest you weren’t really surprised by the sudden scream due to Hoseok being the type to express his feelings more so this display wasn’t unusual for you, however, you were still worried as to why he was screaming.

Hoseok couldn’t help but stare at how you looked so angelic the yellow pastel color of the swimsuit made you look so bright and how the swimsuit complemented your figure. He never actually realized how fit you were since you mostly wore baggy shirts and sweatpants to dance practice with him. He also couldn’t help but notice how the swimsuit was clinging to your body, giving him dirty thoughts which made him panic/excited 😏, instinctively he quickly took a couple steps back and stumbled on his own feet making him fall onto the sand. "H-Hobi! Are you okay?!" Seeing him fall over you run over to him quickly.

"W-Why are you so beautiful?!" Was all the blushing boy could mutter. This made you confused and stunned that the reason why your boyfriend is on the floor blushing like a little boy with a crush. You couldn’t help but laugh at how adorable he was forgetting that you were even upset and moody just now, Hoseok's lips pout out a bit as you help him up. Smirking at him you ask in a teasing voice, "So, how do I look exactly?"

*chuckling at your teasing gaze, he smiles lovingly at you he responds in a sweet voice* "Beautiful like gentle sunshine after a storm." *making you blush and run away to the water with him running after you while you thinking that you were glad you agreed to going to the beach with him*

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biaswreckme · 3 years

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private paradise | knj

Answer to this request by @blushingatyou: Your recent Joon request was so nice!! I loved it 🥺 reading it felt so warm n loving. May I request newlyweds!Namjoon and reader 69-ing in their private balcony? (and could reader be a squirter?)

Pairing: Namjoon/Reader (established relationship)

Genre: smut. pure smut. some fluff too tho.

Warnings: smut, oral sex (f and m giving and receiving), squirting, newlyweds, marriage

Word count: 2034

“What do you think?” Namjoon asked upon seeing your expression looking out of the window.

“It’s… Jon… I can’t even put it into words, it’s so beautiful.” But beautiful was not a good enough word to describe the scenery.

You were out in the middle of nowhere, amidst the snow-covered mountains of New Zealand. When the subject of the honeymoon came up, both of you wanted a colder location, as you wanted to spend your days cuddled up and cozy just the two of you, and you had been wanting to visit the place about which he spoke so fondly. So, there was only one destination possible on both your minds: New Zealand. You had wanted Namjoon to share his love for the place and make new memories together there, so he was the one responsible for the planning and it did not disappoint. You were looking out of the window and you felt him approach you from behind, coming in for a hug.

“How about we freshen up? You go first and I’ll sort out the groceries and see about a place for us to order in tonight. How does that sound?” he asked, softly kissing your shoulder.

“Sounds perfect, husband,” the word rolled off your tongue so easily and it made you warm inside, even saying it with a giggle. How could you be so lucky?

“Ok then, wife.” He turned you around and gave you a small peck on your lips. “Go on.”

You quickly found the suite and went to have a shower and it the hot water felt so satisfying falling on your tense shoulders after hours of traveling. You took your time, letting your sore muscles be soothed by the heat and constant pressure of the falling liquid. The bathroom was filled with fog by the time you came out and you quickly wiped the mirror to look at yourself, feeling nervous all of a sudden. You tried to laugh a little to release some of the tension, and it worked to an extent. This felt just like your first time with him, and in a way, it would be. Your first time as a married couple. You did not bring any clothes to the bathroom and opted for the bathrobe instead, you figured it was warm enough inside the cabin and you would probably not need any garments anytime soon anyway. You came out of the bathroom to find Namjoon on the balcony of the suite, arranging some pillows on a blanket on the floor. You also saw there was a tray with some fruits and a bucket with ice, a bottle of champagne, and two flutes.

“Joon?”

“Oh, hey. All sorted. You can come and relax while I take my turn to freshen up. I thought we could chill a little and enjoy the sunset here since it’s a windowed balcony and the cold can’t get to us,” he explained positioning the last pillow.

You blinked and shook your head slightly, everything still felt too surreal and like a dream. “How come I’m so lucky to have married you?”

“I’m the lucky one, y/n,” Namjoon answered with a big smile on his face, his dimples prominent on his cheeks.

It did not take him long to shower and soon he joined you in the balcony, glass and open curtains surrounding both of you. He took a page straight out of your book and also dressed in a robe with his hair still wet. When he stepped into the bedroom, he gave you that shy smile you loved so much, his hand going to his face to try to hide his expression. You were not the only one who was nervous.

“Comfy?” he asked, sitting down beside you.

“Super. Come here, husband,” you said, grabbing his hand and pulling him closer. “I love you, Joon.”

“I love you, y/n…” he started, and moved closer while looking into your eyes “… my wife.”

The kiss started innocent enough, soft pecks and his hand on your face. But this was the first time you two were truly alone since you said I do, and this did not go unnoticed by him either. You felt the kiss deepen, his tongue seeking yours while his hand started to pry open your robe.

“Joon,” you interrupt. “We’re on a balcony, anyone can see us, and…”

“There’s no one around to see what we’re doing…” he muttered against your neck. “I got this cabin precisely because it’s remote and I have some ideas that involve you and your body pressed against that window.”

You could only sigh and throw your head back, letting your arms fall to your sides so he could finish taking your robe off. He was momentarily surprised by your lack of underwear; your body completely bare for him to appreciate. Both of you knew about the whole discussion and posts on which of the members was an ass man or a boobs man, but the truth about Namjoon was that he was a y/n man. He loved all parts of you equally; some days he wanted to pay more attention to your breasts; some days he liked feeling up your ass; some days he wanted to devour all of you, and today seemed to be like the latter.

But before he could start worshiping your body, you needed his robe off. You needed to feel the skin of your husband against yours. You had no idea where the robes were thrown, all that mattered was getting closer and closer to Joon, but you had to stop and stare at him for a moment as well. His body had become so sculpted, his large pecs (hello namtiddies, you thought to yourself), strong arms, defined thighs; you needed to feel all of him on top of you. He lowered you down on the blanket and oh, he was still warm from his shower. Your legs wrapped around his waist, feeling the front of his thighs against the back of yours, nudging them more apart. He brought your bodies closer, wrapping his arms around your lower back and pressing his erection onto your center, feeling how wet you were already, moaning at the feeling.

His mouth was now making its way downwards, your skin becoming red from his kisses and nibbles. He spent some time on your nipples, teasing one with his tongue and the other with his fingertips, caressing, softly pinching, driving you crazy. You started to move your hips against his, his cock pressing deliciously on your clit as you moved your lower body upwards. You opened your eyes when you felt him stop his kisses just below your belly button. He was just staring at you, and you understood him wordlessly. It was golden hour, and the way the light was hitting the snow-covered mountains and illuminating Joon was indescribable and beautifully overwhelming. He took advantage of the fact that you were now looking at him and smiled that dirty smile with hooded eyes, lowering his mouth to your pussy. It was such an obscene move, but the lighting made it deserve a painting or a picture or anything to commit it to eternity.

The first lick had you closing your eyes again and your legs falling open for him, that broad stroke of his tongue from bottom to top, pausing and circling your clit softly before delving into you with his whole mouth, kissing you thoroughly. You felt so exposed in the golden glow coming from the open curtains, but you had never felt sexier under his ministrations than in that moment, seeing him torn between keeping his eyes open to look at you and closing them savoring your wetness.

“Joon…” you could barely mutter under your breath, choosing to entangle your fingers into his hair to pull him towards you. “I need to feel you too…”

“Come on then.” He adjusted his position, shifting you so he could be on the bottom with you on top of him. He pulled your thighs up, asking shamelessly “Come sit on my face.”

You nodded and crawled up, carefully turning your body around so you could face in the other direction. His hands immediately went to your ass, squeezing your cheeks and pulling you towards his mouth. “This is what you wanted, wife?”

“Yes…” you prolonged the word, already feeling the anticipation of his taste and weight on your tongue. So you lowered your body forward, one hand coming to hold his erection while your tongue slowly licked his engorged head, and you felt him moan against your thigh, stopping what he was about to do, but you did not care. Your other hand came to caress his balls as you opened your lips to start sucking him into your mouth. Every part of Joon was big. You could barely start to fit him into your mouth, having to stretch your jaw so you could lower your head more.

Before Namjoon, this was not something you really enjoyed doing, but his skin was so soft and he smelled so good, and his noises and face whenever you pleasured him made you change your mind. You felt powerful in having him at your mercy like that, but tonight was not about it. You just wanted him to feel as incredible as you were feeling, his tongue pressing against the underside of your clit right on the place he knew was guaranteed to make you come fast and hard and intense and leave your legs trembling. So you felt it was only fair to give him the same treatment and went down as far as your mouth could go, swallowing around him and coming back up, stopping for a second to give some attention to his head, licking around it and then licking him from bottom to top, just as he liked to do to you. He moaned hard and you felt the vibrations directly on your clit, and his hands pressed you against him even closer, barely any room for him to breathe. But he wanted something even more.

You continued sucking him and going down as far as you could, lightly choking sometimes, trying to get more of him into your mouth. You tried to relax your throat but it was difficult now that Joon had inserted two fingers in your pussy and was pressing hard against that spot and you noticed the familiar sensation on your lower belly, your body tingling all over from that extra pressure you were receiving. You wanted to cum with him, so you sucked harder once going up, using the hand that was not playing with his balls to circle around his cock and jerk him while you licked and focused on the bulbous head, knowing exactly where to move your tongue to make him lose control.

His fingers inside you faltered for a second but he recovered the movement, increasing the pressure and humming while sucking your clit between his lips, surprising him with a nudge of his tongue.

You wanted to beg, to tell him to cum with you, but you could only feel the pressure getting stronger and almost unbearable as his fingers were relentless, and you suddenly felt it snap and a long moan escaped your mouth, making you press your lips against his cock. You felt something trickling out of you and the pleasure seemed never-ending, your legs were trembling, and you were being supported by his hands around your waist. You loosened your hand that was touching his cock at the feeling, but it only took another soft suck and moan with him in your mouth to have him fall apart, his cum filling your mouth.

You gathered all your strength to turn around and kiss him, feeling his face wetter than usual after an orgasm of yours, tasting yourself on his lips, on his cheeks, on his tongue. You were both out of breath and he put an arm around your torso, cuddling you.

“I love you, y/n.”

“I love you too, Joon, so much.” You could barely get the words out. “Now… will you tell me this plan of yours involving my body and that window?”

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btswolfaublog · 7 years

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Turned on by accident

Can I request BTS getting turned on by accident for something that you’ve done? Btw, I love your blog 💕

Rapmon:

My god, this is basically him. Trying not to seem turned on because honestly, he’s a good man who’s determined not to let anyone (especially you) know that every little thing you do turns him on, from tying your hair into a high ponytail to giggling when he’s cuddling you (in a totally non-sexual way). Sometimes is a little just like, did you really just do that? Which is why he is staring at you like that. Oh, but his dick is also poking you down there.

Seokjin:

Oh my god. Um, jagi? Would you mind not doing that for a second? I need a little, uh, space. He gets turned on easily when he’s in the mood even if you are nowhere near him. Very good at controlling his emotions, usually, but you can’t really control a turned-on Jin. Beware, dear one.

Another word of caution, he is kinky. But he will make sure you only conform to his kinks. Because daddy decides, don’t he?

Yoongi:

Hey, Yoongi? Can you pass me my hairbrush? It’s on the table, right there. Yoongi?

Huh? Oh, yeah, sure.

So today’s party is going to be at Cassandra’s.

Actually, jagi… Let’s stay here.

Why? Do you want to be a sloth again?

Sassy, hmm? Does babygirl want to be punished?

UM?!

Taehyung:

Okay, this guy is turned on by the weirdest things. Don’t hate on it, you never know when you discover a new kink and don’t have anyone to try it with.

Taehyung took both your hands in his and leaned in to whisper in your ear, “Love the dress, darling. Meet me in the changing room. And bring that Gucci scarf with you.” #gucci x taehyung

Hobi:

Um, this boy is a little shy. He may look like a man:

But every time he gets accidentally turned on by your cute/innocent actions, he starts mumbling and stuttering and making a fuss to hide it. Of course, if he was really in the mood, or drunk for some reason (drunk Hobi would be awesome), he would act on it. Read as rough sex.

Jungkook:

This boy is one of those crazy ass switch ones. Too shy to take charge at first, or too dominant to even think about passing you the reins. In the shy stage, being turned on by you would lead to an embarrassed Kook or even our Jungshook if you do something especially evocative in his eyes.

But if he’s your daddy then boo, you better be careful when you’re around him. There is only so much temptation he can resist.

Jimin:

This one’s a little like Hobi. Ah, this little mochi.

Sorry! Jagiya, I’m so sorry! Um, I’ll just, uh, go into the next room. Be back soon~

Sometimes you’re just tired of waiting for Minnie to make the first move and you just want to rile him up. But there are times where he just loves the small movements you make and gets, well, turned on. He definitely won’t let it show if he can, though.

- admin widow

#bts reaction #kpop scenario #yoongi scenario #rapmon reaction #jimin reaction #jungkook reaction #hoseok reaction #taehyung reaction #jin reaction #admin widow

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seokiie · 4 years

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𝘉𝘛𝘚' 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘰𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱

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Namjoon:

You and Namjoon had been friends for years. Like, years. So it's not really a shock that when Namjoon lets you stay over the dorm that you share a bed with him. There was nothing weird about it you guys were basically bro's.

So you can only imagine how confused he is when he wakes up to his name being called in a quiet, breathy voice. At first, he thinks you need something and he responds with a "huh??" But when you respond with a slightly louder plea of his name he'd sit up so he could get a better view of your face. Seeing the way your face was scrunched up in pleasure as another moan left your parted lips, he'd feel guilty for watching, but that wouldn't stop him from doing so.

He knew you wouldn't remember any of this tomorrow but he sure as hell would.

Yoongi:

Yoongi preferred to have his bed to himself, like most people. But he felt bad, since it was his fault you'd gotten so drunk. Out of pity and not wanting you to go home alone, he let you stay with him tonight. You were out as soon as you fell into his bed. It took Yoongi longer since you wouldn't stop shifting around.

After a few hours of falling in and out of sleep, he'd hear his name a few inches away and he'd almost snap because it's almost 2 in the morning and you wouldn't stop moving and he just wanted some shut-eye but you keep-

"Yoongi, feels so good..."

Oh.

He wouldn't move an inch, the hostile words about to leave his mouth getting caught in his throat as more sinful noises escaped your lips.

Images of what you could've possibly been dreaming about to make you moan his name like that flashed through his head and he decided not to wake you up. Totally not because he wanted to keep hearing you.

The situation was just... too hard to explain. Yeah, that's why he wouldn't wake you.

Jin:

Jin could not believe his eyes. There's no way you were having a wet dream about him. There's no way you were sleeping right next to him and gasping out his name like a mantra. There was just no way.

He tried to ignore it at first but your voice just seemed to get louder in his ear. It was getting more and more difficult for him to pretend you weren't there, especially because he could feel himself hardening in his sweatpants. He wanted to touch himself so badly, the groans coming from your side of the bed only fueled his fire. But he wouldn't dare. His morals wouldn't allow it.

But it's not like you would know...

"Aishh, y/n... what are you doing to me."

Hoseok:

Hoseok would love hearing you moan his name in your sleep. At first, he'd be squinty-eyed and confused but it wouldn't take him long to catch on to the situation. He'd turn on his side to get a better look at you; who was writhing under the bedsheets practically begging for his attention. And you didn't even know it.

He'd laugh under his breath at the sight of you, even running his fingers over your exposed shoulders and thighs just to see your reaction.

First thing in the morning, he'd hint at what had happened that night just to see you blush and cover your face. A rush of apologies leaving your mouth out of embarrassment until Hobi placed a reassuring hand on your shoulder.

"Don't apologize. I enjoyed the show. I might even want to see it again."

Jimin:

Jimin never really liked your voice and sometimes found it rather annoying when you called for his attention. But for some reason, he likes it a whole lot more now that it's moaning his name. There's something beautiful, Jimin thinks, about waking up to you having a dirty dream about him. The way your hips slowly move under the covers, unable to find the friction you need. The way you mumble out pleas for Jimin not to stop before letting a quiet snore escape.

He'd only watch you for a few minutes before moving closer to you, hugging you from behind. He loves the feeling of your ass pressed against him and at some point, he can't take it anymore.

He'd wake you up by brushing a few strands of your hair behind your ear.

"Jimin-ah. What're you-" Shifting where you lay, you'd feel something hard press against your backside and you'd immediately cut yourself off.

"Don't you know? I can make your dreams come true."

Taehyung:

Tae would laugh when he realized what was happening beside him. If there's one thing he didn't expect, it's that you would think of him when you were turned on. He definitely didn't mind it, though.

Taehyung would get dangerously close, only so his lips were just about touching the shell of your ear. He'd start to whisper dirty, dirty things he wouldn't dare say to you if you were awake. He wanted to see how you'd react, how your body would react.

Knowing he'd never have the opportunity to see you like this again, why not?

"Let's see just how loud you can get, baby."

Jungkook:

Jungkook had a packed schedule tomorrow so he wanted to sleep early. But right now it doesn't seem he'll get to sleep anytime soon. That was because you were sleeping across from him and all that could be heard in the night's silence was your moans of his name.

He couldn't really believe it, freezing in his current curled up position, his back facing you. Jungkook wasn't exactly sure what you were dreaming about but he thinks he has a general idea.

To make matters worse, he could feel himself getting hard. He held back for as long as he could, but at some point he found himself rutting against the material of his boxers and biting his lip trying not to let the slightest sound leave his mouth. He was scared he'd wake you up but obviously not scared enough because when a particularly high pitched "Kookie" leaves your mouth, his hand is dipping into his basketball shorts.

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BTS Reaction: How You Meet- Hyung Line

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Kim Seokjin:

You were in your dressing room, getting ready for the performance you were going to do. Hong Kong was going the MMA awards this year, and you had been nominated for the Solo artist award.

“Time to get going for the stage!” Your manager came in and called out to you. You followed him as quickly as you could, seeing as you were currently in high heels. While getting the mic fixed on you, from the corner of your eye, you saw a young handsome man looking over at your direction. With him, was six other men.

Realising you had caught him looking, he looked down at the floor with a slight blush on his face that was difficult for you to see due to how dark it was behind the stage. The other boys around him noticed his embarrassment and began, to what you concluded, to tease him.

He looked up at you again, but this time you both made eye contact. He gave a small head bow as a way of saying hello, of which you returned back, before being assured along to where you had to stand, ready for your cue to begin your performance.

(X)

Walking off the stage, you were covered in sweat and had to take a lot of deep breaths to try and calm yourself down. People from your management began to surround you, holding fans or bottles of water for you to take. While you were performing, you caught the young man’s eye again, but this time he was sitting with the other idols.

Realising that you had caught the eye of “World Wide Handsome” made you put in more determination and effort into your dance than ever before. You wanted to try and impress him, but instead almost lead to you slipping over.

Eventually, you went to were the other idols sit, now calmer and relaxed. You were ushered to sit with BTS as you were a solo artist and there was room for one more on the table that they sat at. Bowing, you sat down at the seat that was left, coincidentally next to Jin.

“Annyeonghaseyo,” Jin said towards you, being the first of the seven to speak to you. “Me and all the boys all thought you did an amazing job during your performance.”

“Gamsahabnida,” You said, while bowing your head again. You tucked some of the loose strands of hair while you spoke. “Your performance was absolutely incredible, no wonder why so many people are fans of you, myself included.”

“I bet Hyung is well happy to hear that,” Taehyung said to Jimin, who sat next to him, making Jin blush a little and start to rant about how they were all so disrespectful towards him. You lightly laugh at Jin’s reaction making him turn towards you with a small smile on his face. One that you returned as well.

Min Yoongi:

You were an upcoming new Solo artist that was with BigHit. It was not usual for BigHit to work with female idols, but they saw talent in you, so they decided to have you have a contract with them. You’d been with them for over a year now and your popularity was sky rocketing at the moment.

In hopes of helping out another artist, you were paired with Suga to make a track together, to increase both your popularity and his solo work. From what you had seen and heard about Suga, he was an amazing rapper and producer. You had been a fan of BTS for a while, so being given a chance to work with him was a dream come true for you.

(X)

You and your manager Sung-Ho were currently standing outside of the genius lab, where Suga and his manager, Bang PD were currently occupied, waiting for your arrival. Not many people knew this, but you were a very shy and quiet person when it came to meet new people, and meeting a personal idol of yours did not help either.

“ S/O this is Suga, Suga this is S/O. The two of you have known about the idea of having the two of you collaborate on a track for a while, but we are now able to do that,” Bang PD explained to us both. After a basic description of what they wanted and when they wanted it by, Bang PD and Hung-So both left, leaving you and Suga alone.

“It’s nice to meet you,” Suga spoke first, after a moment of awkward silence. “I hope you are okay with all of this and us using my small studio to work in.”

“Of course!” You said rather loudly, making you cringe at yourself slightly. “Sorry, I’m not great when it comes to meeting new people. I’ll get better at it I swear!”

“It’s no problem at all,” Suga reassured you, while showing you his gummy smile, making you feel instantly relaxed and better. “Why don’t we start by talking about what type of song we want to produce?”

You gave him a nod and a smile before sitting behind him on the sofa in the corner as the two of you began to converse about what you wanted the track to be.

Jung Hoseok:

In your band, you were known for being the main dancer and being the one who comes up with all of the choreography for yours, and sometimes other groups as well. You had began to dance when you were younger and decided to make it into a careers as well as use your rapping skills at the same time.

One day, your group and you were in the small dance studio you work in. You were teaching some of the other members some of the kpop dances they wanted to learn, when your manager comes in, followed by someone else.

“ Annyeonghaseyo, this is Son Sungdeuk, BTS’s main choreographer,” your manager introduces to you all. You all bow towards him, in which he returns with a large smile on his face. “He is here as to speak to your wonderful main dancer.”

Your face turned to shock before quickly walking over to were they stood while the rest of your group continued on with what they were doing before they came in.

“It’s a pleasure to meet you. Your manager tells me that you come up with your groups choreography and I would like to request your help. Jhope from BTS is coming up with the choreography for their comeback and could use some help,” Son Sungdeuk explained to you. You quickly nodded to him with a smile.

(X)

Days had passed and now you were stood outside of the BigHit Entertainment building. You walked into the building and took off your mask and hat, revealing your identity. You were quickly ushered to a room with two large grey doors.

Opening them, you were greeted with Son Sungdeuk as well as seven other men that were BTS. Giving a bow to each of them, you were moved over to the middle of the studio were Jhope came up to you.

“It’s nice to finally meet you in person. Thank you for coming over and helping me with this, please let me know if there is anyway that I can repay you for this,” he said before taking out his phone, showing you what he had come up with so far.

Kim Namjoon:

It’s not everyday that something comes up last minute, but being the leader of your group, you had to deal with a lot of sudden changes and with informing your group. This one however, was only something sudden for you.

You were requested last minute to come onto a show with a few other idols were you are to speak about what it is like to be the leader and other idols things like that.

(X)

You were currently sat in the radio studio where this was being done. You were joined by JB of Got7, S.Coups of Seventeen, and RM of BTS. On your left was RM, and on your right was JB, followed by S.Coups.

“So what is it like being the leaders of different groups of different sizes? Some people say that the more members, the harder they are to control,” Said the man who was in control of everything. “Lady’s first if that’s okay.”

“That’s fine. For me it is difficult being the leader of a group of 9, but I wouldn’t change it for anything else. Being the leader comes with a lot of responsibility and sometimes makes you extremely stressed or feel like you don’t belong, but all of it is worth it knowing how much we get to change the fans lives. To me, that’s all that matters other than making my group feel happy,” You said after a moment of thinking. Everything you had said was the truth as their are times were you are extremely stressed or want to leave, but you always stuck around with your group.

“Even with all of the responsibilities, it’s a great feeling to know that you help contribute things to the group. You taking the responsibilities, means you are releasing someone of them, making them feel better,” RM added while looking over at you with a smile.

“I think the one thing we can all agree on is that being a leader makes you feel like proud whenever someone in the group does something amazing. The love and proudness is one of the best parts when it comes to being a leader,” You replied to RM statement, returning the smile to him, feeling proud that he agreed with what you said.

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honeymoon with bf Kim Namjoon 🥰

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The Bangtan Gal Chapter 42- BTS Now 2

Chapter Summary: Jennie gets an allergic reaction to Pineapple as she teams with Hobi for BTS Now 2

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‘BTS Now 2’

‘2 Different Trips’

‘Mission Start!’

‘Which teammates do the members want?’

“I worked with Tae Tae the last BTS Now, so it’s best to work with someone different this time. My first pick is Hobi.” Jennie announced. “Why him? Because he’s a burst of energy! Come on, who wouldn’t want to take photos with J-Hope? Seriously, he’ll make the entire experience fun. My second pick is Jin. He’s flawless and takes phenomenal photos. He’s a King. I would want him in my photos, for sure. And my third pick? Rapmon. His photos are badass. I love his swag. It’d be fun to pose with the leader of BTS.”

The next day, the members head to the Berlin Wall to take photos. The guys were in black suits, while Jen wore black pants, a white shirt and a black blazer. One of the stylists had placed a pair of glasses on her face to complete her look.

“What an adorable nerd.” She complimented herself before checking out the view of the water. “Berlin is so pretty.”

When it was her turn to shoot, she had a mug of tea with her, taking sips of it while the photographer snapped away.

Once the team results were in, the members found out who they were with and came up with team names.

Team Sunshine- Jen and J-Hope

Team Noncommittal- Jimin and Suga

Team High- Rapmon and V

Generation Gap- Jin and Jungkook

‘Mission instructions. Each team should create photo shoots with a theme. Concept: High-end fashion.’

As the members got their makeup retouched, each team met up to discuss what they wanted to do for their concept.

“What do you wanna do?” Jennie asked as Hobi decided to dance around goofily, making weird sound effects. She stared at him before jokingly saying, “Yeah, no.” and shared a laugh with him.

“Let’s do a goofy concept.” He suggested.

“Keep the Sunshine vibe.” She nodded as they thought of some poses. Once it was their turn to shoot, Hobi immediately jumped on her back, causing her to groan. “I thought I was getting on your back!”

“Hehehehe! This is fun!”

“Oh, I’m sure it is!” She sarcastically replied. As they snapped some photos, she began to spin around, causing him to panic.

“Drop him!” Jimin giggled.

“Don’t drop me!” Hobi yelped.

After a while, she set him down. “I wouldn’t do that to you.” She giggled as she watched him try to calm down.

Other photos they shot were of them using Jen's hair as mustaches, jumping around, and happily smiling for the camera near one of the trees.

After shooting, the members took a lunch break at a pizza place.

“Is this pizza?” Jin’s eyes widened happily when he saw the large pizza stacked with various toppings such as pineapple, mushrooms, and chicken.

“FOOD!” Jennie happily said, taking a seat in front of Hobi as she sat in between Jimin and Jin.

It’s been a while since she’s had pizza.

‘Everyone’s stoked at the overwhelming size of the pizza’

“Amazing. Look at this. Wow...” Hobi gushed over the food.

Grabbing a slice for her plate, Jen took a couple of bites. When she suddenly felt her lips tingle, she stopped eating and placed the pizza down.

Watching her put her fingers on her lips, Hobi noticed her sudden change in mood.

“You, all right?” He asked with concern.

“I think so.” She answered with uncertainty and decided to take another bite that had most of the pineapple on it. This time, her mouth began to throb. “Okay, my mouth feels weird.”

“What do you mean?” Jimin turned to her as she took a sip of water to possibly stop it but to no avail.

“M-my mouth is...it’s throbbing.” She exclaimed.

“Your mouth is throbbing?”

“I’m serious, my mouth is really throbbing. I-I think I might be allergic to pineapple.”

“What??” Jimin’s stomach dropped as he watched her with worry.

Whenever her mouth met the pineapple, her mouth tingled. Seconds later, her lips and tongue began to swell up.

“Munchkin...” Hobi called out. “Your lips!”

“I think there’s something wrong.” Jin turned to the staff, pointing out that something was going on with Jennie. The rest of the members turned to her and looked in distress as they saw how swollen her lips were getting.

“Oh God, I need to hurl.” She got out of her seat and rushed to the bathroom. The female staff members immediately followed her.

“She’s going to need to go to a hospital.” The members heard Manager Sejin say as he took out his phone in a flash.

As she went into the bathroom to throw up, the staff that followed her, helped her and noticed that she was starting to develop hives.

“Jennie, you’re starting to get hives! We need to take you to a hospital.” She heard one of them say as she rolled up her sleeves to see them, looking at herself in the mirror.

“What the hell is going on!?” She started to freak out.

She felt extremely uncomfortable in her skin. She just wanted this to be over. Why did this have to happen to her? This was the first time pineapple had affected her like this and this was the first time in years since she’s had pineapple.

While Jennie was taken to the hospital to get her allergic reaction treated, the members continued with their shooting, taking individual photos. They tried to stay focused but all that was on their minds was Jennie, as they hoped that she was okay and it wasn’t serious.

Jimin and Hobi seemed to be affected the most as they tried not to look sad for the cameras around them.

“I’m so worried. She was swelling up so badly.” Jimin frowned. He sounded like he wanted to cry.

“I know...my munchkin....” Hobi sighed, shaking his head. He wasn’t as cheerful since Jennie had left.

“She’s bulletproof. She’ll stay strong. And we gotta stay strong, too. She’s going to be OK. Let’s stay positive.” Namjoon patted them on the back, giving them hope.

As filming progressed, Jungkook called out Jimin as he filmed him. “Is it your turn now?”

“Yes.”

“Let’s go.”

The Golden Maknae proceeded to film him taking more shots.

‘Jimin looking cute, seems to be waiting for someone under the sun’

“Who are you waiting for?” Jungkook asked.

“I’m waiting for Jennie.” He replied instantly. “I miss her. I wish she was here. I’m looking forward to her return.”

“She’ll be excited to see you. But she’ll be way more excited to see me, just so you know.”

“You wish!”

‘Miss Bangtan Is Missed Dearly’

Next, BTS heads off to Sweden. Jennie arrived in Sweden later with Manager Sejin. She was told to take it easy today. The staff wanted to be safe than sorry. Her hives had gone away and she felt much better than yesterday. She was in good spirits.

When Sejin and Jen arrived at the spot where BTS’ first shoot in Sweden was kicking off, Jungkook was the first to notice her as a huge grin came across his face. He instantly ran up to her at full speed.

As she watched him run up to her, she prepared herself, letting out a laugh once he collided with her. She stumbled back from the impact as they wrap their arms around each other.

“I missed you too, Kook.” She beamed as he held her tighter.

“Did you see how fast he ran up to her?” Yoongi let out a chuckle.

Actions speak louder than words.

“Jennie!” Jimin, Tae and Hobi run up to her, wrapping their arms around her and Jungkook to join in the hug.

“She’s back! She’s back!” Namjoon cheered, joining the hug with Jin and Yoongi.

“H-hey, guys, don’t rough her up, she’s still recovering. She needs to take it easy!” Sejin warned. “Don’t squeeze her to death. Let her breathe.”

“Ah, I think I’ll be okay with hugs.” She reassured him after she was released.

Taehyung wasn’t done with his affection as he kept kissing her cheeks.

“Tae!” She tried to push him off, laughing at the constant feel of his soft lips all over her face, from her forehead, cheeks and nose.

The staff and the members burst out in laughter as they watched her get drowned with his enthusiastic kisses.

“That’s what you get for worrying us,” Jin added with a laugh. “It’s all out of love.”

After his kisses, Jen had her makeup done, putting on freckles like the rest of the members, joining in for the photoshoot.

“He has been holding onto me ever since I got back.” Jennie chuckled on camera as Taehyung had his arms around her from behind, pressing his cheek against hers. His boxy grin appeared on his face as he talked about how much he missed her.

After he was forced to release her to take his individual shots, Hobi approached her with a bright smile. “I’m so happy you’re okay!”

“Thanks, Hobi. Sorry for letting you down yesterday.” She frowned.

“Hey, don’t think like that.” He grabbed a hold of her hands, giving them a gentle squeeze as he spoke seriously. “I don’t care about winning this contest. I’m with you, having fun. That’s all that matters. I’m glad you’re OK. You’re here with us and I am happy that your allergic reaction wasn’t worse.”

She smiled, grateful for how understanding he was. “Thank you.”

“Always, Munchkin. Now let’s continue to have fun and stay away from pineapple.” He kissed her forehead.

Subsequently, the members waited around for a new location to shoot because it started to get crowded where they had been shooting before. Jungkook decided to film to pass the time, checking out the scenery and the weather.

He turned around and spotted Jennie. “Jennie! How do you like Sweden?” He asked

His question made her smile. “It’s lit!”

Jimin got in the shot. “I wanna be on camera!” He grinned. “Sweden.”

“Cute outfit,” Kook commented, panning down to show off what Jimin was wearing.

“This is Sweden. At age twenty, dressed in bulletproof, I aim the gun.” Jimin started to rap goofily on camera.

“Oh Lord...” Jennie face palmed.

“Looking like a number one. We are super popular idol.” He continued.

“How do you like it here?” Jungkook asked Jimin.

“I love it. It looks so pretty. I heard Gamla Stan is a street of cafes.”

“But now there are too many people so we can’t shoot.”

“Yeah, but I think this is so nice. We had a photoshoot there and the streets were beautiful. Don’t you feel a little like a European?”

“Not at all.”

“Agreed,” Jennie added.

As it rained, Jennie, Jimin, Yoongi, and Tae sat at a table together, avoiding getting rained on, while the rest of the members sat behind them. Sitting next to Jimin, Jen rested her head against his shoulder and he wrapped an arm around her waist.

He occasionally glanced at her with a smile as she rested her eyes. He was pleased to know that his great friend was OK and that she wasn’t going too hard on herself, today.

They get treated to dessert as Yoongi and Tae share one plate while the other plate is for Jen and Jimin.

Jimin scooped a small spoonful of the dessert and fed her, causing Yoongi to roll his eyes.

“Really Jimin?” He bluntly questioned his motives while Jen lifted her head from his shoulder.

She chuckled softly at his kind gesture after enjoying the treat. “I don’t need to be fed.” She kindly insisted as Jimin removed his hand from her waist.

“But you need to take it easy. I don't want you to tire yourself out,” He reminded her.

It was cute that he cared so much and offered to feed her.

“She doesn’t need to take it that easy.” Yoongi shook his head. “Jennie just tell him to fuck off. He’ll take a hint.”

Taehyung giggled loudly once he heard Yoongi curse while Jimin stared at him, appalled at his rude statement.

“Y-Yoongi! We are being filmed!” Jen shouted, widening her eyes.

“They can bleep it out or not show this part.” He waved her comment away. Seems like he was in his IDGAF moods, again.

“Chim, don’t listen to him. You’re just fine. Thank you for being so sweet to me.” She reassured him.

The next destination was Brazil. All the members received tans from being in the sun constantly. Jen had shot photos with the graffiti background by jumping around, doing the flower pose and having her trademark bright smile shown for the camera.

“What are you doing?” Jungkook giggled, covering his face as he watched her pose playfully.

“I’m tryna pose! What are YOU doing?” She responded, switching to another pose.

“Observing.” He answered as he continued to watch her. He decided to distract her by making derpy faces.

“Kook, stop.” She suppressed her laughter and switched to her next pose.

Determined to make her laugh, he ended up performing his signature derp dance. Once he started dancing, she burst into laughter, unable to control it. Jungkook laughed with her, elated that he made her laugh.

“Go away!” She playfully shoved him back so she can continue her shoot.

Their last destination was America.

“AMERICAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!” Jennie shouted loud and proud as she walked with the members to their first shooting, with yachts, portraying Marines.

Hobi held her hand and swung it as they walked around.

“How happy are you to be back home?” Jin asked as he walked with her and Hobi.

“AMERICAAAAAAAAAAAA!” She shouted again, causing him to laugh loudly. “But for real, watch us get kidnapped again.”

“Let’s not think about that, sweetie.” He let out a nervous laugh, thinking about American Hustle Life.

Greeting the yacht owner, they sail on the sea, while taking turns for photos. Jennie ended up photobombing some of them, as she hugged Jungkook and Jimin from behind while they were smiling for the camera, sharing earbuds.

Jennie watched the sea, as the wind blew in her hair. “This is so pretty. You should always just sit back and enjoy your surroundings.”

After their big trip was done, each team checked out their best photos, back in Korea. Yoongi and Jimin won the best photo and made the rest of the members blur out their faces for their penalty.

BTS Now 2 became another successful event and the members looked forward to a third one.

#bts 8th member #jungkook x oc #bangtan boys #bts #the bangtan gal #bts additional member #bts fanfic #bts fluff #bts fanfiction #bts female member #bts scenarios #bts imagine

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Hoseok in Dynamite è la mia religione

Ender🐂~

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Namjoon thighs

#bts #bts thighs #kim namjoon #joon #rm #bts bias #bts features #bts legs #bts hot #joonie #rapmon #bangtan boys #network bangtan #bts reactions #bts imagine #bts thirst

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“I won’t go easy on you.” | K.N.

(I have no relation to or ownership of BTS, Namjoon, or BigHit. This is completely fictional.)

A/N - Shout to my favorite girl Tae ( @loonyloomis ) not only for requesting this drabble, but also for proof-reading and supporting everything I write. Thanks for putting up with me, my guy. Also, someone please ask me to turn this into a series. I want this to be a series.

Content warning- no warnings, just slow burn

Request - “I won’t go easy on you.” Kim Namjoon x Trainee! Reader

Pain pulsed through your foot, causing you to wince as you quickly peeled the gauze bandage away from your heel. The air stung as it hit the raw skin. As quickly as you could, you replaced the dirtied wrap with a secure, clean one and slipped on your sock and shoe again. Your feet had been blistered for weeks now.

But it was going to be so worth it. You were going to put up with this discomfort for as long as it took for them to sign you. Spending hours on your feet, working through dances and routines, was a small price to pay to be put in a group, to be able to make your debut. It felt like a total shot in the dark when you auditioned for BigHit, yet here you were now, months into training. If you wanted to keep going and get through training, you had to ignore the pain you were in. You still had a long way to go before you got anywhere near a group debut, and if you messed up, you still could’ve been dropped. That just wasn't an option.

You stood up, making sure to test the bandaged foot carefully, washed your hands and left the bathroom to return to the practice room. Even on your twenty minute break, your mind was preoccupied with the routine you'd been running through.

"(Name)!" The voice startled you out of your thoughts, but a soft smile settled on your lips as you recognized the girl jogging to catch up with you. "Is your foot okay?"

There hadn't been a lot of downtime to spend socializing, but you had made a few friends since being here. You were closest to your roommate, Fei, who was now out of breath and rushing after you.

"Still beaten up, but I'll live," you grinned as she caught up to you, "I didn't bleed through the bandage this time, so that's a plus."

"Man, I knew training would be intense, but I didn't know we'd be beaten up like this! I mean, your feet are practically falling off," Fei was joking, but she wasn't all that off base, honestly. They were working you all ragged.

"You're doing really well though," she added, "I wouldn't be surprised if you made it into a dance line." The flattery was nice, but you weren't quite convinced.

"I don't know about that. I mean, no one seems too impressed with what I'm doing."

If you were being honest, you didn't know what the mentors thought of you. Sometimes it seemed to be going well, and sometimes you were surprised that they hadn't dropped you on the spot.

"Are you serious?" She jabbed your side, teasing you. "Have you seen the way Namjoon watches you? He's practically drooling when you're up!"

Yeah, right. You actually laughed at the thought of the mentor having any kind of fascination with you. There was no way someone like him was that interested in a trainee like you.

"He's watching me to see how well I follow instructions, Fei, that's his job. I seriously doubt he's drooling. Besides, he tore my routine to shreds yesterday." You almost let out an audible groan at the memory of being scolded in front of the other trainees.

"I don't know babe, I think he wants you-"

"Stop!" You playfully smacked her hand away from your side, a laugh slipping from your lips. She was definitely about to continue, but the door to the practice room pushed open, revealing the idol himself, as if she'd somehow summoned him.

The two of you quieted down way too suddenly to seem inconspicuous, passing him with just a polite smile of acknowledgement between you and him, but as soon as you were alone again in the practice room, Fei erupted into giggles again.

“What if he heard you?!” You nudged her shoulder, lightly pushing her away from you. That only made her laugh more.

“Oh, come on, like he’d care! Just bat your eyelashes and pout a bit, and he’d forget all about it!” She brought her hands up to her heart, as if pretending to swoon. “Oh, (name), how could I ever stay mad at you? You’re my favorite trainee, of course you’re not in trouble~”

“Oh my God, you’re delusional!” Though you tried, you couldn’t stop yourself from giggling. You knew you were blushing, even without looking at the mirrors on the wall.

Soon the room filled with the other trainees and you went right back to practicing the complicated routine. You were barely into the three hour session, though, when an unfortunately familiar burning began to plague your heel. You'd tried to push through it, like you had earlier, but you could feel the bandage sticking to your sock and your sock sticking to your shoe. Apparently you'd spoke too soon when you'd told Fei that you're foot wasn't bleeding today. With the bandage slipping and sweat hitting it, it hurt even worse than before. You couldn't stop though. The last thing you wanted was for management to think you weren't cut out for this.

As soon as you had a minute to stop, your roommate subtly moved over to you.

"What's up? You were kind of limping." Her voice was low, careful not to make any distraction to the others.

"Was it that obvious? Now my foot is bleeding," you sighed, annoyance evident even in your low tone. You were really hoping you were at least covering well.

Her brow creased in concern as she peered down at your foot, studying the bandage that peeked out from beneath your sock. Before she could say anything else though, a deep voice chimed in from behind you two.

"Your foot is bleeding?"

You turned quickly, coming face to face with Namjoon.

"Oh, yeah, it's just blisters, you know, from dancing," you exhaled, trying to play it off as calmly as you could. Shit, you were nervous and self conscious when talking to him before, and now it was even worse. You made a mental note to scold Fei later for adding to your list of anxieties.

"Is it bad? You were a bit sloppy before, that's unusual for you," he pointed out.

"Uh, not too bad I think, just uncomfortable. But I'll really focus and try harder-"

"You shouldn't leave it like that, it could get infected or something. Then you'd really get sloppy," his lips curled up into a grin as he gazed down at you. "You should go wrap it. Don't worry, I'll cover for you."

Oh. Well, he didn't have to tell you twice. You excused yourself out to the hall with your bag, giving a small sigh of relief as you say on the bench and off of your foot. It had only been about an hour since you'd started practice again, but both of your feet seemed to be screaming. You hadn't noticed before, but now that it was quiet and you were alone to think for a second, your entire body ached. You were even more exhausted than you'd realized. Giving in for just a second, you closed your eyes and leaned back against the wall.

Though, barely a moment later, you snapped back to attention as the door opened, music from the practice room flooding into the previously quiet hallway. You looked up, expecting to find Fei, but there next to you was Namjoon himself.

"Oh, sorry, I didn't mean to take so long," you quickly apologized, about to stand up despite your only half wrapped heel. He shook his head though, motioning for you to continue what you were doing.

"How's your foot?" His voice was softer than before. It was so abnormal, it was almost confusing.

"Oh it's fine, I just needed to rewrap it," you assured him, trying your best to seem nonchalant despite your growing discomfort. This wasn't the time to seem weak and whiny, especially if there actually was a slight chance you could eventually make dance line.

"How long have you been wrapping it?" He had an idea of how long you'd been hurt, he'd noticed a few weeks ago that you were wearing a bandage wrap. He just wasn't sure how bad your foot had been hurt.

"About a month now. It's really not a big deal, I just didn't wrap it enough." You were quick to discredit the pain you were in. You didn't need anyone to start having doubts about your dedication or ability.

"It's okay to be hurt, you know."

Usually when he spoke, he was strong and commanding, drilling quick directions and calling out mistakes as the trainees struggled to keep up. He was in charge, and he wasn't afraid to make sure that was known. Though, now that he sat next to you alone in the hallway, he didn't seem so superior. It almost felt like talking to a friend.

"I was a trainee too, I know how hard you're working."

You stayed silent, not entirely sure how to respond. He was technically right, but it felt weird to admit your discomfort to the guy who played such a vital role in the company's decision of keeping you or not.

Understanding your hesitation, he continued to talk. "Every idol has to go through the really rough trainee stage- aching feet, hoarse voice, exhaustion and all. I get it."

"I guess it's hard to picture you as anything less than famous idol RM and mentor who makes the rules around here," you confided, finishing replacing the bandage on your heel.

He laughed softly, shaking his head. "I think that's what management is going for. It's easier to weed out 'bad fits' for the company when they're intimidated by someone higher ranked. I don't know though, it’s not exactly my favorite dynamic."

You finally turned your attention over towards him, raising an eyebrow. "Really? I mean, you play the role pretty well."

He turned towards you, too, his gaze meeting yours now. "I guess there's more to me than just my image."

Suddenly you were very aware of how close he was. Your shoulders were brushing against each other now that you were sitting up again, and you could feel the warmth radiating off of him.

He wasn't oblivious to the close proximity either. He was completely aware that his hand was almost overlapping yours and that, as you looked at eachother like this, your face was mere inches away from his.

He was watching you when you performed. He couldn't take his eyes off of you when you moved or sang. Everything about you was radiant. There was no doubt in his mind that you would eventually be signed, and honestly, he wouldn't be surprised if you ended up being your group's leader.

There were just two problems with that- He was your mentor, and he had other trainees. He not only had to be careful of getting too close to his trainee, but he also had to be entirely sure that he wasn't playing favorites. But how could he not favor you? Everything you did captivated him. In a sudden rush of confidence, he decided to keep talking.

“You know, I heard you and Fei talking during break.”

Your eyes widened, looking away again as you felt heat rush to your cheeks. “You.. You did?”

He chuckled a bit at your squeaked out response. Somehow you’d managed to be even cuter than you were before, which he previously didn’t think was possible. “She should really be quieter when talking like that in public.”

“I’m so sorry, she was just kidding, I wasn’t-” You rushed to apologize, your embarrassment only making you speak faster and faster, but he didn’t let you finish.

“She’s right, you know.”

“What?” You quickly turned back to face him, your gaze meeting his again, as it had before.

“You are my favorite trainee.”

It felt like time passed in slow motion as you tried to process what he’d just said, but suddenly things were launched back into full speed when you heard the music in the practice room stop. That meant the other mentor was done with his group, it was your group's turn, and you two were out here. Rather haphazardly you stood to your feet, grabbing your bag from the bench. Namjoon followed suit, following behind you as you opened the door to the practice room again.

Before passing you in the doorway, though, he paused and spoke quietly by your ear.

"Don't get any ideas now. I won't go easy on you."

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