Like it told me everything is going to be okay and you’re going to be fine, I mean…I don’t know if I’ll ever be okay and things will be fine but
I have to keep trying..:I wanna keep trying for myself. It’s like it was trying to tell me something which I guess did from the mess of last week,
I’m prob just gonna lay in bed some more but, I’m sorry if I acted off…I’ve said it too many times I don’t like sharing my feelings to anyone or anything and I feel so damn bad if I do, like that’s gonna hurt there feelings or I’ll sound stupid…I would vent to friends but I’m not gonna put too much on there plate and let them suffer cause of me. I always want them happy and not myself since I don’t worry about me and my emotions…
I would disappear from everyone but I don’t want to at the same time…cause I’m gonna hurt so many people in my life and I don’t want that. I’m sorry to all that I was just being weak and don’t share my emotions,,,I just probably need to focus on me for a bit till I start texting again,,,not be gone for a few days but maybe just a few hours…
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My cat died and my bf broke up with me within 24 hrs... lol
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I’m sick of being manipulated for love that nobody wants to genuinely return. I’m not a fucking toy, I’m not here to make you feel better about your shitty choices while you brainwash me and make me feel unloved. Fuck you.
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I just hate a shitty weekend I guess and my over thinking thoughts + work it’s getting the best of me, like I feel nobody cares about it or gives 2 fucks about me.
Like I want comfort but I’m not gonna bother nobody about it or pretend I’m fine. Im just done with this week, never keep your hopes ray you’re a fucking loser and you will always be one who can’t do shit right..
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