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youchangedme27 days ago
how did we spend nearly five months bashing andrew dabb for not understanding the characters only for someone to go "don't worry, ill fix it 馃槍" and somehow manage to make it even worse in ways the writing team would never even think of
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boxofbonesfic4 hours ago
Smut ask game! Number 7 馃憖馃憖
#7:聽鈥淵ou want your [object] back? Make me.鈥澛 Title: Make Me Rating: Explicit Warnings: Dubcon, Spanking, Brat!Reader, Dom!Bucky Barnes, Aggressive Bucky (lmao)
A/N:聽GOD I LOVE THIS PROMPT LMAO.聽Omg as soon as i got this this EXACT scenario popped into my head and i knew it was the one 馃ぃ This is a work of FICTION, and it is Dark, so I assume once you鈥檝e clicked through the link that you are comfortable with that. I do not give consent for my work to be copied, translated, or posted elsewhere, even if I am credited. This work is entirely mine, and unbeta鈥檇, so read at your own risk! Minors, DNI! Enjoy 馃槝
Summary: You confront your inconsiderate new neighbor.聽
聽You sat straight up in bed, staring blearily around the room.聽
聽鈥淲ha鈥 time鈥檚sit?鈥 You mumbled, rubbing at your eyes as you groped for your phone, lost among your sheets and pillows. You groaned loudly as another apartment shaking THUMP vibrated through your bedroom, and finally you felt the cool glass of your phone under your fingertips. You winced as the bright light blinded you, and you cursed, almost dropping it.聽
聽3:08 AM
聽鈥淲hat the fuck is he doing now?鈥 You groaned. Your newest neighbor鈥攏ewest pain in the ass, more like鈥攈ad begun remodeling. You weren鈥檛 sure what he could be doing at three-oh-fucking-eight in the morning, but that had to be it. Another loud bang had you sitting back up in bed, and you threw the pillow angrily across the room. Before you鈥檇 realized it, you were shoving your feet into your ratty blue slippers, and marching across the creaky floor.聽
聽Three-oh-goddam-motherfucking-eight, you thought venomously, stalking single mindedly through your kitchen towards the front door. You鈥檇 been more than lenient when it came to your rather reclusive neighbor鈥攚hen he鈥檇 moved in in the middle of the night, furniture banging up the stairwell. When he鈥檇 boxed your car in for four hours, forcing you to take a taxi to work鈥攁fter leaving a polite but firm note on the windshield of his bike鈥攜ou鈥檇 been understanding then, too. And it had helped to run into his cute blond friend leaving his apartment, who asked if maybe you might look in on his insular friend from time to time.
聽But it was three-sweet-fucking-jesus-oh-eight in the goddamn morning, and you had to be up for work in four hours鈥攜ou didn鈥檛 have it in you to be tolerant, not when鈥擳HUMP!鈥攜ou鈥檇 barely gotten enough sleep as it was. You tore open the door to your apartment, glaring down the hallway hatefully.聽
聽You clenched your fists, before taking a deep breath and knocking on the door labeled J. Barnes. You waited with baited breath for a few minutes before you knocked again, this time louder. Finally鈥攆inally鈥攖he banging stopped, and you heard an irritated sigh from the other side of the door.
聽You scoffed. Unbelievable. You glared at the door incredulously. He wasn鈥檛 even going to open the damn door to talk to you after making enough noise to wake up the whole block?!聽
聽鈥淚t鈥檚 3:08 in the morning, would you mind not hammering on the wall?鈥 You snapped, placing your on your hips. 鈥淪ome of us have to work in the morning.鈥 You could hear the sound of the door chain being unlatched, and you stepped back a little as the door swung open.聽
聽Oh my god. He leaned against the door frame, his arms crossed over his muscular chest. You swallowed audibly, forcing your eyes to stop traveling down the light dusting of hair just below his navel. Instead, they found the welted, angry skin connecting what looked to be a Stark-level prosthetic to his shoulder. You licked suddenly dry lips. You hadn鈥檛 actually seen your neighbor before, though if you鈥檇 known he was built like goddamn Hercules, you might have been more inclined to keep a civil tongue in your head.聽
聽鈥淲hat鈥檚 the problem?鈥 He asked, narrowing his eyes at you. You hoped like hell he hadn鈥檛 witnessed the momentary departure of all of your brain function. You cleared your throat.
聽鈥淚t鈥檚 um, it鈥檚 late.鈥 You stammered, cursing yourself. Get it together girl. 鈥淎nd you鈥檙e being really loud.鈥 He held a hammer loosely in his metal hand, a testament to the construction he鈥檇 just been taking part in. You grew bolder. 鈥淢aybe try doing your remodeling during regular hours?鈥 You suggested snippily, crossing your arms. His eyes traveled lower, and suddenly you were painfully aware that you weren鈥檛 wearing a bra. You were still in your pajamas, a tank-top and shorts that were probably too small to be decent. You quickly uncrossed your arms, not missing the lascivious smirk that spread across his handsome features.聽
聽鈥淪ee that鈥檚 the problem doll,鈥 He said, clearly enjoying the way you fumed at the pet-name. 鈥淚 work during 鈥榬egular people hours鈥.鈥 He ran a hand through his hair, and you tried not to lick your lips as his muscles bunched and flexed under his skin. 鈥淪o you can kind of see my problem.鈥澛
聽鈥淵ou鈥檙e not the only person in the building,鈥 You snapped. 鈥淥ther people live here too.鈥澛
聽鈥淎nd you鈥檙e the only one complaining.鈥 He replied easily, and you fought the urge to stomp your foot. It was the lack of sleep making you tired and irritable, you already knew this, but his flippant attitude certainly wasn鈥檛 helping. You wanted to scream, but you held it in鈥攂arely.聽
聽鈥淟ook. It鈥檚 3:08 in the morning, and鈥斺
聽鈥3:15, actually.鈥澛
聽聽鈥溾擜ND you鈥檙e making it impossible for me to sleep. My bedroom is right behind鈥hatever the hell you鈥檙e doing in here.鈥 You continued, ignoring his snide interruption.聽
聽鈥淧oor thing,鈥 He grinned wolfishly at you, his eyes tracing the outline of your breasts hungrily through your shirt. 鈥淚鈥檇 hate to keep you out of bed.鈥 Your face heated, and you sputtered at him.聽
聽鈥淛-just keep it down, okay?鈥 Your voice came out shrill and squeaky, and you winced, turning on your heel. 鈥淪ome of us are trying to sleep!鈥 You started back down the hallway towards your own apartment, feeling his eyes on your back the whole way.聽
聽You slammed your door harder than necessary, and made your way back to your bedroom, your heart pounding a little harder in your chest when you realized that only about three feet of wall separated you from your hot鈥攊rritating鈥攏eighbor. You laid back down in bed, pressing your face into the pillows.聽
聽鈥淥h you have got to be fucking kidding me.鈥澛
聽You threw yourself back out of bed, forgoing even your slippers this time as you marched back down the hall. You banged on his door again, all semblance of patience gone. He opened it, smirking down at you.聽
聽鈥淵es?鈥 He had the hammer in his hand again, held loosely against his hip. You said nothing as your hand snaked forward, snatching it from his fingers. He was surprised and you used it to your advantage, speeding back down the hall and locking your door as he stared at you, open mouthed.聽
聽鈥淧oor thing,鈥 You said mockingly, tossing the hammer onto your counter. He could have it back when he could be responsible with it, goddammit. Until then, you would be keeping it in your custody until Mr. J. Barnes could prove that he wasn鈥檛 a threat to your nightly rest. You heard him shuffling down the hallway to knock on your door rather forcefully鈥攂ut you ignored him. He knocked another time, before you heard him curse loudly on the other side of the door.聽
聽鈥淥pen up, doll.鈥
聽You yawned loudly. 鈥淚 don鈥檛 think I will. I鈥檓 actually about to head to bed, so鈥︹ You drawled, smirking triumphantly at him through the peep-hole. 鈥淢aybe you should too.鈥澛
聽鈥淰ery funny. Now open up and give me my tools back, doll.鈥澛
聽鈥淕oodnight, Mr. Barnes.鈥 A heavy thump shook your apartment, and you yelped with surprise鈥攈e鈥檇 pounded his fist heavily against it.聽
聽鈥淭his is all very funny,鈥 He growled lowly, in a voice that told you he didn鈥檛 actually think it was funny at all. 鈥淏ut I鈥檓 serious now. I want my shit.鈥 You scowled. He was the one who鈥檇 woken you at the asscrack of dawn with his very un-neighborly racket, and promptly refused to quiet down. You weren鈥檛 just standing up for yourself, no鈥攜ou were making a stand for the twelve other tenants in the building too.聽
聽鈥淵ou want me to give your hammer back?鈥 You hissed through the wood. 鈥淢ake me.鈥 聽
The sound of splintering wood was ringing in your ears as his metal fist came easily through the thick wood of your front door, wrapping around the handle as he unlocked it. The door swung open, hitting the wall with a loud bang as you gaped at him. 鈥淵-you can鈥檛鈥!鈥 His nostrils flared as he looked at you, sprawled on the floor in front of your鈥攏ow useless鈥攄oor.聽
聽He grabbed your wrist, tugging you to your feet. 鈥淕ettin鈥 real tired of you telling me what I can and can鈥檛 do, sweetheart.鈥 He growled, crushing his lips to yours. You gasped in surprise, and he drank the sound greedily, groaning against you. 鈥淔uckin tease鈥攕鈥檛his what passes for clothes now?鈥 His hands found your ass, gripping it tightly through the paper thin fabric of your little shorts. You squirmed against him, moaning low in your throat. He delivered a stinging slap to your ass, groaning when you yelped against his lips.聽
聽鈥淪hhh,鈥 He said softly, massaging the sore spot he鈥檇 just left with cool, metal fingers. He kicked the door shut behind him, walking you further into the apartment. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e a real fuckin鈥 brat, aren鈥檛 you doll?鈥 He asked cupping your chin with firm, gentle fingers. You shook your head defiantly. You weren鈥檛 sure how this had gone from a disagreement with your neighbor about his after-hours noise level to him punching a hole in your door and then marching inside to deliver the hottest kiss of your life, but here you were. You could feel embarrassing slick gathering between your thighs, and did your best to ignore it.聽
聽鈥淣-no! And you need to leave,鈥 You said hotly. 鈥淏efore I call鈥斺 Another sharp slap made you cry out, jerking in his arms. 鈥淥w!鈥澛
聽鈥淏ratty little girls don鈥檛 make the rules,鈥 His voice was a low rumble in your ear. 鈥淚 do.鈥澛 You sucked a sharp breath into your lungs as he walked you backwards toward your kitchen table. You hated him ordering you around鈥攁nd more than that, you hated how wet the calm, firm delivery of each command was making you.聽
聽鈥淵ou鈥檙e the one breaking into people鈥檚 apartments,鈥 You snapped, struggling in his grip, the warm metal whirring as you flailed. This was crazy鈥攜ou were crazy. You should have been screaming down the building; calling the building manager, calling the cops鈥攂ut you didn鈥檛. His blue eyes were locked on your face, and you were almost afraid to meet them.聽
聽鈥淥nly because you stole from me.鈥 He pulled out a chair with his free hand, seating himself. The world flipped on its head as he grabbed you, turning you face down over his lap. Your belly hit his thighs and the wind rushed out of your lungs, leaving you in stunned silence. He clucked his tongue at you as his hands began unabashedly moving over the exposed cheeks of your ass. Your shorts were barely managing to help you retain even an inch of your modesty, and you shivered as cool air moved over the damp spot of cloth covering your pussy. He groped you unabashedly, massaging the cheeks of your ass with slow, satisfied movements, as though he had all the time in the world.聽
聽鈥淚 didn鈥檛 steal from you鈥斺 You protested, but your complaint was cut off with another resounding slap that you heard before you felt it. 鈥淥w鈥攕top that!鈥 You whined, kicking your legs uselessly as you tried to wriggle off of his lap.聽
聽鈥淵ou want another one for lying, sweetness?鈥 He asked, his voice low and gravelly.聽
聽鈥淚鈥檓 not鈥斺 SMACK. 鈥淔uck! Stop it!鈥
聽He soothed the sting with cool, gentle circles of his metal hand. He ran his fingers through your hair affectionately, wrapping a curl tightly around his thumb before releasing it.聽
聽鈥淣ow doll. You鈥檙e never gonna learn manners if I don鈥檛 punish you when you break the rules.鈥 He spanked you again, and the pained cry that tore from your lips ended in a strangled moan. Your face heated, and you pressed it against the leg of his joggers to hide it. You could practically hear the grin dripping from his words. 鈥淥h baby, I think you liked that one.鈥 He chuckled, his fingers dipping between the throbbing cheeks of your ass.聽
聽鈥淚 don鈥檛 need my loud neighbor to teach me manners鈥攈ey, no, stop鈥!!鈥 Your protests came too late, and his cool fingers slid wetly against the swollen lips of your cunt. You were glad that in this position, you couldn鈥檛 see the smug, knowing expression you were sure graced his handsome features.聽
聽鈥淣o?鈥 He asked mockingly, dragging his fingers up and down your slit to collect as much of your wetness as he could. 鈥淐ould have fooled me.鈥 Your cheeks burned with humiliation, even as your pussy clenched hungrily. He slid one, thick finger into your wet heat, groaning softly. 鈥淔ucking tight, too,鈥 He cursed. 鈥淕onna stretch you open on my cock, brat.鈥 He curled his finger inside you, slapping your ass again lightly with his other hand. 鈥淣othin鈥 to say, huh? Figured you鈥檇 shut that smart fuckin鈥 mouth when I got my hands on you.鈥澛
聽You wanted to tell him to fuck off, that he had no fucking idea what he was talking about鈥攂ut currently your mouth was busy hanging open, your eyes squeezed shut as he alternated between slipping his fingers into your eager pussy, and laying quick, stinging blows on the soft flesh of your ass. You could feel his hard cock pushing into your belly through his pants, throbbing hotly against you as you squirmed. His calloused thumb circled your clit and you whined, pushing your hips back into his hand. He flicked it and you jerked, burying your teeth in his calf. He hissed, gripping your ass hard with his free hand.聽
聽鈥淔uck.鈥 He hissed under his breath as his cock pulsed against your belly. You grinned, but your pleasure was short lived as he delivered a series of harsh spanks, forcing you to cry out. You pushed at his legs, hitting at them uselessly as he held you still, his fingers still damp with you.聽
聽鈥淟ooks like nobody ever gave you a proper spanking, sweetheart,鈥 He growled. 鈥淏ut I鈥檒l fix that.鈥 You howled with pain, uncaring if any of the neighbors heard you. When you were sobbing softly against his leg, your pussy soaked and twitching, he righted you, spreading your legs across his lap. 鈥淵ou ready to be good for me, doll?鈥 He asked, tilting your chin up for another kiss. You nodded breathlessly. He reached for the waistband of your shorts, the now warm metal humming against your skin as he tore them easily. He bit his lip at the sight of you, scrubbing a hand down his stubbled chin. 鈥淔uck.鈥澛
聽He didn鈥檛 bother taking off his joggers, just sliding them down far enough for the fat head of his cock to spring out, slapping against his stomach. You clenched, suddenly aware of how achingly empty you were. 鈥淵ou want this dick, sweetness?鈥 He asked, tugging your top down to expose your breasts. You nodded eagerly, your eyes flicking up to his and then back down. You reached for him, your hand wrapping around the base and working up to the tip. He grinned. 鈥淭hen you better ask real nice.鈥澛
聽You swallowed thickly. 鈥淚 want you to fuck me.鈥澛
聽鈥淣ot good enough doll. Try again.鈥 You pouted at him. He slid the head of his cock against you, and you hissed, sucking in a sharp breath.聽
聽鈥淐an you please fuck me, Mr. Barnes.鈥澛
聽鈥淢mm, I like that. Say it again.鈥
聽鈥淧lease fuck me, Mr. Barnes,鈥 You moaned as he pushed the head of his cock against you, popping it just inside. He cursed, throwing his head back as his eyes slid shut.聽
聽鈥淕od fucking damn.鈥 He fucked up into you, expletives falling continuously from his lips as he helped you ride him. 鈥淪o good,鈥 He grunted, his fingers tightening hard on your hips. 鈥淪hould鈥檃 done this weeks ago.鈥 You felt so full, and his hands were everywhere. Ghosting over your back, tweaking your nipples and slapping your already sore ass. You already felt heat building in your belly, tension forcing you to move your hips faster, angle him deeper鈥攁nd he grabbed your hips, pulling your down hard against him. He swore, pulling you off of him.聽
聽You only had time to moan once in complaint before he bent you over the table, kicking your legs apart as he fisted his cock with his other hand, lining himself quickly back up with the tight hole he鈥檇 just been occupying.聽
聽鈥淪hi-it,鈥 He groaned as he slid in slowly, not stopping until his hips were pressed tightly against the curve of your ass. He fucked you hard, hard enough to shake the little vase of flowers from your table and send it crashing to the floor. Your eyes rolled in your head as your pussy clenched hard around him. So close鈥
聽鈥淵ou gonna cum, baby?鈥 He asked, his hand sliding up your spine to cup the back of your neck, pressing you harder into the table.聽
聽鈥淥h fuck,鈥 You mewled, nodding. 鈥淵es, yes, yes鈥斺 You clamped down around him like a vice, fresh wetness coating his cock and the table beneath you as you came harder than you could ever fucking remember鈥攔ight on your kitchen table. His cock was twitching, his hips still moving against you as you felt answering sticky heat coat your insides. He pressed his forehead to your shoulder, his lips moving silently against your skin in what you could only assume were either praises or curses.
聽He pulled out of you reluctantly, and it took every ounce of your strength to turn around and look at him, your head still fuzzy. He sat heavily back down in the chair, dragging a hand across his sweaty forehead.聽
聽鈥淪o鈥︹ You asked, trying and failing to stand straight on your still shaking legs. 鈥淲hat鈥檚, um鈥 your name?鈥 You asked, and he laughed.聽
聽鈥淚 hope you鈥檙e good with that stupid hammer, Bucky,鈥 You panted. 鈥淏ecause you鈥檙e gonna fix my door.鈥澛
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mikaltom5317 hours ago
Tabletalk Devotions with R.C. Sproul
Duration: 365 days
The Unforgivable Sin
Matthew 12:24鈥32 鈥淲hoever speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven, either in this age or in the age to come鈥 (v. 32).
Of all the teachings of Jesus, perhaps none troubles us more than His warning about blaspheming the Holy Spirit. When reading today鈥檚 passage it is only natural to ask, 鈥淲hat is the unforgivable sin?鈥 and, 鈥淗ave I committed it?鈥
Many in church history have identified the unforgivable sin as divorce, adultery, or another grievous sin, or they have said God will not forgive those who do even one evil deed after baptism. That so many options have been suggested illustrates the complexity of Matthew 12:24鈥32. We must, therefore, humbly approach the topic of the unforgivable sin, aware that we cannot be too cautious when applying today鈥檚 verses. Let us also note that even heinous sins are forgivable. Christ pardoned Peter for denying Him (John 18:15鈥27; 21:15鈥19). David repented and was forgiven for murder and adultery (2 Sam. 11:1鈥12:15a). Paul was made an apostle even though He once persecuted Jesus (Acts 9:1鈥19).
The meaning of Matthew 12:32 is clearer when we consider the passage in its totality (vv. 22鈥32). Even though they should know better, the Pharisees attribute Jesus鈥 exorcisms to the power of the Devil (v. 24). This is absurd since it is irrational for Satan to cast out his own minions and tear down his own kingdom (vv. 25鈥26). Moreover, if Jesus exorcises demons by the Devil鈥檚 power, then the followers of the Pharisees who do the same must also be acting under the Adversary鈥檚 influence, a deduction these scholars cannot endorse (v. 27). These teachers inconsistently accuse Jesus of being in Satan鈥檚 thrall while seeing God at work among their own students. Stubbornly and persistently, the Pharisees are attributing the work of the Holy Spirit in Christ鈥檚 ministry to the Devil.
Dr. R.C. Sproul says the unforgivable sin is blaspheming against the Holy Spirit by calling Jesus a devil after being enlightened by that same Spirit. According to John Calvin, we commit such sacrilege 鈥渙nly when we knowingly endeavor to extinguish the Spirit.鈥 There can be no salvation if the work of the Spirit is knowingly rejected. This act reveals a heart so hard that repentance is impossible (Heb. 3:7鈥19). Ultimately, as Augustine says, 鈥淚t is unrepentance that is a blasphemy against the Spirit鈥 (Nicene and Post-Nicene Fathers, Vol. 1, 6:325).
Pastors both past and present agree that a person who worries that he has committed the unforgiveable sin has not really done so. Those who do the unforgivable act are so calloused that they do not care about their spiritual state and therefore will never be troubled by the possibility that they have gone too far in their wickedness. Matthew Henry comments, 鈥淭hose who fear they have committed this sin, give a good sign that they have not.鈥
For further study:
Exodus 9:1鈥7
The Bible in a year:
2 Kings 12鈥14
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That post about being the author everyone stays up to read and forego sleep? That's you.
I've told you this already, but I remember the first time I read Case History, I did not know what it was (and from the name assumed it was a detective game? and that Harvey was a detective?? I didn't even fucking care about the franchise I just wanted to read more of what you've written) and I remember reading the first chapter near midnight (mind you I had a big trial the next day), and then going fuck me that was good. let's just... read one more chapter, and then another, and then another, and before I knew it鈥擨 don't even remember what time it was, but it was getting bright. I showed up at work looking like a goddamned zombie, eyes blood shot, hands shaking from too much coffee, my colleagues thought I was on death's door and I remember thinking it was so-fucking-worth-it.
And I remember thinking oh god I would sell my soul to just talk to this woman and tell her how amazing she is. I still remember sitting there hyping myself up for days, like Robert De Niro in Taxi Driver to work up the nerve to speak to you. And mind you I am a person with very little filter, and apparently no shame and still I felt like I was a 3 year old boy sending a secret note in class to the girl he has a crush on.
And because I'm such a socially awkward dumbass the first thing I scream at you, instead of you know being normal, is about how Case History, made me download (illegally cough cough) Stardew Valley and then chase after Harvey with spring leeks and coffee everyday until that man acknowledged me because your writing was so complete and fulfilled that it made me fall in love with a 2d pixelated man. Those are the L-E-N-G-T-H-S your writing made me go to, because make no mistake when I play that game I picture Harvey as your Harvey, without that context and background story, Harvey is a very plain character.
And you were so kind when you spoke to me despite the fact that I was clearly crazy and missing several bolts in my head.
You were so patient and you were so fun to talk to. And sometimes I feel like I was badgering you with friendship 馃槀 like a very insistent Mormon missionary, ringing on the doorbell on your inbox, going "HELLO! Hello! Hello!" for weeks and weeks on end until it turned into months and somehow now we're friends and I am over the fucking moon about it.
Because your talents completely aside, you're an amazing person and an amazing friend. You're kind, and you listen to me and my bullshit when I am feeling down and overwhelmed.
I feel so lucky to be able to have you as a friend. To be able to talk to your everyday.
You give the most heartfelt and wise advice. You give so much of yourself to your friends and the people around you and I hope you know that you are so loved by me and Lissi and Mice and just about everyone (and we would roll up a dead body in a carpet and dump it in the harbour for you no questions asked if you ever needed it).
Like seriously just give us the sign and we will roll up with sunglasses and machetes outside your dentist's/insurer's office.
When I have a rough day at work, you're always there for me with a sympathetic ear.
You make me laugh with your Bahamas twink baking tik-toks.
And have me acting like a crazy person in the afternoon racing to send you a pixelated coffee mug.
You have impeccable music taste, (and just taste in general), and I have a library of music that I am listening to on repeat because of you and I am so grateful for you in every way.
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besteestoresa day ago
I鈥檓 A Simple Woman Jesus Dog Coffee Chicken Goat Cat Water Shirt
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I鈥檓 A Simple Woman Jesus Dog Coffee Chicken Goat Cat Water Shirt .besteestores I have another child who went through every parent鈥檚 nightmare of teenage out of control behavior, only to end up in her twenties saying that my tough love was exactly what she needed. Told her over and over that I鈥檇 love her no matter what, but would not do anything to enable her bad choices and poor decision-making. When she started turning things around she knew where to turn for support. This is what worked for me. This answer contains insanely graphic material that will disturb some people. I never put trigger warnings in my writing, but in the聽in addition I really love this name of protecting kids from the embrace of hellfire by showing how hot the flames can burn, some of you parents just need to fully grasp what鈥檚 out there. For context, our hero protagonist, the monstrous demon-hunter man known as Guts, was captured by a band of crusaders working for the Church of the land to bring down the demonic forces that are taking over. They are led by a beautiful young noblewoman beautiful, if not alarmingly childlike in her physical appearance. She is pious and snobbish, treating our hero, the slayer of thousands of men and demons alike, as common trash. As part of his escape, he kidnaps the commander. Guts do this by invading her tent during her prayers, which she does topless, because of reasons that will forever be lost on me. Wait, scratch that. People in the comments reminded me that her nudity was because she was about to start up a healthy round of self-flagellation, the practice of some religious sects to beat, whip, or maim themselves in adherence to something for some reason because of course, she would do that. I mean, what else could she possibly be doing? For our purposes, what better way to communicate religious fanaticism while also tying in so to speak kinky undertones of sadomasochism surrounding a very beautiful. The topless girl decides to take the distraction as an opportunity to flee. Still bound, and still nude above the waist, she gets to her trusty steed and well, dang it all if he isn鈥檛 demon-possessed too. Her big problem, though, is that he has very clear intentions to be the one doing the mounting. I read this as a grown man, and it gave me weird dreams for weeks that I would rather not get into. That鈥檚 just one of many examples from the world of Berserk. We could talk about the children who literally murder each other in a game of war, or the those three demons with their little girlfriends, that demon who rips apart and eats his daughter鈥檚 mother in front of her.
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islamreligionguardian2 days ago
The pleasures of聽Eid-ul-Fitr
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The pleasures of聽Eid-ul-Fitr
he Review of Religions, April 1992
This religious celebration is observed on the day following the last day of fasting which is observed daily by all able-bodied Muslims from dawn till sunset throughout the Islamic month of Ramazan. It is a day of much rejoicing and happiness especially by those fortunate persons who observed the fasts and reaped the spiritual fruits of this holy exercise in accordance with the directions of God in the Holy Quran.
Fasting has been prescribed in one form or another by all the revealed religions of the world. The Bible tells us that Prophet David declared 鈥業 humbled my soul with fasting鈥 (Psalms 35:13) and we read in the New Testament that 鈥榯he disciples of Jesus and the Pharisees used to fast鈥 (Mark 2:18). We are also told that 鈥楯esus fasted forty days and forty nights鈥 (Matthew 4:2).
One does not only feel happy on Eid-ul-Fitr because through exercising self-discipline one has successfully complied with the commandment of God to observe the fasts, but also on account of a feeling of spiritual exhilaration which glows within the heart and soul.
No doubt on Eid-ul-Fitr much pleasure is derived from wearing new clothes, meeting friends and relatives and eating specially prepared food. These are all ways of celebrating the occasion. The main event, of course, is the religious service when one offers prayers and listens to the inspirational address of the Imam on relevant matters concerning the significance of the occasion. As the main purpose of fasting is to develop righteousness and self-purification (Quran聽2:186) the most attractive garment one should be wearing is the one mentioned by God in the Holy Quran:
The raiment of righteousness 鈥 that is the best. (7:27)
The real food one should be enjoying is the spiritual nourishment acquired during the month of fasting.
Eid-ul-Fitr should remind one of many lessons learned from fasting and which, during the holy month of Ramazan, one should have endeavoured to keep in mind and to have practised. One of them is the offering of one鈥檚 morning (Fajr) prayer before sunrise and also of the offering the efficacious pre-dawn prayer (Tahajjud) which is highly recommended. One realizes that it is not too difficult to arise early and offer these prayers at the proper time. If one can discipline oneself to do so during the month of fasting then it is not impossible to do so during the other months of the year also.
The purpose of taking medicine is to combat and cure an ailing condition and when it takes good effect one wants to maintain one鈥檚 improved condition. Likewise when one reduces weight after a course of dieting one wants to maintain one鈥檚 lower weight and similarly one wants to maintain one鈥檚 improved physical condition after completing a course of exercise. After completion of the holy month of fasting one is able to gauge one鈥檚 improved spiritual condition as a result of one鈥檚 devotion, conduct, prayers and divine favours received during that period. On Eid-ul-Fitr one should reflect one鈥檚 condition of spiritual improvement and resolve not to lose what one has gained but rather, not only to maintain it, but press forward to even higher spiritual development through righteous conduct, prayers and seeking the Grace of God.
This is the spirit of Eid-ul-Fitr.
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christians-911-com3 days ago
The Love That Jesus Taught Us
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A new commandment I give unto you, That ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another. 鈥 Jesus Christ 鈥 John 13:34
Love is innate to all of us. We love everyone that is good to us. Also, those who love us.聽But do you think it is still loving if you let others continue to live worldly lives?
Bible Reading
Today鈥檚 devotional reading is from the 1st Letter of Paul to Thessalonians 4:9.聽Please, read our recent devotional from the Book of Zechariah 4:6:聽Not By Might Or Power, But By The Holy Spirit (link please)
Jesus love and taught us to love
God is love. And with that, we know as His creations we are taught how to love. Paul pointed out to the Thessalonians that they know how to love, for they have received it through the teachings and study of the scriptures. This is the same for us. Moreover, we are shown how to love through the Scriptures. The entire context of the Bible is evidence of God's love for us. Jesus emphasized this as well, as written by the Apostle John in John 13:34.
How you share the love of Christ with others?
There are lots of ways how we can share the love of Christ with others. The most important form is to let others know about His sacrificial love on the cross at Calvary. When we share this with others, we show that we love them because we present them with the reality and gravity of our sins.
Our sins block us from accepting Jesus Christ as our Lord and Savior. And when we do not accept Him we will not achieve eternal life with Him and the Father in heaven. In simple words, when you do not tell others about our sinfulness, you are letting them walk in the road that leads to eternal damnation. And that is not a sign of your love towards them.
This is the time for your journaling. Reflect on these questions. Ask the Holy Spirit to test your faith and your walk with Christ.
Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates? 鈥 2 Corinthians 13:5 KJV.
Who are the people you love?
Do they love you back?
How do you define love?
What are the ways you show your love for others?
Have you accepted Jesus and His sacrificial love for all? Accept Jesus Now.
What are the ways you show your love to God?
Reflect on the instances when you forgot or omit to point to others the way to Jesus? How do you feel?
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Loving all
Loving God, fill my heart with the love that you freely give. Make love my first and last thoughts. May I love others and freely give to them. Make my spirit a spirit of joy, happiness, and love for both my friends and my enemies. Help me love as abundantly as you have loved me. Amen.
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The scriptures. May God bless the reading of His holy word.
All who were sitting in the Sanhedrin looked intently at Stephen, and they saw that his face was like the face of an angel.
鈥淣ow you have betrayed and murdered Him鈥攜ou who have received the law that was given through angels but have not obeyed it.鈥
When the members of the Sanhedrin heard this, they were furious and gnashed their teeth at him. But Stephen, full of the Holy Spirit, looked up to heaven and saw the glory of God, and Jesus standing at the right hand of God. 鈥淟ook,鈥 he said, 鈥淚 see heaven open and the Son of Man standing at the right hand of God.鈥
At this they covered their ears and, yelling at the top of their voices, they all rushed at him, dragged him out of the city and began to stone him.
Acts 6:15, 7:52-58
This ends today鈥檚 reading from God's holy word. Thanks be to God.
Yesterday, you鈥檒l remember how we looked at parallels between Jesus鈥 ministry and the ministry of His apostles after His ascension. It was obvious through how the apostles were treated collectively and it was true on a very personal level, especially in the case of Stephen, one of the seven men elected by the people to assist the apostles in addressing the social needs of others.
In part one of this four part series, we saw how Stephen found disagreement with a group of Jews called the Synagogue of the Freedmen who, unable to bring any legitimate charge against him, instead fabricated lies which got him hauled before the Sanhedrin for trial. Of course, we can go back to Jesus and see the Jewish religious establishment did the same thing to Him.
Well, as we move to the second message in this series, you鈥檒l notice there is a bit of a hole in the scripture passage as we jump from the final verse of Acts 6 to the fifty-fourth verse of chapter 7. There is a lot of historical context presented by Stephen in between as he testifies before the Sanhedrin which we鈥檒l be looking at as soon as this series on parallels concludes but for now, we want to refocus our attention on the way Stephen was handled by the Sanhedrin and how it modeled Jesus鈥 treatment.
After declaring his historical manifesto, we see Stephen, whose face was like an angel per the scriptures, declaring the truth that none of the Sanhedrin was willing to accept, that they had been responsible for first betraying and then murdering Jesus, the very Messiah the prophets had told about since the days of old. Through his words, Stephen surgically exposed the sins of the Jewish religious leaders who routinely disobeyed the parts of the law they urged others to maintain. Such was the hypocritical nature of their ministry work and Stephen, like Jesus before him, was calling them out for it.
Need another?
We go back to Jesus鈥 time before the Sanhedrin when He said this:
鈥淏ut I say to all of you: From now on you will see the Son of Man sitting at the right hand of the Mighty One and coming on the clouds of heaven.鈥 Matthew 26:64
Which led the high priest to tear his clothes and hurl the following questions at those present, those who formed the jury of what were unjust proceedings:
鈥淗e has spoken blasphemy! Why do we need any more witnesses? Look, now you have heard the blasphemy. What do you think?鈥
鈥淗e is worthy of death,鈥 they answered. Matthew 26:65-66
Now, let鈥檚 fast forward to Stephen who concluded his survey of Jewish history by saying:
"Now you have betrayed and murdered Him鈥攜ou who have received the law that was given through angels but have not obeyed it.鈥
And in response, an angered Sanhedrin council gnashed their teeth at Stephen only to see him look up to heaven, see the glory of God as well as Jesus standing at His right hand, and then say the following by the power of the Holy Spirit:
鈥淚 see heaven open and the Son of Man standing at the right hand of God.鈥
It was all too much for an already furious group of Jewish religious leader. We read where they covered their ears, yelled at Stephen at the top of their lungs, and then proceeded to drag him out of the city to commence stoning him.
Like Jesus, the Sanhedrin was unwilling to listen to the truth and their only solution for silencing those who failed to agree with them and their ways was to murder the opposition. It was truly a biblical cancel culture of the worst order, self-admitting godly men committing or instigating unholy murder and violating one of God鈥檚 most fundamental commandments by doing so.
Did I mention there were many parallels between Jesus life and His followers in the first seven chapters of Acts?
Tomorrow, we鈥檒l look at yet one more similarity. I hope you鈥檒l return for that message then.
In Christ,
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certifiedhaikyuusimp4 days ago
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pairing: atsumu x reader
type: oneshot
genre: crack
synopsis: in which he dyes your hair
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禄Can you stay still, I don鈥檛 want to mess this up!芦 Atsumu growled behind you, holding a strand of your hair up while simultaneously mixing the dye.
You rolled your eyes. 禄You wouldn鈥檛 struggle so much if you would just let me mix it, you know?芦 you muttered, hands already reaching for the little bowl.
禄Nuh-uh!芦 he exclaimed 禄I told you, I鈥榙 help you so let me do this芦
Sighing you leaned back again. 禄Sure. Just let go of my hair and mix it properly or you鈥榬e gonna make a mess芦
Atsumu snorted but complied after all.
A couple days ago you mentioned to him how you wanted to dye your hair. You didn鈥檛 even know why, you simply had this deep desire to do so.
禄Alright. Tell me what color and I鈥榣l dye it for you芦 Atsumu immediately said. He somehow seemed more excited than you about this, since he was the one to grab your arm and practically drag you to the next drugstore.
And now you sat in his bathroom, a towel draped over your shoulders with Atsumu standing right behind you. His eyebrows were furrowed as he parted your hair after finally mixing the color together in a small plastic bowl.
禄Good芦 the setter sang, looking into your eyes through the mirror 禄Let鈥榮 do this!芦 You took a deep breath and closed your eyes for a second before you nodded.
Calm down. It鈥檚 no big deal. It鈥檚 just hair.
Atsumu was more than careful. He was observant and careful as he slowly applied the paste to your hair, starting rom the ends and slowly moving to your roots, always making sure to reapply some if needed.
Just as he finished the first few strands you stared getting doubts and started fidgeting in your seat.
What if it didn鈥檛 look as good on you? Was it even the right color? Jesus, what would your friends say? Would they like it?
Hell, what would Atsumu think?
禄Baby. Stay still芦 he commanded 禄I know you鈥榬e nervous and that鈥檚 alright, but if you keep fidgeting so much, I鈥榣l mess up and it鈥檚 gonna look horrible. You should鈥榲e seen Samu the last time I鈥榲e helped him with his hair芦 The blonde snorted. 禄I鈥檓 pretty sure he wanted to kill me right then and there芦
禄Wait, you鈥榲e send me a picture that day, right?芦 you suddenly remembered 禄Didn鈥檛 he have more dye on his shirt and neck than on his hair, right?芦
You two bursted out laughing.
Atsumu took another strand in his hair, coloring it. 禄But still, he let me fix it. Basically I had to run to the store at night just to grab some more dye. On the way back it was raining and I forgot my keys so, yeah, Samu got his revenge芦 Atsumu continued.
You remembered that very vividly. Not only was it late, but Atsumu caught a cold after that. Being the stubborn and determined person that he is, he blankly refused to acknowledge that he was sick and wanted to train just like usual.
Thankfully Kita was there to scold him and send him home.
禄You can鈥檛 deny that you didn鈥檛 like me taking care of you, Tsumu芦 you said shrugging.
He chuckled. 禄No, I can鈥檛. No complaints here, angel芦
The setter鈥榮 eyes never left your hair as he continued to color it, still maintaining a lighthearted conversation with you, which stopped you from fidgeting to much and after many more minutes, you heard him sigh in relieve.
禄You got a lot of hair, you know?芦 he remarked, smirking at you. 禄C鈥榤on, we gotta wait some time and then we鈥榬e gonna wash it out, alright?芦
Atsumu leaned over, placing a small peck on your lips. His hands found their way on your hips as he continued speaking. 禄My angel鈥榮 gonna have beautifully colored hair and then we can match芦 He started giggling.
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natromanoffxox7 days ago
Something Hot
Natasha Romanoff x Reader
Warnings: Swearing, violence, gun use (please message if you think I need to add any more!)
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Gunshots where going off all around you, but all you could do was run. You had nothing to protect yourself with, not even a fucking stick for Christ sake. There was banging and crashing all around you, as if the whole building was falling in on itself. You needed to find Natasha.
As if the lord above where listening to you, Nat came running from the other end of the hallway you were in, spreading a smile across your face that was quickly dropped when you saw what she was running from. The Hulk. The fucking Incredible Hulk. In his state of rage, he was barging through everything, literal walls breaking down in his wake, nothing stopping him, nothing slowing him down. You stopped and pushed yourself up against a door, waiting for the right moment. Just as Natasha was opposite, you dragged her towards you, pushing the door open and falling in a ball of limbs into the room behind. It took her a second to recover, picking herself up on her elbows to look at you, breathing heavy and eyes wide with terror.
鈥淚f you tell anyone about the state I鈥檓 in, I鈥檒l have to end you myself.鈥 She joked, making you let out a breathy chuckle. Was she seriously joking at a time like this?
鈥淲hat鈥檚 going on?鈥
鈥淐lint and Selvig, they鈥檙e under Loki鈥檚 mind control. They just came at us out of nowhere. I sent Thor after Loki to make sure he doesn鈥檛 get out.鈥
You winced at her words, making Natasha鈥檚 eyes narrow. She knew you knew something.
鈥淲hat.鈥 It wasn鈥檛 a question, but a demand.
鈥淟oki got out.鈥
鈥淎nd how would you know that.鈥 She sat up, crossing her arms over her chest.
鈥淚 think that鈥檚 a question for another day. Right now, Thor is locked in that cell and this building is about to collapse around us.鈥
Just as you said that, the walls began to crumble. You grabbed Natasha鈥檚 hand, pulling her to her feet as you ran through the room, dodging the falling ceiling and heading for the stairs. God, how you wished you had some crazy super powers right now.
鈥淲e have to get Thor.鈥 You said, heading back down the stairs towards the cell. Surely enough, he was still there, smacking his hammer against the glass in attempt to break free. Natasha ran to the board, pressing a sequence of buttons before the locks lifted and the glass door slid open.
鈥淐ome on, Blondie, we鈥檝e gotta go!鈥
You managed to escape just in time, the whole building collapsing around you as you ran for the exit. When you were out, it was just as bad as the inside.
鈥淗e opened the portal.鈥
It was if there was a gaping hole in the sky. Weird caterpillar looking monsters flying out. Where you dreaming? Was this shit actually happening?
鈥淐ome on!鈥 Natasha grabbed your hand, pulling you towards her car to head straight into the battle field, because that鈥檚 totally where you wanted to be. Right smack bang in the middle of THAT.
Why the hell did you sign up for this?
She handed you a gun, locking eyes with you, sending every bit of love she had inside her into your eyes. You didn鈥檛 know whether you liked it or not. Was she reminding you she loved you or making sure you knew it just incase something happened? Either way, she was out the car and you followed close behind. People were screaming in the streets, running for safety in every direction.
You were in the middle of a war, wearing leggings and a crop top, armed with one gun.
Jesus Christ.
The team got to it straight away. Natasha chucked something at you, and when you opened your palm you saw an ear piece. You put it in and began to hear everything the team were saying, keeping connected to each other no matter where they were. You saw Tony up in the sky, the rest down below with you.
鈥淚鈥檝e got eyes on Loki.鈥 You heard Nat鈥檚 voice, following her view as he flew the weird flying caterpillar around in the sky.
鈥淲e鈥檝e got to close the portal!鈥 Steve shouted, and you began to figure out where it was.
鈥淗ow?鈥 You asked, not understanding a single thing of what was going on. Is this really the shit The Avengers had to deal with?
鈥淟oki鈥檚 Scepter. Get him, get his scepter, close the portal.鈥 Nat told you, making eye contact as you his behind a car for cover. You looked back to the sky, trying to find the God of mischief once again. He was stood on the top of a building. Perfect.
You ran, ignoring everyone鈥檚 cries for you to stay down.
鈥淵/N stop!鈥
鈥淲hat is she doing?!鈥
You knew what you were doing. You were going to trick the trickster. No one tried to destroy your world.
You were in the building Loki stood on, waiting for the elevator, refusing to take the stairs for the whole journey up.
鈥淗i Loki!鈥 You waved at him as you finally reached the roof, making him spin in shock.
鈥淵/N?! What are you doing here?鈥 His face said it all, he definitely was not expecting you.
鈥淭hey brought me out here, didn鈥檛 want to leave me in the crumbling building, you know? And there鈥檚 loads of shooting down there, thought I鈥檇 be safer up here!鈥
You look around at the sky and then down below as you walked up to him, gun hidden in the back of your leggings.
鈥淪o... whatcha doin鈥?鈥 You rolled back and forth on your feet, smiling the same smile you鈥檇 gave him earlier. He simply laughed, shaking his head at you before summoning one of the ugly caterpillars his way.
鈥淒addy issue stuff.鈥 He climbed on top of the beast, scepter tucked by his side.
鈥淲ow, can I come?!鈥 You put on a face of pure shock, a wide smile to look amazed by what was in front of you. You saw a flash of doubt in his eyes before he laughed again.
鈥淔ine, little one. But only for a moment!鈥
鈥淵/N don鈥檛 you dare!鈥 You heard through the earpiece.
You climbed on behind Loki.
鈥淵/N I swear to god!鈥 Oh you were in trouble. But not as much as Loki, which eased your mind slightly. If you could get the scepter, you could close the portal, and that鈥檚 all that mattered.
鈥淵ou okay back there, little one?鈥 Loki turned slightly to try see you as he flew the freaky thing, seeing your smile of pure joy. It actually was quite fun! Other than you know, the murder, shooting and chaos all around. You heard a shot from behind you making you duck your head down low. When you turned, you saw Natasha on one of the ugly flying caterpillars right behind you, getting closer by the second.
鈥淥h, oh. I鈥檓 in trouble.鈥 You muttered, loud enough for Loki to hear.
鈥淒on鈥檛 fret, little one.鈥 That being said, he shot up higher into the sky, dodging the building last minute and spinning in the opposite direction. Should you have really got on the back of this thing? You looked down to see Natasha right below you.
鈥淪orry Loki, gotta go.鈥 You patted his shoulder and stood up quickly, grabbing his Scepter before jumping.
鈥淵ou better stay catch me Natasha.鈥 You almost cried as you fell through the sky. The wind was nearly knocked out of you when you landed, thankfully not on the floor, but on the beast Natasha was flying.
鈥淭hat was cool as fuck.鈥 You heard Tony laugh through the earpiece.
鈥淗i, babe!鈥 You smiled, getting a look of pure rage in return.
鈥淎s impressed as I am, I am furious.鈥 You couldn鈥檛 keep the smile from growing on your face, and you could see hers creeping too. You let out a laugh before kissing her cheek, making her real smile come through.
鈥淕et that to the tesseract, I鈥檒l get Loki.鈥 She told you as she flew you to the ground, letting you land on your feet before you ran to the portal. What now?
鈥淲hat the fuck do I do now?!鈥 You looked between the glowing box and the scepter, cluelessly.
鈥淧ush it closed!鈥 Nat shouted back in your ear. Yeah, 鈥榗ause it鈥檚 so obvious...
You jammed the fork in, pushing with all your force to try and close it.
鈥淗old your horses.鈥 You heard Tony throw piece, stopping your attempts to see him flying up towards the portal holding a nuke. Holy. Shit. Before you could reply he was gone, disappearing into the black hole. Was he coming out? He had to right? He had to!
鈥淭ony?鈥 You spoke but earned no reply. Natasha ran to your side, eyes wide at the scene above.
鈥淐ome on, Stark.鈥 You heard her mumble, and knowing that she was worried, worried you even more. You couldn鈥檛 lose him. Not like this.
鈥淐lose it.鈥 Natasha said.
鈥淲hat no, he鈥檚-鈥
鈥淐lose it!鈥
Tears in your eyes, you jammed the scepter back into the box, finally stopping the beaming blue light and shutting it off. You couldn鈥檛 look. You couldn鈥檛 watch as he didn鈥檛 return. It was Natasha鈥檚 sign of relief that finally made you open your eyes again. Looking up, you was Tony falling through the sky, pummelling towards the street below.
鈥淗e鈥檚 not slowing down. GUYS! He鈥檚 not slowing down!鈥
Out of no where, Bruce, or should you say the Hulk, flew forward, grabbing Tony as he clung to a building, tearing the walls as he fell with speed. You watched as he slung himself backwards, hitter the floor in a crash. You ran to the scene, Natasha on your heals just as Thor tore of Tony鈥檚 mask. He wasn鈥檛 awake. Eyes shut, not moving.
鈥淭ony?鈥 You said in a tiny voice, choking back the tears that dared to shed from your eyes.
鈥淐ome on. Wake up, you stupid idiot.鈥
He didn鈥檛 move.
鈥淲ake up!鈥 You screamed at the man in metal in front of you, holding on to his hand as if it were going to wake him.
Natasha was interrupted by the raw that came from Bru- the Hulk, shocking Tony鈥檚 eyes wide open as he gasped for air.
鈥淥h, thank god!鈥 You let out the breath you didn鈥檛 know you were holding, falling back and holding your head with the hand that wasn鈥檛 in his.
鈥淲ell, that was something.鈥 He coughed out, slowing lifting himself to a sitting position. You all looked around, seeing the distraction of the city you lived in. That was going to cost a pretty penny to fix...
鈥淪o... Did I just help save the world?鈥
The team let out a queue of laughter at you question, and you couldn鈥檛 help but smile.
鈥淵eah, but we鈥檒l be having words.鈥 Natasha gave you a look, a look that said 鈥榶ou鈥檙e in deep shit鈥, but her smile never left her face, showing how proud she was of you.
鈥淲hat now?鈥 You asked, looking at the team around you.
鈥淎nyone hungry? I鈥檓 starving.鈥 Tony replied, sending you a cheeky smile as you raised your brow at him. The man just basically left earth and died and now he鈥檚 hungry?!
Considering the building you once all lived in was now gone, along with everything inside it, you all headed to your old restaurant, ready to end the night with some good food before you figured out your next move. It was far enough away from the chaos to not have been effected.
鈥淗i Taylor!鈥 You smiled at him as you entered the building, The Avengers right behind you. He smiled at you before it dipped and grew bigger at the sight of the hero鈥檚.
鈥淵/N! It鈥檚 been ages! What can I do for you?鈥 He stepped up to you, not so sneakily sparing glances to your friends, your family.
鈥淔ood. Saving the world build up one hell of an appetite.鈥
鈥淣ear death situations get me peckish.鈥 Tony chirped in behind you, making you roll your eyes at his joke, though knowing him he probably was not joking.
You took a seat round the large table, taking in the sight in front of you. The Avengers, your family, looked like shit. Everyone was dirty, their clothes covered in dust and blood. Their faces had cuts and bruises from the fighting and shrapnel that flew around them. Tony, Thor, Loki, Bruce (yes, Bruce, not the Hulk) who wore a a T-shirt and shorts that some kind civilians gave him, Steve, and Natasha.
Ah, Natasha. Even when her hair was messed up from the battle, a small thin cut by her brow with dried blood around it, covered in claret and muck, was still just as beautiful as ever. How did she do it?
鈥淲hat are we going to do about him?鈥 Steve nodded towards Loki, who sat beside you silently, hands cuffed in front of him. You gave him a look of apology, you didn鈥檛 want him to feel betrayed by you for some reason. You actually think you saw him as a friend, something you would not be announcing to the group.
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry.鈥 You whispered to him as you touched your foot to his leg beside him to get his attention. The team were discussing where they could keep him locked up, unable to do any more damage than he鈥檇 already done.
鈥淒on鈥檛 worry, little one. I know.鈥 He gave you a smile. A real smile, not a fake one, not a trick. You could see it in his eyes, he really meant that.
鈥淲e can go to my holiday home. It has enough room for us all for a while. And we can keep... him, in the basement.鈥
The idea of locking Loki up in the basement of a house did not sit well with you, then you remembered it was Tony Stark, and his basement was probably equivalent to a normal persons living room.
鈥淲e still need to talk.鈥 Natasha whispered in your ear, sending a freezing cold shiver down your spine. You did not look forward to that. Before you knew it, she was dragging you by your hand to the other side of the restaurant, where no one was around to hear the upcoming conversation. You glanced back to the team, eyes full of worry but all they done was chuckle at your terrified state.
Thanks guy, really helpful.
鈥淲hat were you thinking?!鈥 Natasha let out as soon as you turned to face her. Oh, she was mad.
When she said you were going to have words, she really meant it.
鈥淚 was thinking 鈥榙o whatever it takes to save the world鈥欌 You shrugged back, regretting the action as soon as you done it seeing the flame behind her eyes ignite.
鈥淵ou could have been hurt! Or worse, killed! Did you think about that?!鈥
鈥淣o, I was thinking about making sure no one else got hurt or killed!鈥 You admitted, and some part inside of you warmed at the words. You were talking like a true agent of SHIELD.
鈥淲hat if I lost you, huh? What would I do then?鈥 You could hear the hurt behind her words, her mind probably going back to seeing you lying in a hospital bed. You stepped forward, taking your hands in hers, and looking deep into her eyes.
鈥淒on鈥檛 you remember? It鈥檚 me and you, always. I鈥檒l never leave you.鈥 You grinned, watching as the anger left her eyes and her tense stance deflated. You鈥檇 won her over, and she pulled you closer to her, wrapping her arms round you like you were the only thing keeping her alive. You breathed her in, carving this memory into your brain so you could never forget it. You loved how protective she was.
鈥淐ome on, I鈥檓 hungry.鈥 You pulled back, giving her a quick peck on the lips before smirking and leading her back to the table. You saw something in Loki鈥檚 eyes as you sat back in your seat beside him.
鈥淪he鈥檚 off limits. You fuck with her, you fuck with me.鈥 You mumbled as you tilted closer to him, pretending to itch your ankle as you spoke. When you looked back up, he was giving you a genuine smile, and you knew he was silently agreeing with your statement.
鈥淚 would never, little one. I would never hurt you.鈥
You let yourself sit back with a sign, slowly tuning in to the conversation the rest of the team were having beside you.
鈥淥h, you鈥檙e in it deep. She has you wrapped round her finger.鈥 Thor laughed, looking at Natasha before looking at you and grinning. Oh, boy.
鈥淥h, I鈥檓 sorry. I didn鈥檛 realise today was the day you wanted to die, Blondie.鈥
You had to literally pin Natasha to her seat, sending a glare Thor鈥檚 way telling him to shut up before she really did kill him. Natasha hated being seen as weak and vulnerable, and teasing her about her relationship was possibly the biggest grave anyone could dig themselves.
鈥淎re you all going to behave while I put in our order? Can I actually trust you to not kill each other?鈥 You asked, a serious question. Steve and Tony were glaring at each other again. Natasha鈥檚 eyes were sending out a look that could kill straight to Thor. Bruce was just watching the scenes play out, and Loki was smiling at the ruction. He must really love it when people fight, being the god of mischief and all that.
With a huff, you left them, pushing up off your seat to go to the bar. What a day. 锟
鈥淛ust give me seven burgers, they鈥檒l get what they鈥檙e given.鈥 You laughed to Carly. Seeing her sweet smile made you miss her even more than you realised, she had always been such a good friend to you.
You forgot it had been half a nearly year since you鈥檇 set foot in the place. It made you realise that you鈥檇 been with Natasha for almost 8 months. Damn, that was a long time! Though no one knew anything of it for half of that time. But you couldn鈥檛 be happier with your new life. It was if you were a whole new person, again. Your mental and physical health had never been better, and you were saving the world. Not bad considering you were a drug addict only a few years back. Who would鈥檝e thought you鈥檇 be where you are now?
You glanced up for a moment, silently thinking about how proud you鈥檇 of made your father today, even if you had been a little reckless.
鈥淪o, you鈥檙e an Avenger now?鈥 Carly raised a brow with a smirk, nodding towards the group who sat behind you bickering. You looked down at yourself, your lovely grey leggings covered in black dust and your use to be favourite white shirt now ruined.
鈥淚 wouldn鈥檛 go that far, but I do work for SHIELD.鈥
It was as if they all had super hearing, as you heard a throat clear behind you, and when you turned you saw them all giving you warm and proud smiles.
鈥淣o, Y/N. You fought along side us and you saved the world. You are an Avenger.鈥 Tony told you, giving you a look that you could only describe as the look a father would give their child when they鈥檇 done them proud.
You were an Avenger.
A/N: Again, I know this isn鈥檛 how it originally goes in the film! I had to make it fit, I鈥檓 sorry! Don鈥檛 hate me...
A little bit of a longer wait for chapter 16, my working hours have increased and quite frankly my love for writing and reading is keeping me up til stupid o鈥檆lock in the morning. I鈥檓 working on 7 hours sleep in the last 72 hours. I鈥檓 surprised I can even spell half the words right at this point鉁岎煆籑UCH LOVE馃挄
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pastordavem7 days ago
Emotions Can Be Intense
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Not more than 5 minutes ago I read a post that was getting a lot of people fired up.聽 The topic of the post has been a聽鈥渉ot鈥 topic over the past little while, and it has caused a lot fo dissension as people feel obligated to express thier opinion(s) on the topic...and we all know that opinions, like personalities, everyone has at least one.聽聽
As I read through some of the comments I found myself half riled up.聽 I, too, have an opinion.聽 There were some responses written that I completely disagreed with.聽 There were others that I was mostly in agreement with.聽 Multiple times I was getting prepared to聽鈥渆nlighten鈥 some of those that I did not agree with, and refrained, as I do not want to be part of a growing problem.聽聽
What got me, though, is that there were responses that some folks got personal.聽 I don鈥檛 mean that they lashed out and made it offensively personal, instead, I mean they pushed back the curtain and let us see a glimpse of their life, and if we took a moment to look, we could see WHY they were of the opinion that they were.聽 And these moments were the reason(s) why I refrained.聽 Our emotions are super hard to deal with sometimes.聽 When something happens to us, and we are still feeling the sting of the hurt...our emotions tend to get the聽鈥渙ne-over鈥 on us.聽 AND, if it鈥檚 hard to deal with our emotions, HOW MUCH MORE difficult is it to deal with someone else鈥檚 emotions?聽聽
When I am already feeling defensive, and someone comes at me with a differing opinion than me; they could be right...but I am not in the place to hear it.聽 I first gotta get my emotions in check.聽聽It is truly interesting how much our emotions will lead us.聽 If we聽鈥渇eel鈥 strong enough, we will bypass logic and critical thinking, and be completely led by our emotions to do things that we normally would only think about, but not put actions behind it.聽 And, an even bigger problem is that that we will feel completely justified in doing this.聽聽
James 1 The Passion Translation
19 My dearest brothers and sisters, take this to heart: Be quick to listen, but slow to speak. And be slow to become angry,聽
20 for human anger is never a legitimate tool to promote God鈥檚 righteous purpose.聽
21 So this is why we abandon everything morally impure and all forms of wicked conduct. Instead, with a sensitive spirit we absorb God鈥檚 Word, which has been implanted within our nature, for the Word of Life has power to continually deliver us.
Another great verse is found in...
Hebrews 12:14 The Passion Translation
In every relationship be swift to choose peace over competition, and run swiftly toward holiness, for those who are not holy will not see the Lord. 15Watch over each other to make sure that no one misses the revelation of God鈥檚 grace. And make sure no one lives with a root of bitterness sprouting within them which will only cause trouble and poison the hearts of many.
We definitely have an enemy, but it is not each-other.聽 We must gain control OVER our emotions, refuse to allow the enemy of our soul (you know, the one that is only comes to steal, kill, and destroy) to have any foothold in our lives, and intentionally walk in love.聽 Because I know this is not easy, I PRAY FOR YOU!聽聽
I PRAY聽that according to Ephesians 3:16-19, out of His glorious riches He may strengthen you with power through His Holy Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith.聽 And I pray that you, being rooted and established in HIS LOVE, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge 鈥 that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.
I PRAY that according to 1 Thessalonians 3:12-13, the LORD (鈥滸od of Covenant鈥...aka:聽鈥減romise keeping God鈥) make your love increase and overflow for each other and for everyone else.聽 That He strengthen your hearts so that you will be blameless and holy in the presence of our God and Father when our Lord Jesus comes with all His holy ones.
I PRAY that according to Numbers聽 6:24 - 26,聽 the LORD bless you and keep you; and makes His face shine upon you, and be gracious to you!聽 The LORD lift up His countenance upon you, and give you peace.
I PRAY for WISDOM according to Proverbs 4:6 - 7, for HARMONY according to Colossians 3:13 - 14, for COMPASSION according to Ephesians 4:32, and for PROVISION according to Philippians 4:19.聽聽
And MOST OF ALL, I PRAY that according to Philippians 1:9 - 11 and Matthew 28:19 - 20, your love may abound more and more, with knowledge and all discernment, so that you may approve what is excellent, and so be pure and blameless for the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ, to the glory and praise of God!聽 聽And that from now until eternity, wherever you go, you make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.聽 That you teach them to faithfully follow Jesus, and all that He has commanded us, being the reflection and revelations of Jesus, with HOPE and LOVE, to the whole world until He calls us home.聽 AMEN!
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besteestores7 days ago
Im a simple woman I love Jesus dog coffee and crocheting shirt
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mikeydeesd8 days ago
I was kind of having a down moment... and happened to be on Youtube... can鈥檛 remember what I was watching.... but, if you look at Youtube with any regularity, you notice that along the right side, there are a lot of other (similar?) videos listed.聽 You know, so you can watch something else when you are done.聽 So, there I am, kinda morose... and I see an old Johnny Carson clip and Jonathan Winters is the guest and the caption of the video reads:
鈥淛ohnathan Winters Accidentally Glued His Cat To The Floor...鈥 and I lost it.聽聽
I had a good chuckle.聽 Sometimes you need that to pull yourself back out.
This morning, just before 10am we had yet another, all-company meeting. Complete with video, presentations and music as we wait for others to join; this time it was R.E.M.聽聽The organizers of the meeting like to play music while they wait for everyone to join. 聽I can roll with the R.E.M.
What I can鈥檛 roll with are the folks that consistently forget they are on camera and mic鈥 I have seen and heard things that have left a scar.
So, as I belly up to the computer (camera and mic are off) for another LoveFest between the popular kids, I start writing my blog post.
On a good front we are told, our company is very fiscally-secure. 聽I mean, billions. BILLIONS.聽聽Not that any of this has translated to a wage increase鈥 but today I am earning another day鈥檚 pay. 聽I don鈥檛 reach too far past that these days.
The meeting gets out 7 minutes early, so I can continue to save the world.聽 And, so goes Tuesday.
Early this morning was my Doctor鈥檚 appt. to have Snap, Crackle and Pop (my knees) checked out, finally. 聽Been having some issues and thought while I still have insurance, I鈥檇 better investigate.聽聽They sent me over to Xray, where a very nice and very patient person handled the photo shoot.
Ever have one of those days where you just can鈥檛 process directions?
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Sigh鈥 bless her, she was very kind. 聽Watching the Aged fall apart is not easy.
Another HUGE rainstorm a little while ago.聽 I keep hoping, like in the dream sequence from The Wizard of Oz, I will see Mozelle go floating past my office window, rowing a bathtub.
Jesus/Trump sign:聽 still down.
Fucking Grinning Squirrel:聽 Still up.
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jawritter8 days ago
There鈥檚 A First Time For Everything
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Summary: What started out and Jared and yourself teasing Jensen quickly get's heated when you both learn that Jensen has never had sex with another man before.
Warnings: 聽Smut, Unprotected Smut, M/M Smut, Anal, Oral (male and female receiving), Threesome, Fingering, Use of the term "boy pussy", Annoyed!Jensen, Embarrassed!Jensen, "Virgin!Jensen", Dom!Jared, Daddy!Jared, Hint of Sub!Jensen, Crack, Teasing, fluff if you squint. This is pretty much just filth, I'm not sorry.
Written For: @spnkinkbingo
Square Field: Boy Pussy
Rating: Mature
Word Count: 2274
Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader, Jensen Ackles x Jared Padaleckie
A/N: This is my first J2 Smut fic, so be nice lol. This fic is also completely unbeta'd, so all mistakes are mine! Feedback is golden! Please do not copy my work! I hope you all enjoy this one!
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鈥淚鈥檓 sorry,鈥 Jensen said suddenly, scrolling through his phone with a mildly disgusted yet confused look on his face, 鈥渂ut boy pussy?鈥
Jared snorted a laugh into his beer, and you swallowed so big of a gulp of your own that you nearly choked on.
鈥淚t鈥檚 not funny,鈥 Jensen said, tossing his phone down on the couch next to him and shuddering slightly as he did so before bringing his beer up to his lips.
It was a typical Saturday night in Austin, Texas. Gen and the kids were out with her parents, who were down visiting, and Jared had invited Jensen and yourself over for a beer to keep him company while they were gone. So far the evening had been fairly quiet, but Jared had fallen down the fanfic rabbit hole and was reading aloud a fic that a fan had posted to tumblr just to make Jensen squirm in his seat, knowing Jensen鈥檚 distaste for the whole fanfiction bit.
You honestly hadn鈥檛 laughed so hard in your life.
鈥淥h come on Jay,鈥 you chided, jabbing him lightly with your elbow. 鈥淵ou鈥檝e never heard of a boy pussy?鈥
鈥淣o, for your information I haven鈥檛,鈥 Jensen said, still slightly creeped out and peeling the label off of his beer bottle.
鈥淪ounds to me like our boy Jensen here still has his V-card,鈥 Jared teased, and Jensen got up harshly to throw away the empty beer bottle and grab another. He was going to need something a whole lot stronger if this conversation continued in the direction it was clearly heading.
鈥淎s a matter of fact, yes, I do in that department,鈥 Jensen grumbled, flopping down on the couch next to you. 鈥淎nd I鈥檝e never exactly planned on changing that.鈥
鈥淥h come on Jay, you mean Steve hasn鈥檛 fucked that tight little boy pussy yet? All those late nights the two of you stayed up together writing for the album, drinking -鈥
鈥淛esus would you quiet saying that fucking word!鈥 Jensen all but yelled, sending yourself and Jared into a fit of giggles. 鈥淎nd no, Steve and I don鈥檛 see each other that way thank you very much, fucking pervs.鈥
鈥淵ou know, I think it makes him so uncomfortable because he鈥檚 secretly curious about it,鈥 you stated, earning a death glare from your boyfriend. 鈥淚 bet when he鈥檚 by himself on those long ass shoots in Canada he鈥檚 experimented if with nothing but his fingers or a toy. Quarantine can get pretty boring after all.鈥
Jensen鈥檚 face turned beat read, and he tossed a pillow square at your face. 鈥淣ot you too? Seriously? I鈥檝e never done anything like that before. That is completely untampered territory.鈥
You laughed at him wrapping your arms around his broad shoulders and kissing his cheek lightly to calm him down. You were pretty sure he was lying or he wouldn鈥檛 have gotten so embarrassed, but you weren鈥檛 about to call him out on it. That was just cruel.
鈥淪o you mean to tell me you鈥檝e never fucked another man?鈥 Jared questioned, sitting his own beer down on the coffee table in front of him.
鈥淣o, I haven鈥檛,鈥 Jensen answered shortly.
鈥淪o all those rumors about you and Jared -鈥
鈥淲here complete and utter bullshit,鈥 Jensen finished for you. 鈥淐ome on! He鈥檚 like my brother! That鈥檚 weird!鈥
鈥淚 can鈥檛 fucking believe it,鈥 you stated in earnest, 鈥渢wo hot guys, living alone in the same house together. Literally spending more time together than most married couples, and it never happened between you two, not once.鈥
鈥淣ope,鈥 Jared said, kicking his feet up on the coffee table and throwing his hands behind his head, stretching out his long, muscular body as he did so, and showing off a peek of his tummy that you didn鈥檛 miss the fact that your boyfriend鈥檚 eyes traveled too.
鈥淲ell, why the hell not?鈥 you questioned, grabbing your own beer and finishing it off before tossing the bottle at the trash can.
鈥淵ou are the only female I know that would actively be attempting to get your boyfriend to fuck his best friend while in a relationship with him,鈥 Jensen said, chuckling to himself to hide his own embarrassment, his cheeks still slightly inflamed.
鈥淪he just wants to see me destroy that little virgin boy pussy of yours Jay,鈥 Jared stated matter of factly, and you nearly fell off the couch in a fit of hysterical laughter.
鈥淔or the love of fuck would you stop saying that word!鈥 Jensen growled as you sat up trying to catch your breath, Jared still bent over laughing in the chair, wiping tears away from his own eyes as he did so.
You teasingly ran your hand up Jensen鈥檚 inner thigh over his jeans until you reached his crotch, surprisingly finding an impressive bulge there when you brushed over his cock.
鈥淚 don鈥檛 know Jay, that boner you're sporting there is telling a whole other story than the one your selling,鈥 you tell him earnestly and if he was blushing before, you were pretty sure his entire upper body turned red with that admission.
Jared cleared his throat as he put his second beer down next to the chair and moved over to sit very closely next to Jensen, his eyes lust darkened and you swear to God your pussy had never been so fucking soaked in your life.
鈥淲ell, I mean, we can鈥檛 leave our boy hanging can we Y/N,鈥 he said, eyes locked on Jensen鈥檚 who was now breathing slightly heavier, but made no move to get away from his friend or you, while you were teasing his erection with your finger over the rough fabric of his jeans.
鈥淚 mean, it鈥檚 not really cheating if Y/N is here and involved ya know,鈥 Jared stated, and an open shutter rolled through Jensen鈥檚 body.
鈥淚...I don鈥檛 know guys, this might not be such a good idea. What if Gen comes home, and how will she feel about that?鈥 Jensen asked, motioning between himself and Jared.
鈥淒on鈥檛 worry about Gen, we鈥檝e always been in an open relationship and she knows what I鈥檝e always thought about you Jensen.鈥 Jared confessed, his own hand coming to travel up Jensen鈥檚 jean clad thigh and you moved to nibble on his throat as Jared鈥檚 large hand brushed over Jensen鈥檚 twitching, covered cock. 鈥淚 mean, I鈥檓 not blind dude. You鈥檙e fucking hot.鈥
鈥淐ome on Jensen,鈥 you pressed, bringing his trembling hand to your aching, pantie covered pussy under your skirt. He didn鈥檛 hesitate to move your soaked underwear to the side and find your clit, rubbing slow circles over your bundle of nears as Jared slowly started to undo Jensen鈥檚 belt, his mouth so close to Jensen鈥檚 throat you could see the goose bumps rising on his skin due to Jared鈥檚 heated breath. 鈥淚t will be fun, baby.鈥
Jensen let out a low moan as Jared freed his swollen length from his jeans, pumping him slowly in his hand.
鈥淵eah Jay,鈥 Jared said, running his tongue over the shell of Jensen's ear as Jensen sank two thick fingers into your quivering cunt as you watched the scene unfold before you. 鈥淟et us make you feel good. You鈥檝e been working really hard lately, why not do something for yourself for once? Let Daddy take you somewhere you鈥檝e never been before.鈥
Jensen鈥檚 hips bucked upward as Jared slowly pumped him in his hand and you nibbled your way from his throat to his ear as he fucked you with his fingers.
鈥淎ll you gotta do is say you want it baby,鈥 you tell him, moaning as his fingers press deeper into that spot only he ever seems to be able to find.
Jensen鈥檚 mouth widened as Jared's mouth traveled down his throat, licking and nipping at the sweat tanged skin. Your fingers making quick work of the button down shirt he was wearing as your lips found his in a heated kiss, not breaking it until Jared鈥檚 mouth lowered over his leaking tip, giving him a few kitten licks that had him moaning and fisting the back of the couch.
鈥淭ell us what you want Jensen, What do you want Daddy to do to you,鈥 Jared questioned before swallowing Jensen鈥檚 whole cock to the hilt.
鈥淥h Fuck,鈥 Jensen yelled, eyes widening as his hips involuntarily bucked up to meet the heat of Jared鈥檚 mouth as he began to bob his head on Jensen鈥檚 cock and your pussy squeezed Jensen鈥檚 fingers at the sight in front you. 鈥淧lease.鈥
鈥淧lease what baby, use your words,鈥 you tell him, nipping at his kiss swollen lips, running your finger nails down his heaving chest.
鈥淔uck me,鈥 he finally relented, throwing his head back and giving you access to his throat, his legs twitching under Jared鈥檚 administrations and Jared came off of his cock with a lude pop. 鈥淧lease, fuck me Jar.鈥
You made quick work of undressing Jensen and yourself as Jared momentarily disappeared into the guest room, coming back out with a bottle of lube in his hand and completely naked, cock hard and standing at attention at his sculpted stomach.
鈥淒istract him sweetheart while I open up that pretty little boy pussy of his, get him nice and wet for me,鈥 Jared said, and Jensen moaned as you shoved him back on the couch and took his length in your mouth, sucking and licking him as Jared placed a generous amount of lube on Jensen鈥檚 tight hole, teasing him with the tip of his fingers.
鈥淕onna be so fucking tight Jay,鈥 Jared said as he slipped a finger inside of him, working it slowly until he was knuckle deep and pressing into Jensen鈥檚 prostate, pumping him and opening him up to a second long finger. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e gonna feel so good.鈥
The taste of precum was getting stronger, and Jensen鈥檚 thighs where so strained that you could see every vein in his muscular legs as he strained to hold back his release, perfect white teeth sank deep into his lower lip as he whimpered and rutted himself into Jared鈥檚 fingers, already needing more.
鈥淟ook at him Y/N, he鈥檚 already wanting more,鈥 Jared said, and you hummed as you popped off of Jensen鈥檚 dick.
鈥淭hen give it to him Jared, it鈥檚 rude to leave a man waiting like that.鈥
鈥淕et on your back,鈥 Jared instructed you, slapping Jensen鈥檚 inner thigh and making him yelp as he pulled his fingers from his clenching ass hole. 鈥淛ensen get on your knees and present for daddy like a good boy while you eat that pretty little pussy she has for you there.鈥
You moaned as you watched Jensen get up on his hands and knees, looking back over his shoulder momentary at Jared鈥檚 cock before bringing his lips to your pussy, licking lightly at your swollen bundle of nerves before eating you out in earnest. Jared waited, watching, pumping his cock with lube as he watched Jensen feast on your pussy and your fingers tangled in Jensen鈥檚 hair while one hand massaged your aching breast.
When he thought Jensen was thoroughly distracted in his work Jared finally lined himself up with Jensen鈥檚 glistening hole, and when he started to press into him Jensen moaned loudly against your cut, sending shock waves of pleasure through your cunt.
鈥淔eel that Jay,鈥 Jared moaned as he bottomed out and Jensen continued to eat at your pussy until your legs were shaking around his face. 鈥淪o fucking tight, bet that feels so full doesn鈥檛?鈥
Jensen moaned in response and pressed his ass back into Jared's lap, causing Jared to chuckle darkly before he started to trust hard into Jensen鈥檚 ass, fucking him in earnest as Jensen nearly lost concentration on your cunt, reaching for his dripping cock as Jared鈥檚 dick pounding mercilessly into his prostate, but Jared slapped his hand away.
鈥淓at your pussy bitch and let me worry about fucking mine. You鈥檙e gonna cum untouched tonight.鈥
Jensen moan and attacked your cunt, making the coil tighten in your stomach as you watched Jared fucking Jensen until all of you were moan and shaking.
Jensen came first, triggering Jared鈥檚 release, and you swear to god the sheer sight before you had you coming on Jensen tongue as he panted, letting Jared slowly fuck him through their release until he pulled out slowly, and Jensen practically fell onto the couch next to you, both of you panting like you had run a marathon and Jensen鈥檚 body rocking slightly with aftershocks.
鈥淔uck,鈥 Jensen breathed, wrapping his arms 聽around you as Jared retrieved a wash cloth to lean Jensen up with. 鈥淭hat was...intense.鈥
鈥淵ou sure you're okay Jay,鈥 you asked him as he closed his eyes and whimpered as Jared gently cleaned up the mess left behind on his body.
鈥淥h yeah, I鈥檓 good,鈥 he said, eyes shining and heavy with exhaustion from coming down from his high. 鈥淚 can鈥檛 believe I waited that long to try that.鈥
鈥淲ell, there鈥檚 a first time for everything. I鈥檓 just glad I was here to see it,鈥 you tell him, pecking his lips lightly before helping him dress.
Jared returned from the guest room fully dressed and carrying more beer. Passing one to you both before sitting in the chair he鈥檇 occupied earlier. 鈥淕onna have to read fanfiction to you guys more often,鈥 Jared said, chuckling to himself, gonna make a regular cock slut out of Jensen before long.鈥
Jensen groaned loudly and covered his face in mock embarrassment.
You couldn鈥檛 wait until the next get together, things were sure to get heated again, and you now where thinking of all kinds of fun stuff to try with your boyfriend and his best friend.
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cassiansolace8 days ago
Spiralling into a vortex
Dear Reader,
Another trigger warning. This time. It's my turn to be in trouble. So like my previous post, don't read it if you're in a particularly sensitive position. Without a further ado.
Much love,
P.S the triggering stuff is under the keep reading bit.
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I managed to get some extensions cause damn, this has taken a lot more out of them than just 'ha it was a weekend, get over it' type thing.
So, after a visit to see my dearest partner - which was brief and abrupt I had a mental breakdown. I'm still trying to act like everything is fucking a-ok, in reality it's not and I'm just not brave enough to face him and my demons, well actually I am but my demons are a lot worse, persistent but not deadly. His death on the other hand, the possibility of it. Jesus I don't even want to comprehend it.
I've decided of right now he's being put in the backseat of priorities because if I don't start looking after myself, there will be two graves. So his friends are taking charge, just like how mine are keeping me sane and from doing anything dangerous. Anywho I digress:
Ended up at my local mental health youth service and well, spent 2 hours in there pacing, crying, talking and wondering if a 9/10 on the unalive ranking warranted to ending my own life. Came out of it feeling 2/10.
Ate some dinner, got halfway and am well now I'm suffering serious nausea and stomach pains that I've gotta say, feel like I've been stabbed, I have not been stabbed but my body seems to think so because just moving hurts, sitting hurts and ha is it possible to tear a muscle from crying?
Suffice to say I'm falling apart.
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