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khezhatkhaleesi · 1 year
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"your name"core aesthetic on Pinterest
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leclercenjoyer · 5 months
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trademark: hitting enter on a message instead of using punctuation
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republicspn · 1 year
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bibuddie · 4 months
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okay okay so there’s a thing to be said for water when its calm right? like it can look still on the surface but there can be a storm brewing underneath and like you never truly know until its too late - until you get caught in the wrong current at the wrong time or a wave rocks your boat a little bit too far and like. that’s really indicative of where we left off in s6 isn’t it? like, everyone’s relationships seemed to be smooth sailing finally, things were fine. but there was various tiny conflicts brewing, and something’s gonna tip them all over the edge and this cruise ship thing’s gonna cause fractures EVERYWHERE. IDK WHAT’S GONNA HAPPEN BUT I’M SCARED.
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multifandom--mess · 2 months
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it's not a hannigram fic if they don't go to the opera
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maybeinanotherworld · 6 months
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things that i have heard at the physics conference I've been at for the past three days:
*at a lgbtq+ event*
person 1: you can't leave, this is the queer room!
person 2: yes, but I'm a queer who wants room
*q&a after a history of physics keynote*
student: people say string theory is untestable, why is that?
speaker (and my former professor): (mumbled) well they're lazy-
*at a different keynote*
nobel laureate Donna Strickland: I thought sweden hung up on me, turns out I hung up on them
*research presentation*
speaker: this x-ray binary is called SWIFT-(ransom string of numbers and letters) but that's a mouthful so I'm gonna call her taylor
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natp20 · 1 month
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the worst jury that artagan could have ever asked for
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densewentz · 7 months
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guys in an incredibly funny turn of events I am on the cusp of figuring out how to lucid dream and its mostly because since I've gotten into Sandman I dream sometimes feat. Dream of the Endless who I KNOW as the King of Dreams IN-dream. So I'll be sitting there watching this scrunkly guy in my dream going "oh shit that's the Dream King, holy shit am I dreaming?-" and then I usually get yoinked out but. Girl we gettin there. We gettin there in an incredibly ironic way but.
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starheirxero · 2 months
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i wish i could ramble about my au in the way i want to without like sounding genuinely ridiculous. like sometimes i just wanna be like "what if hundreds and hundreds of hours of your life have been erased from your memory drive and you are lost and scared and hungry hungry hungry hungry and you thought only a day or two passed but it's been months and everything has changed so much so quickly and you're forced to change alongside it but you're still hungry hungry hungry and you want to trust your father but it doesn't realize it's trying to starve a part of you that cannot die and you don't want to upset it but you're ravenous ravenous ravenous and its friend are food food food and it will soon realize you have not been so perfectly tamed like it believes." but that sounds literally unhinged 😭
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andi-o-geyser · 1 year
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Oh, I cannot fucking wait to see this prick get the dressing down of the century.
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helenkordart · 5 months
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Every day I have to wake up and face the fact that MXS did not write an extra where they do nothing but stay in bed and make out, which is an affront to me personally 😔 so I just have to make do 😔
Anyway read my fanfiction that is literally just that :3c
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causticsunshine · 2 years
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Looking to Drown in Your Ocean
For the @omegaharryfest
explicit | non-traditional omegaverse | FWB, friends to lovers | 31k+
Louis has been in love with Harry for years, but is too afraid of putting their friendship in jeopardy—and Harry not feeling the same—to act on his feelings. But when a rut spent in their shared home rather accidentally proves that things from Harry's side may not be as strictly platonic as they seem, Louis might just have to seize the opportunity, even if it means putting his heart on the line.
Or, an omegaverse friends with benefits (kind of) AU in which feelings run deeper than they appear, the most obvious people in the room are the most oblivious, and Niall is actually the best kind of instigator.
(continuation underway — to be added shortly!)
read on ao3
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brother-emperors · 5 months
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i hope one day you decide to post something about the voyeurism arc, every time you mention it i get more and more curious!!
the whole thing will get posted at some point!!
it was originally a 4 part horny comic that turned into a 9 part comic with an arc, and a large part of it ended up being written into Trikaranos BUT I have been writing an abridged version of it because uhhhh I want to, mostly
ANYWAY it’s largely about the eroticism of rejection and the intimacy of denial and the overlap between sensations of sex and surgery.
less abstractly, Pompey overhears Sulla fucking Crassus and can’t find a way to force the right words out of his mouth to use this as an edge over Crassus in their rivalry (and god, he wants to), so it’s just this festering chasm of knowing and not being able to say anything directly that becomes a fixed point in his mind. it intersects later when Crassus is injured keeping Pompey from getting speared on a battlefield, and Pompey listens in to the surgery from a hallway and the auditory overlap between the two explodes into something else.
(and all of THAT runs parallel to an underlying arc of Crassus being the only person who continuously tells Pompey no, and it becomes weirdly intimate because who else knows you enough to do this to you? It’s infuriating, and somehow, something else too. You’re gonna miss it when it’s gone.)
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swiftispunk · 8 months
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Can I please vote for FOF Joel and the YSD Joel??
LOL WELL i didn't include that one bc it's actually kinda maybe already done soooooo.............
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covenofthearticulate · 3 months
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I just want you to know that it's an almost daily occurrence for me to be minding my own damn business and then my brain just HITS me over the head with a line from any one of your fics and I'm just like- 🫢🥹🥺 wow what a religious experience that's so fucking beautiful man ashley is such an incredible writer 🤧♥️
SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UPPPPPPPPPP
i read this at the end of a very long day while i was sitting at my office desk and feeling miserable and it literally made my entire day!!!!!!!!! also not to get all up in my feels but i hope you know that your encouragement has been one of the biggest factors that has kept me writing LOL like you singlehandedly dragged me out of the swamp and got me all giddy about sharing my work with this community again so forreal this means so much and i'm going to sit and stare at this ask forever thank u and i love u
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Wonderstruck Pt. 2
(Pt. 1)
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Summary: In following her out into the night after her hasty exit, Joseph Liebgott has flipped Alix's entire world on its head. But maybe, just maybe, she doesn't mind. A/N: THERE'S A PLOT, I PROMISE, THERE'S A PLOT!!!! Dedication: To my dear friend @brassknucklespeirs who encourages my bad behavior. Consider this your payback for hurting my heart & calling me out with "No Shame"🤭💖 WARNINGS: SMUT (18+), Hurt/Comfort, Unsafe sex (WRAP IT BEFORE YOU TAP IT, Y'ALL, OR I'M COMING FOR YOUR KNEECAPS 🤬🤬🤬), Trust issues, Implied abuse (nothing graphic), everybody cusses like a sailor but y'all knew that Taglist: @latibvles @softguarnere @brassknucklespeirs @mccall-muffin @holdingforgeneralhugs
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8 Months Earlier: January 8th, 1944. Aldbourne, England.
It wasn’t until Alix made it outside of the lobby and into the icy chill of the English winter that she realized she’d forgotten her coat.
The wind was harsh, stinging her bare skin, and she rubbed her arms in a vain attempt to ward off its bite as she began the long walk home.
“Kinda hard to 'go for a smoke' without your cigs, ain’t it?” a familiar voice called into the night as the door squeaked shut behind him, forcing Alix to stop in her tracks.
Goddamn it. 
The agent huffed, gathering her courage before turning to face Joe, the small cloud of her breath still hanging in the frosty air behind her. 
She'd intended to speak but no sound came out. 
After all, what was there to say? 
“I lied and ran off because I’m scared to get involved with you, in case you’re already involved with someone else?"
Yeah, that would go over like a ton of bricks. 
A Martinelli doesn’t show weakness, Alix remembered her father scolding her when she’d dissolved into tears after Clay’s numerous, public infidelities. Not now, not ever. 
So she said nothing, arms crossed, her ruby-red lips pressed into a tense line as she studied the paratrooper who'd come out after her.
Joe was standing just outside the building's overhang, hands shoved deeply into his pockets as he leaned against the building's outer wall, Alix's navy-blue coat draped over one shoulder. 
His deep brown puppy eyes traced over her features so softly, as though there was something worth seeing in them…in her…
Alix crossed her arms even tighter around herself, dropping her gaze to the cobblestones. Anything to avoid those sweet, puppy-dog eyes. 
She hated the way he looked at her, like she was the sun: something brilliant, worthy of kindness and reverence, and a million other sweet sentiments she didn't feel she deserved. 
How could anyone look at her like that after the things she'd done?
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4 Years Earlier: August 18th, 1940. Philadelphia, Pennsylvania.
With a shout of obscenities in Italian, her father Emilio, had burst into their parlor, slamming a stack of men’s magazines and pinup calendars down onto the mahogany coffee table in front of her with such force that the whole table shook.
“What in God’s name is this?” he demanded, stabbing an accusatory finger at a Beauty Parade drawing of her in a slinky evening gown cut practically down to her navel, her cleavage nearly spilling out as she leaned on a piano.
“And this!” A page torn from the Esquire calendar depicting a provocatively-posed Alix as Miss July, lounging on a beach towel in an impossibly tiny two-piece. 
“And this!” A Titter centerfold featuring a blushing Alix with the skirt of her sundress snagged in a door, revealing her garters and a tantalizing flash of white lace panties.
“Is this what you've been doing while you're away?” her father bellowed, his voice echoing off the walls. “We send you to Richmond for finishing school and you become a prostitute?!" 
"No, Pa, I-"
"Basta! Non dire cazzate, you got that? Don't fucking bullshit me!"  
"They're just pin-up drawings! It's not like I'm naked-" 
"You think that makes it better?!"
Her father grabbed one of the calendars off the table and waved it in front of her face.
"Do you see this shit? This is the shit roughnecks carry with them out to the oil fields every day! Is that who you want to be, Alix, some workmen’s tart for them to gawk at, like a piece of meat?! You want your name– OUR name– associated with the likes of them?!"
"I didn't even use my real name for those!” Alix shot back, her temper flaring. 
Her parents were strict but even still: she’d had a taste of freedom and she’d be damned if she’d be caged ever again. 
“Pa, I’m careful, I swear! I give false names every time! Hell, I’ve even worn wigs!"
"And what, you think that's going to keep people from recognizing you?! Ci fai o ci sei?!"
"No, I'm not stupid, Pa! Look, I-"
"Zitta! We did not name you after royalty so that you could parade around like a whore and humiliate this family! We’ve got a reputation to uphold and I am not about to have it ruined because of you! Capisce?"
Without waiting for an answer, he threw the calendar down onto the ground and began to pace across the floor, muttering and massaging his temple with his hand. 
“Santa Maria,” he all but spat, shaking his head at his prodigal daughter with disgust.
“We can only pray the Hearsts don’t hear of this. Because who in God’s name would want to marry you now, knowing the…the filth you’ve involved yourself in?!”
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8 Months Earlier: January 8th, 1944. Aldbourne, England.
 Joe broke the tension first, clearing his throat uncomfortably, and Alix jumped at the sound. 
Tentatively, he draped her coat around her shoulders, as though she were a bomb set to detonate any second. 
Just like everybody else in the company.
Alix drew the dark material tightly around her for protection from the elements. 
“How’d you know?” she asked softly, glancing up to him nervously before her eyes darted away again. 
How did you know that was my coat? 
How did you know where I’d be? 
How do you know me so well without ever having known me?
Joe rubbed the back of his neck uncomfortably.
“I ain’t a spy or anythin’ but I ain't fuckin’ blind either,” he remarked, attempting a smile but it came off more as a grimace of self-loathing.
“I noticed you when I came in. I remembered the coat you wore. It…” 
He huffed for a second, his breath clouding the frosty air, before finishing simply, “It looked good on you.”
“Thanks,” Alix murmured before retrieving her cigarettes and glancing back up to Joe, extending an olive branch.
"You want one?"
He cocked an eyebrow and hesitated for a moment, before asking, "What kind?" 
"Chesterfields," Alix replied with a half-smile, passing the white and gold carton over to him. "I'm under contract."
Was it just the dim lighting of the street lamps or did she see the ghost of a smile cross his face? 
"Ya got good taste," he remarked simply before plucking a cigarette from the carton and retrieving a lighter from his pocket. 
He leaned over to give hers a light first, the both of them painfully aware of how close their faces were once again. 
The unacknowledged memory of the almost-kiss from earlier lingered between them like the rolling fog over the crop fields and Alix wondered if he could hear the thump-thump-thumping of her heart at the thought, even now.
“You coulda just told me, y’know," he mumbled after the first drag, sounding so unusually quiet and hesitant, so unlike the brash, cocky front he tried to keep up, that for a second, his words didn't even register.
"Told you what, Joey?" 
The agent flinched at the way her voice sounded. Brittle, like broken glass.
But she couldn't help it. Her resolve was waning.
As she took a drag to steady herself, Joe's head jerked up in surprise at her words, brown eyes wide. 
"Joey, huh?" he repeated, ignoring her question as the corner of his mouth starting to quirk up in his trademark goofy grin. "Nobody's ever called me that before." 
Alix started to apologize automatically but Joe shook his head. 
"Don't," he chided gently. "I like it. But-" 
He chuckled and rubbed the back of his neck. "Think I'd like anything that comes outta that pretty mouth of yours."
"Awful quick with the lines tonight, aren't we?" Alix tried to sound nonchalant but there was a notable edge to her voice that caused Joe's brows to knit with concern.
"That a problem?" 
"Of course not," Alix replied coolly, the smoke from her last drag curling into the air between them like a momentary barrier.
"I just know your type is all." 
Joe gritted his teeth at her insinuation.
"Yeah?” he asked tersely. “And what type's that?" 
“The type that gives their girl back home the runaround while they're off chasing tail and chasing glory."
A vein popped in his jaw at the insinuation.
"You think you got me all figured out, huh?” he snapped tersely. "Well you don't. I've never gone steady with anybody, okay? I don't have the fuckin' time!" 
He shook his head in frustration.
"I been workin' two jobs, helpin' out my folks and lookin' out for my siblings since I was a fuckin' teenager. Yeah I slept around a little bit here and there, I'm not gonna bullshit you, but I never gave anybody the fuckin' runaround, okay? I'm not Skinny and I sure as fuck ain't Tab." 
Alix blinked in shock at his outburst as she absorbed his words, but Joe wasn't done. 
"And y'wanna know why I joined the Airborne?" he demanded.
He took a quick drag, the exhale coming just as fast.
"Wasn't for shits and giggles, lemme tell ya. It was so I could save enough money to put a fuckin' down payment on a house for my folks. That's why. Not glory, not girls, okay? My fuckin' family. 
He took another puff of his cigarette, golden-brown eyes now studying the darkened landscape behind her before discarding it under his heel. 
Alix tensed. Taking a slow drag off her own cig, she hoped quietly that the slightly bitter, hazy taste would clear her racing thoughts. But it didn't. 
Boy, did she feel stupid. 
"Look, Joe, I-I'm sorry," she mumbled, staring at the ground and tossing her cigarette away, her muscles taut as she braced for some sort of fight. 
Conflict was a regular feature of her life growing up. Her father was a wild and wealthy womanizer and her melancholic mother socially prominent and heavily religious. When they clashed, which was often, the walls of their estate shook with the bellowing, doors slamming, and glass breaking.
A marriage of convenience, yes, but a match made in hell. 
Her first real boyfriend…her former fiancé…had been much the same. Alix had learned very quickly that Clayton Hearst did not tolerate mouthiness.
That was probably why her father had chosen him for a match— to keep his wayward daughter in line. It hadn't stopped Alix from fighting back but it made for some very rough arguments. 
Fortunately, Clay had left for the Marines while she was still in school, allowing Alix a small reprieve from their near-constant fighting. 
The Dear Jane letter she'd gotten in the mail a month later had only proven to her what she'd already known deep-down: 
Clay had never loved her. Hell, he'd never even liked her. The still-healing bruises from their parting arguments were proof enough of that. And just like her father, he'd rather spend his leave time cavorting with other women instead of remaining faithful to the one he was supposed to love. 
The soft percussion of boots on pavement shook Alix out of her reverie and she jumped. But to her surprise, Joe's approach wasn't angry. Not at all. 
Instead, she felt calloused fingers gently tilting her chin up to look him in the eyes and she flinched. But instead of the fury she'd come to expect, she saw only concern reflected back at her. 
“I don’t know what asshole taught you that that’s how men are,” he said softly. “But I can fuckin’ promise you, that ain't how I am. You'll see." 
Alix knew she shouldn't but the sincerity in Joe’s tone tugged at her heartstrings in a way she hadn’t expected and even with all her reservations, she couldn't help but believe him. 
She was suddenly, painfully aware of his proximity, his face so tantalizingly near that she could smell the dizzying sweetness of the alcohol on his breath mingling with the faint smoke of his last cigarette. 
Alix's eyes raked across his features: the intensity of his warm caramel gaze, his finely-drawn cheekbones, his strong aquiline nose, and she couldn't help but linger on the smile tugging at his lips, each thud of her heartbeat chanting the same thing like a mantra:
Kiss him. Kiss him. Kiss him. 
"You gonna kiss me or what?" Joe teased softly, as if he could read her mind. 
The slight gravel of his voice sent a tingle of pleasure down her spine and Alix knew then, as surely as she knew her own name, that kissing Joe Liebgott would be sealing her own fate, allowing herself to need him in a way she hadn’t wanted to need anyone ever again. 
But in that moment, a decision was made: 
It would be worth it. 
So in response, Alix gave in to her impulses and pressed her lips earnestly to his with all of the sweet desperation that had been building up inside her since their eyes had first met days earlier.
Before she’d even known his name, a part of her had wanted to do this and the fact that it was actually happening had her head spinning in the best way.
Joe’s lips were soft, far softer than she’d expected them to be and they moved instinctively against hers in perfect synchronicity, anticipating her needs as naturally as he had on the dancefloor. 
Alix reached up and ran her fingers through his thick copper hair, the intoxicating musk of his cologne and the feel of his arms sliding around her waist sending warmth blossoming through her like a blazing hearth in the winter chill.
Deepening the kiss, her tongue tentatively prodded his half-parted lips and he tangled a hand in her hair, intensifying their embrace. 
Kissing Joe was like a drug, the syrupy-sweetness of the alcohol on his tongue and the searing heat of his mouth on hers stirred something in her she'd never before experienced. 
The warmth between them was slowly building, spreading like a wildfire, and even the sudden, frigid downpouring of sleet couldn't sour the elation they felt in each other's arms. 
“You gotta be shittin’ me,” Joe chuckled in between kisses, deftly flipping the collar up on his jacket with his free hand.
“What’s wrong, flyboy?” Alix quipped, her hair now coated in the frozen slush. “Afraid of a little winter weather?” 
“Nah," he scoffed with a teasing nip at her bottom lip. "But if I catch a fuckin' cold ‘cause of it, I’m makin’ you take care of me.”
"Yeah?" the agent joked, returning the nip playfully. "Why me?" 
"'Cause I ain't foolin' around with Roe." 
Alix couldn't even respond, reluctantly having to tear herself away due to her uncontrollable shivering.
"I should p-probably get g-going," Alix managed from between chattering teeth.
Both her coat and dress had already been soaked through with the freezing water and the harsh wind was biting at her through the trees.
"B-Before it g-gets worse." 
"Not like this we're fuckin' not," Joe declared, gently guiding Alix under the overhang. "We'll catch our deaths."
"You-You don't have to come," Alix replied, wrapping her arms around herself in a vague attempt to conserve whatever body heat hadn't already fled. 
"Like hell I don't," Joe responded stubbornly, crossing his arms to keep himself warm as well.
"If you think I'm gonna let you walk home alone in the middle of the night, and in this weather on top of it, you're outta your fuckin' mind." 
He was shivering too but he still took off his half-soaked coat and wrapped it around Alix's already-soaked coat anyway. 
"What...What do you recommend then?" 
Instead of answering, Joe opened the door to the White Rose again. 
"Lemme take care of it, dollface." he called over his shoulder as he slipped inside. "Don't miss me too much." 
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About five minutes later, Joe reappeared, dangling a room key with a triumphant grin on his face. 
"C'mon Ziskeit," he urged, wrapping an arm around her and guiding her inside where it was warmer. "I told ya I'd take care of it!" 
"How did you manage that?" Alix asked incredulously, once she'd stopped shivering so violently. "They don't rent to unmarried couples, do they? It'd be improper!" 
As if to answer her question, when they passed the concierge desk, the clerk gave them an enthusiastic parting wave. 
"Enjoy your Honeymoon, Corporal and Mrs. Liebgott!" 
Alix turned to Joe, wide-eyed. 
"Joey, you didn't-!" 
But Joe shot her a wink. 
"What can I say? I got creative." 
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Their room at the White Rose was a bit on the smaller side, right next to the first floor stairwell, and most importantly, it was warm but Alix wouldn't have noticed the difference if it had been a suite at the Waldorf.
Joe's lips pressed urgently against hers and together, they stumbled as one through the doorway in a frenzy of desire, each kissing the other as though their lives depended on it.  
"You been drivin' me crazy all night, y'know that?" Joe mumbled haltingly against her lips as he fumbled blindly for the door knob.  
"Have I?" Alix asked innocently, lightly nipping at his bottom lip before peeling off her coat and tossing it to the ground.
“Don’t fuckin’ play with me, Zees," he cautioned, pressing her back up against the closed door, which rattled its complaint.
"But why, Joey?" Alix purred seductively, reeling him in by his tie just to brush her lips tantalizingly against his and slip away before he could kiss her. 
"It's so much fun to tease you."
"Yeah?" She could hear the smirk in his rough voice but what she hadn’t expected was to feel him behind her. 
Catching her hand as he spoke, Joe deftly tugged her back to him and she yielded, allowing him to pin her against the opposite wall instead with a dull thump, caging her between his arms.
"’Cause I bet it's gonna be a whole lot more fun to tease you.”
He started with her jawline, his kisses torturously gradual as he made his way down her arching neck, the heat of his breath sending goosebumps prickling down her limbs. 
Locating her sweet spots with relative ease, he latched on, sucking a small trail of love bites into the delicate skin, pulling a breathy moan from Alix’s throat before she could stop it.
He was smirking against the blossoming bruises, she could feel it, and she eagerly nipped a row of matching marks into his neck in return, around the chain of his dog tags, the resulting guttural groan from him making her a little weak in the knees. 
His kisses traveled further down at a maddening crawl, making Alix squirm with impatience.
He was keeping her caged against the wall on purpose, forcing her to allow him to take the lead and for an agent so used to being the pursuer, the honeytrap, in-command at all times, she could’ve screamed in frustration. 
Sensing her impatience, he captured her mouth in another desperate, heated kiss and she pressed her whole body flush against him with an almost-feline grace.
Slow as pouring honey, she dragged herself agonizingly against him, making sure he felt every inch of her from her breasts to her hips and ass up against him.
She could feel the curve of his hard cock straining through his trousers as it lightly prodded her thigh–– and the sensation inflamed her like a cat in heat.
Tugging him nearer by his tie a second time, Alix leaned just close enough for her warm breath to ghost along the shell of his ear. 
“Fuck, I need you, Joey,” she moaned breathily, running a teasing hand over the bulge in his pants and making him shudder from the contact. “I need you so bad.”
“Okay now that,” Joe groaned at her touch. “That’s just fuckin’ cruel.”
“Then do something about it,” Alix purred and that was all the paratrooper needed to hear. 
Joe could be a very petty and proud man, but even so: he wasn’t superhuman.
Scooping her up in his deceptively-strong arms, Alix let out a small yelp of surprise as Joe moved her away from the wall and began backing her towards the bed, their lips crashing against each other’s again and again as they stumbled to it, throwing off their clothes as they went. 
Joe’s tie, her dress, his shirt, her heels, they all were strewn somewhere on the way but neither of them noticed where.
The backs of Alix’s knees hit the bed and Joe gave her a gentle push, easing her onto it, the mattress springs creaking softly.
 But for all his earlier cockiness, the paratrooper was rendered completely awestruck by her nearly-naked form, and he took a step back for a moment, simply standing there in his skivvies, gazing at her in pure disbelief. 
“Fuckin’ Christ,” he whispered finally, his eyes roving down her lounging body on the mattress, absorbing the image as though he couldn’t quite believe she was real.
Alix propped herself up on her elbows to give him a better view. Her bra was long gone– tossed to the floor nearby– and all that remained on her were her black garter belt, and matching stockings.
Suddenly, Alix found herself feeling more nervous than she ever had before. Modeling was impersonal. This wasn’t like that at all.
None of the artists had ever looked at her the way Joe was looking at her now, so…so reverently and yet so ravenously at the same time.
Come to think of it, no man she’d ever met had looked at her like that before, with such a mixture of carnal desire and awestruck admiration, and it was driving her wild in the best way. 
She needed him. In whatever way he wanted, Alix knew she needed him.
As if he could read her thoughts, he walked to the edge of the bed and gently nudged her legs apart with his hand. 
Alix must’ve looked surprised because he gave her a playful wink and settled between her thighs as though he'd always been, the look of pure desire in his eyes sending a tingling sensation to her most sensitive parts. 
Shifting the pillows so she could have a better vantage point, Alix could see even from there that Joe’s pupils were blown with lust and she could feel herself reddening under his gaze.
“You just sit back and relax up there, Ziskeit,” he entreated her, the old cocky, flirtatious Liebgott grin she’d seen earlier in the evening returning once again.
“This is gonna be fun.” 
“Joey, you don’t have to…” Alix began softly but the feeling of his lips nipping and kissing the inside of her thighs killed the rest of the words in her throat. 
God, he was good. 
He left a burning path of love bites from her hip bones down her inner thighs, causing her to whine impatiently at the dull ache blooming between her legs. 
He was driving her crazy and he knew it too, damn him.
Alix’s breath hitched as Joe eased her panties to the side with a finger. 
"God, you're fuckin' soaked," he breathed and Alix felt her heartbeat quickening at the lewdness dripping from his words. 
But even underneath the obscenity and voraciousness of his tone, there was an underlying sweetness too.
“You sure you wanna do this, Ziskeit?” he asked tentatively, meeting her eyes and suddenly seeming almost nervous.
“We don’t have to, y’know…I’ll understand, if you don’t…”
Alix frowned. 
Had she misread his signals the whole night? Was he just here because he was mollifying her?
“Do you not want to?” 
His eyebrows shot up immediately and he sat back on his knees. 
“You kiddin’ me? Of course I want to! I just didn’t want you to think-”
“I don’t,” Alix interrupted, knowing instinctively what he was going to say. “I don’t think that, not at all.”
He nodded his acknowledgement and returned to his prone position between her legs.
"Oh, by the way," he remarked nonchalantly, looking up with a positively sinful grin.
"You're gonna be cumming at least twice before we do anythin’ else." 
Alix’s eyes must’ve looked like saucers.
“U-Uh,” she stammered, knowing beyond the shadow of a doubt now that her face was a deep crimson.
“One thing, before you start. Um…I’ve never…y’know…Not from this…or anything, really. I don’t even know if I can…”
Joe’s eyes were as round as hers as understanding set in. 
“Wait, never?” he asked incredulously and Alix shook her head with a nervous titter, suddenly feeling extremely shy.
“Nope.” 
Clayton had never been the type to care about her pleasure and the others had been similarly apathetic.
Truthfully, she hadn’t even known sex was supposed to be enjoyable until Lavinia from St. Mary’s had shared stories of her romps in the woods with one of the boys from St. Ignatius. 
“I, uh, I hope that’s not a problem, Joey.” 
Recovering from his momentary trance, Alix saw something flicker in the golden flecks of his eyes, like 24Karat gold dust…was it affection? 
“Don’t worry ‘bout it, dollface,” he reassured her with an easy smile as he nudged her panties to the side once more.
“Just lay back and lemme make you feel good.”
Alix obeyed eagerly and he hooked his arms under her thighs, draping her legs over his shoulders before descending on her heat like some kind of starving animal. 
“Oh fuck,” she whimpered, feeling a bit pathetic at the way a few well-placed laps of Joe’s tongue already had her head feeling light. 
Tangling her fingers reflexively in his thick, lush brown hair, Alix swore she could feel him smiling as he devoured her, reveling in the way he was making her come undone in a way no one else had. 
Minutes later, she was trembling. The assassin everyone was so in awe of was quivering like a leaf in the breeze at every broad stripe of Joe’s well-practiced tongue. 
He knew what he was doing, that was for sure. 
Her free hand gripping the sheets, she could feel the muscles in her stomach clenching, bracing for each wave of pleasure that Joe’s tongue sent rushing through her. 
“Shit, you taste good,” Joe mumbled, greedily lapping at her core like a man starved, burying his tongue so deeply within her that Alix had to scrunch her eyes shut to keep from falling to pieces right then and there. 
“So fuckin’ sweet for me, aren’t ya, Zees?” 
“O-Oh God,” Alix gasped out, tugging at Joe's hair desperately. 
The pooling warmth in her stomach was getting stronger, deeper, her legs trembling as the waves of pleasure began to build, filling up like a balloon seconds from bursting. “Joey, I-I think-"
Joe groaned in excitement, lapping steadily at her core, before beginning to suckle on her clit, causing her vision to flash momentarily white. 
Alix let out a strangled cry, her back arching clear off the mattress and involuntarily thrusting her breasts into the air.
“Oh-Oh fuck, Joey,” she mewled, her voice carrying clear across the room as the dam broke. She tried to press her quivering thighs together, the overwhelming sensitivity like a tsunami of bliss completely flooding her senses, but Joe wasn’t done with her. 
Not even close. 
“Louder,” he urged as he coaxed her through her first orgasm, giving quick kitten licks to her most sensitive spot and teasing her slick entrance with a finger.
“C’mon, Zees, I wanna hear you.”
“Joey, if you keep this up, the whole hall is gonna hear me,” Alix half-sobbed, the pleasure so overwhelming that she could feel her vision swimming. 
Joe pressed a soft kiss to her knee before slipping a second finger inside her, sending her keening his name so loudly that she was sure even the clerks at the concierge desk could hear. 
“Good,” he affirmed, beginning to scissor his fingers inside her core as her breathing quickened to ragged, blissful gasps.
“Besides, we’re newlyweds, remember?” 
He shot her a wink. 
“We’re ‘sposed to be at it like rabbits.”
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Alix had always thought the phrase “seeing stars” was just an expression but after the third or fourth orgasm Joe had ripped out of her, she was pretty sure there were lights dancing before her eyes after all. 
“You doin’ okay, Zees?” The paratrooper perked his head up from between her legs, the evidence of her arousal glistening on his chin.
His bangs were stuck to his forehead, the both of them covered in a sheen of sweat, but he looked as satisfied as she felt. 
“You need a break or somethin’?” 
Alix gave him a reassuring smile and shifted her still-trembling legs off of Joe’s shoulders. 
“I’m good, Joey.” 
He cocked his head and sat back on his heels, eyeing her inquisitively, a note of concern in his husky voice. 
“You sure?”
Alix nodded. 
“I promise.” She let out a shaky laugh. “I’m just taking a quick second to recover, that’s all.”
Satisfied with her answer, the paratrooper crawled up beside her, back against the headboard, a grin tugging at the corner of his mouth as he searched the face beside him intently for a reaction.
“Pretty fuckin’ good, huh?” 
Alix giggled. 
“If you couldn’t tell from me screaming your name for however long it’s been, yes, it was ‘pretty fucking good’.” 
Joe gave her a playful nudge with his shoulder. 
“Just checkin’. Can’t leave Mrs. Liebgott unsatisfied on our honeymoon, y’know. What kinda husband would I be?”
Alix knew he was just joking but the reference still made something in her flutter with delight.
This paratrooper…This technician with the warm smile and the quick wit, who seemed to read her better than anyone else, he intrigued her like no one ever had.
He was an adventure, a revelation, an epiphany, everything she hadn’t known she’d been missing, all wrapped up into one charismatic person.
Feeling something stirring deep inside her again, Alix found herself gripped by a primal urge she couldn’t shake. 
She needed him, all of him. Now. 
Rolling over onto her side so that she was facing him completely, she could see the taut muscles of his thin, wiry frame, tensing like a panther as he looked at her.
How could he always read her mind?
Giving him a once-over, the spy glimpsed the same salacious shape straining against his underwear. 
Leaning over, she began to toy with the waistband of his skivvies, causing Joe's hips to buck up involuntarily as her smooth fingertips dipped below. 
“C’mon, Ziskeit,” Joe cajoled, those deep brown eyes full of unspoken pleas for release as Alix resumed kissing down his neck. “Don’t be a fuckin’ tease.”
“If I recall,” Alix murmured against his skin as she grazed her nails down his abs, making him inhale sharply. 
“A certain person made me beg for a full five minutes…” 
“Well that person's a fuckin’ idiot," Joe grunted desperately. 
As he was speaking, Alix slid his skivvies off and took him into her mouth, delicately tracing the head with her tongue.
"And I'm sure he – Oh fuckin’ Christ!” Joe hissed, tangling a hand in her hair desperately to keep some self-control as she went about her work, taking him deeper into her throat.
“Fuck, I’m sure he knows better now."  
Alix smirked, hollowing her cheeks and taking him still deeper, pushing him further down, savoring the taste of him, and she could feel his hips starting to buck. 
“God, you’re fuckin’ perfect,” he growled but as she deep-throated him again and again, he released her hair, his hands hurriedly finding their way to her shoulders. 
“Whoa, whoa, whoa, Zees,” he choked out, pushing her away gently and it only took that warning tone for her to release him at once with a lewd pop.
“You okay, Joey?” she asked, her turn to be concerned, and he laughed nervously.
“Uh…” he chuckled, sheepishly running a hand through his hair.
“I…I wasn’t gonna last too much longer, if you kept that up. That was… Christ, that was somethin’ fuckin’ else.”
Alix hummed appreciatively before swinging a leg over and straddling his lap.
“Can we try this then?” she murmured, ghosting her fingers up and down his strong arms. 
"Jesus Christ," Joe whispered almost reverently from his half-propped position against the headboard, his heavily-lidded eyes roaming every inch of her nude form, still admiring her as though she was a priceless Caravaggio.
"You sure you're not a fuckin' dream or somethin'?" 
He slowly reached out, his fingertips ghosting across the valley of her breasts in mesmerized disbelief, as though he was afraid she might disappear at any moment if he was too rough with her.
"I'm real, tesoro," Alix assured him, guiding his hand to squeeze the supple flesh, sending a flood of warmth through her and she could feel him twitch beneath her, prodding her inner thigh with his arousal.
“I promise, I’m real.”
Carding a hand through his hair, she captured him in a long, passionate kiss which he returned just as fervently, the pair moaning deeply into each other’s mouths as she sank down on his cock.
She gasped as he bottomed out, the slight burn filling her with ecstasy, and he groaned deeply.
“Oh fuck, you feel so good.” 
Alix didn’t even have the words to reply. The feeling of fullness Joe supplied was unimaginably euphoric, blanking out her mind completely. 
Relying on animal instinct alone, she began to roll her hips, rutting against him as desperate keens and gasped curses fell from both their lips like prayers. 
Joe wrapped both arms around her waist, burying his face in her breasts with a deep, rumbling groan of ecstasy, gripping her to him as though she was a lifeline, the lifesaving driftwood to a drowning man. 
“Madonna mia,” Alix breathed, the fervent motion of her hips stuttering momentarily at the feeling of him latching onto the sensitive skin of her nipple. 
She rutted against him desperately, needing more and more of him, tugging on his hair in a silent plea for everything that only he could give her.
“Hey Ziskeit,” he murmurs seconds later, his voice husky with arousal, and she could feel her walls constricting around him tighter and tighter. “Goddammit, I think I’m gonna cum soon...” 
Her pace twice as insistent now, Alix bore down on him, Joe’s dog tags jingling musically against her chest as she rode him into oblivion. 
“Fuck, Joey, I need you,"  she murmured, chanting the last three words like a prayer as she felt herself teetering on a precipice for another time.
“Don’t say that," Joe gasped out, his grip around her hips so insistent that she was sure bruises would form later. "Don't fuckin' say that unless you mean it." 
He was bucking up against her too, matching her rhythm, every stroke so intense in her core that she was left a whimpering mess.
“I mean it, Joey,” Alix moaned as she pressed his face to her chest, "God, I fucking mean it."  
“Oh shit, Jesus Christ!” Panic and pleasure twisted Joe’s handsome features, his voice raising frantically. “Uh, Zees, I- FUCK!” 
His warning tone reached a fever pitch just as his orgasm jolted through him, ripping a guttural sound from his throat and leaving him slack-jawed and panting as his cock pulsed.
Alix was seconds behind him, burying her face into his shoulder with a broken sob as another orgasm overwhelmed her, plunging her instantly into white-hot bliss as he held her, murmuring praises in English and what she assumed to be German. 
Joe lolled his head back against the headboard, his murmuring voice farther and farther away now. Alix was too fucked out to think anymore and she found herself slumping over on top of his chest like a ragdoll as she drifted off.
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Surfacing from sleep around 1am to find Joe still buried comfortably inside her, the pair of them still tangled in each other’s arms, Alix gently eased herself upright, wanting to take in the scene for a moment, not knowing if she’d ever have the chance to again. 
Was this a one-night stand? God, she hoped not. Was it her imagination or was there something more between them? 
A spark? No…a flame. More than a flame. An inferno. 
In one night, Joe had shown her an entirely different world, an entirely different life than the one she’d been trapped in before.
How could she just go back to normal now, as if she hadn’t been completely and totally changed? As if her entire world hadn’t been rocked by one cocky paratrooper with puppy-dog eyes?  
Their clothes, still damp from the sleet, lay discarded in messy bunches along the carpet like autumn leaves.
Thinking back on it, Alix couldn't remember how long it had been since they'd begun but the chill of the remaining frost that had coated them both at the start was long gone by now, replaced with the sticky-sweetness and feverish heat of sweat and sex.
Joe wasn't like Clay or any of the handful of guys she'd been with before, she mused. 
They'd all been selfish lovers, entirely focused on chasing their own wants while denying her hers. She was merely a vessel for them to get off, nothing more than a doll to be used and discarded once her purpose had been fulfilled.
In one night, Joe had treated her like the complete opposite. 
He was still as full of fire in the bedroom as he was out of it, but for once, it was only for Alix to see. He had been chasing her all night but not in the way the others were. For the first time in her life, someone seemed hungry to please her. The thought was so foreign that it sent another shiver of pleasure through her.
Even in his sleep, Joe’s breathing hitched at the sensation of her walls contracting around him and she couldn’t help but giggle into her hand. 
“Whassofunny?” Joe mumbled, cracking an eye open. 
“Nothing, cucciolo,” Alix assured him, running a hand through his sex-tousled hair. “Go back to sleep. You need it.” 
“I fuckin’ don’t,” Joe insisted doggedly, starting to sit up, but when Alix started to lift herself off of him, he hissed and shook his head. 
“Not yet, Ziskeit,” he pleaded, his words still running together a bit in his after-sex haze. “A little bit longer.” 
“Then go back to sleep and I'll stay put,” Alix countered.
“Can’t,” Joe yawned. “Can’t sleep much normally, ‘cept after…y’know.” 
He made a vague gesture to their situation and Alix cocked an eyebrow, dark eyes sparkling with mirth. 
“If that was your way of trying to come onto me again,” she commented drolly. “I appreciate the creativity. I don’t think ‘Fuck me to sleep’ is a line I’ve heard before.”
“Wasn’t a line,” Joe responded with a shrug. “I really can’t sleep for shit."
His warm brown eyes were boring into hers again and she could feel the playful chuckle he was trying to suppress in his voice when he added slyly, 
“But y’know, just outta curiosity… if it had been a line, would it’ve worked…?” 
She was now hyper-aware of his hands resting gently on her bare back as he held her, the roughness of his calloused fingertips sending sparks dancing deliciously across her soft skin. 
“Wouldn’t you like to know, flyboy,” she teased with a soft roll of her hips, but the slight catch of desire in her voice when she felt him stiffen betrayed her.  
"Shit," Joe grunted at the sudden movement, pupils blown with desire. "You're such a fuckin' minx, y'know that?" 
"Am I?" Alix blinked innocently before clenching the muscles in her core around his cock in a vise grip, making him hiss. "I hadn't noticed." 
"Okay that's it," Joe hissed, the rasp in his slightly nasal-tenor coming out as almost a primal growl. Keeping one hand steady on her back, he pulled out and flipped her over, pinning her firmly underneath him. 
Alix sunk her nails into his back to keep herself from moaning needily as he buried himself within her once again, rougher this time, the heavenly ache between her legs as he bottomed out causing a small whimper to escape. 
“Gotta be quiet now, dollface,” he mumbled, crashing his lips to hers to keep himself from groaning out loud.
“People’re probably sleeping. Like we would be if you weren’t so goddamn gorgeous.”
“Such a charmer, cucciolo, I- Oh fuck!” 
Working up speed, Joe began pounding into her mercilessly, seemingly determined to make her pay for teasing him so cruelly earlier, and Alix wrapped her legs around him, craving him impossibly closer to her.
“Tesoro, fuck, I think–” she whimpered from beneath him. “I think I might-”
“Yeah?” he grunted, the vigor of his pace only increasing. 
Thinking back on it, his dog tags had been clinking so loudly against his Star of David pendant that Alix hadn’t even heard the door open.
“Real sorry I took so long, Pops,” a soft-spoken but familiar voice rang from the entrance. “But Doc said-” 
Shifty Powers, the sweet-faced trooper who’d waved to Joe in the lobby earlier, was now frozen dead in his tracks, his eyes dinner-plate wide as the tall glass of water he’d been carrying slid from his hands, shattering into several glistening chunks on the floor with a CRACK!
He was beet-red but rooted to the spot, his horrified gaze dropping down to the shattered glass at his feet and then back up to the still-intertwined Alix and Joe like he was tied to the tracks of an oncoming train.
“Shit,” he mumbled, stammering out excuses and apologies, half to himself and half to the couple as he immediately dropped to his knees and began busying himself with trying to collect the glass shards. “I- This-this isn’t…and y’all aren’t…But I thought-”
Alix lunged for the comforter, which she hurriedly wrapped around herself like an oversized towel.
“Don’t worry about the glass,” she reassured him kindly, his eyes glued firmly to the ground. “We’ll take care of it. You just get where you need to go.” 
“A-Are y’all sure?" He was speaking entirely to the carpet, head dipped to avoid any more accidental views.
If it hadn't been such a humiliating situation, Alix might've giggled.
"I wouldn’t wanna cause y’all any trouble.”
“It isn’t any trouble,” Alix insisted. “Isn’t that right, Joe?” 
Joe made a skeptical noise in the back of his throat, somewhere between a cough and a grunt, but the glare she shot him could’ve wilted even fake flowers and he finally relented.
“Yeah sure,” Liebgott replied, dulling the sharpness of the irritation in his tone. “No trouble at all.”
“Well alright, if y’all are sure…” Shifty mumbled, his face still a bright cherry red. “I’ll, uh, I guess I’ll just see y’all around. I'm just gonna-"
 
With that, he fled the room like a bat out of hell, leaving a disgruntled Joe and a mortified Alix in his wake. 
"God, I cannot believe that just happened." Alix squeaked into her palms, wishing that the Earth would just swallow her whole.
Even the exquisite soreness between her thighs wasn't worth that.
Joe meanwhile, was muttering to himself as he stepped over the glass shards strewn along a small patch of carpet.
"Going somewhere?" Alix asked with a cocked eyebrow.
“Yeah," Joe grumbled. "To latch and lock that goddamn door.” 
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