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blackacre13 · 1 year
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hii. I’m new here but I really love your writing so decided to leave a request! I don’t know if you write for x reader so if you don’t please ignore this. If you do here’s my request, I was wondering if you could write something where fem!reader have been in a relationship for a long time and Lou knows how bratty reader can get. So one day reader has just been being a brat all day for know reason and Lou and sick of it and punishes them?
Thank you so much ❤️ Check out this prompt below!
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sapphicforsarahh · 4 months
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MORE LOU MILLEE SMUT PLSSSSS DOM LOU SUB YN PLSS
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word count: 1.1K
warnings: smut, top!lou x bottom!reader, dom!lou x sub!reader, lou miller x fem!reader, fingering (r receiving), oral (r receiving), praise
synopsis: Lou gets her eye on someone new at the bar
It had been a slow Wednesday night at the bar, like it usually was. Lou tried to keep her boredom low by cleaning and drying glasses, organising bottles and cleaning the bar. "Hey Nine, get yourself off early, its quiet tonight," she shouts to her co-worker in the back. Nine walks through and hands her apron to Lou, and notices the door opening. "I'll just serve this customer then I'll sign out," Nine says to Lou before approaching the bar.
Lou looks up to see who just walked in and she sees you. "Let me get this one Nine," Lou smirks. Nine nods and says her goodbyes. You had piqued her interest. Your feminine style, long hair and pretty face. She watches you walk to the bar and sit on a stool. "What can I get for you honey?" Lou puts on her sweetest voice and looks at you. "What do you recommend?", you look up for the first time and see who's serving you. A tall blonde wearing a deep red suit and a tie loosely hung around her neck, multiple layers of jewellery and bangs that were cut just above her blue eyes.
"Well, it depends if you like sweet or bitter drinks. Or strong?", Lou tries to find the perfect drink for you. Her gaze was too strong, you had to look somewhere else, your eyes fell to her perfectly shown cleavage and you blushed. "You okay sweetheart?", Lou's voice pulled you out of the your thoughts and her finger lifted your chin up to make you look at her. "I- uh, I like strong," you fumble out.
Lou chuckles and walks away to make you a drink. You try to compose yourself and take your jacket off, due to the quick increase in temperature. "Do you like martinis?", Lou questions. "I've never had one," you confess. "Perfect. You're about to have the best martini you'll ever drink. I'll even make it dirty," she smirks, her Australian accent being more prevalent than ever.
She begins shaking the cocktail and you watch attentively at her. With a final shake, she starts pouring the drink into the chilled glass and pours the olive juice in. "Here you go," Lou hands the glass over and watches you take the first sip. Your eyes close and you swallow the drink. "It's good," you nod. "I'm glad you like it," she smiles. After another sip, you reach for your purse and start getting money out of it. "How much is it?" You pull $10 out, and go to hand it to her. "It's on me pretty girl," she pushes your hand away.
"Do all girls drink for free in here?", you joke before watching her again. "Just the pretty ones," Lou smiles and sits down opposite you. The blush on your face worsened, thankfully the bar was dimly lit and she wouldn't be able to see it. "So what brings you here?" Lou questions. "Well," you look down and notice her name tag 'Lou', "Lou, I'm wanting to expand my horizons, if you get my meaning." She smirks, her name had never sounded so good. "Never been to a lesbian bar before?". "No never," you nervously reply.
"What's your name sweetheart?" Lou purrs. "It's Y/N," you take another sip. "Well Y/N, what are you looking for? A woman to go out on a date with or a one night stand? Because tonight, its quite bare in here," she chuckles. "There is one woman who's caught my eye," you start hinting.
The two of you keep talking until Lou checks her watch, 9:43pm. Everyone else in the club had left by now, it was just the two of you left. Lou's hand had made it to your thigh and your hand rested on her shoulder. "What do you say we take this somewhere more private?" Lou suggests. "There's no one here," you smirk. "Look who's bold," Lou smirks before kissing you and picking you up and placing you on the table behind. Both of you become more desperate as time goes on, Lou pinning your hips to the table whilst you claw at her back. "Please," you plead, wanting her to hurry up. "Begging already? We've only just started darling," she chuckles at your desperation and moves her lips down to your neck. You moan at her dominant words and try to be patient and let her do what she wants to you.
Lou begins kneeling in front of you, wrapping her hands around your calves and kneading them slightly. "What is it that you want?", she teases, knowing exactly what you want. You writhe under her touch, and you groan, not wanting to confess what you want. "Stop, squirming. Tell me what you want," she commands and starts pulling down your skirt. "You, fuck me Lou!", you moan out. "Was that so hard?" she teases and pulls your tights down, staring at your underwear. Her fingers rub the wet patch and she quickly pulls them down. "Fuck baby, you're so wet. All this for me?" she breathed onto your thigh.
At this point, you couldn't speak, all you could focus on was this older woman between your legs. "Spread your legs," she ordered and looked up at you. She couldn't get enough of you. The sight of your eyes shut and brows furrowed had her desperate to please you. As you opened your legs, she saw for the first time truly how soaked you were. Lou couldn't wait any longer, her mouth immediately attacked you, her lips sloppily making out with your glistening pussy. The sounds you were making urged her to keep going.
"I'm going to cum," you breathlessly moaned. "Don't you dare cum until I tell you to," Lou takes her mouth off you and inserts two fingers instead. "Shit!" You groan out and shut your legs. Lou prise your legs open and keeps fingering you. "How close are you," she rasps. "S-so close," you moan. Her fingers keep moving inside you at an insane pace. "Do you want to cum?", she teases. "Yes! Lou, let me cum," you chant. "Beg me for it," she once again rasps out.
You groan at her stubbornness, "please, please let me cum for you Lou, I need to cum so bad". Her fingers still rapidly moving in and out of you. Her free hand kneads your thigh, whilst her lips are attached to your ear. "Cum, now," she demands into your ear.
Your legs shake and snap shut as you cum all over her fingers, her thrusting continuing. "That's it, you did so good," she praises before carefully removing her fingers and licking them clean.
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bl4nchetts-lvr · 4 months
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Lydia tar NSFW headcanons.
word count: ±260
genre: NSFW; mention of degradation; rough sex; lesbian sex; Sub!Reader; Dom!Lydia; Office sex.
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Mean!Dom Lydia who doesnt give in to your begging and whines to give you attention while she's working. she enjoys seeing you be so needy for her,it feeds into her god complex.
Mean!Dom Lydia who finally lets you sit on her lap,to dry hump her thigh. She continues working while you're whimpering and trying to get a release by only humping her beige pants.
Mean!Dom Lydia who makes you stop right as when you're about to release. Who doesnt let you move for at least 5 minutes.
Mean!Dom Lydia who then bends you over her desk,about to teach you the consequences for when you misbehave.
Mean!Dom Lydia who fucks you with her slender fingers,watching your eyes roll back and tears stream down your face from how rough she is. She enjoys it.
Mean!Dom Lydia who degrades you by calling you the most humiliating names,making you understand how pathetic you look in her eyes like this.
Mean!Dom Lydia who who overstimulates you till the only thing you can scream is her name.
Mean!Dom Lydia who enjoys seeing saliva drip down you chin,from you being fucked dumb by her. The way you cannot even comprehend what is happening around you two,your only concern being Lydia letting you cum.
Mean!Dom Lydia who finally let's you rest,leaves a small kiss on your cheek and helps you clean up. After all,she is not a monster to not take care of you after treating you like a slut you are.
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marasmadness · 1 month
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Masterlist- MarasMadness
- Intro & Request post
~Jennifer Jareau~
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* After Dark
* “When you look at me like that, my darling, what did you expect?”
* Push and Pull ft. Elle Greenaway
~Elle Greenaway~
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* Push and Pull ft. Jennifer Jareau
~Emily Prentiss~
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* Indulged Imprints
~ Regina Mills ~
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*Midnights With The Mayor
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Nice to meet you
Warnings: First meetings, fluff
Word count: 1.6 K
Pairing: Cate Blanchett x Fem!Reader
Prompt: Meeting Cate (Based on a true story, only, I didn't meet Cate)
Requests: OPEN
[Main masterlist] [Actors and actresses masterlist]
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When I opened my eyes, the first thing I noticed was that the sun was too bright and warm for ten o'clock in the morning. I lazily picked up my mobile phone and unlocked it, only to realise that I had not set my alarm and that it was in fact already 11:00 A.M.
"Shit"
As best I could, and literally running, I got out of my bed, put on a pair of jeans, my work t-shirt, and went into the bathroom. In less than 5 minutes I had brushed my teeth, washed my face, combed my hair and grabbed my make-up bag. I grabbed my backpack, money, my keys and left the flat to run to the underground station.
The train arrived quickly and since it was no longer rush hour, it was practically empty, so I sat down and took off my make-up, knowing that I wouldn't get to work for another 30 minutes.
When I got to the station where I had to get off, I did so and ran to the nearby square in order to get to my work. I opened the door, dodged several customers and made my way to the counter of the bookshop.
"Look who deigned to show up," joked my cousin.
I had been working in the bookshop run by my aunt for months. It was a great advantage, since, with tardiness like today's, in any other job, I would have been fired by now, but here, I only received a disapproving look from my aunt and a silly smile from my uncle.
"Oh, T/N, now why were you so late?"
"I forgot to set my alarm"
My aunt just rolled her eyes.
"You should set an alarm to remind you to set an alarm," my uncle joked, making us all giggle.
"Well, since you're finally here, please mop the floor."
"Sure, hey auntie, remember I told you if you'd give me permission to get away for two or three hours here in the square?"
"You're late and you still want to go out?" joked my cousin.
"What do you want to go out for?" asked my uncle, as he brought down books from a Spanish publisher.
"There's going to be a premiere of Cate Blanchett's new film. And the cast is coming…"
"And T/N would rather die than lose the chance to meet that woman," my cousin finished.
"Sorry for appreciating what a good actress she is".
I was a lying whore. Sure, the woman was the greatest actress of the 21st century, but she was also the most sensual woman I had ever met. My gay ass was shaking just thinking about her.
"What time is that?"
"At 3:00 p.m."
"Where is it?"
"It's in the cinema in this very square".
"Okey".
And without further ado, he began to help my uncle with the Spanish books.
"Is that a yes?"
Out of nowhere, he stood up with a grimace of pain.
"Help your uncle with the books and then we'll see".
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My aunt had a problem, and this was that she would regularly, if not always, forget that I had already left some task, and suddenly I would start doing another one that needed to be done more urgently, so it was not unusual for me to notice that, just when I had half the floor mopped, the clock in the shop already showed 3:10 PM.
"Auntie, it's already 3:10."
"So what?"
"I asked you that you would give me the opportunity to go out to the premiere of the film".
"Have you finished cleaning?"
"Almost there…
"Then it's over now"
I started mopping quickly to finish faster.
"Do it right, T/N!"
I felt my heart start to flutter as, outside the venue, I could hear the screams, the people starting to run. Shit, it was too late, there was probably already a big crowd on the red carpet, which was going to make it impossible for me to get an autograph or a picture.
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After finishing my chores, I quickly set out to go to the storeroom, drop off the mop and bucket, and just as I was taking off my uniform shirt to put on a nicer one, I heard some pretty loud shouting and the front door slamming. For several minutes I listened to murmuring until suddenly my cousin shouted.
"Y/N, come"
I quickly put on my T-shirt, and grabbed my small bag. As I left, I noticed an excessive amount of people in front of the bookshop, which scared me.
"What's going on, why are there so many people outside…?
Before I could finish my sentence, I walked over to where my cousin was, to find her standing next to Cate Blanchett and her make-up artist Mary.
"Hello. Nice to meet you"
The blonde greeted me with a charming smile. But I froze. I literally didn't know what to do.
Part of me wanted to start screaming and jumping up and down with excitement, another part was about to cry and try to hug her, while another part wanted to make a fool of myself as little as possible and try to start a conversation about her films and what a great actress she is in my eyes.
"Excuse her, she's too gay to talk" my cousin scoffed, eliciting a giggle from both older women "she's literally in love with you. When she was like 15 she said she'd marry you."
Yep, it was definitely not in my plans to be humiliated like that by my own cousin.
What was my next action, just ignore my cousin and start with some of my actions, make believe that this is a joke?
"It's not true, I mean, I do want to kiss you, but not since I was fifteen".
NO. IT'S. I really told one of the best actresses in the world that I wanted to kiss her, I WANT TO DIE.
I covered my face with both hands, but through the gap between my fingers I could see Cate giggle and adjust her hair.
"Well… I'm flattered."
"But… but what are you doing here?" I tried to change the subject just to avoid further embarrassment.
"People started to crowd around and I needed to fix this," Mary said as she pointed to Cate's torn dress.
"You know, a torn dress can't break my aura of perfection…" Cate tried to joke, but, she didn't know my name. She was asking my name!
"T/N, my name is T/N"
"T/N" she whispered my name in such a sensual way that I felt my panties start to get wet. "That's a beautiful name."
"T…thank you"
She began to wander around the room, while Mary, behind her, tried to fix her dress. As my gaze followed them, I felt a nudge in my rib.
"Hey, I've got to go" my cousin spoke, "can you stay and look after the blonde while my aunt comes back from her office?" before I could answer, she laughed and tapped me on the shoulder "who am I kidding, you sure get wet at the thought of being alone with that woman."
"You know we're not alone, and there's her make-up artist, right?"
"We're going to pretend that wouldn't stop you, are we?"
She just laughed and left.
Out of the corner of my eye, I could see that my aunt was attending to an important call, while my uncle was arranging the diaries. So, I followed them, seeing that Cate was too focused on one section of the bookshop.
"Do you have a specific section for LGBT literature?"
She turned to look at me, while Mary was fixing her dress and make-up. It wasn't a question on the air.
"Yes, we have a wide variety.
"I've never read this one" as she could, she picked up Ruth Gogoll's 'Taxi to Paris' book. and leafed through it a little.
"That's a very good one, I've read it more than 3 times…"
"So I'm dealing with a stalker?" she joked, causing me to let out an involuntary laugh. I can't believe she just made a reference to her own joke.
"In my defence, it's part of a research project for my university".
"What are you studying?"
"I'm studying cinema. I'd like to make an adaptation of that book".
"That's wonderful, darling. Is that your first race?"
"Yes…"
"You are so young…"
We were both silent, but with our eyes fixed on each other's, until Mary's throat clearing brought us out of our reverie.
"Cate, we have to go, it's already late."
"Oh, right."
She put the book back where she took it from, but just before she walked, I stepped forward and took the book, handing it to the blonde.
"Here, I'll give it to you"
"Oh darling, you're a sweetheart, but don't worry, I could pay for it…"
Fuck it, it's now or never.
"Yes, but, when you read it, you'll think of me."
I saw her eyes sparkle and she gave me a beautiful smile.
"Well, I guess I owe her the same treatment. Maybe a picture will make her think of me, sweet princess?" she joked.
"That would be wonderful, beautiful woman," I curtsied, causing her smile to grow.
I handed my mobile phone to Mary and just as I was smiling for the picture, I felt Cate's warm, soft lips on the corner of my mouth.
Mary took the picture and told Cate they had to leave, so she handed me my mobile phone and left, almost dragging Cate with her.
"I hope you remember me every time you see the picture".
"I hope you remember me every time you read the book".
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the fact that there's just a few Cate Blanchett's characters fic is ILLEGAL! 👏feed👏us👏hungry👏simps👏plsss 👏
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drkmgs · 11 months
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Assistant | NSFW
pairings: Cate Blanchett x Fem!Reader
genre: smut, angst, fluff
Warning: NSFW, +18, top/bottom, AGE GAP, language, teasing, cunnilingus, just spicy sapphic
request: power bottom Cate x top service Reader
story type: One shot
Hi, Hello. Sorry for not posting any stories. I have been busy... I hope to make it up to you guys with this one... Please forgive me if it's not good, I have never written NSFW before, and I absolutely have no idea how I managed to finish this...
Also, belated happy birthday to this gorgeous woman...
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A lot of people would kill for your spot in Cate Blanchett's life right now. You are just her assistant and public love interest. How did that happen? You don't even know. You were just desperate to have a job to be able to move out of your parents' house, and your loving best friend Rohan informed you about how the very famous oscar winning Cate Blanchett is looking for an assistant.
You had no idea what a fucking assistants do. You were on more the creative side of the industry—you love photography and filming, which is also one of the reasons why you need a job—to support this dream. There are a lot of benefits for being Cate Blanchett's assistant—one of those were—you get to see the behind the scenes of every photoshoot of hers.
BUT. You didn't expect people to ship you and your boss. Don't get me wrong, Cate is a wonderful woman, damn she's your dream woman. You wouldn't want her to get criticized for being with a woman half of her age, so you vowed to yourself to keep everything at a professional level and won't let your feelings control you.
Anyway, you just arrived home after Cate's very busy schedule, and all you want to do is lay down and watch anything you could find on Netflix. You quickly changed into an oversized white shirt and black cycling shorts. Then, you made your way to your kitchen and tossed a bag of popcorn into the microwave.
With a satisfied exhale, your eyes immediately drawn to the welcoming sight of your couch nestled in the center of your living room. It seemed to call out to you, promising a haven of comfort. You sank into the couch, feeling the plush cushions envelop your tired body.
Once you were satisfied with your position, you reached for the remote control and turned the TV on to Netflix. You were scrolling through the options and stumbled upon Ocean's 8, which you had already watched more than 10 times. Without thinking, you let it play. There was a little ding in the background indicating that your popcorn is ready. You were about to get it, but your doorbell rang. So, you turned down the volume of your TV and made your way to the door.
"Miss Cate?" The surprise ran throughout your body. You cracked the door wider as soon as you realized it was your boss standing outside.
"Hi. I know this is unexpected, but I just need someone to talk to. The girls are busy, and you were the last one on my list." You could feel in your own skin how nervous she is, so you stepped aside and let her in. You closed the door. You let her roam around your living room, probably gathering strength to start a conversation about whatever made her so uncomfortable.
You excuse yourself for a minute to get a glass of water and your popcorn from the microwave. As soon as you came back, you handed her the water, and you placed the popcorn on the coffee table. You watch her gulped down that fresh water. She was so nervous that water spilled from the corner of her lips. Mindlessly, you reached out to wipe it away. It was already too late when you realized what you have done.
Silence filled the room. Cate doesn't know what she should do. She has been trying to stop these feelings for you, but it seems nothing helps. Now, being alone with you in this tension, she doesn't know if she should just let the scene play out.
You were still frozen in your position when you suddenly felt something warm and soft on your lips. You sighed in relaxation as if a big chunk of rocks had been lifted up from your shoulders. You reached behind her neck to deepen the kiss. Cate let out a little whiper at your action and pulled even you closer. The movie playing in the background was forgotten. You gently pushed her back to the couch, guiding her to lay down without breaking the kiss. You settled your thigh between her legs, putting pressure on her private area, which cause Cate to gasped and broke the kiss.
Cate leaned on your forehead, panting. She was still breathing heavily when you said something under your breath. "That was a mistake." But your hands keep roaming around her body. She shook her head and swallowed. "Shut up and kiss me again." You comply with a lot more passion than before. Your hand found its way under her shirt and up to her breasts.
Your thumb gently hovered over her hard nipple which was still covered with her bra. More sexual noises were coming out of Cate's mouth. You felt her hips rock against your thigh, and her hands were playing with the hem of your white shirt. You left her mouth to leave kisses on her jaw down to her neck while flicking her hard nipple now and then. "Take your shirt off," Cate managed to say and had her hands on your hips. You stopped, leaned back, took your shirt over your head, and let it fall on the floor.
Cate ran her eyes all over you, drinking in at what a goddess of a body you have. Then, a tattoo on your upper left arm—an arrow with smoking roses—caught her attention. She ran her finger over it, which caused you to bite your lower lip. Cate diverted her gaze back up to your eyes. "I want you to fuck me." her voice was husky and full of desire that made your core ache. With that, both of you didn't miss a beat to take off all of your clothes.
As soon as the last piece of garment fell on the floor, there was no way to stop both of you now. Panting, Whining, and Gasping like two horny teenagers having sex on the couch for the first time. "I need your fingers inside me," Cate moaned as you nipped at her neck and squeezed her bob. You hummed in response, hand already traveling down to her aching pussy.
Your middle finger slid down her slit, gathering a decent amount of her pussy juice, and rubbed her sensitive bud clockwise, which you earned a pornographic noise from Cate. It didn't stop there, Cate's hips began to move with your finger. "Fuck, Y/N. Put that finger inside me, now!" Cate moaned loudly when you followed her instructions. You felt her cunt clenched onto your finger. You slowly move your finger in 'come here' motion, and you add another finger as you move down to her clit.
One hard lick on her bud made her buck her hips, and a loud moan escaped her mouth again. You continued to do that assault until you felt her hand in your scalp, pushing your head onto her wet pussy. Cate is squirming and gasping under you as you eat her out perfectly. One last hard suck on her bud, and she fell apart under you.
Cate's legs were still shaking as you came up to level with her. "Hmm, even in sex you're bossy." You smiled your lips hovering hers. "Oh, darling. That's just for today." She still trying to come down from her high. "I don't mind following instructions as long as I can please you." And with that, you kissed her again.
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buttercandy16 · 1 month
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Bored. So, I'm now open for some requests (Mommies Edition)
I write all kinds of crazy.
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nclgsticore · 1 year
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𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠
𝐥𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫 𝐱 𝐭𝐚𝐦𝐦𝐲 𝐱 𝐝𝐞𝐛𝐛𝐢𝐞 𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫
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Credit to GIF owner. GIF is not mine <3
'𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐚𝐧'𝐬 𝟖' 𝐨𝐧𝐞-𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭
𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭
Summary: Reader overthinks about her relationship with Lou and Debbie, and locks herself alone until the couple had to ask for their best friend's help, Tammy
Warning: Overthinking R!, Little!Reader, Daddy!Lou, Mommy!Debbie, angst, a little sad but cute fluff in the end
Y/n's POV
"LOUISE FUCKING MILLER! GIVE ME MY BLOODY PHONE BACK YOU MILF!" I ran across the room, chasing this motherfucker who snatched my fucking phone from my hand.
"IF YOU DON'T GIVE ME BACK MY PHONE, I'LL GET TO DEB'S PLACE AND FUCKING HER BRAIN OUT OF HER VAGINA WITHOUT YOU!" She stopped running around before walking back to me, panting and laughing.
"Fine. Take it back you milfy whore." She spats my face before handing back my phone.
"It seems like only Debbie can scare you. Huh, scaredy-cat?" Her face's fuming red right now but I don't give a damn about it. I love teasing her. Well, I'm just her and Debbie's toy girl. So I know they'll get rid of me if they're bored of me right?
"Sorry. I should've not said that to you. She's your wife, of course, you'll be a bit scared of her. I'm such a fool." I apologized before walking upstairs, leaving Lou standing in the living room, confused and feeling not right.
I walked into my room, well it's a guest room, I'm just spending some time with Lou since Debbie's a bit busy these days and she asked me to keep Lou accompanied.
I realised who am I to them. We knew each other since the Toussaint's heist, but they're bloody married and I'm attached to both of them. So I'm considered just a fuck toy for both of them. I am ready if they wanted me out of their lives plus, they never needed me unless one of the called me for anything.
I closed the door slowly before lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling. I am thinking until when am I going to be like this? Do they even love me? Or I'm just a slut? I can feel tears streaming down my face, hitting the pillows underneath me.
I just laid there, threw my phone on the floor, ignoring the fact that it'll crack the screen and just laid down, feeling hurt when I thought about this. I think they don't need me anymore.
Lou's POV
What just happened? Y/n just left me like that? She was okay a minute ago, and now she's suddenly changed into an unexplainable mood. Did I say something wrong?
I walked upstairs while ringing Debbie. Once I reached her, I told her to come home since she was done with anything she was up to. She understood the situation before telling me that she'll be here in an hour.
I approached y/n's room before hearing sobbing and little sniffles. What is going on right now? I'm confused. Well, sometimes I can be stupid and slow, but this time around I am really blanking out!
I knocked on y/n's door before asking,
"Honey, a-are you okay? Can I-I come in honey?" No answer. I am still confused to hell so I decided to wait for Debbie to come home. I sat in front of the room, still hearing cries from the room which it broke my heart because I don't know why my baby's crying.
Once Debbie's home, I ran to her explaining what happened. She thought for a while before responding.
"Okay, the part where she said that I'm the only one you scared, did you notice any change in her expression? Like sudden guilt, sad or she suddenly get quiet?" She asked me.
"She suddenly zoned out for a second before continuing, Deb. Ad then she apologised and said you're my wife, that's why I should be scared of you a little." She nodded and I just released a loud sigh before she turns back to me.
"I think she's overthinking again, don't you think? She's 25, and we're 43 and 45. Don't you think she's belittling herself?" Aaaaa.. I get it. Why am I so stupid?
Both of us walked upstairs and stopped in front of y/n's room before Debbie knocked on the door again before persuading y/n to open the door.
"Y/n honey, open the door sweetheart. Mommy's home, come give mommy a hug darling... I missed you princess..." Debbie's words always work because y/n's much more attached to Debbie compared to me. Well, Debbie is more to a motherly figure to her, I'm bad at persuading people.
Still no answer. Debbie turned to me, looking worried when the crying is still there, but y/n's not responding.
"Lou, go downstairs and call Tam. Maybe Tam can help. Go." She ordered me. I walked down, searching Tammy's number before calling her.
"Hellooooo! What's up Lou?"
"Tam, me and Debbie need to ask you a favor. Can you come to our place right now? It's y/n..." I pleaded hoping it's a yes.
"Aaaaa.... sure! Wait, gimme 10 minutes. I'll be there. Wait for me."
"Thank you Tamtam..."
"No problem, love..."
I hang up before sitting down on the couch, waiting patiently for Tammy to arrive. Once she's here, I invited her in and walked straight to y/n's room. My god, she's still crying but harder this time. Tammy walked to the door before starting to talk to y/n.
"Darling... open the door love... It's me... Tamtam... Open the door for me please..." Surprisingly suddenly the sobs starting to sound closer before we heard a click from the doorknob, and y/n opened the door, pulling Tammy in and shut the door back, not locking it back this time.
Me and Debbie were confused to hell right now. We just walked downstairs, waiting for Tammy to finish the coaxing session.
Tammy's POV
I hugged y/n before lifting her to the bed, laying both of u together and hugged her tightly, trying to cool her down.
"What's wrong princess? You make me, Debs and Lou worried to hell baby... Tell me darling.." She looked at me before breaking down again.
"D-does L-Lou and D-Debs still love m-me?" Oh, I see what's going on here. She's feeling down right now... I hold her chin softly, lifting her face to look at me. Tears still making their way down y/n's angelic face before I answered to her question.
"Baby... Lou and Debbie loves you more than they loved each other, honey. You should look how worried they were each time you got into trouble, how Debbie cried if you're in pain, how Lou pacing across the room if you have an exam, how both of them panicked when you've gotten into an accident 2 years ago, baby.. They love you so much y/n..." Y/n's eyes flickering like a baby, feeling lost.
I kissed her forehead, caressed her cheeks softly while rubbing small circles on her back, cooling her down. She tightens her arms around my waist, burying her face on my chest, holding for life.
We sat like that for a while before I looked at the time, I need to go.
"Y/n baby... I need to go because the kids will be home anytime soon okay? Do you want me to call both of them for you?" She looks up and nodded softly.
I laid her properly on the bed before heading out the room, leaving the door open. I walked downstairs, seeing Debbie and Lou worried face and gave me a 'how?' look.
"She asking for both of you bitches upstairs. I'm gonna head home now, the kids will be home soon. Bye bye..."
"Thank you Tammy, both of us appreciated it so much. Sorry for disturbing you okay?"
"Nah, nothing big." Both of them hugged me before pulling back and I walked out the house while Debbie accompanied me to the door, said our goodbyes and I drove home.
Debbie's POV Lou pulls my hand before dragging me upstairs. We saw y/n's in bed, curling in a ball, zoning out which it hurts to watch our baby this sad.
I get under the covers, letting y/n snuggles her head in my chest and Lou spooned y/n from the back, making y/n sandwiched between us before she relaxed herself, leaning her back against Lou.
"W-will both of y-you get rid o-of me when you're already b-bored with me?" Me and Lou looked at each other with a shocked face when y/n suddenly says that.
"What? No no no, baby... Mommy and Daddy won't get rid of you, princess..." I explained before kissing her forehead and stroking her head, making her hum.
"Who says that we'll get rid of you, baby? Tell us..." Lou asked before y/n looked at both of us and said,
"You don't have time for me anymore.... I'm lonely...." She whined before burst out crying... Now I felt bad.
"Awww.. baby.. Mommy and Daddy are sorry okay? Don't cry honey... I'm sorry...." I begged before she turns away and lay on her stomach, crying into the pillows. Lou sat up before pulling y/n, straddling her waist while y/n's still pushing Lou away. Lou tightens her grip before hugging y/n tightly in her arms, making y/n can't move anywhere.
She just melted into Lou's arms before crying silently.
"Daddy's sorry okay honey? I didn't notice that you're feeling like this. I'm so sorry sweetie...." I never see this side of Lou. She's always the one who'll never persuade y/n because she sucked at it. But now, she's the one cooling the little lady down.
I slowly crawled to both of them, hugging y/n from behind and kissed her shoulders softly.
"I'm sorry okay baby? Forgive both of us darling? Please?" I begged, hoping she'll forgive both of us. She just hummed before burying her face in the crook of Lou's neck, melting in.
We sat like that for a while before I pull back and Lou laid y/n in between us. Both of us hugged y/n in place before falling asleep in each others embrace.
"I love both of you so much..."
"We too..."
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dmysterioblog · 2 years
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Masterlist
WARNING! Most of the following contain SMUT and/or have a DARK theme!
Disclaimer! These Fanfics aren't mine! They're just some of my favorites. Check at the bottom to see when it was last updated. I've made a second masterlist which I'll be updating once in a while.
Masterlist II
Dark-♤ Angst-♧ Fluff-♡ Smut-♢
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Shoulder to Cry On
Paring; Agatha Harkness x reader
Summary: you have a rough break up and Agatha invites you over to make you feel better.
Rated- ♧♡
Witch hunter
Paring; Agatha Harkness x witchhunter!reader
Summary: as a friend of Blade, whilst he hunts monsters, you focus on ending the witches of old that have come to ruin the future. Agatha Harkness happens to be one of them, but she isn’t running into your trap, it’s the other way around.
Rated-♤♢♧
Say You Want Me
Parings; Agatha harkness x reader
Summery: your neighbor agatha's seen you looking at her, and she gets the wrong idea-- or, well... sort of.
Rated-♢
Closer
Parings; Salem!Agatha Harkness x Reader
Summary: you and Agatha are forced to share a bed while out for the coven.
Rated- ♡
Working Together For Her
Paring; Agatha x reader x Wanda
Summary: Y/N escapes to Westview, on the run, and Wanda and Agatha pause their fight to work together and help her.
Rated- ♧♡
Make Me Feel Special
Pairing: Milf!Agatha Harkness x fem!reader
Summary: You are angry at your best friend for turning down the opportunity for something that you would give your life for: a mother.
Rated- ♤♢
Jealousy
Paring; Jealous!Agatha x reader
Summary: you have been getting too close with Wanda and Agatha doesn't like that.
Rated- ♤♢
Taste Of A Poison Paradise
Pairing; Agatha Harkness x Fem!Reader
Summary: It’s your wedding day, and you’re freaking out with the stress and anxiety of it all. Fortunately, your future mother-in-law is there to help.
Rated- ♤♢
Love Thy Neighbour
Paring; Agatha Harkness x reader
Summary: Wanda’s spell did quite a number on Agatha. She forgot who she was. Her powers gone. But ever since she met you, she's been her memories and powers come back.
Rated- ♤♢
Oh Red String of Fate
Pairing: Agatha Harkness x Fem!Reader
Summary: you're Agatha's soul mate.
Rated- ♡
Broken Doll
Paring; Bucky x reader x Steve
Summary: Steve and Bucky have to now live with the consequences after they have broken you.
Rated- ♧
July
Paring; Cate Blanchett x reader
summary; you’ve been in australia on vacation and made a new friend, maybe more than just a friend. When your time comes to an end you reminisce the last weeks and doubt your feelings.
Rated- ♡♧
Right here right now
Paring; Carol Aird x reader
Summary: What if Carol went away by herself over Christmas and met you instead? One morning your eyes lock across the room at a motel and you spend the day together, getting to a women's bar where things heat up and you end up getting a hotel room together.
Rated- ♡♢
The Animal I Become
Pairing: Damian Priest x Fem Reader
Summary: Being the eldest daughter of Rey Mysterio, it surprises most that she’s nothing like her family. After her father and family ban her from wrestling due to her violence, she is officially the black sheep, but breaks that rule, coming back to help during an attack from the Judgement Day, only to be scolded by her father for the madness she started, then running into someone who knows her like no one else…
Rated-♧♢
Animal Unleashed
Pairing: Damian Priest x Fem Reader
Summary: After having a meeting with Judgement Day, making official plans to join and also ending the issues the reader created with Rhea Ripley after attacking her, they find the perfect way to show that the Reader is now apart of Judgement Day, joining in on the attack on her family, letting the world know she’s walking her own path away from her Mysterio family, unleashing the animal she knows she is…
Rated-♢♢♢
Tag Team
Pairing: Damian Priest x Fem Reader x Rhea Ripley
Summary: Rhea and Damian take turns having their way with Y/n. 
Rated-♢♢♢
I Can Keep A Secret, Can You?
Paring; Eve Fletcher x Camgirl!Reader
Summary: The camgirl that helps Eve edge into oblivion every night changes her life in more ways than one.
Rated-♢
Miss Deavor
Paring; Evelyn Deavor x reader
Summary: Not everyone needs a screen to be under Evelyn Deavor's wiles. As her brother's assistant, you can attest to that.
Rated- ♢
To Attend the Cruise
Paring; Evelyn Deavor x reader
Summary: You're desperate for a reporting gig at the Everjust cruise. Perhaps Evelyn Deavor can arrange something?
Rated- ♢
Energy Source
Paring; Hela x reader
Summary: Hela has you locked up in a dark dungeon cell to use you as an energy source. But she's nice to you.
Rated- ♤♡
Pleasing your Queen
Paring; Hela x reader
Summary: You're a palace maid who's been summoned by your newly crowned Queen. You have no idea what to expect, but the events that play out will surprise you more than you could have imagined.
Rated- ♢
El Amor Duele
Paring; Jake Lockley x Fem!Reader
Summary: Marc and Steven suspect there is another alter looming about as you begin to notice small mannerisms/movements that don't belong to either of them. You try and lure the new guy out.
Rated-♢♧
Through the Looking Glass
Pairings; Jake Lockley x fem!reader, Steve Grant x fem!reader, Marc Spector x fem!reader
Summary: “I knew who I was this morning, but I’ve changed a few times since then.” —Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland
Rated-♤♢♧
Love Is A Hard Thing
Paring; Lady Tremaine x reader
Summary: You are one of the staff workers of the household belonging to Lady Tremaine. Let’s just say you caught her eye.
Rated- ♧♡
So Pure, So Dirty and Raw
Pairings; Lilith Ritter x fem!reader
Summary: Lilith is your boss, and she's been waiting to make you hers.
Rated-♤
Nightmarish
Parings; Lilith Ritter x fem!reader
Summary: You have an appointment with your psychiatrist. 
Rated-♢
You're My Property
Parings; Lilith Ritter x fem!reader
summary: You just want her attention. She is your boss, you're her secretary.
Rated- ♢
Special Friend
Parings; CG!Loki x little!reader
Summary: loki wants to scare everyone he comes across today, however you rather enjoy him in his reptile form.
Rated-♡
Don't listen to them
Paring; Loki x little!reader
Summary: Loki is in the glass cell and reader is with Thor in a room with the avengers talking bad about Loki. Reader is upset and goes looking for Loki.
Rated- ♡
Good Girl, Bad Grades
Paring; Professor!Loki x reader
Summary: Your grades in Professor Laufeyson's class have been slipping recently. You are distracted - because of him. Professor Laufeyson invites you to his office to discuss your grades and it seems that despite his disappointment in you, he may have a way to help you improve them.
Rated- ♢♡
Workout
Paring; Rhea Ripley x Fem!Reader
Summary: You needy for Rhea, so she gives you what you want in the gym bathroom.
Rated-♢
A Hard Fuck
Paring; Rhea Ripley x Fem!Reader
Summary: You call Rhea a bitch during an argument and she doesn't take it lightly.
Rated-♢
Jealousy Jealousy
Paring; Rhea Ripley x fem!reader
Summary: You get jealous of Rhea and Liv but Rhea shows you she belongs to you.
Rated-♢♢♢
Tease Me, Please Me
Paring; Rhea Ripley x fem!reader
Summary: "I want you to ride my thigh until you're a whimpering fucking mess, and if you come, then I'll punish you for it."
Rated-♢♢♢
The Aftermath: Our Pretty Princess
Parings; DarkQueen!Wanda x Fem!Reader x SoftDarkKing!Valkyrie, Kate Bishop x Fem!Reader (Brief/Established)
Summary: Wanda and Valkyrie think you'll be the perfect fit as their princess, so their take you as theirs.
Rated-♤♢
She’s in Your Mind
Pairing; Wanda Maximoff x Fem!Reader
Summary: Instead of whispering “run” Wanda reads your mind and sees that you are attracted to her. She uses a different method instead of fear, to make you submit to her, and it definitely does not involve running.
Rated- ♤♢
20th Birthday
Paring; LegalGuardian!WandaMaximoff x Fem!Reader
Summary: After your father's 'sudden' death you are being placed under the custody of his neighbor and close family friend, Wanda. She has been waiting for this moment since she laid eyes on you many years ago swearing in that you will be completely hers. Mind and body. And you being her innocent dumb little baby, that will be just a matter of time.
Rated-♢♡
Stephen Doesn’t Have to Know
Pairing: Wanda Maximoff x Fem!Reader
Summary: Wanda had captured you in her palace when she took you from Stephen, she planned to make you hers to get back at him but she found herself taking a liking to you.
Rated- ♢♡
Training
Pairing: Wanda Maximoff x Fem!Reader
Summary: When misbehaving in public after your owner told you to obey, you are punished for your trouble.
Rated- ♤♢
After School Special
Paring; Professor!Wanda Maximoff x Reader
Summary: In the midst of your exhaustion you fail to see the flirtatious manner in which a classmate speaks to you, but alas Wanda has to prove who your real owner is.
Rated- ♡♢
First Times Aren't Shameful
Paring; Wanda Maximoff x Reader
Summary: Your first time with mommy Wanda is filled with lots of soft praises and big feelings.
Rated- ♢
Her World
Paring; Dark!Mommy!Wanda x little!reader
Summary: After Wanda lost Pietro and then Vision she can't risk to lose you as well. So, she took you with her to Westview and live her perfect life with you as her little angel, like she always wanted.
Rated- ♤♡
Only Mommy Can See You Like This
Paring; Mommy!Wanda x reader
Summary: Professor Wanda gets jealous of you while teaching class and decides to make you stay after to remind you who you belong to.
Rated- ♢♡
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sapphicforsarahh · 2 months
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best hands i've ever seen
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ship: loubbie x fem!reader
word count: 800+
warnings: dom!loubbie x sub!reader, no smut (yet), dom and sub themes, sexting
synopsis: debbie and lou are looking for a new crew mate for the newest heist plan, that's when you catch their eye.
A/N: let me know what you think of this and whether you'd like a second part!
"Deb, I'm telling you, this girl has some of the best hands I've seen," she whispers to her wife. Both of them watch as you perform magic tricks to people who are stupid enough to fall for them. "Look, watch this," Lou leans forwards from her chair and watches you attentively. Your hands cleverly moved to show the participants correct cards. As they looked at their friends in shock and awe, you confidently slip the gold engagement ring, decorated with a diamond, off this woman's finger and secretively slip it into your pocket, without a single one of them realising.
"Not too bad," Debbie agrees and Lou smirks in return. "A pretty girl too," Lou adds, Debbie hums in agreement. After the bystanders had walked off, it was just you left with Debbie and Lou in the distance. "What do you say Deb?", Lou tries to convince Debbie to consider you, knowing their could be other benefits of having you on the team. "Sure," Debbie says a bit more easily than Lou would've thought. Without another word, Debbie stands up, Lou quick to follow her and the couple begin to approach you.
You're sitting on your bucket, counting your previously 'earned' dollars when you hear an Australian voice grab your attention. "Hey, can I hel-", you look up to see the older couple. Jesus, were they beautiful. All the thoughts in your head disappeared and you somehow managed to mumble out, "is there anything I can do for you ladies?". Debbie chuckles out, "we've got a charmer here."
One of the women stood with a dark, grey trench coat that pretty much hid her entirely black outfit, but still managed for her stiletto heels to stick out. The other, a blonde, stood taller with a sophisticated yet sexy leopard print coat. The dark, green lapels of her blazer were peeking through and you noticed her chest and hands were complimented by stacks of jewellery, most likely 24 carat gold.
"Me and my wife here noticed how skillful you are with your hands," Debbie started, taking off her shades and looking down at you with alluring deep, brown eyes. "We were wondering, if you could help us with something?" Lou added, also taking off her sunglasses, her eyes juxtaposed with her wife, as she met your gaze with light, blue ones.
You clear your throat with anxiousness, wondering what these women had proposed to you. "Uh, what is it?", you finally plucked up the courage to ask. "Come with us sweetheart, we'll explain everything," Lou said, placing her fingertips on your chin, making the power dynamic even greater.
You nod obediently, not wanting to upset these clearly powerful women. Debbie and Lou stand to the side whilst they watch you collect your things. "She's obedient isn't she," Lou chuckled, grabbing onto the lower of her wife's back. "Always a good thing, are you thinking what I'm thinking?" Debbie looks at her wife with a raised brow, knowing her full intentions with this girl. As Lou was going to answer, you walked over with your bag on your back and ready to follow these women to wherever they were taking you.
"Let's get going, I bet you're eager to find out what we want, aren't you sweet girl?", Lou teases, walking forward and placing her hand on your back. "Yeah," you managed to squeak out, before the the two women pushed you into the taxi. Debbie sat in the front, whilst Lou got in the back with you. You tried to distract yourself by looking outside the window but you just couldn't concentrate on anything else apart from the insanely good-looking blonde next to you. Finally, you decide to stare at your feet and choose that as the safest option. The sound of Lou's ruffling coat caught your attention but you didn't look up. She took her phone from her pocket and looked at the notification from Debbie.
| Debbie: finish what you were going to say earlier love x.
You silently watch Lou smirk and quickly text back:
| Lou: i was going to say she’d be a good toy x.
she listened to every word we said without questioning it, we could break her in no time x.
Your eyes widened in shock at how these two women were talking about you. I mean would you really want that? Maybe you would!
| Debbie: good call baby, we'll discuss when we're back home x speaking of, i need you to take care of me once we're back i need you so badly honey x
You really try hard to hold back any reaction to the obvious sexting that's occurring in the back of this taxi, and it must've worked because all you hear is a small groan from Lou before she put her phone away.
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Taglist: @mllkw33ds @isle-of-earle @chillinftladygaga @cordeliaswife @angelick1sses @gmtsu @thenazwife @ladysc @midnightlove30 @blanchettlovebot
Let me know if you want to be added to the taglist!
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bl4nchetts-lvr · 1 month
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lou millee headcanons plsss
lou miller general headcanons
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ship: lou miller x F!reader
word count: TO BE ADDED
genre: SWF 🫶🏻
i headcanon lou as a tsundere,who tries to hide her lovey-dovey relationship with you from the public eye!
definitely is a type of a woman to spoil you rotten.
you want a new bag? more than enough is sent to your bank account. you feel like staying at home and have a "lazy day"? she buys all of you fav snacks,orders a take out of your fav food and chooses the movie she knows you'd love.
she is DEFINITELY a very possesive and overprotective,maybe even jealous,woman.
i headcanon that whenever you drive with her on her bike,everytime she's on the red light she will caress your knee to see if you're cold or no
more than likely won't tell you about her work as a con-artist and EVEN if she tells you,will hide 99% of the details.
i headcanon her as a woman who loves when you wear revealing clothes and is definitely a: "dress however you like,i know how to fight" typa woman🙈🙈
is into neck kisses (loves recieving as much,maybe even more,as giving but would never say it out loud. bro's got an ego)
i lowkey think lou's a smoker
we all know she's a fashionista and would love whenever you put on her clothes and they're quite big for you (cuz she's tall)
she may seem like a very dominant woman,but a little bit of flirting and she's slightly blushing,having butterflies in her stomach and looking away so you dont tease her more
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all done,no NSFW for today🩷
sorry that i took so long,hehe.
wish you all the best💋
-A-
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maximoffswriter · 1 year
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maximoffwriter's masterlist!
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♡ - fluff, ♢ - angst/mild angst, ☆ - hurt & comfort.
Celebrities
Taylor Swift
Not My Lover. - ♡ (T.S. x sister!reader)
Cate Blanchett
unSEEN. - ♡♢ (C.B. x fem!reader)
Lean On Me. - ✩♡ (mother!C.B. x daughter!reader)
Elizabeth Olsen
Can't Seem To Focus. - ♡ (E.O. x fem!reader)
Scarlett Johansson
*yet to come*
Gwendoline Christie
*yet to come*
Sandra Bullock
*yet to come*
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Characters
Wanda Maximoff
Comfort In Pain. - ♡♢ (W.M. x N.R. x fem!reader)
Natasha Romanoff
Comfort In Pain. - ♡♢ (W.M. x N.R. x fem!reader)
Maria Hill
*yet to come*
Carol Danvers
*yet to come*
Larissa Weems
Looks Can Be Deceiving. - ♡♢ (L.W. x gn!reader)
Lady Dimitrescu
Warmth. - ♡ (A.D. x fem!little!reader)
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marasmadness · 3 months
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Welcome!
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Hi angels, I’m Mara <3 I’ve been writing for a few different fandoms for a while now but I figured I’d attempt starting something on here so I could answer one shot requests :)
Things I will write: smut, BDSM & most related concepts, 2+partners, dark!characters, etc. ( always feel free to ask)
Characters I’ll write for:
CRIMINAL MINDS
- Emily Prentiss
-Elle Greenaway
-Jennifer Jareau
-Alex Blake
SUPERGIRL
- Lena Luthor
OCEAN’S EIGHT
-Lou Miller
-Debbie Ocean
SEX EDUCATION
- Maeve Wiley
GREY’S
- Addison Montgomery
OUAT
- Emma Swan
- Regina Mills
- Ruby Lucas
WW/1984
- Diana Prince
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blanchettsisla · 9 months
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Okay, this is for a very specific audience. If your username on character.ai is tiredsimp and you only make Cate Blanchett characters, please, please, please bring Carol Aird back. I legit cried over your not, please bring her back Jesus.
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goodegrrrl · 2 years
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Halfhearted
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Pairing: Lou Miller x Reader
Words: 1,349
Warnings: I have not written anything in forever so please bare with me and this lil fic
Taglist: @twistedpoeticjustice-blog, @billiedeansbitch, @isle-of-earle, @sweetestberryofthebunch, @angelxsarahp, @goodeday2u, @lucyintheskywithxanax, @cordeliass, @devotedtofictionalwomen, @max-the-d0g, @honeybeawhore, @talulahmae, @whiskeyxfluent, @stayevildarling, @paulsonsratched, @ahsfan05, @thedeconstructionist, @oh-mydarling
Let me know if you want to be added or taken off 💕
You couldn’t look at her. You were afraid you would stop breathing. You would collapse. Would throw yourself out of the window.
The wine glass in front of you seemed more interesting in that moment than the painting of Mona Lisa in The Louvre. As you lifted your gaze you did not focus on her - instead you studied the photographs on the wall next to you. She looked so happy, so beautiful, in those. Most of them were just candid shots that someone had taken over the course of your relationship, others had been taken on the day you had proposed to her. Her smile was breathtaking.
You were brought back to reality when she put her hands over her face. She took in a rattling breath. She had reached her breaking point and you were the one to blame.
You were the one who had done this to her - the one who had shaken her soul to the very core. Your cruel words piercing through the walls she had build around herself like daggers through soft skin.
Lou did not deserve this. In the years you had been with her she had been nothing but kind. Not a single day had passed without her making you feel loved and cared for.
You hated yourself in this moment. Hated how you had made her feel with the words you had uttered. Words you didn’t even mean.
But you were so aggravated, so unnerved from the way you had been treated at work and you had taken it all out on her - the one you loved so very deeply. So overwhelmingly much.
Her soft cries pierced through your ears, awakening you from the trance you had been in.
“Lou.”, your voice was barely above a whisper but she lifted her head nonetheless.
Her baby blue eyes had taken on a darker color, thick tears traveling down her porcelain cheeks. She was crying. Silently.
You got up from the chair you had been sitting on. Your feet felt like a thousand pounds, footsteps as loud as the roaring of the clouds during a thunderstorm.
She flinched when she felt your hands on her knees as you knelt down in front of her. She did not meet your gaze.
“I am sorry. I am so sorry.”, you gently caressed her boney knees with your thumbs, desperate to lock eyes with the one who held your heart.
But she wouldn’t look at you.
You could feel her tremble underneath your touch, could feel how she desperately tried to hold herself together. To not let you see. It had taken her months to let you in and you had been toying with her emotions so carelessly.
You could feel your throat closing up.
“I love you. I love you so much.”, you squeezed her knees before you grabbed her hands, “Please - look at me. I am sorry.”
She lifted up her head.
In this moment you could hear your heart shatter into a million little pieces. Never had you wanted to make her cry. To basically force her to let you see her most vulnerable being. The part of her she so desperately protected.
You got up from your kneeling position and pulled her with you. She had averted her gaze once again as you guided her to the sofa and sat down with her.
“I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to yell at you. You did nothing wrong, Lou. Nothing.”, your voice came out stronger than you had thought. All your focus was on her.
The way her hands fit perfectly into yours. The small scars on the back of her hands, the rings she played with whenever she was nervous. Her necklaces dangling from her slender neck. The print of The Stones on her oversized T-shirt and her bare legs shaking beneath your palms. She looked so small sitting next to you. Her shoulders slumped and her eyes trained on the wooden floor.
The tears escaping her eyes created dark rings on the fabric of her grey shirt.
“You are my everything. I love you so very deeply, Lou.”, you gently drew circles on her palms, “I never meant to hurt you.”
“What have I done wrong?”, her voice was shaking. She still didn’t look at you but you could feel her resolve begin to crumble. The turmoil within her being audible in the way her voice trembled.
Your heart broke for her. Not only did you hate yourself in this moment but also everyone who had hurt her previously.
She had told you about all the people who had hurt her in the past during a drunken night when you had first started dating. Had told you about the lying women whom had cheated on her. The cruel ones who had physically and emotionally abused her. How her father had never been around - and if he was it had been only to tell her that she was worth nothing.
And now she was doubting herself once again. Because you were now one of them. One of the people who had made her believe that you loved her but had ended up breaking her trust.
“Please forgive me. YOU didn’t do anything wrong. You’re perfect, Lou. You are my light in the never ending darkness, my shelter during the storms invading my soul. You made me believe in unconditional love. A love that never ends.”
She looked at you know. The wrinkles on her pale skin were now more prominent and dark circles ran deep underneath her blue eyes.
She scooted closer. A breath you had not realized you had been holding left your lungs.
A hand tenderly cupped her cheek and when she leaned into your touch you dared to wipe away the tears that had gathered underneath the soft skin of her eyes.
“I love you. I can not promise that I will never hurt you again - but I do promise that I will try my hardest to be worthy of you.”
She took a deep breath in.
“Please don’t yell at me again.”, a soft whisper. You knew that her request meant that she did trust you still. That she knew that you would honor her wishes. That you would not leave her.
“I promise, Lou. I promise.”, you slowly opened your arms for her. You were desperate to hold her and to protect her from the cruelty of the world. To mend her heart even though you were the one who had bruised it.
When she climbed onto your lap and placed her face in the crook of your neck you felt complete again.
And then violent sobs shock her frail body.
You knew that she was not only crying because of what you did. She cried because it had reminded her of all the times she had been hurt before. All the memories that had come back.
But still she chose you to be the one to hold her.
Hands were tenderly caressing her back as confessions of love were whispered into her ear. You held her close to you as she took your shirt into her fists to ground herself, still desperate to stop the tears from falling.
“It’s okay, baby. Just breathe. One in, one out.”, you took in a deep breath, hoping that she would follow you. And she did.
Lou slowly regulated her breathing and the grip on your shirt loosened.
“I’m so tired.”, she whispered as she closed her eyes. You slowly let yourself fall onto the couch, pulling her on top of you. “Try to get some sleep. I’m not leaving.”, you whispered as you tenderly untangled the knots in her hair.
Lou burrowed herself deeper into you. You could feel her breath on your skin, tickling you. “I love you, too. You know that, right?”, Lou looked up. Her eyes almost falling shut as she locked them with yours.
“You show me every single day just how much.”, and as your lips met hers you finally felt complete again.
Without her, there was no you anymore.
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