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#real feelings
dumblr · 1 year
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A soul-to-soul connection is worth the wait. Your soulmate will recognize you, befriend you and love you. They will be your best friend, lover and safe space. They will grow with you mentally, emotionally and physically. They will want to evolve with you in every dimension & level up.
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villemel · 3 months
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wishing the world finds love
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flittermousemoth · 11 months
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The urge to "Create something beautiful then destroy it."
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inabigworld · 24 days
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at times, healing can feel scary, and the change you feel within yourself can get overwhelming. speaking from experience, that can make it feel as if you’re going backwards, not forwards. and when that happens, try not to let it discourage you. and don’t fall back into old, unhealthy patterns. i know they’re easy, and familiar, and you know what to expect. but there’s no room for growth where it’s comfortable. you’ve got this, you are good enough, you are worthy of good things, you do deserve the best that life has to offer. you are no weak, you are strong. you are built for this, and you will make it through the rainy days. the sun will come back out, and thaw out your cold bones. you just have to hang in there. you may not see a light at the end of this dark tunnel that seems to have no end, but that’s only for right now. please don’t give up on yourself, and what you want.
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bonobochick · 1 year
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General Hospital ep airing December 29, 2022
Trina & Spencer’s New Year’s Eve “date” day one. ❤️‍🔥
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dasendloseweiteposts · 9 months
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Uff. Konversationen nach 2 Uhr ..
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hello-darkn3ss · 8 months
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I found my own light
When you left me in the dark
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euesworld · 1 year
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"The way you speak to me is so gentle, I could get lost in your voice for a breath of always.."
Your voice is like an angel singing the hymn of life, a gentle, tender song so beautiful that I fall in love time and time again.. your voice is beautiful - eUë
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"The thoughts of my sky, once black, have now turned grey. It's comforting to know that hope is both distant enough to pave a way forward and close enough to reassure me that hope exists."
@random-little-thingsss
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dumblr · 1 year
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You deserve someone who loves you with every single heartbeat.
Someone who thinks about you constantly.
Someone who spends every minute of every day just wondering what you're doing, where you are, who you're with and if you're okay.
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villemel · 3 months
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'even just once'
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My heart always betrays my mind. I already know what I should do. Yet, I continue to fall in the same trap over and over. I allow my feelings to lead me to my downfall.
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pinkbubblr · 4 months
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Letter to you
Even though we spent every day together for two weeks. Just the two of us… You said you felt lonely.
You said if you were a man, you’d go for my best friend. Of course… my friend is beautiful.
You touch me and it fills me with butterflies. I thought those small touches meant something. The way your finger lingers longer on my skin. The way you twirl small pieces of my hair. I see you do the same thing to your sister.
I’ve express. I love to love. I’m afraid I let myself too vulnerable. But somehow I don’t regret it. It does hurt, but it hurts more if I hide it.
I’m sorry. I did not mean to fall in love with you. I accidentally fell in love with the person you are. You are beautiful. So gentle. So caring. So fun. How can I not like you?
I remember the day I came to that realization. It was a sunny day. I dropped you off of school in front of your house. But I didn’t want to leave yet. I wanted to spend more time with you. Thankfully, you felt the same. We walked around the park multiple times, talking about everything and anything. We decided to sit down on the green grass. Everyone mindlessly distracting your attention, but I kept looking at you. The sun sets so perfectly on you. You glowed. I’ve never seen someone so pretty in the sun. My heart skipped a beat in October.
I fell deeper even though I told myself to stop. I don’t blame myself fully. I love making you laugh and smile. It became my addiction. I wanted to spend everyday with you. I think about you all the time. I am guilty. You were just looking for a friend. I am more than happy to provide that, but some nights I become selfish. I cannot ask for more from you. It’s unfair to the both of us. Especially when I realize you don’t feel the same.
November.
That night when we played a truth or dare game, I slipped. I got too confident. I was dared to tell them who I was attracted to. It was you. You had no idea, it was cute how you said you think you knew who it was. Did I not express enough of my love for you days before? I couldn’t say it out loud to everyone in the room. Especially if they expected it to be a boy. I panicked and froze. That night changed my heart to feel pain. How were you in the same room, but failed to see me panic. I begged to let me skip. Everyone thought it’s just a fun dare. I became a fool. I should’ve just lied, but I couldn’t ignore the pressure. I beg with my heart in my hands and they finally stopped. I luckily had something to do so I left in a hurry. It did not stop me from crying though. I cried in my car under night sky. You were in the room. It was you. You’re the one I am attracted to. I texted an apology, I felt like I ruined everyone’s joy. You called after reading it. We talked. I realize you don’t struggle with the same sin. It was just me feeling this way. You took things rather a joke. I see… it’s always been my fault.
My fault for reading things too far. That day when you said you’d know if a boy likes me if they stare at me the same way you do. It made me flustered. I am too naive and young. When I caught you staring at me in the mirror. You apologize saying you couldn’t help it. I’m sorry I took it the wrong way. It made my heart race. I read into things too much cause I fell for you. I want to list more reasons that make my heart flutter, but it will be too embarrassing. Especially since it was only me feeling this way. I’ll save myself some dignity.
Now, let’s look at things that were so painfully obvious. I once stated I wanted a sister. You were quick to say that you can be one. I felt sick in my stomach. I brush it off saying I like you more as a friend. You talked about the future more. Wanting to meet a husband and start a family. You think about that more, but I am thinking about having a secret love with you. I’m a fool.
Friend, friend, friend you repeat. It’s almost like you found out my feelings for you. Therefore you had to make it clear for my naive self. Thank you for that, I guess.
December.
I want to accept defeat. This love I crave is never going to happen, even from the very beginning. I am angry. All those men have and will always get a chance with you. It makes me sick and jealous. So I start to pity myself. Of course they will get a chance. I am a girl. I am a friend. Shame. How could I let those feelings increase when God is in the picture of our friendship. Guilt.
I look at photos of myself and cry. I was so vulnerable and desperate for you. I wanted love. I was happy filling my head with false hope. How sad am I? My heart is vulnerable, but I will always soften it more for you. I love you in whatever form you pick.
I hope you never read this, but a soft part of me begs to be heard. At least once wholeheartedly. I wish you the best, no, I pray that you get everything you ever wanted.
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pussymagnetmadara · 2 years
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reading mostly a bunch of bullshit theories about Sasuke, claiming that he is not so or so to enhance your ship becomes ridiculous.
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I'm getting somewhere with chapter six so here I go with a word count update!!!
Chapter One: 11,552
Chapter Two: 14,049
Chapter Three: 13,453
Chapter Four: 12,796
Chapter Five: 12,916
Chapter Six: ~4,348
Total: ~69,138
I'm in awe of how far I've come! The end is so close!
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gravityreality · 1 year
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“Brush me off like the dirt on Jay-Z's shoulders
So I fall to ground, collect myself…”
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