Man, I forgot how much I love Life is Strange. I'm playing it for the first time on my pc but used to watch a lot of gameplays. If anyone ever wants to talk about the game please text me, it's been so long since I last talked to someone about it😭😭😭
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trigger warning: death of a loved one, grief
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The past week has been very tough. We thought my mother was doing a bit better recently but last week her health took a nosedive and she passed away Friday night. We had hoped we could bring her home for her final days but it wasn't possible.
I am glad it has been raining for days, things would be even harder if it was happy summertime weather. It's odd how everyone crying randomly throughout the day has turned into a completely normal thing these past two years.
I guess my life will change drastically now because I will give up my flat and move in with my father. He is sick too, and I don't want him to live on his own. So after living alone with no one around for twelve years I will live with a housemate again - and a dog.
Right this moment all I want to do is go home and draw something Sherlock, but I guess that has to wait until all the hard stuff has been organised and planned.
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Why did I decide to put on a facemask and rewatch his stories because I couldn't keep a straight face cuz his face alone. I had to go back in front of a mirror to correct the mask.
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Are we over the xmas fics now?? Cause I had a call with my best friend and her girlfriend did the cutest thing that was so Tayley coded I might've started a new story that's already 2000 words in? 😬 and will prob keep me up all night 🙈
Also, happy xmas/ god jul from the land down under where is already boxing day🎁❤
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I looked after my older cousin K again today. the first thing she says to me is "it's funny all those times I used to babysit you, and now you're the one babysitting me..." Didn't know how to respond, so I just laughed awkwardly and said "yeah" and went to get her an Ensure to drink.
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So today I got seriously freaked out!
Had my blood drawn… drove home… had a conversation with my neighbour… then about 3 minutes after I walked through my front door, I suddenly felt seriously unwell.
Like… I called 111 unwell (UK Non emergency number)
I felt sick, dizzy and my face went numb. It was really fuckin’ scary. Its taken me almost all day just to feel remotely myself again. After speaking to a medical buddy, they recon it was a ‘vasovagal response’
Basically my blood pressure dropped. Just from them drawing 4 vials of blood.
Like wtf?? I guess my body hates me 😪
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My libido says, “Fuck every day…you need to get your dick wet”. But my social battery says, “Stay home and masturbate”
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I want this whole outfit!!
*runs to buy lottery tickets* so I can feed my ForceBook and vintage/retro vintage clothing addictions. 😭
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Do you have a discord server for Taliesin?
I've been thinking about making one, it seems to be the norm and every Mod author has one. Problem is, I have HUGE social anxiety so I get overwhelmed easily with Discord.
It's something I'm working on, but I'm not sure if I could manage a Discord server for Taliesin. ;__;
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Ugh… today was such a bad day at work. I managed to infuriate the entire History department when I gave feedback on one of their tests, which was - honestly - the messiest thing I had ever seen and would never dare print and give to a student myself.
I called it “confusing” in an email and suggested some syntax/vocabulary changes and now they have complained about me to the principal for overstepping, even though it is my job to provide feedback on these things as I am not just a teacher, but school management too.
I thought my feedback was valid and still very nice and neutral with me giving gentle suggestions, but now I am going out of my mind and I am so scared that it will get me in trouble, because I’m a perfectionist who wants everyone to like her and I love my job and students… 😭
So, any tips or any ideas to help me get my mind off of this conflict… please help! 🙏🏻
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Can a Youtube employee that actually cares (if there is one...) please kindly get the spamming bots TO FUCK OFF!?! HONESTLY, I'M READING THE COMMENTS ON FILM THEORY AND BIG BUSINESSES USING AI ILLEGALLY AND ALL I SEE IN THE REPLIES IS
"MaTpAT iS lEaViNg I'M hAvInG a PaRtY mY tHeOrIeS aRe BeTeRRR"
Stupid. FUCKING. BOTS! IN A VIDEO ABOUT AI THEFT AND BIG BUSINESSES USING PROPAGANDA TO EASE THE AVERAGE PERSON INTO ACCEPTING AI ART AND ACTORS!
I don't know what's worse; the disrespect to the topic and MatPat, the irony of the situation, or how there don't seem to be any comforting facts in the videos about AI theft. We're all just frogs boiling, like he said.
I'm probably overreacting. It's just there so much shit going on in my life right now that I don't feel comfortable talking about. I don't want to trauma dump on my friends. I don't want to pour all of my emotions out on some post that takes hours to make and nobody even notices.
I'm just going to go see if I can distract myself because it's all I can do. Barely works, but it's the only thing I've been able to do for months without getting snapped at for DARING to have emotional responses to a shit situation.
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Can't wait for this freaking year to be finally over.
Desperately hoping it was the end of part 2 and not part 1...
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our teacher keeps referring to Israel as ‘the Jews’ instead of Israel when talking about the war rn and its making me hella uncomfortable as a Jewish person. I dont support what Israel is doing at all. Like at all at all. Theres two people (Me and my friend) in this class who are Jewish and she knows we are and i genuinely just dont feel safe around her anymore. Am i overreacting? /genq
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The sweet guy my niece is trying to hook me up with WONT ADD ME BACK LIKE HELLO IM A CATCH
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Where I’ve Been
I aten’t dead!
Right now, at this exact moment in time, I do feel kinda like death warmed over, but I’m not actually quite dead. Just sick. Started coughing Friday night, but felt fine. Slowly started feeling worse yesterday evening, then today, yeah, I’m sick. Bronchitis probably. I’ll live.
So will my grandmother, for the time being…but after being diagnosed with high blood pressure at the very end of October, she then fell and broke her hip at the very beginning of December. So, that’s why I haven’t been around lately, and it’s one reason why Gravity Falls fandom will, once again, have to wait to see what my attempt at a holiday special would look like. I was really gonna do it this year, but this inability to go outside my grandmother’s house for extended periods for a month and a half has rendered an absolutely essential prewriting activity (going to town library for some “in a world without Internet access” research) impossible. So maybe I’ll start that in January and have something really good for y’all next December. We shall see. But TL;DR - I’m not gone, just busy and stressed. I’ll be back.
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