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yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou · 2 years

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There’s a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it’s not giving up, it’s realizing that you don’t need certain people and their crap. Sometimes you have to distance yourself from people that only call when they need something. Fair weather friends only want to come around when they need your sun to shine on their dark and gloomy days. In the end, you’ll realize you only have a few true friends. But that’s better than having many fake ones.

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grungepen · 10 months

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iloveyouemanuelmarco · 18 days

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Hmm, I've been thinking(Okay so for context, for all my life up to now aka since being born technically, I was raised into a family household that believed in Christianity but mostly leaned towards the Catholicism parts of such since I've heard there are many different types of people of faith with all different names and traditions, customs and cultures of said interest and everything which I think is pretty cool in its own right atleast but anyways- From what I can remember from being apart of my small and average main family system, my mom along with my grandmother from her side of relatives and such, are seemingly the most passionate and active in the church when compared to my dad. My father isn't hateful about such beliefs nor is he even considered an aethetist or agnostic, but he hasn't been following many of the typical "rules" or societal normaly that is considered when being apart of said group. For example, while my mom and grandma go to church every Sunday whenever they can so they can worship our lord and savior of God and his son, Jesus Christ, my dad is often uninterested in traveling to make the literal 5-10 minute journey though he mostly stays inside anyways watching old movies from different foreign countries sooo(No hate to him by the way, if it pleases him then I hope he has fun doing that^^). I'll admit, while I do make attempts to go with my mom, I often find myself unable to due to disinterest, but it's not disinterest in him ofcourse. I would never ad I love him very much and always have, but it feels like even though I do care about our Holy Father and that I haven't directly rejected him, my current daily life atleast as of lately has been feeling like I have currently abandoned him somehow or that I have somehow drifted away from the right path and have become deaf to his word. It honestly makes me very upset since I should be more loyal and honest to him now that I think about it. I used to be such a happy little girl who would pray every day in the morning before school and at every night before bed. I used to go to a private religious catholic school where I would go to church there sometimes too(half of the time it was mandatory on certain days during the hours but still)and even if I didn't understand everything due to my young age, I would quietly sit and listen I'm an attempt to learn more about the holy scriptures and such with my classmates and the other students from different grades/ages. I used to prepare for the moments during one's usual journey, being excited that I would become closer to God by wearing my white dress and getting baptized with other certain selected students(I don't remember what the specific event was called but I remember it being very important to me at the time)and I don't know...I sorta miss it. I miss being so happy and careless of all my anxieties but now I am stuck here...I don't want to stray away from God's love any longer, I don't want my true reality to break away because it makes me afraid of if I somehow commit some sort of unforgivable sin that'll destroy any sense of humanity I have left...(I know that sounds dramatic but please. I am really trying to make a solid attempt at explaining all of this right now so as complex as it may seem, keep in mind that my brain is starting to function again for once in the dying light that is my empty and boring life that while I am still grateful for, has been causing me much hurt and pain in so many ways). Currently I am a 16 year old eurocentric and privileged middle-class white-latino feminine presenting person who is actually a member of the LGBTQIA+ and neurodivergent community too according to doctors/psychiatrists or something(I don't know, that's what my dad has said since my late diagnosis at 12 which is that even late?? It's so confusing at times ughh but that's just how it is I guess haha).

On the internet, specifically here and on the couple of social media platforms that I publicly have, I have used these safe spaces to more accurately and honestly express myself when it comes to my identity not only when it comes to sexuality and gender but also with the intersectionality of my race and ethnicity, my hobbies, interests and talents, my wants and needs and etc. I have said before that I am a privileged and middle-class eurocentric 16 year old white-latino feminine person in real life but actually wants to present as more of who I am being a bisexual(male preference having)aceflux female to male transgender person who to be honest is probably more of a mostly male but still bigender or genderfluid person since I still feel connected to growing up in perceived girlhood but I don't know yet...who does know though at that point???Pfttt...I don't hate my body and I know God made me beautiful in my own way just like all the other unique people he created all through out the history of the planet Earth, but sometimes it can be hard since I think the most queer people see me as is just maybe a bisexual cis girl who might be on the asexual spectrum???I hope I am making some sort of sense with my explanation...somehow so with all that being said, I guess I've had some sort of short epiphany in my brain where I've realized something important for me that I've almost forgotten. I need to actively take steps to come back to God and I know somewhat of how to do it but I would appreciate a little more help from others with more expertise aka experience for those who don't have a big and fancy vocabulary in their inner-mind library haha- I do sincerly apologize if I have caused genuine annoyance for anyone with this post for whatever reason as my normal posts are coming back soon once I get back online but for now, I need to go study and do more research on how I can save myself and others for when he comes again. I know it sounds scary but it's actually wonderful so please don't be scared of him, because he loves us all no matter what and nothing can turn us away from him. Worship him and confess your sins because it's good to be honest and he loves you, after all he knows you best like you know yourself since he created the beautiful building of love and passion got the world that is your soul. It's never to late to choose him and to spread the good word of the gospel<3. Please stay safe and have a good day or night wherever you are and thank you if you've read the entire paragraphs of rambles I've written haha. I really do appreciate your support whether it be here, there or anywhere else!!:)You must keep surviving for you and I, for us and eachother but also for him too...

Also P.S: Hope you guys don't mind but I'm gonna put a nice scenery image here since I like being calmed down and enjoy embracing the beauty of nature, especially when we're lucky enough as humans to photograph the right moments atleast!!Other animals sadly only get to enjoy it in the moment which can be too fast since they're constantly needing to survive actively♡.

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randomreasonstolive · 1 year

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Reason to Live #8560

Realizing that you do have the strength to work towards the goals that seem like distant dreams. – Guest Submission

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sofiafi · 23 days

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Work out💪🏻

Today is the first day of April 2024!) It’s a warm day and the atmosphere is so motivating to do homework) I wish u a good mood to realize all your ideas) ✨✨

#workout #school #do your homework #study motivation #studying #aesthetic #motivation #realizing

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ohnoidontexist · 3 months

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#adulting #is #realizing #all #you #need #home #stable #income #and #a #peaceful #partner

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youalreadyknows-her · 8 months

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#poems on tumblr #literature #cars #poetry #poem #music #realizing #reality #Spotify

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letniwieczor · 1 year

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i wiem, że mogę przyciągnąć każdego

ale nikogo nie potrafię zatrzymać

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#ból #miłość #samotność #dorosłość #czas #rzeczywistość #realizing #przyszłość

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cirums · 1 year

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dramatic-shitpost-poet · 1 year

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Cage

The words echo so loud, reflecting off walls

With tingles of past regret travelling in fingers

Running endlessly in this confusing, dark hall

But there is no monster, only the guilt lingers

But what does it belong to? You or others?

So stupidly blind in false philosophy of love

Lost track of reality under misguided lovers

Fell right into the trap again, trusting dove

But somehow you escape the cage, bars tight

Leaving damaged and sore wings flickering

But you still escaped and with memory, right?

Even if you scramble for affection, sickening

So run down that hallway and be desperate

And hear the truth, "he never cared or meant it."

#poetry #sad boy #sonnet #moral orel quote inspiration #failed love #failed relationship #realizing #realization #that hurts #ow #poem writing #sad boi hours #sad poem #poem #poems on tumblr #my poems #poems on life

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peculiary · 2 years

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X-Men: Marvels Snapshots September 16, 2020

#realizing #it feels like #feels like #feels #coming up #out of #out of the dark #the dark #dark

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ramyeonupdates · 2 years

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realizing this was like whoa

#realizing #this #was #like #whoa

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youuuuknowwwwsoobin · 2 years

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the sinking feeling

It starts at the pit of your stomach. Bubbling and brewing until it is hard to even go about your normal day. For me, it's a constant reminder that as much as I try to ignore my problems, they never truly go away because they simmer in the pit of my stomach.

Waking up is sometimes challenging. Not always, but sometimes. I often wonder what my life you be like if I could just wake up every day, eat breakfast, go along with my routine tasks and not feel the pit of dread in my stomach grow.

If my life would have been different if he had never shown up.

Dread.

That's the only word I can think of when talking about this feeling. I dread waking up in the morning and having things to do. I dread reading the news because I know it's just going to be another devastating news article about how the world has gone to shit. I dread seeing his face pop up on Instagram because I know he is doing better without me in his life.

Dread. Such a dramatic word.

You only ever see that word being used when talking about life and death situations in books or movies. So just using it in an everyday context is a bit of overkill.

Sometimes I wish I was a different person. Since I was little, I've always wanted to have the ability to be able to see into other people's lives. Experiences their happiest moments and darkest secrets. But then I come back to reality to realize that I don't have that ability and will never.

So I write. Constantly. Putting myself into others' shoes, looking at every detail that might arise through my imaginary microscope. And when I write is when I feel better. My mood is lighter, and everyone around me seems to notice.

He always noticed.

Though that only lasts for a few days at a time. As everyone says, what goes up, must come down. So I do. And that's when the sinking feeling resumes—the dread of everyday existence. The unresolved problems of my life lingering and walking with me like a shadow. And I’m constantly reminded of this because it all settles in the pit of my stomach.

#healing #waking up #realizing #heatbreak #lonely #forgotten #wanting better #sad #numb #feeling #free write

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randomreasonstolive · 2 years

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Reason to Live #8014

Realizing the things I’m panicking about aren’t that bad when contextualizing them.– Guest Submission

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