#really exposing myself here

[toocooltobeforgotten]

do any mutuals watch bachelor in paradise…..

#Really exposing myself here

[levitatingintheclearing]

thank you for tagging me @radiationvibe <3

lockscreen / last song i listened to / last photo of a celebrity in my camera roll

#really exposing myself here #yea i will never update my software. also this is an iphone 2 (no it isn’t) #it’s an iphone 4 #(no)

[thetempleofnyx]

i just know dottore craves the feeling of cock in his ass look at him !!!!

YESSSSSSSS

i mean its the omega build. like he yearns for my strap every night. hes so bbygirl

#i am a feral creature for him #really exposing myself here #but i want him to do vile things to me 🫣 #asterism! #zehrbear🧸

[daemondaes]

HELLO HAVE I TOLD U LATELY IM OBSESSED WITH U <3333

u haven’t. this assignment is way overdue. the team failed due of ur lack of initiative and timeliness and now the company is going to have a rough fourth quarter and in all likelihood we’re looking at chapter 11 by february. u were supposed to tell me once a week and now look what happened!!!

(hi ilu thank u for putting up with my antics)

#godclaws #french robodog — che9:ooc. #really exposing myself here #is this how businessmen sound #anyway IDK WHAT I DID TO RECIEVE THIS u weren’t even one of the people i sent a silly ask to #but ilu and appreciate u and am happy i get to write with u #even tho i’m lagging it severely LMAO

[themetalheadhippy]

Anime aint my thing but it's always so hot seeing you talk about how wet you're getting thinking about it even if you don't mention it directly 💦💦💦

I do get carried away 😂😂 especially after a few spliffs 🍁🍂🍃 double that amount if I decide to treat myself to a drink as well 🥂🍻 Plus, tiktok was giving me so many thirst traps even with cosplayers doing that thing where they wrap a belt or tie around their hands and pull it 🥹😵‍💫 makes me blush everytime. I don't exactly help myself by liking these videos it's pretty much just a vicious cycle at this point 😂😅😅😅

#really exposing myself here #im glad you're not judging 😂 #im such a fucking weeb #anon #anonymous #ask me stuff #ask me things #ask me a question #send me anons #send anons please #send anons pls #anon asks #ask me something #ask me whatever #anime #anime men #anime fangirl

[pips-squeak]

12. A song you can stream all the words to

16. your favorite childhood song :)

12. Higher by michael buble lmao

16. Fuck. Call me maybe by carly rae jepsen

#really exposing myself here #call me maybe was MY shit #ask game #my mutuals

[arggghhhsstuff]

"how i love being a woman" except the concept of gender doesn't make any sense to me, i haven't any self perception whatsoever, i am sleep deprived and feeling pretty is my only way to feel alive

#how i love being a woman #shitpost #ramblings #really exposing myself here #uhm anyways

[blusherbaker]

can I talk about Trey's Unique Magic/Signature Spell for a second?

it has the possibility of being both fantastic and absolutely horrific, depending on how he uses it. I mean, he's literally rewriting reality and perception every time he uses it, right? so what's to say he couldn't use that... alongside a partner?

because in theory, he could alter anything.

though there's many possibilities, what intrigues me most is the sensory manipulation. it could be soft, it could be comforting, it could be intense, it could be torturous. but it would definitely be delicious.

he could dull or even completely remove one of your senses. or, alternatively, increase them multiple times more than normal, making your nerves fire intensely with the littlest breath. he could make his touch feel like fire or ice. his fingers could be made to feel like blades, slicing deep, but never breaking skin. he could make you feel stuffed full or achingly empty. change what you smell. alter what you hear. he could probably make you completely unable to speak... in multiple ways.

there's so much possibility with his power, if he chooses to use it. and I'm sure this is only scratching the surface!!

plus... he could probably use it on himself, too :)

#mdni #twst thoughts #blusher's original ♥︎ #trey clover obsession hours #here we go #first post of this sort #we'll see how much I end up exposing myself here or in the future #just... sensation play with Trey could be so good #i think the idea is really neat :)

[missattau]

he’s soooooooooooooo babeygurl

#my art #sketches #eddsworld #red leader #red leader tord #ew tord #my fur cape design for him goes so hard actually #i’m thinking of making it my main design now JELP #he’s just soooo #let’s just say that i really need to get a hug from him #idc if he’s bad cuz he’s sooooo cute #red leader my beloved #gonna expose myself here but i’ve read all the normal red leader x reader fics and uh some of y’all need new ideas or else im gonna get up #and make one myself #i have a idea in mind

[rose-tinted-vision]

ok so I'm an emotional mess after finishing My Journey to You and forever doomed to like the side characters, I decided if the directors won't give me a scene of Gong Zishang reacting to Xiaohei/Hua gongzi's death then I'll write it myself.

[its up on ao3 too!]

Fic: 远山如昨 | the distant mountains are like yesterday

Relationships: Gong Zishang & Xiaohei | Young Master Hua, slight Gong Zishang/Jin Fan

Spoilers for the ending of My Journey to You (云之羽)

not beta read btw so it might not make sense

Was listening to this song while writing this

Gong Zishang is strangely subdued today, with none of her usual put-on flairs or prancing, which worries Jin Fan. There was barely a peep from her, no surprise visits or ambushes. In fact, he had only seen her once today, which could be considered abnormal enough to be alarming.

Of course, it had only been two weeks since they held the funeral for Elder Hua, Young Master Hua and Young Master Xue, thus the estate was still in a state of mourning for those they lost in the battle against Wufeng, but even then she had hardly left his side through the entire mourning period.

Jin Fan had not realised how much he had been relying on Gong Zishang to bring some levity into the situation, how much he relied on her to bring some brightness into the difficulties his position often put him in.

The others seemed to have picked up on her strange mood too, if Gong Ziyu's constipated expression was any indicator. Heck, even Gong Yuanzhi had offered to check her medical condition, free of charge. Perhaps she affected more than everyone had assumed before.

He finds her later that afternoon perched on the leg of the giant terracotta warrior in her workshop, discreetly wiping at the corners of her eyes as she held onto a notebook.

"Zishang?" he makes sure to step loudly, so as not to startle her.

"Don't," she hiccups, turning her face away to hastily compose herself, "Just wait there for a while, Jin Fan."

He obeys, taking note of the messy workshop while waiting. It's messy- it always is, with how much time Gong Zishang puts into her research. He does not understand how the servants can discredit her when she tries so hard, is so much smarter than she lets on- there is evidence of her hard work, proof of the many hours put into her latest weapons.

"It's rare for you to come looking for me, Jin Fan," Gong Zishang trills, doing a twirl on her way over, "Did you miss me? They often say, absence makes the heart fonder, perhaps I should try that more often, if it is effective in bringing you to my door," 

She looks the same as ever, but he sees the redness of her eyes, notices how her tone does not have the same energy in it, and it breaks his heart that she thinks she has to keep up her mask even around him.

Do their years of friendship not mean anything?

"Zishang," Jin Fan catches her, floundering a little at the close proximity. He should be used to this by now, with how touchy she usually is, but it is hard to remain unaffected. "Were you crying?"

"Oh my, how improper," Gong Zishang pulls away, effecting a gasp as she does so, "you really shouldn't go around asking ladies if they have been crying, don't you know we don't like showing that side of ourselves to the person we like?" 

Jin Fan frowns. Some of the things she says really just go over his head half the time, but he can pick up on her deflection.

"Did someone you know…" he swallows, unable to finish the question at the way her face crumbles, the tears starting to leak out again.

He tries to recall the list of the deceased, unable to come up with anyone that Gong Zishang was close to- she hardly interacted with anyone else other than him and Gong Ziyu- and then he remembers. 

When Gong Ziyu set his plan into motion, they had enlisted the help of the Young Masters from the back hill. Gong Zishang had arrived with Young Master Hua in tow.

Jin Fan does not know if he should ask. Neither does he know how to comfort her. He never had to, not with the way she had only showed everyone her carefree side. The eldest daughter could not show weakness, after all. He settles on pulling her in for a hug, awkwardly patting her back as she burrows her face into his chest.

"Xiaohei…was my first friend," she finally says after a while, slightly muffled, "he didn't care that I'm a woman representing the Shang lineage or treat me like a joke."

That hardly made any sense to Jin Fan, who did not know who this Xiaohei was- though if he had to make a guess, it would probably be Young Master Hua- and he did not know that Gong Zishang had been meeting with anyone.

"Xiaohei was my research partner," Gong Zishang continues, pulling away to take a shaky breath, "we were experimenting with the gunpowder load and explosion range," she walks over to the terracotta statue and brings over the notebook.

Jin Fan takes the proffered item, though he knows the content will hardly make any sense to him. It's only when he notices the sect motif embossed on the cover that he realises why Gong Zishang passed it to him.

It is the Hua lineage notebook.

"They brought some of Young Master Hua's notes to the Shang house today. His notes are very meticulous, he even thought of how to improve our current Mountain Destroyer already," Gong Zishang tries for a watery smile, hastily swiping at her eyes, "he also just wanted his father to acknowledge him, so we had similar goals to work towards,"

Her words stun Jin Fan, because he knows. He knows that the Shang lineage head was particularly traditional, and barely gave Gong Zishang any scrap of affection, which is why she always ran to the Yu courtyard, to Madam Wuji, who never failed to comfort her.

But he did not know that she had been so lonely.

It had been necessary to distance himself, because he knew that his life had an expiry date. Until Gong Ziyu inevitably took the Three Realms test. He could not afford to lead Gong Zishang on, could not let her get too close. Yet in doing so, he had hurt her anyway.

"I knew Gong Ziyu's plan included Xiaohei protecting the Infinite Flame, but I didn't know he planned to sacrifice himself," Gong Zishang said fiercely, not bothering to hide her tears now, as she curled into herself. Jin Fan gingerly pulls her back into his embrace, not trusting himself to do anything else.

He does not know what to say.

Apart from their brief teamup during the prison break- he had found it strange that Gong Zishang was acting so comfortable around Young Master Hua, when it should have been their first time meeting, given that the back hill lineage were not supposed to enter the front hill- but had dismissed it at that time. It had been too hectic, executing the plan having taken up all of his attention.

He does not know enough about Young Master Hua, does not know just how much their friendship meant to Gong Zishang. He does not feel qualified to say anything, and trying to console her at this moment would seem too much like empty platitudes.

"I don't blame the Sword Wielder, don't worry," she hastily adds on, curling a fist over his robes, "I just wish my friend didn't have to die,"

#my journey to you #mjty #gong zishang #young master hua #云之羽 #gong zishang calls hua gongzi xiaohei here because thats all she knows him as #until ep 19(?) when his identity gets exposed and even then she doesn't really care #so i feel that for her it doesn't really sink in that her friend is from the back hill #until...you know #so this is mostly closure for myself #yun zhi yu #rose writes

[nancylikesboobies]

steddie bedroom things:

on the mornings eddie is the one that wants them to stay in bed a little longer and acting playfully seductive. steve says no because they have to get up but then can never really resist eddie and moves back to bed and starts kissing him. in the end it’s eddie who has to push for them to get up so steve doesn’t get too late picking up robin for work

eddie is a biter, (biting kink) which duh, but his absolute favorite thing is when he bites steves earlobe because it drives him c r a z y

steve is completely fucking in love with eddie’s hair. and if he’s in a ponytail he always tucks it without fail

eddie can be a tease. it’s partly out of mischievous reasons but also because sometimes he kinda need to see how badly steve wants him because he still have moments where he doesn’t believe he really bagged steve mf harrington

also eddie is 1000% the type to kiss steve’s neck and jaw before kissing him on the lips

they’re chaotic cuddlers. they spoon and shit sure but usually they fall asleep with eddie lying on top of steve in some wierd way.

#hopefully this will make sense.. wow i’m really out here exposing myself of thinking about steddie smut a lot #stranger things #eddie munson #steve harrington #steddie #steddie headcanon

[elephantbitterhead]

We've been oppressed by more or less constant 40-50mph winds for almost a week now & I'm starting to feel like my life is a lost chapter from Giants in the Earth.

#there's something about nonstop wind that makes me feel insane #I'm also super tired of having to wear earplugs at night #here I am reaping the fruit of choosing to live on an exposed hillside I guess #but the exposure situation is improving as our hedges & trees grow in #hurry up plants I need you to save my sanity #in the meantime I will try to enjoy the views & be grateful for my usually silent isolation #and this summer we'll finish our project of tearing down interior walls & rebuilding with insulation #so that will also make things quieter #just trying to talk myself down off the ledge here #don't mind me #I love you Scotland but this wind is really a bit much

[dorkicon]

What your artstyle inspired by Naoki Urasawa at all?

...not until surprisingly recently! i only really got into his work in like 2022 i think...! but yeah ive definitely been inspired by him. :^3 his art really is beautiful isnt it.

im going to clock myself here but like. i think the main similarities between our styles come from us both taking a lot of inspiration frm osamu tezuka

(how many times have i unconsciously stolen this composition?!)

#its so embarrassing to compare myself to like...a professional artist like this HAHAHAH #i got really into a certain 80s scifi anime as a kid thats also embarrassingly evident #but im not here 2 expose myself of my own accord

[myesno]

You know, it kinda kills me to know that there are literal TONS of fanfiction from the korean fanbase I couldn't read because of a language barrier. The analyses and ideas people talk about regarding Yoosung, Jumin, Zen, V, Jaehee, Rika, Seven, and Saeran.

I'm dying for more content is what I'm saying. Informative and fictional. I'll grab just about anything now.

#the POTENTIAL #the ANGST #the FLUFF #the smut?? im really exposing myself here #what im trying to say is #it's your sign to learn another language #mystic messenger #jumin han #yoosung kim #mysme v #jaehee kang #saeran choi #saeyoung choi #hyun ryu #mysme zen #mysme rika