Sometimes I think I’m clever, other times I yawn at the same time as a song starts playing and think I’m singing
Wanting to smoke but i can’t cause I’m stuck in your house and there’s nowhere here where i can smoke without getting caught 😖
me at 1:00pm: hehe im a dummy ;) real stupid hours
me at 1:00am: maybe I downplay my intelligence so much due to never feeling like I lived up to being the smart and successful person I kept being told I was going to be as a kid
Who am I to complain of a broken heart when the world out there is dying due to a pandemic?
- but it hurts so damn much and I don’t know what to do
“is that post about me?
“it’s a vaguepost so… yes.”
All that talk about how I won’t allow myself to get attached to him and then a whole 110 days later, he’s saying goodbye, he’s moving on and here I am clutching on to the fragments of my broken heart. That’s it. It all ended just like that, like I never meant anything to him. I guess I never did, that’s why it was so easy for him to walk away. It was so easy for him to choose her, because I wasn’t even on his list of choices. I was just a nobody to him and it hurts. It hurts so much and I hate that it hurts.
- why can’t someone pick me for once
I’d be lying if I said I didn’t think about bad shit happening to you, but that’s the funny thing about Karma.
I don’t have to do a damned thing.
The more I cook for myself the more I realize
I fucking love onions and garlic
You know what, i wanna experience that love but want none of the risks… you get me?
Does anyone else flip-flop between weighing themselves multiple times a day and only weighing themselves when they know they’ve lost weight? No? Just me? K
Does your social anxiety make you purpose walk in a way where the sun blinds you so you don’t make eye contact with anyone or are you normal?
the one sure way to win at monopoly is to make the rich old white monopoly dude your sugar daddy
you make me feel the way little bunny rabbits look
“I wanted to step right off the edge of consciousness. I wanted the darkness more than anything. I wanted not to be here.”
- The Binding by Bridget Collins
You know what? I want those little cheesy things in the relationship. I want morning/goodnights texts, I want typical coffee date on a rainy day, I want a walk in the moonlight, I want to sit outside and watch stars until the sunrise, I want a movie date where you put your arm around me, I want a lot of silly photos, I want to cook something with you and mess around with ingredients, I want to leave hickeys on your neck and hear how your friends reacted, I want to look deep into your eyes and say “I love you”, I want laugh at everything with you, I want to give you little surprise kisses, I want a date where you show up with flowers, I want you to shut me up with a kiss whenever I’m getting too nervous, I want to watch horror movie and hide my face in your chest when I’m scared, I want those “you’re beautiful"s when I’m not wearing any makeup, I want to see you cry in front of me so I could tell how perfect you are even when you’re crying, I want to go to the art gallery and pretend that I’m actually paying attention to paintings…..I want to do sooo many things with you….but most of all I just want to hear you calling me yours.