Last Chance 19/05/2021
10 years full of lies and still chose to forgive.
This is not for starting over. I have already lost 95% of me in this relationship full of lies and deception for years. This is actually me staying until the time that you’d cheat on me again because I want to be there to prove that old habits die hard.
This is me staying but not hoping. The only hope I am holding onto now, is the hope that someday someone will come along and love me truthfully. No lies, no deception, no manipulation. Just genuine love.
To you, I don’t know how long this “I have changed-” persona will go, but I would like to see you try. Deep down, I know how much you crave other girls attention.
Best of luck.
To my future, wherever you are. I am open and looking for you.