your past is a blurry haze— young god, did you ever have a place to call home?
I’m not crazy anymore and I can’t fucking stand it
// corn liquor tastes sweeter in this town
could it be it’s the same as the last
I swear I’ve seen ya face elsewhere before
just as familiar as a bottle and a glass //
Love me and get attached to me and be obsessed with me
fucking evil day today boys
// I never claimed to be holy but I got angel’s protection
I got a barbed wire halo and devil horns I don’t mention
yeah the Lord is my savior but shit, revenge is so tempting
I don’t expect to see heaven, if that’s the case I respect it //
I’m turning myself into an apocalyptic movie character and there’s nothing you can do about it
Do you believe in angels?
// it’s just your fate, this isn’t just a phase
I’m drawn to you and you belong to me
I hope you see that now you’re stuck with me
the voice inside your head, I am the poison in your veins
I toy with your emotions, I take pleasure in your pain and I will make you
just another fallen angel //
// sun down, day turns to night
angels singin’, sounds just right
demons playin’, there ain’t no fight
you pray, this music will go away
you pure old heart //
Our father, who art thou in heaven, I hope you burn in hell.
Just some feelings regarding the divine,,,,nothing to worry about.
// feel like I’m alone right now
you know I ain’t even have a home right now
no one I can trust right now
cops are at my door like they gone bust it down //
I made a pretty little gay catholic aesthetic since I’m gay and catholic,,, hopefully some other people enjoy it?
// my bad, I forgot you were fragile
I forgot someone who doesn’t even know me told you I am an asshole
I forgot that I’m the villain
I forgot that I’ve always spread positivity but you think I didn’t
I forgot that hatred stems from people who hate their own existence
I forgot I’m better off alone
I forgot I care for everyone’s happiness but forget about my own //
// his momma taught him better than to have the time of his life on a night he won’t remember //
// I’m hurt and my heart’s full of rage, my life is a book that they can’t even read cuz I’m bleeding on every page //