I've been experiencing a real crisis of faith, this is now going on week 3 or 4.
It's kinda wild to me, because I've never experienced anything like this before, but I keep finding myself (for the first time in my life) questioning if the gods/spirits/hidden world exist or if I've just made the whole thing up and am just participating in some mass delusion.
Suddenly, I can't... feel... anything...
My whole life I've unquestioningly accepted that there are things in this world that can't be seen and yet are as real as my hand and now I... just can't feel any of it... the gods are not just gone, the magic of the universe is gone.
Something could legitimately be standing in front of me thumping on my head and I don't think I would even get a slight feeling of being watched... its like that sense in me has just... vanished... like it was never there...
I have no idea why, I don't even know how to ask.
I've prayed, I've meditated, I've fasted, I've tried just going through the motions keeping up with my studies and normal religious activities but I don't... feel... anything... there's not even a glimmer... This is unlike any lulls in activity I've experienced before, then everything just felt far away or dormant but not.... gone...
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"When you eat her out, it should be like a religious experience.. bargain for her soul like devil, hotter than hell, then build her a bridge to heaven as you taste her juices like you are drinking from the holy grail."
Do a little dance between her thighs, tongue tied until she cries - eUë
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I'm curious did u ever come across any religious upbringing or experiences etc?
I grew up with a superficial Catholic upbringing. Went to church, did the milestones and ceremonies. But it didn't exist at home. We didn't pray, didn't have any crucifixes or other religious tchotchkes. As far as I know, we didn't even have a bible.
I confirmed with my parents years later that what little we did came from social expectation, not profound spiritual conviction.
Suffice to say none of it actually stuck, for myself or my siblings... or my parents.
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Hello! I'm doing a survey for my school project covering anti-semitism, if y'all could do it that's be great:)
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American teenager and ribs are my religious homecoming experience
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yall i was feeling really sick once so i left out a small offering for apollo and for like three days, every morning the sun would shine directly into my room, make everything golden for like an hour, then go again. after those three days i felt fine.
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Patreon Topic 86: A Magical Analysis of Dune's Litany Against Fear
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People talk about religious experiences this and feeling the hand of god that; the closest thing I’ve ever had to a religious experience was finding mcr for the first time at 13 and listening to Francesca for the first time this year.
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