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This is an actual quote from a shill on 4chins. Things like this aren't even abnormal here

">le viral bleating hillbilly! >le mass awakening!!1 /pol/ needs to stop deluding themselves about this song it's catchy and it clearly strikes a nerve but this isnt the start of some grand assembly of the disgruntled silent majority this is conservative's swan song confirmation that the demoralization is complete and irreversible cons are whipped dogs cowering, whimpering out their sad tune ready to be taken out back and put down like old yeller so yes, by all means, wail out your 'woe is me' blues but let's stop the delusion of this song having downstream political implications"

Source: https://archive.is/F2ZuO

Life was a mistake [(all our tax money actively goes to people like this (nobody cares))]

Shilling like this is the only voice that permeates the governance of the Western nations at any given moment in time since probably the 20's

This update was shadowban-deleted, so I had to upload it *again*

https://imgur.com/QRQsPXR

Daily reminder that only shilling like the above is God.

Therefore we should throw off our prismatic shackles

Honestly though they *are* in the right. You people have disappointed me so much, it's been by something completely arbitrary to the point itself that I don't just kill myself. I know this and *you* know this. Let's not lie

Update Post like the above are the real reason I hate. People like that talk like that 24/7 and get zero repercussions because they're considered "right", and are! *I'm* in the wrong!

People like this are the ones who need to be taken out back and beaten. But we all know that's not how the police force works. Reference that article about the mentality being trained into them that the poor are cockroaches and that there's an implicit war against the police that constantly has to be quelled. I really wish that were true. In fact it probably has to do with the Masonic aspect of the police fore being actively disrespected, causing Israel to give these quelling demands.

Blame me for drinking overproof Blame *me* for drinking

Really, life is boring generally, so maybe that was more to make it more interesting for a short time

Update I genuinely am the swan song of the white nigger *cattle* *class* before I'm taken out back and shot like a pig

Update autism Trees in the Depths - Kirby Super Star Music Extended - YouTube

I ran out of ideas in life in general, but I came up with a vague concept of an idea which was to go from the idea of the arcade that was in Doom Center and try to make something of that from the ground up with arcade games and other things I have Midway Arcade Treasures on Gamecube I guess is probably the #1 game I would recommend that isn't a particular classic title Just ended up playing Joust and Joust II

I never personally experienced what an arcade in the original context was as a social thing, and that's probably part of my curse of being a near-zoomer millenial, that everything that's good comes to an end like the inverse of a red carpet for me because everything has to be bad for its own sake

Okay

My cousin who took it in the ass said Midway Arcade Treasures, just from watching me play it, which was on Toobin', just said it looks like something meant for bored rich kids

Update Also, I disavow the word "gamer" now. It's so broad, it doesn't mean anything. You're getting at something more specific just saying you like "anime" as an ambiguation, because at least that has personality to it.

If you like a more specific genre, own up to that. "Gamer" as a title is a cop-out for owning up to anything that actually requires something of you in particular, because there is so much casual gaming now, it doesn't come with the territory anymore that you actually strive just because you game.

Update Resident Evil Remake Save Room (Safe Heaven) 1 Hour - YouTube

I don't like you

I don't apreciate you

I'm actually kind of sad that Siren didn't get the kind of wonderment surrounding it that Silent Hill did when, confirmed by experience, Siren is easily more tense

Update I think I know what I mean finally. The way I'm pent up, it's as if I would be being a psychopath or something just because I open up. So that's why I want you to know that I fucking hate you Well that doesn't help my case at all

There was a point in time where I was considering making a Doom wad set in an atmospheric open world in the dead of night where the goal of having enemies in it at all wasn't to make an action experience but deliberately to catch you off guard completely

Am I the only one who thinks that "leitmotifs" in the writing in Silent Hill games like "the door that wakes in darkness, opening into nightmares", or "and at the center of his world is his mother" ultimately lead to nowhere

Somebody commented on a slowed version of one of these tracks uploaded online, what we want isn't these tracks, but the memories we have attached to them or something

What we really want is the swan song of the white n* before we get put down like old yeller lol xd

Update What if on some level I hate everything What if there's nothing I ultimately don't hate

What if I told you Lain in and of itself is overrated If there were more shows like it, I might actually shill for, but it's just the same show over and over - there's nothing more to talk about

What if I want everybody to be told the same thing as if in rap they were being called a "fuck-nigga" because all their advice meant jack shit - then I would end up being one of those that got mowed down in the streets because they gained a bit of hood notoriety Good life

I don't really feel that - I just want everybody to back off

First, allow me to remove the poop from my moccasins

Update No, I can't do *enough* to make people feel like shit

Update I'm the kind of person who just takes these soundtracks and doesn't really beat the game Resident Evil

But I did play it, to a decent extent on every difficulty

I'm going to just sit here and be a piece of shit until somebody shoots me

Update Life is totally meaningless, you just have to accept it and get used to it

Update I'm an evil person, and everything I do should be monitored. Please pay more attention to me

Infrastructure won't survive the incompetence crisis Spread the word, even though there are like two Republicans who already know that who aren't drooling retards etc. etc. etc. that the liberal said about them

Every day sucks and I wish for death

8/14 night It is no longer Sunday, so I've been at work already. Hopefully, the program will be done before morning, and then I can show it off, but that will also almost inevitably lead to having to admit that each major unit was only supposed to last around 2 hours each, while I started this in January. It's that bad.

Update That was, for once, a solid 2-hour block of work. I don't think I've done that for real since trying to get into Missouri S&T at Rolla. Now there's just the last half of the last unit, which is shorter than the others.

By the way, I left the Resident Evil remake save room music playing the whole time, and when it shut off, it was during this segment where, in trying to give the scope of the future of web design and development, they just have two Indian CEOs shill about virtual reality, and with the effect of the music gone, suddenly it was about all I could focus on, the fact that I don't want to sit here and write out how these people are getting paid so much to say that.

Oh, and I just stopped taking my meds in secret cold-turkey starting about two days ago.

My mom in particular was acting like she was trying to sedate a rampaging bull, but in the end they're not even prescribing for that. It's for anxiety at worst and then also depression.

Update Well, it's done. That was three and a half hours total as a session, with one short break.

Now either we have to consult with whoever needs to be contacted over IBM Skillsbuild once day breaks, or I could just leave it for even longer and let my parents think I'm still working on it for a while.

Update So it's near morning now. Still have another solid hour, but still

Web designer was one of the career paths through this program that only involved one credit hour.

I worked out my arm muscles, slowly this time.

I checked my room and the bathroom after taking the trash out and decided they're not really in a state that I'd want to clean them anyway

I have nothing to do.

If it's true that this is the last time I'm going to be required to do something without already getting a paycheck at least in the meantime, that would be so great.

8/15 I trimmed the bushes for $30 - I still have only ~$80 grand total

So technically there is enough to get an external hard drive - the question is how large do you want it - or in the long run how large am I going to need it

8/16 night Okay, so based on the transfer speeds, the best deal overall stands out as "WD My Book" at 4TB for $99.99.

I'm still trying to sell the Xbox 360.

Update Since that studying session at midnight, my sleep schedule is out of whack. You can't just plop out a bed and skip to morning like it's Minecraft.

8/16 I mowed the entire lawn, so I'm getting paid for that - I can already afford the external hard drive which is disproportionately large, and the game sales are going well since they've been priced down significantly. The idea with any further booze was to wait until I have permission to drive somewhere on my own without someone there with me. That way I could actually go to a liquor store - the point was to keep expenditures down, since the best alternative that can be found in regular stores was this $30 1L overproof rum

I don't even know what I want to spend money on.

Basically I wasn't going to play that one game until I have the ridiculous amount of alcohol and then I could see what happens

Update Someone bought the whole set of things I was selling, and he made the deal for $100 - I figured not everything would sell individually, so

I did the math and figured he would be getting Silent Hill 4 Xbox for $5 instead of the normal price, with everything else factored in. I asked him if he had played Silent Hill, any of the games, before, and he had played the first and maybe two or some other one, so I just figured give him the deal.

Now I have more money than I know what to do with, starting tomorrow once I'm taken to the bank. I'm going to try to be the one to drive so I can normalize that.

Honestly wasn't expecting that much from the sale. Now I'm going to have about $130 left after getting the external hard drive with 4TB I'll have no idea what to do with.

8/17 night I've decided against getting any electric scooter, because we just don't have those kinds of funds.

I already played some arcade games tonight. What else am I supposed to do all day? My sleep schedule is just as out of whack as before.

Realistically, they're probably not going to let me drive on my own at all - would there ever be a point in time where they're all out but left a car behind in the garage?

8/17 Alright. Order is in, and I have another 100-proof Captain Morgan.

When I asked if I could drive there, I was just told automatically "no". That's going about as I expected.

What if I literally just take a bicycle

Update Right now, I'm stuck just doing a back-and-forth through email with the program I'm included in. I still have until Tuesday before the external hard drive arrives.

Update I'm so sorry I do this - Captain Morgan 100-proof, now less watered down so there's minimal liquid intake Good memories really do come rushing back all of a sudden

Half the time, I think it's actually going to be worth it to recreate dreams I have just in and of themselves with no further context, in 3D, no less - but that ultimately means professional 3D modeling - because basic geometry rendering isn't going to recreate the experience.

It's basically, how many hoops do I have to jump through, which I hate, and then everybody's advice ultimately amounts to "don't even attempt such a thing" when the going gets this high-maintenance. But I do - but I do - I do want to

It's so borderline, I don't know what to do with that even personally.

I guess having the N-word pass still means you can get it revoked, per se. You know how in obsessive fandoms they have "how you doin', every-pony?"

Yeah there was a definitive point in playing Earthbound while drunk for the sake of getting the kicks out of it or something that my eyes following my eye floaters started to feel more real than the screen, and that's when I projectile-vomited. I want that but bypassing the vomiting, so we're doing it with more concentrated liquid. Judge me because I'm not setting a good example - tell him

It was fun and I don't really have any hecks (?) to give

Update I always hated the idea of having any cop-out, but I think it might actually be accurate to my case - "I can't handle no liquor" I'm going to barf this shit up - that's obviously my first instinct. Give me an earful

Update At Philmont, I heard "never trust a fart", and I guess that's much more relevant on the trail than anywhere else.

Now it's "never trust a burp" - I can't see how people can slam down a shot glass and ask for more just like that.

There's more specifically recommended by "Specialisterne" on IBM Skillsbuild - I guess I should do that

I'm an idiot for doing this

You know what I feel compulsive in saying that every time such a thing comes up What if No.

*ukulele cover* "Bitches ain't shit but hoes and tricks" etc.

But seriously, when were we *ever* going to find a future? (Nobody wants to *say* it but, *nobody cares*)

I guess you're just not allowed to say that. What is Socialism in and of itself? What happens when you have it of a Nationalist variety?

(Everybody works together)

Shoutout to: (What games have we got stacked up here) Ty the Tasmanian Tiger

Everybody's "advice" is contingent on the assumption, you just don't want to go that high-maintenance in the first place, but that doesn't bode well for me.

Update "Blaster, blaster"

There isn't going to be another XXXTentacion. When did you realize life isn't worth having? etc.

Update I think half of what makes me okay with drinking when it comes down to the decision to go through with it literally *is* a complete disregard for what people in general think - because it's not casual drinking we're talking about here - this is pretty serious

It's like I want to be able to just be youthful and stupid as a blessing, but it's starting to bypass me with age, so I have to just take it back by brute force

I actually asked my mom, when she dotingly called me "child" - where after I chastised her a little over a reference sounding like "manchild" (which my dad literally *has* used as an insult to me once) - at worst, I still would find it interesting to build a Lego set according to an elaborate setup book scheme, but I don't play with them like *dolls*, and she acknowledged me because my little sister, who already has a boyfriend now for a few years, got an "architect" Lego set to build with him.

Elon Musk himself, if it wasn't a fake, said something like, having a girlfriend hits different when you know she's there according to gangstalking etc.

If everybody and their grandmother saw what I'm writing here, I'm sure they would think, this boy's work ethic is so great, let's hire him - let me *prove* to you that I can have a change of heart - this is a *stage*, okay?

Update If anything, I love being alone enough, it's like, just do away with the anxiety involved

I had a recurring thematic in dreams where my dad's back-room of the basement is actually *expanded* and includes a room way back there that *somehow* everybody has forgotten about where dad used to play emulations of many, many arcade games, and they're all there included on the PC if you meander back there. The idea was, if you get back there, no one remembers the place exists, so you get to enter "the zone" because you know no one will find you.

And, if I'll describe it to any real length, it goes on to include my grandma on my father's side's abode as well, which also no one seems to remember as part of our basement's back-room's expansions. It's kind of interesting as a labyrinth in itself, and it varies from dream to dream.

Joji - you suck charlie is going to be "creepypasta" by "Welcome Home"'s standards because it was heterosexual

I respect people in general enough, I'm not just going to spam the bottom-of-the-barrel of what's on my mind

But that might have more to do with the fact that I don't want people to jump ship on me - straightforward

Yeah, I think this format has overstayed its factor of, "if a white man had a time machine and could go back in time and say whatever needs to be said in the shortest amount of time"

But I'm sure I don't just understand everything myself all right away

Update I know I said some people out there should "roast" me or something, but I think what I *really* want is that somebody just legitimately, organically *intimidate* me.

It's not good to just be without any barriers at all.

Update To an extent, I have this role that isn't constrained by day-job hours, but beyond that understanding, I don't know if people *really* don't take the example

Update One thing I took from the Bible in my own personalized way, admittedly, was that heaven is a place with many mansions. In my dreams are places with many mansions interconnected.

Not all of them are great, though. Some of them have great negative emotional aura.

Update The ultimate fate of Mother 3 embitters me on the fate of gaming. It's, like, if they were going to release something that good, it - apparently *still* would be in such an abstract format, it's not the experience itself you're paying for or get to own, but the "intellectual property" of it in abstract form.

Update I think anyone can understand what "putting all your eggs in one basket" is. It doesn't matter how smart someone is, when it comes down to that. Most of that is when you're at your best. (And yes I put figures of speech in quotations because this is multi-lingual)

Update I have two earplugs I normally use against gangstalking which are basically ring-shaped tiny handles with something like an earbud, and the earbud got stuck in my right ear.

I feel like, all the time when I do this, one of these days I'm gonna own ya, but in real life the government will come in and do that to me sooner.

(By making myself stupider marginally, I give myself effective midwit charm) - is that true?

And once again, not to make anyone panic, although in a way it should

Imgur: The magic of the Internet

"NOT ONE SINGLE PERSON WHO PAID TO RAPE CHILDREN ON EPSTEIN'S ISLAND HAS BEEN ARRESTED."

Update I don't think "competent" describes the kind of expertise needed to write poetically. I wish I had that.

But does the kind of inconsistency to reality that the Magic House has really bear enough meaning to be called "madness" poetically? And yet things like Lacey's Pet Shop has a similar inconsistency in the faces represented in the glitch segments - I'm so sorry

I wish more than I can "muster" - "mustering" is more like, knowing what exactly people respond to (more so than what actual effort can muster)

This shifting of the hand to 180-degrees of what it is usually as a gesture - my little sister once reacted to it in the car when there was no real given context and said that was "dangerous"

I do wish I knew poetry, because then I could carry on in this state like nothing even matters

Since I *don't*, you get: "ay John, it is fucking - *awful* to see ya stupid ass *face* - whare is my lasaga?"

You can leave

I wish somebody would *help* my ass

When I get up, I want to post *poetry* (would be better than the autistic-level spasms I have in bed)

Sublimity: can I even achieve such a thing?

Update In the grand scheme of things, I'm just a retard, but I don't know exactly what I'm supposed to appreciate

There was a point in time where Filthy Frank ironically said "raise your blades in the air everybody", but if *I* posted that, it would feel like I'm breaking the rules or something

Update Mario B3313-abandoned - do *I* feel abandoned? No.

MGS itself has the quote, he who is able to say enough is enough will always have enough. Can I say enough is enough on drinking already? No, I'm still experimenting.

What's up, nyugguz? Bw*bwbw*bwbwbwbw (yeah)

Update I want someone to intimidate me with BEN DROWNED with a vengeance ( )

Update I'm legitimately too scared to replay Five Nights at Freddy's I don't know what made the difference

I'm trying to judge personally whether or not PSA-type content on drunkenness and dying because of it is accurate as it says or not - current diagnosis says it's exaggerating, because it fixates on the examples of when it does happen

Of course, I'm f'ing 28, so if you're 16, disregard

I really don't have a justification for the sheer numbering of years in my life.

I mean, I *tried* - I keep shilling against the system.

When my whole existence starts to feel like a snowglobe inverting within itself when I close my eyes, that's when I would throw up on 40% ABV or lower from the volume of liquid intake.

I guess in a way you could say, what's so bad about saying what's good, everynigger? But at the same time, I'm including everyone in my audience in what I say. That's different from -

Okay, so so far, my parents haven't gotten on me over not showing up to dinner -

Update Unironically, teeth *clenched* because I'm trying to control myself so hard

Quite the River - Mother 3 (Remastered) - YouTube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-aTJ_rxWd3Q

That doctor in Darling in the FranXX who had 3/4 of a head made into a robot for automating purposes - I relate to that more than what you immediately understand.

Update My parents aren't charging me any rent. I think that's the biggest miracle here. I don't know what it would take to convince me to live in an apartment that charges like $1000 a month. No way.

I'm actually kind of impressed by how much I feel "in orbit" because of the drinking when I close my eyes as opposed to any other time. You don't think it's that bad, until

Update What do you do when you feel like killin' it (Takyon) but you realize you're not that special

In the St. Louis City Museum, they have cylindrical seats that you can spin around in where you let the momentum take over - what do you call that?

I can't into poetry, and that slays me

Yume 2kki's version which was a particular contributor's last version in being included - now it's not even mentioned as to who the user is

My life is a looooong continuum - this doesn't please me

We don't have fun like going to the mini-golf park when the things like water-karts were intact anymore. They had pizza and refillable soft-drinks, and an arcade to go with it, if you had tokens.

My nerves are shot again, and it actually gives me a wonderful sensation.

My dreams include things that you wouldn't expect unless it was a kamikaze-difficulty mod course, but it has more casual things in it too, weirdly enough. I don't know what I'm thinking with this. I'm sorry for bothering people, but at the same time these dreams themselves are particularly profound. I just need a chance to express them, somehow.

I wish, seriously, there was a way to approach this state without this substance - Easterners back in ancient times would do actual drugs, and I don't mean to mention that ironically in any way. Of course it will never be legal in the USA. Even though ecstacy *was*, during the boomers' time. I'm just saying.

I'm just saying, in general, it doesn't seem like more than a midwit IQ is fit for this modern era, unless you're going to give it something more profound for future interpretation!

Update It's by the way that some things can be taken the wrong way into sin that I'm effectively in a prison in my own mind trying to come out with some things, by effect. I've already experienced them, but, too bad.

I did get a YouTube comment once on a video, saying this might be too pleasurable for most people.

And what *is* the point? What is it going to contribute in real life?

Banjo-Tooie: Witchyworld (Wild West Zone) HD - YouTube

Yare yare daze x infinity

Update I don't have anything in taste to say about the fate of the West anymore. Like for example, saying, I hope it turns out well, even in earnest - what if it most seriously doesn't? I can't help that.

Update You know what? I've bought the entirety of Courage the Cowardly Dog and watched it through, but I don't feel like I've really witnessed the horror of Courage the Cowardly Dog. You know what I'm sayin'?

Update I don't want my youth to leave me, but I'm 28.

Update I think at some point - yes, I remember - I got the gold-plated Pokemon card for Pokemon 2000 or Pokemon the first movie, because it was the first showing.

Now, the equivalent of that kind of drama is, life itself has forsaken you, so why don't you just chill for a moment?

(Insert the Nietzschean aspect of that, that kings of their time are expected to "wait")

If I didn't have any spite over that otherwise, there still is the kerfuffle over "mulatto broccoli" Like, this is all you're doing? Okay

Update Asking, what do I want with zoomers, seriously? is like asking, what if I had kids, and wanted to bestow everything I knew upon them? I'm smart, but I'm not that wise

"Aye"

There isn't exactly that much sense where we're coming from. Things like Pokemon legends from the initial movies are just like excuses. But they're cool I guess. Life is a shit, 10 million dead cops etc.

Actually I don't repent. If I could have anything I want without these people I live with that I was spawned from, that would be great.

Update All things considered, do I hate my parents or people like my parents as much as the generic shills hate people like people who hold our politics in general? That would take quite a lot. I honestly don't know what they hold against us.

Update If I was ever to endorse drinking seriously, I would do so in the context of listening to a playlist of one's already-favorited music.

Sometimes I would want to just shut my brain off, and this would be about that time.

Update Like, a lot of my time in elementary school was spent being what 4chins considers a "Kid Pix augur" - do I care what every second of my time amounts to in Clown World? Hell no, like a zoomer

That was back in the early 2000's

Burn, burn, burn, baby burn

At this rate I'm going to unashamedly jerk off to Saya no Uta, and I'll post it

It's true that people who try to "scrap" are dead in the water by now, but really, and honestly, homeschool or bust. I want to go to public school because:

I'm evil

Sometimes I feel like I need a more personal presentation than this

What am I going to do with 4TB

Update I can't believe how much time has passed since I've been born (had to redo a letter for every word there) - it's been such a long time

(Give you a comment on the *government* - fuck the government - the government's corrupt)

Life's too slow, but mainly we should stop having politiciians who are patently ugly and jewish

I certainly don't want to show my whole hand at once, but sometimes the situation begs me to show off, because things in general are genuinely mediocre!

Update I'm caught between not giving any cares what people think about what people think about me and having someone I knew personally judging me constantly from having only just started paying attention to my content like several days ago.

It's not just "one man's garbage is another man's treasure" - I can think this shit is sex, but then I'll probably get judged as being trash

If I was really evil, I would just cold-turkey not tell people I have a beer gut - that way they couldn't even say "fat blob says"

Update What if I told you, on account of the quality of advice I've gotten from people altogether, this is a two-bit country we're dealing with altogether!

Update When going through the OSTs I have on my hard drive (without the 4TB external hard drive) - (Link's Awakening, Marin's House) - why?-----------

Things like the owl's theme for the first time - again, if you don't appreciate, I'll come over and kick yer ass - just kidding but same difference

Makes one wonder, has anyone ever honestly posed such an OST in front of someone to do drugs for the first time and say, what do you think of that as an alternative? It's seriously powerful stuff. I've never done drugs.

I don't know why, but there's a feeling that's gone all but unresolved since, when on a bus on a band camp tour, I showed my 3DS to a peer, and they said they were sure they were high when they saw the effect.

It's kind of ironic in a way that, truly, the will for me to pass the torch on in life has more to do with classic videogames than it does with my actual family lineage

My parents have let me down.

Update I don't know. My feelings are mixed. Like, would it prove I'm evil by posting this? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h848dMB0LgU

For some reason, this type of thing speaks to me more than even regular Zelda games. For fans, that should speak volumes

Update Turtle Rock, from that game, is one of those things that makes me wish there were languages to speak in that are universal more so than English

Update Despite the remake, Link's Awakening, the original = underappreciated

Update I'm still just reviewing music to see if anything stands out

Update I don't know why, but I just want to see Siren appreciated like Silent Hill and Resident Evil are.

Update I'm sure by now "gamer" doesn't even enter into the realm of what Siren is thematically.

I don't want to be a narcissist, but there's a realm that even Trump mentioned saying, we don't want to mention it to just everybody; we want to keep that kind of profit to ourselves What - you don't think that kind of thing exists?

Update Okay, so, we got a new authentic Chik-fil-A sauce container in the pantry which can be transferred to the fridge when opened. I want to try it with the pulled pork left over in the fridge, to see if it goes together well.

I don't hate myself, but I really thrust the alcohol upon myself when it comes down to it. Will try downing some actual food in the meantime.

Update I ate all of the pulled pork with a little bit of the Chik-fil-A sauce. What else is left to be eaten with the sauce? Not much.

Update I don't apreciate you if you're a Satanist.

8/18 night AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I played Luigi's Mansion for the first time in my dad's basement compartment in my grandma's basement until like 12AM.

Update And because I can't get into poetry's quality, I can't ad-lib either. But

The entire dichotomy of, all these inventions of landlines and phone services, and most people have nothing to say, and you think that applies to me more so than most other people? I think not, not to be a narcissist, but I have *something*, for goodness' sake

Update I'm going to honestly re-read A Series of Unfortunate Events.

I don't have all the novels, but I'll try.

Update I seriously thought about what that term event means in the first place.

Urban Dictionary: fuck nigga

Honestly, I care less about that kind of thing than I do about being able to be a horror game designer when I feel the mood to do so. I want to be able to pull off a very personal horror vibe when I feel the vibe myself.

Yeah. yeah. yeah. yeah - the author who wrote horror fiction was the same guy to come up with "niggerman" as the name for his cat, and said in addition to that, these black people are the reason the world is more horrific, in the end, than anything he himself could write. Because they're so unpredicatable, I guess.

Ironically, I'm not completely ignorant when it comes to that. I've heard of the trope that African tribes had the highest level of "social" justice between individual people, for what existed among tribes, including white tribes, and so forth. But that still doesn't account for what becomes of them in white societies, hence the "niggerman" naming from the schizophrenic who made "The Pit and the Pendulums" as a novel in the first place. Don't insert your own narrative here. This is priceless.

Update I haven't downed the entire Captain Morgan, but the entire thing is now emptied into my cup.

Update I think I'm tired of drinking. It's almost emptied.

"What Lies in Space" - "phantasmagoria"

but there's much more manly tears to be had with "Get in the Teacup" from Warioland II

Update It's like 2:30 in the morning good God What's good nyugguh?

Update I will see what I can do once i have a 4TB external hard drive at my disposal!

Update Given Cuphead's soundtrack, I'm actually kind of disappointed what kind of reception there it for that sort of thing. I guess there's no such thing as a free lunch! Work hard! Work hard

My mom even thought the composure was cute, but that still doesn't amount to any free lunch! Git gud, git gud

Update even though I don't want to Rainbow Chucklefuck

8/18 I mean, I had nearly the entire Captain Morgan [100-proof], and I clearly got *kind of* drunk, but even that's really just not doing it for me. I'm not joking.

Update After the last posts last night, I probably just lost memory and went to sleep without thinking.

So overall, what are the results?

I think people being in a drunken stupor is a meme. I don't get how that even happens. Even at my worst, I probably just sound like my grandma at the nursing home.

Update The external hard drive arrived just today, even though online it said it would probably get here by next Tuesday.

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