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little-doll-of-glass · 11 months
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Just a Note:
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Little space isn't always "cute." Sometimes it's messy and loud. Other times, it's quiet and full of anxiety. It can be full of rage and sobbing. Little space isn't there to be an aesthetic. It's there to help you heal. Don't be ashamed of having feelings, even if they're heavy and messy. You need to cope and heal in the way that helps you best!
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positivelypositive · 8 months
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here's a reminder...
...that you are awesome just the way you are!
if you're working on yourself then that's great. if not, you can always do it later.
but in this moment, right now? you're amazing already ✨
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foodsies4me · 6 months
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The last real chapter of All Was Golden is up! I am slightly emotional over it even if there is still the tiny epilogue coming up along with the sequel.
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myrkkymato · 18 days
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A post in honor of people accidentally being a lifeline to me when I'm really struggling with eating
"Wanna share this fruit with me?"
"Come with me/us!" if I'm thinking about skipping lunch at school and a friend asks me to join them, it makes me want to hug every single human being
eating with someone after I've made something and them enjoying it
someone saying they crave a type of food I like to cook or we like to cook together and then us eating together
someone taking food and eating with me and being chill about it
just people generally enjoying food because food really is amazing ^.^
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samsayswhatever · 4 months
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ok ok ok time to stop scrolling and eat some food
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heatherdiariez · 2 months
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Some advice I found on Reddit <3
REPEAT AFTER ME: This year I WILL get skinny. No matter what it takes. What you EAT in private you WEAR in public.
Tips not to eat:
-Think about how much eating has caused you sadness as a result of ur weight!
-Think of something to kill ur appetite, like remember a comment someone has made on ur body, look at pics of urself, look in a mirror, look at people who are heavier than u and remember you don’t want to turn out like them!
-Think about ur partner’s exes or crushes. Ur so much uglier than them, right? So much fatter. Don’t you want to make sure they actually love you? How do you know that if they have never been attracted to ur type of body before?
-Think about how many people will want you. How many men will have to resist trying to touch you. That’s what you want, right? The attention? To be taken advantage of? You won’t get that at your current weight, fatty.
-Eating makes u feel upset and disgusting and regretful, don’t do that to yourself!! ):
-Not eating for a few days actually feels good so keep going!!
-Ur skin will look soo much better drinking so much water and not eating all that disgusting grease.
-You are strong enough to push thru the hunger. U deserve to love yourself and feel beautiful for the first time in ur life. Don’t you want to finally be beautiful?
Meanspo:
-Do u wanna keep getting fatter, pig? No? Then ignore the urges, ignore the cravings. Don’t be so fucking weak LOL. Don’t fuck this up for us. Put the fucking food down, go drink some water n go do something actually productive with ur time. U will never get a flat stomach and a thigh gap if u keep fucking pigging out all the time. Absolutely pathetic. U say ur strong enough to not eat and then you go binge whenever u can. Ur so weak you use DID to ur fucking advantage! When ur tired of starving yourself u let someone who wants to eat in front bc ur too weak to stay. Ur too weak to get the body of your dreams. How could you even say u have an eating disorder when ur so fucking fat? Yeah disordered eating cus u eat so fucking much and never stop like goddamn. People stare at u because ur so fat and gross. Imagine if people stared at u because they’re in awe of how beautiful and small u are. Don’t you want that? Don’t you want to be like them? U will never get there if u keep letting food control u, pig. Fucking fatty. You’re so pathetic you can’t even exercise for more than 5 minutes. Push urself. Push urself until u fucking pass out because it’s what u deserve. U abused ur body to get this fat now you need to abuse it to get skinny. Stop making fucking excuses and get your weight under control. Ur not special. So many people have lost weight. It’s not that fucking hard. Fast, restrict, work out until you feel sick, do whatever you need to do to get rid of that disgusting belly of urs. You think ur thin enough to eat that? You’re delusional.
-U think u can eat all that and still be thin? U know the minute you put that in ur mouth ur gonna regret it. You'll gain and gain and you'll be the same pig u always were. Once a pig always a pig! Do u like being the fat friend? The fat girlfriend? The one that everyone will always look at and think, damn, how did they ever manage to score such a hottie? A fatty like her doesn't deserve a bombshell like them. Just look at urself in the mirror. That should be enough motivation for u. You don't need that scoop of icecream. You don't need that brownie. U look fucking stupid thinking u even deserve calories like that at the weight ur at lol. U think if you keep up with this u will ever reach ur gw? Keep fucking dreaming! Why do u even have a gw? It's not like u will ever achieve it you fucking whale. Every time I see u ur eating again. Do you really let food run ur fucking life like that? How sad. Maybe if u didn't eat all the goddamn time you could lose a few- hell, u could probably lose a lot! Do u always want people to see u as the fucking beer belly bitch with no ass? If ur gonna be fat at least be curvy. But ur NOT. You look like every bitch on my 500 pound life. Disgusting. Stop eating. All i see is ur goddamn stomach. Ur new diet is water. You want to get thin? THEN. STOP. FUCKING. EATING.
-U rlly gotta stop thinking about that fast food. You don't need that shit, look how fat u are. Do u wanna be a pig? Food doesn't control you. Snap out of it. You want something sweet? Oh, you want one cookie? I fucking know you, you slob. One cookie turns into two, into three, into four, into the whole fucking bag. U have no self control. It's better to starve yourself. It's just like the fucking nicotine. You couldn't cut it out gradually. So u had to go cold turkey. Food is the same. Starve yourself. Dieting wont work. YOU NEED TO STARVE.
-It's so sad seeing u like this. So fat, so pathetic. If it weren't for them, you would have a scale. But I know u would hide it in the corner, or under the bed. You would hide it like a coward bc u cant face the reality of how fat u are. Wasn't it so embarrassing to see almost 300 fucking pounds on the scale at the doctors? Aren't you ashamed? U should be. Think about how good u will feel when u see the weight coming off of u. Ur not gonna ever reach ur gw if you keep fucking eating. So stay away from the goddamn food.
-U know what's better than stuffing ur face with shitty food? Watching the numbers go down on a scale. Watching ur skin get clearer. Eating juicy, nourishing fruits and vegetables and feeling satisfied instead of brownies, hamburgers and other crap that you'll only regret. Eventually having all the clothes in the store fit, never having to find ur size exclusively online. Never having to look in Shein Plus again. Never having to cry in the dressing room again because ur muffin top wont let u zip up ur jeans. Having smaller, perkier breasts instead of saggy disgusting ones. Being able to wear short shorts, skirts, low rise, and bikinis without worrying about ur stomach and your ass and your thighs and ur arms. All of it is gross and lumpy because of cellulite and fat. Imagine heads turning in admiration, instead of disgust. Having a hot body when everyone around u is out of shape or obese. Having curves, but not because of fat but because of the shape of ur body. All this fat makes you look misshapen. Losing fat will make ur hips and butt look bigger in comparison. Isn't that what u want? Having stores that always cater to ur size. Not having to shop online or in places like Torrid or other plus-size shops. Not having to pay EXTRA because they need to use EXTRA FABRIC because ur that fucking fat. Being able to go to thrift stores without dreading it because u know they will have something that fits u, instead of moping around and looking at the household items instead because theres no cute clothes that will fit ur pig body. Being able to wear tight clothes without looking like bread baked around twine. Being able to wear high heels without ur feet hurting after 5 min because u have to put so much fat and weight on stilts. Having a body u can show off instead of hide. Being able to go out without makeup or fancy clothes and still look beautiful. More defined facial features, neck, visible cheekbones. Not needing to wear a bra with everything bc ur boobs are too big and saggy. Not having to wear shapewear or tummy concealing jeans. Spending less money on food and feeling great about urself.
-Don't u even want to be beautiful? Think about it. Is stuffing ur fucking face beautiful? Would a beautiful person eat like u? No. You're disgusting. Beautiful is bones, Collarbones, hipbones. U keep saying you wanna look like them but you clearly dont- because u keep fucking eating like the goddamn pig u are. Go to ur room. Drink the water. Close ur eyes and imagine urself running ur fingers down your ribcage. Can't feel them at all rn can you, fatty? Imagine what it would be like to feel ur hipbones. Imagine ur fingers not looking like sausages. It would be wonderful, wouldn't it? Oh, ur hungry? Too fucking bad. Remember the joy u felt when you saw the weight go down? Embrace that. Remember that. Never fucking forget what ur fighting for. Imagine getting lighter. And lighter. And lighter. Eventually, ur at ur first gw. Then ur second. Wouldn't that feel great? Well, youll never get there if u keep eating like that. Dont. Fucking. Eat. You can be like those girls in the pictures. Ur shirts will be baggy and u wont look like a blimp. U can wear low rise. U can wear crop tops. U can wear miniskirts. All in public, with no judgement. Not only do you look fucking gross wearing them now, but they're impossible to find in ur size, because someone as fat as you SHOULDN'T be wearing that shit. U look stupid. Think about all the pants u have ruined by your thick ugly thighs rubbing together and making a hole. Think about all the crop tops u second guess wearing out because you look disgusting. Think about all the clothes u see on shein, but u can never buy, because they don't carry ur size. Think about how youre a size fucking FOUR XL on shein. Absolutely disgusting. Imagine being able to buy what u want, wear what u want, and feel beautiful doing it. That sounds good, right? It takes time. The more u eat, the longer it'll take. The more you give up on urself the more impossible it will feel to be skinny again. So start TODAY. NO EXCUSES.
If u were skinny, men would approach u
If u were skinny, you would finally feel desirable
If u were skinny, men would catcall u on the street
If u were skinny, you'd get all the attention u never had
If u were skinny, u wouldnt feel like a burden
If u were skinny, u wouldn't have to keep making them upset every time u throw a tantrum about ur weight
If u were skinny, the men in the system would feel less dysphoric
If u were skinny, you could wear whatever u wanted
If u stop eating, u wont be the "ugly girlfriend"
If u stop eating, u wont be embarrassed about eating in public
If u stop eating, your boyfriend could actually pick u up
If u stop eating, your parents would be so proud.
Some reasons to keep starving!:
-No more muffin top -No more shame -U can look good in skirts/tights -You wont be built like a fat airpod anymore -Losing weight will make ur butt look bigger in comparison -U wont be the fat one anymore -U can look cute in baggy shirts instead of gross -No more embarrassing jiggling -Won't feel dumb for running or jogging in public -Wont feel gross for eating in public -No more chubby cheeks n double chin -U already have a round face. The fat makes it rounder. U look stupid -Ur arms wont flab -Better, cheaper cosplays (please, like anyone would wanna see u as u are right now in a Panther cosplay!) -Small and dainty wrists -Long and slim fingers -Bony hands, ankles -Skinny back. Beautiful rib cage. Hip bones. Collar bones. -U can actually be picked up! -Beautiful and tiny stomach -Skinny jeans will look better on u -You will actually be able to wear low rise, crop tops, etc -You'll look better as a gyaru/mcbling girl. No one wants to see a fat gyaru -Knee high socks wont constantly roll down -So many cute outfits u have always wanted to wear -Simplest outfits make u look good, even pj pants and a tshirt -Being someone's goal -Your legs will look longer -Cute underwear and pjs -Men in the system will be less gender dysphoric -Littles in the system will be less age dysphoric -Remember, ur helping all of them. -Getting random compliments from strangers -U will finally be good enough.
IM SICK IM SICK OF HAVING TO CHANGE MY OUTFIT EVERY TIME I GO OUT BECAUSE I LOOK LIKE SHIT IN WHAT I WANT TO WEAR. IM TIRED OF SEEING MY CROP TOPS HANGING UP, UNUSED. IM SICK OF LOOKING BAD IN BOTH TIGHT AND LOOSE CLOTHES. IM SICK OF HAVING A BREAKDOWN EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT MYSELF. IM SICK OF DRAGGING THEM DOWN TOO BECAUSE IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH. I'M SICK OF DREADING CLOTHES SHOPPING. IM SICK OF SEEING MYSELF IN THE MIRROR. IM SICK OF HAVING TO ONLY WEAR HIGH WAISTED PANTS. IM SICK OF MY PARENTS ALWAYS COMMENTING ON HOW FAT I AM. IM SICK OF PEOPLE STARING AT ME BECAUSE I LOOK DISGUSTING. IM SICK OF KNOWING I'LL ALWAYS BE THE UGLY ONE. IM SICK OF COVERING UP AT THE POOL. IM SICK OF ALWAYS GIVING IN TO MY CRAVINGS. ITS TIME TO MAKE A CHANGE BECAUSE IM SICK OF NOT FEELING GOOD IN MY OWN SKIN
10 Questions for you, before eating;
Am I going to be happy with myself after I eat this?
Am I really hungry, or am I just bored?
Am I really hungry, or do I just like the taste?
Is this food what I planned on eating today?
Will this food nourish me in a healthy way?
Have I drank water yet?
How much have I eaten in the last 24 hours?
If I had to eat this in front of a live audience, would I be embarrassed?
What would my parents say about me eating this?
Is this food worth my misery in being fat?
REMINDERS!!!!
->Be patient. U didnt gain all that overnight, so ur not gonna lose it overnight. ->Flavor is temporary but the weight gain is permanent. ->It's nobody's fault but ur own. ->Do it for ur future self ->Don't get overwhelmed by ur ugw. Take it one day at a time. focus on ur first gw. ->More water and vegetables, less junk food. Be careful with fruit. ->Chew sugar free gum+ice to control cravings ->Picture urself being skinny. Never forget what u COULD look like. ->Go outside a lot. Look at other people who are thin. Don't u want to be like them? ->NO EXCUSES!!!!! ->Always look at this document before eating. ->Keep going. U can do it!!!
Diet Rules:
-Keep starving. Hunger comes in cycles. It may hurt for 30 min, but eventually, the pain will go away and u will be fine again.
-Drink water and tea, but don't drink any sugary drinks.
-Carefully examine calories. Always.
-If u cant count calories (ex home cooked meals,) be VERY mindful of portions and what ur eating.
No red meat or bacon.
No sweets or baked goods or anything of the sort.
Keep bread and carbs to a MINIMUM.
Avoid cheese whenever u can, try to cut out as much dairy as u can
Eat lots of chicken and egg whites. No egg yolks.
If ur eating pasta, eat it plain or with a TINY bit of red sauce
No butter.
NO FAST FOOD. EVER.
Dark chocolate when ur craving sweets
GREEN TEA GREEN TEA GREEN TEA (or any detox tea)
Avoid very salty things
-Stay fit. Make sure to do workouts or at least stretches every single day.
-If u binge, suck it up and start again. Don't lose faith.
-Drink at least 2.5L of water a day
-Take vitamins every day
-Weigh urself in the morning
-Exercise before u eat so u will be losing fat not calories
-Wear tight/bulky clothes when exercising to sweat more
-Drink warm water before u eat and cold water after u eat
-Get out of the house and distract urself whenever u need to eat
-If ur rlly rlly hungry, go smoke a cigarette. Then u will have to take all the time to go outside, smoke, come back inside, shower then get dressed again. By the time u do all that (plus the nicotine,) you probably wont be hungry anymore
-Look at thinspo/instagram comments/tumblr pr04n4 when in doubt
-When u want to binge or are binging take a shot of 2tsp apple cider vinegar to stop cravings
You want them to be able to put their hands around your waist, but you can barely fit your hands around your wrist. You want to go days without eating but you can hardly do 24 hours. You want hipbones but you can't even see your ribs. You want a thigh gap but you cant see past your stomach. You want to be thin and dainty. But you have no patience. Things take time. But you're so impatient that you think after just a week that nothing is going to change. So you binge. Then you start up again. And you stop and binge. You have a recurring habit when you dont see results fast enough you need to stop. Stick to your plan for a day. Stick to your plan every day until those days become a week. And then two weeks. And then a month. Maybe three. Then you start getting the results you want. First, you couldn't even fit your thumb and middle finger around your wrist. Three months in it's your thumb and your pinkie. At first, twenty four whole hours of starving was torture. Three months later and the pain is your drug. First you had a stomach you felt embarrassed in. Three months in and all ribs are visible and your hipbones stand out through your jeans. First, you wore holes in your jeans where your thighs rubbed together, the dark marks on your skin from the rashes of chaffing whenever you wore skirts was a constant reminder of your struggle. Three months in and your legs are elegant, they no longer touch and you feel free. Three months in, you're skinny, you did it. You will be thin. You will be beautiful. Skinny. Tiny. Dainty. Beautiful.
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that person who you lost was not the only one who can ever make you feel that way, i promise. i know it feels like it right now. i know, i get it. but they simply introduced you to feelings that you were always capable of experiencing. i promise they won’t be the last time you feel them
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skydreamplayzz · 1 year
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to the new ship kiddo >=) take off your glasses pls.
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pinkanonhopes · 2 years
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i do not have to compare myself to others. everyone has value. everyone is an individual. everyone matters.
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josskuhh · 2 years
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I saw this tiktok and this person was like I don't like fanfics with OCs. Why do fanfic writers do that? I stop reading fanfics with OCs.
Ngl, I spiraled because as an Fanfic writer I have written OCs in my stories. I got really insecure about my OCs, I began to overthink and I considered scrapping the entire chapter and restructuring the story with only canon characters.
All because of a random tiktok video made an opinion video on fanfic OCs.
My anxiety was getting the best of me but then I realized, it doesn't matter.
Fuck it. I'm writing this story for me. If I want to include OCs then I can include them because its my fanfic. I'm telling the story the way I want. I'm going to lose readers, maybe, its possible but its also possible I might gain readers too.
One of my favorite Fanfics have OCs.
Reminder for me and for any fanfic writer, its okay to write OCs in stories. Those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind
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talkingheadsfan · 5 months
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my white ass is not immune to the nostalgia of viva la vida by coldplay
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a1sart · 2 months
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if there's one thing this last episode has affirmed for me about Alastor it's that he FUCKING HATES being reminded that he's not the most powerful creature in hell.
Like, he hates being ignored by Carmilla when she says she doesn't care why he was gone
He hates Lucifer ON SIGHT
He threatens to KILL Husk when he dares to mention that Alastor is working for someone more powerful than him
and now this.
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Alastor freaking out because he almost died. Something almost killed him. He can fucking die. There is something more powerful than him out there. And it's not something he can ignore or brush off because it almost killed him.
Alastor hates the reminder that he's not as powerful as he tells people he is. He isn't indestructible, he isn't invincible. And he fucking hates that.
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spacevixenmusic · 9 months
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It's 2023 and this joke is still somehow even funnier than ever.
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psyduckz · 9 months
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seeing reddit refugees repeatedly hit their post limits and comment their thoughts on every reblog is kind of refreshing. site migration be damned these guys know how to blog
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martyrbat · 3 months
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i dont know who needs to hear this but you do not need to go on a diet. you do not need to lose weight as a new year revolution. you do not need to feel shame for gaining any weight over the holidays and for enjoying yourself and the food. you do not need to tolerate diet talk after setting a boundary and if someone cant respect that then theyre being the asshole. you already have a summer body. you already are hot. theres no moral failure or shame in being fat
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snoopylovessoup · 3 months
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