I'm learning and reminding myself every single day that I don't need to be uncomfortable and that I can make adjustments to make myself more comfortable. I am so used of being in constant distress and discomfort that I thought this was normal. Well, it's not! I don't need to suffer, I don't need to deny myself comfort. What I need is to create the most comfortable life possible for myself (this is so crucial when you have chronic pain).
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I will stick to escapism. I will not touch delusion. I will stick to escapism. I will not touch delusion. I will stick to escapism. I will not touch delusion. I will focus on my work. I will not become obsessed. I will focus on my games. I will not become obsessed. I will focus on my films. I will not become obsessed. I will eat food. I will not go hungry. I will eat food. I will not forget. I will eat food. I will not starve. I will control myself. I will not lose what little control there is in this life. I will control myself. I will not act on temptation without deliberation. I will control myself. I will not approach any situation unequipped to do so. I will fix my sleep. I will not get sick. I will fix my sleep. I will not dwell on the past. I will fix my sleep. I will not worry about the future. I will smoke my medicine. I will not see things. I will smoke my medicine. I will not hear things. I will smoke my medicine. I will not feel things. I will stay the path. I will not think about hope. I will stay the path. I will not think about love. I will stay the path. I will not think about anything else. I will study. I will not grow smaller. I will work. I will not grow smaller. I will continue. I will not be made smaller than nothing. I will keep my head down. I will not bare my teeth. I will be quiet. I will not scream. I will play along. I will not be made to react. I will find outlets. I will not be careless. I will make connections. I will not be disagreeable. I will do what I must. I will not do what I want to. I will watch the screen. I will not kill myself. I will make my beauties. I will not kill myself. I will entertain myself. I will not kill myself. I will survive. I will not live. I will die. I will not be dead. I will exist. I do not exist.
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I AM SO FUCKINGGGGG UNWELL ABOUT BETTY
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ive been wanting to sleep since 8 pm. it’s 3 am
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LISTENING TO THIS SONG IS NOT ENOUGH I NEED TO EAT ITTTTT
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tagged by @fornhaus <3 thank you tumblr user fornhaus i love you
Relationship status: im just sitting here bro
Favorite color: dark brown
Song stuck in my head: on a neck, on a spit - grizzly bear
Last song I listened to: listen to your heart - durand jones & the indications
Three favorite foods: asiago bagels, soups of all kinds, lemon cake
Last thing I googled: mlb standings
Dream trip: my sisters and i always talk about going to italy together. i have a deep need to see the dolomites
Anything I want: here have this picture of a pizza i made
Tag 10 people you want to know better:
@winchestheart @yinnezha @najeeharris @kdsburneraccount @neopetcemetary @suggsnkisses @directcitation @dark-scape @coeleste @rochellena
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I’m that fic edit x
create create create
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I'm gonna make it I'm gonna make it I'm gonna make it I'm gonna make it
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the desire to pronounce words as they are said in their source language for the sake of accuracy vs the desire to not sound like a complete tool
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2024:
1. GET EVEN WEIRDER!!!!!!
2. GAY AND TRANSGENDER SEX
3. DO WHATEVER YUOU WANT FOREVER
4. STOP OVERTHINKING IT
5. YOU DO NOT NEED TO DO ANYTHING TO BE LOVED
6. FIND MEANING IN EVERYTHING
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I’m not exaggerating when I say this post changed my life. Seeing this as a terrified self hating 17 year old was like finding a fresh water lake in the middle of the Sahara.
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