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ailani-reillata · 6 months
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cheolism · 8 months
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i need ur advice on something :)) i used to have a blog that was solely for reblogging and fic recs but i would write but just never post. i eventually posted one fic and it got way more attention than i expected and it had a couple thousand notes. then people started sending me asks and dm’ing me requests and to write more which i did for like a couple weeks but i got so overwhelmed that i deleted my acc 😭😭 this was a year ago haha and now idk if i should repost that fic and continue writing and post what i already have or just keep roblogging fics like i do now bc i’m scared i’ll get overwhelmed again 😭 ik i can set my boundaries and have requests closed but i’m just worried that if i do start posting i’ll have the urge to deactivate. and that’s like the last thing i wanna do bc i get so bummed out when others do that. sorry if this is really long ik it’s such a do or don’t situation. i really do like writing and want to share it with others but at the same time idk if i could stick it out longer than last time. if this is really confusinf im so sorry 😭
hello babie!!! i totally understand where you're coming from. if you want to write then i definitely recommend starting up your blog again. i'd advise you to create a post and pin it to the top of your blog setting boundaries, just like i do -- there's no shame in not taking requests or anything like that!!! writing is supposed to be fun!!! if you don't want to deactivate, you absolutely don't have to either!! you can just put your blog on hiatus!! if you had the urge to do this, i would also say to make it a sideblog instead of your main so you don't have to get rid of your account entirely if you get that urge. and also: you don't have to meet a quota or anything!! just write what you want, when you want to.
if you want to talk abt it more, you can send another ask or dm me!! i'm totally here to help you if you need it lovely <3
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levinneheart · 3 years
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little things
➳ sʏɴᴏᴘsɪs: li’l things they do for you only
➳ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀs: ushijima, semi, reon, & tendou
➳ ɢᴇɴʀᴇ(s): fluff, slight crack, gn!reader┊hcs
➳ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ(s): slight cursing, slight manga spoiler
❁❥•๛ ushijima wakatoshi
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you guys are in the 1st stages of dating and not comfy with touching so he’ll be very understanding cuz ya boi is like clueless when it comes to these things too and will try very hard to resist not touching your hand w/o permission cuz it looks lonely rn 🥺
the only time you permit him to touch you is when you guys are riding the train to commute between y’alls neighborhood and university since he helps you from li’l incidents like stumbling into ppl and saves you from a lot of embarrassment like y’all haven’t done that to yerselves on a daily basis 🤡
okay so Ushi is a tall motherfker and that is smth u lack so when the train is full and you cannot hold onto poles cuz ppl are in your way, the only choice you have is to grab into one of hanging straps but you can’t cuz you’re a fking gremlin
so as ushi watches you struggle to reach the handle, he comes up with an idea: that was to hold onto the strap you were reaching for so you could hold onto his arm instead
he didn’t think much of it at first since he’d seen it on one of tendou’s manga where the male protagonist do it for his love interest but since then, it started to become a hobbit for him to do that for his s/o and only to them but they’ll never know about that cuz ushi’s good at hiding things from them
❁❥•๛ semi eita
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when he became a musician — not only did he write songs for you, he’d definitely stare, wink and point at you while he performs and maybe even call for you on stage (his manager tells him to also do it for other fans but he flat out refuses 🤣)
he can’t help it, you’re his very 1st fan when he started and wasn’t that famous compared to now so ofc he gotta show you how much u mean to him by literally showing you and telling his wholeass audience 🤡
his fans are both jealous and understanding of your guys relationship but they can’t do anything cuz semi will get them arrested for assault forever
you often tease him about how everybody thirsts for him, wishing they had a bad boy-looking musician like him when in reality he’s just a normal guy who used to play volleyball and he’s not even a regular lmao
❁❥•๛ tendou satori
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tendou despise whenever you’re sad, crying or upset at smth — this man will do anything to see you smile again, even if that’s planning a murder on whoever made you frown like that
jokes aside, he’ll experiment on what makes you smile or laugh immediately — this varies from giving you gift, taking you on dates, surprising you with hugs or kisses, etc
if those were ineffective, he’d be too frustrated to give up until you stumbled into him singing badly to which you giggled and immediately corrected him on his singing techniques
from then on he’d sing badly for you like whether it’s off tune, mispronounced words he’ll do it cuz it make you smile and/or laugh
i can definitely see him taking your hand and dancing badly as he sings, y’all are like having a great time laughing and dancing silly to your hearts’ content sana oil ✨
❁❥•๛ ouhira reon
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one thing: underrated
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e n wayz 😳👉👈
reon’s not that tall, he’s average but he makes up with his bigass bear build — he’ll definitely let you tug onto his jacket and crawl inside for warm
he really doesn’t mind it — in fact, it gives him pride that you trust him enough to be this comfortable with him
it also makes him very soft to you like uwu 🥺👉👈 kind of soft
plz lemme go inside yer jacket sir so we can cuddle then we’d be both warm and comfy
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coophersa-blog · 5 years
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𝙷𝙴𝙰𝙳𝙲𝙰𝙽𝙾𝙽   𝟶𝟷      .     betty  likes  to  leave  positive   &   reassuring  notes  all  around  her  room  for  herself  just  in  case  she’s  ever  feeling  insecure  or  upset   .   she  especially  likes  to  compliment  at  least  one  thing  about  herself  while  looking  in  the  mirror  in  the  morning  to  boost  her  self  confidence   &   remind  herself  that  she’s  beautiful  inside  &   outside   .   when  she  sees  that  her  friends  or  anyone  she  cares  about  is  feeling  low   ,   she  will  leave  them  cutely  decorated  notes  with  everything  she  admires  &   loves  about  them  in  their  lockers   ,   bookbags   ,   or  whatever  else  she  can  slip  them  into  where  they’ll  easily  be  found   .   she  doesn’t  do  this  to  get  a  thank  you  from  anyone   ,   she  just  hates  to  see  anyone  unhappy  &   wants  to  help  in  any  way  that  she  can   .
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spicysoftsweet · 3 years
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summary: gojo’s tired of you resisting him
warnings: home invasion, noncon, degradation, fem!reader
a/n: this was supposed to be a crumb for @mahitopegger i have no idea wtf happened. i didn’t edit this || reposted from sideblog (now deactivated) on 4/17/2021.
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It was only after the soft click of your door, and the eerie silence thereafter that seemed to threaten to close you in, that you realized that something wasn’t quite right. Your eyes darted left, then right, and you kicked off your shoes slower than usual, setting them semi-haphazardly to the side of your entryway.
Even if you weren’t paranoid, you were still the type of person to double check, sometimes triple-check your locks on occasion before you left your home, and you did remember your key turning the right way just seconds ago.
Maybe you were overreacting - after all you lived in a relatively safe area, alone save for your cat with a propensity to mewl for food at all hours of the day. Ah, that was possibly the issue, the fact that your little furry friend hadn’t made his presence immediately. But he knew how to be quiet sometimes, and was fond of an early afternoon nap.
The sound of your keys clattering on your coffee table now seemed unceremoniously loud, like you were disturbing a religious service. In your own house.
Your heart started to race for just a moment, and you turned around quickly.
Nothing. No person, no ghost, no cat. Just you, a sudden sense of unease, and your rapidly beating heart.
Why were you so anxious?
You couldn’t recall the last time you’d felt so unsettled for the moments in which you paced down your hallway, ears tuned to the soft footfalls of your presumably sleeping companion. You would have whispered its name but you didn’t want to wake up the needy little bastard unnecessarily.
It was only three paces in that you stilled suddenly, and the memory of the last time you’d felt this way suddenly struck vividly in your mind.
Clear blue eyes, bordered by long, pale white eyelashes. A smile, once easy and bright, with corners turned up far too high into malice.
You froze.
Was it him? Was Gojo in your house? He wouldn’t... would he?
Your last encounter had been... suboptimal, to say the least. You’d all but told him to get lost, that you weren’t and would never be interested, not after knowing who he was, what he was.
You needed a quiet, calm existence. Your imprint on the world would be measured. You had to stay away from bad omens like his.
But his reaction had been unnatural. He hadn’t given you a real response, just a smile, and you had felt just as unnerved then as you did now before you parted.
You were clearly still spooked.
But these nerves were just vestiges of your anxiety. Gojo knew how to take no for an answer. Of course he did.
He didn’t - you opened your bedroom to find the young sorcerer waiting for you, your cat comfortable in his arms.
“Ah! You’re back~”
Gojo didn’t move; rather, he continued to sit in his relaxed position, legs outstretched onto the bed, palm stroking softly at the soft orange fur. The soft purr of the docile animal filled the air with sharp contrast to your wordless mouth, opening and closing once in shock, and the frenzied beat of your heart.
He smiled before his eyes did, and shifted on top of your covers, getting to his feet. Dressed casually in a white t-shirt and a loose pair of sweatpants, as though he’d been lounging around your house the entire day... as though he lived here.
“W-what are you doing here?”  You choked out.
His eyebrows furrowed, and his hold on the little creature relaxed, who remained for just a moment, mewing once before jumping off his lap, brushing by your legs that felt as though they would start shaking any moment, and then promptly sauntered out of the room.
“You didn’t tell me you had a cat,” Satoru remarked, now sitting with legs criss-crossed on the bed, hair mussed and relaxed, and with affect as bright as a child on his first sleepover. He patted the space on the bed next to him, beckoning you to come sit. “Did you have a good day?”
“Gojo, please get out of my house.”
His expression darkened for just a moment before it returned to its natural cheeriness. He patted the space next to him again.
“You must be tired. I can make you something. Tea?”
Your feet were glued to the ground, neither advancing nor retreating.
“P-please leave,” you repeated, more wary this time. Your hands were starting to shake and you watched his eyes flicker to them, then back to your eyes.
“Why would I do that?” He said, tilting his head ever so slightly.
His eyes bore into yours and you felt your stomach turn.
“Don’t you like my attention?”
“Satoru, please,” you continued, your lower lip wobbling inadvertently. “Please, just leave... I won’t tell anyone you came here, just... I can’t return whatever feelings you have, so just go.”
Your fists clenched and unclenched, but you still were so tense, planted onto the floor as though you were a sharp dagger thrust into vulnerable flesh. Why weren’t your feet moving? You should be running. Running as far as you can from this man who could just as easily become a monster if he so pleased.
As though he knew you’d already become powerless - not that it made a difference, the power differential was already so vast - he rose, walking towards you in an open, unguarded stance. He wasn’t afraid of you in the least. The very thought made your blood boil.
Once he stood before you, towering over your shorter, smaller frame, his lips pursed.
“Stop shaking.”
It was a command, given in an annoyed but direct fashion.
You don’t know why you eked out, powerlessly, “I can’t.”
“You weren’t this afraid when you were telling me to fuck off a couple days ago,” he noted. His hand rose to grip your chin, tilting your face to him. You don’t know when you’d started crying, but tears were now streaming down your face, warm and wetting his fingers.
“You’re crying? Where’s the sass you had then?”
“Please...”
Against your better wishes, his lips pressed to yours, and somehow then, your body remembered that adrenaline could also make you fight, and you did fight, thumping your hands balled into fists against his chest and his shoulders, as his hand gripped your chin tighter and his tongue forced its way down your throat. Once he’d gotten tired of your struggle, his other arm hooked around your waist, and he pulled you closer, pressing you against his body.
Your screams were muffled by his kiss as it grew deeper, and at some point, he’d decided on biting your lip painfully, drawing blood once he’d threatened you to shut the fuck up before he gave you something to cry about for real.
You remembered that the first time Gojo had kissed you, it had been soft and tender, nothing like this kiss that was violent and demanded submission; once his hand moved from its grip on your chin, it grasped your hair, fingers twisting and tugging to tilt your head back.
His lips left yours, now red and soon purple and blue, and made their way down your neck to mark them the same.
Every scream was futile, every plea for mercy fell on deaf ears.
At some point, you may have heard your cat meow for something... food? Out of sympathy? You weren’t sure, all you could think about were the painful hickeys on your collarbones and traveling down your bosom.
“I don’t know why you’re so resistant. You yourself called me selfish,” he murmured, ripping the top part of your clothing with the nonchalance with which one would peel a banana. At the sight of your exposed breasts, he was like a man rabid, slamming you backwards into the wall without much regard for head injury. His left arm caged you in, while his right pressed painfully onto your breast.
He paused for a moment, and grinned salaciously.
“Oh, don’t look at me like that~! You look so docile... it’s weird coming from you.”
To that, a fire renewed in your eyes, and you spat directly in his face. His lips curled again in satisfaction, barely reacting to the spittle dripping down his pretty features.
“Fuck you.”
“I will.”
With a small chuckle, he jerked your face painfully to the left such that you couldn’t look at him directly as he took your breast into his mouth.
The idea of this bastard suckling on you, loudly, lewdly as though you’d belonged to him only made the churn in your stomach worse, but the desperate attempts to a knee to his chest were met with barely a resistance. Like he knew you couldn’t hurt him and it was only a matter of time until you stopped and succumbed to him.
The process was already happening - you could feel your nipples hardening and a new flow of heat in your panties. Your tears became more prolific - no longer fear, but rage, but the hand that kept you steady against the wall was impossibly strong.
Your head swam as a confused pleasure started to replace the pain and fear you were feeling. More clothing was torn off of you, more of your skin was marked and licked and sucked. Once your panties were ripped to shreds, he lay your now languid and fight-drained body against him, cooing appreciatively at the new helplessness, pumping two slender fingers up and down your wet inner core as he moved you from the hard wall to the soft bed.
You almost thanked him.
His fingers remained within you as he laid you down, but once he withdrew his touch as your pounding hazy head hit the pillow, he replaced them with the roughness of his tongue, penetrating you without the least bit of shame.
You let slip the moan you had been holding in in defiance.
“That’s it, baby, let me hear you.”
He continued to lick and you continued to mewl.
Once he’d tired of the taste of your cunt, he invaded your privacy in the most all-encompassing way possible, pushing every inch of a greedy, throbbing cock inside of you. As you cried from the stretch, he shushed you with a hand clasped over your mouth to muffle your screams.
As if someone was going to help you. Maybe your cat would come and watch, but he’d found something else to do.
“I know it hurts but you’ll get used to it, I promise, babe,” he murmured, groaning slightly as he seated himself to the hilt. “There.”
He stilled and in the silence of the moment only punctuated by both of your soft pants, you remembered how to sob.
His nose crinkled, and he let out of a soft sigh, cock jerking impatiently inside you.
“Why are you so stubborn?” He mused, leaning against you so that his head rested in the softness of your breasts. He could hear your heartbeat that doesn’t beat for him... but rather it did, because he is the one making it quicken in some odd rhythm of terror and pleasure.
You didn’t speak because there was far, far too much to yell.
As though a timer had rung to mark the end of his empathy, he rose onto his hands again, sighing as he adjusted into the plushness of your walls that didn’t reject him as fervently as you did. He moved, shoving two fingers down your throat to gag your renewed protests as he thrust into you repeatedly.
The short gasps with every stroke only encouraged him, and the immense pleasure he found in the light of your eyes starting to fade into a placid dullness.
“You love me,” he informed you with every rut.
You didn’t answer.  
You weren’t sure what this disgusting repetitive sensation bringing your body to climax was. You were no longer sure what he was even talking about, just that there was a warm thing pumping inside of you and fingers down your throat and pain everywhere else in your body, particularly your neck and shoulders and arms and breasts, and you were staring into precious sapphires littering the base of twin lakes.
“You love me,” he repeated. “I know you do.”
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wri0thesley · 2 years
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I would respect your choice to stop writing on Tumblr bc of iOS garbage—but would there be any way we can come back to the works you already written? Perhaps leaving the blog up or reposting onto some other platform? What are your thoughts?
I also understand if neither of those are options you're comfortable with, and deactivation is something we can surely expect in the future. Apple really sucks man and I've always detested them as a whole ☹️
Anonymous asked: Hey Nat! I totally get the frustration with the platform :( if you were to jump ship from here, do you have an ao3 or anything you’d be active on?
Anonymous asked: Oh Nat :( if you do end up leaving tumblr, is there any way we could still keep up with you somewhere else?
fgnbjkjnfgk anons... i've had some time and i probably won't be deactivating just because this blog has been so much of my life for so long and has helped me in some extremely dark times (when i started this blog my agoraphobia was so bad i didn't leave my room! now i live with haz in our own little home! absolutely wild!). i will be here until tumblr leaves the internet entirely, probably! hopefully this ios app thing will fizzle out a little, or at least they'll fix the tag situation a bit because . . . perhaps it's very strange that 'submission' is banned when tumblr tags submissions with that automatically!
but! my ao3 is under j0succ, as is my twitter. mutuals are v welcome to ask for my discord! i also absolutely wouldnt abandon my poor little oc sideblog @needleanddead because where else can i infodump about stuff people don't care about other than tumblr, twitter's character limit stymies me!
i am very touched you all wanna know what's going on with me, though! <3 (also low-key i don't want to deactivate because i thought about backing up all of those jojo fics that only exist on the blog and it was just. it was too much for me fgbkjnfkgjn)
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soldiersweiner · 4 years
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Recs 1 (REPOST)
(Original Recs 1 has been deleted and is replaced with this new one that has far more less errors and more warnings)
Recs 1 is a compilation (or a personal table of contents) of all the fics I’ve reblogged since I started this sideblog back in 2016, this one will be from 2016 to 2018. I had to go through my tumblr archives to list down all the fics, you may also notice that there are some that not here anymore - I removed them since they’re non-existent according to Tumblr.
Created this to not only share the wonderful works made by these amazing authors, be it the simplest of their works, but because I also do a lot of rereading of my faves so it’s a win-win! I’ve linked the author’s/writer’s blog in case because my @ tags get wonky and would show an error :( (I will try to tag as much, but if tumblr limits, there will be a link to the writer)
All works linked here are completed unless stated otherwise or I wasn’t aware that it is in progress. All fics are arranged alphabetically because I like it neat that way lmao
ATTN: Minors, heed the warnings on each fic. You are responsible for what you consume on this website. Don't let the warnings go over your heads!
This blog reblogs 18+ content. This fic rec contains 18+ content.
For reference:
Title - Author/Writer
Work and/or blog with strikethrough means that it cannot be found or has deactivated (I think one of the reason for this is “The Great Tumblr Purge”) :(
X means untitled work, unless I was not aware that there was a title (please message me to correct it!)
Please feel free to correct me if you see any errors or blogs that changed their URLs so I can update this, and to the authors, thank you! <3 And to see your writing style develop from the very first work you put out to the newest is just wow!
Originally posted: 18 October 2020
Updated: 27 May 2021 because I finally was able to resolve my tagging issues
Recs 2 (REPOST)
Recs 3
Please let me know if the links aren’t clickable so I can fix ‘em! ^.^
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BUCKY BARNES
DRABBLES/ONESHOTS
46: “I’m in love…shit” - @buckyskorpion 
A Different Kind of Love - @imaginesinwords 
A Hot Day at the Beach - @sebbys-girl 
As You Are - @theunholygrails 
Avengers Chatroom: Baby Shower - avengerschatroom
Avengers Chatroom: I Ship It - avengerschatroom
Avengers Chatroom: Overprotective - avengerschatroom
Avengers Chat Room: Waffles -  avengerschatroom
Boner Puns - @rogerthat-bucky-blog 
Braids - @assembletheimagines 
Chase - @lowkeybxrnes 
Coffee. Black. No Sugar. - demonsebastian
Come Back To Me - @avengers-x-reader 
Countdown - imaginebucky
Cuddles - @basslinedweller 
Daddy for a Day - @lenavonschweetz 
Domestic - imaginesandshitposting  
Drunken Love - @writingruna 
Every Minute Counts - @littlemisssyreid 
Finish - @almightyhollands 
For Better, For Worse - @moonbeambucky 
For the Sake of my Sanity - @creative-universe​ 
Heavily Broken - @creative-universe
His Weak Spot - wndamaximofff
Hurt - @oneshots-imagines-and-that 
I Hate You, I Love You - hahasteverogers
It Could Be Worse - @bucky-at-bedtime 
Little by Little - @imaginethatcap (imaginethatcap)
Nervous - @fandomsloveimagines 
Plums and Innocence - @avengers-trash (avengers-trash)
Positive - @marvelous-imagining 
Relapse - @youlightmeupfinn 
Stay With Me - @marvelandimagine 
Surprise - lowkeybxrnes
The Letter - rogerthat-bucky-blog 
The Name Game - @captainximagines (captainximagines)
There’s a Knife - marvelandassociates
Unspoken - @hellyeahbarnes 
Wedding Night Memories - satanbucky
X - @fatbottombucky 
MULTI CHAPTERS/SERIES
Arche - @sincerelymlg 
Bucky’s Girl - @imaginewritings 
Catch Me - @buckyywiththegoodhair 
Ghostly Visions - @sebbys-girl 
Most Wanted - @sgtjbuccky 
Promise - @mrsbarnesomg​ 
Regrets - sebbys-girl 
Моя любовь | Я твой - @writingruna 
Would You Be My Wife - @captainrogerss  (formerly bovaria)
Of Games and Memes | Of Pictures and Videos  - @bbbarneswrites​ 
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SEBASTIAN STAN
DRABBLES/ONESHOTS
A Night Not to Remember - lowkeybxrnes 
Bite Me in the Ass...Literally - @wlntersldler (wIntersldIer)
Comic Con - @ravewood 
First Impression - lowkeybxrnes 
Jigglypuff - @ayeebucky
Laps and Naps - @beefybuffybucky 
Not This Again - @writingbarnes writingbarnes (original link can’t be found :c)
SnapChat - ravewood 
Stan? No, I think Downey - @youlightmeupfinn 
Take 42 - @insphoeration 
The C-Train - @peterparkerneverland 
X - can’t find the exact blog :(
MULTI CHAPTERS/SERIES
Celebrity Crush - @buckyslightsaber 
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This section contains 18+ content as warned by the writers on their posts.
Minors, get out >:|
BUCKY BARNES
Multi-chapter/Series
14: “Did you honestly think I wouldn’t figure it out?” - @wakandasoldier 
A Love that Never Leaves - @bitsandbobsandstuff
Petals & Bullets - @revengingbarnes 
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lesbian-rook · 2 years
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Do you think we'll ever get a season 2 to Nomad of Nowhere?
No. And we shouldn't want one either.
Rooster Teeth abused the staff who made it and it's an open secret that show got screwed over in favor of Gen:Lock (which is its own mess i won't bother getting into)
If you want a somewhat similar story to the show in the future then follow the creator @geordenwhitman, he's a cool guy who makes cool stuff
I apologize for my harshness anon, but my sideblog for the show is for reposts of my popular posts from my old deactivated blog and while i might make some new art, this show isn't coming back and it's for the best
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Tagged by @shinkimiope thank u <333
1. Why did you choose your url?
I've had it since my deviantart days. I was getting frustrated that all of my ideas for usernames were already taken (I was starting to think the site was bugged lol) so in a fit of anger I typed it just because. It ended up not being taken so I just used it lol
2. Any side blogs?
I have an art sideblog @slavhew because i didn't want to terminally bore people with posting tons of memes in between art
an old gravity falls sideblog I don't use, it's more like an archive now.
Two defunct really old blogs that I should delete but don't want to
A hidden side for "riskier" reblogs which means anything I deem too edgy or explicit for my main lol
3. How long have you been on tumblr?
Joined at the tail end of 2015 to enjoy the Undertale fandom at the time
4. Do you have a queue tag?
I do, it's #q
5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?
I wanted to have fun online again and my old accounts were full of bad memories. I also wanted to have a more direct source for fan content other than just reposts
6. Why did you choose your icon?
I drew it on my phone as a meme for a friend and ended up having it for too long to change it lol. Pyke says you're (I'm) a heretic.
7. Why did you choose your header?
I like fires I thought it was pretty
8. What’s your post with the most notes?
It's probably the meme I made making fun of my instrument when I was frustrated that it couldn't play low tones jdjfmdmf. It's got a thousand-somethign notes now
9. How many mutuals do you have?
Uuu I really don't keep track. Mostly cause I've had everyone around for a long time and we more often than not passively follow eachother djjcjdx
10. How many followers do you have?
661
11. How many people do you follow?
1215
12. Have you ever made a shitpost?
Many times but rarely takes off. My art shitpost on side are a bit more popular jsbfjdf.
13. How much do you use tumblr every day?
My usage rises proportionally to how much I'm procrastinating and how shit i feel. Its a good distraction and to mitigate that I usually put stuff into queue so people don't get a barrage of posts otherwise I'd consistently be hitting post limit
14. Did you have a fight/ argument with other blog once? Who won?
Every so often I feel like causing problems on purpose. Most arguments dont really have a conclusion. One radfem insisting women can't be evil that deactivated by the end of it, someone trying to mobilize the aro community to stop "problematic content" (it was peppered with 'save the children' and stupid arguments. They said "free blocklist in notes" then hid my reply from them because I called them out on their homophobic myopic arguments). Misc other stuff thru the years. C'est la vie.
15. How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?
We are all tired. We all have actual lives and use social media as an escape. If I catch you reblogging more than one of those I'm straight up going to unfollow, I will not have a wall of text guilt tripping me when I can't do anything to help in the first place. Fuck you.
16. Do you like tag games?
I do but I'm forgetful sometimes and it gets buried in my drafts :[
17. Do you like ask games?
I do but due to the nature of my blog even when I reblog them I don't really get any bdbgnnd
18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?
I know for a fact that at least one of them is Tumblr famous in two fandom circles. It's still kinda funny that they follow me on not one but two blogs even after we don't really share those fandoms and I enjoy seeing them on my dash :)
19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?
I don't do crushes but I am very good friends with a few people outside of Tumblr too and I think it shows from how often I tag them ajndkxmckc.
20. Tags?
@lemonykleonella @its-me-ej @mingominnie @mediasploshion @shroomberton and whoever sees it and wants to feel free to say I tagged you, nobody will know >:)
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b5cully · 4 years
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I didn’t deactivate - I’m still here
Okay so my main account actually got terminated, formerly bscully. I was just about to create another post and I just... it just didn’t work anymore.
I was logged out, and when I tried to log in... yeah. I was banned, apparently.
Many posts I created got +300 to 1000 notes. I have written so SOOOO much about Berserk and put so much effort in this fandom in those 2 1/2 years that I ran this blog and it all just went poof, as if it never existed. All that content just gone. All these posts, all these asks. All my colorings I created just vanished. Jesus Christ. My sideblogs had approx 3,000 followers combined, to give you some numbers. Last time I checked I had 80,000 reblogs on original posts on my main. So many people flocked around my posts, leaving comments, reblogs and asks. It’s almost like part of the berserk community that usually gathers around my old blog just vanished. I am completely shook. It happened maybe 1-2 hours ago, no reason given. Am waiting for a response from support. I knew I had a strike for reposting art by denoro (even though I credited him in a reblog, I had no intention to go without giving credit ever, I was actually looking for the artist and had no idea he had a tumblr). Either I had another post like that which I forgot about (I had 3k posts at the time, at the point of my ban it was around 4.4k, how am I going to find that needle in a haystack!?)... or the other possibility is that I forgot to censor a female nipple while posting Berserk content and just got banhammered as a result.
In either case, I’m considering cancelling my premium plan with Auttomatic (that owns tumblr) because obviously, the content I produce is not desired at all on this platform and by this company.
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I am seriously considering creating a platform around my berserk website instead, which will soon move to a different host other than wordpress.com/Auttomatic. I am not sure whether I will continue to use tumblr for berserk things as I used to. My ask box for your Berserk questions remains open, though. I’m still here, but will refrain from posting too much at the moment.
I did not leave, I got terminated for reasons currently unknown to me.
Please PLEASE make this spread... 
Sorry if this tag comes unexpected, I am trying to find those who were active on my posts in the past by memory @midnight-in-town​ @yoikami​​ @randomnightlord​​ @strangemonochromes​​ @blockie317​​ @aaawunder​​ @griffiths-huggybox​​
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dapperfvck-arc · 5 years
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𝐏𝐄𝐎𝐏𝐋𝐄 𝐈’𝐃 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑. repost, don’t reblog.
one / name / alias.  Iggy, Rizu, Erza two /  birthday.  Sep. 19 three / zodiac sign.  virgo four /  height. 5′8 five  /  hobbies.  writing, crying about John, crying about Matt Murdock, crying about the MCU, crying about fictional characters in general, questioning my life decisions, FFXIV seven / favourite books.  Exquisite Corpse by Poppy Z., Drawing Blood, also by Poppy Z. Pretty much anything by Poppy Z. Um. Honestly I haven’t been reading enough lately aside from comics and RP. I also love horror in general but only in book form because I can’t handle the visuals and reading about true crime. eight  /  last song listened to.  Good question. Haven’t a clue. Probably put on a playlist and zoned out. nine  /  last film watched.  In theatre, Jurassic World...the second one? Lost Kingdom? Idek it was garbage. At home, GotG 2 last night.  ten  /  inspiration for muse. *deep breath* Ok. 95% of my portrayal is based on the og Vertigo Hellblazer, the one that ended in in like the early ‘00s. I’m going to real and honest to anyone new to this blog. I don’t like how he’s been written in the DC reboot of Hellblazer. I mean, the first story arc that Simon Oliver wrote was fine, slow, but fine, and desperately aping Jamie Delano’s style without the substance. He also cut me deep for what he did to Map. That wasn’t cool at all. Making him senile. The fuck. Also not a fan of the TV series, animation, or JLD. We’ll leave it at that. I don’t want my salt to rub anyone wrong. I’ve been told that’s a thing that happens. Ironically(?) I love the movie. Like seriously. Love. The. Movie. I even have a verse for it and a shit ton of head canons and afhtghdtrhg. Other, non canon/obvious inspirations include listening to Nick Cave (Let Love In is a go to) and Guy Richie movies, particularly the first Sherlock one like listen ok???? That part with him drawing that magic circle, all fucked up, the hallucinatory way it was filmed? Peak Hellblazer aesthetic. I would sell my soul for him to direct a Hellblazer movie. eleven  / dream job.  One that doesn’t make me want to hang myself at the end of the day, but seriously, I would like to write professionally. twelve  / meaning behind your url.  A bit of an inside joke. In the first year I started in this blog I was posting a lot of comic pages and tended to tag the ones where John was looking especially handsome or well dressed as #look at this dapper fuck. For awhile this blog was actually called dapperfxck, but I changed it eventually because sometimes I change my url like I change my hair colour, I didn’t save it to a side blog though and someone else took it, their blog was eventually deactivated and I could never get it back. So I changed the substitution letter and that was that, and I actually like it a lot better this way. Since losing that last url, tho, I’ve taken to squatting on urls I like via sideblog. because I’m a fucking monster.
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sheikah · 6 years
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whoa wtf someone faked their own death just to get you to lose followers? why??? like???
***This post is cutting off halfway through on mobile. You need the full explanation so please view on desktop***
Yeah dude… it was this summer. Basically, as it became clear that Jonerys was in fact canon, some of the antis that had been extremely sure of themselves sort of… snapped. And as a big Jonerys blog, I received a lot of their ensuing tantrums. I’ll tell the story under the cut, or you can see the whole crazy history of what happened here since I tagged it all lol.
So around that time, one person in particular sent me this ask from her fashion sideblog. It’s what started the whole mess. Ten days later, she got on that sideblog to see that I had answered it and gotten over 250 notes on it, and it really upset her that so many people agreed with me that Dany is not, in fact, the Mad Queen. She reblogged it from a sideblog cursing me out, so I blocked that sideblog, not at that moment realizing that the sideblog and the fashion blog were the same person since ten days had gone by since I received the ask. So then she started getting on other side blogs. At first it was just a handful. It was obvious they were all her, though, because they had almost identical content. Just enough posts to keep the URL safe from staff deletion due to inactivity, but nothing more. On these sideblogs she would reblog my content with hateful and harassing captions. Each time she did, I would block the blog, but she would reappear with another one. When I was blocking faster than she could log onto new blogs, she got frustrated and started spamming my notes by tagging me dozens and dozens of times in replies to her posts. She also made a bunch of callout posts about me and reblogged them on all these sideblogs. I also received an anon during this–presumably from her–telling me to kill myself. I blocked the anon (which blocks an IP address) and the attacks from her stopped for a few hours. I’m guessing she went to another internet connection or switched to phone data, and then started doing it all again, but without sending me inbox messages this time so I couldn’t block her other IP. 
I was meanwhile sending her DMs on all these blogs begging her to leave me alone and warning her that I would report her and share her URLs with my followers (so they could also report) if she didn’t. After a day went by and she didn’t heed my warnings, I did those things. That’s what finally stopped it all. Most of her sideblogs were deactivated.
There was literally nothing I could do to make this stop and I counted over 25 blogs from her before I had reported her enough to make her stop. I shared her URLs for these blogs with my followers to get help reporting her.
About a week went by and I thought that it was finally over. But then she made a post on that original fashion side blog (the first time she had used this blog since the original ask was sent, so I didn’t connect the dots and hadn’t blocked the fashion blog). She made a post there telling a fake story in which I was apparently the one bullying her and sicking my followers on her, and she claimed we told her to kill herself. This is an outright lie. She tagged me in this post, citing me as the reason for her own apparent suicide, and then left the blog (that wasn’t very active anyway), trying to make the last post there look like a suicide note. 
This got a lot of attention, because she reblogged it on her slew of sideblogs. Lots of people tagged staff and I’m guessing she got in trouble since I had also reported her before that for harassing me from all of her blogs. While this supposed suicide note got widespread attention, I got dozens and dozens of messages from people imploring me to reach out to her and save her life, or shaming me for “pushing her to suicide.” It’s the reason why to this day I have my IM function shut off for anyone I don’t follow. It was insane how many messages I got. I treated her suicide note as serious and half believed it at the time. I apologized to her (though I’d done nothing wrong) just in case and joined others in tagging staff and trying to talk her down on the post.
A day later I received the asks below from a blog with no content at all (hmmmm. suspicious, no?). These screenshots are actually from that sideblog that sent them because when I didn’t publish them, they just reposted what they sent me on the sideblog so it could still get out somehow.
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You can connect the dots here–clearly this is the original person who was harassing me, posing as their own “friend” to try and guilt and manipulate me (I would ask anyone reading this not to contact this person and start shit again, please. I never want to talk to them again). Obviously I didn’t publish it, which is why she reposted them on the sideblog. I responded privately telling the person that I was the one who had been bullied and that I absolutely would not be making the post she requested guilting my own followers for something they didn’t do.
So at that point she had failed at chasing me off tumblr and getting me to post any more about her and give her any more attention or make myself look bad on her behalf. Two days went by and I’m guessing she regretted ruining her fashion blog over her random and inexplicable hatred of me and Daenerys Targaryen.  A new post appeared on the fashion blog (the whole blog is deleted now, probably by staff and not of her own volition). This time she claimed to be her own cousin who had inherited her blog after her suicide. It was an obvious ruse and her own followers turned on her then and scolded her for faking her suicide. Many of the people who had messaged me asking me to help her or fussing at me before reached out to me to apologize, seeing her “cousin” post and realizing their mistake. When she saw that, she said (still pretending to be the cousin) that she would have to delete the blog because her parents found it. That was the last I heard from her for a little while. She thinks I don’t know her main blog, but I do. It’s only out of a strong aversion to confrontation that I don’t share her main. She slipped up and liked two of the posts she made on her obscure sideblogs that had no content or posts other than the hate she was posting at me. So for those random empty sideblogs to have any followers is very suspicious, and her “likes” were the only notes these posts got. And the likes came from a prominent (at that time) GoT blog that had a lot of the same views that she shared in her hate posts to me, and I quickly realized that GoT blog was her main blog, and the only one she didn’t outright attack me from–she just used it to “like” her deranged posts to make it look like someone was supporting what she was doing to me. The last time she contacted me was through about 50, yes 50, anons she sent me while the GoT s7 finale was airing a couple weeks later. She had gone through my personal tag and looked up everything about me she could find, and then sent me extremely personal and specific hate asks about everything. She knew I’d be watching the finale so I wouldn’t be able to block her quickly, giving her plenty time to send me a shitload of stuff. It’s my own fault for being open and honest on this blog and literally showing my face, but what can I say? I love my life and am happy to share it on my blog. Anyway, the stuff she said was pretty disturbing. I think if I had been an even slightly less stable person, such cruelty could have driven me off of tumblr altogether or maybe even to self-harm. But as it is I remembered that she’s an insignificant and hateful person and brushed it off. I just blocked her IP and it deleted them all at once. And that’s the whole crazy story .
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levinneheart · 3 years
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❝ 👉👈 could you write a Yamamoto x fem reader where she is one of karasunos managers and when they go to the practice game at Nekoma they find out that they are dating. ❞ — requested by @okaytate
a/n: of course, loves! tnx for my 1st req on this blog! sorry for the wait, I had a lot of fun writing my soft feral cinnamon roll of a bby 🥺
I love you too, silly
➳ ᴘᴀɪʀɪɴɢ(s): yamamoto taketora x f!reader
➳ ɢᴇɴʀᴇ(s): fluff, kinda crack(??)┊hcs
➳ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ(s): kinda long (sorry), self-indulgent, cursing
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tora and you were childhood friends that’s why he isn’t so shy around you
until middle school and adolescence came, he suddenly started seeing you in a new light like how and when did you began looking so pretty and cute? He’d be so whipped
head empty, only yn 😍💗✨
he’d lowkey start kinda avoiding you cuz he highkey thinks these feelings will ruin his friendship with you but it’s already too late for him since you also have feelings for him too
i feel like tora and yn will be oblivious to each other’s feelings but it’s super obvious to everybody else 😂😂🤣
e n wayz... it’ll take him literally three wholeass years to confess cuz he’s bby 🥺 he’ll probably do it after graduation
or he’d try confessing you multiple times but it wasn’t the right time so you ended up get distracted by smth and he’d be left there, feeling embarrassed and lowkey disappointed
but not today, he imagined and visualize it in his mind after all those failed attempts
“Hey, yn.” He approaches you and you flash him a smile, bidding farewell to your friend and facing him.
“What’s up, Tora?”
“Can I we meet later? I have something to tell you after graduation.”
You tilt your head slightly to the side in confusion. “Why can’t you tell me now?”
“Nerves.” He simply replied with a nervous smile and you just nodded in understanding cuz MOODT
so timeskip after the graduation, he was waiting in anticipation by himself and starting to have second thoughts about this — too late for him cuz you’re already on your way towards him
You waved your hand in front of his line of sight but he’s FROZEN like a deer in headlights
“Um.. Tora? Hellooo?”
“I fucking love you, damn it!” He suddenly blurred out.
You blicked, processing this information he gave you before giggling at him struggling to explain himself. When you calmed down you came up with a devious plan to shut him up by tugging his collar and giving him a quick peck. “I love you too, silly.”
that’s how you guys started dating
ok now onto the req cuz i got distracted by tora – can you blame me? i freaking love him and i miss writing him
you recently moved from Tokyo to Miyagi cuz you wanted to be an independent girl and not live with your parents, you were kinda worried that ldr would be hard but Tora assured you it’ll be fine
once you settled in your new house and high school which happens to be karasuno’s, you ofc joined the vbc
you had always mentioned you moved from tokyo so everybody in the team knew that however they didn’t knew you had a boyfie cuz you were quite a heartbreaker
so when the team managed to get a practice match w/ nekoma, you were ecstatic to see your lovable bofie although the team thought you were just excited to go back to tokyo lmao
after one too many practice games, nekoma and karasuno noticed how taketora seemed on point and totally in the zone, and also noticed how close you and him were
their taketora talking to a girl without being too awkward?!?! this isn’t their ace, who is this imposter?!
shoyo would be the first one to ask you about your relationship with this mohawk dude and tora being nearby overheard it so he proudly wrapped his arm around your waist and proclaimed that you’re his
EVERYBODY IS SHOOKETH like gasp 😦
you teased him by telling everybody how he confessed, and he’s all like “shutup” embarrassed and stuff
overall fun and games uwu
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emjenenla · 4 years
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Back in the day I was a huge fan of your fanfics and in light of TCW S7 I wanted to get a taste of nostalgia and read your old fanfics. When I traversed to your wattpad page; there was nothing. I was wondering if you have any of them saved and could share them? -Blessings, Anon.
Hello Anon,
Firstly, I’m very flattered that someone actually remembers me from my Star Wars days. Thank you so much for the compliment. :)
Secondly, I deleted (deactivated? I can’t remember the word the site uses) my Wattpad about six months ago because I decided that since I’ve literally never changed my username I didn’t want people to be able to look my cringey sixteen-year-old self up. That said, I didn’t think it through very thoroughly when I did it, so between that, buying a laptop to replace the school-issue netbook I was writing on in high school and the catastrophic failure of that laptop going into my senior year of college, I did loose a fair amount of stuff (it appears the dystopian au I was writing is gone, for example). So, yeah, depending on what exactly you want to reread nostalgically it might be lost to the mists of time.
That said, I still have all the Star Wars I posted on my FFN account (here). The earliest thing posted there is the Anakin and Tru Veld fic (it’s dated July 2015 there but I can’t remember if it was a repost or not). The Bad Batch fic I wrote when those episodes were released as unfinished animation is there too, so is the modern au where Anakin’s a single dad and the unfinished multi-chapter about the bioweapon. Apparently, the fic I wrote about the episode “Orders” was only on Wattpad because I can’t find it on FFN (which is weird, I swear I had my FFN account when I wrote that). Some of my college-era Star Wars is also cross-posted here on tumblr. You can find the links in the masterlist of my writing blog (here).
My FFN is basically an archive these days; I haven’t been posting there and don’t plan on that changing anytime soon. These days I’m mostly posting on AO3 (here) and talking about writing on the above mentioned writing sideblog @emjenwrites​, though I’m writing for other fandoms these days. I’ve actually been considering writing Star Wars fanfic again, but I have a million other projects and am a kinda behind on TCW7 and need to catch up. We’ll see what happens I guess. 🤷‍♀️
Anyway, sorry for writing a novel in response to your question. Hopefully I was able to help you somewhat.
Emjen
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spicysoftsweet · 3 years
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toji x reader drabble // nsfw
a/n: i need to read more of the manga so this won’t be a *good* fic lmfao but i can’t get this mans out of my head ahhhhhhhh, anyway fem parts and pronouns, dacryphilia, size kink?, not proofread || reposted from sideblog (now deactivated) on 4/17/2021.
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When Toji comes to see you, he means business.
You’re not sure where he’s returning from, and you don’t care because just the sight of him nonchalantly walking through your open front door, a smirk full of malice on his face and his hands behind his bed has your heart pick up speed.
Not just from surprise even it’s true that you haven’t seen him in a while, and not from relief either, he always returns to you, no matter what, but from the fact that your draw to him is immediate and physiologic, and you feel almost conditioned to respond a certain way to his presence.
You know it won’t take long for you to be wrapped around his cock; the only thing that changes are the exchanges of words that get you there.
“Toji?”
You’re not sure why you call out his name other than to acknowledge his presence but he draws closer anyway; desire seems to build inside him, inside you, with every step he takes.
His hand ghosts the curve of your waist, your hip, and then settles on your ass. He pulls you closer while his other hand trails the curve of your jaw before firmly gripping your chin and tilting it towards him.
“You get prettier every time I come back... Did you know I was coming?” For a moment, his look softens, even though his grip on you is firm and domineering, and you feel warmth grow on the apples of your cheeks.
You’re embarrassed, but you are his little one after all.
“I didn’t, but I missed you,” you reply, your voice smaller and higher than you intended. You hate that he brings this out of you, but he adores you most when you’re like this.
Sweet, cute, a precious thing that belongs to him.
“You missed me?” His smirk widens into a grin and he gives the part of your bottom he’s holding in his hand a rough squeeze. “What part of me did you miss, darling?”
You pout your lips at him.
“Everything.”
Pleased, he plants a kiss on your eyelashes and swiftly scoops you up so that your legs wrap around his midsection. Your arms reflexively wrap around his neck, and he kisses you again, pressing you against his body when he tilts your head back for intensity. The kiss is dizzying, especially with the arousal that rises within you the sloppier the kiss is, the more sighs and moans start to slip between the press of lips.
He halts, letting out a soft groan, and he lowers you ever so slightly against him just enough that you can feel the swell of his cock against his pants pressing against your pussy.
“Fuck, baby, look at how hard you make me...”
The nearest surface is a small dining table, just enough for four, and to your dismay, he clears it without any respect to your placemats or the books hiding in the corner, splaying you across like a dinner spread he cannot wait to indulge in. You’re too busy thinking about his cock inside you to notice, and again he stops, looking at you with hunger and desire as he stands in between your raised legs. From this vantage point, you can see the strain in his pants and the new gruffness in his voice as he deals with the fact that the blood is rushing away from his head to his other head as he grows impatient in measuring his lust.
“Are you going to take it off or do you want me to tear it off of you?”
“Do whatever you want, daddy,” you tease.
The statement is meant to be playful but you can tell he’s a little miffed by your cheeky response because he rips off your panties sharply enough to leave at least a few marks on your skin causing you to yelp, and in response to that he lifts up your legs just enough so that he can firmly slap your ass to draw a second cry out of your throat.
“Ah! Toji-”
Your protests die out once your attention to the sear in your skin is diverted by the heavy sensation of his penis breaching your entrance, thick and heavy as it parts your walls. You gasp as he settles a couple more inches, leans over to kiss your lips once more then wraps his fingers around your throat before pushing all the way in.
You moan and his fingers tighten until you can only eke out a soft cry.
There’s a glint in his eye when he sees your eyelids lower and your body bob in rhythm with his thrusts - breasts with hardened nipples bouncing haphazardly, the friction of the dining table skidding against the floor boards, your squeaks with every one of his ruts into you, the small amount of drool that collects in the corner of your mouth as he fucks you silly.
His grip relaxes intermittently so that he can lean in to swallow your cries with his lips and fuck you harder without risking asphyxiation.
“I-it’s so much... I can’t - ah - take it... I-”
You’re wailing and crying and creaming all over his cock now, and even if he slows ever so slightly because he loves his precious girl so much, his pace is still brutal.
“You’re doing a damn good job from what I can see,” he quips.
You’re a ragdoll, one he finally lifts off the table to hang haphazardly over his chest, now reduced to babbles with arms languidly draped around his neck, but he’s still pounding into you, standing now, grunts and groans now filling your ears. Your walls clench and milk him with every thrust and your muscles are no longer under your control; something inside of you snaps and you scream as you cream and squirt all over him, your orgasm hitting you so hard that you have a new burst of energy, all centered into clinging to him harder than you ever have in your life.
“Messy girl,” he teases, a proud smile unraveling on his face, and you are positively dripping; but he’s not done, the new slick only encourages him further. He continues to fuck you standing up, slapping your ass every few thrusts and you’re on the verge of sobbing because you’re close to being overstimulated and he’s just not. done. with. you.
Maybe if you’re good, he’ll give you a break before he decides to make you cum again; it’ll take a while till he’s satisfied, after all.
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stylish-alastor · 7 years
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Abyssmalsavior/Azurefiend/Demifiend-Hitoshura/Kashima-Naokishin | Crownedclowngirl | Glowingibyss | Loveismysword+  Masterpost [DIAMOND EDITION]
REPOST TIME! Since Tumblr is a piece of shit and made all the links on the original post defunct as soon as I hit Save on it, after I took an exhausting amount of time fixing and re-testing what links I could get to. 
soft edit: Apparently the links in the post are showing up now, strikethroughs and all. ... Yeah, I guess you can just head to the OP and reblog that. I’ll just keep this here.
Cursory reading before I go into this a little further, as some people have covered evidence of this individual’s antics in their respective dealings with her.
[ Amendment note: due to deactivations, archives, url switches, or a combination of these situations, some links have been struck out to show that the post source no longer exists and was not reblogged or preserved in any capacity (my bad!). They will otherwise remain as they are, but with additional links. The links provided are separated from the old links with a || symbol. 
Also, anony.ws got shut down and the Tumblr meta redirect otherwise leads to malware or something, so I advise just... not trusting any anony.ws links at all on this post until I can find the replacements for the images.
The links near the bottom quoting abyssmalsavior and her many antics will not be struck out, however, as they are either direct quotes from her, from people that have dealt with her and their assessment of her behavior, or otherwise describe the intent of the post. ] @terminusvitae​ [ Link 1 ], [ 2 ], [ 3 ], [ 4 ], [ 5 ], [ 6 ] || [ 7 ], [ 8 ], [ 9 ], [ 10 ], [ 11 ], [ 12 ], [ 13 ], [ 14 ], [ 15 ], [ 16 ] @thespellweaver​ [ Link 1 ], [ 2 ], [ 3 ], [ 4 ], [ 5 ] || [ 6 ], [ 7 ], [ 8 ], [ 9 ], [ 10 ]
@temen-ni-gru  [ START HERE ], [ THEN HERE ], [ Link 1 ], [ 2 ], [ 3 ] || [ 4 ], [ 5 ], [ 6 ], [ 7 ], [ 8 ], [ 9 ], [ 10 ], [ 11 ], [ 12 ], [ 13 ], [ 14 ], [ 15 ], [ 16 ], [ 17 ], [ 18 ], [ 19 ], [ 20 ], [ 21 ], [ 22 ], [ 23 ], [ 24 ], [ 25 ]
@indifferenceismyshield literally the entire blog. check it out. They’re doing the Lord’s work.
And there’s even an Encyclopedia Dramatica page about her bullshit back on DeviantArt close to a decade ago, which she never stops bringing up. DeviantArt, I mean, not ED. if there’s anyone else I might’ve missed, feel free to reblog and add your own links. [ Amendment note: screenshots provided through reblogs of this masterpost, recent evidence, and found evidence of her past dealings have been added to the masterpost. preceded by [a1.#] Ctrl+F a1. to scroll down to them. The previous a0.# points have been unbolded. ] Now, you might be wondering (although I’d hope not), “Wow, how can someone be capable of causing this much trouble with multiple people?”  Simple. She’s a moron that thinks she can get away with paper-thin attempts at catfishing. She vainly tries to attempt separating her main three blogs (crownedclowngirl, abyssmalsavior, and glowingibyss) from each other while keeping CCGs sideblogs (of which soravalentine is obviously part of, as well as ninjaprincessyuffie) and GIs sideblogs (GI a.k.a. dark-mistress-shiro and demoniccielaphantomhive) obvious as hell, but somehow it didn’t occur to her that we can tell they’re the same person, primarily because I can see her IP looking at specific posts I make/reblog just before she responds to them or reacts on any of the aforementioned blogs, even though I made a post this morning highlighting it. I reblogged a post originating from her abyssmalsavior account. These are her anons, posing as “Vincent-mun” (a.k.a. gothic-gunman, a glowingibyss sideblog). This is her IP looking at my post after having specifically gone to the inbox. Timestamps, they work like magic. I made my post almost calling her a brain-dead lemur. This is her IP looking at that post. This is her response, on abyssmalsavior, after exiting specifically from my post’s url to her Reblog page. I reblogged posts from crownedclowngirl on Dec 10th as receipts? Oh look, her IP looking at the posts on my blog, then she got upset about it, or something. That happened on the 18 of November too, come to think of it. Oh shit, turns out I searched all those times the same IP visited my blog-- they happen to be the times either crownedclowngirl and abyssmalsavior had something to say to/about me concerning their own bad behavior which I was keeping track of. Oops. Pray tell, how does she try defending her catfishing? Looking through the archive apparently it involves insisting that “tumblr staff confirmed we don’t have matching IPs” even though I-- you know what? Let’s highlight how stupid that is.  First she makes a post getting pissy about my behavior as if she has any right, and there’s some passing mention about how her grandmother just died, as if she ever really gave a fuck about her grandmother, but I’ll get to that in a moment. There’s mention of crownedclowngirl being physically present with her. As in, they live in the same general area and could visit each other at any given moment. Now, considering archives on Tumblr display posts from left to right, most recent to least recent, this means she said crownedclowngirl was physically in the same place she was, then she reblogs a post from CCG saying “tumblr confirmed we don’t have matching IPs” and the response? “Oh I forgot about that”. The stupidity of that statement is pointed out courtesy of @cambixnisms. Abyssmal and CCG then proceeded to have a conversation with each other by posting/reblogging each other about personal things instead of talking to the other person.  It’s not even that subtle, she makes 0 effort to make herself act like different people in different places when she outs herself readily by posting personal information. Crownedclowngirl was downloading an MMO when she resided in Matagorda County (in the Bay City area) with her grandmother. Matagorda “comprises the Bay City, TX Micropolitan Statistical Area, which is also included in the Houston-The Woodlands, TX Combined Statistical Area.” The IP address listed on many screenshots thus far is Humble, Texas. Humble is “a city in Harris County, Texas, United States, within the Houston metropolitan area.” Assuming that IP address only belonged to Abyssmalsavior, she happened to post about “local news” concerning two day care workers being fired over a transgender student, and the event in question happened in Katy, Texas. Katy is “a city in the U.S. state of Texas, within Houston–The Woodlands–Sugar Land metropolitan area. The city is located in Harris, Fort Bend, and Waller counties.” Humble and Katy have Harris County in common, and there’s another county separating both those cities from Matagorda. This is what their locations would be if highlighted on [a section of] a map of Texas. She didn’t even try hiding that they’re all in Texas, you all can see that. She doesn’t try typing differently. All three main blogs and their established sides make the same typos. “Forum” instead of “form”: on abyssmal: [ 1 ] [ 2 ] [ 3 ] ; on ccg: [ 1 ] [ 2 ] ”Tows” instead of “those” “Ano” instead of “anon”: [ 1 ] [ 2 ] [ 3 ] [ 4 ] [ 5 ] “Deformation” instead of “defamation”: on abyssmal: [ 1 ] [ 2 ] [ 3 ] [ 4 ] [ 5 ] [ 6 ]  ; on glowingibyss: [ 1 ] [ 2 ] [ 3 ] [ 4 ] [ 5 ] [ 6 ] [ 7 ] [ 8 ] [ 9 ] ; on crownedclowngirl: [ 1 ] [ 2 ] [ 3 ] She’s tried halfway owning up to the typos by calling them “common disability markers” on more than one occasion-- the point being, all “three” of these users have dyslexia, in the same form of it that means they type the same way, somehow. Which is funny, because that means someone was being lied to about a disability they all shared and easily copped to having, or they were just covering up for abyssmal and making excuses, which isn’t that hard to assume. Whether or not she has autism or dyslexia, a) that is not an excuse for shitty behavior, as a 30 year old woman she will be held accountable, and b) there’s still obviously something wrong with her when even an anon points it out. How does she get away with talking to a behavior specialist about someone she knows, discussing confidential information, when they’re not even family? Friend or not, that’s not what people in any remotely medical field do. Add to that, the same opinions and the same expression of those opinions. Somehow both abyssmal and crownedclowngirl felt the need to reblog a post about Rose Quartz (from Steven Universe) and compare people turning white characters into POC and increasing representation of POC in media (racebending) to being exactly as harmful as making an obviously big character skinny and erasing the representation associated with it (fat-shaming), then saying racebending is awful because we get less white people, and reacting nastily when someone replies to that.  CCG and GI are both half-Irish and heavily concerned with representation of the Irish in media (especially Disney) and how bad they have it in terms of stereotyping and racism-- really? What are the chances? Calling someone a butt-hurt diva and a bitch? That sounds awfully familiar... Let me get this out of the way, what are the chances both CCG and AS had grandmothers whom were very ill and required frequent/overnight hospital stays and visits, and that AS would start mentioning hers around the same time CCG stopped mentioning hers? Not that abyssmal really cared, seeing as how her first priority when mentioning that her grandmother is dying is “don’t shit talk me” not “I hope she passes on painlessly” or something. Using your grandma as a shield from criticism is bad form no matter how you slice it. Now that we’ve established they’re all the same person, what exactly is she guilty of? Let’s start with literally everything. [a0.1] first and foremost, suicide baiting attempts against both timcxnpy and knifeofshinra. The post warning the fandom against abyssmalsavior is here, and the claim was corroborated by kos through abuse-archives.  “I’m not sorry I just told you your friend isn’t suicidal she’s just a bitch” mistreatment of CSA survivors as told by the anti-anti-wincest blog [a0.2] the mistreatment in more detail: telling survivors of child sexual abuse how to use the term and what to call themselves; “dickhead dumbass sjw”; ”worthless piece of garbage”; defending their calling a rape victim a slut; “no survivor would demean themselves unless they felt they were guilty”; “you aren’t a hater are you? because if you are I was waiting for someone to SINK my claws into tonight ill be happy to rip you a new hole"; “CSA survivor is not a thing and will never BE a thing!”; “CSA IS NOT AN ANAGRAM FOR CHILD SEX ABUSE!!!!!!!!!!!” ; “CSA as Child sex assault IS NOT A FUCKING THING AND WILL NEVER BE A FUCKING THING GET OVER IT”; as told by glimmeringgoldenearl-- “you condone pedophila, abuse, bad bdsm, and other things”; as told by countess-claudia-phantomhive-- “seriously assuming that everyone on here that says they are victims of Child Sex Abuse is faking it”; as told by shironais-- “you not only support pedophilia, but you also feel the need to insult people who want to share their thoughts with yours”; as told by beauty-trainer-molly-- “You refuse to tag your gross sebaciel and when people ask you nicely you become this bellowing ass hat who insults them and refuses”. “No one of value wants to hear your bullshit” (note: cedfiaisabadship has an faq that explains why that’s a bad ship, as well as the role of pro-pedophilic fiction in grooming children for sexual abuse, and if it wasn’t obvious enough, fiction affects reality.) [!!!] ”TRASHIEST BULLSHIT ENTITLEMENT PIECE OF GARBAGE EVER” [!!!] wtf are nasty grams [!!!] ”whore cam”???  [!!!] false accusations against thespellweaver [a0.3] more false accusations, note that this post was made after she mass-deleted her posts on abyssmalsavior to hide evidence of her wrongdoing.  [a1.1] hopping on an alt blog, fallen-nobility, to tell user tayvents that “YOUR AN ASSHOLE GO TO HELL”, and continuing to tell them to go to hell over a ship. [a1.2] "the wikia is fucked up and your an asshole [...] she owned your ass admit it and move the fuck on! [...] GO CHEW ON YOUR FUCKED UP CRAP YOU MORON” [a0.4] admitting that they would set up a new blog [zoomed in version] separate from abyssmalsavior. proceeds to create the azurefiend blog with the same character, same theme, same writing style, and proceeds to send message as azurefiend, quickly outing herself as abyssmal. [a1.3] created neitherdevilnorman, and also outs herself as abyssmal on ‘norman’ by having the same opinion on ‘statcounter is spyware’/ ‘works completely on spyware’ / ’it’s a Trojan’, and claiming to have blocked blogs that have never spoken to that specific person, as well as having ‘knowledge’ (I use this term loosely) of the drama between temen-ni-gru and abyssmalsavior. tayvents counters the ‘statcounter is spyware’ lie [ here ], [ here ], and [ here ]. The last link is in reply to an anon that calls thespellweaver and stylish-alastor ‘full of shit’. sent herself anons on neitherdevilnorman calling thespellweaver a ‘drama ho’. [a1.4] created the loveismysword blog and pretends to be an anti-hate ‘zen’ blog, only to defend her alt accounts and excuse their gross, homophobic behavior. admits their bias in the following post. outs herself as abyssmal and other alts by continuing to insist that statcounter is a spyware program with no proof, and uses “ghetto” as an insult and defends such word usage by claiming “words have more than one meaning”. also creates the ‘loveismyswordblockedthembecause’ blog to spread more misinformation and lies about the blogs she’s been blocking. callout post by thespellweaver concerning that, and another from thespellweaver countering the claim that ‘statcounter is spyware’. additional counters from putesco, ventus-ven-for-short, and roxas-number-thirteen. [a1.5] created kashima-naokishin, and outed herself as abyssmal using common misspellings found in other alt blogs, as well as carrying drama between mvpsatan and thespellweaver, using SJW as a pejorative term, insisting on “settling timeline issues” concerning DMC and SMT: Nocturne in exactly the same way as all other Naoki blogs in recent time, and again throwing a baseless accusation that “[statcounter] asks for information it’s not supposed to have”. committing this grievous crime against language (also, “my IQ is borderline genius”? lmao that’s 2nd grader “Broly’s power is maximum” levels of bullshit) “excuse you and go to hell” (but “I HAVE NEVER disrespected anyone”??? lol) “private conversations need to remain private”, proceeds to slam someone in public for defending Chaos-mun and claiming “I DON’T OWE YOU JACK SHIT” [a1.6] misgenders Chaos-mun yet again, lies about it by making up conversations, and brings up “old dead drama” by reblogging a post made a month ago harassment of minors and other people flipping shit when someone tells her to respect others and show proper etiquette shitting on SoraKairi shippers (or at least people who are sick of shipping-related Kairi hate) "I owe you nothing more or less than an ass kicking right now” [a0.5] “I confessed that I wanted to shoot one really dirty whore bitch back then [...]  when the universe deals with this bitch its gonna be a fate worse than death and something more evil than I could imagine and I want to see that more than i want to shoot her in her fucking face” [a0.6] “Im gonna indulge because you deserve nothing but the worst spite hatred and vile claws ripping down your back you vain little slut”; [!!!] “WHORE BITCH IS LUCKY I DON’T KNOW WHERE SHE LIVES BECAUSE I’M IN A MOOD TO REND THE FLESH FORM HER BODY FOR THIS THAT’S HOW FUCKING PISSED I AM.[...] maybe the universe will appease me more than physically torturing a little cyberbully dike if I choose to ignore my murderous intentions.” [a0.7] “she is a LYING WHORE who I will see banned for harassing me” [a1.7] for irony, these are her anons harassing people to circumvent them blocking her. on stylish-alastor: [ 1 ] [ 2 ] [ 3 ] [ 4 ] [ 5 ] [ 6 ] and one added instance of her blog-camping. [a0.8] complaining about mutual only role players  co-opting someone else’s roleplay confession post to victimize herself fatshaming. apparently fanart portraying a character as fat is an insult to people who lose weight. it slaughters a character’s development. but then she can’t decide whether to do that or skinny-shame by calling thin women “twigs” and “stick figures” “people need to stop saying I can’t handle rejection” but the rules on her Yuffie blog give the exact impression that can’t handle rejection or being told ‘no’ wanting demonic ciel to be ageless like Sebastian to "fuck[ing] with every ship hater ever by making shota art on one hand and adult porn videos on the other”, which, well, if she didn’t sound like a pedophile before, she does with that one. [a1.8] using ‘loveismysword’ to continue attacking tayvents over tay’s refusal to do a pedophilic ship. their post addresses tay as “upset user” and paints her as abusive, tay’s counterpost here proves no abusive behavior came from her. Also sent a message to tayvents, “We are not sorry we do not see justification for your actions”, and kept insisting that she was hostile. capslock raging at someone calling Grell trans, later tries to defend it on abyssmal by saying “hackers did it” [a0.9] “GREL isn’t CIS HES GAY YOU PRICK”; “I WILL RUIN YOU BITCH! [...] I RUIN YOU with NO MERCY and NO REGRETS!”; “GO TO HELL I am sick and fucking tired of this crap like I'm gonna listen to a loser prick like you”  in general just being a massive (inexcusably so) knob-end and not even in a remotely satisfying way [a1.9] pretends to be sole arbiter of what constitutes having a panic attack. accuses a user of having faked it -- “that user is not showing aftereffects of a panic attack at all”--  just because they might have been on an alternate blog during said attack, when it’s likely used as a coping method. called out courtesy of an anon here. to compare: lord-kuran, a known alt, called said user a “greedy bitch” and also accused them of lying about their attack.
Signal boost, and if there is anything more to add, please do so in the reblogs. Hopefully this post won’t need more amendments, but I won’t hold my breath.
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