Hopeless pt.2
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𝔭𝔞𝔦𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 - Chris x fem!reader
𝔰𝔲𝔪𝔪𝔞𝔯𝔶 - Chris confesses his feelings
𝔴𝔞𝔯𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰 - swearing, kissing, angsty confession, mentions of cheating, I think that’s it
It’s been a few weeks since finding your ex cheating and your doing better than ever. It had been a fairly quick recovery after realizing how toxic he really was. Your mental health has improved immensely, you have much more time for yourself and your friends, and you’re overall much happier.
Chris on the other hand, has been acting crazy weird. Ever since comforting you the night you showed up on his doorstep “heartbroken,” he’s been distant and short tempered with you.
This leads to now, standing outside of his bedroom door contemplating if you should knock or just walk in. You’ve been meaning to talk to him for awhile but with tour right around the corner, your couldn’t bring yourself to stress him out more. But truth be told, you miss your best friend and have no clue as to why he could be acting this way.
Cracking open his door, you peek your head in to find him sitting on the bed on his phone.
“Hey” you smile shyly, fully entering his room.
“What do you want” he spits back coldly, his tone of voice most definitely not matching the guilty look on his face.
“I’m just here to talk” you respond, your voice barely above a whisper.
Chris slightly moves to the side, signaling you to sit down.
Now next to him, back pressed against the headboard, your turn your head to face him.
“Spill” you command.
“What? Why are you really here y/n” he asks, clearly annoyed.
Rolling your eyes, you turn your whole body towards him. “Because your being a dick, that’s why.”
“I’m not being ‘a dick’ y/n, you don’t know what your talking about.”
“Excuse me? You’ve been completely ignoring me for the past few weeks without a fucking reason” you say, slightly raising your voice.
“I do have a reason actually” he matches your tone, standing up to pace his room.
“Oh really? What is it then” you shout, angry tears welling up in our eyes.
“It’s not like you’d care” he shouts back, now at a complete stop, not facing you.
“But I do care Chris and you know this!”
Slowly turning to face you, Chris looks down at his hands.
“I’m in love with you” Chris mumbles under his breath.
“Huh?” You question, scooting closer so you can hear him.
“Because I’m fucking in love with you” he starts, finally looking up to meet your eyes. “And watching you go out and get your heart broken by these toxic guys has been torture,” he continues, raking a hand through his hair.
“You love me?” You whisper, more as confirmation of what he just confessed than an actual question.
“Always have, always will y/n.”
Getting up to walk over to him, you smile, brushing hair out of his face.
“I love you too.”
“Can I kiss you?”
Without responding you lean in, feeling his soft lips against yours. Both of your hands snake around his neck while his move up to lightly cup your cheeks. This moment feels magical, no person has ever made you feel the way Chris does, so loved and cared for.
You can’t believe you’ve never noticed how he was the first to ask if your ok, the first to ask about your day, the only person who would drop everything and anything for you. The only person who has always loved you unconditionally.
Maybe you aren’t so hopeless after all.
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I hope this meets y’all’s expectations ! :)
XOXO - Zoe
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Hi hi, I love your work a 💯,but will you please please please please with a cherry on top write a fic where Ethan is absolutely inlove with his little girl his baby daughter and mc can't help but adore peace ✌
Love you
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In A Blink
Pairing: Ethan Ramsey x F!MC (Becca Lao)
Rating: G
Tropes: Domestic with Kids; Fluff
Summary: Ethan Ramsey could never have understood fatherhood. Not until this moment.
a/n: thank you for requesting. here’s a teeny drabble <33
It happened.
The day he never saw coming.
Never imagined it.
And yet here he was -- in the aftermath of it all.
Dr. Ethan Ramsey had eight months to wrap his head around parenthood. He knew all the basics in keeping an infant alive - he’s spent his fair share in the NICU. But oh my god was Ethan Ramsey terrified of being a father. He wouldn’t tell Becca though. She was emotional and worried enough as is. Any and all his concerns were saved for the short conversations he had with his father.
“Don’t overthink it, son. The moment you lay eyes on your daughter you’ll know what to do. It’s instinct. Biology. That was your best subject in school, wasn’t it?” Alan would joke.
Dakota Dolores Ramsey was completely unplanned. Unplanned but not unwanted. Loved for who she is and the idea of who she will become. The kind of love parents are supposed to regard their children with.
But no one could explain to him just how unprepared Ethan would be, or how in one instant his entire being would change. One look at Dakota and Ethan's entire world shifted.
The first time Ethan Ramsey held his daughter time froze. Becca resting in the hospital bed, coming in an out of lucidity, as he sits in the chair next to her bed and cradles their daughter to his bare chest. Everything stopped but the beating of three hearts. The universe needed a minute to process the broad grin and full heart thumping rapidly from this stoic and reserved man.
The earth was about to spin the wrong way but then Dakota opened her eyes.
Ethan Ramsey could never have understood the verity of fatherhood. Not until this moment.
Everything was the way divinity had planned it.
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also somehting that i love about midnights is that it once again feels like a very natrual progression from everlore. like rep was like "this love WILL survive my reputaytion" and lover was like "this love will.. survive my reputation?" and folkmore was sooo full of looking back into the past and missed opportunities and roads not takes and it would've been fun if i kissed you in front of all your stupid friends. but midnights over and over owns up to those decisions. it's very satisfying in that way
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Rule: put your "on repeat" playlist on shuffle and list the first ten songs, then tag some people. Thank you for tagging me Benita @tisdae 💗
Fingers Crossed - Lauren Spencer-Smith
This Love - Taylor Swift
Man on a Wire - The Script
I Want Crazy - Hunter Hayes
Funny - Zedd, Jasmine Thompson
better off - Ariana Grande
Sugar, We're Goin Down - Fall Out Boy
goodnight n go - Ariana Grande
I Lay My Love on You - Westlife
My Side of the Fence - Dan + Shay
Tagging @delicatetaylorsversion @chiara-swiftiedreamer13 @afterglow-of-lover @thislovetaylorsversion @pharmaswift @ohh-goddamn @dearmirrorball @casuallycrueld @sakshi186 @disaster-bi-is-me @explorerswiftie @outrunningkarma @justwanttobefound @wtnytv @isntiitdelicate @reputaytion-1989 @ts1989fanatic @daisygraced @heydorothea @myonlyonemysmokinggun 💚
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Me at the Eras Tour:
Taylor: I sit and watch you…. Evermore set ends, everything goes dark
Me:
And then… high heels clicking and snake hissssing, LIGHTS ARE FLASHING, MUSIC PICKS UP AND REPUTAYTION SET BEGINS
Me: RAAAAHHKNEWHEWASAKILLAFIRSTTIMETHATISAWHIM 🦅🦅🦅
@taylorswift talk about emotional whiplash 😭
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♡diti♡she/her♡swiftie♡20♡
Tracking: tsuserditi
@/slutstv -> @/buticanfixhim
♡Spotify♡substack♡
Dni taylor swift haters (I'll tear u off), 18+ blogs, homophobes, Islamophobes, terfs
Tracking: #diti.txt, #diti.moodboards, #diti.edits, #diti.weaves
Previous urls: reputaytion-xiii -> sad-beautiful-tragicc -> fuck-the-patriarchyy -> I-bet-you-think-about-me-> reputaytion-xiii -> tis-the-damnn-season -> reputaytion-xiii -> speaknowpdf -> reputationpdf -> loverrrpdf -> this-love-tv -> m-i-d-n-i-g-h-t-s ->lavenderr-haze -> castlecrumble -> reputationpdf ->speak-now-tv -> thegoodbitch -> speak-now-tv -> slutstv -> babywasitoverthen -> slutstv
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