#resentful

[casimirat]

Small Shoulders

I am resentful

For the childhood you deprived me of

One not bad enough for people to notice

But not good enough to escape unscathed

It's hard to process my hurt feelings

When I haven't had it as bad as others

But the thing is, it causes resentment to grow

It grows and twists and spreads

With each passing year

Each passing visit of ignored feelings and unacknowledged baggage

Until one day I give in

I give in and ignore it, push it aside

Try to forget it, but not forgive it

Or I cling on to it

The feeling I'm used to

Try to rationalise it, proces it

Pay someone to help remove the hurt before I explode

Before I pin all my hurt feelings upon you

Drag you down too with the the weight of the feelings

That you left for me to carry

On my small shoulders

Before I could grow a thicker skin

I am resentful

#poems #poetry #my poems #my poetry #my writing #writing #childhood #trauma #childhood trauma #growing up #resentful #free form #thick skin #original poem #poems on tumblr #poems and poetry #poems and quotes #short poems

[yetla]

Vivir quejándote de los privilegios que los demás tienen y tú no, es resentimiento.

— Y

#resentimiento #moon #frases #frases en español #privilegio #thin privilege #pretty #pretty privilege #vivir #life #stop #resentment #resentful #bored #be quiet #shut up #vive y deja vivir #frases tristes #frases de amor #amor #notas de dolor #citas de amor #tú #yo

[howifeltabouthim]

Why should I be made invisible in this way?

Iris Murdoch, from The Philosopher’s Pupil

#invisible #ignored #resentful #mr cellophane #unnoticed #quotes #lit #words #excerpts #quote #literature #the worst feeling #iris murdoch #the philosopher's pupil

[vroomian]

Hurt comfort pehaps

#resentful #my favorite flavor lol #vrrm vrrm #any listening animal

[j-august]

Susan Calvin, except for two hours of resentful lassitude, experienced nothing approaching sleep.

Isaac Asimov, I, Robot

#quote #quotation #Isaac Asimov #I Robot #Susan Calvin #resentful #lassitude #sleep #insomnia #oh we've all been there

[randomreasonstolive]

Reason to Live #8157

 Letting go of resentments and moving on with life. – Guest Submission

(Please don't add negative comments to these posts.)

#sad #help #hope #reason to live #depressed #depression #empty #alone #mental illness #anxiety #trauma #guest submission #mental health #progress #resentments #resentful #emotions #feelings #moving on #growth #stability

[dark-delirium]

To love someone does not mean to pass your brokenness onto them.

#love #heartbroken #personal #tumblr post #mine #text post #sad #angry #resentful #frustration #broken #broke #crushed #this #yeah

[blackho1e]

I mean, yeah, kinda Jelly AF!

#lol #funny #viral #humor #memes #trending #cute #best memes #relatable memes #dank memes #funny memes #meme #dark memes #lol memes #memesdaily #true to yourself #jellymon #jealousy #envy #resentful

[somebody-crying-on-the-phone]

I'm beginning to resent the people I'm staying alive for, I don't want a reason to stay

#resentful #tw depressing stuff

[thewordskeepcoming]

resentment

I resent the woman who taught me how to read and write. She sparked a flame that would only be stoked into a raging wildfire in the years to come. She provided me the non-option of continuing to write, the idea of doing nothing but writing.

I resent my mother for telling eight-year-old-me that I needed to choose a real career after I told her that I wanted to be an author. She put out a passion in me that I've never recovered and maybe never will. She told me that if I followed my dreams I would starve.

I resent my father for telling me that I should write my own book since I read so much. He told me to do exactly what I want to do and what I'm so very terrified of pursuing.

I resent my sister for telling me that I did poorly on the essay that I was bursting with pride for. She told me that it was clearly rushed.

Most importantly, I don't resent any of them. I instead place blame on others where I cannot accept that I'm the only one who deserves my resentment. I will never follow my dreams because I'm scared, nobody else is to blame. I simply resent them because I want to be able to live with myself and my choices.

#journal #diary #diary entry #daily journal #resentment #resentful #scream into the void #writing snippet #online journal

[drawinginsane]

my angry and resentful friend

#drawing #sketch #drawing emotions #angry #resentful #drawing from memory

[howifeltabouthim]

Let her go away, since I can't have her, let her go away. I don't want to know she exists. Curse her, curse everything.

Iris Murdoch, from The Philosopher’s Pupil

#resentful #unrequited love #rejection #sour grapes #painful reminder #out of reach #not meant to be #bitter #let me forget #quotes #lit #words #excerpts #quote #literature #iris murdoch #the philosopher's pupil

[lifewithcraig]

“I want to hurt myself because it's the only way I know how to hurt you.”

#personal #life #gay #depressing shit #this is depressing #post grad problems #depressing quotes #depression #kinda depressing #suic1de #death #sad thoughts #sad boi hours #sad gay noises #sadness #sad quotes #sorry for being depressing #angst #anger #resentment #resentful #revenge #disappointment #i want to die #i want to disappear #i wanna disappear #borderline personality disorder

[knowledgevariabledarcy]

#resent #resentment #resnting #resentful #Youtube

[funsimplethings]

#mitch albom #the little liar #hitler #ww2 #loner #insecure #wolf #insecure men #resentful #bitter #how a lie grows #udo graf #accountability

[tropicalguh]

Right now I sit in my apartment and reflect on the passed two days.

Getting distracted and disappointed 😞

No matter what don't fight back

#resentful