#residual anxiety from not doi g the stuff i need to do

[acedespades]

Does anybody else ever procrastinate doing important stuff because you don't want anybody seeing you do the thing you've been procrastinating and start criticizing you? Like yes, I am aware I had two weeks to do this, im already beating myself about it, would you kindly fuck off and let me rush through the thing without anybody seeing me? Thanks.

#also #when you finally get that burst of motivation and try yo start doing shit #but then somebody gotta go and tell you to do other stuff #and you don't wanna tell them that you can't you have stuff to do because you don't wanna get nagged #and then just end up feeling crummy because you KNEW you had the time #yet you wasted it doing absolutely NOTHING #not even stuff youve been meaning to do for fun #fucking sucks #this got very personal very fast #but what is this site for if not for venting where nobody irl will connect that its me #vent #venting #mini rant #i procrastinate a lot #procrastination #residual anxiety from not doi g the stuff i need to do #smaller anxiety over not doing the stuff I WANT to do #honestly #what the hell