#rin.txt

[markpakin]

no bc i'm dead serious now, the next person to leave a negative set of tags on one of my gifsets about either my gifs or the subject of the gifs, i'll be blocking you on sight.

i'm sick and tired of spending hours making gifs just for people to bitch and moan about them. it's really disheartening and you think you're being funny but you aren't. you're being mean.

if you don't like the subject of the gifs, don't reblog the gifs. if you wanna talk about it that badly, bitch on your OWN post instead of mine because it actually genuinely hurts my feelings to see such negativity on things i've taken the time and effort to create.

i get not vibing with characters or storylines. and you're more than entitled to your opinions, i'd never say you aren't. but please, i'm begging you, stop taking out your negativity on my posts.

thank you.

#rin.txt

[markpakinarchive]

god do you guys remember when tang yi got down on his knees and kissed shao fei's scar so gently so tenderly that shao fei didnt know what to do with himself

#GOD THAT MOMENT. I STILL THINK ABOUT IT ALMOST DAILY LIKE TANG YI YOU ARE SO FULL OF LOVE YOU ARE SO GOOD SO WARM SO KIND YOUR HEART IS SOFT #rin.txt

[kimjaehan]

hiii

i'm dropping the link to my kofi here!

i'm so embarrassed to ask for help right now, but i'm really struggling to cope financially with the cost of hospital treatment, and i could really use some help. anything you can give / just a reblog to boost would help so much!

please click below to learn more about what's going on for me right now and why i need help.

in 2020, i was diagnosed with a brain tumour. i had a type of surgery in 2021 called an awake craniotomy, and what's known as a "partial resection," which essentially means they removed a chunk, but not the entire thing.

the surgery caused lasting damage, including the development of a personality disorder and a nervous dissociative disorder — both of which i'm currently being treated for by a psychiatrist.

my brain tumour is, unfortunately, incurable and will eventually become cancerous. that is a guarantee. i'm currently undergoing cancer treatments — radiotherapy for six weeks from april through to june of this year, and now chemotherapy, on a nine month course of iv and tablets.

this treatment will not cure me. it is only intended to delay eventual brain cancer for a maximum of 10 years. i'm 27 now, so that gives me until 37 years old before i have that to face. if i get my 10 years, that is.

due to all of this, i'm unable to work. i'm relying solely on my mum to keep me afloat. my savings disappeared very quickly due to the cost of living plus travel to the hospital, which is around 60 miles away, and all of the medical costs such as medication and therapist appointments.

i have applied for income support benefits, but my application is still under review somehow, and the only thing i've been awarded is a £25.00 cold weather payment.

i feel like i'm drowning in all of this. i really need some help. anything you can do to help, whether it's a reblog or a donation of however much you can afford, i swear it means the world to me.

if you do leave a donation, feel free to drop me a msg or an inbox and request a gifset or smth in return. it's not much, but right now, it's all i have to offer.

thank you sm for reading! pls pls pls boost if you can <3

#rin.txt #please boost if you can #im so sorry to be asking for help rlly i am #i just. need a little support right now i think

[spilled-ink-n-blood]

i hope the next time i fall for someone it’s as soft and relieving as laying my head on a pillow after a long day of work.

#rin.txt #yearning #writing #poetry #literature #gay #mlm #nblm #queer #lgbtq #trying not to be so bitter abt not being in a relationship bc it will not help me in the long run!

[transjoybyrin]

Finding brotherhood as a trans guy

To my surprise, when I came out as trans to a few cis guys in my life I was met with nothing but acceptance. I’ve only had one bad experience with a cis guy so far, and it wasn’t due to any malice but rather confusion because I’m pre-HRT.

The effect of my social transition was instant: guys were more friendly to me; I became a part of their private conversations; dapped me up and, upon seeing my confusion, were happy to teach me how to do it.

I was worried other men wouldn’t except me. For a long time I was scared they wouldn’t see me as worthy of being a boy. Yet the older I get the more I realise that manhood isn’t a thing to earn or a criteria to tick off. In a way the same could be said for brotherhood. Back then and even now I seldom pass as a cis guy. I’m not on T, I haven’t had surgery. I haven’t even changed my legal name. I’m emotional, scrawny, short. I don’t play sports or have many traditional male hobbies. Yet that didn’t stop other men from embracing me as one of them.

It’s so easy to get bogged down by what the media says about us. It’s even harder to put ourselves out there and find the brotherhood we’re craving. But it’s worth it. It is so fucking worth it.

#rin.txt #ftm #trans masc #transgender #trans masculine #trans masculinity #trans joy #lgbtqia #lgbt #queer #lgbtqplus

[wouyoungarchive]

WOUYOUNG ➜ JONGSAN !

surprising absolutely no one, rin has changed her url once again. al made a jongsan gifset and my brain went brrrr and i had to change urls to reflect my honest to god burning desire for a jongsan unit song.

tagging some friends under the cut ☁️

@ye-xiu @awek-s @khaotunqs @yunwooz @woosansang @jjongho @seonghwasblr @applejongho @seonghwacore @jeongyunho99 @baekwin @xuseokgyu @wooobinz @yosang @kangyeosaang @hwanswerland @jwoongz @userwoosan @kimjoongie @ortali @seokmatthewz @sanhwaiting @secnghwa @eviljongho @strhwaberries @blueberrysan ☁️

template cr.

#rin.txt #url change

[hyuckieslove]

hello future renjun bc we all miss him :(

#huang renjun #renjun #nct renjun #nct #nct dream headcanons #nct dream #nct moodboard #nct dream layouts #nct dream icons #renjun layouts #renjun moodboard #rin.txt

[jjanguri]

this being jiwoong and gunwookie hasme in tears

#HEAD POOKIES #rin.txt

[barsformars]

just came here to say that i saw ateez live for the first time a few days back and yunho is actually jaw droppingly gorgeous hes all i can think about

also the way i was like literally second row and i saw each and every one of them so so clearly

#rin.txt #ateez #ateez yunho

[pjsk-skrunkly-war]

How I imagine Mizuki's reaction to Tsukasa winning the loser bracket after beating him round one

#rin.txt #mizuki akiyama #tsukasa tenma #project sekai #meme #megamind

[runin-reads]

Asshole James Potter is so personal to me especially when he’s Desi as well. I’m a brown guy myself and I know so many guys like him it drives me insane. Like I am losing my mind thinking about spoiled mamas boy and gods gift to the world James Potter and how the patriarchal nature of many Asian cultures would probably add to his arrogance and charisma

#james potter #marauders #rin.txt

[markpakin]

one thing the ql fans can be collectively relied upon for is to go crazy bonkers insane and feral about tor thanapob and i love that for us as a community.

#rin.txt #like nobody who rbs tor is ever normal about him genuinely and i love it

[markpakinarchive]

i'm a little late to the party but i still wanted to thank everybody who made this year so good. i love being part of a community that is so talented and funny and artistic and loving and i really hope that by this time next year, we're all still here suffering the same brainrot for new characters and stories together.

thank you for existing in this corner of the internet at the same time as me. i appreciate you so much!

@celestial-sapphicss @blneobin @sailoms @taeminie @pharawee @pondsphuwin @sandrayy @guzhu-furen @seatawinan @zhaozi @raypakorn @earthfluuke @forcebook @gunsatthaphan @moonkhao @bunnakit @firstmix @itsallaboutbl @chinzhilla @piningintrovert @namchyoon @loveisactivated @chinzillas @yohankang @alienwlw @khaotunqs @25shadesoffebruary @pranpats @spicyvampire @sparklyeyedhimbo @milkpansa @taikanyohou @blmpff @patchanons @smittenskitten @mooninagust @jimmysea @morkofday @gabrielokun @khaotungsfirst @smileytharn @khaothanawat @khaotunq @talksaxy @sollucets @krystaljungs 🩷

i'm sure there are people i've missed but just know that if you're a part of this community, i really really love and respect you and hope that 2024 is kind and soft and gentle with you. mwah!

#rin's follow forever and ever #rin.txt #happy new year to everybody here <333 i love love love you guys <333

[kimjaehan]

hiii !! i decided to switch my tracking tag over to #rinblr.

i just didn't vibe with my previous tag, and this one was free so <3 as usual, anyone is free to use it as long as it's not for heavily nsfw content.

also i decided to go back to kimjaehan, so that's another lil update for you :D

i'll be tracking my old tag ( #rintrack ) for a little while longer, but eventually, i will unfollow it. going to tag some beloveds under the cut!

@ye-xiu . @eeunwoo . @strayklds . @vertiny . @seonghwacore . @applejongho . @seonghwasblr . @jjongho . @db2k . @excitingsound . @minzbins . @userwoosan . @sanhwaiting . @talksaxy

#rin.txt #rinblr #new tracking tag !! :D

[nflyins]

welcome to rin's love zone! i recently hit a milestone and i wanted to say thank you to my favourite people for making tumblr a place that i want to come to every day. i love you guys a whole bunch, and even if we don't talk or we're not mutuals, i still treasure you with all my heart! if i could give u all a smooch on the cheek, i would.

below are some of my favourite people in the world ♡

@kyubins @minheetual @smingi @tten @moonbbin @youngestk @nfly5 @brianbangs @seungkwan-s @boosoonseok @happytodie @slowrabbitpd @tixti @youngk-s @beomgytual @fightinq @groovitys @limsejun @nflyingofficial @hwichanis @dazzlingkai @minzbins @wonjinist @hoshrangi @bangzchan @softhyungkyun @ohmyki @dawnofus @shownuism @baekwin @lee-haechan @coupsnim @woozi @hueningkai @yeonjuins @mingyuskim @yeonjune @cheolmatez @machikeita @defwoodz @loserline

#rin's love zone #my first love zone on veriverys omg! #anyway this is cringe but i love u guys :( #thank u for making tunglr fun for me and providing me personally with that sweet sweet content <3 #rin.txt

[spilled-ink-n-blood]

lord, pray for me. i am afraid this heartbreak has turned me into a cruel person. i feel like a monster. i’m so scared of myself i dare not touch another human being.

#i stalked his tiktok and saw how happy he was with his stupid bf #i don’t know how to get out of this #i feel so guilty for feeling this way #heartbreak #rin.txt #writing #poetry #relationships #mlm #nblm #queer #gay #literature #books and literature #spilled ink