#rl person to 'grow'

[sysig]

Goal: Be normal

Obstacle: Watching literally any interpretation of Treasure Island, apparently

#Why's it Stevenson again. What has he done for me lately (Jekyll and Hyde) #That was like the one book that I just straight up refused to read in school and it's back to haunt me #And honestly I'd be fine if it was just one thing! But no it's a weird fucked up web of loving stuff! #'Cause first of all it's RLS as previously states - Jekyll and Hyde author (love) which just puts me in a clone/doppleganger state of mind #Okay fine I'm already there you got me #But then you've got me in a pirates mood which my brain Is Still After All This Time in love (love!) with the Pirate Fic #And it super doesn't help that Treasure Planet is also sci-fi as if I wasn't aliens enough lol #But like the relationship between Silver and Hawkins and growing into your own person and just jfskalfsdf #Stop being good! Stop it! You're giving me Feelings and Feelings spawn Ideas and I Am Trying To Edit!! #I am backlogged to fuck btw I am suffering :'D I legit might have to pump the breaks I have so much to edit #We're talking in the hundreds - meanwhile my brain is trying to point me back to the Pirate Fic because look ♥ Authors (love) Stories (love) #Stop your nonsense! I'm trying to focus! #Doesn't help that I haven't drawn for a couple days either so The Energy is building meanwhile I'm trying to wall up against the flood #Stop making! The two halves are out of whack! I'm making way way Way more than I can keep up with! #Editing has gotten boring as well which is :/ It did used to be relaxing but I'm just so impatient now #I want to draw! But then I also want to show off what I've drawn! But I want it to be pretty! #I need to tear through this notebook - drawing brain likes this idea and editing brain hates it - 'cause the paper is subpar :/ #Dark lines with a grain that catches graphite not fun to work with - fine to draw on but a pain to edit #Anyway lol ♪ Back to what I was doing before #Update: WAIT I forgot the Feelings I had about Arrow fjdslakfdjf #The dynamics are non-specific and apply all the way around because I say so

[mayullla]

(2/2) I'll be honest, this is first time when I like all guys to some extent, whenever it's for the looks or/and their characters in game! As long as the charas brings me happiness I don't care what other people think about me for liking that character!╭(♡･ㅂ･)و ̑̑I hope you'll get Tighnari very soon!☆ Tighnari seems to like me cause I got him from standard and his 1st con too lol Sorry for long message! It so nice to find another person who appreciates all genshin guys! ;v;♥

Actually same lol I can't think of any other media where I adored every single character this much! Genshin was also I guess my first game that I actually got into aside from a few mobile games when I was a kid. I wasn't really fond of much games till genshin something that my friend continually recommended that got me here. But yes! Totally! I like a character but if you don't like it sure but I still adore him. ❤️ I really hope I do get Tignari... TvT I have all the standard banners char except him with like Mona being C3 or C4 (don't remember)

Also don't worry about the long messages! I do appreciate it alot when people send ask, I am also a talkative person but I do get rather shy sometimes even on my own blog so ask like these are like a chance for me to chat a little more ^^

#well ofcourse i do have certain characters i like a little more than another #i dont really have any charcaters that i dislike alot 🤔 #ah maybe ayaka but dont get me wrong here she is adorableee and really sweet #it is just a little of personal thing that happened rl but i do still like her #either way she is really pretty too #hehe #other than that there are moments where i wasnt too fond of them #a character #but the more i think about it #it was more so this instinct of following trends (which like bad i know) #but they just kinda grow and i do end up liking them #mayu mailbox

[androcola]

things

#personal #rl pics #those flowers are growing right beside that burnt house #insane imagery

[theophagie-remade]

Happy beginning of pride month I'm using today as an excuse to complain about something that's been on my mind for a while but like most things of usamerican origin some branches of the Slur Discourse™ in these past years have made their way over here too and two responses to the whole thing that I've noticed to be rather common are "it's useless to discuss [X] because there's no equivalent of it in our language" and "well, these kinds of arguments didn't use to be a thing here, so who cares". I won't get into the former here, but the latter... Do you not remember what happened when Immanuel Casto released Da grande sarai fr**io? Because you sound like you do not remember what happened when Immanuel Casto released Da grande sarai fr**io

#*i didn't censor it Just Because that's the actual title of the song and knowing the guy he probably did it exactly out of irony #mytext #rl #i said i wouldn't get into the other thing but actually i DO feel like getting into it SORRY #the whole ''there's no point in using a foreign word'' bit perplexes me too because it's applied in very arbitrary ways #meaning: lots of people know the meaning of and even use terms like butch dyke etc but have this very adverse reaction to queer #which is pretty ??? imo #what i mean is up until ~10ish years ago words like gay and lesbica were commonly used as slurs here in italy too #(at least where i am and personally i couldn't count all the times that growing up someone used lesbica against me as an insult if i tried) #and then it became less common which is the same process that happened in the anglophone world #and then you have these words that don't exist in italian but were/are being adapted to make up for this lack #and that by virtue of being loan words don't have any of the connotations that they might have had/have in certain parts of the anglosphere #and what throws me off is this difference of treatment because literally everything was born as a slur even our ''native'' words #(> see: the response to ic's causal use of frocio in da grande sarai fr**io) #and like. i don't really know how to say this in an eloquent way but. if you think that it's stupid of people to use foreign words or #engage with the discourse whilst using yourself foreign words then... what are people supposed to call you... if not an hypocrite... #italy

[semislug]

a nice evening!

#trying to agree to more spontaneous plans and it’s actually been rl nice so far #growing as a person xoxoxox not really but yknow

[achilleansapphic]

I swear to god wonderland syndrome has me fucked up. I feel like there must be some overlap with the tism and AIWS. Anyways its annoying as fuck and really does not help my insomnia 😀

#personal #idk what I tag my own posts but fuckin uhhhh #mental illness 😁🤌🏻 #it’s rl annoying #like different parts of my body will feel like they’re changing shape and growing bigger and smaller when I close my eyes #and I have to open them to ground myself otherwise I literally feel like I’m going insane in the membrane INSANE IN THE BRAIN crazy insane #got no membrane #anywho #gonna watch some h3tv and try to sleep again

[popponn]

in perfection and in imperfection.

summary: he is loving, so much so, despite everything and because of 'everything' he calls as you. (a short headcanons of them as boyfriend, again.)

notes: january feels like it will be a busy month for me. in a good way, it's a good feeling. maybe this is also a sign i will meet rl isagi. those things aside, happy new year everyone. good luck for this year too. have this very fit of madness hcs. warnings: none, just fluff of downbad & lovesick boys, reader's gender unspecified.

characters: isagi, chigiri, rin

isagi yoichi—

is so understanding and sharp that you will never feel uncared for. most probably also got a list of your favorite things & important dates in his notes & calendar. even noel noa doesn't get that privilege. he is so downbad that everyone just accepts everything is second to you (and soccer).

is the type that gets so into you once you get his heart. do you worry that you might be #2 soccer? stay still babe, at some point you kind of mix in with 'the soccer' too honestly. every first goal? dedicated in your name. first person to call after a match? you—no matter how short or long it will be, it has to be you. he is away for a match overseas? you better be the one who gets a sleep call schedule ready because when yoichi wants something yoichi will somehow do it. and if you try to praise him—despite all the years of growing confidence—he still gets flustered like a boy with his first crush when it's you. it's as endearing as it is embarrassing to him. if someone points it out he will state it with pride though—after all, his feelings for you are one of his pride.

however, is also the type of guy who would rather shoulder as much as possible. he does it out of love, sure, but having him trying to swallow some problem under the guise of "forcing you to change something is a big no" is just asking for a bigger problem in the long run. so, you do have to be the one who gets the serious talks starting—and he sometimes could get really stubborn even though he is one of the most communicative ones so get ready for that. the thing with yoichi is that he really has to get it to accept it.

chigiri hyoma—

is a beautiful ikemen who walks with the charm of a shoujo manga lead maxed out. as in if this guy falls for you he just naturally acts like a shoujo lead who came to life. and he is also one of the most fashionable guys who puts attention and care on his and your appearance. try to aim for the cutest couple award and high chance you will win.

is also a very dedicated man. he will make sure you know how much he treasures you and it shows. he is not the tidiest person, he is also a pretty demanding guy, but with you? "fine, okay. i'm doing this just for you, you know," he says and hyoma doesn't lie. he will do anything for you. the amount of trust he puts on you is really evident too and he is not one to shy away from saying it. also, trust that this guy will gladly run across tokyo on a lazy monday morning during his rare break just to deliver you anything if you ask. he will demand kisses, yes, but that's also a benefit in its own way.

but, he is also very moody and, admittedly, impatient. so when he gets into this sort of mood you have to keep your head clear and deal with him until his head cools down. he won't hurt you—he will never—but without a doubt his attitude and wording could definitely drag your anger out. he also tends to focus on one thing and one thing only when he gets like this, while it has its benefits, during these times you have to be really patient when trying to talk to him.

itoshi rin—

is the type of guy who truly embodies "it's the small things". also, he is so attentive and combining this with the fact he is more into action than words—you honestly get yourself a gold mine of top-tier 'act of service' bf.

is actually very affectionate once you can translate his silent languages. he is always close to you at every chance he gets. it's not even funny. some people could translate this as some guard dog behavior, some braver souls translate this like a kid following the elder around, but honestly rin just likes being close to you. it calms him down in a way that also somehow manages to keep him awake—which is a nicer way to put 'this guy sometimes barely blinks when he is staring at you'. your happiness is one of his top priorities and he will bite someone literally if he has to just for that. this is how bad it is. but all in all, all of this is a way for him to keep an eye for you and be ready to assist you in anything—you need to take something? you need him to carry something? you want to buy something? just leave it to him, it will make him happy too. if you get overwhelmed? tell him, this guy is actually really quick to adjust things the moment he gets it. and for you? he will somehow do it even faster.

with all that being said though, this guy could get confusing at times. when he gets into a particularly negative thought, his first response would be to bark out his emotions and afterward distance himself. clearly, communication with him is hard. but despite all the silent treatment you get, he still wants to have you close—while being the one who keeps his distance from you. dealing with rin when he is being like this truly requires maturity and delicacy that probably rivals an esper skills.

#bllk imagines #bllk x reader #bllk #blue lock #blue lock fluff #blue lock x reader #blue lock scenarios #bllk fluff #blue lock imagines #bllk scenarios #bllk headcanons #blue lock headcanons #isagi x reader #rin x reader #chigiri x reader #itoshi rin x reader #isagi yoichi x reader #chigiri hyoma x reader #isagi fluff #rin fluff #chigiri fluff #isagi yoichi #rin itoshi #chigiri hyoma #wow bullet notes hcs i did it (it's still paragraphs) #also we are starting the isagi posting again its number 5 bby #january is starting off busy but writing this helps me calm down despite everything. having a hobby is fun. #back to sched. if this doesn't appear on tag then it's fate ♡ (will fix it up when im awake and aware sigh)

[donnabenevientosimpingzone]

Hey! Now that you’re back I wanted to ask about Resident Lover? I remember you were on the team- but then the game came out and your name wasn’t on the dev list... what happened?

I can’t escape this question can I- and for those of you who messaged me, I did delete them in hopes of avoiding this- but I don’t want rumours to spread so lemme be transparent.

Also pls read this for how I’m handling coming back to this blog: https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/741337986608873472/complex-feelings-and-absolute-pandemonium-about-my

No, I wasn’t kicked off the team, nor was I invited back when I left- and they made the right choice doing that. I was not mentally stable. I didn’t take the project seriously, I had jealousy issues, and didn’t take criticism well- I self destructed badly- blew up and burned that bridge to ashes, not to mention what sorta hurt I caused the team.

It did hurt a lot when I saw the game release. I was so upset, and spent so many weeks thinking about “what if I didn’t fuck up”. But there are no “what ifs” in history, we are meant to go through what we do in order to become the best versions of ourselves. The whole ordeal was part of the last push I needed to finally seek professional help. And the fact it still hurts whenever I see it around means I still care and carry guilt about everything that happened.

I’m practicing exposure therapy to try and heal that gaping wound. RE8 has turned my life completely on its head and I don’t want to abandon it- the best outcome will be the day I can download and play the game and find it within myself to genuinely love it with no more wounds to lick- but for now I’m content with seeing it float around every once in a while on my dash.

Out of respect- I hope none of you will pester the devs about this either. They did something amazing, and I’m so proud of what they’ve accomplished. Out of all of them I really miss MJ. They were the best, most hilarious friend- I always thought they were super attractive- and the whole reason the game was possible. Show them some love- idk message them “you’re cool!” for me or something. Anon ask if you have to. Don’t tell them I’m the one who sent you- I think it’ll be funny to just have a whole buncha people messaging them outta nowhere bahaha

And with that I hope this clears it up and stops people from messaging anymore about it. It’s still a sensitive wound I’m working to heal and I’d like to do it at my own pace<3 I don’t regret the experience, I’m in such a better place now because of it. I would love to make peace with my past self and accept the pain as a part of growing.

Until then enjoy me going back to my usual shenanigans before all the shit hit the fan. I’m very excited to draw more Spider Donna and Beneviento Sisters, I hope y’all enjoy it too<3

Update edit: https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/737803172475781120/stupid-lil-update-i-wanna-do-as-per-my-pinned

Update! https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/737980137572892672/people-who-knowknew-me-personally-probably-arent

Update that shows old sprite: https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/738487941680316416/want-me-as-a-professor-okay-damn-ignore-the

Update where I rant about Angie and Daniela with a cat: https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/740499151828156416/can-we-see-the-png-of-the-angie-sprite-holding-a

Update about the dangie ask on the RL blog: https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/742312364040454144/hey-just-a-heads-up-that-the-rl-team-recently

#ask #I’m not tagging this because the team moved on without me #and I’m happy they did #don’t want to open old wounds #so please #don’t bother them about this #I’m just tired of people messaging me and I knew I couldn’t stay quiet forever or else shit will hit the fan #been on the internet enough to know that wheeze #they’re all very good people and I miss them dearly #I’m so thankful for this experience even if I didn’t see it to the end #I THINK THE TEAM ACTUALLY HAS ME BLOCKED SO IM PINNING THIS TO GET PEOPLE TO STOP MESSAGING ME CUZ YES I STILL AM GETTING SOME

[marithlizard]

"Viv abuses her employees" is something I see claimed over and over again. Never any credible evidence and usually no reasons given at all, just "Of course we all know that she's a terrible person and even anyone who likes the show has to separate the art from the artist".

It's so sad watching mob hatred feed on itself and grow, watching disinformation succeed and dozens of people be harmed because some people have a hate boner against one queer woman creator.

"She deserves it, everyone who worked on a show I don't like deserves to suffer and have their careers ruined" - because why?

When you see a callout post, stop and think before jumping on the hate bandwagon. Because this is where it leads - to RL harm, in this case people stealing and leaking an entire episode in order to try and make the studio fail. And it'll get worse, if it hasn't already.

If this is how y'all act in fandom, I shudder to think how you behave when it comes to politics.

#helluva boss #hazbin hotel

[tonks-21]

Wednesday as your younger sister hcs Pt. 2 | Wednesday Addams | +18 | Corvey's chest

TW: +18, mention of alcohol, drugs and RLS

Content: fluf over all

• She is more protective over you than over Pugsley.

• No one dares to mess with you when Wednesday literally perforates their eyes, skull and everything in between just behind you.

• Being near each other is not a problem for her. Quite the opposite indeed. Your presence calms her.

• Your younger sister is more of a person of acts than a person of words. For example:

•If you have a RLS (restless legs syndrome), she would put a hand on your thigh to stop it when she is near you.

• She even tries to sit beside you to do it.

• And if you are nervous while doing it instead of just doing it unconsciously, she would rub it and caress your thighs until it stops.

• She doesn’t like you having this tic.

• Wednesday likes you introducing her in conversations, even though she doesn’t talk much. But you including her matters a lot to her. By the way, she won't admit it to you never.

• As you two lived practically all your lives together, you know perfectly what she feels and when to act or when it’s her time to talk and split it all up.

• Being Wednesday’s older sister includes her being a bit bipolar, as she has a soft spot for you but she is harsh in other ways.

• Wednesday knows this and feels guilty every time you look really hurt by her words as you are someone she trusts a lot and means a lot to her.

• So not hurting you or making you feel bad is on her list of things to work on. Even though she doesn’t really show this.

• An usual apology is putting a hand on your shoulder or just saying “That wasn’t what I wanted to say”

• Maybe, just maybe, she would accept hugs out of nowhere if they are yours. But don’t expect much of a reaction from her.

• If you go drink or do drugs, your younger sister is now your mother.

• First, she would try to take you out of that world. Not matter if you are already 30, she would try to.

• But if you continue with it, she would still check on you the mornings after. Just a glance by the way.

•And then she gives you a pill.

•She's very proud of you. But she has this obsession with perfection that if you fail makes her think about her priorities in life and analyse the duality of losing and it makes her grow up and mature.

•Wednesday appreciates this very much, as you take her out of her comfort zone and give her more things to think about and create her future self.

Thanks for reading <3 I hope you liked it!! :D

Here Pt. 1:

#jenna ortega x reader #tara carpenter #wednesday addams #x reader #fanfic #gender neutral reader #headcanons #jenna #jenna ortega #wednesday x reader #wednesday (netflix) #wednesday #Corvey's chest #corvey's chest

[dangermousie]

Rewatching W is a different sort of pleasure - now I know where the story is going, it's really fun to notice all the themes.

There is so much about authors being devoured by their creations - the artist's insistence on killing Kang Chul makes me think of how Conan Doyle famously killed Sherlock Holmes because he was tired of him - here the metaphor becomes literal where mangaka feels as if he's being devoured by the story and hits back - but it's a take on being tied to a story that no longer brings you joy and wanting to change that.

And I love Goya's famous painting of Saturn Devouring His Children coming into play:

Being devoured by your creation becomes literal in a sense in this drama but once again, it's metaphor made flesh. And also an interesting take on relationships between parents and children. There is a reason the artist analogizes Kang Chul, his fictional creation, to a son - I mean the painting is Saturn devouring his SON. And of course the whole "relationship" starts falling apart because the artist is concerned that Kang Chul may acquire free will and not always do what the artist wants - it's very much like relationships between parents and children who are growing up and want independence and their own way, and some parents don't take it well because they seem them as extensions of themselves.

And of course Yeon Joo's whole character is a take on how we engage with fiction - this story is "death of the author" made flesh but also how fans shape narratives and who "owns" them - the whole story is very much a take a creator going "character X is dead" and fandom going "nope" and "saving" them in fanfics and other fan works, refusing to bow down to authorial will.

(There is also a take on how we interact with object of our fannish affections, be they fictional or real celebs or w/e. YJ is a self-proclaimed fangirl of the character of Kang Chul. But when she eventually meets him and gets to interact with him, one of the things she has to process is that he's fun to read about in fiction and cool and what not but in RL, someone with that type of background and personality will have damage that is not easy and fun to be around - the narrative has something to say about how object of fannish adorations cannot be two dimentional perfect specimens unless they are literally on 2d printed pages; they are real people and should be treated as such.)

God, I could write meta about this drama all day.

#kdrama #han hyo joo #w two worlds

[martellspear]

— power went out and I ran out of things to think this afternoon;

— this is a anti targaryen restoration post, be warned :)

One of the most surprising things in the entire ASOIAF books is simply HOW did that family manage to be around for over 300 years. I’ve never seen so many individuals being so dense – of course, we have exceptions – but ?? Perhaps that’s what you get for the inbreed, the stupidity gene remains and grows strong and turns into a parasite that eats brains.

Let’s start with the C trio; A united the Seven Kingdoms because he thought unity was the right path to defeat the Long Night, which is great, but then he did NOTHING to actually prepare for it ?? The Wall was built by the Starks. In F&B we see that, Targ after Targ, the prophecy has little impact on how they conduct things; I’d love to say something like: fine, let’s blame it on time and wars (which, they caused) but ?? your ancestors' most important words about saving the place you, and your descendants will, live just do not carry enough crucial significance for them to be carefully passed down to the next generation?

Then, we have R. I will admit that when I first read the books I liked him - and although I still find him an interesting character, I cannot let go of the idea of how obtuse he is (it’s deeper than that in his case but I’m annoyed) -. Since I’m venting, let me just say that it completely baffles me how some still view RL as a love story; that man was OBSESSED with the prophecy, he drastically changed his lifestyle for it, but he’d abandon everything for love? And then… proceed to – likely – hide from his lOvE that her loved ones are dead (his dad killed them) while keeping said person in a place that, regarding both climate and social aspects, is detrimental for her. Furthermore, to defy and insult three powerful Houses because he fell in love with someone he saw a few times?

Yes, love can make people take routes they wouldn’t normally take, but the cost was too high for it not to be “means to an end”.

Coming back to my original thoughts: I believe that Targs are unfit to rule – if you want evidence, you can literally just open F&B, any page will do – and the couple good monarchs that family produced doesn’t make up for all the damage they caused since they sat foot in Westeros. They feel entitled to a land that doesn’t belong to them and are saviors because the Gods said they are ??

It's a funny concept when you contrast it with how the series ended: Cersei on the Throne, Arya defeating the Night King and the two last Targs with awful endings (that’s martelldoo): one dead and the other exiled.

Anyway, I just wanted to vent because the thought of a Targ restoration pissed me off this afternoon – it validates every horrendous thing that happened to those considered “casualties” and puts these people in that obnoxious concept we see in succession: no real person involved. But since “we” have the power to save the world, it was worth it and everything it valid, RIGHT?–

#anti targaryen restoration #anti targ restoration #anti targaryen #anti rhaegar targaryen #anti rhaegar #you have no idea how much free time I have in my hands until february #asoiaf

[shiftingtomydrs]

descendants dr (rs with other vks)

Mal: so were basically kinda similar from the personality type (in my cr as well tbh haha if you put out the social anxiety and shit) so we clash sometimes but were like sisters and she sometimes thinks im naïve and tries to take advantage of me (like with the love spell thing e.g. or the whole wand plan in general) but I look right through that and she respects that lmao doesn’t stop her from trying tho.

Evie: she and i are good friends but like her and mal are a bit closer bcs they got to know each other earlier but were kinda like a trio (evie and I bond a lot over that we both like auradon opposite to mal in the first 2 movies). Also we both share the love for like clothes and taking the time to look put together iykwim?

Carlos: hes like a little brother to me, we all know Cruella treats him like a slave and my mom ignores me completely so we bond over that and also idk he just reminds me of my sibling lmao

Jay: idk before the movies happen were kinda friends of friends aka we know each other bcs my friends are also friends with him (sounds a bit mean now that I say it out loud) like we still get along and stuff but were not like friends yk? I don’t really like the womanizer thing he has going on (I find it childish haha sorry not sorry) and he doesn’t really like that im ‘stuck up and hate fun’ (his words not mine). once were through all that shit we grow closer together tho.

Uma: she used to be friends with mal and when mal and her fell out she by extension started to hate me and everyone else bcs we didn’t drop mal for her (I know a person like that in rl and believe me its not fun) I tried to stay friendly with her bcs friends are hard to come across on the isle but she just completely cut me off and ignored me

Harry: used to have a crush on me which is also why hes so keen on slicing ben open lmao he was a bit creepy like too straight forward and wouldn’t take no for an answer (idk he just strikes me as the type tbh)

#shifter #shift #shifters #reality shift #shiftblr #shifting diary #shifting realities #desired reality #reality shifting #shifting #descendants #descendants dr

[blacklegsanjiii]

More RLS!siblings cause i'm obsessed- what if Sanji had photographic camera during the timw was with Robin and Law before the storm?

He gets it some weeks after being saved by R and L, and one afternoon he just looks at it from outside some store but don't mention how much he liked the camera, but the two older noticed either way.

So one of them buy this and gift Sanji the camera. After this, every time they get to have at least a little bit of peace and fun, Sanji takes a photo. Sometimes other person do it.

(I hc that the RLS stayed together for two years, so the storm happen and Sanji stop directly in the rock) The picture they like the most is from Sanji's 10 years-old birthday, and is also the last one they took.

Law stayed with the camera and decided to get all the photos in a box hidden in his bedroom. Only Bepo, Sachi and Penguin know about it.

After Wano, Law give a copy of their favorite photo to Robin and Sanji, and let's them look at the photos in the box.

(Luffy, of course, drags himself and his poor brothers to look at the photos too)

Amazing. Your glorious brain is glorious. It is also absolutely heart wrenching to know they only had each other for two years.

They're walking around a town a few weeks after getting Sanji and he keeps seeing snail cameras and Robin and Law keep sharing looks. Sanji is so quiet and doesn't talk unless answering questions. He just follows suit. So of course they surprise him with it and smile softly and hold him at the tears that fall. They know he's been through hell, they all have, but his is still fresh.

Sanji takes photos of whatever he deems important, mostly of his new siblings and the rare peaceful moments. Robin and Law take photos of him as well because otherwise there would be no photos of little Sanji. There are photos of the three of them. Their first boat, random slow nights camped out somewhere. When they found Bepo, Shachi, and Penguin, everyone's birthdays.

I feel like it's Shachi, Bepo, and Penguin who make them celebrate birthdays. The last one they all celebrate together would be Sanji's because fuck him I guess. We're going to hurt this kid. The party is just for the six of them. Robin some how acquired a cake which Law scrunches his fifteen year old nose at but does eat a small, I mean small, slice of. Robin used her fruit to take the photo of the six of them with Sanji in the middle being held by Bepo as Shachi and Penguin look jealous of the bear. Robin and Law are smiling, actually smiling, as Sanji is laughing as Bepo is nuzzling Sanji.

Then the storm happens and they're gone. Law is staring blankly at the camera for a couple weeks in his depressive state before getting the film developed. Bepo frames the photo of the birthday party and hangs it in Law's room. Then on the Tang it is glued to the wall. Law frowns at Bepo as Shachi and Penguin sit on his bed and go through the photos and coo.

During the dinner with ASL because this has to happen at the same time truthfully. Robin mentions offhandedly about how sad it is they don't have the photos anymore and Sanji agrees. Luffy is sad they don't have photos anymore because little Sanji has to be as cute as big Sanji and Robin hums and mentions that Sanji looked like a little skeleton with a soft smile and calling him adorable. Law mentions he does have the photos and shambles them birthday photo off his wall and goes and gets the box from under his bed. He comes back with them as they all look.

"Ah, my tenth birthday, our last good memory." Sanji laughs at the picture as Robin shows it to the table.

"I like how this is one of three photos we have of Law smiling." Robin agrees. They go through the other photos and reminince. Luffy whines that he and his brothers should have done something similar growing up bu they didn't. Robin says she assumed they were lost in the storm as well but clearly not. Law holds up a photo of Sanji looking like Robin said, a little skeleton, being held by Robin as they look at the stars.

A few weeks later a box arrives on the Sunny from the Tang, copies off all the photos and the birthday photo in a frame, and a camera. So now Robin and Sanji are showing everyone else the photos. Telling the stories behind them and their time together as the first members of the Heart Pirates.

Photo exchanges happen all the time now, much to Law's dismay.

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for the ask game, spy x family 🕶💣

Sorry for the delay! I got ambushed by rl and then ambushed myself for several more days and-- anyway, I had to put this under the cut because it got long. Thanks for asking!

my favorite female character

yor yor yor. I like her for a few reasons, but I think the main thing is just generally her main emotional arc thus far. how she wants to 'belong' but how she also needs to 'fit in' and how it also circles around the idea of normality. she thinks she wants to be normal when what she wants is to be accepted. and she knows she needs to be *seen* as normal for safety reasons (sth sth societal commentary even outside of the cold war backdrop) but she doesn't understand *how*. what does it mean to be a mother and to be a wife and what aspects of that does she want to fulfill for herself and which is she just doing because it's part of her cover.

she has all these needs and wants and hasn't yet figured out how to even begin untangling them. and despite that, she's still one of the most emotionally intelligent characters in the series.

my favorite male character

loid. he's the obvious option but still. I always tend to appreciate the anxious types and whilst technically all of the main three have their own little anxiety spirals, loid's way of overcomplicating things is my favourite. he's a very intriguing mix of anxiety, denial, and competence.

I am very much enjoying the length of time it's taking to wear him down. we only got full confirmation he's actively compromised as of the mole arc which is super recent but for me the pacing is just right. he has to earn that character development and be dragged through kicking and screaming.

my favorite book/season/etc

volume 10 (starts with [redacted] arc and has some good handler moments (though I *think* my favourite handler chapter is later on))

my favorite episode (if its a tv show)

genuinely not sure. I do think the very first episode has a really good mix of comedy and earnestness with a hint of the underlying tragedy in growing up during wartime. it spells out everything to expect down the line in a very nicely balanced way

my favorite cast member

I... don't know? I think for Yor's VA this is my favourite role of hers whilst Anya's VA I prefer most as Frieren but like. IDK tbh. Can I skip?

my favorite ship

Not super into shipping in this fandom, but overall, I'd say twiyor. the fact that it's a 'fake' relationship but they enter into it on honest enough terms that they actually make something really healthy for both of them out of it. they each mutually get something out of it too.

yor wants to be useful. she's grown up providing for yuri and now he's gone all she has left is her job, but this 'relationship' and her new family give her the opportunity to *do* something. to defend and protect her people. and to give her someone to confide in, where she's never had that before.

for twilight, he's always been planning and preparing for all possibilities. always acting, never letting anyone see what's beneath, until he had forgotten even himself. one of my fave twiyor moments was in the recent chapter where twilight gets home and immediately his legs give out, because he feels *safe*. he's let his guard down with yor and even if he's worried about being compromised, he let it down because he trusts in her character. the remedy for someone so full of masks is someone devoid of them, and for all that yor is the thorn princess, she has never faked *who* she is.

and tying back to what I was saying about yor and normality before. the fact that loid knows what it's like to pretend means that he's in the position to tell yor that she's good as she is. she doesn't *need* to fake her whole personality to fit in. sure, they both have their covers, but for the large part, what's beneath is genuine.

a character I’d die defending

I think nightfall's character may not be as developed as most people would like at this stage, but the way she's written is very deliberate. she's a compare/contrast with yuri (and also to some extent, with twilight) and she shows how love and obsession intertwine. how *obsession* can be dangerous. the mole arc to me is waving a big red flag above nightfall's head and saying that if she doesn't change something, if she keeps metaphorically diving headfirst in front of twilight, then she's going to end up the one riddled with bullets.

a character I just can’t sympathize with

not that we're likely supposed to but donovan desmond

a character I grew to love

handler! it's not that I ever disliked her as such, but for a long time she just seemed a kind of girlboss-esque character with a neat character design. she had her moments (bond arc speech and also propaganda chapter my beloved), but it wasn't until we had her focus chapter where we followed her day that I was like "oh." Like, I knew that she'd lost her family, but I was falling for the facade that she was on top of everything. And the realisation that she wasn't? That she was deep in depression, but you know who might dig her out of it? Her pet dog and a little girl. Definitely got to me.

my anti otp

anti otp is a bit strong a feeling for it, but I think the way I read damianya differs from a decent chunk of the fandom. I tend to see it as one-sided and am perfectly happy for it to stay that way or for them to just end up becoming better friends down the line, but I know what I'm against here so I'm not going to place any bets.

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🦇 | What’s up! Transmasc 20+ writer here. Absolutely no minors. Looking for some fandomless oc x oc rp. I write on discord. My writing style is advanced literate/novella. Prefer someone who can keep up with how much I write. I write third person only, and I vary on whether I do past or present tense. 100% only looking for dead dove themed plots. Think non/dub con, incest, stepcest, murder, violence, abuse, toxic relationships, eurogore, age gaps, 🍪, etc. I’m fine with any smut/plot ratio, but I like to have a story in mind even with pure smut! ( Sorry this is long btw🫣 )

I’m looking to either write a crime filled story set in a regular every day world — or something set in a dystopian world where things are much more cruel and harsh with crime so out of control it’s basically legal, if you don’t kill then you’ll be killed, all the morals are spun around. Just a wicked world where you have to bury all weaknesses and vulnerability and be willing to kill to survive.

I’m looking for all sorts of plots and dynamics! We can come up with whatever best fits with our two characters, otherwise here’s a few ideas I like:

- Rival gang members

- Always love a classic kidnapping/non con based plot

- Vampires! Werewolves! Monsters!

- I always love post apocalyptic world plots too

- I live for toxic and abusive relationships!

- Age gaps ( he has daddy issues )

- Omegaverse is always a fav

- Medieval fantasy settings are fun too

- Criminal/Cop

- Forced feminization

- Stepcest or brothers

- Cannibalism

- Serial killers

- Assassin/Assassin

- Wealthy/poor

Those are just some I can think of!

My character’s story/life will slightly vary depending on which way we go. And I also use an rl faceclaim, though you don’t need to. But a little about him: He is ftm and gay. He stands around 4’10” - 5 ft. He’s untrusting, stubborn, introverted, pessimistic, cold, paranoid, and violent. Can be insolent but he just doesn’t know when to shut his mouth. He definitely doesn’t know when to back down either. He loves to play with fire so to speak. He works in an underground and very much illegal fight club. Very much unstable, both mind and home life. He’s got a rough background; his family was poor white trash. ( Plays into why he’s so short & near petite, lack of nutrition amongst other factors like an ed. ) His mother wasn’t very present; his dad is a bum, an addict, and generally a pos; and his older sister was cruel to him growing up. He works at the club to pay for his testosterone, help his mom out, & for spare stuff for himself of course. He’s a popular fighter because it’s unexpected he’ll win if he does — but he also doesn’t back down, so it’s good entertainment. And in an alternate dystopian world, he still works for the fight club but it’s a ruse, he actually works for a promising and powerful gang and is at the very top next to the leader — his loyal mutt if you will. And he is a bottom and sub, but by no means will he submit easily or will be a soft boy.

There’s ofc way more I have but I can’t put all of it in the ask. Like if you’re interested!

like if you're interested and op will reach out

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