#roan rambles

[crazypossumman]

Today at my job I complemented a kindergartener’s FNaF hoodie he was wearing. His reply was, “Yeah. It’s Freddy Fazzbear’s Pizzeria. I bet you’ve never heard of it.” I have never felt so old in my entire life, and I was nowhere near prepared to tell him that FNaF was first released when I was a sixth grader.

#i feel ancient #granted most the other aides and teachers are much older #so he is probably used to teachers having no idea wtf he’s talking about #but i still look like an acne faced high schooler so his excuses are limited #roan rambles #working with kids #fnaf #meme #work story

[noah-wolfbark]

Ok so I finished B5! I was really prepared to be upset after sleeping in light bc Sheridan, is as anyone on this blog knows, my absolute favorite character, but it was so good and I love the ending. I do think it was a bit fucked up that they both left David in ranger training while his dad was dying 💀 but it was so good!

Zach still being on B5 is iconic he is just some guy ™️ like least problematic Babylon character ever. Love him.

I feel so bad for Delenn because her husband is so chill about dying for a SECOND time 😭

10/10 show fr fr

#babylon 5 #B5 #Roan rambles

[unorganisedalienrubbish]

I read a quote today that read:

“I would have come out of Eden to open the Door for you if I had known you were there”

And I really do believe that is what love is. Especially to someone (me) that struggles with intrusive (and real) thoughts of suicide.

Loving someone enough to stay, is both a tragic and beautiful thing.

Because I thought, ‘I would leave heaven itself forever, if I knew you were waiting for me on the other side of the gates. Fuck eternity, I’d pass up heaven just to live with you on earth for another lifetime’. And then the second half of the thought hit me. I am doing that. Every time I decide to stay, because I want to hug them another time, wake up beside them once more. Every time I don’t do what my brain tries to convince me. That is living.

TLDR, I’m desperately in love and sometimes staying alive is hard, but the people in your life make it easier to stay a little longer. And sometimes if all we can do is hope we find more of ourselves and other reasons to stay, that’s okay.

#tw suicide #tw suicide mention #lmk if I need to tag other things. I don’t know what the conventions are #roan rambles

[temporalteardrop]

bass makes a dollar. i make a dime. that's why i think about lesbian sex on company time

#me serving customers while chappell roan's red wine supernova is stuck in my head #me: yeah that'll be £3.60 / my brain: she did it right there‚ out on the deck: put her canine teeth in the side of my neck #rose's incessant yearnings #rose's gay little job #rose's ramblings

[cripp-tid]

god i could go for some blue rare steak rn. dont care what anyone says about it, because if i could avoid getting sick I'd just eat it raw tbh.

#roan rambles

[hyumizi]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE SONG EVER

#rosemary rambles #I LOVE YOU CHAPPELL ROAN #chappell roan #pink pony club

[rainbowinbeigeboots]

this one’s for the lisa frankenstein, chappell roan stans

#aka me #it’s for me #i told ya’ll you’d be SICK of me when i got my gay little hands on a copy of lisa frankenstein #lisa would 100% be a guilty pleasure stan #i know this in my heart #anyways hello friends the brainrot is terminal levels to where i’m making edits of it #please dont send help #i’m having a great time #tw flashing #tw flickering #trying to cover my bases here #if i forgot a tw tag PLEASE lmk kindly in an ask and i’ll add it! #lisa frankenstein #lisa frankenstein edit #chappell roan #video #mine #meaghan rambles #flashing #flashing lights

[deankarolina]

the boyfriend in After Midnight by Chappell Roan is a Butch lesbian

#thanks send post #Chappell Roan #ramblings

[hollowboobtheory]

chappel roan is gonna singlehandedly revive new wave pop with the power of gay bitterness

#beck rambles #chappel roan #good luck babe

[charl3ss]

My theory as to why some people don’t like Chappell Roan is because she sings about sex in a way that’s not ~ flowery ~ and ~ metaphorical ~ and because she’s a lesbian doing this specifically, it makes people uncomfortable because lesbians are expected to be all “uwu girls are so pretty and cottagecore” so it makes them uncomfortable when we don’t act like that

#obviously it could just be a taste thing too but I stand by this #betsey rambles #chappell roan

[crazypossumman]

Shipping in the soul eater fandom is so crazy because all of the characters have such unique and interesting relationships/dynamics with one another. So even if you don’t agree with a specific ship you just gotta accept it because yeah you didn’t read into it that way but you can see how someone would find that conclusion

#roan rambles #soul eater #soul eater fandom

[noah-wolfbark]

I am so not a villain lover (no hate to those who are btw) but I love krycek. He’s so stupid it’s funny. I’m only on the first episodes of S4 tho so idk what happens with his dumb ass

#alex krycek #the x files #TXF #roan rambles

[unorganisedalienrubbish]

I feel like im living in the in between spaces, in between frames of life, so to speak. I see the flashing of fluorescent lights, the humming of electricity, see every moment before it happens.

I feel like I’ve lived 40 years in the space of 20. My bones are old. I’ve done twice as many days at school, failed twice as many times, and picked myself up just the same.

Or maybe everything is twice as hard for me.

I wonder how many lifetimes my soul has seen. How many times it’s lived this cycle of abuse. Having realised it’s grown into its mother with the fury of its father boiling inside it. How many wars it’s won and lost. How many lovers it’s kissed and loved and lost.

I wonder if that’s why it’s all so difficult this time around.

My soul is tired. Fabric worn thin, pale and frayed from lifetimes of use and repair.

My mother told me that I couldn’t be fixed. That no matter how I tried, no matter how many doctors I saw and meds I took. I would never be fixed. And she might be right.

And I think I’m a little afraid of that. That this is all I have left.

#roan rambles #personal #vent #journal entry #i guess idk

[bugwardclown]

more rodeo clown au buggy because i’m feral about him

#buggy #buggy the clown #one piece #in my head the rogers are like a monster crew at roping #buggy is the only one that sucks at it and was designated the rodeo clown role #but he can sit an 8 second bucking horse no problem because he just goes completely limp out of pure fear #he probably owns a super broke blue roan quarter horse or tb but only rides them on trails LOL #horse girl ramblings over but indulge me on my au #send questions make your own assumptions put ur own ocs in it im all for it

[cripp-tid]

penguins can fly. they're just, like, really shy about it

#roan rambles

[blood-and-foam]

all due respect to ms roan but “love is a kaleidoscope/how it works we’ll never know” is such a funny lyric. girl you could wikipedia that

#chappell roan #random ramblings