#rock bottom

[spikyseasponge]

Rock Bottom, acrylic on panel, 24x18”. 2022. Daniel Merriam.

#surrealism #art #artists #daniel merriam #magical realism #teal #victorian house #bay area artist #sausalito #bubble street gallery #rock bottom #acrylic #painting #panel #west coast #California #coastal #cliff #curated

[bigoldeels]

this isn't your average everyday darkness...😨

[ID: watercolor study of a frame from spongebob squarepants, showing him waiting at the rock bottom bus stop with his glove world merch.]

#spongebob #spongebob squarepants #rock bottom #watercolor #illustration #painting #study #cartoon study #deep sea #bigeelsart #glove world

[kiwifruit67]

Good Omens season 2 fucked me up so bad I started watching Supernatural

#im on season 8 now #i refused to watch this show for years #im obsessed #I understand the Mishapocalypse now #supernatural #good omens #good omens s2 #good omens season 2 #ineffable husbands #destiel #dean x castiel #crowley x aziraphale #shitpost #rock bottom

[trashcore-whore]

Coors Garf

#garfield #garf #garfposting #coors #beer #homeless #poverty #gutter #trashy aesthetic #garbage #garbagecore #trash #trashcore #alcoholism #alcoholic #addiction #rock bottom #yellow aesthetic

[jacobitajoe]

oh hell no Spoinklebob is with the nefarious anglerfish!!

#spongebob #my art #rock bottom #incidental 211

[gratefulfrog]

#el arroyo #el arroyo sign #Texas #rock bottom #uvalde #somethings gotta give #gun control #another day another school shooting #thoughts and prayers clearly aren’t working #vote #vote like your life depends on it #vote like your child’s life depends on it

[the-laridian]

Up to you whether you hit rock bottom or not, I suppose

#puns #rock bottom #buns of stone

[marcosvitor1996]

Happy 104th Anniversary, Felix the Cat!!!!

#felix the cat #kitty #poindexter #skiddoo #the professor #rock bottom #master cylinder #oswald the lucky rabbit #mickey mouse #minnie mouse #donald duck #daisy duck #goofy #pluto #chip n dale #bugs bunny #daffy duck #looney tunes #betty boop #bimbo the dog #popeye #tom and jerry #mighty mouse #casper the friendly ghost #rocky and bullwinkle #the pink panther #toon #toons #crossover

[levriem]

She said

„You’re distant from the world and self-destructive“

But she still smiles and laughs along for self-indulgance

She‘s got her finger on the pulse

and she feels nothing

Neck Deep - Rock Bottom

#levriem #lyrics #pop punk #midwest emo #neck deep #rock bottom

[kimchicuddles]

Grateful to everyone who has reminded me of the way home.

And thank you so much for supporting my work!

Patreon.com/kimchicuddles

#rock bottom #way back home #reminder #lessons #who we are

[leonorasthings]

Looking for sh friend … to share pics and talk to…so if anybody wants someone to sh with text meee 💘

#cvutting #i want to cvt #selfharrrm #styroblr #i hate my existence #alone with my thoughts #988blr #i hate my body #sad thoughts #sadnees #hitting styro #tw depressing stuff #baby cvts #laffy taffy #rock bottom #beanz #hitting beans

[torse]

made by "an unnamed cat"

#pathologic #pathologic2 #pathologic 2 #морутопия #tragedian #spongebob #rock bottom #an unnamed cat

[cjoat-boost]

March 4, 2024 Edit of this still relevant post from February 27, 2024

For those that view any of my online presences (including my blogs)…Um, this is something for you to know.

Please save this post so it doesn’t get buried by queue.

My& Current Health Situation

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I wish to communicate this to y’all now so that…I don’t end up worrying anyone when this happens. It may have been noticeable by some folks that I’m dragging, heavily. I’m not having a good time right now with my body. With this comes with an onion of issues detailing certain aspects of what I’m going through.

I know I have a lot of obligations. Not only as a creative and content creator; but as a friend, a mentor, Guardian or even older peer, and myself. I’ve neglected myself for too long. I have been noticing my vitality decrease; and my CFS and POTS flaring up further.

Social Justice is something I’m always perceiving and sensitive to; and as such, the strain I’ve noticed too late has been worsening. Includes many emotional meltdowns and outbursts from me that I can no longer control or hold back.

Trying to figure out how to exactly sort through the mass tangles of my traumatized emotional and mental state isn’t as simple as I hoped for me. While I’m creatively burned out, I am suffering Autistic burnout. A double whammy of all things.

I’m finding myself getting “stuck,” unable to physically move for hours at a time. I’d move upstairs to eat something but end up being there for what’s normally an half hour task…for nearly 2+ hours. Even so, trying to force movement to do tasks that is considered “everyone can do these” is mentally painful and physically locking. Even if I have to desperately use the bathroom when I’m about to fall asleep, my headmates (AKA alters) have to switch to co-front or “snatch me back” in order to get my body moving. That’s with the sudden rocket spike in heart rate and blood pressure, and loss of balance (at the very least).

I’m already struggling to cope with many things due to the fact that I haven’t been able to draw much at all; or create anything and write anything. Especially trying desperately to fulfill my word on things I had the energy to do, but no longer do. So much of my struggles I can’t properly transmute. It’s so upsetting.

Thus, there’s going to be a sudden and abrupt shift in posting or messaging. I don’t know when. But it is coming.

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(Especially since I’ve been feeling mania over the weekend. All weekend, Saturday and Sunday, I manic cleaned large portions of certain areas I occupy as well as my housemate. Today I’m feeling the aching in my joints badly, with my calves swearing hell at me. I’m wearing my wrist brace too, I just…I’m rambling.)

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I wish for you to know what’s happening if you don’t see or hear from me, my headmates, or any of my online presences (as depicted here: https://cjoatbysamwise.com/cjoats-links ) No one is being forgotten. I’m not abandoning anyone. I’m not ghosting anyone. What I do know (still coming to terms with it ngl) is I need to stop, fully stop, and recover. It’s looking like my body is going to do that for me by force. It’s going to be abrupt and sudden to the inconvenience of many, including my housemate, unfortunately.

I don’t know how long this will last. But I don’t know how long I’ll be able to keep “hustling” like this. Does this sound repetitive? I wanted to communicate before suddenly I’m unable.

Does this sound repetitive? I’ll end it here. I wanted to communicate before suddenly I’m unable.

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I’ll end it here with how you can support me while I’m down, only able to and wish to (I’m aware financial situations are a big struggle at the moment, there is no pressure to.)

Provide support by these links:

Thank you for reading until the end; have an awesome week ahead. Please remember to hydrate and eat. 🫶🏽❤️‍🩹

#important psa #my health #rock bottom #it’s not good #disabled #autistic burnout #creative burnout #manic episodes #update edit #website #throne wishlist #pay it forward #current events #2024 #online presence #just fyi #proofread post #big text #big post #bold text #bullet points #links #feel free to share #reformatted post

[mels-wanderland]

Rock.

The best part about Rock bottom is the Rock part. You discover the solid bit of you. The bit that can't be broken down further. The thing that might be your soul. At our lowest we find the solid ground of our foundation. And we can build ourselves up. Renewed.

#addict in recovery #addiction #addiction recovery #alcoholics anonymous #clean and sober #drug abuse #narcotics anonymous #recovering addict #sober #sobriety #rock bottom

[artbyellie404]

Hehehehehe, made this like a year ago. Maybe two 🤔

Will always be a silly fave :3

#rock bottom #Rock #nature #Digital #digital drawing #digital art #digital illustration #digital sketch #Sketch #Drawing #Funny #Silly #silly sketches #Doodle #Doodles #Artist #small artist #Art #My art #my artwork #my art #artwork #artists on tumblr #Create #Creative

[cringecorp]

hitting rock bottom, call that spanking the Thing

#this was the first thought i had upon waking #i’m sure it’s been done before #shitpost #shitposting #silly #sillyposting #the thing #fantastic four #joke #196 #rule #r/196 #ruleposting #r196 #my posts #rock bottom