Well hi guys! I plan on publishing a hard book and this is a chapter from the book, I want public opinion and if is hould spend time writing it all. I hold them very very close to my heart and I would love if u give it a read, it's pretty small :) it's about a man I love, his name isn't stated :D do leave a comment I really badly need to know :)
A dinner and a dance
Its snowing here, floral dress and brown boots, I see you there. We met a month and a few days ago, a bond stitched with care. It happens in a million years; baby we’re rare. You’ve always been older but your charm? Dear, it wont fade. This should go as planned, for years I’ve prayed. I smile at you and wave… Aphrodite, she smiles down “This pair, for each other they’re made.”. I walk to you, we’re closer…smiles they won’t die down. It’s your eyes, that specific green shade. Remember that name I call you, refer to you as mine? You won’t forget it I know, Mr. Smiles. Said our greetings we walk in the restaurant, “it was pretty cold outside…in here its warm.” Taco Tuesday I reckon it was fun, I saw you laughing a ton. Smiles you know you’re my number one…vanilla, sandalwood, jasmine, chamomile and musk. It’s a dinner,I hope we can dance, long shot and tough luck I’m stuck in trance. Maybe if the piano plays, we can give it a chance. Amiable ambiance it’s a pleasure, for Venus darling we’re a treasure. Pull me a seat, we’re sitting together, going through the menu…glances changed and eyes referred. Faint clattering of cutlery but it all seems to go to waste, looking at you everything else seems of no taste. Any sort of grasp these fingers chase. Oh, dear smiles you’re a closed book, strange I know…difficult to read, yet in all my subjects you aced. Each time I giggle I see you smile; stars they tell me I picked someone who was right. My dress a shade of cream; it’s all nice, ill crack another joke just to see those pearly whites. Maybe its our lucky day or the planets have aligned, piano it shall play for us all night. “Wanna do something? It’s a surprise.”, you see where I’m going, let me steal a dance for the first time. We both know how to dance but let’s pretend we don’t this time, we can trip on our feet and grin at each other…partners in crime. On the dancefloor, eyes on us…your gaze like fresh wound with lime. Brown soil it supports the dominant vines; melanin orbs, the only thing warming this wintertime. Fingers locked, vision on a merry crusade. Cheeks flushed, bodies in full sway. Untangle a pair only to let me away, pulls back with a passion…nature of a waiting lover at the bay. Mercury, she has no moons; nobody willing to stay. Uranus, he has had his share, Umbriel, Titania, Ariel and so many more to name. Planets after planets, a chase yet to take place. We came here as friends yet the dynamic for now has changed. Rapture in your greens, burns craters in this planet; he’s willing to stay. Music in your life, it has an integral part to play…each word of yours if aligned it makes a blinding array. If emeralds they’re hard to mine…brown embers they’ll dig up your cravings in no time. Nothing to conserve, we’ve got no shame. This dance was meant for us, Pendants both locked for the other’s name. The song for tonight it draws to an end, day and night for us they’ll bend. Boundaries guard your smiles, loving at the core…soon to be mine. Said you’re much older, you age like fine wine. We’ll do the cliché ending now, pull me in for the last time. Arm on my back, half bent to the floor…another supports my thigh. A kiss could seal the letter…red wax on a paper creased tight. Smirk plastered on your lips, irises fully blown…black engulfs your malachite eyes. We liked it more than we should, vines of patience…we’re both confined. “I loved it.”. I said, sipping white wine. You pack the letter with a narcissistic smile, the letter…I got it. It says, “The pleasure’s all mine.”.
Thank you sm for reading pls pls pls tell me how it was :)))
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Books I read in august my rating and opinion!!!!
The secret history - Donna tartt 5/5
Wow this book is one of my favorites I cannot believe how amazing the writing the quotes and everything was it took me kinda long to finish ( 6 days lol)
I’m still heartbroken and thinking about the characters
Go ask Alice - anonymous 3/5
Well this is a book that is basically a diary entry about a girl who’s a drug addict . It was short though, boring at times nothing interesting at all but it’s a great representation for teens who go through addictions.
The stranger -Albert Camus 4/5
Well this book I got to admit it’s lowkey boring , doesn’t erase the fact that I enjoyed it a lot .
It’s a philosophical Novel about a man who got himself involved with a murder after the death of his mother . The ending got me thinking a lot of things
The virgin suicides -Jeffrey eugenides 4/5
This book was so good I loved it , made me sad tho the male gaze<<<
Violet bent over the backwards grass -Lana Del Rey 5/5 i loved this book despite the fact that it was short . I loved the poems here , though i do think she has better lyrics /lines. Most of the poems inspired some of mine . I loved salamander never to heaven and my bedroom is a sacred place .
Sputnik sweetheart-murakami . 2/5
Actually idk why I didn’t liked the book the plot just felt bland and boring I’m a big fan of murakamis books though not of this one .
After dark -murakami 4/5
I actually loved this book , fast paced and it was told about one night and two sisters so interesting and had a great ending
My year of rest and relaxation- otessa moshfegh 4/5
I loved this book , it’s not for everyone it was so interesting ( imo it was better than the bell jar considering the bell jar has racist remarks ) the main character was a bad person , still found myself relating to her life and her depression etc.the character development tho and the end ugh it got me sad kinda .
Defy me - tahere mafi 5/5 ( the fifth book of the shatter me series ) ugh I cannot describe how much I loved this book Warner and Juliette had me sobbing at 3 am I literally cried sm I cannot get over this I’m gonna cry even more when I read the last book this is not ok , all of their backstories :///
The lonely city -Olivia Laing between 3 and 4 stars
So this book is a collection of essays about loneliness ( if ur a depressed bitch I’m sure you’re going to enjoy this ) it didn’t only talked about loneliness but loneliness throughout art and artists like Andy Warhol , Edward Hopper, and Henry darger. I enjoyed it but it got boring at parts though.
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The seven husbands of Evelyn Hugo 5/5
god i finished this book today I’m heartbroken the ending and the plot twist was insane this book was beautifully written PLEASE GO READ IT RN!!!!!!!
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