Thinking about the 13/Fam reunion in ROTD and how ten months had passed for the Fam:
(thanks to chakoteya.net for the episode transcript)
DOCTOR: No, it can't be. I set identical temporal coordinates to when I sent you back.
GRAHAM: Yeah, but your time machine ain't the best at running to time, is it, Doc?
DOCTOR: I'm sorry.
RYAN: Yeah, well, it's done now, so...
And maybe it's not so much her time machine not being the best at running to time, as Graham suggests.
Maybe it's her time machine telling her no, you don't get to just go back to where you left off with them, just say "hey, I was in space jail" and then act as though it was no big deal. You need to see the impact that your being gone for almost a year has had on these three people who care for you very much.
And on one person in particular.
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A head Canon about the red crown in colt, im making a fic about it! Hope you like it
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"What you achieved, was it a mystery and almost a miracle, something destined?..."
The lamb looked sadly at Shamura, it was always the same, something that no one could explain, the continuous reminder that it was an anomaly, that perhaps would never be repeated, made them feel even lonelier than they already felt.
“It's what you've heard for years…. “isnt it?” Shamura interrupted.
“What happened to you little lamb, it was a choice.”
A choice? That was the answer? That they betrayal had simply led to this? It definitely didn't make them feel better, but it also didn't explain the crown's unusual behavior.
The lamb spoke “Still doesn't explain why I'm the only one…”
“Not your choice, lamb, but your actions led to that.”
Shamura arranged they cards, and drew two, both hearts, which he placed on the table.
“The Crown is nothing more than an extension of us, a part of us, a reflection of our deepest desires”
Then they took one of the cards and turn in the opposite direction.
“What would happen if a part of us is away for so long, that it knows an endless number of different things, experiences feelings and desires that its counterpart does not know, would they still be part of the same being?…”
The lamb looked at the cards, the one that remained motionless was the sick heart card, and the one that turned around... the hearts i, which showed a heart divided into two colors.
“The crown choosed you, even over its former self, unlike my crown or my siblings crown, who died at our side.”
The lamb stares at the red crown, remembering the fervent battle against its former owner.
“If it is mine now, then why doesn't it listen to me? Why not…"
"It decided to stay with you, but the crown is still its own entity, it is not you, perhaps the reason why it still maintains its individuality is because the same desire that caused it to rest on your head remains fervent."
The lamb's gaze clouded, they mind was filled with negative thoughts. Did the crown choose him then just because he proved to be stronger than Narinder by destroying the former bishops? Was Narinder right? He was nothing more than a puppet for the crown? His thought was interrupted when Shsmura placed a hand on his shoulder.
“The crown was the part of narinder, the narinder who, if he had lived, seen and experienced what the crown did, would have done the same.”
"I don't understand…"
"Maybe what Narinder wanted most in his eternal Solitude was power, and in you the crown had found it... or maybe... something else, even deeper, that would explain the miracle in your hands."
The lamb still did not understand but the crown looked at him intently, it had that determined look, which gave them comfort and assured him that they could win any battle, the look it gave him when they was afraid, or when he felt alone and cried at night.
“In your hands, you hold the piece of narinder that chose you, even over himself.”
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Hey there i hope you like it, in my head Cannon, narinder did had some feelings for the lambs since his solitude but he cared more abour vengance, yet the crown who was 24/7 with the lamb could jnot just ignore the feeling, the feeling growth, at the end the crown choosed to protect the lamb, no matter the price, and still, yeah, the crown choosed the lamb out of love and wanting to protect him, the feeling that made possible such a miracle, also being a choise by narinder (unconscious one tho) By granting them power so that them are not hurt, it means that their relationship is not one of power, of one over the other, but rather that they are on a similar level, because their power is born from the concern they have for each other.
Also, Shamura is now Clauneck's apprentice in my story, that's why they uses tarot cards!
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a list of tragic thasmin songs that’ll make you sob like a little bitch (curated by yours truly) - part 1.
the night we met - marianne beaulieu & justin beaulieu
from yaz’s perspective, post regeneration, this song to me depicts how yaz would be feeling after just having lost her version of the doctor.
“I had all of you, then most of you, some of you now none of you… I don’t know what I’m supposed to do haunted by the ghost of you… take me back to the night we met”
We know that if yaz could redo her journey with the doctor, she’d do it in a heartbeat.
the last time - taylor swift & gary lightbody
from yaz’s perceptive, set during series twelve but mainly during flux. yaz, so desperate to make this work, so desperate to be there for the doctor, her friend - maybe something more, but how hard should she have to beg for someone to let her in?
“this is the last time im asking you this, put my name at the top of your list, this is the last time im asking you why, you break my heart in the blink of an eye”
find my way back - eric arjes
from the doctors perspective. set in between the timeless children and revolution of the daleks. the one thing the doctor thought about all throughout prison was getting back to her fam, getting back to yaz. despite everything the universe has thrown at her, the doctor found her way back to yaz.
“even if you slip away, ill be holding on to you…no distance could ever tear us apart. there’s nothing that I wouldn’t do, I’ll find my way back to you”
the 1 - taylor swift
from the doctors perspective. post legend of the sea devils. perfectly captures everything the doctor feels about yaz. to the doctor, yaz is the one and if it could’ve worked out, if time weren’t a factor, it would’ve been everything she could’ve ever wanted and more.
“if my wishes came true, it would’ve been you…I have this dream you’re doing cool shit, having adventures on your own… if one thing had been different, would everything be different?”
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