Random question:
How much do you love Xiao?
oh
you
you do not know
how long i have been waiting for this question.
anon. you have barely seen the surface of my love for him. it cant be called love, at this point. no, its something more dire. something more consuming, a something that swallows one whole.
perhaps you think that you've seen enough, and perhaps, for you, that is the truth. but for i, it is merely a speculation. my "love", as you call it, is something that cannot be described with mere words. no, the very idea of such a feat is simply unthinkable. it's to the point where i am spending my time writing a bible, for xiao. come to the point where i write countless fanfictions, where i close my eyes at 4 am hoping that i may dream of his warm embrace. it is with such delusion that i am able to survive the hell we call existence, and through his presence that i am able to feel fulfilled. i dream of him, dream of his every action, waiting for the day where i may feel his hand in mine and his warm touch. awaiting the day, the day, the day...
some may say ive gone mad.
are they correct? nonono, they are not. i am sound of mind, sound of soul. if you search enough, there shall be no doubt about this fact. there is merely a difference between those who love xiao, and those who "love" xiao. it is apparent that i belong to the latter. as stated previously, a simple 4 letter word cannot express the endless wells of the affection, the obsession that i hold for such a man - nay, the perfect and godly being, he who goes by the name of "xiao."
do i believe? yes. i believe. and i shall stand here, sit, whatever it may be... i shall breathe my inhale and exhale until he appears before me, until i may be satisfied for what i have done in this lifetime... and then i will take his hand. i will take his warm hands and he will clasp his fingers amongst mine, and he will smile at me, the slightest smile, as his pristine lips begin to move as he speaks. as he forms words with that seamlessly smooth voice, one that sways the resolve of the deities themself. "you have done well. i have waited for you."
it is then that i shall cry in his arms.
but none shall witness such a sight excluding the golden eyes of his very own.
delusion? insanity? id like to think that i havent descended into such voids. it is reasonable, to hold such attention for a being as flawless as him. his name is one that holds power, prestige... one that causes the shortness of breath and the racing of hearts. he is powerful, in that way, and many others.
his beautiful eyes that resemble the warm colors of the sun, or perhaps the gilded glow of gold... something as valuable as him deserves something more. something more precious, more priceless. his gliding soft hair that ruffles in the soft breeze, the way his highlights are so striking yet appealing... how his every calculated movement stirs the hearts and souls of the masses. how his stature is fair and his demeanor is graceful. should i go on? surely you have not all the time in the world for such rambling, but thus is the truth. an undeniable truth that none should dare to refute.
and should they... to put it simply, they may just find a knife at their throat... spilling the blood of the one who dared speak ill of such a holy entity.
the pure and faultless him, xiao.
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Caught up with this week's story as a treat for getting through my bird lab final (not done yet but that was the scariest one for me) and aaaa Osiris sounds so happy about getting to crack the mystery of the Veil, I'm so happy for him- grandpa got a hobby thank fuck
(Kinda cruel of Riven to call him a 'broken warlock' too but given the state she's in and what's at stake for her + how rude Osiris was to her when she talked with him, I can't exactly blame her sjfjdj. Season of the Catty Bitches it is)
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Btw since you like mechs so much, can I recommend titanfall 2, it's one of the best movement shooters out there, also really nice mechs, especially schorch
you can absolutely recommend Titanfall 2! we absolutely love it, plus like. Ronin and Scorch are canonically dating. as well and every Northstar and her pilots
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muttering magneto is one of the most austin walker boyfriend characters to ever exist in all of popular media under my breath repeatedly
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