#rue Bennet x reader

[jazzsonly]

ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴏꜰꜰ

pairing(s): maddy perez x fem!reader (no pronouns used.)

warning(s): angst? arguing? none technically. old fic meaning old ass writing.

summary: you can't understand why Maddy won't save your failing relationship

part two. (coming soon!)

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you were laid against fezco's couch while you, him, and rue shared a blunt. tv on, with a random movie blaring from it. you don't know, you weren't really paying attention. maddy was clouding your mind as she usually did.

you had your sixth argument alone this week. you were tired—you couldn't understand. everything was fine. you were fine—more than fine, you were happy. so was maddy or at least you thought because all she seemed to do was start an argument lately. the weirdest part: she'd get even more mad when you tried to deescalate the situation and understand her.

"i think jules is cheating on me." rue announced, blowing smoke from her nose.

"oh word?" fezco let out while I was hummed in response.

was that it? was maddy cheating on you? no. you held her too high to think of her doing that.

"she’a been hanging with elliot a lottt." rue dragged her words.

"maybe you should ask her..." you trail off.

“you know, communicate.”

"yea’ that's word. communication is key." you both turn to fezco.

"when have you been in a relationship?" rue asked the question you were both thinking.

"don’t worry about me—I know a little some." you snort, you loved fez. you knew if you needed anything he had you.

"yo, there's this weird ass old guy out back." everyone looked at ashtray who held a shotgun in his hands.

"fuck, man."

fez stood and turned to both of you, "y'all should head out."

you didn't ask any questions, standing up you made your way to the door. rue behind you as well, grumbling about how she was comfortable.

"you need a ride?" you asked the Bennett.

"nah I got a bike."

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maddy's house was on the way to yours so you figured why not stop by. you weren't in the mood to argue so you thought maybe you could get her relaxed and watch a movie.

you knocked on the door a totaled or three times before her mom open it,

"y/n?" she seemed oddly surprised to see you.

"hey mrs.perez, is maddy here?"

"yeah, she's in her room." she pointed to the familiar stairs, stepping aside to let you.

you followed the route upstairs, knocking on the bedroom door twice before peaking your head in. maddy on her bed, phone to her ear. her eyes met you face and she rolled her eyes before telling whoever (assumed Cassie) on the phone she'd call them later.

"hey—I was on my way home and wanted to stop by, hope you don't min—

"come here." you followed, closing the door behind you. surprisingly, she pulled you into a hug, after placing a kiss on the corner of your mouth.

"listen, I don't wanna argu—

"were you smoking?" she questioned, sniffing your shirt that had a light scent of weed.

"yeah, just a little." you mutter already having an idea where this was going.

"you've been doing it a lot—and you've been hanging with rue."

"i’m not on that shit, maddy. just some weed and light drinking. just to relax." you huff at her accusation.

"drinking too? what? you gonna end of like my dad AND rue?" here you go.

"maddy—"

"you’re so fucking selfish." here come the insults.

“i do it because of you!" you blurt of out, voice rising.

"me? no you do because you're fucking self and only think about yourself. god—i should've known when i found you were friends with rue and fez."

you perk up, pointing your finger. “they're good people. don’t you fucking look down on them."

you weren't normally defensive but you weren't gonna let her shit talk your people.

"look, maddy, i didn't come here for this shit. so call me when you get your head on right, bro." you stood, trying to exit of the door you came in but maddy’s hand caught your wrist.

"stay."

"i just—

"we can watch a movie." she gave you doe eyes and you contemplated for a second.

if you stay you know you'd probably argue again but there's also a chance you can be civil. but that was a 75 to 35 ratio

"please, baby."

you sigh, sitting back down.

━━━ 👩🏽‍💻

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[n0vabug]

Sleeping and Bowling

Summary: Reader sleeps in and Maddy skips school to go to her house, they cuddle, go bowling, yk that kind of stuff.

This was a request btw :)

Warnings: None, it's all fluff :) Words: 1.3k

THIRD PERSON POV

Maddy walked into school that morning and immediately went to her girlfriend's locker, like normal. Maddy waited and waited. No (Y/N). She thought it was kind of weird since (Y/N) rarely ever missed school. Even though she wouldn't say it out loud at the moment, she was a bit worried that (Y/N) hadn't bolted through the school doors to hug her. Maddy eventually walked away, she went to look for Jules to ask her if she knew where (Y/N) was. It turns out (Y/N) was actually perfectly fine. She was just overslept that morning and when she woke up, she just decided to stay home since she would've been late anyways. Jules and (Y/N) had always been close. Jules was the second person (Y/N) came out too and also the second person who knew (Y/N) liked Maddy, but the first, was Lexi. (Y/N) was also pretty close to Lexi as they both had similar personalities. Lexi and (Y/N) had been friends since primary school (first grade to be specific). Lexi knew about (Y/N) liking Maddy since they started High school, and the second Maddy and (Y/N) started dating, Lexi was thrilled, like jumping up and down and continuously hugging (Y/N).

"Hey bitch, do you know where my Girlfriend is?" Maddy asked the blonde

"Yeah, she just texted me and said that she slept in today so she's just saying home." Jules responded and chuckled a bit at the end. She found it kind of funny since (Y/N) never sleeps in and is always on time.

"I'm gonna kill her." Maddy said obviously joking, which made Jules laugh.

Maddy decided to leave school and spend the day with her girlfriend, she wanted to take her bowling that night, and maybe watch a movie with her, Maddy literally wanted to do anything with her. They both really loved each other, (Y/N) was always doing kind gestures, showing Maddy every love language and giving Maddy all her love. Maddy on the other hand loved it, she was more of a physical touch quality time of person though, but every time (Y/N) showed any type of love to Maddy, she always said, "Ew (Y/N), that's like really gay." after that, (Y/N) would just give Maddy a look of confusion and say, "Aren't you literally gay?" The first that time Maddy did this, (Y/N) didn't realize she was joking and was upset because she thought Maddy didn't want to be with her, which led Maddy into explaining that it was all a big joke and she didn't mean it and a lot of cuddles and kisses from her. Maddy obviously wasn't homophobic, she never has been.

Maddy left the school and immediately drove to (Y/N's) place. Maddy got to her house, walked up to the door and knocked. (Y/N's) mom answered the door, she was one of the nicest people Maddy had met, next to (Y/N) of course.

"Oh hi Maddy!"

"Hello Mrs. (L/N), is (Y/N) here?" Maddy questioned the older woman

"Yep, she overslept, but she is just hanging out in her room if you want to come in. Do you need anything?" (Y/N's) mom said while opening the door more so Maddy could come inside.

"No I'm fine, thank you though!" Maddy said with a smile on her face. (Y/N) and her mom were both genuinely nice people, that's what Maddy liked about there house, it was sweet.

Maddy knocked on (Y/N's) door, and before (Y/N) could even say "come in", Maddy had already walked in.

"Oh hey Mads, I didn't know you were-" Maddy cut (Y/N) off by pressing a soft kips to her lips, but sadly, the kiss didn't last long. "Well, that's one way to say hello" said (Y/N) laughing.

"Well if I'm being completely honest, you make it very hard for me to like not miss you." Said Maddy, and before (Y/N) could get a word out, Maddy spoke up again. "Oh also tonight, you should like totally come bowling with me, Kat, Ethan, and Jules, and then you and me come back to your house and have a sleepover, if it's okay with you."

"That sounds like a great idea, also you basically live here, Mads, and I love it when you stay, you don't have to ask me." (Y/N) said with a smile. Maddy just smiled and admired her girlfriend for a minute before cupping her cheeks and pulling her in for another kiss, this time one that lasted a bit longer, Maddy melted into this kiss as she felt the warmth of her girlfriends lips flow perfectly against her lips. After a few minutes they both pulled away, out of breath.

"Come on let's get ready for tonight."

"We still have 7 hours Maddy."

"Well I want to make sure we both look perfect and I want to do your makeup." Maddy said with a grin on. her face

"You know I don't like a ton of makeup Mads." (Y/N) responded "Why don't we like relax for a bit before getting ready, we don't need 7 hours."

"Ugh fine, can I do a little makeup at least, also if we're relaxing then we're cuddling." Maddy said with a satisfied smile on her face.

"Fine you can do a little bit of makeup." (Y/N) said which made Maddy smile. (Y/N) laid down and patted the spot next to her for Maddy. Maddy laid on (Y/N's) chest and buried her head in the crook of (Y/N's) neck. Maddy's arms were around (Y/N's) waist while (Y/N's) arms were on Maddy's back. The two laid like this for a while until they both fell asleep.

(Y/N) woke up and immediately panicked, not knowing what time it was and not realizing they both fell asleep. "Shit, shit, shit" she said, which woke Maddy up.

"What time is it?" (Y/N) asked in a panicked voice which worried Maddy a bit.

"Calm down baby, it's only 12:14." Maddy responded in a reassuring voice, which caused (Y/N) to let out a heavy breath that she didn't realize she was holding in, showing that she was relived.

"Wait, how the hell did we sleep for 4 hours." (Y/N) asked confused

"I don't know, but let's get ready, bowling is at 5."

"Okay Mads, we can get ready." (Y/N) said with a smile and kissed Maddy's forehead.

~~~Really short time-skip~~~

The two girls changed into their outfits, Maddy finished her makeup, and was adding finishing touches to (Y/N's), she was sitting down while Maddy straddled her lap.

"Can I add diamonds to it?"

"Sure, why not." (Y/N) said smiling

Maddy put a few diamonds on (Y/N's) face and smiled as she added the last one. "Okay, I'm done, what do you think?" Maddy moved off of (Y/N) as she got up and walked towards the mirror.

"You know, I'm not the biggest fan of makeup, but when you do it, I love it." (Y/N) said which made Maddy smile and pull her into a warm embrace.

"Come on let's go." Maddy said while grabbing her bag and intertwining her hand with (Y/N's) and dragging her to the car.

Maddy was always the one driving, she loved to treat (Y/N) like the passenger princess, Maddy loved to give her the aux, which is rare because Maddy doesn't even let Kat or Cassie (when they were still friends) control the music, but she loves (Y/N) so it didn't matter.

Both girls had arrived, they met up with Kat, Jules, and Ethan, they went bowling for a couple hours until they eventually were tired of it. Maddy and (Y/N) parted ways with the others and drove back to (Y/N's) house. They both took showers, put their pajamas on, and did whatever they had to do to get ready for bed. (Y/N) let Maddy pick a movie as they both laid on her bed, in the same position they were earlier. Maddy couldn't even see the movie because of the position she was in, but she didn't care.

"Hey, Mads?"

"Yeah?"

"I love you"

"I love you too (Y/N)" Maddy says, as she leans up and kisses (Y/N) on the forehead.

A/N I DON'T KNOW IF THIS IS WHAT YOU WANTED AND STUFF BUT HERE IT IS. IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT THEN JUST LMK AND TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT ME TO FIX :). I HAD FUN WRITING THIS THOUGH. LMK IF YOU HAVE ANY MORE REQUESTS, THEY ARE ALWAYS OPEN AND IM LIKE NEVER BUSY EVER 😭😭. BUT YEAH LMK IF YOU WANT ANYTHING TO BE FIXED IN THIS OR IF ITS NOT WHAT YOU WERE LOOKING FOR.

#maddy perez x reader #maddy perez #cassie howard x reader #jules vaughn x reader #kat hernandez x reader #lexi howard x reader #rue bennet x reader #euphoria

[ch3rrysuck3r]

Here for you

Fezco had know Y/N since the first grade. They never used to talk, unless they sat next to each other in class, and then they would only talk about school and assignments. Eventually, they grew up and Fez stopped attending school. She thought about reaching out to see if he was okay, but decided against it when she realized that: 1- she did not had any way of contacting him; and 2- it was, quite frankly, none of her business. So that was that, for a while. Until she became best friends with Lexi, who sometimes hanged out with Cassie and her friends. And they knew Fez, so, consequently, her and Lex also did. He recognized Y/N immediately and even went up to hug her. They started hanging out a lot and eventually started dating, which was a surprise to all of us. They were complete fucking opposites who somehow complimented each other. I had seen her around his house sometimes and she was one of the nicest people I'd ever met, and treated me like we'd known each other for ages despite not having had an actual conversation.

Fez and I lay resting on his bed after a long morning of doing absolutely nothing. A blunt hangs from his lips, the smoke creating a bubble around us. My arms are wrapped around his torso and our legs intertwine, yearning for proximity.

As I'm about to kiss him, loud knocks coming from downstairs startle us both. We look at each other worryingly, and I grow afraid that Mouse is popping by for a surprise visit.

He seems to notice my fear, because he sprints out the room before I can even get up. I do so, reluctantly, and follow his path downstairs.

"C'mon man, don't be a dick." I hear a familiar voice coming from outside.

"Rue?" They both turn to look at me standing at the bottom of the stairs. Fez offers me his hand and pulls me closer to him.

"Nah, I'm serious...you can't come in."

"Look man, all I- all I need is just like, a few OC's"

"Sorry, I can't help-"

"Fez, I've had a fucked up day. This is all I'm asking, okay? I just need you to open the door for me, okay?"

"Nah, man..." He nervously runs his hands through his buzz, trying not to glance at her.

"Just open the door, man." Her palms push the metal door, making the sound echo all throughout the house. "Just open the fucking door. C'mon, tell him, Y/N."

She hopefully looks at me, and I look down, gulping.

"I'm sorry, Rue."

"Nah, you both gon' do me like that? Fuck you, man."

"I'm not gon' help you kill yourself, man. I'm sorry, but you can't be comin' here no more."

He starts closing the door and Rue pushes herself against it, in a worthless attempt to break it down.

"Fez, I'm begging you just to open the door." Her fist meets the metal, again. "You're full of shit, man."

Fez's forehead rests on my shoulder, my hand soothingly rubs against his back, trying to comfort him somehow.

"You know you make your living off of selling drugs to teenagers. And know, all of the sudden you wanna have a fucking moral high ground? You're a fucking dropped out drug dealer, you know that?"

I stand on my tip toes and wrap my arms around his neck. His' hug me by the waist, pulling me closer.

"You're a fucking dropped out drug dealer with seven functioning fucking brain cells. Open the door!"

Her scream makes me jump and I feel Fez's breath hitching against my neck.

"Open the door!"

"I can't do it, I-"

"Open the door! Open the door! Open the door!" Rue's voice breaks and my heart clenches.

I hear sobbing before she speaks again. "You did this to me, Fez. You fucking ruined my life so the least you could do is open the goddamn door and fiz it!"

"C'mon, let's go." I tug his hand, leading him back upstairs.

"If you don't open this door right now, I swear to- I swear to God, I will fucking hate you 'till the day I die."

"I'm sorry." He says from halfway up the stairs and she seems to hear because she high-pitchedly screams.

I make him lay on top of me once we reach the bed. His head lays on my chest and my fingers run through his head.

"It's okay, she didn't mean it."

"I know." He says, but I hear him breathe out in relief anyways.

"I love you."

"I love you, too. Thank you for everything."

I smile and kiss his forehead, drifting into relaxation.

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A few days have gone by since the encounter with Rue and Fez dragged me to a Halloween party he wanted to try and sell stuff in.

I had been invited, but didn't plan on coming. However, Lexi had also insisted she wanted someone to be with. Which was a total lie because we'd arrived less than half an hour ago and she'd already disappeared from my side.

Fez and I are sitting on a couch outside, and he is just finishing a deal when I see Rue walking towards us.

"Hey, babe." I motion my head to her direction and Fez's eyes follow.

We watch as she sits down on the other side of the sofa. I start getting up from Fezco's lap but Rue is quick to talk.

"You can stay." She offers me nod and I smile at her.

"It's fine, I think you two should talk." I turn towards Fez.

"I'm going to go find Lex, look for me when you're done." I give him a wink and he sweetly smiles, eyes twinkling.

I start walking away, but decide to stop in front of Rue.

"You look amazing, Rue Rue." She looks up at me and smiles, seemingly still embarrassed after our interaction. Still, I reassure her by gently grabbing her head and placing a kiss against her temple.

As I make my way back to the house, I hear Rue's voice talking to Fezco.

"She's an angel."

"Yeah...she is."

#euphoria #euphoria x reader #fezco #fez #fezco x reader #fez x reader #rue bennett #lexi howard #cassie howard #rue bennet x reader #lexi howard x reader #euphoria x you #euphoria x fem!reader #euphoria x y/n #fez x y/n #fezco x y/n #fezco x you

[slut4sugu]

— 𝐒𝐎𝐒. 𝟏𝟎𝟎 𝐅𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑 𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓 !

─── . ༶ ⋆˙⊹❀ ♡ SOME WORDS FROM KAM: I just want to thank all of your for 100+ followers! It has been so much fun writing for you all and I greatly appreciate the support! So now I hope you all enjoy this milestone event!!

─── . ༶ ⋆˙⊹❀ ♡ SOME WARNINGS: some of these works will have mature content so minors Dni! I will label the ones that are sfw and nsfw, happy reading and thank you all so much again!

Here is SZA’s full SOS album in case you wanna listen to it however you want </3

NO.1 - SOS.

MDNI !

I CAN DO YOU BETTER [feat!] hobie brown

Lyrics : bestfriend!hobie x black fem reader, readers ex on the phone, fingering, hobie being evil </3, use of names like: doll, pretty thing, princess, cunnilingus, cursing, mentions of weed and alcohol use, bit of a slow burn

Summary: Your bestfriend hobie comforts you after getting broken up over the phone with your ex, and gives you the treatment you’ve always deserved.

NO. 2 - KILL BILL.

MDNI !

Come Back Darlin feat! [feat!] rue Bennett

Lyrics : ex!rue x fem!black reader, mentions smoking, makeout session, rue being slightly sappy, thigh riding, being almost caught by Gia, fluff at the end </3, cursing

Summary: you broke up with rue because her addiction was too concerning and you felt as though she would never change no matter what you said to her. After an argument you broke up, though as weeks then months passed rue started to realized your her drug. The strongest there fuckin is.

NO. 3 - SEEK & DESTROY.

BULLSEYE [feat!] assassin Toji x fem!black reader

Lyrics: Toji being hot as usual, reader having to treat his scars, suggestiveness, fluff, use of the name: doll, pretty, baby, princess, ma, toji being a sweetheart, use of guns, cursing.

Summary: you didn’t know what toji specifically did for work until you started to put pieces together, the excessive guns, weaponry, especially the scars. Then one night your boyfriend of 2 years sat you down an told you everything.

NO. 4 - LOW.

SHOW OFF [ feat!] 42!miles x fem!blackreader

Lyrics: miles being protective of you as per usual, jealousy themes, cursing, rio being suspicious, slight angst then fluff, reader being worried for miles, miles spoiling reader, slight suggestiveness

Summary: you found out that miles was the prowler, and assured him you would still want to be with him despite what he does as a ‘job’. But because you know he makes your relationship a secret, so that not even uncle Aron would know.

NO. 5 - SMOKING ON MY EX PACK.

MDNI !

F*CK OFF [ feat!] suna x fem!black reader

Lyrics: atsumu being a dick, angst to fluff, smoking, stoner suna, skipping school, alottt of cursing, fighting between atsumu n suna, suna being a sweetheart to reader, cheating themes, mentions of a abusive relationship between atsumu and reader

Summary: After a long awaited break up with a toxic atsumu, you struggle to love yourself again. So your old friend comes to ease your mental pain, and real ease some tension.

NO. 6 GOOD DAYS.

MDNI !

MY HEART [ feat!] ? x fem!black reader (it’s a surprise <33)

Lyrics: ? being an absolute sweetheart, use of vibrator, slight age gap, reader is in her late 20’s and ? is in her early 30’s, cunnilingus, edging, aftercare, use of names: Honey, princess, sweetheart, baby

Summary: ? met you one day at a concert and couldn’t take her eyes off your cute outfit for the whole show, after getting your insta, meet ups begin to happen in discreet locations and reserved buildings before turning into stays in her penthouse.

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[bumblesimagines]

❛ i just wanted to make sure you’re okay. ❜

- Rue Bennett

❛ i just wanted to make sure you’re okay.

Pronouns for Y/N: Any/Gender neutral

Tapping mindlessly through Instagram stories, you watched video after video pop up. The play had taken a dramatic and hectic turn midway through when Nate Jacobs stormed off and Cassie Howard interrupted the play in some desperate attempt to put a stop to it. In the end, she'd been run off by her former friends and the play had continued. At least, that's what you had gathered from all the posts.

The play hadn't been on your list of things to do, especially when your ex and her new beau would be in attendance. Despite their relationship having only recently gone public, Cassie Howard had gone from being the sweet, meek, kind-hearted girl that had made your heart flutter since grade school to a shell of her former self. Another one of Nate Jacobs victims. It'd only be a matter of time before they continued the break-up then make-up cycle.

Sighing heavily, you shut your phone off and tossed it aside in hopes of finding something else to occupy your mind. Your eyes scanned the room, lingering on forgotten homework and scattered clothes. Before you could debate which task to do first, the soft sound of something clattering against the window. You waited a moment, hearing it again and again.

Rising from the bed and approaching the window, you thrusted the curtains open and peered down, spotting the girl immediately. She waved her hands at you and smiled widely. Finally having your attention, Rue made her way toward the fence and climbed on, pausing briefly when it wobbled.

"Rue- Oh, my god." You pushed the window up and stuck your head out, watching her attempt to balance herself on the fence. "You know I can just open the door for you, right?"

"Nah, I got this!" Rue nodded to herself and stuck her arms out once she got her footing. The gap between the fence and the side of the house couldn't be considered large by any means but for someone like Rue, it'd be quite the leap.

"The door is right around the corner, Rue. I just need to go downstairs-" Before you could continue, she made the leap, hands successfully gripping onto the window ledge while her legs kicked out wildly. A string of muttered curses and huffs left your lips as you helped pull the teenager in through the window and onto your bedroom floor.

"What are you doing here, Rue?" You breathed, watching her stand and dust herself off as if she hadn't borderline forced her way into your home.

"You weren't at the play," She breathed and adjusted her flannel before brushing some curls out of her face. "I just wanted to make sure you’re okay. You know... considering..."

"Considering you knew my girlfriend was cheating on me and only exposed her for your own benefit?"

Rue winced and nodded, a soft sigh escaping her. "I'm sorry. I-I should've told you sooner... I fucked up. I fucked everything up and I know it might be a little too late but I'm hoping we can fix things. I want... I want us to be close again. You, me, and Lexi. I can't remember the last time we all hung out. I miss you."

"You're clean?" You couldn't help but ask. Her addiction had gotten in the way too many times for you to allow her back in without some suspicion.

"Yeah," She nodded, giving a weak smile. "And I'm for real gonna try to stay clean. I promise."

#x reader #x you #x y/n #x male reader #x gender neutral reader #x female reader #rue bennett #rue bennett x reader #rue Bennett x male reader #rue bennet x reader #rue Bennett x female reader #euphoria #euphoria x fem!reader #euphoria x reader #euphoria x y/n #euphoria x you #euphoria x male reader

[bouncybongfairy]

Shits and Giggles

Rue Bennett x Fem Reader

Summary: You become Rue's rebound from Jules; you are aware from the beginning that this wasn't a serious relationship. However, what happened in your bed with her seemed pretty momentous.

Word Count: 2k+

Trigger Warning: Smut and Drugs

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Ever since you first saw Rue, you knew you were going to get close with her. She was a beautiful mentally ill druggie and what could you say, that was your type. You guys really gravitated to each other because of your issues. It's easy to be with someone who is struggling the same as you because you don't have to explain things that are unhealthy yet normal. It was nice not having someone judge you for your depression room or wanting to rot in bed. Not to mention drinking or getting high with someone who wasn't doing it to post online. It's not like you didn't know that this was toxic, you just didn't care. Both of you had people in your life that lectured you daily. People who were always gazing at you with disappointed eyes. You were each other's escape from that, and that meant a lot to the both of you. 

You met her when you were skipping class in the bathroom smoking. She asked you for a couple of puffs off the blunt, which you gave her. You complained about how teachers would seem to pick on the kids whom they knew didn't pay attention. You asked if she wanted to ditch with you and she was more than happy to do so. You walked the 30 minutes to your house, Rue asked you if your parents would be home and this is when you told her your mom had died. She didn't say much about her dad dying but she did let you know. There was no need to explain because you both knew what it was like. Like a mutual agreement not to acknowledge each other's suffering. It was the first time you'd ever snorted a pill. You were nervous, like super scared but she talked you through everything which made you feel comforted. You turned on Jersey Shore and laid in bed together, just zoning out. You had a swamp cooler that directly faced your bed, which made the room ice cold. This brought you two closer underneath the blankets. 

After taking a nap, Rue FaceTimed her mom to show she was at a friend's house. You sat at your desk with your laptop and pretended to be working on homework. This made you both burst into laughter once she hung up. Your dad came home from his 16 hour shift and greeted you before going to bed. You shared the burger king that he brought home for dinner. When Rue lit the blunt in the middle of eating, you knew she was going to be a bad habit. The one time you did that in front of someone they called you disgusting for doing so. When she did this so nonchalantly, it really left an impression on you. 

"I think we're going to be great together," you said, stuffing your face with the golden fries.

"Are you sure about that?" she asked to take a drag before taking a bite of her burger. 

"If you let us be then yeah," you said, taking the blunt from her. 

Ever since then, you two were pretty much inseparable. It was definitely weird at times; once, you were walking down the hall hand in hand with Rue and passed Jules. It made you feel bad, especially because you knew that they were together when she was sober. It made you feel inferrer a bit, like Jules got the real Rue. You never brought this up to her, because you didn't want to scare her off. You also were doing drugs with her so it felt a bit hypocritical to say anything about that. 

You were sitting in the cafeteria with Rue, picking at your lunches. You were trying to finish a math assignment that was due next period. Rue was drawing things like bongs and weed flowers, knowing it would distract you because it had to be raised. She kept laughing when you would playfully scold her for doing so. 

"It's just a piece of paper," she would taunt you.

"iT's jUsT a PiEcE oF PaPer," you would mimic. 

She laughed and continued until you finished the last equation and raised the last doodle. You kissed her on the cheek and she hung her head down giggling to herself. You practically huffed half a cart down in the bathroom before entering the cafeteria. She pulled your chair closer and nudged you with her shoulder. The bell rang shortly after, you got up and threw both of your trays away and started walking towards your class. Rue pulled you by the arm into the bathroom, the one with the scratched mirror behind the E-building. None of the girls used it to actually go to the restroom because they couldn't examine themselves obsessively in the mirror. She helped you sit on the edge of the sink, resting each hand on either side of you. 

"And where did you think you were going?" she asked.

"5th period," you responded rhetorically. 

"Why don't we go to your place and uh, have some fun? she stated more than asked. 

"You won't get in trouble?" you asked.

"I'll think of an excuse letter," she said, giving you a kiss before helping you down. 

You guys took the bus back to your place, neither of you wanted to walk the distance. Once you were home you went back to your bedroom and cranked the AC on. Rue complained about the icebox of a room you have which made you laugh; there was no way you were turning it off. You went to your closet and pulled out your half drank bottle of Kirkland vodka. You went into the kitchen and grabbed a tall glass and filled it with ice before heading back into the room. You pour a good amount of alcohol into it, letting it chill for a minute. 

"You're so high maintenance, why don't you drink it out of the bottle?" she asked. 

"Well sorry if I don't want my entire chest and throat burning after the first shot," you said, walking over to her and kissing her forehead. When you walked back to strain the liquor into the shot glasses, she followed. 

"Seriously this seems excessive," she said, wrapping her arms around your waist from behind. 

"Quit your bitchin' and take this with me," you said, turning around and handing her the tiny glass. You quickly cheer and both tip your head back. 

You pull away from her and go digging in your backpack, grinning from ear to ear once you feel the plastic baggie. When you pull it out, you show Rue she matches your grin. It was two tabs of acid that had a faint picture of the Rick and Morty logo, barely visible due to the discolorations. It didn't take long to kick in, well it did but due to the second and third shot it didn't feel that long. You were both giggling and dancing with each other around your room. Knocking each other over every once in a while, landing on the bed. You would quickly recover once a song motivated you both enough to start dancing again. You were feeling light, like your head could lift you off the ground. Rue kept running her hands through your hair which would make you shiver. Rue kept wanting to do a line but you eventually found another way to distract her. 

The last time you fell on the bed you ended up face to face, rubbing each other's foreheads together. She kept running her hands down your arm and the exposed skin on your side. She kept mumbling about how soft you were. Hearing this come for her was making your stomach flip. Somewhere between cuddling and rubbing against one another you start to make out. She was laying on her back and you were straddling her. You were holding her head in your hands as you kissed. She quickly sits up which catches you off guard. You pull your tee-shirt off and get slightly embarrassed when you are reminded of the fact that you didn't have a bra on. She stared at your chest for a while before taking your nipple into her mouth. You let out a moan and let her pull you as she let her back fall against your mattress. You pull away and tug at her sweat pants, she takes the hint and helps you take them off. You smirk and take your shorts off, you start grinding against her. You hover back over her and start to give her a hickey on her neck. She starts playing with your chest as you do this. This made it harder to kiss her neck because you were moaning so much. 

"Fuck you look like a pornstar," Rue said flipping you over and shoving her hand into your panties. 

She started playing with your clit, using her middle finger. You bury your face into her neck and let out a couple moans. If she already thought you looked like a pornstar so you might as well sound the part. You were completely soaked, this was the first time you'd ever done anything like this with rue. The sexual tension between you had been building for so long, that even hearing her voice sometimes made you melt. It was nice to have a sexual experience with someone and not worry about how you looked or came across as. She continued to stroke you, arched you back and buckled your hip up every once in a while. You tried kissing her but you were in such a state of pleasure that your lips were just pressed together slightly. It was like she was trying to eat your moans. You pull away from her right before your climax. 

 "Do.. you wanna, uh.. 69?" you asked, trying to catch your breath.

"Yeah but only if you're on top of me," she said. 

"You're sinister for that," you said, getting on top. 

"And much more," she said, smacking you with what felt like all the strength she had. 

When you started eating her out, you were pleased to feel that she was just as wet as you. You were kind of worried that she might not be as into you as you are her but that thought quickly left. You start flicking your tongue slowly, slowly increasing your pace as she did the same. She penetrated you with her fingers which made you gasp and press yourself onto her face. When you did this, she smacked your ass with both hands causing you to squeal. You tried to keep your rhythm but you were finding this hard because of how close you were getting. You were full on riding her face and fingers at this point. You could tell that Rue was getting close because he rhythm was becoming spotty. As you started to cum, you could feel her clit harden slightly. This was just enough encouragement to keep going instead of sitting up and going full cowgirl on her face. You both rode out your orgasm before you fell back next to her on the bed. 

You grabbed your tee-shirt and wiped her face off before doing the same to yourself. You both looked over at each other and couldn't help but burst out laughing. Not because it was awkward, more likely from the drugs that were still in your system. You both change into different clothes before cuddling back in bed. Rue had fallen asleep for a while while you played with her hair. You noticed some of her curls sticking to her neck because she was so sweaty. You grabbed a hair tie and pulled all her hair into a bun. Every once in a while you would plant a kiss on her forehead or nose. She was holding onto by the waist, you woke her up to ask if her arm was losing circulation from being underneath you. 

"Don't wake me up to ask stupid shit like that again," she grumbled. Right as she finished the sentence, there was a hard knock at the door which made both of you jump. 

"Dinner's on the counter!" your dad shouted through the door, when you both looked over and saw the panicked expression on each other's faces you both started laughing.

#euphoria #euphoria fanfic #rue bennet x reader #rue bennett x fem reader #rue bennett smut #rue euphoria #jules euphoria #smut fanfiction

[kaicubus]

Robbers | Rue Bennett

warnings ✩° : angst. literally so much angst, numbness, crying, saying things you don't mean, break up?, drug mentions, toxic relationship, no happy ending...unless?

pairing ✩° : rue bennett x fem!reader

premise ✩° : dating someone who doesn't want to be fixed is difficult on its own, so when you're faced with the opportunity to leave for your own good, you can’t decide.

word count ✩° : 3.7k

authors note ✩° : i actually...did not want to write this LOL bc it hurts me so much.  i’m getting back into the swing of things so forgive me if it’s a little rough. also i’m writing this as i’m listening to the song and crying so a bit of yummy raw feelings here!!

now playing : Robbers by the 1975

Rue had a face straight out a magazine. Hell, she could even be a model if she wanted to.That’s one thing you knew all too well about your girlfriend, she was perfect. In the past, you remember how you would tie back her curly hair and style it in high ponytails and buns, loving the feeling of those stringy locks pressing into your skin and wrapping around your fingers. Though the memory is well faded way now, there was not much of that Rue left at all. On the surface, Rue looked as if she were on the verge of death either from exhaustion or overdose, and past the surface it wasn't much different.  You had done everything in your power to keep your girlfriend afloat, holding her hand through life no matter how much she used you or wrung you out.

Everybody around you saw how much being in a relationship with someone who shouldn't even be in one was severely taking a toll on you, but you stood by Rue and defended her. For the longest time you've been irrevocably in love with her, but your rose colored glasses would soon come off mistake after mistake after each time Rue would find a way to neglect you and refuse your help. It was hard to swallow the fact all your calls were either declined or ignored, and that all your texts were left on delivered or opened, but you told yourself all you had to do was be patient. After all, throughout your relationship with Rue, that’s all it was : being patient. There was no winning with her, and it took you 5 years for it to click in your mind.

Well now that you've got your gun It's much harder now the police have come.

The silence is deafening. This whole time, you've been at war inside your head, one side screaming at you to leave Rue and the other trying to beg and convince yourself to stay. You didn't admit it, but you were losing the battle with your own self. Rue hadn't even noticed you zone out and had instead been dragging long, listless breaths from a joint Fezco had gave her to ‘help with her withdrawal’ which was bullshit at its finest. You knew it was just an act to think you had Rue under your radar when really she was way out of the boundaries. It infuriated you how your own girlfriend played you like a fool; it was insulting in every possible way you'd look at it. She treated you like you were stupid and oblivious to drug use and anything of the sort, however thanks to her and Fez you know everything about it.

Rue flicks her lighter open and the warm light floods the midnight air and heats up the cold air around you both. You check your phone, 12:09 pm, it’s late and you're slowly getting tired but you still have something to say before the feeling of emptiness growing larger and larger swallows you whole. You just don't know how to bring it up. Even thinking about it was similar to that of slowly prying each and every single one of your fingernails off, you didn't even want to think of it. Thing is, right now, Rue looks so peaceful. Maybe its because all of her attention is glued onto the tight joint, rolled between her fingers and getting a clean breath of smoke in. She looked perfect.

That’s when you decide to break the silence, as comforting as it was, the feeling of descending dread resting on your shoulders is too much to handle and you just have to get it off your chest.

“Rue...”  your voice catches her attention and she gives you a quick side glance as an answer. Disappointment curls your lip and you realize this conversation might not go the way you want, but then again, what option do you have? This was far more than a normal conversation and far more than you ever had to deal with.

Despite her lack of answer, you continue, “Can we talk?” Its cliche but there's no better way to bring it up.

She mumbles in response. You can tell she doesn't have a care in the world to listen to you talk, that's one of the many reasons why you feel not seen or heard.

“Please, Rue. Its important.”

She parts her lips carelessly, “Fuck, Y/n I’m listening, ok? Go on.”

You back into a defensive posture and roll your shoulders back just enough for her to see your eyes, to even get a glimpse of your guilt or your hurt. But her lax tells you all you need to know. She wasn't going to care, just like everything, she didn't care about you at all. Just like that time where you had gotten an A on a test you really studied your ass of for and she didn't show any trace of enthusiasm, or the time you got your drivers license and she barley bat an eye, or the time she ignored you all night just to pay attention to anime Ramona Flowers Jules. You couldn't even remember the last time she was genuinely happy for you or interested in what you had to say.

But if you just take off your mask, You'd find out everything's gone wrong.

“I want to break up.”

...

“What?” she asks, hardly taking you seriously, “Break up?”

Instead of dismissing her like you usually would do, you nod, “Yeah.” You cant even bring yourself to look at her. This is new territory for both of you, so each approach couldn’t be guaranteed a positive or negative reaction; like a leap of faith, you just had to seize the chance.

Your eyes flicker into hers and almost immediately your heart sinks deep past the rest of your organs harbored in your chest. Almost as if she had looked at you in slow motion, time had thickened and the look in her eyes lingered deep inside your soul with her down turned brows speaking volumes.

“What?” her voice hushes into the night sky and suddenly you see your eyes glisten in the reflection of her wide eyes.

“I…” you try and speak but your throat closes up, “I…We…Rue…”

The light of her joint dims and lights up again, casting a warm shadow on Rue’s cold finger tips.

“Have you noticed, we don’t fit like we used to?” You ask.

Rue brings her knees close to her chin and kisses the raggedy denim of her jeans, “How far back are you saying?”

“The very start.”

“Well, the very start was a while ago, I don’t even remember that far.” She pushes her lips out in thought and does everything in her power to avoid your burning gaze. All she can think about is just how fucked she knows this conversation will end up. There’s no way out.

“I’ve been wanting to talk to you about this for a while. I don’t think there’s any good way to say it.” You let out a sigh and roll your head up to the starlit sky, “I want to break up with you.”

She stays silent and allows you to speak your mind, though you’d hope she’d interrupt and fight for her place as your girlfriend.

“These past few months have been really hard, and I don’t know what’s going on. You’re not talking to me and you’re not even answering my calls. I feel like a ghost, Rue. It’s like you don’t even care about me ever since Jules.”

That name alone made Rue shudder in disgust.

“I really wanted this to work. It’s been working so far. But, I cant even force myself to believe it’s working anymore. I feel like my whole life, I’ve been forced to look after you—like it was my identity.” you fidget your thumbs in circles, still hoping she’d interject to cut you off or something, “You’ve lied to me more times that I know, screamed bloody murder at me when I told you not to shove bottles of pills down your throat, you’ve even attempted to steal my own medication I need to get through my panic attacks to get high. But it didn’t matter because I loved you.” your eyes meet hers, “D-Did you even love me?”

She picks her head up from hiding in the safety of her kneecaps and looks at you, how your eyes are now well damp with tears sloshing over your waterline and how your lips are quivering in heartache.

“There wasn’t a moment in my life where I ever thought about not loving you, Y/n.”

“How?” you choke, “How can you say that and show me nothing to back yourself up with? What have you done for me besides make me hate myself? I thought I could help you get through your addiction but no matter what I tried, you pushed me away. Was I even good enough to be an outlet for you?”

Her legs fall back down to their original position and she uses her palms to push herself closer to you. Rue isn’t good at comforting people, she barley even knew how to comfort herself, but through the countless times you’ve done it, she wraps her arms around your shoulders and instinctively pulls you into a deep embrace.

Tears finally escape their confinement as the sudden force pushes you back just enough for them to spill out of your eyes. Just as suddenly, you find yourself crying; Sobbing, even. She doesn’t kiss you, though she wishes she could, maybe it would’ve soothed you, but hugging you is all she thinks to do.

Your choice was inevitable, the end of your relationship was bound to happen, but neither of you expected it to end the way that it does. Still. She hoped you’d give her one more time. Just one more fight.

“Why?” you mumble against her shoulder, “Why are you doing this? Why now?” grief clogs your throat and drowns your words in overwhelming dejection.

“I don’t know.” She says truthfully, “I don’t feel good about this either. I just, wanted you to stop crying.”

You sniffle and pull away, wiping your eyes, “Right. I’ve-Ive tried helping you Rue, you can’t say I haven’t.” silent tears glide down your cheeks.

“No, Y/n. You were always there, always.”

God only knows but you'll never leave her.

In an attempt to gather yourself, you rub the thin, red fabric of your sleeve across your eyes — smearing your cheap mascara you had put on haphazardly before you even came here with Rue. Clumps of black product feathers across your lashes and runs down your cheek that you hastily smear clean-ish.

“You’ve done more than anyone has.” she wipes her tears numbly, “I-I can’t even be mad at you right now because I seriously deserve this. I deserve to be punished after all the shit I put you through—I knew what I was doing and I knew you’d forgive me. But it all piled up and now, now its like--Fuck!” she sobs, “I’m sorry I’m crying, I can’t control it right now and if I could I wouldn't be because I want to have a normal conversation with you like a person but I —” she manages to choke on her own tears.

Your heart squeezes for her. All this time, Rue would only ever show her emotions to her bedroom ceiling; it was rare for you or even her sister Gia to see her most vulnerable side. But right in this very moment, seeing her shed her hard rock exterior, it baffles you that she could even be capable of such emotion. Whenever she was confronted about her behavior in her life, she reacted violently with rapid pacing and shoving, hitting and screaming. Maybe it was because of the weed, but when she looks at you with such soft eyes it reminds you of the Rue you've always known — the Rue who would never hurt you.

Anybody in a situation like yours would’ve given up, and one thing about that is true. For as long as you had struggled keeping your head afloat in the raging sea of Rue Bennett, your time had come and it was finally time to stop kicking and sink. As much as you didn’t want to, you couldn’t deny the weight of it all on your shoulders.

Her fingertips find her eye sockets and press into them as if she’s trying to dig out her tear ducts to stop them from crying and blurring her vision. “I’m sorry. ‘M sorry I’m such a bad girlfriend. I’ll try harder next time please — please let there be a next time, Y/n. I cant have this be like Jules.”

“This isn’t like Jules. Rue, what we have is NOT like what you had with her. Ok?” you gently rub her tears away and guide her hands into yours, “I love you, so fucking much. And you know how much it hurts me to see you so hurt over this…which is why I think we need this. You need this. I need this.”

Rue bites her lip and shakes her head, “No, please please please,” she sniffles, “Please, Y/n don’t leave me. I need you.”

You turn your head to the side, causing your tears to gloop to one side and slosh out, “I know you, Rue. You’re going to be fine.”

“Stay…” she says, finally able to slow down and catch her breath, “Stay, stay...”

“Rue…” you look down, “Can you promise me something?”

Rue’s tongue darts out to wet her lips and catch her tears free falling onto her cupid’s bow, “Y-Yeah?”

You stare directly at her and soften your eyes—as if they weren’t soft enough—and gently cup her cheek in the palm of your hand. The sensation was too familiar for Rue to ignore and suddenly she’s flashed back to the first time something like this happened. Back when everything was still new to the both of you. She had just finished screaming at you, and you had remained patient despite such horrible things being said, but you understood her feelings. She was like an open book to you back then. Rue had cried her eyes out and screamed her throat dry and once she was somewhat calm, you inched towards her slowly and held her face in your hands. Placing a gentle kiss on her forehead, you held her in your arms for what felt like hours and stayed still as still water after a storm. You were a tower of stability and light in the epicenter of the crashing waves of her ocean.

Now, as the tides pull in and push out, you’re faded and eroded by the salt water, but still holding on.

“Promise me you’ll keep on living.”

You give her a half crescent smile before sliding your hand off her face to the back of her head and hugging her face into your chest. Rue accepts the change and closes her eyes for a split moment.

You throat moves against her forehead as you attempt to swallow all the bubbling feelings in your chest. All you can think about is how you don’t want to leave, but you know this isn’t healthy for you or for her. The last thing you wanted to do in your relationship was be the bigger person and break up with her, but the circumstances were too much to shove aside. Not only were all your close friends telling you to break up with Rue, but you knew deep down that if she wasn’t able to change for not you but her, you couldn’t continue. There was only so much you could do, and you already drained yourself dry.

Rue hugs her arms around your waist slowly and rests her head against your stomach. She doesn’t know the next time she’ll be allowed to touch you like this again, so close and so tender. So she savors every bit of it. She revels in the silence and swims in the sounds of your heartbeat, embracing the softness of your clothes and silkiness of your skin. Rue found home whenever she hugged you. The nostalgic, sweet smell of your natural scent always soothed her no matter what but now that she knew you were going to leave her, it smelled so faint. Where did it go wrong? She couldn’t even remember a specific breaking point for you, and that’s exactly why, she realized. She’s always going to love you, she’s always going to wait. She just didn’t know if you were going to do the same thing. Even if you guys were miles apart, or right next to each other, the distance that was always between you will remain the same.

That’s when you comb your fingers through her frayed and knotted hair, brushing through the stiff parts. Something about the way you gently untangle her messy hair strikes her completely vulnerable and her shoulders fall to signal it. 

You pull away quickly, “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to —” you hesitate, “I mean...I...”

"I don’t know how I’m supposed to live without you,” she presses her damp lips against your arm, “I can’t think of something like that. I want to promise you that I’ll do it.”

“Hey,” you hold her face, “Hey, look at me.” the softness in your voice only makes her cry harder, “You don’t have to, not now.” Her eyes dart into yours, searching for something to get her to stop crying but she can’t. Her sobs fill the air and with each struggling breath they get louder and louder; not even when you attempt to cushion her cries with your chest does she let up.

You press your lips together and blow, hushing her and cradling her tightly in your arms.

“I just want everything to be ok. Tell me, Y/n. T-Tell me everything's going to fine.” She sobs, “Tell me you're staying, tell me you love me still, you can play with my hair again like we used to — you can even tie it up in pigtails this time and put those stupid butterfly clips in it like you always wanted.”

You shake your head softly. 

“Y/n please — tell me we’re going to be fine!”

“Rue...”

“I know I screwed up, I know that. I always screw up. But not with you.”

You pull away and take the time to wipe her tears away, clearing her red and puffy eyes of the overflowing amount of wetness clinging onto her pretty, now kind of dirty face. Her cheek hugs your palm and she closes her eyes, releasing more droplets of saltwater.

“Y/n...” She mumbles, “Fuck...I’m sorry. ‘M so sorry...”

She runs her hands through your hair and scrapes her fingertips into your scalp, pulling your body closer to hers and pressing her forehead up to your own. All you can do is bite your lip to prevent any more necessary cries from escaping your throat. You can feel the way her thumbs stroke your neck and the raggedy pattern of her breathing declines into a steady pace as it fans across your skin.

Each little touch made her head reel back and forth, and a part of her hated you for it. She hated how much she felt around you and how much she was able to feel like her actions as well as her words meant something; it meant that everything she had been working towards numbing her pain was all for nothing. She didn't enjoy it one bit. Especially now that you were choosing to leave her? How could she ever cope and recover? There’s no way.

Or maybe there was?

With her eyes quickly flickering into yours, you're almost shocked at the sudden tense and direct eye contact. Even though Rue had been avoiding your stare in fear she’d break more than she already is, it seemed like now she was peering directly into your soul and trying to reach within the depths of Y/n.

Rue knew what she had to do. So she spoke,

“What if I went back?”

You blink, “Back? Back where?” Even though the answer seemed obvious, you didn't even for once think shed ever reconsider going back,

“To rehab. Therapy. Everything. For you.”

“For me? W-Why for me? Rue if you're going back to rehab it NEEDS to be for you —”

Rue brushes a section of her hair back and rubs her palms against her face, wiping her face fully dry now, “I like who I am with you, Y/n. You're probably the only person in this world who makes me feel like I have a chance no matter how hard or how much I screw up,” her voice closes in once she realizes how serious she needs to be, “So I’m going to take a chance that will grant me more chances.”

“Rue,” you say, not even sure what’s going to happen next. Luckily, she cuts you off before you could even get the chance to speak again.

“I know this is going to take time, I know we weren't perfect. I know that. But, when I get out of rehab again things will be.”

You feel your heart race in thick surges of hope. Maybe you didn't know things were going to ever change from how they were before. Maybe you weren't sure if anything would come of her words that could very much be empty promises in the moment. Maybe your trust had been severely damaged by all the lies and deceptions over the years. But that all didn't matter right now. Because right now, there was hope for something you've longed to see for all your life : A Rue who’s happy. 

Could this give her happiness? Knowing that you'll be there waiting for her with the same warm arms you've always given her? Would that even be enough for her? Your thoughts ran rampant as you stare into her cavernous yet gleaming eyes. 

“Promise.” Rue swallows, holding up her pinkie finger.

Without thinking, you hold up your pinkie as well.

“I promise,” she sniffles between her words, “I promise you, I’m going to get better for you and keep on living.”

#rue bennet #rue bennet x reader #euphoria #rue euphoria #euphoria fic #rue bennett x reader #euphoria x reader #euphoria angst #angst #rue bennett imagine #rue bennett fic #rue bennet x y/n #euphoria imagine #fanfiction #hurt/comfort #kaicubus

[stuismybf]

addict - e

summary: you come with your boyfriend elliot to talk to rue’s mom about rue relapsing when you find out he cheated on you with jules

warnings: drug use

genre: angst

a/n: trying to get some drafts written<3

Your leg shook anxiously as you sat on the couch beside of elliot and his hand slid down and he held your hand in his, circling his thumb over your hand.

“calm down” he whispered smiling at you.

how could you not be nervous?

rue had been your best friend since preschool, you’d gone through every phase together and you had been so close since day one.

you’d told her everything, about every kiss, every partner you’d had, every secret, everything. And she told you everything, all about Jules and her first times smoking weed, you’d been there with her for her dad, and she told you everything.

you heard the footsteps coming into the room.

you looked up at your best friend, the dark circles under her eyes and the anger in her face, when she clenched her fists and started screaming at Jules.

your vision started to blur and you felt the tears coming.

she wasn’t the girl you’d become friends with in preschool, that girl had been lost to addiction and the shell of her was looking back at you.

“you”

she said storming over to you.

“rue don’t” elliot said

“fuck you” she said slapping him and then she focused her attention back onto you.

“i pity you honestly” she laughed

“what?” you asked, what was she talking about.

“oh you didn’t know?”

you looked over to elliot and he looked down into his lap, Rue started chuckling dryly.

“he’s fucking Jules”

your heart dropped into the pit of your stomach as sadness overwhelmed you, you shook your head “no” it couldn’t be, could it?

all the times he’d been there for you, he’d comforted you during your worst times and it was all a lie. He was fucking your best friend and you had to find out from someone else.

you looked away from Rue and looked at him, his eyes were sympathetic “i’m sorry” he said, his voice soft.

you scoffed and tears started streaming down your face.

“fuck this” you said and you got up.

“Y/n” Elliot called out.

“yeah go cry to your fucking mommy” Rue called out.

“Rue that’s enough” her mom said.

you stormed outside and walked to your car, and you sat down in the drivers seat. You laughed out of the irony, even if she was doing it to hurt you Rue still told you everything.

#euphoria #euphoria x reader #euphoria season 2 #elliot x reader #elliot euphoria #dominic fike #jules x elliot #rue bennet x reader #rue bennet x you #rue bennett #zendaya #jules vaughn #hunter shafer #elliot euphoria x reader

[euphiea]

smoke session. || freewrite

(i’ll edit later)

pairings: rue bennet x black fem!reader

warnings: smut, light degradation, rue calls reader mama, marijuana use

summary: this isn’t your first smoke session.

the carpet’s gone cold. if it weren’t so rough, your heated body would take comfort in the coolness.

clouds of gloomy smoke looms in the atmosphere of the room. it’s a spacious room, at least now it is. when you first arrived, however many hours or days ago, it felt compacted and suffocating, like no matter how far you got she’d always be so close to touching you.

she. the girl who sits feet, perhaps even yards, away from you, back resting against her bed. she’s slumped, face blank, shoulders and jaw slacked. she heaves soft breaths every so now and then, inaudible from the slow R&B playing from her speaker.

this girl being someone you met at some new years party some weeks back. your friends were who knows where, and your battery was dangerously close to the negatives. some feet away from getting into your uber, this girl, soft curls desperately begging to be combed, tumbled out of a car. you asked her if she was okay as she was rising to her feet, she’s quite the tall lady, and she asked you if her eyes—very brown—were blue.

you gave her your number, obviously.

and now, multiple smoke sessions later, you sit politely on her floors, forgotten blunt tangled between your fingers no longer burning.

the room is comfortable, smells of weed and pomegranate if you ever smelled it. it’s a sweet scent with a bit of a tang, a satisfying tang you had to breathe in a few times your first visit to see if you really liked it.

you did. you absolutely did.

she knows you did, too. see, this isn’t your first smoke session with her.

her girlfriend apparently doesn’t know she’s on drugs again, you find it hard to believe considering she told her at the party.

it’s not a bother to you, though. you couldn’t care even if you tried. you’d be a fool to give up the opportunity of smoking with the prettiest girl in town.

there’s a lot of things her girlfriend doesn’t know. like how she tends to fork-feed you alfredo when you order out, or how she buys you ice cream whenever you do her homework for her.

she takes care of you, this girl. even when she’s out of her mind, off whatever drugs some dude named Elliott bought her, body so relaxed she forgets to breathe—she takes care of you. in more ways than one.

“you’re staring,” whispers her hoarse voice, gentle and light, “what’s wrong?”

her girlfriend doesn’t know about this either, about her soft tone and how genuine her generosity is. her girlfriend doesn’t know how shy you tend to get with this, how uncomfortable it gets to have a dry throat, how you advert your attention to the dirty sneakers sitting against the wall.

“uhn uhn. look at me.”

you were looking. you never stopped. her girlfriend doesn’t know that, though. doesn’t know you were staring at the way the straps of her beige cami laid loose on her shoulders. the way her perky nipples poked through her shirt.

her subtle demand sends a shiver up your spine. your tummy dances, the swell of nervousness twirling in a good way. you were anxious the first time she said this to you. (her girlfriend doesn’t know about that either).

it doesn’t take long for you to crawl into her lap, careful as to not hurt her, even though she might not even feel it. she feels something though, enough to slide her hands up the back of your thighs, cool fingers leaving a trail of heat in their wake.

“you needy, mama?” as she grabs your hips, loose grip somehow being enough to make a whimper fall from your lips and she grunts, her question successfully answered without a word.

her girlfriend doesn’t know what she keeps under her bed. doesn’t know about the purple shoebox, inside a collection of three toys that she doesn’t know about either. her girlfriend has no clue how excited your hazed mind gets to see them, how you’re not-so-subtly humping her thigh and panting in her ear.

“you’re such a fuckin’ handful,” she rasps, navigating your body to lay across her lap, “what is it? you need your pussy played with everytime you smoke?”

yes. you absolutely do. it’s always her, it’ll always be her.

this isn’t your first smoke session.

it takes a minute for your shorts to come off. her sloppy hands do poorly at sliding them past your hips, and helping her scurry out of them was a challenge for your putty body.

you’re eager to spread your legs. the cool air hits the heated slick of your pussy and makes you shiver, but it does nothing to distract you from the ache.

long fingers tease your nipples through your shirt. “fuck. spread your legs summore mama, c’mon.”

her girlfriend doesn’t know how good it feels, how loud you get when she first presses the head of the sleek black wand to your puffy clit. pleasure butterflies dance and rumble in your tummy. she clicks a button to up the intensity, and your eyes roll back to your head.

“fuckin slut,” she mumbles, lidded eyes watching your hips desperately roll into the toy. strings of pants and whines leave your lips and ring in your watery ears. her girlfriend hasn’t seen her like this, seen her groan as her head lolls back as if she’s the one with a vibrator on her clit.

you feel her hips lightly thrust into your back. “fuck, look so fuckin’ pretty right now baby. want summore?”

you keen, head nodding with anticipation. she presses a button to up the intensity and your mouth slacks open with a silent wail, your release squirting out of you. so unexpected, didn’t even know you were so close.

“moremore, please don’t- please—“

her girlfriend doesn’t know how easy it is to get you to beg. doesn’t know she doesn’t have to try hard, or maybe even try at all, to make you melt. doesn’t know she’s just as easy to give into you.

“good girl,” she rasps, her hand under your shirt, groping your tit, “feels good? wanna cum again?”

“yes please, yes please—“ you interrupt yourself with a choke, ending in a soft sigh of a moan, pleasure burning across every inch of your body.

she licks her lips, pinches your nipple, “then fuckin’ cum.”

“rue, rue- ‘m cumming—“

her girlfriend doesn’t know about this. how easy it is for you to cum when you’re high. she knows—rue. knows. because this isn’t your first smoke session.

and she’ll do this for hours, ‘til you knock yourself out if that’s what it takes to satisfy you. the prettiest girl she’s ever laid eyes on.

her girlfriend—jules. she doesn’t have to know. rue wants to keep you to herself, away from the corruption of others’ hands, away from jules.

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[infernalodie]

𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐲 || 𝐑𝐮𝐞 𝐁𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐭𝐭

“𝘍𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘬, 𝘐'𝘮 𝘵𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯' 𝘎𝘰𝘵 𝘢 𝘣𝘢𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘬𝘦𝘯𝘥, 𝘐 𝘚𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐'𝘮 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘪𝘯 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘛-𝘗𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘪𝘯' 𝘯𝘰𝘸“

Inspo: Kehlani - any given sunday

Pairing: Rue Bennett x Fem!reader

Summary: It was always either you or Rue seeking one another out on Sunday’s. Those nights could only be the best nights of Rue’s entire life.

(gif used is not mine)

Warnings: Shameless smut. Dom!Rue, sub!reader, fingering, degradation kink, daddy kink, and the faintest hint of fluff.

Words 2138

DNI IF YOU’RE YOUNGER THAN 18!

Rue was helplessly in love.

Not that kiddy type of love. No, the type of love that left her itching for the next moment to see you. Frequently checking her phone to see if you were on Instagram or if you had sent her a text. Hoping that even with you at work, dancing for men who only sought you out for your body, perhaps you would be thinking about her. Thinking about the way her hands would explore every inch of your body with such tenderness that it could be the safest place for you to be.

God, Rue was head over heels for you. Unable to satisfy the ache between the apex of her legs when you appeared in her mind. Images of your alluring eyes connected to hers as you were laid out perfectly on her satin sheets, displaying each beautiful curve of your figure. Letting her know that she was the only one able to get this. She was the only one able to make you feel like this.

It was truly a privilege for Rue to be able to give you this pleasure every Sunday. The way she could stand under all these tropical lights that flashed throughout the dark club, and still find you at the pole. Dancing sensually with your eyes focused on her. There was no more powerful feeling of pure lust than that. Nothing could beat the feeling of Rue knowing that you were just as eager to spend this Sunday night together. If it is sex or just smoking weed, she would be happy to spend the time with you.

You just had that natural effect over Rue. Able to leave her wanting more of either your presence or your heavenly taste on her tongue and dripping from her fingers. She wanted it all, full-time.

At first, when she first saw you at Fezco’s store, she blamed it on your joyous mood. A complete contrast to her broody and awkward nature. Jules had been a breath of fresh air, but you were a tsunami of emotions Rue hadn’t at all been prepared for. But then, when she got to know you, when she tasted your strawberry lip gloss for the first time, she blamed it on your lips. How easily they moved with hers with confidence, but the faintest bit of nerves. Hands trembling when they cupped Rue’s cheeks, pulling her incredibly closer. Blame it on the things that anyone else would think of.

But Rue there was something deeper in it. A force that had her wrapped around your pretty fingers. And she thinks what influenced her to feel such a way was your heart. The way that it beat soothingly when Rue sought out your comfort. Not sex, not emotional support, but just someone to hold her. It sounded so content in those moments of peace and lust.

Then again, Rue couldn’t box your heart into something so superficial. No, your heart held more gifts than just keeping you alive and comforting her. It drove you towards doing the best thing for yourself and the others around you. It held so much love for people you cared for that it got hard to contain it all. And sometimes, you gave more than what some people deserved, including her.

For so long, she didn’t think she was deserving of such love and comfort. You changed that completely and poured every ounce of your love into her. So, even if she didn’t like it and even if she hadn’t fallen for you, she would’ve considered you someone she could rely on. But with these feelings she was battling with, there was no hope of having a normal relationship with you.

Rue watched as your set finished, sadly, but caught sight of you making your way off stage. Trying to keep that cute little smile off your face as you made your way towards her. Not even bothered by the hungry gazes of men who’d been ecstatic from your performance.

When you finally made it over, Rue was leaning against the bar with a smirk. One that you matched, but with far more mischief cooking in that beautiful mind of yours. Your hands purposefully found their way to the hem of her pants, fingers hooking in the belt loops and softly pulling her closer with a tug.

“Hi, daddy.” Your words help far more purpose than most expected. With the soft and innocent tone, it could only be seen as an act of teasing. But Rue knew you and knew that you were just as eager for her to get started.

Licking her lips, looking you up and down withholding a growl, she connected with your eyes. “Can I get a free dance?” That made you grin, taking her hand and leading her along through the strip club. A few other dancers noticed and gave you a wink. A silent pat on the back that left you hurrying you and Rue along in a form of embarrassment. But Rue was only staring at your ass that shook with each step you took.

Moving through a long hall, rooms on either side of you guys’ are occupied with girls dancing for men. It made Rue wonder how many times people ask you to come here to dance for them.

Believe it or not, Rue didn’t much care when she found out you were a stripper. With a body like yours, she would’ve likely done the same. But she knows that it can get hard to make ends meet and this didn’t only help with that problem, but the tips could get insane and allow you to not work for weeks. So, she didn’t mind and judge you for it. But Rue did feel a bit jealous that men would’ve been able to see you in such a sensual way.

Entering a room, Rue sat in the plush leather chair in the centre of the room. The dimly purple-lit room obscured a decent amount of your body. Creating certain shadows that she wished she could get rid of. But it seemed you had the same idea with pulling the curtains to the room shut and turning towards her. Lips curved into that wicked smirk as you pulled off your bra. Showing your full breasts to Rue, who felt that all too familiar ache between her legs appears.

She leaned back in her seat, watching you palm your full breasts, head rolling back with a gentle sigh. Rue was itching to reach out for you, take your petite little body in her hands and play with you as she saw fit. But she stopped herself when she saw you bend over, pulling your pink lingerie down to your ankles where you stepped out of the loops.

A smirk was forever etched on your lips as you straddled Rue with your hands holding the back of the chair. “I missed you, daddy.” You whispered, carefully leaning down and kissing her cheek with enough affection that it made Rue momentarily forget the fact that you were naked just for her.

“I missed you too.” Rue’s hands wandered from your thighs to your ass. Squeezing the plump flesh and forcing you to roll your hips into her. Your clit brushes against the denim of her jeans causing you to inhale sharply, catching your bottom lip between your teeth. “But I also know how a slut like you always wants to be fucked. Ain’t that right, princess?”

You whimpered, nodding as you continued to roll your hips, allowing Rue to sit back and enjoy the show. Watch how your back curved with each roll and how those quiet moans fell from your beautiful lips. This is all she would ever need in life. No drug could come close to how addicting this was.

But her own self-control knew its limits and with the way you were moving, you were making it hard for her to keep her mind straight. This leads to her letting one hand wander to the space between you two, pressing two digits to your clit. Grinning widely when finding you freezing above her, body trembling.

“Oh, you’ve been waiting for this, huh?” Rue teased. “So desperate to be touched.” She dove to fingers through your folds, collecting all the arousal she could before looking at her fingers. Pulling them apart to see a thick string connecting the two digits before she took them into her mouth. You watched hungrily as Rue sucked at her fingers feverishly as if she had been dehydrated and your arousal was all that could cure it.

And you were right to think so. Rue had been wanting to taste you since the last time she saw you. All she ever wanted was you and these long breaks of seeing one another didn’t help to sedate the hunger she had for you. So, yes. You were the cure to every lustful thought Rue had in mind.

Pulling her fingers from her lips with a pop, Rue hummed. “You taste so good, baby.”

“Let me have a taste.” Your eagerness had Rue chuckling in amusement, but still gathering up more of you and allowing you to take her fingers into your mouth. The initial reaction was your eyes fluttering shut with a moan, tongue lapping at her fingers eagerly. If Rue wasn’t so lost in the way your body continued to work against her, she might’ve just allowed her fingers to push further down your throat. Listen to your pathetic gags as your body trembled above her.

When her fingers were free from your lips, Rue didn’t allow you to speak or get a breath out before her fingers were diving into your canal. Sighing when she hears you moan, hips stuttering when you try to roll back onto her fingers.

Her fingers curled and pressed harshly against your g-spot, sending you into a fit of moans as you bounced on her digits. “You’re so pretty when you look like this, Y/n,” Rue whispered. “So desperate to get off on my fingers. You’re such a dirty slut.”

The words had your walls clenching around her fingers. Moan growing louder and unbothered by the possibility of having your boss walk in on you getting fucked like this. The way Rue felt inside you and her hurtful words made you feel something you hadn’t ever felt before.

You rode those fingers with abandonment - with a purpose to impress Rue and give yourself the orgasm you rightfully deserved. After such a good night and getting tipped well, you deserved to have this moment with Rue. And you definitely deserved to finish on her beautiful fingers.

From the way she was curling her fingers and knowing where to touch your body, that orgasm was approaching far quicker than once expected. “Rue, I-I’m gonna cum.”

Rue bit her bottom lip, looking at where you took her fingers so nicely. Watching your bounce on them, seeking the finish you so desperately needed. But when you lifted up, she lifted a third finger just in time for your to slam down.

The moment the extra intrusion was made on your entrance, you cried out. The stretch is unbelievable and leaves Rue to now continue to slam her fingers into your needy cunt. Grunting occasionally with each shove of her fingers that curled far more frequently now. You were drunk off pleasure and you needed more.

“Here I was thinking you wanted to just use me for your own pleasure,” Rue hissed. “I was quite excited to let my pretty little princess do so. But I have to do everything, huh?”

Her thumb pressed against your clit, sending you into overdrive as you grabbed handfuls of her hair. Walls repeatedly clenched around her and your hips bucked to earn more stimulation to the bundle of nerves she gingerly touched. But everything felt just right that it was pushing your further and further towards the edge you needed to jump.

And that release slammed against you in full force. Lips parting and face scrunching up with a silent scream falling from your lips mutely. Rue’s languid thrusts were enough to allow you to ride the clouds for a little longer as she cupped your cheek. Connecting your lips with hers as she kissed you tenderly. Tongue clashing with yours as your body still experienced aftershocks, trembling above her as your heavy breaths passed through your nose.

When you finally relaxed, Rue pulled her fingers from your entrance and pressed the pads of her fingers to your lips. And without question, you took them into your mouth again. Sucking them and letting your tongue take every single drop of you.

“I want you to know that tonight isn’t over after this,” Rue whispered. “Not by a long shot.”

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[kookiesnerotica]

S A P P H I C C O R N E R

For the girls. Who like girls.

i see you. You see me. WE SEE EACH OTHER!

WELCOME to Slut zone #5. You are very much responsible for your pleasure.

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[jazzsonly]

EUPHORIA MASTERSLIST

main-masterslist.

MADDY PEREZ ⋆⭒˚.⋆

better off. part two. (coming soon!)

i luv your girl. [maddy’s version] (coming soon!)

i don’t do drugs. (coming soon!)

NATE JACOBS ⋆⭒˚.⋆

2012. (coming soon!)

needy. [request.] (coming soon!)

can i [nate’s version] (coming soon!)

sure thing. (coming soon!)

if i were a boy. (coming soon!)

— 👩🏽‍💻 these are the only euphoria characters i write for at the moment!

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[n0vabug]

Toxic

Summary: Maddy thinks the reader is cheating on her

Warnings: Angst, swearing, mentions of cheating, Cassie being a bitch and flirting with the reader, slight mentions of drinking, etc. Words: 1.5k

THIRD PERSON POV

(Y/N) was a pretty quiet person, but could be very talkative if she was comfortable enough. (Y/N) had met Kat during their Freshmen year, they quickly became very close. As they got further into high school, they met more and more people and their friend group started to form. Kat, (Y/N), Lexi, Cassie, Maddy, Jules, and Rue. (Y/N) had set her eyes on Cassie Howard at first, they dated in their Sophomore year for about 3 months, but Cassie got really controlling and a bit crazy too. After that, (Y/N) went through a bit of a depressive episode, because even though Cassie was controlling and crazy, (Y/N) had still loved her. Maddy quickly noticed (Y/N) during this time, so Maddy decided to try and help her through this. Cassie was her best friend after all, so Maddy gave some great advice and became really close with (Y/N). After that (Y/N) developed feelings for Maddy and accidentally blurted it out once while she was drunk. Maddy mentioned it when (Y/N) was sober, and lets just say, it went great. They started dating the summer before Junior year and during Junior year.

It is Sunday, which was always when Maddy and (Y/N) hung out together, they usually went out to different places. Yes, every weekend, but both of them seemed to really love it and if one of them had a bad week, or just had any stress or something bad going on, that's when they would go to the other's house, and have a movie night with their favorite snacks and drinks, whoever was sad or stressed got to pick the movie they watched and got a lot of kisses and cuddles.

"(Y/N) come here!" Maddy yelled from the other side of the store. "Yes, Maddy?"

"You would look so good in this!" Maddy held up a dress, which in (Y/N's) opinion, was very ugly."1. I love you Maddy, but I hate that color. 2. Again, I love you, but I'm gonna be completely honest, that is really ugly."

"Ugh, whatever bitch, it would probably look better on me anyways." Maddy said jokingly, which made (Y/N) give Maddy a look of offense. "Chill out, I'm just joking." Maddy said, then giving (Y/N) a quick peck on the lips.

(Y/N) and Maddy walked around the mall, with their hands intertwined the entire time, until they finished going inside every store that looked appealing to them. As they were about to walk out, Maddy spoke up, "Okay so like I really need to pee, I'm going to find a bathroom before I get a UTI." (Y/N) chuckled at this and just waited for Maddy outside the bathroom. While standing there, (Y/N) thought she had seen a familiar face walk inside a store. The familiar face being Cassie Howard along with her younger sister, Lexi Howard. It was rare for them to get along like this to the point where they actually did stuff together without their friend group, but it happens sometimes. (Y/N's) thoughts are interrupted by Maddy walking out.

"You ready to go?" Maddy asks.

"Yeah"

"You okay?"

"Yeah, I'm fine why?"

"You just seem super out of it"

"I'm just kinda tired, Mads. Getting 3 hours of sleep and then drinking an energy drink in the morning, is not the best thing to do, it's starting to catch up with me." (Y/N) says while laughing. Both girls leave the store and get in (Y/N's) car, (Y/N) drops Maddy off at home, goes to her own house, showers, and goes to sleep.

The next morning, (Y/N) got up and got ready for school. When she walked in, she was immediately greeted by her girlfriend.

"Hey!" Maddy yelled as she ran up to (Y/N). "Hi, I got to go to class, okay? I'll see you later!" (Y/N) says. They both say their goodbyes and walk to their classes. (Y/N) was walking to class but quickly got stopped by someone calling her name.

"(Y/N), hey, can we maybe talk for a moment?" (Y/N) turns around, and sees her ex-girlfriend, Cassie Howard. "I guess so, about what?" (Y/N) ask suspiciously, she would have never expected Cassie to be talking to her right now.

"I can tell you're still in love with me, (Y/N)" Cassie says as she grabs (Y/N) by the waist and pulls her closer. "Cassie, what are you talking about, I have a girlfriend, please get your hands off of me." The younger girl says, but Cassie doesn't listen, she lifts up (Y/N's) chin with her finger. "Cassie, stop, I have a girlfriend!"

What neither of them didn't realize, is that Maddy and Lexi had seen the whole thing, Lexi had saw how (Y/N) tried pushing off her sister and wasn't enjoying it, but Maddy on the other hand, didn't realize that (Y/N) wasn't enjoying this, Maddy instead had thought (Y/N) was cheating on her.

"You fucking bitch, did you actually think you could cheat on me and fucking get away with it?!" Maddy yelled at (Y/N). "You know what, (Y/N)? You weren't the fucking shit anyways!" (Y/N) had tears streaming down her face.

"Maddy it's not like that (Y/N) wasn't-" Lexi tried to help (Y/N) out but Maddy shut her up.

"Shut the fuck up, Lexi, this doesn't fucking concern you!" Maddy yelled at the Lexi. "Why the fuck are you crying. You weren't shit (Y/N), you were fucking annoying, and you weren't even that fucking hot either. You were a shitty ass girlfriend, and I hope I never fucking see you again!" Maddy ran to the bathroom with tears in her eyes, (Y/N) fell to the floor with her knees against her chest, uncontrollably sobbing.

"Cassie, why the fuck would you do that?" Lexi yelled at her older sister as she then followed Maddy to the bathroom.

Lexi saw Maddy standing at the sinks, trying to fix her makeup that was a bit messed up since she let a few tears slip. "Maddy?" Lexi tried approaching Maddy calmly to avoid being yelled at again. "I know you don't want me to be talking to you right now, but there is something really important I thought you should know. "What is it?" Maddy says confused and partially annoyed. "(Y/N) wasn't cheating on you, Cassie grabbed her and started being all weird and flirty with her, (Y/N) was trying to push Cassie away, I just thought you should know that." Lexi said which made Maddy's face change to guilt. "Are you sure?" Maddy asked. "Just because Cassie is my sister, doesn't mean I'm always going to take her side, but just trust me, I know (Y/N). She loves you, she would've never done something like that." Lexi before walking out to check on (Y/N).

"Hey, you alright?" Lexi asked (Y/N). "I just don't understand. I mean why did she immediately assume I was doing something wrong, does she not trust me? Did she really mean all those things?" (Y/N) said through tears, Lexi wrapped her arms around her. "She didn't mean any of those things, she was just mad. She may look confident, but deep down she gets scared and insecure. Trust me, she still loves you." Lexi reassured the older girl.

Lexi sat there for a few minutes with her arms wrapped around (Y/N) until Maddy started walking in their direction. "I'll leave you two alone" Lexi walked away and went to her class.

Maddy kneeled down next to (Y/N). "Maddy, I promise I would never do any-" (Y/N) is cut off by a passionate kiss, which was surprising because she thought she was about to be killed. "I'm sorry, I may have assumed a bit too quickly that you still liked Cassie and were cheating on me with her, I just get really scared sometimes? What I said was pretty harsh, and I promise you didn't mean any of it, I was just really mad in the moment. Can you forgive me? I love you."

"I guess I can forgive you, but if anything like this happens again, just please try and ask me about it first instead of yelling, but thank you for apologizing, I love you too." (Y/N) says. "Okay I can try and do that, only for you though, but do you forgive me enough to leave this shitty place and go to my house, we can maybe watch a movie and order food?" (Y/N) smiled at this. "Yeah I do, that sounds great"

Both girls went back to Maddy's house, they both changed into something comfier and laid in Maddy's bed, their bodies intertwined with one another. They stayed like this all day and even after they fell asleep.

A/N Sorry for taking so long to write this, I have been pretty busy 😭😭. Anyways I didn't proofread this because it's 3 in the morning and I have to wake up in 4 hours. If you have any requests for any Euphoria characters, or any characters I write for in general, then lmk, requests are always open. By the way, I have a couple Sam Carpenter imagines on my Wattpad that I haven't posted on here, so if you want to check it out, my Wattpad is @n0vabug! By the way thank you so much for all the notes, I highly appreciate it!

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[nebulaafterdark]

Rue & Y/N ‘banging the heck out of each other, because we need it’ headcanons

18+ only minors DNI

• No one has ever loved Y/N the way that Rue loves her. And no one has ever fucked her the way Rue fucks her. Fingers, tongue, the vibrator, the strap, you name it. Until Y/N is trembling and whining and- “Rue, please!” “Cum,” Rue demands with a kiss to Y/N’s cheek.

• Y/N curls her fingers up against Rue’s g-spot. “Fuck,” Rue reaches down to grab her wrist. “It’s ok.” Y/N whispers, keeping firm pressure there, stroking with her pointer and middle fingers. Generally speaking Rue is a clit person. She likes her pretty clit played with, and Y/N loves that about her. But Rue’s never squirted and Y/N has a bone to pick with her about that. “I think something’s wrong.” Rue’s brows furrow. “I think everything is right, just breathe.” “Y/N,” she squeals. She about to- “I’m right here.” Y/N murmurs against her ear. “Oh fuck!” Rue tosses her head back against the pillows. “Yeah.” Y/N fucks her through it.

• The first time Rue uses a strap she’s addicted. She cannot get the image of Y/N cumming around the fake cock out of her head. Y/N has the prettiest pussy in the world. “Does that feel good?” Rue asks, driving Y/N harder into the mattress. She wants her sore. Y/N nods. “Tell me how good it is.” Rue wants to hear her say it. Y/N’s brain isn’t functioning at full or even half capacity. “Fucking amazing, shit. You’re so good.”

• Once Y/N and Rue realize how fast they can get off just by rubbing against each other, that becomes their go to. No toys, no strap, no bullshit. Just Rue and Y/N. “I fucking love you.” Rue pants as Y/N grinds against her. “I fucking love you too.” Y/N kisses her, slow and deep. “And I love fucking you.”

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[parkershows]

Coachella, 2023

Zendaya At Coachella | Zendaya Wallpapers

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[bumblesimagines]

❝ it’s only a matter of time. ❞

❝ do i even know you anymore ? ❞

- Rue Bennett

❝ it’s only a matter of time. ❞

❝ do i even know you anymore ? ❞

Pronouns: Any/Gender neutral

Sluggishly walking down the hall, you felt exhaustion tugging on every muscle in your body. School had taken forever and work had been hectic. But at least you were home. Just a simple shower and then you'd order takeout and-

You paused upon hearing rummaging coming from your parents room. Your brows furrowed and you pulled your phone out, checking the message your mother had sent explaining they'd be getting home late. You reread the message over and over, feeling the backpack strap slip from your fingers and onto the floor with a soft thud.

The hairs on your arms rose and you inhaled shakily, tightly gripping your phone with one hand and reaching for the nearest vase with the other. You kept your eyes trained on the bedroom door, taking slow steps toward it and seeing the light peeking through the bottom. You nudged the door open and surveyed the room before looking toward the brightly lit bathroom and stepping further into the room. Spotting the figure, you stared at them.

"What the fuck are you doing, Rue?"

The girl in question flinched and whirled around, eyes slightly widened. She looked horrible. Sweat covered her skin and caused her brown curls to stick to her forehead and cheeks. There were bags under her eyes and she looked frail. She stumbled slightly, appearing to be unable to hold herself up for long. And yet, she smiled widely, albeit a nervous smile.

"Oh, hey! How are you?"

"How'd you get in?" You questioned, cautiously setting the vase on the drawer and eyeing her.

"Through the window-"

"What the hell?"

"-it was open so I just... you know. Were you gonna hit me with that?" Rue laughed nervously, pointing a shaky finger at the vase. You pursed your lips at her, gaze shifting onto the messy bathroom counter. Had she been searching for the medicine cabinet? You stepped closer and spotted it. Your mother's precious jewelry box.

A wave of nothingness washed over you, shoulders slowly slumping and brows lifting slightly. Your lips pressed into a line and you looked back at Rue, watching a mixture of emotions pass over her features as she searched for an excuse. You could only blankly stare at her and wonder... what happened to the girl you used to ride alongside to school? the girl you raced around with during recess? the girl who would show up on your doorstep with shy little Lexi in tow to ask if you could play at the park?

"I-I-I was looking for-"

"Do I even know you anymore?" You asked breathily and Rue blinked, her body freezing at your words, almost reeling back as if you'd slapped her.

"Yeah..." She didn't even believe it herself. "Of course you do, (Y/N). It's me-"

"No, it's not. This-" You motioned toward her. "-is some sad pathetic version of yourself."

Rue flinched. The numbness left.

You inhaled deeply, feeling the anger begin to seep into your veins. So many years, so many tears, so many cruel words you endured, and a goodbye you hoped would bring the old girl back. But rehab had obviously failed.

Her eyes welled up with tears and she pressed her lips together, attempting to stop them from quivering as she looked at everything but you. "I know... I fucked up.." She whimpered and sniffled, crumbling up the end of her shirt in her hand. "But I tried-"

"You didn't try hard enough!" You snapped abruptly and she bowed her head, shoulders beginning to shake. "You know it's only a matter of time before you end up dead in a ditch because of your own selfishness, Rue! It's not just about you! Can't you at least try for the rest of us? The people who love you?"

The bottled up anger overflowed despite how hard you tried to contain it.

Hot tears began blurring your vision and you shook your head, releasing a breathy laugh. "Is this because of that girl? Jules? Funny how a complete stranger made you sober right up but your mom couldn't get you to quit. Your sister couldn't get you to quit. Your best fucking friends couldn't. Why weren't we enough? Why wasn't I enough?"

"I-I know," She hiccupped and crumbled to the floor, bringing her knees to her chest and wrapping her arms around them. "I'm sorry..."

"Fuck your apologies." You roughly wiped at your wet cheeks, lifting your phone and sending a text to Gia. "And get the fuck out of my house, Rue."

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