ok thats actually super cool
i guess that's kinda what i thought, but eh. really interesting tho!
i never fully understood what a fictive was till now, thank you alex! and dw, i like them lol
ah, so you two are the same person, but have separate identities? sorry if i mess this up, i don't have a full grasp on dissociative disorders.
i'm sorry, i really like these sorts of things, so i hope you dont mind me asking about this. if it gets too personal, please let me know! i'll stop asking if you get uncomfortable.
Wellll, kinda! OSDD is a subform of DID. We have OSDD-1b, which means we don't have amnesia between switches. Alters are they're own seperate people, but they share a body, if it makes sense.
Our system has an alter type called a fictive, which is essentially an alter based on fictional media. For example, our Mitsuba, Tsukasa, and Hanako fictives.
Tsukasa actually made the blog out of boredom, and ran it on his own for a while till Hanako pretty much shoved his way into the blog and went "mine now"
So yeah, "Mod Tsukasa" and "Mod Amane" have been our fictives this whole time, providing fanservice out of sheer boredom
I read a post earlier about how everyone talks about how big Steve’s dick is in stories (I was going to say this is relevant I promise but I don’t know if I can claim that) and I thought ‘huh I don’t know if I’ve ever talked about his dick, have I?’
Now I write about bottom Steve so maybe not such a big deal but apparently my brain didn’t agree because even though I’ve got my second chapter of Ever Since We Met to edit I’ve written 3,500 words about big dicked Steve who thinks he’s an Alpha due to this but then Nancy leaves him for Jonathan in the same week that Alpha asshole extraordinaire Billy Hargrove arrives in town while listening to Lana Del Rey sing Brooklyn Baby on repeat and the end doesn’t seem to be in sight.
Someone really needs to come along and take the internet off me.
I made a pretty lazy c!wilbur post I never tagged cuz it was kind of scattered but it did get me thinking about the progression of power on the server so here have a rundown of what I think is the basic mindset of folks on the server who get power hungry and why they all turn out Like That™ (BIG emphasis on this only being what I think this could be negated at any time by canon):
I want to live my life according to my ideals -> others with more power are forcing their ideals onto me -> I need power to protect myself from others -> I have power and can now live freely -> my power is the only thing protecting me and keeping my way of life safe -> my power is the only thing that makes me respected -> my power is the only thing keeping me happy -> without power my life is not worth living -> other people are a threat to my power by virtue of existing and disagreeing with me -> any threat to my power is a threat to my reputation which is a threat to my safety which is a threat to my happiness and self worth and way of life -> I must hold onto my power by any means necessary -> if I cannot keep my own power, I must destroy the power of others -> If I can’t have my power, no one else can.
(You may substitute power for country, people's attachments, nukes, violence, revival book, money, or prison authority at your leisure.)