#rurus show on a livestream

[g-rillazxx]

Why do songs have to be so…

Sad. Just sad

#music #songs #sad songs #sad #the song is Rurus suicide show on livestream #its sad and really there’s so much backstory behind it #rorochan 1999 #rip rorochan ❤️

[iskra-ac1d-v0]

Ruru Chan [Rorochan_1999]

#Ruru's suicide show on a livestream #rorochan_1999 #rorochan #shinsei kamattechan

[froggyplanet4269]

I could listen to ruru's suicide show on livestream without losing my shit but the bit in the end where the singer goes "humanity is so stupid" over and over again doesn't allow me to

#ruru's suicide show on livestream #shintei kamattechan #child's medical record #this song is so depressing but i love it so much #roro deserved better she was so young #i hope that the mfs who bullied her go to the most painful pits of hell #she had so many issues and nobody helped her #what the fuck

[thiscookiedoughisraw]

I need someone to reccomended me songs similar to Ruru's Suicide Show On A Livestream

#ruru's suicide show #on a livestream #Tumblr won't let me put the whole title in

[krismckrismckris]

Is my music taste concerning

(Easy Peasy Euthanasia)

(Ruru's Suicide Show On a Livestream)

(Miss Wanna Die)

(Love Me Love Me Love Me)

(You Are a Useless Child)

(I'm Sorry I'm Sorry)

omg i love that 2nd to last one (i forgot what its called)

and no ur music taste isnt concerning my music taste is just like this

[fandomfail]

Ten songs I've been listening to!

I was tagged by my good friend @puzzle-paradigm and I must answer the call 1. Rabbit Hole" by Deco*27, covered by Rachie

"My my my, you’re just a little freak (Like I thought!) / Why why why, you’re just the same as me (Oh my god!) / Right right right, it’s time to start the show / Once more, deeper into this rabbit hole we go."

2. "Born to Run" by American Authors

"I'm gonna live my life like I'm gonna die young / Like it's never enough / like I'm born to run / I'm gonna spend my time like tomorrow won't come / Do whatever I want / like I'm born to run."

3. "Honey, I'm Home" by GHOST sung by Dex.

"A vivisection of me / Done by God, for all to see / Say, "Hello! Honey, I'm home!" / Three voices come all alone."

4. "World's Smallest Violin" by AJR

"I'll blow up into smithereens / And spew my tiny symphony / All up and down a city street / While tryna put my mind at ease / Like finishing this melody / This feels like a necessity / So this could be the death of me / Or maybe just a better me."

5. "Love is the Strangest Game" by Minyt

"Cause love / is the strangest game / And you / You’re so fun to play."

6. "Hair Lockets" by Nicole Dollanganger

"When you're old, grey, and diseased / I'll still have parts of your young body / The one you lived in when you loved me / The rest of you now decomposing."

7. "Kiss the Girl" by Ashley Tisdale

"Ooh, ooh / Kiss the girl, ah / Kiss the girl / La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la / Go on and kiss the girl (kiss the girl) / La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la / Go on and kiss the girl."

8. "Ruru's Suicide Show on Livestream" by Shinsei Kamattechan

"Jumping into the Chūō Line / Being called a nuisance all her life / She was always there / The girl went ahead and died / Even if you ask the FBI/ You'll never know her message / She was always shouting."

9. "Animal in Me" by Solence

"When I look in the mirror / I know what I see / The animal in me / One with the demon / One with the beast / The animal in me."

10. "Cure" by Alien Stage | STUDIO LICO

"Even if your cold words / Carve scars beneath my eyes / May they linger on your tongue / You can break me apart / Notice my pain / And mend me right now / To quiet my fears / I'll drown in you."

Challenging @zola-no-kanojou, @sacrificialkittie, and @bobsquatley to do this! If you guys want to!! no pressure!!!

#also puzzleparadigm i will kill you this was murder on my hands #though my grievance is more with tumblr's TERRIBLE FORMATTING than you #love youuuuuuuuuuuuu

[braindamagedteen]

introduction ☆

my irl name is [???] but i go by kat online

i’m 3-5teen years old!!

☆ lesbian ☆

details abt me :

mental:

i struggle with s/h & binge eating, i also struggle with communication & controlling my emotions because i get riled up easily offline & online! i’m a self-proclaimed hikkikomori & i feel like i will rot in my room till i x___x

fandoms:

menhera-chan, butterfly soup, madoka magica, needy streamer overload, magical girl raising project

hobbies:

i enjoy writing poetry a lot, haven’t wrote since february though because i’ve been so drained recently TvT, i enjoy playing minecraft & coding different spacehey layouts!!

music:

ruru’s s☆★cide show on a livestream, s3rl, mitski, alex g, diskowarp, i threw glass at my friends eye and now i’m on probation, rebzyyx, my chemical romance & like a ton more i’m just bad at naming stuff on the spot!!!! ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡

fun facts:

i like cats a lot, i have 5 cats, i’ve been a hikki since 2020, i’m into cosplay, i’m a huge fashion nerd, i like the brand so so happy i think the mascots & clothing designs are cute!! ^______^

things i wanna learn:

i wanna learn how to sing, play the electric guitar, japanese + chinese & skateboard, i struggle with commitment so i probably won’t learn any of those but i think they’re cool if i ever get a burst of motivation i’ll maybe consider doing them!! >______<

#hikki #hikkicore #hikkigirl #hikkikomori #hikkineet #neet #neetblr #neetcore #ruruchan #visual diary #hikicore #hikichan #hiki #hikikomori #ruru #ruru chan #2000s internet #2000s core #otakucore #losercore #webcore #internetcore #animecore #00s #moecore #2000s #digital diary #my diary #diary entry #tumblr diary

[expertbleachdrinker]

Ruru’s Suicide Show On A Livestream

[rainydayscore]

Tagged by: @lunecrypt

Top 5 favorite songs at the moment

MILGRAM-Purge March

Shinsei Kamattechan - Ruru's Livestream Of A Suicide Show

Toadies - Tyler

FREDERIC - Oddloop

Vulfpeck - LAX

tagging @reddus-sideblog @niconiconwo @defibrillating @lemonade-squid @ditzycrow

[softichill]

music ask 1, 3, 13, 21!

1). A song you like with a color in the title

Caravan Palace's cover of Black Betty! This one was a little hard lol.

3). A song that reminds you of summertime

Ooo tied between Kalmia Kid by Chloe Moriondo and Otter Pop by Shawn Wasabi. Kalmia Kid reminds me of quieter summer days but Otter Pop is about trying to keep cool on a hot day lol

13). One of your favorite 80's songs

Under Attack by ABBA was the only song from the 80's I could find that I have in my library hnskndgj I need to listen to more pre-2000's stuff

21). A favorite song with a person's name in the title

Ruru's Suicide Show on a Livestream by Shinsei Kamattechan. Ruru-chan is a very tragic story and it was fascinating to discover her through a song made to honor her memory and what she meant to the songwriter.

#ask #ask game #sui mention

[weird-hoodie-kid]

anyone else gets slightly depressed and suddenly becomes absolutely obsessed with ruru chans suicide show on a livestream by shinsei kamattechan

[abysslll]

ruru’s suicide show on a livestream 🤝 pumped up kicks

#suicide mention #i can't tell Why they have the exact same vibes to me but they certainly do #just kinda. a chill song being about a very horrific and very real topic idk

[cicadangel]

they should play ruru's suicide show on a livestream at clubs

[thought-bubble-doodly-doo]

My Spotify 2022 Wrapped

101. “Sick Sick Sick” by PinnochioP feat. Hatsune Miku (-57 Spots)

100.” Necromantic” by AkatsukiRecords 

99. “Last Friday Night (T.G.I.F.)” by Katy Perry 

98. “Mr. Brightside” by the Killers 

97. “FAKE!FAKE!FAKE!” by FAKE TYPE (-19 Spots) 

96. “I Promise To Build You a Machine” by Feeding Fingers 

95. “The Fine Print” by the Stupendium (+3 Spots) 

94. “Girl Anachronism” by the Dresden Dolls 

93. “Zombies” by Deco 27 Feat. Hatsune Miku 

92. “?????” by Electroforez (The song name is in Russian.  I don’t know what it is.)

91. “Night Witches” by Sabaton 

90. “Torinoko City” by 40mP

89. “Nee Nee Nee” by PinnocchioP Feat. Hatsune Miku & Kagamine Rin 

88. “Everybody Wants to Rule the World” by Tears for Fears 

87. “Princess” by TOPHAMHAT-KYO (-61 Spots) 

86. “Re:Re Cover” by Natewantstobattle

85. “Cheap Thrills” by SIA

84. “A Gangsta’s Wife” by Ms. Krazie 

83. “My Frankenstein” by Dead End Paranormal Park 

82. “Hero’s Come Back!!” by nobodyknows+ (-81 Spots) 

81. “Calling Occupants of Interplanetary Craft” by the Carpenters (-76 Spots)

80. “emo girl” by Machine Gun Kelly feat. WILLOW

79. “E.T.” by Katy Perry 

78. “Ruru’s Suicide Show on a Livestream” by Shinsei Kamattechan

77. Kokoro by Toraboruta (-49 Spots) 

76. “Non-breath oblige” by PinnocchioP feat. Hatsune Miku (-58 Spots) 

75. “Talia” by Ride the Cyclone the Musical

74. “The Last Stand” by Sabaton 

73. “Ghost” by Mystery Skulls 

72. “good 4 u” by Olivia Rodrigo

71. “Evil Food Eater Conchita” by MothyP feat. MEIKO, Kagamine Len, and Kagamine Rin 

70. “4:00A.M.” by Taeko Onuki 

69. “Touch-Tone Telephone” by Lemon Demon (-63 Spots) 

68. “World is Mine” by ryo (supercell) feat. Hatsune Miku  

67. “Zydrate Anatomy” by Repo! The Genetic Opera 

66. “With an Unblurred Eye” by Mitchie M feat. Hatsume Miku 

65. “Okinimesumama” by E ve 

64. “STAY” by The Kid LAROI feat. Justine Bieber 

63. “She Keeps Me Up” by Nickelback 

62. “Say Yeah” by Kishi Bashi 

61. “Cabinet Man” by Lemon Demon (+22 Spots) 

60. “Mr. Schadenfreude” by Hitoshizuku X Yama 

59. “girlfriend” by hemlocke springs 

58. “Feel Better” by Penelope Scott 

57. “All Men Are Pigs” by Studio Killers 

56. “Lucky Ducks” By The Bobs Burgers Movie 

55. “????? Zwei Ver.” by Zwei (-54 Spots) (The song name is in Japanese.  I don’t know what it is.)

54. “Las Avispas” by Jaun Luis Guerra 4.40

53. “TONDEMO-WONDERZ” by sasakure.UK 

52. “I Think I’m OKAY” by Machine Gun Kelly feat. YUNGBLUD and Travis Barker 

51. “How to go” by School Food Punishment 

50. “Sometimes” by Nick Lutsko 

49. “Jacob & Sons/Coat of Many Colors” by Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dream Coat 

48. “Scatman (ski-ba-bop-ba-dop-bop)” by Scatman John 

47. “Downtown” by Mackelmore feat. Melle Mel, Grandmaster Cas, Kool Moe Dee, and Eric Nally

46. “CUFF IT” by Beyonce 

45. “Fear & Delight” by The Correspondents 

44. “Teo” by Omoi feat. Hatsune Miku 

43. “The Toybox” by The Stupendium

42. “Circus” by Fox Szn 

41. “Villanous Thing” by Shayfer James (-24 spots)

40. “The Main Character” by Will Wood 

39. “The Ballad of Jane Doe” by Ride the Cyclone the Musical 

38. “Sorry” by Justin Bieber 

37. “At Atelier” by FAKE TYPE

36. “Madness of Duke Venomania” by MothyP feat. Gakupo, Hatsune Miku, MEIKO, LUKA, GUMI, and KAITO 

35. “Chartreuse” by Capital Cities 

34. “Lil’ Red Riding Hood” by Bowling for Soup 

33. “despair” by leo

32. “Micheal in the Bathroom” by Be More Chill 

31. “Galavant Recap” from Galavant

30. “Dou kangaetomo Watashi Wa Warukunai” by Izumi Kitta 

29. “Enemy (with JID)” by Imagine Dragons 

28. “????” by DeluxeXDeluxe (The song name is in Japanese.  I don’t know what it is.)

27. “Da Ya Think I’m Sexy” By Rod Stewart 

26. “Sweetest Pie” by Dua Lipa feat. Megan Thee Stallion 

25. “Flyers” by BRADIO 

24. “Shoujo Fuzei” cover by JubyPhonic (+23 Spots)  

23. “Bloody Mary” by Lady Gaga 

22. “Tek It” by Cafune 

21. “Little Dark Age” by MGMT 

20. “all I want is you” by Rebzyys and hoshie star 

19. “AUDIT” by weevildoing feat Tsurumaki Maki 

18. “Your Horoscope for Today” by Weird Al Yankovic 

17. “Running Up That Hill (A Deal With God)” by Kate Bush 

16. “Super Freaky Girl” by Nicki Minaj

15. “The Anthem” by Good Charlotte 

14. ”Be Nice to Me” by The Front Bottoms 

13. ”Ironina” by ???? (The artist name is in Japanese.  I don’t know what it is)

12. “Alien Blues” by Vundabar

11.  “Holy Lance Explosion Boy” by ????? feat. Kagamine Len (The artist name is Japanese.  I don’t know what it is.)

10. “The Story of the Phantom” by Goosebumps the Musical 

9. “Cruelty of Hope” by Steampianist ft. Oliver 

8. “Kilmer” cover by Miyashita Yuu

7. “Copacabana (At the Copa)” by Barry Manilow

6. “Mixed Messages” by Tom Cardy 

5. “Charlie’s Inferno” by That Handsome Devil 

4. “Wozald” cover by Miyashita Yuu 

3. “Bimbo Doll” by Tila Tsoli and BJ Lips 

2. “Hell’s Comin’ With Me” by Poor Mans Poison 

1. “Vending Machine of Love” by the Stupendium 

My Own Analysis >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Percentage of Songs From Last Year’s Playlist: 13%

Percentage of Songs From Foreign Artists: 38%

Percentage of Songs That Feature Vocaloids or Vocaloid Covers (top genre): 20%

Percentage of Songs Actually From 2022: 19% 

Songs I discovered through Tik Tok: 34%

Songs I discovered through Spotify: 13% 

Songs I discovered through Youtube: 39%

Songs I discovered through movies/tv/games: 13%

Songs I discovered from other means: 1%

#spotify wrapped 2022

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Damn Ruru’s S*icide Show on a Livestream is a jammer.

#tw suicide #shinsei kamattechan #music #personal

[apeshit]

Ruru's Suicide Show on a Livestream by Shinsei Kamattechan immediately came to mind purely off of the sound of it not meaning or context

i rly like how that song sounds ive listened it it before but i just listened to it again; the art design of the MV nice too but its just so sad thinking about why it was made

#trying to share my thoughts on the song while also making it clear i appreciate the anon and understand what ur saying #i just dont wanna bring up the song w/o acknowledging how its a very sad subject and i feel bad for the girl its based off of #pls do not look up this song if you are triggered by suicide it and the story around it are vry triggering for that #suicide