#rye overshares on the internet

[zaldrizdoron-darilaros]

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#surviving suicide is very strange #i comforted my family through it more than they comforted me #rye overshares on the internet #tw suicide #suicide tw

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If BTS actually had tumbr:

Seokjin: Food blog. Writes really funny yet helpful recipes that get almost no attention, but whenever he posts a selfie, it hits 40000 notes and he receives 20 anonymous messages begging for him to "make me a salad, daddy~"

Yoongi: half of his blog is just aesthetic photography and the other half are shitposts about his depression. "follow my soundcloud 4 more #relatable #suffering guys!!!1!" Talks shit about tumblr irl but secretly has 24k followers.

Hoseok: doesnt really understand how blogging works but tries to post lots of fun selfies and pictures of his dog for all 8 of his followers to enjoy. Unironically comments "Love this! XD" and "Hilarious!!! :D" in the posts he reblogs. Pure. Too good for this wretched hellsite.

Namjoon: Overshares about his personal life in sappy poetry and under read mores. Reviews books movies and T.V shows in long text posts you have to scroll through endlessly to get past. makes otp gifsets of Ross/Rachel from Friends and gets into internet fights with ppl who hate The Catcher in the Rye

Jimin: Reblogs black and white pictures of people making out with tags like "god i wish that were me". Posts risque bathroom selfies at 3 am that he later regrets and mass deletes the next day. usually posts cute cat gifs and pictures of desserts when he isnt being thirsty.

Taehyung: Posts weird stories about his encounters with cryptids and supernatural beings during walks through the forest. His followers cant tell if hes joking or not in his posts about meeting the Mothman, but they obsessively create conspiracy theories about his life and gush over how adorable he looks in his blurry selfies.

Jungkook: Certified Tumblr Famous™. always on top of the latest memes. posts roughly 500 times a day. once when he didnt post for a week, "#JUNGKOOKISDEAD" began trending on tumblr, until he posted: "sorry about the hiatus, guys! my mom took away my laptop because i was playing too much Overwatch 😢😢😢"

#BTS #bangtan #kpop #network bangtan #bts scenarios #kim seokjin #min yoongi #kim namjoon #jung hoseok #park jimin #kim taehyung #jeon jungkook #shitpost #jimin sent at least 3 of those 40 salacious messages to jin btw #personal #ot7

[zaldrizdoron-darilaros]

i’m not dead?

#rye overshares on the internet

[zaldrizdoron-darilaros]

not to be a gym bro but I just ran 1k for the first time!!!! my calves hurt but i feel great

#rye overshares on the internet

[zaldrizdoron-darilaros]

just carried 24kg up 40m+ of elevation (probably three dozen steps and the rest was sloped). yikes

#guess i don’t need to do weights today then xD #rye overshares on the internet

[zaldrizdoron-darilaros]

i passed sem 1 with 2 B-, a B, and an A !!!

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[zaldrizdoron-darilaros]

I’m gonna fail if I don’t write this paper by monday but I also have my part of a group project to do help I’m suffering

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[zaldrizdoron-darilaros]

i scraped a car in a car park today and the owner was there and the second i got out of my car and started saying "i'm so sorry, i'll give you my details", he started freaking the fuck out basically yelling. istg i almost cried like ??? wtf is up with me

#rye overshares on the internet #rant post #tw car accident #tw car crash

[zaldrizdoron-darilaros]

not to be privileged but life is going pretty well for me atm. hotd episodes weekly. 3.2 is soon in genshin. tma is coming back. I have a job that I actually like??? my brother has a job he tolerates enough to not be constantly mentioning suicide??? (fucking amazing)

oh and I have the spoons to actually work because my chronic illnesses are in a good patch

#rye overshares on the internet #suicide cw #suicide tw

[zaldrizdoron-darilaros]

rant post

i’m so sick of this household fucking hells. my elder brother is so coddled that i’m supposed to order things for him, talk to people for him, walk on goddam eggshells for him. I’m so tired of this. I’m tired of being yelled at when I ask him to just call the goddam restaurant himself for food that only he is eating. i’m tired of all of this shit. I want to move out but I can’t. I don’t have the money or the anything. I’m so tired

#rye overshares on the internet #delete later I guess

[zaldrizdoron-darilaros]

...just had a full on breakdown in front of my mum and my ed specialist anyway hows everyones week going

#rye overshares on the internet #delete later

[zaldrizdoron-darilaros]

its possible that im misinterpreting my feelings but uhhhh sapphic panic hhhhhh

#i met this girl ONCE and im thinking abt her help #ive never liked someone before plsssssss im confused #rye overshares on the internet #delete later i guess

[zaldrizdoron-darilaros]

i love how having older brothers in movies is like oh m goshhhhhh they're so protective and nice and cool and have hot friends and we all get along great

then irl its like. i say anything and my brothers either go no that's incorrect you're stupid or they go wow you actually said something smart for once. like i am apparently so unfunny to them that i have made a grand total of two jokes in my life, once this year and once in 2016.

i like a video game or movie that they don't and i'm boring or bland or tasteless. or i don't like a movie that they do and it's me having no taste and being too dumb to understand their high brow media.

like shut the fuck up and let me have opinions.

gonna rant for a hot minute about how shitty older brothers can be

one of my brothers is hyped for blonde (2022) which is a new movie about marilyn monroe. and i said that i felt like it was probably just another exploitative piece that dramatises her struggles and takes away from the actual shit that she went through

and he was like "oh are once upon a time in hollywood (2019) and the pianist (2002) exploitative??"

... those just aren't the same situations ffs

oh and then he went on about how i probably just read something on tumblr (because apparently i can't form my own goddamn opinions??) and im just a triggered dumbass with pronouns or whatever.

like holy shit dude actually fuck the hell off and get your shit together. i can have opinions. i can enjoy media without it being the perfect high brow bullshit. sometimes i just wanna watch smth fun

#rye overshares on the internet #ok to rb

[zaldrizdoron-darilaros]

fjdksfjsk i just met this person and like... i might not be aro???? fjdksdfjs like idk idk

#rye overshares on the internet

[zaldrizdoron-darilaros]

rant post

i keep hurting everyone around me. i just wish i could click my fingers and have them all forget i exist so i can stop hurting them. i dont know how to stop being like this and i hate it. even when i try to make things better it just makes it worse. i want to disappear oh gods just let me be erased from existence. im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry

#rye overshares on the internet #delete later

[zaldrizdoron-darilaros]

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#rye overshares on the internet #delete later #tw ed mention #the irony of me having anorexia and my brother having bed. like he keeps eating my food without my permission #but if i talk about it that's just cruel. it'll just make him feel more guilty n ashamed #BUT it also makes it harder for me to do my own recovery bs ughh #man i just wanna stop this whole recovery thing. i want to be alone with anorexia again. im tired.. idk my dude idk