#saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad

[charlyritter]

truly hilarious how I ordered a bunch of clothes online and EVERYTHING is too big except this vintage dress that I only got as a joke because I don't usually wear dresses

#and now I don't know whether to keep it because where am I gonna wear this #'this is why you don't order clothes online' true but I do hate people and I am really still wearing stuff I got when I was 15 #personal #this is not a face #and I did get them secondhand so sending a whole bunch of clothes back is not quite as bad as if I'd gotten them new...? I think #I got the prettiest pants in the world and I cannot keep any of them because I can't even keep most of them up without a belt #saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad

[ewaudreyhorne]

He was a good dad.

#tedlassogif #tedlassoedit #ted lasso #jason sudeikis #tledit #my gifs #mine* #comedygif #othercom #lol but this is just saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad #god bless him #tv #queue rang?

[druidshollow]

I love dune but dune manipulating fire by making him villainize descent makes me so sad.. my girl descent is trying her best, she never did anything wrong in her life ever actually

its really fucking sad man. the odds are so entirely stacked against her, she had to be careful what she said and did because flowers' position meant he could just take entire control of the kids situation whenever he wanted. she wanted to protect fire and rivers so badly, but if she fought flowers she could lose her access to them and then theyd be alone with him

this was a much larger problem after they split up and fire was gone. she wanted to protect rivers from flowers, who was repeatedly expressing reluctance to go with him, but she was afraid of flowers retorting by demanding full custody. i think ive said this before but i dont think flowers even particularly wanted rivers around. it was more something he could hold over her head, something he knew she felt threatened by and couldnt do anything about. i cant help but wonder if he gained some satisfaction in knowing that descent could tell rivers was being abused but couldnt safely stop it. see this is what i meant earlier when i was saying that he gets worse every time i write for him its so grRRRRRRRR

anyways FIRE. fire. yeah i think fire expressed missing his mom pretty often when he first got to the divide. dune felt threatened by this and wanted to assure that fire wouldnt go back to his family. how else to achieve this but to alienate fire from his family? on a surface level her logic is almost understandable; if your mother was concerned with the abuse in her home why did she never take you guys away? kids arent stupid but they are very impressionable. i dont think at the equivalent age of an 11 year old (fucking Yikes btw) that fire would have fully understood the power dynamics at play in his family. dune knew flowers was high council. she knew, at least to some extent, that the situation would have been very difficult for descent to navigate, but it suited her narrative better if she left those nuances out and instead made fire's mother out to be uncaring and inactive

i think dune did a lot of listening to fire at first, rather than guiding things. she wanted to understand the dynamics at play here before she began twisting the narrative, and she also wanted to give fire the impression that she was somebody safe to come to with his problems and feelings. the more she learned, the safer she felt twisting things

have this doodle of descent and rivers i coughed up tonight. saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad guys. the flowers effect

#druid babbles #oc posting #species swap au #abuse mention #ss rivers #ss descent

[tambourineophelia]

sooooooooo saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad again

i swear to god could my brain think of something else for once

[kewltie]

Okok quick social media au status update:

Good news, I had only two minor social media post to do and I’ll be done.

Bad news, I HAD only minor two social media post to do.

I was up working till 4-5am??? And I was so close to being done that I could ALMOST SEE THE LIGHT OF THE END OF THIS TUNNEL OF HORROR so I thought I deserve a lil 10-15mins eye rest w/ my laptop opened to ao3 html editor (bc that’s where I do the majority of my editing, writing on and not MY MICROSOFT WORD WHICH AUTOSAVES EVERY FEW MINS FOR ME). Anyway, the next thing I know I woke up to my alarm telling me it’s 7:30am and time to get ready for class. Frantically in my scramble to wash up and get ready for class bc I was really late now, i looked over my opened laptop and quickly closes all the windows and tabs that I had opened NOT THINKING AT ALL and asdjf;alsjdf;alsdjf ;asdljfa; sdjfasd MOTHERFUCKING A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I only realized I fucked up majorly as im driving to school that I closed the TAB ON AO3 EDITOR and I didn’t save my progress ON IT AT ALL. Usually im pretty good at saving every 15-30mins on ao3 since there was no autosave and I am paranoid but???? In my barely awake stay I totally forgot and lost a bunch of content that MAKE ME SO FUCKING MAD UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I haven’t checked on the ao3 social media draft yet to see how MUCH exactly I lost and that I need to rewrite a;sjdfa;lsjdf;lasjdf;alsdjf ;asdjf FUCK, but man I am so, soooooo beyond furious with myself. Fuckity fuck fuck.

#idle rambling #im just floored by my own incompetence #so mad rn that i can't even opened my social media au draft on ao3 w/o blacking out in rage #but mostly im so saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad #ughhhhh #how could i #and i could have post it all today #cries

[yaboyspodcastpalace]

me: i cant write angst with jon, tim and sasha they went through so much :’( i want em to be happy :’(

also me apparently: hehehohoh jon tending tim’s wounds while hes a bit drunk and tim tlling him that he loved him Before even tho the feelings arent gone and also very requited but atm they’re both too fucked up to do anythng abt it and also tim is still angry at him and also still drunk and its saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad

#the truth is i very much love causing pain lmao! #angsty & pain through external plot? no! sad! angst & pain through love? now thats fun!!! #statement ends #dfgdfg i jest i dont even know if im gonna keep this whole thing in the fic but for now i dont have anything else to replace it so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[rtrixie]

*sad piano intro* NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IT'S LIIIIIIIIIIIKE *picture of thecybersmith appears* TO BE THE BAAAAAAAAD MAAAAAAAAN *another picture of thecybersmith* TO BE THE SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN *thecybersmith slideshow continues*

Oh nononononono

[wililamherondale]

🌥

#saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad #whats wrong with me #why am i so #temperamental #why cant my brain just be fucking NORMAL

[funnyanimalguy]

im

SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD

[lychgate]

hEY INFINITY WAR SPOILIES so  ill put it under this cut

movie SUCKED

but no one goes to marvel movies anymore for the writing

and no one has done that for like

years

so if it dissapointed u idk what to say but the writing was GARBAGE. all the deaths were very thrown in ur face, honking a clown horn in ur ear and just ‘wOWOW ISN’T THIS SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD’ and i dont know how to explain t othe writers that now that youve made a power glove capable of bending reality like a god, i already know the next movie is about using them to turn back time and bring everyone back 

like

ur drama is shit and garbage

ur humor is great and whoever is in that department should get paid more

but u should smack the het men writing the rest of the film. thor did great and loki’s death was fucking stupid, the entire opening scene was so soap opera feeling i couldnt even grasp an emotion for the shit unfolding, seeing gamora’s dead non mangled body was also really stupid, and above all, thanos, saying that halfing all the populations would save the universe, but HAVING A FUCKING GLOVE THAT CAN CREATE ANYTHING would somehow NOT be able to just.,,,,, generate more planets and resources,,,,,like,,,,its bad writing my friend

its such bad writing

but everyone looked pretty and the music sucked but folks were trying their best and visually its always fun to watch but  man that was A Really Bad Movie

alos they were trying super hard to get me on this wanda vision vibe and i knOW its in the comics but guess who doesn’;t read them

99% of people in the movie theaters

YOU’D THINK, THE ONE PERSON IN THE AVENGERS THAT WOULD REALLY UNDERSTAND THE SEVERITY OF MASS GENOCIDE WOULD EASILY AGREE VISION SHOULD DIE. BUT ITS BAD WRITING MY FRIENDS 

i mean i enjoyed watching it but jesus christ if that wasn’t one sloppy mess of a script

also thanos is hot as fucking shit and i dont care about how bad a guy he is, i don’t really care about his idea of genocide or whatever, im just sayin the guy has a nice set of tits and y’all should get over it

#infinity wars spoilers

[polarbearsarehere]

Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad

#news

[grvnge-nicotine]

SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD

[4r4lk]

s:

she left. i am alone now. i knew i would  would make this happen sooner or later and still i wasn’t prepared

#im sooooooooo #saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad and emty

[edithwhoreton]

I’m a saaaaaaad girl I’m a saaaaaaad girl I’m a saaaaaaaaaaaAAAaaaaad girl

#also a drunj girl #but also s sad girl

[mininori]

thetaleofphillip

[looks like chase has no chance how saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad]

maybe chase isnt straight did u ever think of that too HUH

#im a lil shit hi

[late-night-memories]

Darkness

Darkness has never been so interesting. At least that's what she thinks as she stares into nothingness. She's cut off from the outside world, though it doesn't make much of a difference.

no one else is awake at 3 in the morning.

so she stares, eyes burning at the ceiling. she wishes there were glow stars up there, she wishes she could sleep outside, looking at the real stars, but it's cold and she'd get sick. she laughs, she's already sick, just not in the ordinary sense. not in the way she could stay home from school with. she glanced at her phone, three hours till she has to wake up. she laughs grimly again, what's the point? not like it matters, she's failing anyways.

she wishes she could call in depressed from school.

she stared at her bookshelf, where she knows the blades are neatly tucked away. one slice and the void in her chest would go away, two or three for the feeling to come back to her arms, then a few more for her legs.

she rolls over, she doesn't think her legs would even support her if she tried to stand up. she picks up her phone again and sighs, her boyfriend had told her to sleep well.

she clicked it off and tossed it onto the pile of neglected clothes in the corner. staring back up at the ceiling she wondered if he knew, wasn't like she hid it well (only so much you can do about dark circles under your eyes.) she wondered if it was all some sick joke, lying about liking her to mess with her emotions. she wondered if her best friend was in on it, she was quite keen on getting them together, maybe they're all laughing about it behind her back. she wouldn't be surprised, that's why she has to be distant, act like she doesn't care as much as she does, she won't be hurt by this. she refuses.

she rolls over again to star back at the ceiling.

she really missed glow stars.

#depression #vent #self harm #im sad #tw #anxiety #some bullshit is what it is #immmmm saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad