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|•|"Let me show you how much I love you.."|•|Jumin Han X MC|•|NSFW|•|

( I helped work on this fanfic with a new friend of mine; @saamaah she is such an amazing writer! I'd honestly give her all the credit for writing because she did write most of it but it was truly beautiful! All I really did was proofread and edit some parts and added a few sentences! Check out her blog because I know she wrote small fanfics too!

(This was based on this fan art; if anyone knows the artist please credit them because it is a lovely piece of art~)

There was no missing the anger, the questioning and the hurt in Jumin’s eyes as he looked at her, making her heart heavy with worry that her lover might not forgive her bold and daring trick. “I would never hurt you, Jumin… I hope you already know that.”

The guilt she tried to suppress from showing on her face was obvious in her tone as she spoke. “Let me have this day, just this time where I can love you, where I can touch you without being restrained. Let me have all of you today, like I’ve always wanted to.”

She struggled to maintain eye contact with him, to meet his strong glaring eyes with hers. Yet, to her surprise he didn’t seem to be struggling anymore, the daggers he had been staring at her were replaced with curiosity and understanding. She couldn’t keep a smile from decorating her plump lips, relief lifting the weight that had been on her chest. “Thank you, Jumin.”

Even when their roles were inversed, even when she was finally in charge, there was no denying the reign he had on her heart, no denying the hammering of her racing heartbeats deafening her. She was hypnotized by the deep shade of his grey eyes, the portals to his soul as he stared at her, or was he glaring?

She didn’t know, and didn’t care at that moment, for she finally realized that whether he was tied, or she was, she couldn’t be in charge. She couldn’t take control over the love of her life when she couldn’t control herself, couldn’t keep herself from touching him, and couldn’t deny the longing she felt for his hands, for his embrace, growing stronger and more demanding with each passing second.

Although it felt like minutes, perhaps even an hour passed while gazing at her lover, struggling to keep herself composed in his presence. In reality, it was just a few moments before she had given up to the yearning in her chest. She went down on all fours, the cold floor beneath her sending shivers through her spine as it met with the warmth of her skin, her hair falling to the front and serving as a decent coverage for her cleavage.

She would then crawl her way to Jumin, her eyes never leaving his. She wondered if he could read all the love, the longing and arousal he ignites her in, if her eyes could show how vulnerable she feels in his presence and even if just for a moment, she wished she could read his mind and search there for an answer.

She snapped out of her reverie as she reached him, and pulled his leg to the side before crawling even closer to him, close enough that only a few inches separated her lips for his chest, and a few more from his lips were they not covered. It took all of her self-control to keep herself from removing the tape and pressing a kiss against them and to ease her longing she went for his neck, burying her face and taking his scent in, hypnotizing her further.

She then kissed his neck, sucking the skin enough to leave a bruise. “That’s to remind you of the fun we’re about to have today~” She then licked the now sensitive skin, dragging her bottom lip across it. She felt heat pooling in her face, her cheeks colored in a rosy shade, and she was no longer sure whether she was teasing her lover or herself. She hoped at least, the both of them.

She then traced her way to his jaw with kisses, so well defined and beautiful under her lips. She then wrapped her arms around him, her chest pressed against his, separated by the fabric of her dress. Even if faint, she could feel his heartbeat, echoing against her skin and matching her own pace. Overwhelmed by her feelings, she decided it was her chance to explain her thoughts to him, intentionally letting her warm breath hit against his ear with each word. “Jumin… My Jumin”

She corrected herself as if the added pronoun was all that her world revolved around. She then added. “I don’t understand why you restrain me, why you lock me here… Or why you would ever think I would leave you. If by locking me here, you’re making sure you’ll always have my body then here I am, free to walk away but would never think of leaving you, it’s not those walls and the chip in my heels that’s keeping me, I’m staying here because you already have more than my body, Jumin. You have my soul, you have my love, you already have all of me and if you can feel how fast my heart beats, just from sharing the same room with you, the sweet sensations I feel inside me when you look at me, all the things I would do just to see you smile then you’d understand. You’d understand just how much I love you, Jumin. Not because I’m locked here but because I want to be with you.”

By the time she was done, a sense of relief and calm filled her once she expressed all that had been putting a weight on her chest. “I love you so much Jumin… That I wonder all the time if you know all that you mean to me.” She had poured all of her heart into her confession, and hoped she at least managed to convey her love to him.

She then decided to focus on the lust between her legs. She slid her hands down to his chest, unbuttoning the remaining buttons, and pushing his shirt open. She took a moment for herself, taking in and admiring her lover’s sculpted muscles and before she knew it her hands were on his chest exploring every inch of his toned muscles, of his abs and relishing the warmth of his skin that radiated under her fingers.

Any woman would feel safe and protected in a strong embrace such as his, but he was hers and hers alone. She was the lucky woman that got to hear his promises of love and protection. She kept her eyes locked on his as she leaned down, softly kissing his chest, where his heart would be. It was at such moments that she felt the need to tell him she loved him, to repeat herself over and over again knowing that no matter how many times she would say it, it would never be enough to express the extent of her feelings for him. So, she chose to say it through her actions today.

Her hands traveled to his belt, undoing it, and unbuttoning his pants. Her lips left a trail of kisses behind as they traced their way to his pants, occasionally sucking on his skin and leaving a hickey, marking him as her lover for the world to know. As her lips rested on the zipper of his pants, her eyes glanced up at Jumin, confidence and lewdness obvious on her face as she ran her tongue along her lips, licking and wetting them. She then held the zipper between her lips and pulled it down.

There was only the materiel of his boxers separating her from his member. She licked her lips once again, placed her hands on his thighs and leaned down. She dragged her lips and tongue along his bulge, dampening the material. She didn’t need to remove his boxers to feel how hard he had become. It was reassuring knowing that her lover was sharing the arousal she felt, and the heat she was in.

With an amused look she finally used a hand to pull down his boxers’ waistband, and watched as his member slid out into view, landing on her cheek. It wasn’t often that she got to see it so close to her, that she was free to stare for as long as she wanted to. Pride, along with lust was what overwhelmed her knowing that without the need to touch his member, without any sexual intercourse, he wanted her and wanted her badly from the looks of it.

She kissed the head of his member, her tongue sliding out to lick the tip. She then ran her tongue along his shaft, feeling his length, his girth, every vein pulsating under his skin and leaving a trail of her saliva behind while her hand traveled to his sack of balls, massaging them in the palm of her head. And if she wasn’t at the peak of her arousal before, she certainly was now as she heard his groan come out muffled by the tape, adding to her confidence.

Only now did she notice his chest heaving, his heavy breathing, the blush on his cheeks that matched hers, his hooded eyes as he stared down at her, saying all that could be said about his lust for her and it was all that it took to make her self-control waver. She reached for the tape covered his mouth, removing it with care, careful not to hurt his lips, the lips she yearned for. To her surprise, once it was removed he didn’t yell, didn’t scream, didn’t even as much as glare.

When he opened his mouth to speak, she finally remembered the effect his voice had on her. “Go on, MC…” And with that her heartbeat started hammering in her chest again, she was back to being his obedient, submissive lover. She brushed her hair behind her ears to keep it from getting on the way, as a consequence revealing her cleavage for his sight. She leaned down, wrapping her lips around his member, her tongue twirling around the part her mouth contained.

She reminded herself to keep her eyes locked on his, relishing in the vulnerability expressed on his face, something so rare that she wanted to memorize it, to always keep it in the back of her mind and remember what he looked like at the moment when she closes her eyes. She focused back on his pleasure as she took more of his member into her mouth, one inch at a time until it was hitting against the back of her throat.

She wasn’t sure anymore which one she loved hearing the most, was it the beating of his heart or his groans and moans as he threw his head back, calling her name repeatedly making her heart swell with love. Although he seemed to be trying to keep himself from doing it, he would occasionally thrust his now throbbing cock into her mouth.

She kept her lips tightly wrapped around his member as she took it all the way in and out of her mouth, gradually quickening the pace. “MC…” He said between his pants, struggling to catch his breath. “Stop… I won’t last much longer. Untie my hands; I want to be inside you.” As if his words had put a spell on her.

Without a second of hesitation, she reached behind him and untied the ropes around his hands. “I hope they weren’t too tight.” She said, worry obvious on her face. And this time when he smiled, it was a gentle smile; there was no lust, just his care, love and appreciation for her. He then seemed to be contemplating a thought, hesitating and although it was rare for her to see the businessman hesitate, it was yet another side of him she enjoyed discovering.

She enjoyed discovering new sides of Jumin that she never seen before, it only made her heart swell with love for him.

“The floor is too cold for you; let’s take this to the bedroom but God… MC you make me want you so bad I want to take you right here.” Somewhere along his words, she had found herself gazing at his lips, remembering how skillful they were between her legs, and as if he could read her mind, his lips stretched into a soft smile before leaning down and pressing them against hers, and invading her mouth with his tongue.

She rubbed and twirled her own around his, only breaking the kiss to catch her breath. “Then take me here, Jumin… I don’t care against the floor, or against a wall.” A few weeks before meeting Jumin she wouldn’t have dreamed of saying anything as lewd, yet there she was yearning, lusting over the man that faced her, Jumin Han.

As if he had been waiting for the words, in one swift movement he picked her up by her thighs, wrapping her legs around him, and pressing her against the wall. One of his hands traveled to her panties, where he ran a thumb along her slit and causing a moan to slip through her lips. She was wet, soaked even, and he could tell by the smirk on his face.

“Did you want me that bad, MC?” He asked and she wasn’t sure if it was out of appreciation or if he was teasing her. She was glad she wasn’t given any time to answer as he pushed her panties to the slide and placed his member along her slit, rubbing the head along her wet folds, some of her fluids dripped onto his member as he done so.

“Stop teasing me Jumin… Please.” And with that he buried his face in her neck as he placed the head of his cock against her entrance, slowly pushing it in, one inch at a time until he was fully inside her. Their moans had filled the room, and as much as she enjoyed hearing his, he loved hearing hers as well.

“I can hear it now.” He said as her placed his head against her breasts, and closed his eyes listening to the sound of her racing heartbeats, and he was reminded of her words earlier ‘if you can feel how fast my heart beats, just from sharing the same room with you…’ She could feel her heart swell with love for him and this time she couldn’t hold back from saying it once again. “I love you Jumin.”

But by the time she had finished her confession, she was moaning again as he sucked on the soft flesh of her breast, marking her with a hickey as he started thrusting into her, slow thrusts that gained more speed with each passing minute. They were both a moaning, sweating mess, with his lips traveling back and forth from sucking and toying with her nipples, to crashing against her own, and invading her mouth. “Ju-Jumin…”

She broke the kiss, a trail of saliva connecting their lips as she spoke. “I’m close, Jumin…”and if her words had triggered something in him, his thrusts grew faster, feeling his cock going all the way inside her with each thrust. “ Me too.” He said through his panting, and it only took a few more thrusts before they both came together, her fingernails sinking into his flesh from the intensity of the amount of pleasure she was feeling.

They both remained still, catching their breaths as all their strength left their bodies, leaving them both completely exhausted. He was careful with her as he pulled out his member, the mixture of their cum dripping down and running along her thigh, a sight he admired, he then went down on his knees and brought her down with him and rested his back on the wall, placing her on his lap.

He placed a hand on her cheek, caressing it with his thumb and now that they had both satisfied their lust, he seemed different…and in MC's eyes.. She couldn’t pinpoint what exactly it was, calmer? Happier? She wasn’t sure. “Thank you MC…” He finally spoke, and before she could ask what for, he had continued. “You’re a blessing and I’m not sure what I did to deserve you. Thank you for today, MC and thank you for loving me.”

His eyes traveled down to her chest, and she guessed he was remembering the sound of her heartbeat. As she wrapped her arms around him again, pressing a kiss on his cheek, she heard his whisper, what she longed to hear..

“I love you so much, MC.”

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