"It seems to me more than ever that I am a victim of introspection" ~ Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
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El temor de volver a intentarlo, el temor de volver a confiar, el temor de volver a llorar a las 2 de la mañana preguntándote qué hiciste mal.
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This man begged me for a second chance and now I’m suffering the consequences of believing men
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....: You should try to move on
....: I don't wanna move on
....: Don't stay in the past
....: I'll stay in the past
....: You gotta let go
....: I can't let go
....: You know good things don't last
....: It's the only good thing I've had
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I feel so lonely. So desolate.
And the most shattering thing is that whatever I do I can’t feel good, fulfilled, relieved, satisfied, proud of myself.
At first I thought maybe it’s because I need a change, a bit of dynamic, so I travelled to a few cities with my family, we did a few trips together, I met with my friends a couple of times, I went to some parties and cafes and shops and libraries and cinemas. I met new people, I’ve been to new places, I’ve seen new things.
And it doesn’t work.
I still feel… blank. Numb. Like I’m faking every smile and every word coming from my mouth is… mirthless? I don’t even know how to describe all of this.
I’m tired all the time. I tried relaxing - it didn’t work. I tried taking walks - didn’t help. Going out with friends? Even worse. So maybe spending time with my family? Nothing changed.
So what should I do?
I just… I want to fall asleep.
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As a kid i always hoped as an adult im going to be happy
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Norrix from Suitor Armor was built for TDP Lord Viren's fans, wasn't he ... ?
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im getting a little tired of having to apologise for simply existing.
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