The fact that some lees in this community simply use me (and other lers) as a way to get attention hurts me so much. I wish some people actually cared enough about me to not treat me like one of the many toys in their toy chest, who they can play with whenever they please... 😞
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Sad Boy Hours: Billy Batson
He's trying so hard to get the screaming adults in the room to just stop screaming at each other and be reasonable.
He is immediately dismissed and storms off, justifiably insulted.
And Billy goes right back to blaming himself, trying to figure out where he went wrong, how he could have fixed things, managed the emotions of the room better--even though he is 100% correct and the adults are absolutely failing, and badly.
"Even if he's wrong...I should respect him." Honey, the thing that's eating at you is the absolute dogshit way they act and then expect you to just accept as normal. These grown-ass heroes should not be hitting each other.
And a degree, honey. Several of them.
He sounds like a teacher trying to get the class to behave and that script keeps failing him. Over and over the adults around him dismiss him for his optimism, ignore his calls for reason. And they're heroes. They're the good guys and they tear into each other regularly and viciously. And Billy is fifteen years old in a room of adults screaming at each other. The team is sometimes down right abusive, and this child is trying to keep them from falling apart.
I worry about him, ya know?
(anyway, thank you for coming to my Sad Boy Hours)
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@drew-bard-for-hire post broke)
*good wizard cries into your arms* wh-what did I do to deserve you... *It's a genuine question, they don't know*
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My Arkhamverse! Jason Todd Headcanons
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Inspiration is a struggle to find for my X readers right now. My ADHD and autism has been a struggle for a while now, not to mention my anxiety. So, here are some of my personal headcanons for my favorite variant of my favorite character…
Warning ⚠️: Mentions/descriptions of torture, descriptions of sickness/illness-like symptoms (vomiting/upset stomach), Mental Illness, PTSD, and other disturbing themes
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Jason has BPD and ADHD. Both are hereditary, coming from his bio parents and he’s struggled with them for as long as he could remember, even before Batman and Joker.
Because of this, he has a lot of emotional outbursts and deep set anger. This is made very clear during his conversation with Barbara during the Halloween takeover
When he finally got out of Arkham, he couldn’t eat a lot of the foods he used to enjoy (he threw up the first time he tried to eat a burger)
All he ate in Arkham was whatever rotten food or drugged water Joker gave him. Only he would end up puking it up later on. Either that, or he went hungry (sometimes by his choice)
He actually ate like he has an upset stomach or stomach bug for a while, only drinking water or anything that was light on his stomach (Gatorade, room temp. Ginger ale, etc)
He could only eat crackers and toast, sometimes whatever soup he could buy (with pickpocketed money) or cook himself.
He has to wear a brace to better support his fucked up back. This is why his Red Hood chestplate looks so bulked up.
He had something similar in the Arkham Knight suit, but it’s lightweight, made from sustainable materials, and not as bulky as the one in his Red Hood getup.
Barbara offered to take him to a chiropractor to help him with his back. The practor was actually someone who helps her with lingering pains and phantom aches in her legs and hips.
But, Jason couldn’t stand the thought of a stranger putting their hands on him, so he declined but thanked her for the gesture
He wears a face mask whenever he goes out. A lot of people still think he’s dead, so best not show his face in public.
It also has the benefits of covering the ‘J’ brand on his cheek and people think he’s sick, so they stay away from him
Speaking of which, the ‘J’ mark isn’t the only traumatic scar with meaning or a story behind it on his body
He has three ‘HA’ laughter brandings, one on his left pectoral (where the Robin emblem was placed on his former suit), one on the small of his back, and the last one on his right hip.
He also has a pair of furled wings carved into his upper back. Obviously, an owed to his time as Robin and the painful memories that accompanied the mantle
Cooking reminds him of his time in the kitchen with Alfred and some of the best memories he had that weren’t tainted by Joker
Despite his initial disdain, Jason thinks Tim is a good Robin, but he steers clear of him because he feels he might say or do something he’ll regret later
Probably talks to Dick on those rainy days since he wasn’t involved in what happened to him
He still has that protective soft spot for kids, even after all the shit he went through
Joker tried to get him to hate them, but it was probably the only thing that Jason was resolute about. He would not harm a single child, even if it spared him from the pain and wrath of the Clown Prince himself
Upset that he never got to apologize to Bruce (and Alfred by extent) for everything
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That’s all for now!
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