i could understand all the reasons you left me more than any of the reasons you ever liked me
I’m really sad and I know you’re sad too i just wish we could be sad together.
I have a horrible hollow feeling on the pit of my stomach… My chest hurts, and I have a longing that I can’t not describe.
Is this how true heartbreak feels? Is this my own heartbreak, is it someone else’s? Or am I just being dramatic…?
I took care of you the best I could, I gave you all my love with all my heart, I know it wasn’t perfect but you weren’t either, I saw beyond all those things that made us both sad. I gave all my love to you, but you don’t care after all
sometimes i imagine talking to my younger self and when she sees me, she just falls apart hoping that at least by now, we would be better.
but i’m worser than before and all she can do is cry. i can’t comfort her. i can’t hold her. all i can do is stare and keep repeating the same words.
but nothing helps, she continues screaming until she goes numb and her throat becomes raw.
i’m so fucking sorry.
I turn my back on you
making sure you hear me laughing out loud
I walk with my head held high, leaving you down there somewhere
in the pit that I do not look into
in the pit that I dug up to bury us
and everything is “great yeah I’m really moving on”
only at night
I draw the curtains
howl to the walls
bite my pillow
die of love
Warm words from cold souls
Reaching for hands you will never hold
I’m still breathing
Theres no purpose
You give life its meaning
There are always words that stick like thorns.
Drink a Monster and keep going.
Ser una persona que piensa demasiado es…que nadie puede lastimarme más de lo que te lastimas a ti mismo pensando en los errores que has cometido
Sometimes I wonder if the ones I truly value, are actually for me. I just feel like some people be using me lol
at first I feel coldness and it hurts
then comes the numbness
and I go deeper deeper
last breath taken
and I think I’m crying with happiness but I’m not sure when these salty waters mix
there is a pressure here as well but different kind
this weight in the chest
I know it’ll be gone soon
oh how quiet it is
after drowning on the surface
I feel safe underneath
im sad :*(
October gonna over soon but i havent fallen in love in october
I’d do anything in my power
To see you just smile
I want you to prosper and come proper
Even if that means I ain’t by your side
la noche sigue empeorando y no hay forma en que el cansancio nuble la tristeza, quien demonios me dice de qué sirve tener fe en estos momentos…