manifesting this ends up in front of the music director of the james bond/007 movie. or the fourth wing/acotar show? maybe??
i’m a person that sees the potential not the present.
wrote this one after constantly finding myself trying to fix people in relationships.
always seeing the best in people leads to me often overextending myself or giving more into a relationship than is being given to me.
this song is basically me saying I can’t do it anymore. I can’t heal you, i can’t fix your problems, i love you but i need to leave and heal now.
i think this song would be so beautiful in edits and i would love to see some of you guys use it!!! if you do use, please tag me 🤍🤍🤍🤍
i love u
[broken pieces- unreleased- written by me]
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I’m not afraid of the dark, it’s comforting being blind..
I’m not worried about the nights.. it’s much darker in my mind..
I don’t hate being alone.. it’s too noisy inside my head..
I don’t need to feel your love.. I can love me instead..
I’m not scared of getting hurt.. I’m accustomed to the pain..
Call me crazy if you want, but I prefer the word “insane”
I’ve never craved affection or companionship, a lover or a friend..
Don’t worry about me my darlings, I know I’ll be alright in the end.
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"Sometimes we think we want to disappear, but all we really want is to be found."
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i don't want to
want her anymore.
i am tired of
breaking my own heart.
i spend all of my days
wishing she was mine
and all of my nights
hoping she never finds out.
i guess this is my curse;
unrequited love,
unreciprocated desire.
it consumes me whole.
it always has.
i am nothing if not a fool.
-mars
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They're not my friends
They say they're happy for me
But I see it in their eyes
They're the least happy for me
They pray for my downfall
But I won't succumb to them
I am better off alone
Where I am safe
Where I am understood.
[Kas]
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I think about you a lot.
All the time, actually.
In the morning, at night,
in the middle of my day. It's you.
It's just always you.
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And if you were to point a dagger at my neck, I’d bend down and lick it until my blood starts to drip off the edge.
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Stargazer.
Walk forward in the Moon's quiet steps.
Outline my stare with your own watchful eye
and be warned, it will leave you blind--
my glare--
my glowing and ominous stare.
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Oh love, you have forsaken me..
Brought me down onto my knees..
Brought tears into my once happy eyes..
Ridiculed my every wish and every dream..
Oh love, you have forsaken me..
For now, I am just an empty soul..
With nothing to live for.. to die for..
Just existing.. somewhere in between.
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