“Depression means when things get bad, you make them worse, to see what rock bottom looks like.”
“It is sad to look at the sea on a starless night, but it is more melancholic to love without feeling.”
“Getting fired from my job was the moment I truly realized I was worthless.”
“Perhaps there are people in this world who are solely here to feel pain so others don’t have to. I think I am one of those people.”
I fear the day
you will realise
that I’m not as special
as you thought
“When you grow up with it, it never feels like abuse. Until one day it stops and you find yourself wanting to be hit over the smallest mistakes.”
“You once told me that the human eye is god’s loneliest creation. How so much of the world passes through the pupil and still it holds nothing. The eye, alone in its socket, doesn’t even know there’s another one, just like it, an inch away, just as hungry, as empty.”
People covet falling in love as a teenager because there’s no other rush that compares to it and I’m disappointed I probably won’t be able to experience that high.
I won’t let the illusion you have of me break — I won’t let you see how calloused my soul is, how the light slowly seeps out of me leaving an empty shell. I’ll be what you need because I need you.
“He comes back home directly from work, he goes to the bathroom and smokes”