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„You look beautiful undone…and my heart's connected.“
„We learn the most when we least expect it. We learn the most when we break in two. (…) It's the cracks that let the light shine through…“ („Beautiful Undone” by Laura Doggett)
“Her hands were brushing a strand of his silky hair out of his face and in this exact moment, Julia’s whole existence got just one purpose: She would always protect this way too skinny, raven-haired boy with his adorably crooked nose and those beautiful - and yet so sad - obsidian eyes!”
This is a tiny snippet from one of my stories, which I’m only writing in order to cope with my own pain. I guess, I won’t ever be bold enough to share them publicly and my friend @vulnus-sanare has the duty to burn my laptop as soon as I’ll be gone one day (even though she threatened me to share my dirty work with the people in our beloved Snapedom).
But this little snippet fits perfectly with the amazing artwork, which my friend, the extremely gifted @snake-queen7 drew for me.
I’ve always had a soft spot for Severus in his younger years. All I’d wanted was to keep this boy safe from harm, making him feel loved and cared for…because this is exactly, what he deserved!
In my stories, Jules is Sevy’s friend, his lover, his protector, his guardian angel, his saviour, his powerful goddess of revenge. And to be honest, you don’t have to be a psychologist to understand, where this is coming from. Julia’s strength and her determination to make the world a better place for her beloved Severus are rooted in my own feelings of helplessness and despair.
My reality with ME/CFS couldn’t be more different from my stories. I feel trapped. Trapped in my own diseased and disabled body…trapped in my room….trapped in my darkness…trapped in a life, in which I don’t feel appreciated anymore.
I’m feeling more and more like a useless piece of furniture, which someone has hidden in a dark chamber. Still good enough to keep it, even though it’s not in plain sight…or at least not bad enough to waste it eventually.
Where’s my light? Where’s my saviour? Where’s my way out of this hell? I guess, it’s just like Severus has said: “Well, it may have escaped your notice,but life isn’t fair!” (“Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix”)
I’ve always loved Severus for his resilience, his stubborn determination and strength. Since 21 years, he’s not only my comfort character and the love of my life…he’s my role model, my inspiration to keep on going…to keep on living.
So, I’m clinging to him and to all the things, I’m using in order to cope with my misery: I’m a loving mother of three wonderful children. I have a handful amazing friends with a deep understanding of my grief and despair, but who also appreciate my dry humour and my sarcasm. I’m still capable of pouring out my feelings onto paper, creating something beautiful in my stories. And I’m full of gratitude for the artists of Snapedom, who are helping me to bring my creative ideas to life with their art.
And that’s exactly, what you have done for me with this delightful piece of art, @snake-queen7! Thank you for giving me some comfort and peace for my troubled heart and soul by drawing Sevy and Jules again. You are wonderful and I appreciate not only your outstanding art, but also your kindness and compassion. Thank you for everything! 🥹
🖤Sevy & Jules🖤
🖤Severus & Julia🖤
#sevy x jules#severus x julia#Severus x oc#fuck me/cfs#i have a soft spot for young severus#commissioning artwork is my goddamn coping mechanism#this is my red carpet for all the artists of snape fandom#i would protect him with my life#i would fight for him#i would kill for him#i would die for him#i will defend him with my life#mecfs#i love severus#severus snape#i love snape#young severus#severus fanart#severus snape fan art#snart#severus snape art#snape art
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hi! okay so im actually a mutual and a fellow writer of yours but im too shy to ask with my user visible. anyways i've been following you and reading your work on here and ao3 for a while but i didn't realize that was both you!! you're literally my fav sevika writer on ao3 (here too ofc)
anyways, if you haven't done this yet, i'd really appreciate sevika with a gf who is curvy and plump. like how would she react, what would she like abt her gf and such. can be sfw or nsfw, whatever you wish!
thank you for your work and i wish you a happy new year <3
hi bb!! thank u so much for such a lovely compliment! i wrote a little blurb about an insecure chubby reader getting her insecurities fucked outta her by sev ;) which you can read here!
but it's 2024! let's write some not-sad chubby reader, because this year we're loving our bodies and thanking them for everything they've gotten us through, no matter what they look like!!!
men and minors dni
sevika. loves. big girls.
idc what anyone says.
sure, she trains for her job. but her real motivation for hitting the gym every single night is the excited/horny/giddy look you get in your eyes when she picks you up with ease.
when her arms get wobbly and she considers just calling it a night and heading home, she thinks of the way you squeal when she throws you over her shoulder and shakes her head, grits her teeth, and continues her reps.
she loves having you in her lap. it takes a while to convince you. you're certain you're going to squish her, make her uncomfortable, but the weight of you against her is so comforting and soothing to sevika-- she's addicted to it. she's always got you on top of her, sitting in her lap or laying on her chest while you watch tv.
she loves how soft you are. besides your elbows and knees and skull-- every part of you is soft and pliable and plush and so so so grope-able.
she'll grope any part of you.
your flabby biceps? she's feeling them up like they're your tits.
the little pouch of fat under your chin? she's always pinching and rubbing when she holds your head in her hands as you kiss.
and your belly?!
sevika goes wild for your belly.
the way it rolls, the way it jiggles, the way it hangs over your waistband or peeks out of your shirt when you reach up-- sevika's constantly drooling over your belly.
if you're in the house, she demands you be shirtless. just so she can see your belly. sure, your tits are there too, and that's great when she's in the mood, but most of the time it's more wholesome than that. she's just obsessed with your stomach. she loves seeing the way it expands and contracts when she makes you laugh, loves tracing the little lines that form from your rolls when you stand after sitting for a while, adores the stretchmarks that decorate it.
in the bedroom, she'd constantly be biting you. she loves sinking her teeth into your soft flesh, loves the marks she leaves behind, loves the way it makes you gasp.
and the groping gets ten times worse.
one hand on each of your ass cheeks while you ride her, one on each of your tits during doggystyle. during missionary, she spends just as much time looking at your face as she does looking at your stomach, both of her hands gripping your hips, her fingertips sinking into your skin. if she's got you in a mating press, she's got her fingers pinching your thighs.
you don't sit on her face for a long time.
you're convinced you'll hurt her or suffocate her, and each time you tell her this she just grins and says, 'please do.'
but once she manages to get you to agree-- it becomes both of your new favorite position.
sevika's fucking magical with her tongue-- but when she's eating you out she's always teasing you, pulling away before you can cum or getting distracted by pressing kisses and sucking hickeys on your thighs and fupa. but when you're on top, you get full control, and you can grind your cunt against her wickedly talented lips and that gorgeous nose of hers as much as you please.
sevika, meanwhile, cums in her pants the first time you sit on her face. with your smell enveloping her, your taste on her lips, your sounds in her ears, her hands clinging on your hips-- how could she not cum? especially when your thighs start twitching around her ears.
she's always buying you clothes just a size too small. likes the way they cling to you, likes watching your flesh strain against the fabric.
on a similar note, she's always making you wear her clothes-- no matter how tight they are on you. she'll even chop the sleeves and waistline hems off for you so they're more comfortable for you to wear. she loves the way you spill out of her clothes, and she loves the way they slowly ride up to your waist over time, revealing your wide hips to her.
if you ever need to win an argument or really fluster sevika, all you have to do is wear thigh high socks. something about the way your thighs spill out over the hem drives her wild. she'll do anything if you ask while you're wearing thigh highs.
my other chubby reader blurb covers this much more in depth, but if you have any insecurities about your body, you won't have them for long with sevika around.
to her, you have The Perfect Body. sure, she's ripped like an olympian, but you are shaped like a fucking goddess. and she's very, very happy to worship.
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Sevi is making me sad again 🥹
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Worth the wait
Severus Snape x fem! professor! reader
[Requested – see request here]
Summary: Y/n has been friends with Severus since they were 11, much like him she suffered from a one-sided love but will that change that they are now professors?
Warnings: swearing, kissing, mentions of sex and suggestive themes
A/n: 4.2k words, this is set bit before Harry comes to Hogwarts, non voldy au and the reader is an ex Slytherin. Tamara and Caleb are made up characters. It’s my first time writing for Snape so I hope you like it and let me know how I did x
Tamara’s writing – italics
Caleb’s writing – bold italics
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You picked up one of the shards of chalk from the pot and began writing the plan for your first lesson whist casually taking bites of the muffin you had quickly swiped from the kitchens earlier. As you wrote you failed to see the body that was standing just inside the door, so when they spoke it startled you, making you break the chalk against the bored
“You misspelled Animagus”
You swivel around eyeing your old friend before turning back to see you indeed spelt it wrong and not only that you also wrote the incantation around the wrong way as well “Bugger” you curse making him let out a small huff of a laugh at you
You pick up the duster and clear the whole board deciding to redo the whole thing but with a spell instead, giggling after you mutter the incantation “There goes trying to add a personal touch” you shrug turning back to him
“You were always a better talker than writer” he notes
“I had to be, have you heard yourself talk? I love you, but your voice is dreadfully boring” you tease crunching up your nose at the end
He rolls his eyes “I was coming to ask if you got breakfast but I see you already stole some” he shakes his head “As per usual”
“It’s technically not stealing anymore, I’m a professor now” you give him a triumphant look as you take a bite
“Hiya Miss” one of the boys from your class strolls in casually but tenses seeing his other professor “Sir” he shakily nods walking quietly over to his desk
Merlin Sev, you’re like their boogieman, you lower your usual ward to let him hear your thoughts to which he gives you a look, almost like he’s proud of how scared the kids are of him before heading to leave “Goodbye Professor Y/l/n” he says formally
“Bye Professor…” Sevy “…Snape” you smile to yourself, you don’t even need to see his face to feel the eye roll “Morning” you turn to greet the boy who seems more like his usual self now Snape has left
He gives you a smile as you take a seat at your desk, observing the rest of the class the pour in looking rather groggy, although it was a Monday morning what did you expect? While you sat pretending to look busy when in reality you were doodling, you let yourself daydream about the man who just left your classroom.
You and Severus had known each other since you were 11, after you just so happened to sit next to each other at the welcome feast in first year. You remembered it well, his miserable face as you were eating dinner, to which you later learned was because he was apart from his current best friend at the time. You hated seeing people sad so at breakfast the next day you sat next to him again and made a little waffle house which managed to make him crack a small smile, from then on out you had joined his and Lily duo becoming an unlikely trio.
Although you were a pureblood you were lucky your parents were quite like the Greengrass’, who taught you not to believe in pure-blooded superiority. As the years passed you grew fond of your best friends, one more than the other, around your 4thyear you developed a crush on him, maybe it was the way his hair had grown out or his growth spurt but your little heart fluttered every time you saw him. Of course, with the flutter came the ache as you watched him tirelessly pine after Lily, the same ache you felt when he gushed to you about how he loved her or cried in your arms when he had lost her to James.
You didn’t mind that she dated James, they made perfect sense together but what you never forgave her for was all those years she led him on. She never had to say it but you knew she was aware of his feelings and fuelled them with every ‘I hate potter’ rant she went on. When he called her a mudblood and left him, you didn’t blame her, in fact you refused to talk to him for almost a month before you finally forgave him, as unlike her you understood the pressure he was under as everyone that wore a green tie did.
As your memories of the man flooded your brain you were brought back to the present by one of your students huffing as they half slammed their bag down as they sat “Ugh I hate him!” she hisses to her friend
You look up with a tilted head “Hate who?” you inquire making her jump and go wide eyed, clearly not thinking you would hear her “Come on, give me the goss it’s been rather dull lately” you say earning small giggles from the class
“Professor Snape just gave me a detention” she huffs as your eyebrows lift, now why doesn’t that surprise me?
“Whatever for?” you question with small smile
“I didn’t even do anything wrong” she complains “I just tripped and hit my funny bone off of the wall and yelp ‘fuck’ in pain”
You start laughing before you remember you are supposed to be professional “Sorry…” you compose yourself “Perhaps I can have a word with him and get you out of that” you throw her a wink to which she smiles before a hand goes up across the room “Yes?”
“Miss, I don’t mean to be rude but how do you work with him, he’s so…” the boy trails off as he tries to word it
“Mean” someone else finishes bluntly
“And scary” another adds
You chuckle “He wasn’t always this grumpy, sadly that trait came with age” you joke rolling your eyes making the students look at you in confusion
“How long have you known him?” one asks
“I was in his year, same house” you explain with a smile
“Wait, you were a Slytherin?” someone asks in complete shock
“Yes” you smirk “Why do I not seem very Slytherin-y” you knew full well you weren’t a typical Slytherin, in fact many would mistake your happy nature for that of a Hufflepuff or your wit for a Gryffindor
“Well you’re just so light and breezy” one answers making the rest of the class nod in agreement
“Yeah you’re like the anti-Snape” that one makes you giggle because it was true, you two were polar opposites yet you worked perfectly
“Plus, you wear a lot of yellow” you turn to look at the boy
“Wear a lot of yellow?” you exclaim, moving your cloak revealing your rather lovey yellow jumper “Where could you have possibly gotten that idea from?” you question with a smirk
The class chuckles before a boy called Caleb speaks up “So what was he like in school?”
“Well he was always a bit doom and gloom but he had his moments” you start smiling “Like one time I managed to convince him to sneak into the kitchens for food or made him throw a dungbomb into the classroom of that bitch of a professor that used to teach Ancient Runes” you shake your head, merlin did you hate that women
The class erupts in laughter before the girl, Tamara, next to Caleb speaks up “You really convinced him to do all that?” she looks at you stunned
“I did bat my eyelashes a bit and give my best puppy eyes…but eventually yeah” you say proudly nodding
“So, were you too ever…you know…more than friends?” Tamara asks hesitantly as the rest of the class leans in
That ache returned as you gave a fake smile to hide the hurt and disappointment which flashed across your face for a mere second “No” you shake your head “We’ve always been friends, nothing more…now” you clap your hands together “Lets teach you troublemakers how to cause more trouble as Animagi”
The sadness in your tone doesn’t go over everyone’s head, Caleb and Tamara pick up on it writing little notes on the margin of the former’s parchment
I think she used to fancy him
You think? Who would want to bone that miserable sod
As you speak you hear a small giggle from Tamara but that was nothing new, her and Caleb were good students so you overlooked the little messages and continued to teach
What if that’s why he’s a miserable sod? He just needs a girl to make him all soft, you heard her she managed to convince him to do all that stuff
We have him tomorrow maybe we could bring her up?
Good plan, hey we are kinda like Emma
Emma?
Like the book Emma from Jane, Tamara sees his confusion crossing it out, never mind she was a matchmaker
Maybe we could match each other up too x
Ew gross
Offence taken doll
The next day Tamara and Caleb take their seats in class getting there early so they can speak with Snape who was currently sitting at his desk waiting for the rest of the class to slowly filter in
“Sir” Caleb gains his attention
Snape sighs closing his eyes “Yes?” he replies not bothering to look up
“Did you know Miss Y/l/n while you were at school?” he asks watching his professors expressionless face closely, both he and Tamara noting the small upwards twitch of his lips when your name is said
“Yes, we were in the same year” he says plainly
“She told us she was a Slytherin but that doesn’t really make sense” Tamara speaks up, her words making the man glance up at her for a mere second
“She was in Slytherin. I’m sure if you both did your research you would know people are put into houses for the qualities they have and/or values they accept, not their personalities” he says shortly
“So what values does Miss Y/l/n possess that makes her Slytherin instead of say…a Hufflepuff like us?” the boy asks trying his best to claw any kind of emotion from this stone of a man
Snape took a deep breath, if he was being honest even he had doubted why you were in Slytherin to start, hell even Dumbledore had forgotten when he met you again for your interview “Miss Y/l/n is… intelligent, can read people rather well” or a bullshit detector as she would call it “and she’s very determined when he puts her mind to something she will always succeed”
The young duo listen intently, noticing his usual monotone voice is a little lighter than before, as well as the corners of his lips turning up as he spoke about you, as he finishes he returns to his cold exterior once more “Enough questions, if you asked these many questions in class many both of you would actually pass”
The two students nod quickly, taking the rather direct hint allowing him to go back to his writing, while he mindlessly grades papers letting his body go into autopilot his mind wanders. When he first saw you, it was at the welcome feast in his first year whilst he was rather upset he still remembered you cheering him up the next day. He always liked that you never prodded or forced him to say why he was so sad that night, the reason of course was Lily, it wasn’t that she shouldn’t have been in Gryffindor, or that there was anything wrong with it, but it was the fear that the house difference would eventually tear them apart
He remembered your happy expression as you tried to introduce yourself, you seemed too light to be in Slytherin, it was like there was no darkness in your heart at all. This was proved right time and time again, you were one of the few people that could actually make him crack a smile and fewer who could make him laugh out loud. As time went on his feelings for Lily kept growing, she was his first love, the love he wanted returned more than anything, he would have done anything to have her. As for you, he trusted you most, you were a constant that made him feel safe and if he was being honest with himself, you were his best friend.
He didn’t blame you for not talking to him after he slashed out at Lily, nor did he blame her after he had calmed down, he just was so embarrassed after James had embarrassed him publicly, in front of her for the umpteenth time. He was miserable for that month you didn’t talk to him, so much he took Barty and Evan up on their offer to drink his sorrows one night, which was how he stumbled his way up to your dorm and begged for you to be his friend again. Back then his drunken self was adamant on going to you and only you, the redhead never crossing his mind in that moment, of course he never worked out why that was until he was much older.
You, much to his delight, forgave him but not before you gave him a good telling. During those years he knew now he didn’t appreciate you enough, nor did he treat you the way you deserved. It wasn’t until after Hogwarts he ran into someone from school who asked if you and he were still together, apparently everyone, even Lily and James, thought you both were an item at one point. The conversation made him final see it, every fake smile, every twinge of disappointment, every little glint of heartbreak in your eye, and how he had broken your heart over and over again
He knew missed his chance with you, too busy pinning hopelessly after another to see you were there and so much better for him that Lily ever was. She brought out his obsessive, jealous, darker side while you made him feel safe, light and sure of himself. You both still kept in touch after Hogwarts but through letters as you decided to travel for a bit and during those years apart he missed you dearly. Eventually he did reconcile with Lily, even becoming Godfather to her second child.
He was offered the position as potions master a few years before you took the job as McGonagall’s teaching assistance and then offered a full-time position. When he saw you again you were all grown up, yet personality wise you were exactly the same and his stomach filled with the familiar butterflies he used to feel around Lily accept these were much stronger. He was sure your crush was long gone by now and he thought maybe his would dissipate with time however he was wrong, as the crush faded away it turned into something else, love but a pure untainted one this time
As his mind returned to the class room and he began the lesson, two makeshift matchmakers were scheming
He likes her, you saw this face that’s the first time I’ve seen him show a positive emotion
Okay now we know she fancies him and he fancies her so we need to get them together, they sit in thought for a minute, any ideas?
None, you?
Not one, lets meet tonight and think x
Okay but this isn’t a date
Of course doll, call it anything you want ©
You’re an arse
Love you t , Tamara pulls the parchment away from him and shoves it in her bag
Over the next weeks you and Severus kept running into each other more often, both called to the some disaster or emergency that was 9 times out of 10 not even happening, once you both ended up locked in the store room together. Tamara and Caleb were running out of ideas, clearly their idea to make you spend more time together alone wasn’t working. Neither one of you was going to confess this way and with Snape’s ability to use non-verbal magic and their locking skills rather obsolete, they couldn’t lock you in a room long enough. They were going to have to think of something big and that something big happened to be a little bit of paper
You sauntered into Severus’ classroom, his last class of the day had ended so you decided to annoy him until it was time for dinner. Walking up and around his desk you hopped onto it, patiently waiting for him to finish the paper he was grading. He didn’t need to look up to know it was you, besides he’d recognise your perfume anywhere. He quickly finished what he was writing, placing his quill carefully to the side before he looked up at you, you were smiling away as you absentmindedly looked over all of the potions displayed on the wall.
His class room was always very dark and dingy, but the light reflected off of the glass vials and your presence brought life into it. You looked pretty like that, little crinkles at your eyes as your let your legs swing almost childlike from his desk, he couldn’t help but smile a little.
Almost feeling his eyes, you turn your head and look down at him happily “Done?” you ask
“Almost” he sits back in his chair, back achy from grading terrible papers for the last few hours whilst the class had private study for their upcoming exams
You nod “How about you take a break for a bit, it’s almost dinner anyway” you convince him but little did you know he’d probably do anything you said, within reason of course, if you asked him to kill someone he’d question it a bit first, it’s you though, you’d most likely have a good reason to commit murder
What are you thinking about Sevy? You leave your thoughts open and unguarded
Snape let out a small laugh, he had taught you how to shield your thoughts from legilimens like him, and much like a lot of things you used it for comedic purposes, like the times you would think funny things or images to make him laugh in class which you still did now as professor but at teacher meetings instead, but you also used it for general conversation like this or to check on him from afar
“I’m thinking you’re right” he stands up, closing his eyes as he stretches missing the way. your eyes trail over him before returning to his face as he reopens them “Would you like to…” he stops spotting something on the floor
Your eyebrows knit together “What is it?” you ask watching curiously as he walking over and picks up a fallen piece of parchment
Snape huffs as he picks it up, unfolding it as he expects this must he someone’s notes or homework but is greeted with yes notes from his class but also a conversation in the margin
You really think she still fancies him?
Miss Y/l/n?
Yeah duh
You heard her when she was talking about him in class it’s obvious
You think he likes her?
Maybe?
We should ask her more tomorrow she seemed to cut the conversation short and get a bit upset when we asked if they were a couple
You watched his mouth part in shock as he read it and you could swear you could see an actual dusting of blush on his cheeks “What’s so interesting?” you ask startling him out of his daze “Come on what’s the gossip?” you hop off of the desk and walk up to him attempting to grab the parchment but he rips it away folding it “Hey!”
“Umm” he tries to find the words “It’s nothing of interest just some…” he pauses thinking of something “…inappropriate drawings”
You tilt you head starting to laugh at your friend’s embarrassment “Well now you have to show me” you look at him with an amused smile “Come on, gimmie” you make grabby hands at the piece of paper
Your words barley register, mind too busy running around with the fantasy of you and him together, a fantasy until now he hadn’t let himself hope could become reality. Could you really still like him, even love him after all this time?
“Sev?” he turns back to look at you who still has their hand out waiting for him to give it over but now as a concerned pout “I swear if they’ve said anything bad about you I’ll dye their robes pink, they’ll never know it was me” you put your hands up defensively as you try to make him laugh to which you succeed
He places the piece of paper down on the desk behind him before turning back to you with a look you had never seen before. His eyes filled with something you’d only ever imagined in your head, Sev? You think but he moves a little closer making you back up until you hit the desk behind you. Letting out a gasp as your hands reach back to grip the edge of the table, watching your friend closely, what are you doing?
His body is barley inches from yours as he looks down at you looking up at him confused yet with soft eyes “Something I should have done a very long time ago” he leans forward a little
You gulp a little as he edges closer, are we going to…, you think as your noses are mere millimetres from touching
“Yes” he breaths out as he captures your lips, it’s gentle, tender at first before you begin to melt into him, as you do his hands find their way over yours as he deepens the kiss
After a few mind-blowing seconds your kiss is interrupted by the sound of a door hitting the wall making Severus step away from you quickly, chest heaving a he tries to compose himself, turning away to walk back to his desk letting you deal with it.
You turn to two familiar students, letting out a chuckle as you see Tamara hitting Caleb as he must have been the one to cause the small ruckus “Can I help you?” you say with a smile plastered on your face living off of the high that the love of your life just kissed you
“Sorry Miss…we…” Caleb seems to struggle to find a good excuse to Tamara steps up to his rescue
“I left some of my notes here” she explains
You nod, eyeing Severus who has his head down pretending to work before walking over to the table and picking up the parchment holding it up “This it?” the girl nods as you unfold it quickly scanning the contents before you approach and hand it over “Thank you” you whisper to both of them making them grin “But please keep this to yourself until we tell Professor Dumbledore” you ask
“Yes miss” “Of course” they reply quickly taking their leave and looking rather proud of themselves before Caleb attempts to slip his hand into her which causing her to swat it away playfully before actually taking it
You close the door to the classroom, letting out a small giggle as you turn back to Severus who has finally looked up, his bright red cheeks slowly fading. You head back to the desk, standing in front of his chair as he swivels it out and around to look at you, watching with furrowed eyebrows as you take your wand out and mutter spell on the door to lock it
“What are you doing” he tilts his head, corners of his lips turning up as he the mischief in your eye
“Something I’ve been dreaming of doing for a long time …and…” you glide your fingers over the edge of his desk while swaying noticing his eyes scanning over your motions “…something I may have fantasized about the moment I saw you behind this desk for the first time” you confess, tugging your lip between your teeth
“And what would that be?” he eyes you
“This” you say shortly as you plop yourself on his lap, legs straddling his own
You giggle at his eyes going comically wide for a moment before his hands go to steady your hips as your own settle on his chest playing with the edge of his robes “You could take me on a date first” he jests making you make a false shocked expression
“Professor Snape! I am a classy girl get those dirty thoughts out of your…mhm” your cut off by one of his hands leaving your hip to pull your jaw in for a kiss
As you pull apart you see him grinning “I like this” he notes
“I should hope so” you mutter pouting
“Of course I like this” he squeezes your hips “I meant I like that I finally have a way to shut you up”
“You little…mhm” he cuts you off with a kiss making you pull back “Hey you can’t just…” he does it again “…kiss me…” and again “…to shut me…” yet again “…fuck it” you concede letting your hands glide up into his hair as his pull you closer by the waist
After a few minutes you break away to catch your breaths, I’ve loved you since we were 15, you confess taking one of his hands off your hip and clasping your own around it, looking down at them as you rub little circles with your thumbs
He smiles as his heart flutters using his free hand to tilt your head back up as he leans you’re his forehead against yours, I love you too, more than you could ever imagine, and I’m sorry for taking so long to realise you were always the one for me, always
You smile brightly as you hear his words in your mind, words you had been dreaming about hearing for so long, nudging your nose with his as your reply, you were always worth the wait, always, he smiles nudging his own nose with yours before capturing your lips once more
#severus snape x reader#severus snape and reader#severus snape x y/n#severus snape x you#severus snape and you#severus x you#severus x reader#severus snape#professor reader#slytherin reader#snape fluff#reader insert#harry potter fanfiction#snape and reader#snape and you
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Sad to see Sevy go, but there was no way the yankees were going to give him another chance
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So I’ve been working my new job – an IT-support hotline, well, okay, a very limited category of IT-support, only for the products our company offers – for three months now and just realized I never rambled about it on here, so.
Have some funny outtakes from hours and hours of phone calls (and one kind of sad one):
Customer: “Fair warning, miss – I’m an old man, so explaining all this computer stuff to me will take a while!”
Me: “Alright then, fair warning back – I’ve only been working this job for three months now, so might be that we have to figure out some stuff as we go.”
Customer: “HAH, what a pair we make!”
Waiting to see if the problem is now fixed
Customer: “We should do a prayer circle or something. You got any candles?”
Me: “A prayer circle with only two people is kind of pathetic, no?”
Customer: “Well, yeah, with that attitude for sure!”
Me: “So sorry to ruin the moment!”
Same Customer, half an hour later, problem fixed: “Thank GOD – is there some kind of feedback chart I can fill out for you? You’re getting gold stars all over.”
Me: “Even though I didn’t do a prayer circle with you?”
Customer: “I will let it slide this once. Gold stars all around.”
Customer: “Welp, since we gotta wait until that software does its job – might have to flirt with each other to pass the time.”
Me, as ace as they freaking come: “Wrong address for that, sir. I can ask a colleague to take over for me though?”
Customer: “Has anybody ever told you that you have such a nice, calming voice? I mean. I feel like I’m drinking a sleeping draught, here.”
Me: “That makes me sound like I’m boring you to sleep.”
Customer: “If I start snoring, don’t be offended, that’s a compliment.”
Customer: “I’ve been kicked out of the call for no reason for the fourth time today!”
Me: “Oh. Want to see how far we get in trouble shooting before it kicks you again?”
Customer starts laughing so loudly I have to take the phone away from my ear. “Miss, I like the attitude!”
(He did get kicked out three more times, but we fixed his problem)
Angry Customer, as soon as I pick up the phone: “Oh, no, no!”
Me: “Sir? What is the-…”
Customer: “No, I want a man on the phone. Get me one of your colleagues on the phone!”
At that point I had already been warned that computers and stuff are still considered a “man’s job” for some people, so sometimes, there’s the rare customer who does not a woman helping him. I had been advised to just hand the call over. Me, perplexed dork that I am, just blurt out: “Would it help you if I talked with a deeper voice, or…?”
Let’s say HE was not happy, but my colleague nearby burst out laughing so hard he had to skip the next phone call.
Customer: “… and so I told your colleague he has to pass me over to you, Miss Sevi, because you already know I’m a hopeless case!”
Me: “Mister Smith, we talked about this – no badmouthing my favourite customer, please.”
Customer: “I’m literally calling you every two days with another problem.”
Me: “Yea, and it makes my day. So hush. Let’s fix your problem now.”
Customer, super nice elderly lady: “I like talking to you, you know. You’re so kind and patient.”
Me: “Aw, thank you. You’re also a very nice customer.”
Customer: “You know. You remind me a lot of my granddaughter.... I miss her every day.”
Me, after an “aw fudge” moment: “Ma’am? Do you maybe want to call again?”
Customer: “Can I? Not too often, I know you’re busy of course-…”
Me: “I will find the time. Just ask for me, okay?”
(We have been talking once a week now. Like, ten minutes, just talking about her day, or some funny moments I had in the office, but she seems to love it. I haven’t told my boss, so shhhh)
#let's just say the job is fun#who would have thought - sevi with her fear of phone calls works in a hotline now XD#sevi is rambling#personal things
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seeing sevi is helping a little with my stephan pius and eisei induced sadness
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Hello. It is I, Jodie, creator of many fandom playlists and Snapedom shitposts. Friend to many role play accounts. Beta reader for all who ask.
Dear lord have the last few years been a trip.
If you knew me during the period of 2015-2018, when I was most active on here and predominantly active in the Snapedom you may already know that back then I was going through some capital S Shit. I was in an awful relationship, deadend job, broke, and overall not very hopeful about...life, to be honest.
I want to apologize for the sad lump I was and for whatever pain that may have caused any of you on here. But I also want to write a thank you to everyone on here who rallied around me during what was objectively the most difficult period of my life.
Whatever happened IRL in those years I knew I could come on here and someone would make me laugh. Or cry with their ingenious rollplays and fanfictions. Or just extend a hand of comfort and grace. The lot of you helped guide me through that and for that I will forever be thankful.
I'm in a better place now. I'm with someone who loves me and has gone to the ends of the earth to show that to me. I'm in a job with upward mobility and benefits. And I want to become active on here again.
I'm sure a great deal of my old friends have moved on from things, either the fandom or this platform in its entirety. But do me a favor. If you like Snape, or Spider-Man, I like him now, too, give this some notes. I'd love to see what you're cooking up.
A special shoutout to @snuffles-groovy-doghouse @sevi-seviyorum @doodlebat who were some of my first real friends here. I hope life is treating you all well. I think about you often.
Also, I had to get a root canal this year because I did not floss for a very long time. Please remember to floss. Heed my warning.
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Since Google playstore won't let me write more than 500 words in a review. Here's my full and honest review of The sign by Reality Games.
I really like mobile mystery games and honestly while I know most negative reviews just complained about it, I think that while the hacking minigame was frustrating at times, in general it was actually doable. Anyway, I really wanted to give this game a chance. In fact, I gave it multiple.
The plot has potential. But there's way too much wrong with it for me to be able to actually enjoy it.
First of all the game is incredibly cis and heteronormative. You can only choose male or female (which is a problem in games like duskwood and the healing as well).
And it automatically assumes you are straight. (Just like duskwood) and this says a lot about the Devs imo.
Cedric and Jonathan are constantly being downright misogynistic. There's a conversation where Cedric and Jonathan are being openly homophobic and no one is calling it out.
Dr. Leitner spends half the game revealing he is a pedophile, a predator and a piece of shit. yet somehow we're supposed to like him or at least feel sympathetic. There's also the fact that it was hinted that Sarina could be a groomer by hinting she got pregnant from an underage boy. Even if in the end it turned out it wasn't Jonathan, the way that particular plot point was handled was gross.
The way the father got a barely 18 year old girl pregnant and it just got brushed over and dismissed and the MC somehow still is close to him after that getting revealed. Like I'm sorry but if I was told my father did that and cheated on my mom I'm cutting contact immediately.
The love interests, Sevi and Damian, also were creepy, unrelenting and obsessive. I rejected them every time I got the chance to yet they still came onto the MC strong. Constantly whining and refusing to take no as an answer. What happened to consent being important? What year are we in? Damian even went as far to make sexual comments about the MC even when he was told no over and over again.
The fact that Hannah's roommate is villainized and antagonized for having DID, which, the portrayal of disassociative personality disorder was atrocious. It was not accurate at all and this just demonized an illness lots of people struggle with. Also the fact that she's queer, probably a lesbian and her whole "villain origin story" is getting rejected after kissing Hannah.
The fact that if you play as female, Gabriela is clearly sapphic and gets demonized. The fact that the word gay is never said and instead the characters keep being vague or beating around the bush.
The way this game keeps using ableist and misogynistic language and you're supposed to like the characters that use it.
In the end the plot twist wasn't even good. Like a proper twist is hinted at before. Something that gets light foreshadowing so you can be amazed and go "Woah how did I miss that". No instead it was just added for shock value.
None of the characters were likable and with the way it's obvious that there actually was some kind of effort into making this game, I just think it's sad.
This game is not worth your time. The only reason I kept playing it and finished it was so this review would be as accurate as possible.
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HI HO SEV!
happy happy birthday bbgorl! 😘 sanaol makakapag sabi na ng miner momints! just wait for two months makakapag sabi narin aq niyan kala mo ah!🤩 pero sevy happy sweet sixteenth! even though you felt upset sa birthday mo bc of your irl friends forgetting abt it, dw you still have friends like us! we may be your online friends only but we're still all friends nonetheless! i hope you'll forget abt the sadness and upsetting things that happened today or for the past years/days. please enjoy your day! lablab sev and happy birthday again!
p.s may pa spaghetti at pa hotdog w/ marshmallows na ako kaya okay na yan MUAHAHAHAHA 😎
- ein
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„In the dark of night, those faces, they haunt me…“
„I wish you were so close to me. Yes, I wish your were by my side…“ („By my side“ by INXS)
I’ve always had a special soft spot for Severus in his teenage years. This way too skinny, raven-haired boy with his adorably crooked nose and those beautiful - and yet so sad - obsidian eyes never failed to trigger some kind of an overprotective goddess of revenge in my heart.
There are nights, in which I‘m drowning in my thoughts about Sevy…writing my stories for him. My OC Jules (totally self-inserted…I admit it!) allows him to show his vulnerabilities in her presence. She’s protecting and defending him….in every aspect of his life.
This man deserves some love, respect and comfort…and that’s, what we all in our beloved Snapedom are granting him.
Some time ago, I’ve read a poem by Amanda Lovelace, which reminded me of the consolation and comfort, I’d wanted to give to Severus. I want to share it with you (please ignore my scribble…that’s exactly the reason, why I’m commissioning art from all the incredibly talented artists of Snapedom 😅):
The artwork on top of this post was a gift from my friend @exlibrisseverus and I love everything about it! The whole mood in your beautiful drawing makes my heart aching for Severus…makes me wanting to fix the whole goddamn world for him.
@exlibrisseverus, you’re a gem of a human soul and I’m beyond grateful that I was allowed to get to know you better. Your resilience and your strength are - just like Severus’s - extremely inspiring to me, my friend and I hope, that you will stay in touch with me! 🖤🥹 Thank you so much for each kind word, for each recommendation and of course for this stunning piece of art!
🖤Sevy & Jules🖤
🖤Severus & Julia🖤
#Severus x Julia#Sevy x Jules#Severus x oc#a wonderful gift from a lovely friend#i have a soft spot for young sevy#i love severus#snapedom is our safe space#severus snape#i love snape#snape#pro snape#snape love#pro severus snape#i would protect him with my life#i will never stop loving him#snape content#i would fight for him#i would die for him#i would kill for him#i will defend him with my life#snart#severus snape fan art#severus fanart#snape art#severus snape art
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“If I'm honest, I know I would give it all back
For a chance to start over and rewrite an ending or two
For the girl that I knew
Who'll be reckless, just enough
Who'll get hurt, but who learns how to toughen up”
She used to be mine - Sara Bareilles
Severus and his lonely young self...
#he deserved better#severus snape#snape#pro snape#snart#fanart snape#fanart harry potter#harry potter#traditionnal art#severus#traditionnal drawing#melancholic#sad sevy#capybarart#she used to be mine
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Pink n Blue, Page 46
<Previous // Next>
#yes#carol is allowed to swear#deal with it-#her and Lloyd are the only ones allowed to swear-#for now-#jsab#just Shapes and Beats#carol#sevie#venn#sad cube#square#termination shock#Sevcon#my art#My art stuff#the shapest art#webcomic#comic#comic page
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if you want blood, you got it
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pairing: severus snape/reader
summary: you're staying at hogwarts for the christmas break, and what better way to spend it? by being with your lover severus snape. but when mother nature goes its own way, how would severus react?
warnings: this oneshot includes the following: 1. depictions of the reader being on her period, 2. mensturation, 3. implications of fainting
rating: teen and up audiences
ʚ♡ɞ please click here if you would like to be apart of my taglist
ʚ♡ɞ taglist: @insomniacaesthetic @eternal-silvertongued-prince @sevsssnape @mirarenwick @diamondbitch116 @mamawolfsmith16 @nickangel13 @a-queen-and-her-throne @deepperplexity @amazingzou
word count: 5185
this oneshot can be found on archive of our own
author’s note: the title’s namesake is from the song if you want blood, you’ve got it by ac/dc
HELLO !! i am back again,, this fic was a request from my fave girly @insomniacaesthetic who requested: reader is a 7th year slytherin student going to snape’s office to request to be excused from classes due to cramps 😩 but hers are so severe she collapses in sevys arms. he takes good care of her the whole day since he has a soft spot for her (lots of cuddles, massages, and forehead kisses PLS) until she feels better.
very happy to be writing this request for my bestie !! i LOVE writing for her and if you come across this fic in the tags,,definitely check out her ao3 and her tumblr because she is so talented !!!
reblogs and likes are very much appreciated,, i hope you enjoy this oneshot
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being severus snape’s girlfriend seemed to be a dream impossible to come true but for an extremely bizarre reason, that seemed to be the only thing you wanted in life.
you found yourself head over heels for your potions professor in your 5th year, hoping that it was a silly school girl thought.
but the more you spent time with him, the more you realized that severus was the man you wanted to be with him.
severus however never really took notice of you until he saw all the things that made you different from the rest, but not the sort in a cheesy muggle movie.
you were undoubtedly different.
you felt more than happy to stay with him and found yourself sad when you had to leave him, but after reciting to yourself in the mirror several times, you plucked up the courage to at least let him know of your feelings for him.
you knew it was wrong.
he knew it was wrong.
no student or teacher could know of your relationship with him, it was obvious that this relationship you had with severus had to be kept between you both.
today however, was probably the best time for you two to be alone. a vast majority of students had gone home for the christmas break, from the slytherin house though you were the only one staying at hogwarts.
as severus entered the main hall to inspect who would be staying, his eyes immediately darted over to the slytherin table, you were sat there reading a book. he looked to see the students walking off to their dorms.
you looked up to see severus standing there in his usual fashion, his eyes switched to yours immediately and in an instant he managed to make a note on a nearby piece of paper you had left.
the perks of wandless magic.
he walked off, leaving you to your business but then your saw the piece of paper form words.
meet me in my private chambers. i have something for you.
yours lovingly
severus snape.
you couldn’t help but smile to yourself at the note. you had always known severus to have the cold and menacing demeanour but whenever he found himself alone with you, he was gentle.
something you had never seen before, it was almost as if he was a different person. you guess you took the weight off his shoulders when you were with him.
you grabbed your things and headed off to the one place you could always escape to. you went down the spiral stairs and to the dungeons where next to the potions class was severus’ chambers. a place you had often found yourself at.
you opened the door and closed it with out anyone witnessing you, you found severus at his desk for once he looked peaceful, reading a book that you suggested to him. “hello love.” severus greeted.
he put the book down and you let the opportunity sink in, you approached him and pressed a chaste kiss to his lips.
“you were supposed to be with your family.” severus said.
“change of plans, my family decided to go to america.” you replied back.
“without you?” severus asked.
you could only nod.
he had known bits and pieces of you, you were born in quite a large family. so you didn’t get all the attention you so needed. your siblings had taken up quite a lot of hogwarts’ time and your family’s so unfortunately you found the least time for them.
hogwarts was undoubtedly your save haven and the one place you could call home.
“we were supposed to go to london this christmas…i planned it all.” you said.
you weren’t crying? over a stupid outing were you?
you quickly turned away to wipe away your tears, trying to keep a strong face in front of severus, you hated being weak.
“love, i’ll always be here. now, i was about to brew some potions, would you do me the honour of joining me y/n?” severus offered as he took your hand and held it softly.
“why i would love to join you severus.” you said, giving him the opportunity to follow him into his personal potions room.
you hadn’t been there before, so you had been very eager to see what it had look like. the moment you stepped in, you knew it had been just how you expected.
vials of ingredients on the bookshelf, all neatly ordered, potions equipment all hung up neatly on the wall and a cauldron right at the end.
“it looks so beautiful severus.” you said.
severus didn’t say a thing, your kind words were enough to silence him with wonder. he hadn’t ever crossed paths with a student such as yourself and while he never showed it, he was lucky enough to have done so.
“i was stocking on calming draught, some students would need it most.” severus said, handing you a roll of parchment that had the instructions on it.
as you helped him create the potion, you couldn’t help but wrap your hand on his upper arm, to which severus didn’t hold back a smirk to only you could see. it was almost ethereal to watch him at work, and you got to see it first hand, not with other students such as yourself.
as you slowly let go, you brought to vials to severus so he could fill them all up. you put them in vial holder and with a wave of his wand, the cauldron was cleaned and put in its rightful place.
“i was hoping you’d stay here, you seem to enjoy my company.” severus said.
“obviously, and besides i love being here…with you.” you said, the words made severus almost speechless, other than you there was no student who would be willing to spend time with him.
except his slytherins of course.
you and severus sat by the lit up fireplace, you picked up a book that you were very quickly immersed in upon the first page.
he was sat on the armchair while you were sat on the dull patterned carpet, severus looked at how invested you were, but it looked like you needed a much more comfortable sitting place.
you looked up at severus and gave him a small smile, he took out his hand and you gently held it before he helped you up and let you sit on his lap.
“what are you reading love?” he asked.
you showed him a non fiction book that you picked up, which left him a little bit shocked, it had nothing to do with wizardry or potions, how did that end up on his bookshelf?
must have been one of his first years who forgot it.
your time with severus was quite peaceful, rarely disturbed and you could actually get on with some work when you had the chance.
but you felt off…
a tinge of pain hit your lower abdomen, you winced slightly as your hand went to your stomach. as that easily caught severus’ attention, he looked to you with a hint of worry.
“are you okay y/n?” severus asked.
now you couldn’t decide what to say, how were you supposed to explain such a personal process to severus?
“i’m fine severus.” you answered.
“are you sure?”
it didn’t hurt for him to ask, after all; severus would so anything to keep you safe and well.
“yes…can you give me a moment?” you said.
he didn’t refuse, you got off from him and went to the bathroom, as you had done so, you noticed a trail of blood down your leg, which sent your heart racing. your eyes widened as you panicked at the situation you found yourself in.
“sev!” you called whilst at the door. severus heard your call and approached the bathroom door but before he could open it, he heard the door lock.
“y/n, you’ve been gone for a while, are you sure everything is okay?” severus asked.
“yes i’m fine, i just…i need you to do something.” you answered.
“and what would that be?”
“i need you to go to my dorm.”
“your…dorm?”
“yes. my dorm.”
severus wouldn’t ever go into the slytherin common room unless it was something essential, whether it be to make an announcement to the house or to have meetings with his students. why would he go there?
“is there something important in your dorm?”
well, that made things worse for the potions master…he had to go to your dorm.
“yes! i need you to get everything from the last drawer.”
rather specific of you to say, he felt as if he was trying to navigate himself through some sort of muggle game.
how many quests did he have to fulfil this time?
“the last drawer?”
“do i sound like a parrot to you?”
severus said nothing.
“oh and once you do, transfigure it into anything…anything but rats! i hate rats!”
transfigure? was it really that bad?
“be careful love.”
“yes okay, love you, now hurry up! please.”
severus sighed as he finished your conversation from the other side of the bathroom door, what could be important in the last drawer that you needed so desperately? he hoped you were okay, he was lucky to even be roaming around the slytherin common room whilst it was empty.
he found the dorm with the sign that you happened to make yourself, he opened the door and had a look around the room.
the first thing that came to mind was your wardrobe, severus knew that you couldn’t be roaming around school in your uniform, he picked out what looked to be some comfortable clothes for you and placed them to the ground.
after, he went to the last drawer, opening it up, he saw products that he hadn’t seen before. not that he didn’t feel embarrassed picking those sort of things up, however he couldn’t decide on which one to choose from. furrowing his brows, he picked up all of them and placed them by your clothes.
waving his wand, they transfigured into 2 cats; he left your dorm and the now transfigured cats followed him to his chambers.
once he arrived to his chamber, severus knocked on the bathroom door and left the cats on the step. when you opened the door, the 2 cats scurried in and slowly reversed back into inanimate objects; how did he know to even get you spare clothes?
he must have taken initiative, you then looked over to the boxes of pads all in varying sizes, he definitely couldn’t decide which one to choose from.
you couldn’t help but smile to yourself at how thoughtful he was, sure it was something as little as collecting something for you but you were grateful nonetheless.
once you had completed sorting yourself out, you saw severus at his desk idly marking assignments. and so you skipped along to him and hugged him from behind, you saw him smile to himself as he brought his free hand to yours.
“did you know that a kiss stimulates 29 muscles and chemicals that cause relaxation.” you said.
“have you been too immersed in that book?” he asked, but before he could even answer, the potions master was peppered in small quick kisses all over his cheek.
to say he wasn’t flustered was undoubtedly an understatement.
“what are you doing love?” he asked.
“stimulating my muscles.” you replied back with a giggle.
severus sighed softly to himself as he shifted to get a full glance at you and kissed you back.
“you should get some rest, its getting late.” severus suggested.
“can you come with me to bed…please?” you pleaded, giving him your best puppy dog eyes. severus couldn’t resist the look you gave him as he then got up and headed to the bedroom to pick out his pyjamas.
you smiled to yourself knowing you’d be in bed with him. you arrived just as he finished putting on his pyjamas, he slipped into the duvets and soon you joined him after. you found yourself instantly hit with a wave of exhaustion as you rested your head on severus’ chest and your hands wrapped around his middle.
you closed your eyes and fell asleep in the arms of your lover. severus had been reading a book to keep his mind away from the realities of being a potions professor, but was soon interrupted to you shooting up from his arms, completely out of breath.
“y/n? is everything okay?” severus asked, his brows furrowing with worry as you panted completely out of breath
“did you know that twelve percent of people dream in black and white?” you managed to utter out.
confusion was all severus could muster.
“you’re not getting a fever are you?” he asked placing his hand on your forehead, to check if you were showing any signs a sickness.
“well no but…did you know that?” you asked.
“know what?” he replied.
you rolled your eyes, and sighed.
“that twelve percent of people dream in black and white.” you repeated.
now coming to think of it, he didn’t know that. but now wasn’t the time to worry about whether he dreamed in black and white or technicolour.
“love go back to sleep, you must be exhausted.” he said.
you pouted and rested your head back on severus’ chest. as you had done so, you couldn’t help but think of how you had weeks off from school, weeks with your lover that you couldn’t wait to cherish.
꒱࿐♡ ˚.*ೃ
the morning had arrived much quicker than anticipated. awakened by the wave of cold air that bestowed upon you, you slowly felt you eyes open
you looked over to the other side of the bed and assumed severus woke up before you, to which you assumed correctly.
you were never an early bird, if handed the opportunity to sleep in then you would take it.
but something prompted you to wake up at what looked to be 7:30 in the morning, then the worst happened, as you were about to get yourself dress you felt like you were drowning in something, you hands quickly pressed to your stomach as your eyes widened slightly.
the moment you looked over to the position where you laid, there was a red spot…
it looked like mother nature really wasn’t on your side today.
you grimaced to yourself as you slumped back into bed with the duvets over you.
“y/n…i brought you breakfast.” severus called, with the tray of breakfast in his hand he saw the duvets still over your body.
he put the tray to one side, slowly pulling the covers off and peppering your cheek with kisses.
you squirmed, trying your hardest not to laugh too hard before shifting to meet his eyes.
“sev…no offense or anything…but get off me.” you said with conviction.
severus’ brows furrowed, until he got his hands off you. your expressions very much had him puzzled, and your movements also.
“wait, no.” you muttered, immediately taking his hand back into your own.
it looked as if you didn’t want to get up from the bed, “love…is everything okay?” he asked.
“i’m fine, everything is great.” you replied back, your patience had been slowly dwindling.
“are you sure? do you need anything?” he asked again.
“no, no…i’m completely fine.” you said. severus had noticed you looked like you needed to be left alone, “i love you…do you know that?” severus assured.
“i love you too.” you said. you gave him a small smile before you watched him walk off.
as the door closed, you looked over to the breakfast and picked up the slices of toast. you were almost glad the breakfast was light, your appetite seemed to fade away with your patience.
the 2 slices of toast was just about as much as you could take, once you finished you got up only to realize….you instantly clutched at your stomach feeling the instant rush of pain from those awful cramps.
next thing you knew, you were instantly at the bathroom with the door slammed, you needed to get the pads, but all of a sudden you almost found yourself to dizzy to even try to grasp the box.
but once you reached the counter filled with products, you dropped.
that was the last thing that happened.
꒱࿐♡ ˚.*ೃ
he had been sorting his potions shelf for quite a long time, he almost had the potions aligned perfectly until he heard a huge thump from the other side of his chambers.
his brows furrowed and looked to the closed door, instantly rushing to open it and the to the bathroom door. “alohomora.” he said as he grabbed his wand and waved it to the now locked door.
as he opened the door, his eyes widened at the scene at hand. the items off the worktop and you were on the floor, and there was blood?
he panicked, your entire lower half of your body had been filled with patches of blood. he hadn’t been aware of any wizard activity, definitely not around in his chambers.
he most certainly couldn’t bring you to the hospital wing at this point, he knew you had plans to stay with him at hogwarts during christmas and if anyone had known that you were bleeding (quite heavily much to his concern) questions would be raised and his job, at risk.
he was almost lucky enough to find a pulse, thank merlin you weren’t dead.
“s…sev.” you murmured.
“y/n! merlin you’re awake.” he quipped up concerned that you had been bleeding heavily.
“who did this to you?” he asked.
you felt too warm.
“sev-”
the sweat began to drop, your body began to tighten like a knot.
“was there someone here?”
then the pain. that torturous pain rushing to your stomach.
“i’m…i’m on the period.” you revealed.
that was when the penny dropped.
severus blinked. periods? he’d almost forgotten how he had to deal with draco whinging about how pansy parkinson had to deal with excruciating cramps and the boy would do everything to help her, but at a cost.
“i’m sorry, i should have told you.” you muttered.
“darling you have no reason to apologize for such circumstances.” he said.
then another gush of pain hit you. you winced which caused severus to hold you closer to him.
“how about a bath…a nice warm bath, perhaps that could help.” severus suggested.
you only nodded, his grip tightening at the pain you’d felt.
“sev, the mess.” you whimpered.
“i’ll take care of it sweetheart.” he answered, kissing your forehead.
“could you allow me to remove your clothes?” severus asked, you nodded, perhaps a warm bath was just what you needed.
you allowed him to remove your clothing, and with a wave of his wand, the bath tap switched on and filled the bath, whilst that was going; severus had taken off each piece of clothing one by one, putting it to one side and putting your now cold body into the bath. as he was about to get somethings for you, you looked up to him in panic fearing that you’d be left alone.
“please stay.” you whimpered.
“of course love, i will.” he said. severus hung up his cloak, unbuttoning the sleeves of his dress cloak and rolling them up.
his hands at your hair after grabbing your favourite shampoo and massaging it into your scalp. you tilted your head back as your mind and body slowly relaxed in severus’ grasp. you had been quite stressed out the last few days, especially after your family left for america this christmas. so your period couldn’t have come at a better time.
as he was massaging the shampoo into your scalp, he noticed that your eyes had been battling sleep.
“would you like me to go for a bit love? so you can get yourself sorted?” severus offered. despite the bath being to your usual standards, he noticed that you look like you needed some time to yourself.
you nodded, “could you get me some spare clothes?” you asked.
“of course y/n.” severus replied.
much to his surprise, severus had been quite a patient man whenever he found himself with you. you seemed to have taken the edges off of his daunting and foreboding personality.
he was almost fortunate that he had you in his life. much like he did with another pair of eyes.
severus went over and grabbed another combination of clothing for you and placed the folded clothes neatly on the basket.
you thanked him before you let him go back to his usual routine. once severus closed the door, you found yourself closing your eyes at the hot water surrounding your body filled with pain.
you wanted to sleep, you could almost fall into a deep sleep at this moment, but you knew your cramps wasn’t going to let you do so.
after you found yourself a spark of energy, you cleansed off your body and let the blood go down the drain. you dried your body off with a towel and used your pads before getting into the clothes that severus got for you. you looked into the mirror, bringing the towel to your hair and drying it. you hadn’t given any attention to your appearance, but the further you looked into it, the more you got worried.
you left the bathroom and went to collect a hot water bottle, but you saw that red stain from earlier this morning, that would be a nightmare for either of you to clean out, before you could even think of getting any form of stain remover, severus had come in to check on you and saw your worried face upon seeing the leak.
he waved his wand and in an instant, the red spot had disappeared. you smiled awkwardly to severus as you found yourself crying once you sat at the edge of the bed.
“y/n? love what’s the matter?” severus asked.
your tears instantly dropped to your clothing, trying to conjure up a reason to why you would be so upset, but nothing came to mind.
“i feel silly.” you mumbled.
“love, this shouldn’t be something to feel guilty for…why didn’t you tell me this sooner?” he asked worriedly.
“i don’t talk about this stuff…not to anyone, i’m scared.” you answered.
“scared of what sweetheart?” he asked again.
“people...they’ll make fun of me.” you answered.
severus sat beside you and took your hand into his own but was instantly swatted away, but then you instantly regretted it and brought his hands to yours, squeezing them a little bit tighter than usual but severus didn’t seem to mind.
“you know that i’m not just anyone. y/n, you shouldn’t be ashamed of such a process. and frankly, i couldn’t be more proud of you…for coping with such things.” severus reassured, his thumbs stroking over your hands softly.
“you’re proud of me for doing the bare minimum.” you couldn’t help but laugh to yourself, severus couldn’t help but form a small smile at your laugh. to say that he was drawn to you was an understatement, you were wrapped around his fingers and couldn’t help but be more emotional than he usually would.
“love, i’m proud of you for being you.” he said. your tears began to flood and severus was quick to wipe away your tears and press kisses all over your forehead.
“come on my dear. there’s a muggle movie with your name on it with that tea you like, what do you say?” severus offered to you.
“now that is the perfect way to spend my christmas at hogwarts.” you replied, you both slowly got up and lead you out to his chambers.
“you never told me you watched movies.” you perked the courage to say.
severus then tapped into a small part of the wall and suddenly an old television had appeared, underneath a vcr tape player, that instantly turned on.
“vcr? god you’re so old sev.” you muttered playfully, severus took no offense to that.
“its what i grew up with. well, rather my mother.” he said.
it was truly perfect, severus was truly perfect to you.
you and severus always wanted this relationship between the two of you, and it was moments like that, you cherished so deeply.
you picked up a movie that you were familiar with and put the tape into the player, then sitting down on the small sofa that separated the chambers that severus had lived in.
“sev...hurry up, the movies started!” you whined, severus held back a small laugh and arrived by your side, he placed a tray beside you and then handed you the hot water bottle that you picked up from your bedroom.
severus then sat down, instantly giving you the opportunity to scoot slowly and lay down on severus’ chest.
as you both watched the movie, you could feel severus’ fingers in your hair slowly stroking at the strands, while his other hand was at your waist. you both sipped at your tea as you both watched the movie.
nothing but the noises of the movie surrounded you, you could take staying at hogwarts with severus any day. you loved being with severus, your mind drifted into the moments where you were alone with severus in class. having idle conversations and helping you with potions where it seemed fitting. those were the perfect days for you.
the more your mind drifted, the heavier your eyes were becoming. severus could sense you trying to fall asleep and in an instant, he waved his wand with his spare hand and whisked a blanket and pillow.
now that you could get some sleep even if it was on the sofa, you could only hope that today couldn’t get any worse.
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you woke up in an absolute panic.
the movie was over, but where was severus? you didn’t want to get up, and then that pain hit you the moment you attempted to move.
and there you sat, completely helpless. the worst part about periods was the pain, it was undoubtedly a nightmare come true.
you let out small sobs, which brought your lover’s attention. “y/n? sweetheart is your body aching…again?” he asked.
“everything hurts sev.” you whimpered. severus shot up and went to his shelves filled with potions, he knew that you needed one specific potion that would help ease all of these symptoms you were feeling.
“y/n, here! drink this.” severus said with the potion at hand.
when you attempted to try and reach for the vial, your hands didn’t stop trembling in the slightest. this made severus instantly take hold of your hands.
“can you tilt your head back and open your mouth?” severus asked. you nodded and did exactly as told.
opening the vial, he left a few drops in your mouth and once you swallowed the bizarre flavours that was severus’ potion, you found your self slowly calming down, the pain in your body not as severe as usual, the stomach cramps eased slowly and you found yourself slightly relaxed than usual.
“do you feel better?” he asked. you simply nodded.
you slumped into his arms as you just wanted these few days to simply go away and cease to exist.
you laid in his grasp, whinging over how everything has gone downhill because of this period.
“still hurts.” you murmured.
“what still hurts dear?” severus asked.
“cramps.” you answered, putting in little to no effort in your responses.
severus had thought of everything he could possibly do, even then you still felt pain.
“would you like a massage?” severus offered.
you perked up at his suggestion, you nodded at his request. his hand slowly rubbing at you’re your lower stomach, and with that you found yourself slowly getting better. your tense body was now at ease, from all the womanly pains you had to endure…for the time being.
“you must enjoy me looking after you hm?” severus said.
your cheeks seemed to heat up at those words, nodding at his question. severus didn’t seem to mind, he loved to look after you, whether it was a minor inconvenience or a severe event, he would always help you out whenever you wished.
“feeling any better love?” severus asked.
“yeah. a little bit.” you replied.
severus then put his legs up on the sofa with you scooting once more to his chest and laying there as his hands comforted your body.
“sev, you won’t leave me right?” you asked. severus looked down to you with his brows furrowed.
“why on earth would you ever think of such a thing? of course not.” he replied.
“i know you won’t, but sometimes…sometimes i feel like there’s going to be something or someone that will split us apart.” you admitted.
you knew what you were signing up for and the feelings of getting caught always seemed to linger in both your minds, but as long as you made severus happy and he made you happy; you were inseparable.
alongside your fears of abandonment and loneliness, it was not foreign of you to ask severus of such things, especially when you had a rough day. you looked up at him wanting an answer from him, even though you knew well what the response would be.
“you mean so much to me love. all the days where you are at my classroom, when we’re alone and you tell me about your day. do you know how much i love that?” he said.
“you must like it a lot.” you said and to which he agreed.
“i love you y/n. and you only.” severus said.
“i love you too sev.” you replied back, severus pressed a kiss to your forehead before you laid back down on his chest, his heart beating slowly as you found yourself closing your eyes once more.
“when all of this is over…come and live with me.” severus said.
that seemed to get your attention. “okay.” you murmured.
“that’s it? just yes. no convincing.” severus asked.
“i’ll be here wherever you go sev.” you answered.
“love…is that the potion talking?” he asked again.
this made you giggle slightly and you shook your head. “no really…i’d love to move in with you, when i leave hogwarts.” you said.
severus’ lips perked to a small smile. but then his mind seemed to linger, would he want to take you somewhere as miserable as spinners end?
you looked over to him and you could instantly read him, he looked worried.
“we’ll figure it out sev…together.” you said.
you were right, you’d work it out soon. but his attention quickly landed on you when you whinced slightly.
“now…i can’t seem to leave my girl famished in his hour, what do you say to a spot of dinner?” severus offered.
“that seems like a lovely idea severus.” you said, sitting up and pressing a kiss to his lips.
it was in that moment where you realized…
perhaps the break won’t be that bad after all.
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