The worst part about life is that sometimes friendships just end. It’s not their fault. It’s not yours. Or maybe it’s both of your faults but it doesn’t matter because they loved you yesterday and don’t anymore and there is nothing you can do about it. You haven’t talked to them in months, it’s no longer your place to ask them about it their life and you can’t help but hesitate in inviting them to your house. As time passes you realise that you don’t have a right to their life anymore and that doesn’t hurt as much as it should anymore so maybe you’ve forgotten them too. But you haven’t. And you never will. And it kills you that they have
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Flambe
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Go on and worship me.
I'll let the flames
Ignite and swallow me whole.
I'll burn from the inside,
With a smile,
Watch me take control.
Try not to be surprised,
When you see how fast I change.
You think you know all about fire,
But I burn hotter in the rain.
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You lied to me. You took my heart and ran away with it.
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Suicide is not an if, it is a when, it is a guaranteed way out. Death is inevitable, and for me it will be by suicide, by my own hand, when the time is right. I’m not scared of death at all anymore, I beg for it.
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Αυτές τις μερες νιώθω τόσο άδεια.
Τόσο μόνη και τόσο ηρεμη.
Υπάρχει όμως μέσα σε αυτή την ηρεμία μια σύγχυση, μια τρικυμία.
Μου λειπεις.
Κι όσο το σκέφτομαι τόσο απελπιζομαι.
Το πόσο μου λειπεις. Πόσο πονάνε κάποια σημεία της ψυχής μου και πόσο σε ψάχνουν να σε βρουν σε κάθε γωνιά.
Μονάχα μαζί σου μπορώ να νιώσω ολόκληρη ξανά. Ζωντανή.
Μου λειπεις, δεν έχω μάθει να μου λείπουν άνθρωποι και όμως μαζί σου το έμαθα.
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Ich bin wirklich su!u!zd gefährdet und ich weiß nicht mehr wo und wie ich weiter machen soll,… ich hab echt starke gedanken.
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