#sadly that will never happen

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

I'm a doctor, not a miracle worker.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wen ning #wei wuxian #wen qing #jiang cheng #Truly Massive disclaimer here: I am a Jiang Cheng enjoyer. I like his character. I enjoy that he is very flawed and volatile. #This episode of the audio drama has a lot of great breakdown scenes featuring JC - and they all deserve a feature. #But underlying this comic is a small meta comment of 'ah man I have too many comics of JC just wailing sadly' #My goal is to draw 6-8 comics per episode - I sometimes have to truncate and cut good scenes out. #Especially when a large majority is just different flavours of trauma and toxic relationships to your self-worth. #I would also like to make a note here that just because you lose the ability to do something that is very tied to your core identity- #-does not mean your life is over. It will feel like the end of the world. It will send you into a spiral of grief. It will hurt so badly. #Sometimes we do not realize how tied up our identities can be in certain things until we are cut loose. #You don't lose yourself. I promise the pain will fade in time. I promise you will find other things to tether you. I promise you will be ok #Life moves forwards. Time moves forwards. You move forwards. #Ego death just means an opportunity for ego rebirth. You are never committed to being the same person forever. #To wrap this around to JC: Yeah I love the twist with the core transfer but man I would have loved to see JC accept the loss. #Obviously it happens for a reason (story) but I can have my AUs. I can have these 'what-ifs'.

[piplupcola]

Writers trying to convince Disney execs not to cancel Nimona, Owl House, and many other IPs:

It's almost laughable how ironic this scene is with what a dumpster fire Wish turned out to be

#honestly this scene goes on and the more it goes the more it's literally the pot calling th kettle black its hilarious #please dont watch this movie #the rat doesnt deserve your time #wish #disney wish #nimona #owl house #thankfully Nimona was able to be salvaged after Disney closed down Blue Sky #but sadly many other IPs arent that lucky #imagine an idea or story you made that you put your heart into only for disney to sweet talk you into a movie deal then steal your idea #lock it in their vault and never let you see it #talk about it or make anything from the idea ever again #this happens in game studios too *AHEM*EA*AHEM*ALICEMCGEE*AHEM* #it's incredibly sad and a lot of creatives lesve the industry because of things like this #animation industry #disney #animation

[nessa007]

also raymond holt! we never even got to hear his thoughts on lemonade 😭 imagine barbara and him discussing beyoncé together!!!

#barbara howard #abbott elementary #raymond holt #b99 #brooklyn nine nine #beyonce #twitter #a crossover that sadly can never happen now 😭

[the-cat-and-the-birdie]

About Miguel taking the place of Gabriella's father -

BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH THE MILD MIGUEL -

I know we say ooooohhhh Miguel is a psychopath, he's evil for taking her dads place. that's so creepy

and yeah, it is creepy. horror movie shit

But Question:

If you saw a child, a child belonging to another you, going through a deep pain, alone. Wouldn't you step in?

If you knew that a child was about to experience a traumatic event - and you were the only person in the universe with the ability to help.

Would you? Like you, personally. Or would you turn the other way and let fate take it's course?

Would you even have the strength to do that?

When Gwen lost her father in front of Jess, Jess felt like someone had to step in. WE felt like someone had to step in.

When Gabriella lost her father in front of Miguel - wouldn't he feel it too? Wouldn't you?

He did. He stepped in. And he tried to change it. And he killed her.

When Miguel and Jess are both faced with a young girl, on the verse of losing her father in an abrupt and traumatic way, they probably both thought the same -

'Someone has to do something. I have to do something.'

So with that in mind - can we imagine that Miguel felt that same way when looking at Gabriella? A girl who just lost her father abruptly? In a violent, permanent way?

Looking at her father and knowing that...eventually - Gabby is going to know something is wrong. Her father isn't coming home. And very soon - she's going to start getting scared.

Knowing that from this day forward her life will chance in a very big and very painful way.

Or it couldn't.

Or, he could step in. Or, he could head 'home'. He can tuck Gabby in like nothing happened. She could go on like she lived everyday - normal, happy, safe, and with a dad that loves her. Nothing has to change. No funeral. No death anniversaries. No empty space. All he has to do is step in. Or, he can look the other way and let fate take it's course. And let Gabriella end up wherever the universe decides.

What would you do? Can you even decide that?

Look, Do I think what Miguel did was right - taking her father's place? I don't know. Does it matter? Either way - Gabriella suffered.

But do I think Miguel is a psychopath? Do I think he was obsessed, and scheming? No. I don't at all. I think he, like Jess, saw a kid in need. I think he's normal. He's Just Miguel. I think he was monitoring the universe for other Miguels, the same way they monitor all universes for anomalies or recruits. And when Lyla told him about the death - about Gabby - he was faced with a very hard decision -

I don't believe Miguel - at his baseline - is an intentionally malicious person. In any capacity.

I think he's a dude, like Jess - who saw a little girl in need. And now he's in way too deep, and people are dying, and he doesn't know how to stop it no matter how hard he tries and everything he does seems to make it even worse

And when he's trying - when he pulling out all the stops, finding all the best, watching universes day & night - nothing helps. Anomalies keep happening.

Even after all that, after making a whole society - he can't stop it. People are still dying.

And the moment he realizes this - the moment Miles breaks free and escapes. He realized once again - the universe is in control. He was never going to fix it. He never could.

All the efforts he put into The Society can't stop Spot - and they can't stop Miles.

And now, because Miguel isn't good enough to catch him, people are going to die, on his watch AGAIN.

Or..at least that's how Miguel sees it.

Miguel didn't sign up for this. He didn't sign up to be a boss holding all of existence together with duct tape and silly string.

He signed up to be a dad. He just wanted to help a little girl.

And now people are dying, Gabriellas dead, People's universes are on the edge of collapse, and now Miles is coming into play, and he's gonna lose HIS dad and Hobie's finally gone AWOL knowing it was gonna come eventually -

And Yes, he snapped. (lol not in the cvnty way)

Between those moments he went from this -

To this. The emotional deterioration is sudden. Everyone around him is stunned he's capable of this.

Does Miguel even know he's capable of this?

I don't know.

I just know this is us seeing a Miguel with reasoning - and a Miguel without it. A Miguel who is being conscious about what he's doing and the words he's picking, to a Miguel running on pure rage and fury and desperation alone.

There's no planning here. There's no stopping to think. He can't and he won't. He wants everyone in the field now.

This is Miguel not being normal. And he got to this point -

All because he wanted to help a little girl. The same way we wanted to help Gwen.

I don't think Miguel's story is about an unhinged man using trauma as an excuse to rule with an iron fist.

I don't think that's what this is. Miguel's story is the same as Jess story is the same as Peter's story.

He wanted to help this kid who needed him. And it backfired.

I think Miguel's story is a reminder that sometimes our help can hurt.

And I think his story is a reminder that Yes, even normal people can reach Miguel's level of rage.

Even normal people can be pushed to the point total powerlessness, of feeling like everything you do makes everything worse. To total desperation - just to make anything better some way, some how. To just get any sense of control back when you're on a ride you didn't ask for and can't get off of.

No - I don't think anybody would go mauling children, but I do think there is a point where it does get to much. When literally nothing in the universe is going how you want it to, and you're angry. At it, and everyone in it, anyone that goes along with it-

Anybody can snap.

At this point..I'm not trying to justify what he did - I never was.

I guess I'm just saying I admire Miguel and his character depth for making a very difficult choice. And I hope Gabriella enjoyed the time she had left with Miguel.

Not because he deserved it.

Because she didn't deserve anything that happened to her. She deserved a loving and happy dad. And I hope that's what he gave her. I hope she didn't have to know about all this terrible shit, or why her dad had to wear that watch ALL THE TIME now.

I hope Miguel did what he came to do in the time he had to do it and everything else sucks.

But back to the question.

You see a scared child about to lose their parents. Do you help them?

If that child was technically your child, if they looked like you and laughed like you, - if you knew no one else in the universe could make this better BUT YOU - would you help them? Or no? No judgement, I'm just curious. Because honestly...I don't know what I'd do. At the very least, I don't think Miguel malicious. I don't think he was scheming. In fact, maybe he didn't even think twice.

Who knows.

But looking back, I think everything - everything we see happen in ATSV - was solidified the moment he stepped into Gabriella's world. I don't think there was ever really a point where Miguel would be allowed to say 'I'm in over my head and I need out.'

He was never going to fix it. He never could. We know it. Maybe he knows it too.

But that doesn't mean he can stop trying.

Miguel was never gonna fix it. He was always bound to snap.

I guess what I'm saying is I feel bad for Miguel. Shoot me. Call it a brick and a hard place. But also don't maul kids.

I think he's just Miguel. And he's in way too deep, because he wanted to help. Some Mild Miguel. But anyway -

If you were Miguel: Would you have helped Gabriella?

BONUS QUESTION: If you knew you were going to be leaving behind an orphan child- and you knew your other self would love your child like their own and take your place without the kid enduring the pain - would you want them to step in, or no? Would you rather your kid know you're dead, and then let the system and proceedures play out as fate makes it?

#He's not a psychopath you people are just mean #He's literally just some guy #He has no idea what the fuck he's supposed to be doing with himself at this point like #he never expected to lose gabriella - he never expected to be here or be doing the things he's doing #but sadly they happened and he has to own up to it #Qing this up early so I can wake up to the responses lol im genuinely SO curious #miguel o'hara #miguel ohara #jessica drew #peter b #peter b parker #spider man #marvel #across the spiderverse #spiderman #atsv #spiderman 2099 #gabriella o’hara #miles morales #gwen stacy #spider gwen #spidergwen #ghostspider #atsv analysis #spiderverse

[phant0m-l0rd]

My pictures of Dir En Grey in Paris, Day 1 (22.03.24)~

Day 2 pics here.

(my quick thoughts on the shows below the line)

I went to both Paris shows (VIP on day 1) and it was hands down the best experience of my life so far. So amazing beyond words. To not only meet my favourite band of all-time in the flesh, but to also watch them perform from the front row on the 1st day (and still very close to the stage on day 2) felt so surreal. Seeing them perform some of my favourite songs of all-time (including dead tree, my number 1 favourite song) was so overwhelmingly amazing I cried multiple times. I got acknowledgments from Die, Toshiya, and Kyo for screaming so loudly every time they came to our side of the stage, and I can't describe how affirming it felt. Since yall follow me on here, you know how much this band means to me, and especially Kyo. This man is my biggest inspiration in regards to both his music and his artistic self-expression. I've never been so inspired by a musician before; I've never been this obsessed with a band before. This was a dream come true, one that I never thought could happen. Thank you so much to this most incredible band. No band will ever come close for me.

#I've been so incredibly busy the past month I've barely had time for anything - so this was like a break from reality #and a surreal one at that #thank you so much to this band #and thank you Kyo especially <3 #I'll never be able to express in words just how much they mean to me and what it meant for me to see them live #I'm so grateful I got this opportunity cuz idk when it could ever happen again #sadly I didn't really see Shinya or Kaoru much from my side of the stage both days (especially Shinya) :( but still so grateful <3 #Dir en grey #Paris #France #Europe #March 2024 #mode of withering to death #europe tour 2024 #diru #kyo #die #toshiya #kaoru #shinya #京 #薫 #kyo dir en grey #die dir en grey #toshiya dir en grey #kaoru dir en grey #shinya dir en grey #my pictures

[thisisadonaldduckblognow]

ik it’s probably a classic case of extrapolating way too much but... the way raph’s character design lines up w his whole arc and role and struggles...

like the fact that he is so so so much bigger than the others. raph is big, raph is strong, raph is steady and sturdy and he can literally pick up his entire family and carry them all at once. 

and like, when raph is so big and so strong and such a reliable thing. when raph is the protector, the one calling the shots on missions, the mother hen, the first point of authority. when raph is there, overprotective, when raph (for all that his brothers poke at him not being good under pressure) always always ALWAYS comes through at the end of the day when things are serious, ALWAYS gives it everything he’s got. 

his design and his learned role/behaviors in this family are just the perfect storm of why it took up to the season finale to drive home the issue.

so much of the series carries the default energy of “raph will handle it.”

raph will hold up the ceiling above you. raph will throw himself over you and take a hit and get back up and keep fighting. raph has a power that makes him even bigger and draws more attention and makes him able to carry MORE. raph will be the substitute parent. raph will be put into the mentor role through leo’s leadership arc. 

and raph is big. he’s built to carry heavy loads. raph is strong. raph is bold and loud and always ready to try to push on. even if he doesn’t know what to do or what he’s doing, he won’t give up and we’ll all pull together and things will turn out okay.

(his room is full of teddy bears. he dipped out on a mission to try to take a picture of a pigeon carrying a slice of pizza. he’s terrified of being alone.

he’s just as much of a kid as his brothers are. he’s just as new and inexperienced with the things happening to them as his brothers are. but for him, for some reason, there’s like this double standard where that becomes a huge glaring flaw.)

idk this got very sloppy and uncoordinated. i’m very in my feelings about raph right now though.

#rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt raph #rise raph #rottmnt raphael #honestly i could go on forever and ever about the double standard thing where raph is concerned #like. w movie leo especially leo is learning lessons raph also had to learn in the series! making very similar mistakes! #but you never see analyses or essays pointing to those bad calls as signs that leo isn't up to the task... #(i mean there are some clear Reasons why that happens.) #(its the reason why raph and mikey are the bros who get the least content by a MILE. but. not the point of this post.) #the whole point is just the idle subconscious assumption and associations of it being fine to let raph carry everything #literally physically sure but also metaphorically #and the plight of the child who seems to Need Nothing (all children need; some sadly learn not to appear to need) #even my tags are incoherent rn clenches fists i love him so much is all #like there is a reason it takes to the series finale for him to have a proper breakdown and get actual support from his bros #and i am still mad we never got real good content for him and splinter #considering how similar their arcs ARE.... #thats a whole other thing whatever

[ashersanity]

That one scene where Whitney puts you in a cock cage but you turn the tables and put it on him instead. Hell maybe even put him in one of the flat ones too. Sorry I was feelin evil for a sec

God I wish.

Shocked look on his face as you turn the tables on him, you, you fucking little shit that he’s so used to toss around like a ragdoll, having the sheer audacity to clasp the cage around his own cock instead. Just know he’ll be shocked for a good couple of seconds before he’s all pissed, cussing you out and trying to get it off of himself but with his insistent tugging and pulling, you can’t help but snicker at the sight. Seriously, Whitney is built on being horny, he has urges, he needs to fuck and for you to do that shit to him, he’s going to be mad as hell. Oh no, he can’t hit anymore. Way too fucking bad, not only that, there’s another way now, Whitney. Your cock may be trapped in that annoying little chasity belt though your hole sure isn’t, free and tight, ready to be used by a good fat fucking cock.

I just see it as an opportunity to show him a whole new world, get him on all fours like a hung bull, y’know the ones that Remy disciplines on a daily basis, slutty little hole on display without his cock for show making it look like he has a leaking pussy more than anything. Fucking watch at the way he’s seething, frustrated huff leaving him as he’s unable to get himself off. No, no, just fuck his ass instead, slamming my hips against his own fucking behind, hammering his prostate till he’s reduced to a dumb moaning slut, whining for a break. Rewire his fucking mind, get ‘im into a mating press just so I can stare at the way his tongue lolls out of his mouth, eyes rolling back and drool uselessly running down his chin. I’ll have him conditioned so he can’t even think about a basic bitch’s loose pussy anymore, just a fat cock drilling his sore hole, already reaching down to finger himself stupid.

Dumb fucking bitch.

Or just blue ball him for the rest of the month, idk lmfao

#woah asher #I assume the turning the tables thing is just an idea #I heard of the cock cage thing but never turning the tables on whitney #when can do it #looking up at vrel with puppy dog eyes so he can make the sub whitney update that he promised happen #I’m willing to wait #sadly I never got the cock cage scene #I think it requires you to have a small dick and masturbate mid class #and my pcs suffer from bcd unfortunately #big cock disorder #guess I’ll have to reduce ashers fat cock to get it #we feeling a little evil around here fellas #dol #whitney the bully #asher has.. thoughts #asher gets asks

[television-overload]

A Michael Weatherly sanctioned Tiva playlist....

Link:

#need cote to chime in with her own but sadly that'll never happen 😂 #michael weatherly #ncis: europe #tiva spinoff #ncis #tiva #the fact that he called it ncis: tiva #just noticed the picture he used for the cover... #he's so-- #i used to dream of days like these

[puppyeared]

if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified

#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing #i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though #at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself #as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed #escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date #although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL #ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting #workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety #i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back #AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO #im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts #i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem #in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material #and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school #maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess #only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard #hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms #i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work #not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall #anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh #yapping

[aaandbackstabbed]

Matilda McDuck and Goldie O’Gilt would be best friends

#now #I only say ‘would’ because they live very different lives #like Goldie-can never stay still-O’Gilt #and Matilda-lives with her parents-McDuck #sadly wouldn’t be as compatible #that being said #!! #when Matilda was travelling (because no way can a woman with so many ideas stay in the same place for too long) #((she just got home sick :)) #she and Goldie would bump into each other all the time #whether that be out in the wild #or whether that was when they both happened to be at mcduck manor visiting #they did become significantly closer #(I imagine a grace and Frankie dynamic) #(I love Grace and Frankie if anyone has noticed) #they bounce off eachother #would LOVE winding up old mcmoneybags together #and just get in some chaos #because I say so #they went on a night out together and duckburg was never the same again #and now ther we’re they #enough havoc was wrecked in a life time #goldie o'gilt #matilda mcduck #ducktales #scrooge mcduck

[cinnaminsvga]

alright i opened my google doc! time to write something good and be productive!

me: opens a fic draft from last night that i wrote drunk

the fic:

AGHHHH COWBOY!YOONGI HORNY JUMPSCARE

#it needs a lot of fixing but man. MAN.... something happened to me in my drunken haze when i wrote this #every once in a while my love for cowboys reemerges. well fellas. its getting there again. #btw the only reason i love cowboy aus is bc of that one yoonmin fic with mail order brides #which has sadly been deleted #gone but never forgotten FR!!! changed my life #anyway now i want charming cowboy yoongi to eradicate me #the rest of this draft is so corny but its full of teasing and like... its like 90% foreplay #IDK IDK smut is hot to me but only during the Before parts yenno??? #like the actual act is fine but the LEAD UP TO IT??? MAMMA MIA #ok bye guys i'll return soon enough.... i thinkge #zee talk #my wips

[anewp0tat0]

chapter 195 was short again and while there was content... I waited a month, so to fill my stomach void I just decided to finish up this WIPy doodle that was a pretty spontaneous thing cause thankfully, I've been thinking about them. how could you not, right now.

#i've never painted snake :D or finny? yell at me. anyway here they are im happy #kuroshitsuji #black butler #kuroshitsuji fanart #fanart #kuro spoilers #digital art #snake black butler #finny black butler #and no im not sure about the context here. but ya know that im hoping that snake will chose team o!ciel #so if they have to get defensive due to the angst and struggle they will doubtlessly experience- so be it #i also wanted to give snake teef #please be safe guys best case scenario this doesnt happen #though sadly this may actually be the best case scenario #doodle

[gottagobuycheese]

Under the fireworks brightly dyeing the night sky, Han Sooyoung's chilly, sharp dagger gleamed dangerously.

"You, just who the hell are you?”

Hugtober Day 9/9 - Can You Really Call This a Hug, I Didn’t Receive Physical Affection or Anything

[ID: A piece of digital fanart depicting Han Sooyoung and Kim Dokja from Omniscient Reader’s Viewpoint. Han Sooyoung is dressed in a purple jacket, dark grey t-shirt, and a pair of black sweatpants and shoes. She kneels in the grass and pins Kim Dokja to the ground with her right hand, holding her dagger aloft in her left as the colorful lights of the fireworks light her figure from behind. Her hair is disheveled as she glares down at him, baring her teeth, though her ferocious expression betrays the faintest glimmer of fear. Kim Dokja, meanwhile, is sprawled flat on the grass, reflexively throwing his arms over his face. His legs kick up into the air by the force of Han Sooyoung’s initial tackle. He is dressed in his signature white coat, black button-up and slacks, and black shoes, which are partly lit up from the light of the fireworks. /end ID ]

(Credit for the fireworks brush set goes to bybaobab!)

#omniscient reader's viewpoint #han sooyoung #kim dokja #omniscient reader #orv #hugtober 2022 #hugtober day 9 #orv fanart #been very inconsistent using that tag lol I keep forgetting to tag my own orv art with it and not just other people's #my attempts at art #IT'S A HUG OKAY BETWEEN THE TWO OF THEM THEY MAKE SOME KIND OF LOOP OKAY IT COUNTS #I had a 10th one at the sketch layer that just needed to get cleaned up a bit to line it but sadly I ran out of time for this month #I'll finish it at some point of course #but for now let's end this year's hugtober with a BANG #(geddit 'cause of the — 'cause of the fi — 'cause of the firewo —) #anyways did not expect to actually be able to pull off that background #but I'm glad I at least tried it #astoundingly the entire coloring aspect was just like. a day. in between other stuff even #that NEVER happens #can't wait to look back at this years from now and go ‘wow I can't believe how cheesy that background looks’ #’I could do it even better in half the time now’ #don't know if I've ever personally experienced that emotion but I've heard it happens to people so you know what here's to hoping #ANYHOW THANKS Y'ALL IT'S BEEN FUN #activity SHOULD be more sporadic going forward since I have Important Life Things coming up I need to pay attention to #and I only took a special exception this month because I had to post all this stuff (yes I know I didn't have to but STILL) #so if I'm diligent (ha) you will see very little of me in the coming months #this will either mean a) it worked and I'm actually studying (lmao) or b) I am simply distracting myself offline #for example I found out that there's an octopath traveler II coming out which now inspires me to finish the first one #(and also finish all the fanart ideas I had for it whoops) #and also prepare for genuary which is hypothetically something I would hold near and dear to my heart if I remembered it skjdhfskjf

[pixelcubito]

oh!

Since we are on the topic of Q!Bad feeling underappreciated despite helping everyone every chance he gets I just remembered something! :0000 A few months ago Chayanne broke a bit of the fourth wall (tp'ing to where Philza was) just to tell him that him and Tallulah were thinking about making a surprise party for Bad. It would have been really nice if it had happened and I guess this just shows how much people actually appreciate him but unfortunately they sometimes fail to show it.

#qsmp #qsmp badboyhalo #it took me by surprise when it happened #it sadly never happened #qsmp chayanne

[this-is-a-podcast-fanblog]

Does anyone else ever just randomly think about the fact that Lin-Manuel Miranda, Sean Astin, Mark Hamill, Guillermo del Toro, and Seth Meyers had a group chat for Brooklyn 99 back in 2018 or is that just me

#it's like the randomest combination of my former interests #i was big into hamilton and tolkien when this happened so i was obsessed #ive never even seen brooklyn 99 #not blog related #lin-manuel miranda #sean astin #mark hamill #guillermo del toro #seth meyers #i found out that sadly del toro is a depp supporter :(

[maxaroniiiii]

just a boy and his giant bug

#pokemon legends arceus #warden lian #lord kleavor #my art #i hate drawing pokemon #they never look right no matter how hard i try #one day im gonna have skill and come back to draw this #but sadly ive gotten bored of trying to make this look better #btw my mom ate the last of the pizza i made for myself without telling me #i was really looking forward to it and she should've asked. #this happens all the time and i hate it #that was supposed to be my one good thing from today