#sae’s questions

[vrmxlho]

hiii can I request flinching in an argument with Reo, and Sae

the two of you had argued before. it wasn't a new concept, but it surely was a rare one. it was usually over petty things for you were both stubborn and hardly malleable. but you were also compatible, you loved each other dearly, you worked well together. even in moments similar to this where you felt frustrated you did not stop loving him, even for a second.

but those were moments similar to this, not this exact, specific, one.

he was yelling something. you had already drained his voice out, you couldn't hear him and you didn't want to. there was something cutting into your chest, bruising you like the sun did to the evening sky. you swore you could feel blood trickling down your body as your heart gave in.

and suddenly all the numbness vanished and your senses heightened. every rustling of the curtain, birds chirping outside, the electricity in the light bulbs and his harsh tone when he snapped at you.

"are you even listening to me?"

your eyes focused on him. he was so beautiful most of the time. why was he being so gruff all of a sudden? this was just some petty argument was it not? so why did you feel your body tense up and a stinging tear fill up your eye?

but he kept staring at you silently, face growing more and more forlorn.

"are you alright?"

you thought it was quite obvious you weren't fine. what a pathetic question. you don't just think this, you physically voice it aloud. "what do you think?"

"i'm so–" he stopped himself from saying anything. all he did was step closer to you. his presence wasn't comforting, as it used to be. it wasn't warm or inviting. and it was anything but desired. and he knew all this, he knew he had hurt you, and he was probably the last person you wanted to see but he hated to see you cry. and closing his eyes would not be enough to rid him of the image of you in pain.

"stay away from me–"

he wasn't one to listen. he wasn't one to admit his faults and mistakes. and he was surely not one to physically console. but it was you.

he wrapped his arms around your shoulders and gently guided your head into his chest. he kissed your crown lightly as he stroked your hair. it was like he was lulling you to sleep. and you heard him whisper sweet promises, telling you he would never do such a thing again, and how he regretted it as soon as he raised his voice.

you felt detached from him even with the apology. you wondered if he would have ever felt guilty if you were just a bit better at hiding your emotions. if he had never seen you cry, would he care? the thoughts clouded your mind, and all you could do was sob in his chest until you heard it. and the words struck your heart.

"i'm so in love with you. please, let me get better."

#the “he” in question can be both sae and reo #idk how to write this but here #sae #sae itoshi fluff #sae itoshi #sae itoshi x you #sae itoshi imagines #sae itoshi x reader #itoshi sae x reader #sae x reader #sae bllk #reo mikage x you #reo blue lock #reo mikage #reo bllk #reo fluff #reo x reader #blue lock x reader #bllk #blue lock x you #blue lock #blue lock fluff #bllk x reader #bllk x you #bllk angst #blue lock angst

[sasdavvero]

shitpost

(i've drawn this in 2 minutes and i've also never drawn the itoshi bros in my life so, there's that)

#blue lock #itoshi rin #itoshi sae #isagi yoichi #bachira meguru #this is so fucking ugly i love it #take this and appreciate it if you want #only isagi (maybe) answered the question #tay disegna

[okthatsgreat]

#rp: ditw #lee chat #oc: sae #this is a trick question btw. there is a right answer

[katewalker]

ZEvent 2022 | Questions pour un Streamer (Burger Edition)

#upthebaguette #zevent #alain chabat #etoiles #*pau edits #j'ai un peu crié #évidemment on parlait de la question de samuel étienne #shoutout to sae parce qu'on a évidemment retenu ce passage immédiatement #*100

[saeist]

Of the two, who do you think little sis! Itoshi favors more? Rin or Sae?

good question! sistoshi is more closer to rin since sae is u know.. so in terms of closeness, sistoshi is 100% closer to rin but sistoshi also 100% favors sae. even if theyre not THAT close, sae likes to spoil his sistoshi even if they barely even talk and when he does come home sistoshi is like attached to the hip with sae (he doesnt mind) and tries to go out with sae all the damn time leaving rin behind 💀

sae is also not as harsh as he is with rin with sistoshi so thats another thing rin gets jealous? angry? annoyed at LMFAO

#you have (1) new message! #from: unknown sender #oib lore #really good question anon #sae is just a menace and a tsundere like that

[doobea]

guys 😔😔 I’m gonna post something soon that’s out of my comfort zone again … it was supposed to be something cute but then ended up as … n.s.f.w. I feel NASTY w myself goodbye

#doobea talks °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ #why yes it’s abt sae whom else #but seriously it’s anything but soft #I’m sorry I’m questioning my own thoughts atm and my own abilities hmm #this is ur warning !! 😩

[astrxlfinale]

1. What made you pick up this character? 6. What’s the worst thing about the fandom? (I know you answered it already, but give me the 2nd or 3rd worst!) 16. What is your personal ship bias for your canon character? 17. Are there any ships you can’t stand, why?

Look at'cha giving me an even spread. (Even though I know you're eyezooming hard at those salt related ones I bet. :p)

That said Sae, let's get cracking!

1.What made you pick up this character?

Sweet and simple reason? Delinquent energy.

For my whole RP stint, (Say sans the exceptions of Sora and Thoma, but even THEN, I'd say they have the fine makings if you pay attention to those details.) that's naturally been the archetype that I've gravitated towards. I love the wild sense of freedom, a brazenness to clash firm against the status quo, a heart that's rowdy but authentic, time and time again I just find myself magnetized to this concept. And in kind? I see it in Caelus in spades. It made me want to devote to that core while gaining a firm understanding of the external and internal veins that truly make him stand out.

I have to say it's been a fun journey! All it took me was some solid time of just playing the game, seeing firsthand that kind of fire that lurks within them that I'd love to make better recognized. While it has been recco'd to me (to try the game) prior, it's only when I hop into matters myself and really embrace my immersion do the answers proceed to click for me.

So Caelus is certainly is here to stay as a beloved muse of mine.

6. What’s the worst thing about the fandom? (I know you answered it already, but give me the 2nd or 3rd worst!)

No see for this I always come prepared. (Lord what does that say about me. LMAO.) If there's one thing I believe that singlehandedly send Fandom experiences to high hell?

Keeping the need for validation unsanctioned.

This right here is where it gets personal from where I take it, where the ego gets involved, where the lines blur between what someone enjoys and how respect should naturally be taken into account, yet it never does. This has been a core reason that things like Ship Wars exist or why there's prolonged, extended arguments (dives into translations, etc etc) to have some point proven and never to be argued against. Why you'll see people take content and turn it into online gang wars, moreso just to drive out 'dissonance'. Sae, this is one of the top things that make me tired in fanbases.

People will choose not to respect spaces appropriately, the fight to prove something as 'canon' is not any pursuit of truth, it's simply to pat themselves on the ass for crushing any ~nonsensical point~ they found themselves personally detesting, for it hurts their feelings, it annoys them, it's an itch that cannot be ignored.

And it's often why when I catch some 'angles' of how people behave similar to this certain root of fandom behavior, that I intend to avoid them like the plague. It's a lack of respect and a desire to be obnoxious in lieu of trying to keep their own 'sanity' intact that things proceed to become unbearable. That said, I've noticed it's not even often based on any root to genuinely consider, rather, it's just to make them feel good.

Which if you WANT to look at it that way? Sure, by all means. Just understand that the World is big and that a baseline of respect can go the longest way for someone not making themselves look like a fuckwit. I primarily see this going for when people get their Favorites then proceed to say this character exist ONLY in one (their) way, in a fictional medium, where possibilities are meant to be explored to begin with!

16. What is your personal ship bias for your canon character?

Oh I came prepared for this one! See there happened to be an ask that also held curiosity on this matter. So! Lemme link that HERE for some insight!

17. Are there any ships you can’t stand, why?

When it comes to shipping? I'll go on a limb and say for Star Rail and Genshin there's no ships in themselves that incited ire and/or annoyance in me. Rather, it's the sheer level of hell they can respective attract (shoot, characters in their solitary can do the same) that proceeds to make me dive my face directly into a bundle of salt.

It's the artform of shipping in itself that I often seen get horrifically messy. Primarily in the realm of character bastardization, and in my opinion, how it's a far cry from what can actually be some fun, in-verse possibilities. That happens to be my core annoyance when it comes to things I'd enjoy. The base is always vested in the fandom flanderized alternates of said characters. I feel like I'm never getting a core, an idea where I can be like 'damn I never considered this before!' and more like 'Wow, it's the 200th time I seen a story of Thoma stuck in Ayato's basement. It's like they're the 50 shades caricatures AGAIN.'

So then I accept that reading is a dying art.

While I'll realistically understand that indulgence is what motivates things, everyone has their taste, and I have my damn right to say when I'm looking at some hot hell firsthand.

I'm someone who can be pretty reasonable with a wide range of ship possibility myself, and am down to explore bright pastures to wildly chaotic scenarios. That however, depends on the execution.

@araneitela

@kauma-kardia

#araneitela #| Shuttle Mail #| Meme #Sae my soul hurts #Like when I really thought on the shipping perspective from my end #Being asked the question a second time really solidified WHAT gets me when #It comes to things I heavily dislike in shipping

[kazutora-lover]

#blue lock #blue lock x reader #questionable choice because half of them probably wouldn't even participate #i wanna annoy him so bad ~ #test his limits and all 🤭 #michael kaiser #isagi yoichi #shidou ryusei #bachira meguru #sae itoshi #aryu jyubei #nagi seishiro #kazutora-lover

[gay-impressionist]

MROW. also teal in the best fashion

🤣🤣❤️

#un jour il faudra que je fasse un poll pour demander aux gens qui me suivent s'ils me considèrent tumblr famous ou pas #qu'on tranche cette question once and for all #ask #sae

[saenora]

@gojoest NEED THEM BAD.

#YES MY ART BREAK IS STILL GOING ON #NO QUESTIONS only thirsts okay #SAE itoshi #oliver aiku #do.odles #Bllk fanart #sae thirsts #AIKU THIRSTS #SQUISH ME BETWEEEN THEMDJJDJD #NO QUESTIONS OKAY #blue lock #blue lock fanart #bllk smut #sae <3 #zens.art #zens.art.bllk

[sleepygetou]

okay, but what is a cozy sunday like for you and toji? ^.^

peachy 😭 i hate the idea of working out on a sunday but if toji is fast asleep, moving a mountain would be easier than trying to wake him up! but once we're both awake, we freshen up and head to the kitchen. toji knows how to cook about four meals in total and breakfast isn't one of them, so i cook for the both of us. he'll help with making the tea and getting the plates ready. he'll also pick at the food before i've served it up and by the time we actually sit down to eat, he's had half his breakfast already 🙄

after breakfast, i'll put our bedding in the wash and then we usually just chill out in the front room. sometimes we'll watch something together but most of the time, i fall asleep on him 🤭 he's just so warm and cuddly! i don't even realise i'm falling asleep, but he'll wake me up in time for lunch or dinner depending on how sleepy/tired i look

we go grocery shopping every sunday. we'll put a shopping list together before we go, but we can't help but impulse buy a few treats. lately i've noticed he likes this specific brand of dumplings so i make sure to get a few packs of those for him 🥰

he'll usually make dinner, sundays are for 'toji's special fried rice' (he named this dish, not me). it's a way for us to use up all the left over ingredients we have in the fridge. i actually love it when he makes it because it always tastes so good! and every week it tastes different, depending on the ingredients we have left over. but i'm not going to tell him that i love it all the time because he's going to get smug about it 😌 and i need to have something to tease him about 🙊 he'll threaten to not make it ever again but he'll forget about his threat come next sunday

after dinner, we shower and get ready for bed. i'll dry his hair for him and he'll sit there with just his sweatpants on, smirking at me through the mirror 🙈 i'll make him do skin care with me, he always complains but i know he secretly loves how soft his skin feels afterwards 🙊 you should see what he looks like when he has a sheet mask on 🤭 we do all this while we wait for our bedding to dry. he'll help me make the bed and we'll try to get it done quickly so that we can get into bed while the sheets are still warm 🥰 then we'll cuddle and talk until we both fall asleep ♥️ his sleepy voice is so cute!!! *kisses his nose & scar*

#i was sleeping when you sent me this yesterday im sorry!!! but hopefully this makes up for not answering the question on a sunday 🙊 #i got a bit carried away sghdfkgj sorry for the long answer 😭 #sundays with toji are my favourite 🥰 #its so chill and peaceful #we take our time with everything and just rest as much as we can ^_^ #sticky notes [♥️] #🖍️: peach #🌺 : saes notebook

[wugblogs]

the sae gimmick is so funny because she says both the plausible accusations and the totally wild ones with the same tone

#'how could you have really done this behind your guardian's back?' #'who did this professional artwork?' #okay fair questions sae! #'AND you must have been working with a politician and a shogi player and-' #sae no #persona 5

[sanzu-sanzu-sanzu]

Fanfic Writer Questionnaire

woohoo <3

List all the fandoms you have written in:

blue lock, tokyo Rrevengers, haikyu!!, prince of tennis, katekyo hitman reborn, yu-gi-oh hahahaha

How many published fics have you written?

29 currently plus last time i checked i had 25+ on fanfiction.net so like, 55+

In terms of wordcount, in which fandom have you written the most?

i don’t have the exact numbers now ‘cause AO3 is down HAHA but most likely tokyo revengers

At the moment, which one of your fics is your favorite/you are the most proud of? (you can include unpublished fics)

my favorites, as well as the two i’m by far proudest of are cheesecake, smoke, and mirrors (my last sanzu fic) and my ongoing sae x reader, hungry hearts. the cheesecake fic felt like, that one sanzu story that i’ve always wanted to write for myself. hungry hearts is like, every single fun thing i’ve learned and experienced in the process of writing my other multi-chapter fics in the past, i’m able to appreciate those things more this time, twice as much. i can’t explain it any other way hahaha.

Which writer (fanfiction or not) inspires your own work?

i very very very much admire kazuo ishiguro’s layered and understated writing. i’m also inspired by the fearlessness and grace of carmen maria machado’s words (i try my best!!!). and i don’t know if this counts, but i am also unable to shake off the tendency to be as matter-of-fact and dry as david foster wallace...which i am usually wary of not because DFW is bad (it’s the opposite!!!!), but because it takes skill to really pull it off 😭😭😭 and i can’t!

What was your first fanfic about?

lololollll it was a katekyo hitman reborn fic. OC whose uniform ribbon gets askew, and hibari the prefect reprimands her.

Out of all the characters whose POV you have written, which one do you feel you identify the most with?

oh god hahaha. i think sakusa kiyoomi. it’s his being lowkey, just wants to do the best he can. results are not in his control so he derives happiness just from doing things well.

What do you feel is your biggest challenge when writing?

i have to stop rereading old fics/chapters and then coming up with ideas/ways i could’ve written certain portions and then regretting my decisions. i guess my biggest challenge would be letting go of the idea of perfection. 

Do you generally outline your fics or do you prefer to write spontaneously and then revise?

i do an outline, but sometimes the outline (depending on how inspired i am at that particular moment) could turn into a rough draft, and then i write the thing For Real on a separate document.

Which one of your fanfics has the most hits? the most comments? the most kudos? (if applicable)

just from what i remember since again AO3 is down at the moment 😭

most hits: i want to love you in my own language (which is basically a compilation of all my TR one-shots) most comments: songs about toxic people most kudos: freedomscapes (my sakusa fic)

What proportion, if any, of your fics are rated M or above (# of M-plus fics/ total # of fics)?

i think…like 80%.

Finally, tease us with the title of one of your upcoming fics:

hahaha no title yet, but i am planning on writing another sae fic. i could tease the next chapter of hungry hearts, though! the title is going to be In media res.

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yay, thanks for reading! 🕷 

#anri 🕷 #bllk #blue lock #itoshi sae #sae itoshi #sanzu #sanzu haruchiyo #fanfiction #fanfic questions #questionnaire #writers

[taechnological]

Like i know aging is more of a society fixation than anything but Jin really is aging backwards. He looks so young in all the promo and lead up to the astronaut

no fr i know 30 is young but u could tell me this guy is 21 and i'd believe u

#no questions asked #ask sae #ask taechnological

[saekkas]

omg the rin shark fic was so cute!!! wbakeufhs the tail on the thigh really got me. ur writing is just so good and easy to read 🫶🫶 i hope ur having a good day

anon !! you're so cute. thank you so much for reading and complimenting my writing ue ue ue that means a lot to me

and i hope the world is extra kind to you, too! manifesting pretty sunsets and sweet dreams for you mwah 🫶🏻

#the tail on the thigh !! no cuz can you imagine cuddling sharkmer!rin and hes all wrapped around you like a koala #also !! he would also love love love for you to place stickers on his tail <333 he doesnt rlly understand how they work BUT THEYRE SO PRETT #and he 10/10 will go brag about it to sae who in turn will ask for some stickers from you too hehe #and if ure underwater he will definitely make YOU wrap yourself around his tail (once he gathers the courage to actually ask lol) #hed be so sensitive and a blushy baby #i have a hc that his tail glows/changes color underwater and to have you coo and fawn and wrap yourself around his pretty fins? #he's going to marry you. no questions asked. #im sorry for ranting in the tags KWHSJSHS this fic is my lil baby and i have sooo many ideas so this is a glimpse into my brain hehe #— ; messages to rin #— ; anon

[doobea]

i need michael kaiser to be real, because i would become a housewife for that man if he wanted me to. like id clean the house and watch the kids for you sir

is it bad to say.... that.... im still trying to understand the appeal.... like maybe more fic recs feat. this man bc... he comes off as a big meanie to me....

#doobea answers⋆˚✿˖° #💭: kaitfae #or maybe the big meanie is the appeal #watch me question this but i still stan sae #im no better #i think its his stupid rat tail #cut off his hair and maybe i will fall in love w him