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deepiintheocean · 3 days
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little ray doodle i made on mspaint for my twitter pfp u_u
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"You're doing it again, aren't you?"
"...Huh?"
"My love, you're doing it again," Saeran stressed the words one by one. He pressed a warm blanket around your shoulders, likely fresh from the dryer after given that he had been doing laundry for whilst you took care of other matters. "You're pushing yourself too hard to take care of this. I know you feel obligated to do everything but you can't keep this up forever... I don't want you to burn yourself out. It's not healthy."
You pulled the blanket tighter around your shoulders and turned away from your laptop screen. No matter how much you wanted to look at it and get your work done, you couldn't. You couldn't take it anymore. It hurt every time you tried to rationalize what you had to do and how you had to do it.
It was way. too. much.
How could you ever get all this work done in time before it was due? There was so much riding on you, so much riding on how good you could present your plan, and so much riding on how you could craft every little detail down to the atom.
Everyone was counting on you, trusting their fate in your hand to do the right thing without a second thought, and that felt like a blessing and a curse.
It felt good to know people trusted you, and how far they were willing to go to place their confidence in you.
"Do you think I don't know that?" You retorted, then winced, upon hearing how the words sounded. It wasn't like you were angry with him. It wasn't his fault. He didn't deserve to be barked at because everything felt like it was on fire. He only wanted to remind you it wasn't okay to do this to yourself.
Not when you had been fighting your instincts for years to stop doing this to yourself whenever you felt backed in a corner with no way out of it.
You swiftly recanted those very angry words as you regretted them the second they left your lips. "Sorry, Saeran. I shouldn't take this out on you. I know you're right! I know—this isn't the way I should handle everything! I just... I don't know how else to do this! Everyone needs me to put on a strong face and do what's best for the job. I'm glad I have the respect of my coworkers, and that they believe in me to do what's best! But, I'm—"
It also hurt to know that their faith in you was what led you to take on as much as you could to make things right.
"...I'm tired."
Quietly, he wrapped his arms around your shoulders. He couldn't see it, but he could hear the sob in the back of your throat as you felt the shame and exhaustion catch up with you. You couldn't bare to look at his face, and he knew that, which is why he made sure you felt those loving, tender arms there to bring you peace.
"You can always tell them you need help, my love," he whispered, the words warm and gentle. "You don't have to do everything all alone all the time."
You knew he was right.
But, it was hard for you to confess you needed help. It was hard to say you were in too deep and over your head, and GOD. God, you sounded like Jihyun Kim when he hit rock bottom. You didn't want that. You didn't want to do what he did, nor did you want to repeat those painful shadows you tried to talk him out of before he gave up on himself.
You knew better, and yet, it was the crux of your fatal flaws, always there when you let yourself get too worked up, and you knew that falling back on old habits would only burn you.
So, why couldn't you do better? Why wasn't the road to learning how to do better for yourself a flat one, not filled with bumps and hills and mud and more obstacles? It wasn't fair, but you knew you couldn't do this to yourself anymore.
The words were tiny and faded as you croaked: "...I just want to cry first."
"I've got you, my love, cry as long as you want to," his words lulled you to let go of the stress, melting into his embrace.
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sapphireicecream · 17 days
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🫗🥀
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darkta · 1 year
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Was watching sailor moon and then remembered I can draw any character I want in it, so here goes the RFA
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pastelsapphy · 11 months
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Twins be Twinning
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mournmutt · 6 months
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mystictober day 31 - halloween !!!
HAPPY HALLOWEEN !! :3c
quick phantom! saerans ^_^
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hibiki-moka · 2 years
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hiadenx · 2 months
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vampire! Ray
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mamonkekii · 1 year
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😩🖐️ Why does he cute everything he does??
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marsvlog · 1 year
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mc and zen doing the heart lipstick trend <3 also mc did his makeup :P
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sunsettedspiderlily · 7 months
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ray’s hope for a new beginning
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marshmallowprotection · 7 months
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"I've got you, my love," his gentle voice never failed to find you at the lowest point of your day. "If you feel complicated, come lean on me... Please sleep peacefully in my arms."
You were never one to turn down the offer when it came up. After the day you had, no, after the long week you had, the one thing you could dream of doing was going to sleep for the rest of the night. You didn't want to deal with the rest of the world anymore.
You wanted to close your eyes and relish in the opportunity to be held by somebody who never made you feel like you had to explain what was bothering you until you were ready to talk about it.
Saeran never rushed you before you were ready.
If all you needed was a shoulder to cry on, he would always be there to offer it every single time you looked at him with those big, puppy dog eyes. You knew he would be there for you no matter what, just as you would be there for him no matter what. But there was something sweet about knowing just how quickly he would come to your side without you having to say a single word about it.
You could ask him to be there for you or he would be there waiting for you no matter what... You considered yourself lucky to be the person on the receiving end of the massive web of love in his heart. He would always be your one true love, no matter what happened in your life. It was as simple as that. He understood what nobody else did... or ever could.
There would always be time to talk about what made you upset. There would always be a chance to get around to talking about what made it hurt so much that you broke down in tears the minute you walked through the door. But, for now, the only thing you wanted to do was be held and the only thing he wanted to do was hold you.
"Don't worry, my love. I don't intend to go anywhere tonight. You are... my priority. I don't know what made you feel so overwhelmed. But, you don't need to worry about anything anymore. I'm here and I'm not going anywhere. I love you."
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sapphireicecream · 3 months
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yu2ki · 1 year
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i think i'm obsessed with you
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pastelsapphy · 10 months
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Girl you must have seen that coming
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mournmutt · 5 months
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⋆꙳•̩̩͙❅*̩̩͙‧͙ kissu kissu~ ^3^ ‧͙*̩̩͙❆ ͙͛ ˚₊⋆
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