Sana kaya mo rin akong ipaglaban.
Ang hirap maging babae. Minsan naiisip ko, grabe siguro yung kapasidad kong lumaban alang-alang sa pag-ibig kung isa akong lalaki. Kasi sa punto na 'to, kahit sabihin nating iba na ang panahon ngayon at pwedeng manligaw ang babae o siyang unang lumapit at gumawa ng paraan makuha lang yung taong gusto o mahal niya.. nakakulong parin ako sa mga salitang "babae ako." Oo, maituturing na kaduwagan, ngunit 'yun ako.
Araw araw iniisip ko, kung kaya mo lang akong ipaglaban, masaya siguro tayong dalawa sa bawat araw na nasasayang. Kung nakikita mo lang sana na napapasaya mo ko at kaya rin kitang mapasaya, na kaya nating pakalmahin nang magkasama ang bawat problema, at kaya kitang bigyan ng kasiguraduhan sa lahat ng bagay.. siguradong ang kasunod ay pag-ibig na sapat lang. Hindi labis, hindi rin kulang.
Hindi ko maintindihan yung parte na sinasabi ng ibang tao na may mga pagmamahal na hindi mo magawang ipaglaban. Marahil, hindi ako ganon, kaya hindi ko maintindihan. Marahil, talagang magkakaiba ang tao. Marahil, Love is really not enough. O kaya naman, hindi ganun kalalim yung nararamdaman, kaya naman kayang mabuhay kahit mawala yung taong yun sa mga kamay niya.
Bakit ang komplikado magmahal sa panahon ngayon? Bakit hindi kagaya noon, na kapag gustong-gusto ka ng lalaki, hahamakin niya ang lahat makuha ka lang. Bakit ngayon, hindi sapat ang may nararamdaman ka lang? Bakit ngayon eh parang laging may hinahanap at may kulang?
Hindi ba't wala namang sapat?
Hindi ba't walang perpektong sangkap?
Siguro hindi lang "tayo" yung totoong nakalaan. Siguro nga, hindi parin ikaw-at-ako ang itinakda para sa "walang hanggan."
Siguro'y isa ka na namang aral sa buhay ko. Pero, hindi parin ba sapat yung mga naranasan ko noon, para masabing natuto naman na 'ko? Hay jusko.
Kung pareho lang sana tayo, marahil ay alam mong pwede natin ilaban 'to. Alam mo rin na magiging masaya tayo, dahil hindi naman nag umpisang komplikado. Alam mo rin na kaya natin lumaban hanggang dulo.
Kung isa ka na namang leksyon sa buhay ko.. Siguro h'wag nalang natin pahabain pa ang istoryang 'to. Tara, bigyang tuldok na ang masasayang araw na magkasama tayo. Dahil nararamdaman kong - kung patatagalin pa, mas masakit ang kapalit kapag nasanay lang tayo sa panandaliang bagay na 'to.
Siguro nga, ako na dapat ang mag wakas nito.
Ngayon ay ika-12 na buwan ng taong 2023. Masasabi kong hanggang dito nalang ang kaya ko, mahal ko.
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Thank you to everyone who got me to 1000 likes!
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Happy birthday to me.
[Long post about PLE]
These past few days, every time may "announcement" or mukhang importanteng notification na lumalabas, parang malalaglag na 'yung puso ko sa kaba. At some point, daig na daig ko 'yung nagkape sa pagpalpitate. At may point din na parang tumigil na lang talaga 'yung puso ko.
Kagabi, hinintay ko 'yung resulta ng exam. Sabi ko, para alam ko kung magcecelebrate ako ng birthday ko na masaya. 'Yung exam ay ginanap noong October 21, 22, 28 at 29, tapos bandang November 5, andami nang nagtatanong, "Kumusta? May resulta na ba?" Naloloka na ako sa excitement nila.
[Kaninang umaga ko 'to sinimulang i-type tapos andaming nangyari in between like mga tumatawag na kamag-anak at nagsundo ng kapatid, etc. so nakalimutan ko na 'yung sasabihin ko talaga.]
What a journey it has been!!! November 9 daw irerelease pero pumatak na ang 12 midnight, wala pa ring nangyayari. Nagkatawagan pa nga kami ng isang med friend hanggang past 1. Mga 2AM na ako nakatulog. 'Yun pala, 3AM banda lalabas 'yung resulta. Siyempre, naka-silent ang phone ko kaya missed call silang lahat. Nagising lang ako noong umaga kasi ang ingay ng nanay ko, "Pumasa ka raw!" Tapos ang bungad ng telegram sa akin ay messages na CONGRATS at 'yung screenshot na may pangalan ko.
'Yung utak ko at this point (bandang 5AM) sobrang "loading", hindi nag-sink in 'yung sinend na screenshot pero 'di ko rin na-search na 'yung listahan kaka-reply sa mga nag-message. Hahaha. Mas nag-panic pa mga magulang ko, sabi nga nila napanaginipan nilang hindi ako pumasa. Sabi ko, 'yan talaga ang nasa subconscious niyo eh. Nagdrama? Haha. Andami nang nangyayari sa paligid, andaming tumatawag sa nanay at tatay ko, hindi ako maka-keep up.
Pati sila, hindi na rin nakakilos nang maayos. Na-late sa trabaho 'yung tatay ko. Hahaha. 'Yung nanay ko hindi na nakaluto. Ang surreal ng feeling. 'Yung tatay ko hindi maka-move on sa "panghuhula" ko raw. Hindi raw ako makausap nang maayos nu'ng pagkatapos ng exam. Sila talaga 'yung mas anxious kaysa sa akin.
Ngayon, inaantok na ako, sa ibang post na lang 'yung iba kong feelings. I'm just so grateful right now.
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nagdaan na naman ang isang buong pahina ng 2023.
kung anuman ang napala't natutunan sa taong iyon, nawa'y maibaon mo ito sa paparating na pahina ng panahong 2024 upang patuloy ka pa ring titindig na harapin ito't isulong tungo sa isa na namang makabuluhang layunin na tatahakin rito.
salamat sa taong 2023...
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#2023
#bagongtaon
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13 years 5 months 19 days
To the girl I'm letting go
Hey there, Bie ! Thank you for all the sleepless nights we shared together. Thank you for the "good morning chats" the "kamusta , ano gawa mo?", and the "I love you's , i miss you's". Thank you for making me happy. The feels with those beautiful butterflies in my tummy. The promises. The future we once planned together. Those were the things I will forever treasure . Indeed, you made my life happier.
SORRY. Sorry if I failed being the one. Sorry if my love for you wasn't enough. Sorry for being a failure. Sorry if I can't fulfill my promise anymore. I don't wanna leave you but I just can't do this anymore, Bie. You were the one who turned your back first. I can't stay knowing that you're slowly leaving me. I'm done fighting for your love, for us. can't fight anymore. I've already fought hard enough for you to stay. I was busy saving you not knowing that I'm losing myself in the process. Enough is enough. I need to save myself. I realized that I can't continue fighting for a person who doesn't want to be fought for. Maybe it's time to let you go. Maybe it's time for me to find my happiness too. Maybe it's time for me to accept the fact that I can't be the one for you.
Don't worry about me. Yes, it's going to be very hard. You see, letting you go is no joke. It's not as easy as 123. It will surely break my heart even more. And will surely break my heart even more. And will probably require me enough time to put back all the pieces, to be okay, to move forward and to be in love again. Maybe not today. Maybe not tomorrow. But rest assured, I will. You are now free, my love. Wishing you happiness, ingat ka lagi 😊
The guy who's done fighting.
October 20,2009-April 8, 2023
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Hi friends! It's been a while... If you wonder why? I'm proud to share with you some news 😁: - I'm going semi-professional now next to my career in banking. After some sleepless nights, I just finished my new website as magician with some great captured reactions of some of you! Thanks to everyone, who take a quick look on the site so I can improve it with your feedback. I'm training hard, so that are even more great reactions will follow: www.raaikdragar.com/raaikmagic - Recently I was scouted by a big European media company and occasionally will do now some paid acting for online or TV now (even got an own media agent, I think the experience in acting will also supports me to become a better magician & cosplayer) - I also got promoted in my new banking job after just very short time, which really honours & surprised me, but I still have much learn - my eyes fully recovered after the operation, and now I'm better able to the keep an eye out for you and see the beauty of this world in HD :D Sorry, I'm so unresponsive lately, recently Iam quite busy training magic & dancing to meet various deadlines, applications, projects next to other things and I dont have much a social life anymore… … And I know, I didn't show my magic here so often yet… But I really love magic, just as much as I love to dance, and cosplay! At one time, magic even saved my life. And I'm confident I can fuse my love for this in my shows, and for future videos. So thank you for everyone who has the patience and believes in me and supports me on my further way. Chasing my dreams like zuko chasing his honour. 😂 more to come in the future #thankyou #danke #merci #arigato #salamat #raaikdragar #raaikmagic #magician #zauberer #dreamchaser https://www.instagram.com/p/Cps7e9_rRD2/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Ilang minuto bago mag 2023
(Ok mabilisang ebas lang... wala nang edit edit)
Gusto ko lang sabihin na ang taon na ito ay pagpapanumbalik ng nakaugaliang buhay noong wala pang pandemya.
Yung mga lumampas na panahong nasa lockdown at quarantine ang lahat, dito tayo bumawi ng pagliliwaliw at pagsasaya.
Parang tayo mga batang nakaalpas sa tahanan upang maglaro at kitain ang ating mga kaibigan.
Namiss natin ang bawat isa at patuloy na nagpupursiging kitain ang mga mukhang matagal nang hindi pa nasisilayan sa personal.
Diba nga sinasabi natin na kapag masaya, mabilis ang oras. Ganito ang naramdaman ko sa taong ito.
Marahil eh dahil sa marami akong lugar na napuntahan at naranasan kasama ng aking mga kaibigan,
mga dating hilig ay nanumbalik na akala ko ay magiging alaala na lamang,
mga lumang taong muling nasilayan,
mga bagong taong biglang naging parte ng aking buhay at,
mga ideyang nagpaalab sa aking pusong bumangon at kilusan ang pangarap.
Salamat Panginoon sa taong ito dahil binigyan mo ako ng lakas na bumangon mula sa mga pagsubok noong 2021 at tinuruan mo akong yakapin itong taon (2022).
Hello, Tumblr!
You are a very nostalgic platform. Buti buhay ka pa? Madami pa akong gustong sabihin, matagal tagal na din akong hindi nakapagsulat dito. Pero hanggang dito nalang muna, next year nalang ulit :)
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I have the best wife ever! She surprised me with this game today just because she loves me 🥰 #ps5 #godofwar #godofwarragnarok #wife #love #thankyou #mahalkita #salamat https://www.instagram.com/p/Ck__sf7IDSb/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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I don’t post too much work here but I’m just so proud of this — so dead that our jewelry is on the cover and pages of the first ever @voguephilippines !!! Such a cool way to get reconnected back to my homeland and it’s an honor that @pamquinones styled our pieces on @chlomagno with insanely talented and other established Filipino designers such as @rajolaurel and @martinmbautista - oh yeah @balmain too — but really it’s about us Pinoys and pinays — #soproud #talagangbraggingrights #salamat !! (at Philippines) https://www.instagram.com/p/CiIF4Q4OJKh/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Umattend ako ng birthday party ng 1 year old sa Tropical Hut. Dumating yung Rancho Ranchero at Sili Burger. Napakasarap, Kuya Eddie! Mapapakanta ka ng "Kiss From A Rose" ng di oras! Hindi ko maintindihan ang nangyayari. #TropicalHut #NoNutNovember #TropicalCountry #TropicalDepression #ShakeysMemes #Salamat #TheDawn #Throwback #BurgerTime #RanchoRanchero #SiliBurger #Swagjutsu #KingChristian #KuyaSwagPo https://www.instagram.com/p/CfuRChlBFSo/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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