#same w a couple other ppl

[aro-aizawa]

i like to think everyone has a colour associated with them, whether its just your fave colour or what you generally wear most of or what colour your bedroom walls are. i always associate the name sophie with dark blue, my mum is always a nice turquoise, i like to think my colour is a bright sunflower yellow.

if you have a specific shade pls tell me i adore when ppl have associated colours and tell me them, bc i think of them when i see that colour

#shut up danni's talking #its one of my ultimate favourite aspects of character designs and i will forever use it w my characters #but i also think abt it w ppl!!!! #its almost certainly spawned from a combo of my mum passionately loving her colour + my primary school #my primary school's name/theme/whatever was related to the rainbow #its common for primary schools in the uk for the uniform to be polo shirts and schools would pick a colour and that was your uniform #but w my school's theme being rainbows they were like lol whatever colour as long as you're in a polo shirt #so kids would choose whichever shirt colour they wanted some kids switched it up every year #others stuck w the colour they chose all 6 years #so of course i would correlate ppl w colours which is how i always relate sophie w dark blue #bc i'd play w this girl called sophie in the afterschool club who always wore dark blue through all the years i knew her #tbh i still think of my brother also as dark blue bc he would wear the same colour #if you could not guess my colour was yellow and i always felt distinctly wrong when i had to wear a different colour #there were a couple times i had to borrow a new shirt bc mine got dirty or all mine hadn't been washed so i had to wear my brother's #i don't know if its just me but i feel like everyone has an affinity with a colour even if its n9t your fave #hence the poll lmao

[infizero]

showing my growth by rejecting the “every ship gets happily married and becomes wonderful parents to lovely children” mindset and admitting that many pairings should just not be parents

#long gone are my days of woobifying shadow and sanitizing sonadow down to aw cute hedgehogs and one of them is traumatized #they are RIVALS and shadow will never be that lovey dovey with sonic even if they have been dating for 30 years thats just not who he is #they can find happiness/contentment in each other like i imagined but that sprinkle of toxicity would never rlly go away #and again even if theyre perfectly happy existing like that. not a good environment for a kid! #i dont even imagine them getting married anymore like i still like my idea of the ''cat orphanage w a chao garden'' house that they live in #but they wouldnt be married. they'd be partners and sonic would live there. but he'd ''live there'' in the same way he lives with tails #in that. its a place to come back home to when needed but a lot of the time hes just elsewhere exploring and having adventures and stuff #and shadow would probably tag along on a lot of these adventures. but not all of them #also feeds into part of my idea for the future which has always been present which is just. sonic being romantically involved w a couple #other ppl (knuckles for example) #those relationships dont have a label theyre just friends and then sometimes theyll kiss or go on dates or something #he and shadow are partners. thats concrete. everything else is just fluid/undefined (also should clarify that this is in like a poly way lol #shadow is aware of these relationships and has no problem with them and sonic knows that) #anyways i didnt mean to ramble but i have been thinking about this recently #how i'd modify my older idea of sonadow in the future #thats the end. ps once again promoting the poly sonic agenda. if you look at him and you dont think hes poly. youre just wrong im sorry #(excluding aroace sonic enjoyers for obvious reasons lol) #serena.txt

[jvzebel-x]

🥂

#i found the most accurate way to describe how i feel about everyone being so fucking weird about this movie lmao. #her first couple tweets were actually laughing at jlc winning an award for it which ya i obviously also agree there LOL. #but more than anything else i think its just important to note two facts in every situation like this: #1. most racist undertones (vs overtones) irt culturally influenced media come from a place of flat out hatred #at being asked to consider happiness in a flavour that doesnt make it completely possible to forget other ppl exist lmao. #(if this movie had ft yt ppl doing martial arts in a multiverse setting ppl would have... oh wait i dont have to finish that do i.) #2. most ppl experiencing these racist undercurrents are also fucking pussies&would rather bend+break while jerking it to a thesaurus #than just admit to being miserable little cunts who dont like sharing the world w ppl not exactly like them #so they think sharing cultural relevance is the same thing as having a gun to their head&being forced to watch it lmao. #undescribed

[k1rishiki]

oh yeah. the reason why i decided to reread tbhk (and thus it was able to hit me like a truck this time around) was actually not bc of mitsukou going canon but actually bc i maybe accidentally started a tbhk book club w my kids at work and wanted to check the contents of it justttt in case before i put the books in their hands

#tl;dr i have this one 4th grade boy who's a total weeb and knows that i'm the only one in this town who's more into japanese media than him #so he pesters me abt it every time he sees me. and the thing abt this kid is that he gets bored easily and if he does he turns into a #complete menace. now a couple weeks ago. he shows up at the program w one piece volume one and spends the entire time he's there peacefully #reading and not causing any problems on purpose. my coworker owen (the one who climbed onto the roof) and i were shocked and in awe of how #peaceful he was being and came to the conclusion that he NEEDS to have a manga volume in his hands at all times. few minutes later. #he finishes reading and isn't bored yet so he decides to go talk to me abt manga. specifically he starts pestering me abt what shonen i've #read despite the fact that i am a shoujo reader and told him that. but he knows i've read kuroshitsuji bc he previously asked me abt what #the worst anime i've ever watched is and i will never not take an excuse to drag the adaptation. and he figures that if i've read kuro i've #probably read more. and so i mention tbhk and he asks more abt it bc of the name involving toilets and him being a 4th grade boy so i give #brief overview and he wants to read it. and i come up with a scheme to make him peaceful AND to give him something to talk to me abt which #isn't 'i know you've read more shonen manga' 'let me gacha on your phone' or 'i saw an ad for rent a gf. thought it was lame. and now want #you to tell me how it sucks bc i assume you know everything abt every animanga ever' (<does unfortunately know too much abt rent a gf bc i' #a bit of a nosy bastard and watched the mother's basement video). so i offered to bring it in bc i own physicals of the whole series and of #as previously mentioned. gave it a quick reread in advance just in case. and got hit by it. hard. i love you tbhk almost as much as i love #when ppl get into things through me. honestly i think getting to live vicariously through him might be one of the main reasons it got me #this time around and not as much the first time (still loved it the first time though). flash forward a little while. one of the 3rd grade #girls is like. really into reading. and also macabre things. like ghosts. and she has two books from the school library. and has had the #same two books from the school library for over a week. she reads quickly and finished them both in under a day and is now bored out of her #mind rereading them. she asks to read the books i've been letting the other kid read. now there are two of them #romeo.txt

[postmanlinksbootyshorts]

love it when chronically online tumblr gays see some bullshit and instantly go "omg... the straights are at it again..." because if you experience people who get outside every now and then you'd realize that stupid relationship shit is not exclusive to the straights. this girl @ my job told me her ex gf stole her phone earlier and she's not the first nor last to say smth like this to me

#niyah.txt #tbh a large portion of this site prolly only have gay ppl friends who are also tumblrinas who don't get out and therefore don't date #but the most toxic bs i've witnessed irl have been within gay relationships #throwback to when i used to have to play middleman for my friend and her ex when they were @ each other's throats #throwback to when my other friend was in the same boat i was in WITH THE SAME COUPLE and was like ''i'm annoyed w this you deal with them'' #no one in that situation was straight

[piplupod]

second hater post of the day: I am glad that not everybody has experienced abuse at the hands of their parents, but sometimes these people say honestly really unbelievably stupid (insensitive or just plain baffling) things because they are so disconnected from the experiences of abuse survivors/victims

#I cannot give an example because this applies to several things we've seen in the past couple weeks #but my god. god i fucking wish i was you. i wish i had a brain that could come up with the shitty thing u just said so confidently #I dunno lmao this is very much just the hater in me but sometimes it feels like rubbing it in our faces or bragging the way they say things #not any one specific person. just. generally. a type of person with a certain set of experiences so far outside our own #I know I'm being unreasonable btw LMAO I simply wish I could avoid seeing people talk about how great their parents are #and how supportive they are and how much their parents love them and actively care for them even into their adult years #and what a good relationship they have w their parents #it makes me fucking pissed off and I KNOW that's unreasonable lol I know I'm being a fucking asshole abt this #Juno doesn't feel the same way btw lol they somehow feel happy to see other ppl have good relationships w their parents #I cannot bring myself to be happy for those people though lmfao I'm not wired that way #good for you but god I fucking wish I didn't have to see other people live the life we desperately wish for and will never have #fucking wish we didn't have to live with the reality of having parents who fucked our whole life and brain up from the time of our infancy #chase on the mic #abuse tw

[britneyshakespeare]

being aroace is weird bc i’m queer but other queer ppl for the most part don’t understand the way i’m queer unless theyre also aro and/or ace

#i belong to the queer community but ppl think i'm an asterisk #queer on a technicality #queer because i'm definitely definitely definitely not straight #and i relate to other ppl under the queer umbrella but i feel like they don't. relate. to me #most likely bc they haven't seen or heard from many ppl w my experience which is...... hmph #bc i didn't really see or hear from anyone w my experience until i realized... oh shit that's me #& had to go seeking out others. i had to be inclined for my own self-interested reasons. which were totally fair #but like most other ppl are just. not. inclined to learn about aspecs especially not arospecs #which frankly i think i just get more and more aro w age #tales from diana #i'm gray aro (but very VERY aro okay very very disinterested in romance & borderline romance repulsed) #it's happened a couple times.... briefly for the most part. the 'gray' area is not very important to me nowadays #but when i was younger & i had NO CLUE i was aro & i just wanted romance i was very very confused #trying to figure out if i liked girls or not...... which i do....... but like...... in the same...... lukewarm way i liked boys #so i am sapphic and when i finally started to accept that side of myself around 18-19 it felt very important to me #& i still am sapphic. i still am queer in that way. but i hardly hardly ever care to define myself as bi these days. #not because i'm NOT bi anymore. but bc the way almost everyone uses 'bi' i just don't really feel represents me. #im aroace... that's what i am. other aroaces & their experiences represent me #my friends irl all know i'm queer but only like 3 of them even know i'm ace. bc it's not easy to come out as. #but i... do not like to tell ppl i'm bi. not anymore. they get the wrong assumptions in their head. #& those assumptions don't make me uncomfortable except for. it's not ME. #that's the only thing wrong w it. it's that there's this big missing MOST OF MY IDENTITY in my relationships. #i wish ppl fuckin understood more widely the aspec experience. for real. #my fellow aspecs i love you all btw.

[chryzure]

genuinely pisses me off when there’s a canonical lesbian couple in something (or two girls w homoerotic tension..) & ppl will Still draw the men genderbent to have lesbians in something. yes this is abt lesbian klaine when brittana is literally canonical and they got married and weren’t a horrible couple. sorry to gleepost here but shut the fuck up abt lesbian klaine.

#yesss they were a canon gay couple that’s cool!!! why do you hate women #want to know who else was a canon gay couple! that was two girls!!! BRITTANY AND SANTANA #‘i drew them as girls because i love lesbians 🥰’ what abt. the actual. canonical. real. RIGHT THERE LESBIANS #i hate you klaine shippers that draw them as girls and ignore brittana #i also hate klaine as a couple period. the only reason they were together is because they were both gay men #which is crazy. #they had no chemistry. they felt like the two out gay ppl in their show choir and they bonded as friends #so it’s always distressing when i see them kiss. like WHAT the fuck. where’s the chemistry…. #now brittana…….. they have sooooo much chemistry they love each other soooo much and you can tell #sorry everyone. glee sucks it’s jst also kinda funny & they did brittana pretty alright for ryan murphy hating lesbians 👍🏻 #it’s so crazy. he did NOT want brittana and it shows. good for naya & heather pushing for it!! #alright i’m done. i jst saw stupid fucking lesbian klaine art and it makes me mad that they ignore the actual lesbians #same w ph & ppl drawing the male characters as lesbians when it’s like. well im p sure alice & lottie & lacie & sharon are sapphic #in my HEART. #and then it’s like. WHY ARENT YOU DRAWING THE ACTUAL WOMEN AS SAPPHIC. ARE YOU SO BLIND TO THEM THAT YOU CAN ONLY GET ‘REP’ FROM THE MEN #memorie.txt

[pallases]

submitted my first app 😖

#😭 didn’t plan to start this early but they said to do it by tonight and now i am worried abt when other companies want their apps in. i #should have asked them #i don’t think they all want them in now tho bc one of them told me she doesn’t start responding until january which. probably means i can #wait a bit right?? i don’t know 😭 #personal #the engineering chronicles #feeling pretty okay abt how today went actually one employer told me i have a very high gpa and that she thought she read it wrong and #another i was talking to abt how even though they’re not a primarily medical company they do do medical stuff and i named and spoke abt the #things they’ve worked on and he seemed impressed by that knowledge. so #really worried tho bc. there are hardly any medical places my school has approved to apply to for this and companies that dont do medical #stuff don’t want biomedical engineering interns even if everything but my electives is the same as an ee’s coursework. bc we’re not going t #stick around for them to hire post grad. like ppl from these companies are straight up telling me not to bother applying or that they don’t #accept apps from ppl in my major etc. which fucking sucks especially since in ADDITION to that the vast vast majority of the companies #that Do have medical stuff going on are mechanical or manufacturing based not electrical. like. what do you expect me to do here #there is one company (the one the guy seemed impressed w me abt) that does electrical and coding stuff and i am really really interested in #them. but as i said the medical stuff is not their main focus and they’re more an all around place. and they also won employer or the year #or whatever a couple years ago. which means Everyone is going to be applying to this company. ugh

[beeapocalypse]

biggest reason alamanni does not have any Actual magic is because thinking of a single unique magic system is hard enough already

#trying to come up w something unique for the bug things magic now AUGHH. maybe it is more cerebral (entirely building off the tiny idea-- #--that mages will crack open their heads to expose more of their brain to the air bc that helps the flow of spells or smth bc it would-- #--look cool lol) and grand epiphanies can act as their own sorts of spells. bc the idea of a thought cabinet (WILL come up w a name that-- #--not a blatant disco game rip off) full of marys different Realizations that can be used as both a way to see character development-- #--and cast spells is fun. he realizes despite their differing backgrounds him and marie are just abt the same person and unlocks the-- #--ability to empathize with other ppl LOL #mary idea. he fell real hard a couple years ago and FUCKED up his carapace exposing a bit of his brain but he doesnt want to be-- #--a mage goddamnit he wants to be able to focus in the way he used to so he can keep writing. grits my teeth and smiles this is not-- #--personal at ALL

[aprofessionalwithoutstandards]

Don't normally make posts like this but bc I see ppl reblogging from them Tumblr user "snipussay" is transphobic

#like all four suggested blogs on their blog are terf blogs transphobic #i'm not like a 'blocklist' kind of guy but like there are a couple ppl who interact w me and other teef2 stuff a lot who are transphobic #SO when i notice ppl rbing from them i want to point it out. yall can always point the same thing out to me too btw #open mick night

[boyswanna-be-her]

if two of your friends don't like each other PLEASE let them know when you invite them both to the same function. it's actively making it harder for both friends when you trick them into being in the same room all the time.

#real life is very decidedly NOT like a TV movie where the divorced couple reconciles bc they're trapped together #it just makes both friends hate YOU for not respecting them #in 2023 i'm going to do myself a favor and tell my friend i hate his girlfriend's best friend #and request that i not be invited to things where he's attending #and request that he not be invited to things that I plan #because all three of these people already know i hate this guy including homeboy himself #and I'm actually starting to think the girlfriend is actively antagonizing me about this by not acknowledging it #but like if both of them need me to say the words out loud and be the bad guy it's time for me to do that #I don't want to spend time with him next year. I don't want to be in the same room. #my dislike of him is starting to actively fuck up my friendship w the other two ppl #and it feels more and more like they purposefully get me to agree to things before including him or telling me

[kyuala]

sometimes im like.. super anxious posting stuff abt my faith bc of the way i live but at the same time... if u cant accept that part of me u cant accept me period

#like that is such an important part of who i am like God really is everything to me #and no amount of 'unconventional stuff for Christians' will ever change that #yes i smoke yes i drink yes i swear yes i party yes i twerk yes i hook up w strangers regularly including women #and that has literally nothing to do w anybody else thats between me and God #and we're good and where we're not i'll work on that #sorry just had to rant a lil bit bc im tired of being put in this box by both my fellow believers n my non-religious peers #it gets TIRING. its exhausting being a stereotype. try being nice and treating other ppl like actual complex human beings maybe #mari.txt #couple disclaimers i do not condone doing any of those things in excess im not crazy #also i personally do not believe same-sex relationships are a sin this is just an example of stuff ppl say are not for Christians #ive heard it from both sides that u cant be a person of faith and lgbtq+ and its fucking exhausting #i got so much guilt you'd think im Catholic #religion tw #ig? let me know

[opheliaswings]

nidhogg is the fuckin charizard of love nikki

#love nikki #to elaborate to the non pokemon enjoyers #charizard always gets special treatment and attention bc its popular w the genwunners and keeps getting more than other pokemon would have #examples: its one of the 2 (mere two!) pokemon who got TWO mega evolutions. it got a gigantamax form when other kanto starters did not #(the other kanto starters were not even IN THE GAME and then later got in and got the form in a dlc) #the champions ace pokemon in this same gen is charizard instead of something. yknow. new to the region #and ppl r tired about all the attention being on charizard all the time #the parallel im making is that while all the other daybreak cast rotates nidhogg is always on there and always gets literally all the #attention leaving no chance to the rest #thus daybreak war is always boring and predictable and ppl always rally behind him even more for the extra couple tokens #and they should try hosting a daybreak war w/o him and see everyone scramble and scatter and the numbers shift #id like to see the chaos #i dont even understand why. he bores me. as does mercury. maybe i am just too much of a lesbian #opheliasthings #am i swinging a bat at a hornets nest

[marinehero-a]

     Also reminder that I generally tend to follow the rule of the bit !  As in, if it’s for the bit my characterization’s will vary wildly because we have fun here

#{ ooc } ✗ 「 WENP reporter 」 #psa. #tbd. #[ same vein kind of if you have a certain interp (within reason) for any of my muses you want to do something w/ hmu #[ i don't mind changing things around for fun etc etc #[ <- does believe/is under the impression that garp has accepted luffy's life as a pirate and eventually approves #[ strong word he's proud at the very least luffy's doing things garp wishes he could/had done decades ago and he's #[ Incredibly proud of luffy for doing what he wants seeking that freedom that garp denies himself #[ he Is also Incredibly terrified because jfc luffy don't die on him--- #[ if he outlives all his family he doesn't know what he'd do with himself #[ rotates bit in levely where garp was like 'he still has ways to go' @ luffy with that damn smile..... peepaw is proud.... #[ that all being said 100% down to have peepaw throw luffy into the air bc how Dare he miss marine practice #[ and will probably put this in its own post someday bc it. turned into a hc post in the tags dslksd #[ also apologies for slow/lack of replies past couple of months..... school/assignments/other things b hitting #[ doing alright just minds all over the place uvu #[ op muses my beloveds though holds gently and rat shakes bc they're mostly all awful ppl dsfkjlsd

[kebiday]

of course ppl have no obligation to care about characters they don't like... & fandom is about doing what you want and having fun... & it's inevitable for fanon to simplify the cast into little cardboard cutouts...

but i Do wish that ppl who pour a lot of love & effort into analyzing + developing the relationships of + having empathy for the circumstances of the main characters would extend more than a fraction of that to other characters. like my favorite girl kevin day 🐈‍⬛

#ok. i admit i might like side characters a bit too much. b/c i hate to see an interesting situation go to waste and i ♡ making things up #(<- guy who literally has a tetsuji & kayleigh section in their rambling thoughts doc) #but i do think it's a fair gripe to have abt characters w/ the plot relevancy of say. kevin 🐈‍⬛ #this may turn into a kevin complaints tirade i'm afraid #we have all heard it before... but i think of it often... #like. I Get that 90% of the time he appears he's either 1. reeling from recent trauma 2. engrossed in special interest or 3. plot device #and of course it's hard to conceptualize him as having other desires based on canon b/c he literally isn't developed enough as a character #to be shown with them. And tkm cuts off right at a point where he'd be reeling from another major change (abuser being killed) #so the easy solution is to take what we see in canon (snapshot of him as he behaves in an extremely turbulent situation) (from neil's pov) #(with all of its biases & skewedness) and leave it at that + only write abt him in ways that don't make things difficult for main charas #+ further boil it down into spineless & anxious yet bitchy & ascetic exy alcoholic w/ no relationships. #hm. lemme say this. of course this isn't true everyone who hcs kevin as aroace #& it makes sense to relate to a character who isn't too focused on any relationships as someone who's acespec #so i don't dislike the hc at all. but at the same time i do think that sometimes ppl hc him as aroace for reasons #that aren't coming from the best/most genuine of places: one being that it's easy #ppl don't have to think of him having desires that aren't explored in the snapshot of canon we're given #or really write him in any complex relationships (even platonic ones). like he's out of sight & out of mind #he's not a threat to andreil as a couple/the ot3 tension from kevin being surgically cut from the romantic narrative #can also be dismissed as accidental (?) #lastly this is a reach sure but ppl do like assigning any character w/ vaguely neurodivergent traits as acespec #'how could they be in/even be interested in relationships if their social skills & interests & behaviors are like That' & etc. #i am not sure... sometimes the fanon just rubs me the wrong way... i am just talking to myself on my blog. #mimithoughts #kevin