Samruby is like. None of it was real. All of it was real. They never truly knew each other. They knew each other better than anyone. You spend your life trying to kill the greedy rotten thing inside you and then you meet someone who looks at it with religious devotion, who feeds it with her own blood, and maybe she's using you but she holds you like she loves you, and maybe she does. In her way.
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it’s always “he drank demon blood and had a hot demon gf!!! bloodfreak <3” and never “whose death was so unbearable that sam let go of his deepest childhood fear of being unclean and taint his body that way? whose absence ripped away everything that sam held dear because nothing mattered without him? who did the demon have to emulate to worm her way into his life and his confidence (and his bed)? whose memory was so inescapable that he was drowning in grief every second of every day? whose death caused such ruin to his being that avenging it became not only the only reason to live but also a cause worth sacrificing every principle he lived by?”
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theres people out there that dont think sam winchester is gay and thats really the problem with our society today. people look at the guy who feels ostracised for his psychic powers and struggles to connect with his family members and dont immediately think oh its a gay metaphor. now thats just not right
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if you don't hear from me ever again know it's because these shots made me kms
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14 year old me watching sam winchester detox from demon blood with religious undertones
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not to go nuts about s4 sam winchester but he really sat there and said to his brother with a completely straight face “while you were dead and i was drowning in grief ruby came to me and acted like you and talked like you. so i fucked her.”
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